* arggh!! spent soo long blogging and everything is alllll gone!!! arggh!! and not to mention that the internet is down and i can't even use the comp now. :( yar. anyway... will try to remember everything that dissapeared lar....

* thats two sleepless night. my record is broken. sigh.. life is meaningless without sleep.... :(

* k. went to sch... blarblar. talked to gloria. had pe. arggh. that was terrible. yup. ran two rounds for warm up as usual... thought that the two rounds would have been fine after that ten round run? yup. so happily went to run... but... dunno lar. felt terrible. worst two rounds i ever ran. :( like... yar. dunno lar. did alot of crap.. yep. then i like... felt like puking?.... dunno why lor. anyway. gd thing nth came out 'cos i didn't dare to eat breakfast this morning. yep. dunno lar... everyone said i was pale... sigh... :(

* oh. Su-ying. thxx soooo much for telling *that incident to bobby man. she shouted across the class "Su-Min!! i heard you broke evan's heart!!!" then everyone came tp me asking how come i broke evan's heart. i didn't k!!!!

* i'm not happy. :( squeak is sick:( she has been like that for pretty long..but.... i dunno.. guess i kinda thought she would be fine after a while? ..bought her a spray, and new shavings and gave her toilet paper and stuff. and yes! she was getting better. but oh... today i came home and went to look at her and its... terrible! ..she was lying in a corner of the cage scratching and scratching anf her fur was all red and... arggh! my heart wrenches in pain everytime i see her like that. :(

* yep. anyway... today. hmm.... did i mention chanel you is giving me and birthday present? they are showing mk in april!!! like... ahh!!! go Dicky!! :D yar. but i kinda spent 50sth on the vcds two years ago, so.... bleahh. haha. but when i think of how much i have enjoyed and loved it, its ALL worth it!! ahaha... my darling darling!!! :) yep. so.. woke up and around... er.. i dunno. saw belle joy's sms *looks at evan* and... went downstairs and watched xiao bao. yay!! go Dicky!! haha. yep. it was the ep. i keep watching... tend to keep taking it when i cloe my eyes and pick one for the stack. but yep... miss *him so much.. it was still nice. :D

* yep. them my darling maid remided me there was zi du. "do you have any test tomorrow?" like whoa! i totally forgot lor!! *sighs* my saviourrr... haha. wasted lots of time settling myself down... and...blar. yep. hopw i'll be able to remember everything though... :(

* went to my grandma's house, then went to queensway to get new glasses. yay!!! guess what???? my degree, *pauses dramatically* ...fell!!! like. ahh!!! soo happy lor!! i thought it was go up by like... alot and alot and my parents would start killing me again. [haha. feel like a cat] yep. so spent really long choosing my glasses. well.. they are all so ugly! ..and my new pair of glasses sucks. but who cares lar! ugly then ugly lar! nth new right.. but at less its small lar.. :D

* yup. then walked around... saw a nice waterbottle. hmm.... should i get it?

* whatelse? hmm... i dunno. ..maybe i'll continue this blog later. yep. :)

* had piano lesson today. turned out well [thank God] considering that i only practiced once this week. for like... less than 15mins. so like... yar. turned out quite well [she said my scales improved!!!] except for sight reading which she kinda made me re-do. ..oops. :S

* yep. what else? ..went to church!! wasn't late.. though later than everyone lar. yep. so went in... yep. the bb boys were there. i was like.. cheryl!! so many boys!! jx will be soo jealous!! and cheryl was like... yaryar!! sms her!! and i did lar! "jx!! here got alot of boys!! with nice hair!! got one hair like daniel.. but nicer!! jealous??" wahaha... i'm wu liao. yes. yar. anyway. praise and worship. sooo niceee!!! yepyep. :D oh. and halfway through.. i was talking to cheryl and belle joy poked me [ow!] yep... i think you know who walked past lar.. :) haha. hmm... what else? *thinks* there was this thing the bb guys had to do... and they were like.. "i do!" seriously sounds like their getting married. ..say until sooo enthu somemore! k fine... i'm weird.

* what else? ..dunno... feeling kinda... depressed due to er.. you-know-what. [hey! i was going to write my lit essay k!! this thing affected my whole mood lor!! ..nvm. maybe i'll feel happier after writing my essay...] yar. so etc lar. yar. i dunno what to say. learnt about temptation... when we came to the "sexual desires" part and belle joy and ruth [and me] were like... tell Su-ying!! remmeber to tell Su-ying!! wahaha... :) Su-ying... be careful huh..

* yep. so i was passing notes with belle joy the whole time [oops!] and i made the huge mistake of telling her that i don't like evan. yar. i thought she told him ready lor!! but yar. so.. i dunno lar. church ended damn late. but we had to meet adeline at the tent area... so we were like... waiting inside. then belle joy wanted to call joseph ['cos she wanted to show evan ......] and she was like... josepantsofsky!!! josepantsofsky!! and i was like... why don't you just shout pantsofsky? yep. so dunno if joseph was pretending not to hear lar.. 'cos evan turned around but he didn't.

* went to meet adeline. got the tickets. yay! :) i can go for godspell!! [oh!! its soo damn cool!!! watched part of it] thc meiyi!! *envelopes meiyi in kisses* yep. but there isn't enought tickets for everyone... sigh.

* went home and blar. then zoe freaked me out. like... i was eating dinner... and someone called lar. then my maid picked up an asked who she was. then she was like... su-min.. i dunno.. shes speaking in chi. like... who will call me and speak in chi right? [except that time zhi xuan called and freaked me out as well "guess who i am? you won't guess it even if you guess for a hundrad years" all in chi] yar. actually i kinda guessed it was zoe... but.. not sure lar. so like.. damn freaked. sigh.. zoe tan!!! yep. she thinks shes wu liao too. yar. after dinner she called me again.. and we chatted for a while. zoe is still zoe lar... damn funny. :D i think shes changed the least out of the five of us... good thing. :D

* ohohoh!!! and darlingggggg zhang jun bao!!! he sent me this Dicky thing. sooo cool lor!! its him singing and dancing. damn nice can!? *melts* sigh.. i miss him on my blog already!! ..nvm lar. since my sister is so happy... i'll leave until april. but oh!! dicky!! yep. but one thing... that video... have the channel 8 thing. channel 8! singapore! and i missed it!! arggh!! *stabs herself, anmd falls dramatically to the ground*

* yep. thats all i think... except for... you know... shan't write what i think here lar... i have to constantly remind myself this is a public blog. yar lar. pretty depressed... and confused. like... i dunno lar. -cancelled- but Su-ying and isaac are damn nice... haha.
evan" if your still reading this blog... sorry. i didn't you it would affect you.

