Friday, August 26, 2005

ohoh i need to exercise! hahaha i think im menopausing. im eating too much! and its early menopause mind you. middle age.


my comps taking forever to load. and its just this particular site. which happens to the the one i want to see most. gr. its annoying.


haha i dont know what else to say. my blogs so dead i feel like stabbing it. it had english oral and it was weird. haha i had fifi.[ my sisters friends were astonded when you found out i called her by her proper name] which was. quite scary. i mean her face. :/ but she was pretty nice. haha. she appeared to be pretty interested in the convosation topic. i just hope i get high marks. (:

Thursday, August 25, 2005

oh yay its finally thursday! not that i was particularly looking forward to thursday, but i managed to get a nice loong nap this afternoon. (: that makes me happy, provided im able to sleep tonight. preferbly at 11.30. oh sigh. sorry ive ive pissed you off during the last two days. i know im been horrible irritable/bad tempered/snappish/annoying. well. its just lack of sleep. haha. anything that concerns sleeping [or rather, less sleep] pisses me off. (:


hm i have new found repect for that emaths woman. i mean teacher. erm. mdm lee? haha. i think. i mean even though she cant pronounce english properly, shes actually pretty nice! haha. i shall be nicer and try harder during emaths. (:

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

went for amazing race and botenical gardens today. haha. it was a last minute decision. and i didnt even sign up! but since ting wei, kae ting and jing xuan, who were so in need of clever and sporty people, asked me so nicely. i said oh all right i'll join. (:


haha we won we won!we had second overall! haha that was like. unbelievable. so anyways. thats not the point. Mrs desilva brought he son with her today. he was sooo freaking cute! haha i was considering ditching youknowwho for him. but i decided nevermind. haha. you know irritating people keep seperating me and him!? haha. first i was like. next to him. but it was pretty far. so i went off for a while and i came back. obviously intending to go a little nearer right. then this girl suddenly appeared out of no where! then she just push my bottle away and sit! how can like that!? so then later she left. and my boy was happily next to me. then suddenly this whole bunch of 2pr girls came and started harassing him [apprantly they were told to!] so he just walked off and sat somewhere else. then they sat. eh! so mean la! then after that half of thyem left and he saw and came back and sat next to me. and it was like. so near? then the girls came back and chase him away and sit! eh!!!! my boy leh!
hahaha. from now on im gonna be super enthu during pe/contact time/pc. then she'll love me! (:

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

a normal me works well under pressure. but for maths it just turns out the total opposite! and that sucks. ive gotta do something about it.


for to the planet fitness place today. hahaha. body combats so fun! punchpunch kickkick. ha!

Monday, August 22, 2005

i finally exercised ! hahaha. after i dont know how long. [or maybe it was on friday?] was super motivated by mrs bowness's health talk today. so i decided to go running. of more like it made me realise how fat i am. hurhur.
i think theres something wrong with my situps. i either
  1. am suddenly unablt to suck in, since i dont really feel anything
  2. stopped being able to do sit ups.

i dont know whats wrong! am i using my neck muscle too much? i trying to use my stomach! but i just dont feel it! and after im done and i stretch i dont feel anything too! and if i've stop sucking in, im gonna get stupid blugy muscles above my fat. oh yes. heres a word of advice to other people out there. you might think that the cross trainer doesnt work yr stomach[while running does] and dont bother to stretch. the fact is that it works the muscles under yr belly! i found out today when i was stretching. so always remember to stretch there, or you'll turn out my my with the ugly bulgy muscles. "its like fa t but when you press it is hard" thats what kimbo says. to think i was wondering where it came from.

oh. this question came out in some physics worksheet. and here my answer!

question: your right eye is blue. but when you look into the mirror, yr left eye is blue. why is that so?

answer: if you right eye is blue, obviously your left eye is blue! would you expect a red eye? well.. unless you're wearing coloured contacts. [like who wears different colours on different eyes anyway].

Sunday, August 21, 2005

i think i didnt study enough for chem. im worried by everytime i look at my notes i just wanna go do something else. maybe i should just go force myself later. i gotta stop all these. gr. im gonna hate it [later] but acoording to my mum, that according to my pastor[ who pastor glenn has been saying that is super cool. haha], it only takes 40days and you'll get used to it. fortry freaking days! if i not wrong, thats all there is to my EOYs. haha.


went to claypot laska at alexendra village. but it was sold out! ended up eating hokkien mee and zhimahu. which tasted all watery and gross.


hm. got this from the sonic edge site. or rather, forum.

CITY ALERT

It has come to our attention that a Rev. Apollo C. Quiboloy will be in Singapore on 2 October 2005 (Sunday). He will be holding the open meeting at the Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre Auditorium Suntec City.