* sigh.. pleasepleaseplease.. let this be a trick planned by alll of you!! i promise i wun be angry if you all burst out lauhing in front of me!!! ...and april fools is coming right...

* yep. ok. JY: this is wonbin? cute? *sigh* i don't want to.. but i have to admit he is lar... *ignores her sister's smirk* and arggh!! i wanna touch his hair!! ok. sorry.. i know i should stop this... but its really soo ccool and spikey lor!! ..somemore wonbin is soo cute... haha. ...maybe one day he'll come it to me and say... hi Su-min! i read yr blog. i heard you wanna touch my hair? its ok with me *bends head over* here! haha... wait long long...

haha. wanted to give my sister a pleasent [i hope] surprise.
Dicky says, "i'll be back soon."

* Fell sick today. i'm not happy. :( woke up with a horrible sore throat. drinking water was of no use. but strangly enough, wahing my face [nearly] cured it. yep. got rid of most of the pain lar. ...but i still feel terrible all over. :( sigh.. why mee?

* yep. so went to school anyway. studied with Gloria and zoe. oh.. they are soo much nicer than.... yar. anyway. zoe dissapeared and came back with this huge box of cookies. ahaha.. couldn't resist. :P ..but i ate less than gloria!!! :D

* yep. and... blar. what else happened? i like joanna's watch!! ...well.. not really lar. but i like the pink version!! its nice the strap... kinda weird lar.. but i loveee the face!! its nice. but.. don't worry *pats watch* i still love you! :)

* hmm.. didn't go to church today.[sorry belle joy!] :( corp prayer. all because i was sick *frowns* oh well... its a good thing i didn't go lar. felt soo miserible the whole evening... think i would have died in church. ...really must thank my sister, who kept saying "if yr sick then don't go!" yep. so i bathed and changed and got ready. ..then i decided not to go. sigh... :( yep. then belle joy called me and asked what made me sick. er... the lack of whiteblood cells in my bloodstream. or... because they failed to engulf the foreign substances in my body. *sighs* i dunno lar. might have been the weird man i sat next to the in bus.. or the disgusting 100plus *yuk* sigh... but. i don't like being sick.:(

* oh btw. whoever went to the corp prayer.. how was it? what was it like? ..haha. :)

* oh!! forgot to mention. bobby was trying to get poeple to go to kap with her. but i didn't. :( yep. walked with them to the bus stop lar. ..they take the same buses as me!! ..yep. so walked with bobby... who was telling me about isaac [and emily] haha. cool man... then sat with michelle. yep. :)

* thats all for today... nighty! :)

* think what they taught in BSF directly applied to me. Like... putting you in a certain place. that was so.. literal.

* fifteen and fifteen and fifteen more days! lalala~

* sigh. its sunday again. march hols are over! ..i dun wan! *pout* sigh... can't someone come and kidnap me tomorrow? please?

* ok. hmm... what happened today? *thinks* rather exciting day. :) yep. went out for lunch. crystal jade. yumyum. :D had. *hmmm* nice stuff larr. went with my family [duh] and er yi and er.. cousin? to celebrate my er yi's b'day. yep. had for bowls of noodles, and xiao long bao and gou tie and stuff. ahh!! don't you just love it? ....i do! supersuper full now, though we didn't manage to finish the food, wasn't able to eat my dinner. :D yep. so basically it was nice larr. like food usually is. i'm happy! *grins* yep. then went shopping. actually... walked around lar. didn't see any nice clothes. sigh..

* yep. and blar. then.. ohoh! this was one exciting! lala~ guess? i got a fone!! lala~ haha... i'm damn sad. yep. its not really mine lar. well.. it is until my bro comes back... but.. we'll try not to think about it yar? :)

* ok. *hmmmm* what else? did i introduce to you my new idol? everyone.. let me introduce... drumroll* ...isaaaaaaaccccc yip! *cheers* ahaha. go mummy! :D yep. and my er... nicenice person.. meiyi.. who sooo kindly spared me tickets for Godspell. yay!!! *cheers and hugs meiyi* ahaha. yep. poor me was unable to get tickets for godspell!!! not good. so asked and asked adeline and she said that there was only wed left. yep. how to watch right? ..so went home ans asked meiyi and shes giving me two! lala~ :D

* hmm... what else? *thinks* dunno lar. hus nat btw? evan or joseph or belle joy? intro?

* was late for church today. *frown* i don't like being late. *pout* all because i went to the stupid library. arggh! ..horrible hist project. :(

* had piano lesson. arggh!! ..she didn't ask meto play *that piece!! ..but.. *sigh* nvm lar. ..kinda enjoyed the lesson. yay!! :)

* .my house is being invaded!! ..by strangers!! sitting around my table talking and laughing. not good.:( but..oh! they left behind lots and lots of food! yum!!

* yep. then i went to the library. "central library" and "the one at stanford road" turned out to the be national library. ah well... yep. went there... asked lots of people where the newspaper archives were. waited and waited for the person to come back, and decided to depend on myself. well.. at least i was right! yep. waited forever for my turn. ..i know how to use the microflim!! ..yep. and had to do it for zoe too. ..zoe! you made me late for church!

* then went home. ..ate nice food. yumyum! :D yep. i don't care about being fat anymore. lalala~ i'm going to grow up, and be a nice motherly woman with curves and bulges all over, with her grey hair carefully hidden under her black hairs, neatly scraped into a bun. and open a small children's home with about 7-15 childen. and have children all over me wanted a cuddle while i'm knitting in my rocking chair. and all the little children will growing up healty and strong, thinking they come from a very special family and only realise their orphans much much later bu feel too loved and happy to care. lala~

* yar. anyway. went to church. yay!! yep. so... sat next to ruth who is... hmm... nice. :) yep. then i reaslied i missed hist maker. like.. arggh!!!..how often do they sing it? .. and i missed it? not happy. :( worship was nice though. yay. :) so... had blarblar. and.. started passing notes with bj. heh. *blushes* yep. ..and she kept saying.. remember to touch evan's hair ah!! .and stuff. ..but evan cut his hair leh... whats there to touch. sadd. ;) [ohoh!! did i mention? evan cut his hair! ahaha] yar. and pastor derek was sooo nice to the p sixes. he gave them chocolates!! what about me when i was in p6? huh? *pout* ah whatever... i shall go buy my own chocolates! *grin* greedy piggy me. :D yep. and blar. went up for prayer.. the young people. whoop! we are all nice and young! i'm nice, and yr young! :D yep. and *yay* we sang hist maker! again! lala~

* do i get to tease joseph [or jose? ahaha] about his pantsinsky? please? *looks pleadingly... the bursts out in laughter*

* i owe the greatest debt of my teenage life to my sister. shes knows why. *grins*

* i miss him!!! ..i have never realised it until now. well... i was searching for his pictures and saw this from his advertisment. then i wanted to look at did and i did! ..and i looked at all the other things and ahh!! i do love him so! looking at his mtvs and advertisments and stuff are different from his shows! very different! arggh! i miss him. :(

* tw: DON'T YOU DARE INSULT MY DARLING K! I WARN YOU!!

* nearly devoted my entire day to reading a chinese book.eww! thank deborah i didn't!! *grins* yep. horrible chinese test is more than a month away. 29th april! :)

* this horrible template. wasted soo much time on it and its still inomplete. ah well.. at least it more friendly than that horrible "day at the bridge" one. eck! that one! ..have never cursed soo much in my entire life! ah well... special thx to michelle for keeping my sane. :D yep. well. so the new template is up! ..evan get his black. ..and i get my darling. oh Dicky.... though the pic is kinda... hidden and pixelated but still! cute as ever and lala~ ..and darling sharon [who soo kindaly helped me] has offered to make me a Dicky poster "if shes free" sharon: i'm willing to do yr hw for you if i have to!! ..quick!! ..be free!! ahaha.

* hm.... what else? did slow practice for my piano today. sucky... yep. but according to miss lee [or mrs.... whatever!] my peice will crumble if dunnodunno what.. and i have to get everything done and learnt in one day.. so i thought i better do it. ah well... she better say i improved.. spent longer on one peice than i usually do for everything else [which isn't very long, but still!] yep.

* what else? ..went for a walk with my sister... according to her the longest time i remained quiet was 30 steps. 30 steps is very long!!

* yep. so apprantly joseph read my blog? [and stopped by at cheryl under the "quest of looking for mine"?] like.. ahh!!! this is worse than evan reading it!! 'cos... well... joseph is joseph! joseph: don't you dare do antything ah!! ..i very fierce one! *acts fierce* ..but don't worry lar! ..i didn't touch yr darling's hair. hmm... but it was kinda cute though.. was reading the tag than both my sister and me exclaimed [1..2..3] "joseph!" together. ahaha.

* Su-ying's nick is perverted. "isaac, is he HOT?(hey, it was either this or "oh man, isaac the porn star?")he's still the naughty bun boy!!!! " ahh well...

* nearly died today. the amount of worked piled up before me! work can kill!. yep. half dead now[and really high] just ended my struggle with my blog template. i did it! ah!!! after 45mins of struggling!! i did it! ..never have i met a template soo hard to conquer! and you all better like it 'cos i missed my darling louis koo show for this. arggh. yep. type me and loves and wishlist and Dicky Cheung vcds and blar millions and millions of times! arggh!! ..its going to be a loooong time before i change this... no matter how sicky everyone is of it. so there!

* yep. so.. tried to do work. kinda failed. then horrible hot, humid weather got into my head. arggh!! i'm just unable to sit myself down and do work? i'm going to fail my sec 2 year!! ..what am i going to do??? ahhh!!! :( *depressed* yep. i'm depressed. but nvm... lets think about sth happier k?

* yep. i did my blog template!! ahh1!! so proud of myself!! *i am the best! i am the best! i am the best i am the best! i am the best, i am the best, i am the best i am the best!* lala~ broke out into this song after i finished the template. yes.. its not complete. but still! lala~

* its soo nice to ask "what did you buy for me?" and here the reply... chocolates. ahaha. :D

went for class party today. ahhh!!! sooo fun!!! ..like.. ahh!!! *screams*

went there pretty late 'cos i...kinda... overslept? *blushes* yep. woke up at like... 10.15? and i was like.. ahh!!! damn! so rush rush. and went to rosalind's house! :D yep. and ut was like... yukyukyuk! killing me! walked in from like.. 79 to 4a? was moaning for a taxi... though of course none came. yep. so walked and walked and walked and nearly died. until [finally!] 4A. ahh!!! finally!!!so.. yep. walked in lar. and ahh!!! the house is sooo0 damn nice!! i wanna move there!! like.. omg!! its sooo damn big and nice!! ..it seriously looks like a resort!! ..i wanna live there!!! yep. so walked in lar. found zhi ying in the swimming pool. apprantly people pushed her in and spoilt her hp. ..sounds familar huh! ..just that hers is working. well.. gd for her! :D yep. so blarblar. then we all went off to have a damn early lunch. yeeps! lunch!! ..piggy me. yep. then zhi ying had to take off her shirt and was wearing a bikini [a bikini!] and everyone was like... wah... zhi ying ah!! yar. anyway. lunch. yummm!!! totally pigged myself out... think its another 3kg for mee!!! sigh... this is bad. i have learnt not to care. ahh!!! :( yar. then people started coming lar. then they went swimming...

yep. then we all went to watch a horror movie. ahh!!! ..well.. went there since everyone went. well.. all my closer frens lar. so found myself a comfy spot.. with a huge pillow to block everything out. yay! yep. so people came.. and ran away... and i perservered. yep... then at the first scary scene.. i ran off. lala~ well... it was freaky! yep. so went down... saw lorraine and mei yi. then went up to watch with them again. yep so three scared people in a row. lala~ yep. then..
hmm. basically watched nothing lar. when i watch a horror movie, i watch everything else... except the scary parts.. but when these people watch horror movies, they forward everything and watch the scary parts. so.. kinda spent the whole time behind the pillow... until the last part when i gave up and watched er.. most of it! yep. yay!! :)

yar. and went to play with rosalind's dog. ahhh!!! soo cutee!! .. and so obedient somemore!! yep. and its soo cute! [unlike ricky who bites] we were like.. frank! sit! ..and it would climb on the chair and sit!!! ahh!!! ..and it was soo excited and happy to see us and everything. i wanna dog!!! ): yep. but i realised i'm still scared of dogs leh! :( yep. i'm gonna oversome this. for Dicky!! ..how am i gonna survive with all his dogs when i'm scared of them? funny though.. after i though of that i wasn't so scared of ricky and frank.