We first came to hear of this man during one of our trips to Davao City in 2004. We heard from the local pastors about a man on television in Davao who was claiming to be the Son of God. Upon watching some of his programmes, our team saw an eloborate throne built for Rev. Apollo in the church and he was claiming that he was "the way, the truth, and the life." At the same time, he used many of the Lord's words and personalised it to himself, calling himself THE SON.

We are now alarmed to learn that he is coming to Singapore and felt it necessary to warn the churches and believers in this nation concerning his meetings.

Here are some examples of his claims that have been taken off his website:

When asked if he is Jesus Christ in the Gentile body, his reply was:-
"More than 2,000 years ago, Jesus Christ came in the flesh to testify to all that God can dwell in a human body, in the life of a man. It is here now. The life that lived in Israel before is now here. He is now using a Gentile body (referring to himself). If He was able to come to the Jewish people, He can also come to the Gentile people." John 5:23 says, "That all men should honor the Son, even as they honor the Father. He that honoreth not the Son honoreth not the Father which hath sent him."

Concerning his role as the Son of God, he said this:-
"The life of Jesus Christ is in me. If there will be another book that will be included in the Holy Scriptures, it will be the book of the fulfillment of the Old and the New Testament. This fulfillment happened in my life when God called me."

Here are several other statements that he has made:-
"This great opportunity of sharing to you the divine wisdom and revelations He has bestowed upon me as His Designated Son in these last days."

"Don't miss your visitation. Hearken unto the voice of the Father now as He speaks through his Son. Treasure each word and each moment for this privilege is graced only to those who are true children of God, chosen and handpicked by the Father to receive His revelation through His Son."

He also uses Scriptures such as John 3:35, 5:20, 7:18, and 8:18 to refer to himself, even though these Scriptures are unique to Christ alone, thus making himself equal to Christ and alluding to the idea that salvation is through him.

Our Lord Himself warned us in Matthew 24:24-26, that " ...false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. See, I have told you beforehand. Therefore if they say to you, 'Look, He is in the desert!' do not go out; or 'Look, He is in the inner rooms!' do not believe it."

As shepherds and watchmen in this city, we need to warn our people concerning these meetings. They should be avoided because one cannot underestimate the power of deception. We are warned by the Lord Himself about these things, so let us not fall prey. You can check out his website at www.kingdomofjesuschrist.org.


Sincerely
Yang Tuck Yoong
Senior Pastor
Cornerstone Community Church

Saturday, August 20, 2005

todays saturday again. (: I like saturdays! it just seems to be what i look forward to every week. that, and friday, and sunday. or sometimes thursdays. haha. tuesdays are fine i suppose. if theres no test on that day/the day after. especially the day after! haha. so basically i dont like mondays. haha. it just makes sat seem so far away!


hm. tamago and i were being like so anti social today! we sort of hid in a corner and gossiped. haha. then halfway belle joy came running to us. apprantly arie stepped on a kitten! haha we all ran to look. eh the kitten was sooo cute! but it was in pain. and its nose was bleeding. some person brought it to the vet. it hope it turns out fine! its just too cute to die like that.


worship today was good! haha. he played the guiter. and I stood right in front of him. hahaha. he just looks so cool! so when worship started i was staring at the screen, like its some picture of my tommy and i'll never get to see it again or sth, so that i could focus! haha. i mean who starts at the screen the whole time. i usually look down, or straight, or up. haha. but then i just couldnt let myself look right. and it worked! with just a few minor distractions, i managed to worship God. i hope he enjoyed it. i wasnt good, but i shall continue trying! (:


haha. today at the toilet ruth made me excited. it lasted for two seconds. then i realised she was bluffing. :/ ruth made me cookies! haha. i havent eaten it but im sure its deeeelicious! haha. i love ruth's cookies! [but i love ruth more. hahaha. <3]>

the sermon was really good. what jennifer preached applied to me directly. especially since i prayed about worship. for Him tot each me how to really worship. and not just stand there and sing. i think i learnt quite alot. haha. youth services becoming better and better. in terms of what i learn. haha. for some reason i seemed to feel God prescence.just there, all over. (:
haha jeffiners not bad! i mean as a preacher. apprantly its her first time, but shes quite funny. and somehow, just manages to make me listen. haha. teachers should learn from her. (:

Friday, August 19, 2005

today is was a veryvery bad day. well it totally sucked. then i decided to look at it from a different perspective, and it wasnt so bad after all! thats right! i stopped looking at the hole and saw the yummilicious, chocolate-coated doughnut! (:


thats about all that happened today. i wanted to say im getting soo sick of pickle ball. then i realised we're not playing it again! and the best thing is we're going to the weights room! the nice new shiny big weights room! hahaha. (:
actually i havent seen the new wights room yet. and i doubt its gonna be nice, new or shiny. but still, its gonna be fun fighting for a machine. haha. and we get to wear pe everyday of next week! so as much as i hate the uniform, it means i get to run everyday! or actually, choose the days i wanna run! (:


i think im never gonna make it in drama. [not that i want to.] i not only cant act, im unable to even display my own feelings to others! gr.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

my quiet time thing today said that i should never ever "give in to consequences". that includes me accepting all my bad results! i relised thats probably why i havent been doing well all my life. its just that i suck and wont do well so theres no point studying attitude. either that or it will be i'll study and do my best but i know im not gonna do well. and thats bad! i have been accepting all my bad results and said its really good for what i am now. but it isnt! becuase when jesus died and rose again, he overcame death, and satan. and that inculdes failure. which brings me back to the verse everyones so familar with.
i can do all things through christ who gives me strength.
i mean. ive been knowing it forever, but it never occured to me to think of it this way. so now i believe in God. that He can do all things for me. and im gonna go and study physics [although i havent really started. and dont understand. hurhurhur] i know im gonna do well. simply becuase. (: Praise Him! (:

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i think im beginning to get stressed up. all the work piling and the lack of time. then theres the end of years next month when i never understood my work. gr. i need proper planning. of time i mean. and i should be studying for ss. not wasting my comp in front of the comp writing a blog no one reads. oh wells.


went for BSF today. erm yay! hahaha. its the firstfirst time i did my work properly [ie. focus.], prayed, and did it in parts! hahaha. so as you can see my answers were not bad, since i prayed for wirsdom and to be taught. well they wernt good, but they were correct! it felt so nice to be called so many times and have all the answers and see that mrs tan person nodding her head. hahaha. i think i suck.


ohoh. and God answers prayers. (:


hm. i swear j*** hates me. haha. theres no way you can google that. and i think squash is getting funner. played doubles with vanassa and min kiong [and natalie] today. and we won we won! 2/3! hahaha. the last part just sucked. we had like. 5 points. :/


i had a boootiful dream last night. i dreamt of you. i was so happy but it made me all sad becuase i knew that it would never be true, and that i would wake up and find everything all gone. and i did. oh well. at least i was distracted by some other weird dream. it was like. my dad opened up me knee. and i could see the inside. and it was like. muscle. fat. bone. you could see how much of it was there. and it was scary cos someone wanted to cut it off or sth. hahaha. it was weird opening it. like my knee was some kinda ziploc bag. and it didnt hurt. (:

Monday, August 15, 2005

random.

well. you probably dont know this. but my titles random. so this post is only here becuase im rotting away becuase i cant do my maths. so. hm.















thats right! drool! it looks so gorgeous doesnt it! all the cheese, and the lovely tomato sauce!?
















haha. tough.






it was really good though. okok. enough of food. it'll prabably make you hungru and have supper and make you fat. :/







oh but this is for charissa. (:


















hahaha. (: okok fine. but dont you think im a better photographer? (: kidding.
oh i have to show you my boootiful bag. i mean. its obviously nicer than belle joy's. (:



so nice right!? (:

oh i wanted to post pictures of my new doderant. but its not appearing. well i sound sick. but its really pretty! and it smells good too! hahaha. (:


Sunday, August 14, 2005

intented to spend the entire afternoon today mugging up ss. but i just wasnt in the right mood. gr. ended up slacking around and just reading through. hope i'll remember something. oh. but then hope is a faithy word. so since i hope theres hope? hahaha. am i even making sense? well. i kinda am. to myself. (: trusting the Lord right? after all i prayed. and i tried.


played badminton with my sister. i trashed her i sucked! so now i can played neither squash, badminton, or tennis [i never could] .hahaha. heck. or pickle ball! what a loser. (:


i dont dare to weight myself anymore! im afriad the weighing scales will just explode. and the triple chocolate muffins are sooooooooo nice! hahahaha. random. (:

Saturday, August 13, 2005

today was rather exciting. not excitingexciting, but exciting, i wasnt at home exciting. hahaha. thats how sad my life is.


went to help out in open house. it was boring la. and freaking hot. cos they turned of all the fans. and it made me all sweaty and stinkeyy. gross. oh but i did get to try playing handbells. hahaha. its weird. :/


then i went home and slept and went to orchard to meet my cell! (: i cant believe belle joy invited evan and evans friends to a movie and didnt invite me! belle joy im freaking hurt k!i might as well go waste away in the toilet bowl.