* yep. and blarr.. and ros's sister started playing music.. soo niceee!! ..and we[or they k? jy?] were all like.. dancin. lala~ *dances* yep. then mr hong came!! yay!! ..and we were like.. blasting the music and dancing in front of him. haha. then we all pushed him into the pool!! ahaha... soo fun lor!! he was like.. struggling and blar. but still! we did it. 2gy!!! :D yep. so he was like... swimming around trying to pull everyone into the water. stupid man lar! people not suppose to swim also pull... wearing contacts lor!!! ..and jillian also.. waering a white shirt? ..but *hah* didn't manage to pull me in lar. all thx to jy!! *cheers* yep. so etc etc lar. had fun bullying mr hong!!.. and watching them pull down his pants [oops!] [*gasp* we crossed that line! ]yep. so blar lor. ate alot. yum. er.. pushed people into the water.. played with the comp.. blar. my nose sucked the whole time so people thought i was crying. sigh. yep. so had dinner and ice cream cake which totally froze my fingers. and michelle likes mr hong!!! ahaha. :) yep. then started talking about our intructors.. and how despo daniel is. ahaha. :) yep. then topic kinda moved the eliz. everyone hates her. yuk. and went home lar.

* not in a blogging mood tday lar. damn tired. so.. its very... er.. whatsthatword. vague?

* hi everyone!! *waves vigourously and grins widely* i'm back from guides camp!! *cheers* yep. its was... fun lar... to a certain extent... but no where near adventure camp!! ..ahh!!! adventure camp!! k. now i got plenty of time. lets tell you alll about it! :D

* yep. start from the beginning. blarblar lar. i was still half asleep and pretty anti social and blur and blar. so.... not very imp lar. hmm... all i remember was that we played that charades like game. then one in the taiwan programs? ..yep. i sucked at it lar. so... blarblar. then we played this dunno-what game. blarblar lar. then...hmm... oh! ..had egg drop. yep. i was thonking of sth... but yar lar. then dawn's group did it and got first! sigh. yep. anyway.. had to bask for materials needed. nyaa members... are exempted! but of course i did it with them larr... so nice! :) yep. and blar. then had this weird thing where they blindfold you and you walk around the canteen and do strange stuff like... feeling and eating and smelling stuff and you guess what the thing is. yep. feeling was.. weird. like.. everyone was screaming whenever they touched sth. yep. well... you don't know what i might be right? ..smelling... honey stars in alot and alot of butter... raisin in peanut butter and blar. arggh... never in my life have i got a whole clump of butter dumped into my mouth! yep. then blarblar.

* hmm... had a nice lunch. ..firset camp when i was actually given edible food! .not that i have been to many lar. but.. yep. chicken rice. yay! and... hmm... what else?.. hor fan for dinner? ..couldn't finish it... and oh!! ..they forced us ino eating pears.. like.. yukyuk. so cheryl and me dumped it back into the box. and no one saw!! lala~ yep. then sang songs... and went to bath. bath arggh! that was freaky!!

* basically had ample time for everyone to bath. so i took my time to get my clothes and strolled to the toilet, knowing that there would be no one banging on the door to rush me, while everyone ran. needles to say.. i was right at the back of the queue. though people came later then me.. [only 4] yep. so she were queueing there.... innocently waiting for our turns... when it happened. yuk!! oliva [a sec one girl in my group] came limping out and asks.. what do i do? wash it!! quick!! she washes noth hands, then lifys her leg onto the sink. only then.. i notice blood gushing out of a wound i can't see. i turn and glance on the floor... which was... bloody!! yep. and then they brought her too find miss tan. omg.. even after she washed her leg, blood was still flowing out profusly. like.. everytime she walked, you could be a... circle? of blood on the floor. like.. this big [length] | | freaky! and she wasn't even crying or anything!! like...ahhh!! shes sooo brave!!!! ..and arggh!! poor girl!!!!!! :(

* yep. so.. went off, freshly bathed, and ready to sweat and stink again because of the night walk. yep. that was kinda freaky. ..well.. we freaked ourselves out lar. yep. they started by turning off alll the lights. then told us a story "the lady in red" yep. so just the title freaked us out lar. and we were like... can we cuddle together? yep. turned out that it was a murder case for us to solve. sigh.. so.. had to walk round the sch lar. and everyone freaked us out by screaming and everything.. ahh1!! yep. then there were a few people like.. outside the toilet. and we were like... can we help you? .then the girl crouching down streched out her hand... like... shes asking you to hold it. ..then we were like... take her hand!! ..and she did lar. then she suddenly pulled her hand, jumped out and screamed.. like.. ahh1!! the wholleee group screamed lor!!so.. yar. it was pretty fun lar.. though we screwed up the clues. haha. hm.. and oh!! i guessed the murderer!! i guessed it! lala~

* yep. brushing teeth... nth interesting can happen lar. yep. went to the toilet with gloria. who was like... freaking me out. like.. ahh!!! i'm very *what lar... so rare that i'm not scared and she has to come and freak me out.. gloria khoo!!! ahaha. yep. so went to brush teeth.. with gloria... who was brushing with her finger. like.. eww lor!!.. but aiya.. she forgot to bring her tooth brush... poor thing manz.
....can toothpaste go bad? ..i think mine did... tasted all funny and weird and urgh!


* hmm.. lights off at 11. cool leh!! ..and they did was to turn off the lights... couldn't be bothered with what you did after that. rocks huh!! ..but i just went to sleep :( ..no close [or relatively close] frens in my group.... yep. and they said i'm pro at blowing up pillows. haha. :)

* and oh! something really wonderful happened on the first day!! like.. ahhh!!! tingwei came and told me the results for om!! ..and... *pauses dramatically* we... got.. second!! 2nd! ..for the om skit which soo totally sucked!! like.. ahh!!!!!! :D yep. went to ask mr hong today. apprantly our skit was good... but not spountanous. and one broup was gd at both... so.. yep. they were first larr! but oh! skit!! ahhh!!!! i wrote it!!well... actually i wrote one and e wrote one and i edited both and combined the two together. but still!!! [and you should see eliz's script man.. not that i'm mean lar... but... yar] yay! 2ndddd!!!

today.

* the sound of feet pounding in the wooden floor, along with the singing of "shout to the lord" in my head [cool huh!?] woke me up and 6.30 this morning. good!i was planning to wake up at 6.30 [really!] yep. so.. yay! went to brush my teeth.. blar... then went for do morning exercise [uh!] yep. so was really really half asleep larr. yep. had breakfast. yumm... milo was nice :) yep. then we went to wash toilets. ahaha... wash toilets!! ..sth i have never ever done it my entire life!! sso cool!! ...because i didn't fo anything lar... almost.. only when i was needed. heh. stood there and watched my partner.. lala~ yep. then went round the sch picking rubbish. ..'cos we have nth better to do...

* then.. blarblar.. prize giving. my group got for.. er... most guidey? like.. er... i think they were just trying to think out sth for every group lor..but whatever larr.. got food ( (..) )

* yep. then went home. sleeeepppppp!!! :D and blar. yay!!

* yep. it sunday again1! whee!! .how time flies!! before i know it, it will be next sunday again and.. oh!! *holds head in hands and moans*k. may that day never come! *holds up glass* yar. anyway. yep. the long awaited march holidays have finally come!! whoop!! ..how i wish i could type.. "and i don't have to go to sch!!" ..but no. i have to :( i don't wanna go for guides camp!! k lar. i know i'm kinda weird... and when i come back on wed i'kk be screaming for the camp. but still!! ..i'm miss home:( ..and you!! *strokes the comp affectionately.* how can i do without my darling comp? huh? ..and my tv and everything!! arggh! :( ..and i always forget to bring everything and blar. arggh! :( ok fine lar.. not that bad.

* yar. anyway. stayed at home and skipped lunch. though in turn ate alot [i mean alot] of junk food. ..its not my fault!! ..my sister baked peanut butter cookies and.. mmmmmh!! :D yep. but we shall not think about the eating part... i skipped lunch and thats all. ;)

* yep. then went out for dinner with my darling family. went to marche. yum~ emma banana waffles with chocolate ice cream!! ahh!!!!! yep. so.. nicenicenicenicenice. :D then... walked around lar.. nth interesting.. but.. ahhh!!! i want the british india pants!! ..sooo nice!! :(

* thats all i think.. but oh!! i sooo will miss you*

* today was hmm... should i say pleasent? started our horribly, but ended off... well?

* anyway.. went to sch at 7.30 for om. last min stuff. sigh... so only had time to do one reharsal before we had to go to report. [ahhh!!] yep. so it was nice lar... while everyone was doing their work... i was told to go practice rollarblading. which was funnn! lala~ yep. nice to know i haven't forgotten how to blade after like... 2 years... but i can't do my tricks though. bleaggh! :( yep. so changed into my horrible costume which was like.. sooo hot. yep. and i looked like a chicken. :(
so.. yar. the whole thing sucked lar. very disorganised and stuff. we're soooo going to fail. all my time and blar wasted... sigh! :(

* yep. so everyone left for the lunch except me 'cos i'm like.. soooo broke. called my father but couldn't contect him!! ..so had to go home myself lugging the horrible big heavy bad with my rollarbaldes and blar and carry that horrible big pair of wings [which btw, still looks very nice! :)] yep. and i think i saw op at the traffic light. like.. yuk lor!! ..gd thing i didn't see his face lar.. not soo bad. ..not sure if it was him lar... but should be right!? ..i mean.. who else would wear a pink longsleeved shirt [the type people wear to work in the office] with pants and match it with a bagpack and a baseball cap? uh! and he was standing with some poor girl... girl.. i pity you manz... must have been terrorised right??

* anyway..went home and fell alssp.. until like..3. [see how tired i am!] then blar.. and went to church! yay! :) yep. so.. went lar... then found out that no one [no one!] was going to watch huanted mansion. like... ahhh!!! .dun wanna go ready!! .yar lar. but cheryl was going... so went with her and adeline.. :) yep. so after cell all went to the hawker centre together. yep. then when we went back.. we... guess who we saw? [sigh.. i'm just soo used to this question right?] evan!! ..then belle joy was screaming.. .evan!! ..Su-Min wants to touch yr hair!!! er.. *hides her face* yep. so we were like... walking there.. and belle joy was like.. su-Min!! ...go touch!! evan is waiting for you!! haha. yep. so went there.. blarblar... then joseph [with evan] suddenly came up and was like... Su-min!.. if you dare touch evan's hair i'll dig yr eyeballs out! ...hmm... joseph ah!! ..sooo protective over YR evan! ...oh yes. joseph won't get to read this... ahh.. nvm!
yar. then jospeh and evan reappeared and belle joy was like.. Su-Min!! ..go and touch evan's hair lar!! ..i go with you!!... so we like.. went up and belle joy was like.. go touch evan's hair!! ..and evan was like.. yar lor!! ..wanna touch faster touch lar!! ..haha. but didn't get to touch leh! ..i was standing there laughing and feeling xtra then cheryl came and pulled me away.. so off course me being me let myself be pulled lar... aww.... i'm shy!! *acts shy* ahaha. sigh... i should stop touching poeple's hair rightt. (:

* yep. so went off to wait for the bus... which took omg soo long.. and travelled real slowly too. yep. then by the time we went to the place.. the tickets were allll boooked.. only single seats left. sigh. :( ..so bought single seats lar[so lonely!!] then went to kfc for dinner.. i tried the shooms burgar. nice leh!! ..but its like... soo small!! but.. nice lar. yep. then went to watch the movie.. and i was pathetic... but nvm. we don't wanna talk about it right!? right! ..i also say... so... haunted mansion!! ..ahhh1!!!! ..k lar... it wasn't that nice.. but still!! ahhh1!! ..its nice!! :D k. dunno how to describe lar. ..but i'm sick of typing.. to summarise it all... the movie was gd and i'm a loser. :(

* so.. walked around.. and went home lar!!

* and i'm pissed... i can't tag my own blog!! like.. ah!! kk.. whatever.. evan: yr msg is here.
evan: eh. er... belle joy said yr pissed.... sorry... ):

in the science lab. jx was asking j if she can go to jia yun's house... and she was like.. no. why? ..oh! ..i have sth on!! ..what? er... i can't remember what lar.. i dunno what.. but i got sth on. sheesh lor!! i mean like.. wanna like at least come up with a proper one lor. like.. uh. i can't remember what? then we kept saying that to each oter.. very loud. and she was like.. can you all stop it not? i'm going lar! sheesh!

* yar. so went to the ava room to moce chairs... and we were all like... dragging it. and mr hong was like... shh!!! ..the general office is downstairs!! .then we were like.. 1..2...3! ..then we all started dragging... haha. mr hong doesn't even care.. then he left a note and we keot erasing his fullstops and telling him what to write. ..then blarblar

* yep. then carrying weights... asked mr hong to tell us why he was looking for E that day. yep. and he was like... isn't it obvious? ...sheesh lor!! ..so e's stupid father went to call him. like... uh!

* yep. then when we finished everything we were all in the room playing. like.. lorriane and jasmine and jia yun were "stretching" then jillian was trying to make me play the piano [i told you i suck!] then jx and me kept "fighting." ahaha... sooo fun lor!! ..got the whole group to watch us. ..and i said i'm still not drama enough. :( ..can't help it larrr. yep. then started telling everyone all my lame jokes again [they asked me to!!] ahaha... so nice... its just sooo fun to say lame jokes.. i just burst out laughing when i see their faces!! .ahaha! yep. and breakdanced and did the string thing to jillian. lala~ ...actually jx wanted me to do it mr hong lar... but we can't cross that line *makes dramaric action of drawing a line* yep. so did it to jillian instead. whoop! ..finally!! :) yep. then everyone left except jillian and tinwei and jia yun and jingxuan and meee!! .yep. so everything came out. about e and j i mean. ..and mr teh too. and ohh... it felt good!!! ..so nice you vent out all yr fustrations and anger, as you see i do quite often. but yep. this time its different 'cos mr hong is giving them the marks. tingwei.. they better not get the same marks as us like you said.

* yep. so blarblar. and went to jiayun's house. darling mr hong helped us to ***. and we walked alot and alot and i was dying. and jiayun's house is sooo omg nice!!! jiayun!!! i wanna move to your house!!! ahhhh!!!!!!
* yar. so started stripping the feather duster. and as you can see from jiayun's nick... apprantly i'm very pro at plucking feathers. ahaha. ah mah what... what to you? * goes into a long and complicated about when she was young, and bores everyone by repeating herself pver and over again*. yep. then went to spray paint 'cos some people didn't so it properly. and arggh! we didn't put newspapers!! ..we couldn't be bothered to!! ..that resulted in one hour of scrubbing jiayun's beautiful floor. though the paint remained. yep. it was when we stopped when i realised how dumb we were. we were actually mixing the different types of liquid thingy in attempt to make the scrubbing easier. well, mixing acidic liquid and alkali liquid. neuterlised the whole thing!! ..might as well have used plain [or salt] water! ..arggh!.

* yar. anyway. enjoyed my time there dispite the scrubbing [i love her house!!!] jiayun's mother [who is very funny] bought us pizza. yum. yep. went home and around 9 sth. where i practiced me rollarblading for like.. 10mins?

* thats all i think. :)

* i actually had problems running one round round the track today. like.. one round? yep. ran two lar. and my muscles were killing me all the way. so would run... run for 10m and walk... and repeat. damn sad right.. then miss neo asked us to either eun 5 rounds and play basketball, or run ten rounds. like.. ouch!!! ..my thighs hurt lor!! ..yep. so ended up running ten rounds "at your own pace" ...which means we walked lar. yep. so walked with tingwei... real slowly. then talked non-stop... of alot of things lar. yep. until the like.. last round. then rosaliand came to run with us, and jingxuan and jiayun came also, then jia yun started pulling me.. then ran. *wow* my muscles felt soo much better after that!! ..really! :)

* basically legs died today. whoe class groaned everytime we had to stand up to greet a teacher, took forever to walk down the stairs. stairs... arggh!!! ..then no of flights i walked up and down today... my legs can kill me i tell you!!

* oh. had the cme bgr forum thingy. ..boring lar.. stupid teacher-in-the-middle sooo naggy... talk non stop.. and the stuff they answer all not interesting!! :( was hoping to dig out some of the teacher's darkest secrets... ah well.... :(

* went to tingwei's house for om.. laughed non stop.

*arggh.. two compos in one day. ..kill me!

* moday today lar. another stressful day. felt really really stressed during class time today. like all my work is piling up on me and pressing me down [like i'm not short enough!] and i was really like... dying? yep. so after recess decided to like.. write down everything and organise y stuff. but when i started writing it down, realised that there was nth. arggh! this always happens to me lor!! ..i will think theres nothing to do. and go back to slacking and relaxing, then find out that i have alot and alot of things undone, only too late. just like my science test. :(

* yep. what else? i think almost the whole OM group flared up and *them today. well, they just pushed us to the limit. ..actually only jingxuan and tingwei flared up lar. but still, its enough. but i was funny how it all started though. tingwei asked J [jessica] sth.. and she kind of.. put the blame on E [elizabeth] yep. then tingwei was like... "i throw my shoe at you lar!" and she heard.. soo... yar. wahaha... :) yep. and during recess jx flared up at them ..sort of lar.. shouted at them... but shes soo funny lor!! ..like.. she "shouted" and walked off, and i was laughing all the way down.. haha. oh. and e's father is a bitch. i sooo wanted to scream at him. i mean like.. hello? whats yr problem? you don't even want to listen to what we have to say! ..all you want is for yr darling daughter o get her way? [hey!!! it rhymes!!!] like.. sheesh lor!! during om he called tingwei up and started giving her a loooooong lecture. and everytime she tires to explain, she gets cuts off. and tinwei was like.. sooo damn pissed? then he asked to speak to her mother *rolls eyes* and she wasn't at home lar.. and he was like.. then who can i speak to? and guess what she said? Su-Min!! why mee?? yar and what was the first thing he said? "why is yr fren soo rude to me ah? no matter what i am a parent.. blarblar..." sheesh lor! so what if yr a parent? we are people too you know? you have to respect us as well!? yep. then he started.. are you a christian? ..yes... then blarblar.. about how acting as a ghost is glorifying satan? like... hello? in what way? yr daughter kinda wants to act as a wizard yar? .how come acting as a ghost is satanic and playing with spirits and being is wizard isn't? ..i wonder leh... witches are not satanic? hmmm.... and he soo totawlly doesn't want to listen to what i have to say, like adding a wizard will complicate the whole plot? and like... sheesh lar! lets just not talk about him.
oh btw. the problem is sloved now. she wants to be an angel* flaps hands lamely* sheesh!!! youuu??? angel?? [angels are supposed to be cute and innocent like me!! lala~:P]

* yar. anyway. jx wore the wring uniform today.. and was going round asking for a pe skirt. and i was like.. why don't you just wear yr shirt over and tuck it in? ..she did it leh!! ..haha.

* yep. and pe. hmm... nearly killed me. did the duck walk and the frog jump and the crab walk and we... stuff! ..my legs are dying... i have problem walking down the stairs!! ahh!! and playe captian's ball with like.. jillian's team? like.. ahhh!!!

* oh had art today. sat with meiyi.. and she was like... do you know.. my fren also likes this boy called evan? ..its her neighbour lar.. not yr evan. and i was like... really??? ..where does she live?? "dunno-what street" [heh. can't remember.. starts with f lar] and i wa slike.. omg!! evan also lives there!! and she was like.. omg!! yr not bluffing right?? how old is he? ..yar.. then the first no. that came to my mind was 12.. i was thinking... she won't like a guy so young... son i was like.. 17? and she was like.. no lar! diff evan!! ..and i was like... okok.. 12!! and correct leh!!! and meiyi was like... soo excited.. like.. turning around and like.. hey!! you know the guy my fren likes is the same evan as Su-min's wahahaha.. i was sitting there trying not to laugh lor!! :P k lar.. i'mdamn wu liao.. but still!

* theres going to be some stupid chinese thing on thurs and fri. ..what about my friendly with mgs? huh? how am i going to get trashed? huh? so bad lor!! ..i rather do my om! oh yar... then maybe we can have our friendly on another day... then evan and isaac can come and watch right??? ...heh.

* yep. sunday today. sigh. i don't wanna go to school tomorrow!!i want adventure camp back. :( arggh! sigh.. nvm lar.. at least the march hols are coming right.... sigh.

* k. went out for lunch today.. at adam 's road hwaker centre. yep. quite nice lar... though the man is damn blur. forgot to give me sauce for my noodle, and forgot to give my mother vegs. so like... yar. yep. then went to carrefour. lalala~ bought my nicenice hot pink stuff!! its sooo nice k!!! ..ones hot pink and black and ones..well... black and pink. i lovee it!! ahhh!!!! ..ok. yar. so walked round carrefour with my parents and oh. i soo hate crowded places! like.. people squeezing, blocking the way.. pushing you and stuff. it just irritates me. urggh! yukyukyuk! :(

* oh!! ..and i took my height! whoop! i grew!!! yay!!! i'm like.. erm... 157 now [short yes, i know.. but still!!!] and.. yay!! ..no more being called shirt by gloria. lala~ i grew....

* oh. nd finally bought jis yun's prezzie. jia yun you better like it k. i spent the whole afternoon in suntect just to buy it. ...its not *that nice lar... but i wanted to buy you an ********* and there was only four designs so.. liddat lar.

* went for a walk just now... and we were all like.. singing.. nicenice songs.. and trying to harmonise the sunshing blar song.. its soo nice! lala~ then we sang crappy songs for like.. 2 mins... suddenly burst out singing... haha :) oh. on the way back saw auntie joyce. like... bmw... then look in.. isn't that nicolas ..with a "huh?" look and his face and auntie joyce waving? ...yep.

* you know.. in the car.. my mother was talking to me about praying in tongues and like... i dunno.. it feels soo weird! ..maybe i'm not ready or sth? ..dunno... think i drifted away from God like... alot since the dec hols. ..sigh. :(

* oh. i was replying an email yesterday and i sat there and was like.. omg.. the last time i wrote an email was like... 2 years ago!! ..its felt soo weird lor... ..see what msn is doing to me?

. sigh... shortshortshort post. blar!

you know... playing the piano can really affect yr mood? like... yar.. when you play fast peices you get all hyper and when you play slow peices you get all depressed and stuff. and unfortunately my peices are like.. slow, fast, and slow. so like... yar. and i was playing my last peice, and my told was like.. this is a lulluby! ..you sound so hyper! and like.. ok... then after my paino lesson i was like.. so depressed.. and like.. yar. :)

yep. went to church today! whoop! yep. met at the hawker centre but i was.. er.. late. yep. heh.. sorry belle joy! yep. so went there lar.. and talked lor. ..then i tried sprit ice. nice leh!!! ...but we had to like.. go to three stalls before we found it. haha. oh!! ..and belle joy called me today... to tell me that we were meeting but chatted after that... though she kept satying "what am i supposed to say?" ..that has nth to do with me...right? ..tar ok anyway. she kept talking about my blog and like.. yar. omg! i never realised there was soo much stuff certain people are not allowed to read.. like.. alot!! ..and she said evan read the whole blog already.. like.. yar. i am sooo dead. ..you haven't read the whole blog..right? yar lar. so when she told me everything kinda brought back memories.. i know i'm a real ego.. but sho7uld i read my whole blog again? ..haha.

yar. anyway. church lar. they are planning a cell outing. yay!! ..so fun. but hope my parents let me go :( sigh.. soo pooor thing right... :( yar. anyway. yep. ..what else?? ..like that lar..yep. then went for service.. looked for a seat.. sat so far back. [and 2 rows behind evan] sigh... but worship was sooo nice!!! ahhh!!! ..the worship leader sounded like... soo hyper.. but the worship was sooo nice after that. :D like... yar!! nicenice ...though my view [of the lyrics] was blocked by some tallie in front of me.. :( yar. ok. anyway. and belle joy kept calling me mrs ong.. i mean.. like... er.... yar. evan! lets go beat her up next sat! ..haha:P yar anway.. and i was like... no!!! cheung!! yar. etc. so now belle joy is mrs tay. lala~ everyone from chruch reading this: remember to call belle joy mrs tay!! :P yar. so sermon. was like... talking and talking to belle joy... but i think i heard the msg lar... hee. so like... talked alot of crap with belle joy lar... i was like... ask evan to spike his hair next week!! ..and she said that it is spiked... naturally.. so of course i want to touch it!! soo cool right?? yep. and she was like.. ruth touched it before when we got lost together... then she was doing this [yep. so i'm not the first person :P] then after that she was like.. later if i see evan, i'm going to say to him, your wife wants to touch yr hair.. etc. i wonder if she said that man... but if she didi doubt evan would let me touch his hair so... yar.

ps. evan got a new shirt!!! i noticed!!! ahaha... :P i'm hyper

Can't smile without you

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would believe that you're part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Some people say happiness takes
So very long to find
But I'm finding it hard
Leaving your love behind me, so you see

I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

the adventure camp sooo rocked! ahh!!! ..i miss it already!! ..it was soo omg fun lor!!

yep. went dragon boating today. ahhh!!!! funnn!!! ..don't you just lovee it?? .. i wanna go again!! ahhh!! *screams*yep. when we walked to the dragon boating place everyone was playing the bomb thing. yep. then they bomb to henry... like... no one said anything lor!! ..but the four of us [right at the back] were screaming.. haha :) yep. so fun!!! ..yep. then after that... i went to the boy's toilet!!! haha. how interesting huh. but hoe many girls has been to a boys' toilet? besides the time when you were really young and yr father forced you to 'cos he didn't wanna go to the ladies, but i doubt everyone has tt experience right? yep. so i went there... so cool!! [sheesh] 'cos we were all crowding round the toilet and the guy's one was empty. so went in lar... stinks. then when i went out this guy was waiting outside. and the teacher was there telling him to wait. ..opps!

yep. then it was time for dragon boating. ahh!! yep. went to take life vest, then the insturctor[i'm soo sorry... i have no idea how to spell his name.. ahh!!] gave me one with a huge huge hole... then when daniel was like... wah!! ..you better go take a new one man!
then it was time to enter the boat.we were like.. line up according to height!!! ...then no!!! line up according to weight!!! so like.. all the small people moved in front. then they were like.. ok! those above 47 come here!! ..then.. those who are 46 kg come here!! ..so i was like... standing there waiting for my weight to be called, then the insuructor was like.. you... come here and stand. and it was like.. er... right in front? like.. uh? the girl next so my is like... the smallest girl there.. and shes soo thin.. and like.. nearly ten kg lighter than me.. like.. omg! ..then asked around 3 rows back.. everyones like... 30sth lor!! i was like... huh? ..whats he doing??? [my sister said its because i look thin ..lalala~] yep. then the insturctor was like.. relax!! ..don't look soo scared!! ..hmmm... but gd thing i went in there lar... 'cos the boat was going to turn over to the other side... gd thing i'm soo damn fat huh... yep. then i realised i could row for nuts... 'cos the teacher was screaming at me from the "shore" yep. and i didn't even hold it properly until jia yun was like.. su-Min! hand wrong lar! ..and i was like.. how to hold?? .. and Daniel was like.. right at the bottem!! ..the jia yun scolded me for not knowing science and levers :( yep. but anyway... guess i held it correctly after that lar.. though i kept knocking jia yun's finger after that. heh... sorry! :( yep. then went to do floatation device. water was so dirty. and once i float i kinda.. couldn't go back.. and i know i looked damn retarded lar.. but who cares? yep. then had to go back.. and intructor had to push the boat back in and couldn't and was like... front people come and help!!! ...me?

then soon the race started. we got 2nd!!! yay!! *cheers* ..the there was a 2nd race and my arms were soo tired.. and the seawater kept splashing onto my face and went into my eyes :( and like.. couldn't rub it lor... we got 3rd!! ..yay1! ..yep. so we had to go back and my eyes hurt soo much.. i was like.. trying to prevent tears from coming out. then instructor was telling us that we looked very grumpy and stuff. ..wonder if he was referring to me.. 'cos everytime i did sth wrongly he would say.. "you all are wrong" so erm.. opps! :P yep. so went back... poured water out of our shoes though it still sponshed. yep. then it was sandcastle building, then we dance and sang songs. fun! yep. then it was time to shower. everyone took forever and by the time it was my turn, everyone had to go. ..but i ignore the teacher and went in lar. so i didn't shower properly :( yep. and i went out, only to realised i didn't bring my extra pair of shoes. look forward to a whole day of squishing in ditry, sandy wet shoes. pissed i did pack my shoes! ..put it in a plastic bag and right at the bottem of my bag! ..but in the morning my maid came and started complaining about the plastic bags i used [use this one!] please lor.. i didn't use the nice bags. it was the sucky ones. then she started changing my plastic bags and took out my shoes. please lor!! ..what is she trying to do? then she put everything back without my shoes, and becuase the sch bus was there, i just ran off. arggh! shes always doing that! then when i came home she was like.. wah!! now its my fault? sheesh!

yar. ok. anyway. went back to sch. and i touched Daniel's hair!! ahaha.. so nice!! ..hee. :P ..'cos i saw jx touching.. and i kinda wanted to touch it all along so i was like.. wah!! ..how come you touch?? ..can i touch? ..and she was like.. touch lar.. then asked me to just reached out and touch. and i was like.. er.. how can? so i was like... daniel! can i touch yr hair? ..and he was like.. y mine? go touch his lar! ..and we all were like.. his not nice!!! ..then we started asking instructor and mr hong to spike their hair. ..then after awhilw i was like.. hes so biased!! ..let you touch his hair never let me. and jx was like.. he let!1!!.. just that you dun want only.. what??? i want!! haha.. so i stood up and jingxuan and jiayun pulled my hand.. then i touched his hair!! ..ahaha.. so nice! :P

yep. so went back to sch and had debrief. our group's was soo fun!! basically played games lar. then we were like... forcing the insturctors to do the forfeit. 60 pushups!! lala~ yep. then i took off my horrible shoes and felt soo much better. no one minded. :) [gy is such a wonderful class] so like.. yar. we started playing dumb games lar[duck duck goose and blow wind blow]. ..but it was fun! yep. we were a little hai-ing our instructors. yep. but ..shariff!!!![heh. went to ask jia yun] is perverted can1! he was like.. blow all those wearing bra!! ..sheesh lor!! yep. so did alot lar... then Daniel did handstand and headstand, and Shariff sang a chinese song. *cheers* yep. then it was time to go back. and i breakdanced!! ..and did the string thing too!! ..basically most of my lame jokes and slappy stuff came out lar. i was trying to dig everything out. haha. yep. so we[or i was] were trying to slap the insutructors. yep. slapped Daniel once and Shariff twice. yay!!

after that everyone wanted to spend more time with out instructors. so we could lar. then jx was trying to do dunno what to Daniel, then he didn't let her... and she ran off to hide behind the wall, then when he walked pass she kinda jumped at him [from behind] and started messing his hair and stuff. yep.. so i touched his hair again :P then when we went down, everyone screamed.. "thank you!' then took water and slpashed at the insuctors, and later mr hong.. so fun lor!! ..they were drenched [not mr hong] its like.. Daniel ran off and a whole bunch of girls chased after him and started spraying him. yay!!!! :D
yep. then when shariff was standing there, and jx and i were standing next to him.. then jx was like.. hey!!! he got 6 pack leh!! ..and i was like.. where?? ..then she was like.. see!! and shariff was like.. oui!! why look inside my shirt one?? then jx said there!!! there!! can you see? [where?] there!! in the middle!! [where?] can you see the line there??? ..and i was like.. trying to look.. and sheriff was like... oui1! you two stop looking inside my shirt lar!! ..lol! :P

thats about it for today. yep. sigh... i miss the adventure camp. :(

yep to sentosa today. yep :) had the island race thingy. yep. what should i say... hmm... start from sch.

yep. our instructor was teaching us cheers[finally] yep. i feel soooo in love with a guy called henry. like... kept screaming "