so anyway. we met a charles and keith. where i bought my new bag! haha. its super super nice!! and i love it! its so much nicer than belle joy's if you ask me. hahaha. and unlike what people have been saying about singaporean girls nowadays, this bag is neither mini, bimbotic, or fake von dutch/roxy/whatever brands the whole worlds using. and it is freaking nice!! hahaha. i love it. its so pretty and reminds me of my skirt to a tiny extent. haha. (: after eons of searching i finally got myself a bag. (: erm. c) [oh thats a nose].


im naggy. hm. then we went for lunch at the pasta resturant. or whatever its called. i had a chicken lagsana and is was goooood.


went for service and i was trying so hard to focus during worship! i mean i realised ive been practically wasting my entire life away thinking im alright when actually i suck. gr. at least it was a little better today! yep. went up for prayer and i believe God's gonna change me! no more irreverance. i might just kill myself even if God doesnt kill me. hahaha.


i meter! (:

Friday, August 12, 2005

you know, i think i'll never get used to tuition no matter how many times i go. every friday im like. oh yea. theres tuition today! damn. then i'll have to rush home and do my homework [usually incomplete] and kill all the other plans i have and rush for tuition! then during tuition i'll be really bored and sleepy and stone at the teacher and probably piss her off. hee. maybe she'll just think im quiet and shy. hahahaha.


i cant believe you just budged into my life and ruined everything for me. im counting down to when you dissapear, and i hope its gonna be soon! you annoy me. and you suck. and i suck for being a bitch. gr.

Thursday, August 11, 2005



oh its the third post! (:
you know, after making my own blogskins [even though i cheat], I feel as if im never able to use a downloaded one again. it just feels too.. commen and, cheaterish. (:
i think it sucks that i look terrible in practically every single class photo! i mean thats the only thing people have to remember me by! [unless we keep in contact. but.] am i just unlucky or what? [i pick what] gr.


oh yes. i got back my emaths test today. the one i didnt study for. amazingly, i passed! (: (:. yea baby'. i shall continue praying and study harder. haha. only theres no harder cos there wasnt anything to begin with. (:


hm. today squash sucked. or rather. i sucked. hahaha. i missed everything and couldnt hit properly and was uttering some nonsense shit and singing the only two words i knew of the willy wonka song. [willy wonka, willy wonka] then we wasted like. ten minutes sitting on the floor cos we both refused to pick the ball. until pei wen like. came in. hahaha. natalie owes me chocolate. i dont care. :/

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

it has been a wonderful long weekend!










save the horrible drilling that just threatens to kill.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Monday, August 08, 2005

today is a bad day. its a freaking bad day. unless of course you look at it on the bright side, and then maybe it cant be that bad becuase after all school was fine and i caught charlie and the chocolate factory which was pretty good! oh wells. i think i have to go shopping in the near future. at least to get that green shirt.


i feel in love with this skirt at forever 21 today. it was so nice! and it wasnt even short! hm. it was knee length [though of course in my case it was slightly below the knee]. and it was white and a-line. [and i keep typing alone, so i bet its owner sucks] it was so pretty! there were like multi coloured stiches. like. one lie of red, then yellow, then blue, then green. then a space, and repeat. butit cost a freaking 50bucks! so obviously i didnt buy it. so then i walked around for a while and realised i loved it soso much, i just had to go back! so barely 10mins later i went back, determined to empty my bank account for that skirt. but then, then! it was already gone! i cant believe this! it sucks.

hm. school was fine. waited forever for the concert to start. haha. it turned out pretty short! (: haha the dance and choir were good. shant say more. went shopping with zoe after that. [which sucked] lol. it made me feel as though i was the only one shopping! gr. i felt so bad. but oh wells. when im shopping and i feel bad, nth much comes out of it.


so then it was the movie. haha it was goood! jonny depp was so wonderful/ and willy wonka was so funny! haha. and childish. and the ompa loompa's dances were.. funny too! haha. basically the movie was super funny! haha. especially when charlie got the golden ticket. haha. someone in the cinema screamed. then we all cheered. lol. so lame there. but there was this group of freaking annoying boys who came in half way. probably without tickets and they stood right in the middle and blocked everyone. gr. haha. i feel like watching the movie again. even though it wasnt oh-so-wonderful. it was so funny! (:


then we went to toast and had a muffin and some chocolate tart. so i cut a peice of the chocolate tart of, only to find a strand of hair embeded in the chocolate. pretty commen for me. but its gross! so we had it changed and everyone got a bite out of it except me! so right after it was changed, we found a strand of hair on the muffin. gr. it was so stupid! so then i had a peice of the muffin, and bit of the tart, and just had another bite of muffin, when i freaking bit my tongue! ew there was so much blood i thought i was gonna die. talk about a bad day. [of course theres more but im not gonna bore you with my erm. crapshit.]


hm. i cAnt remember. so.. the end. (: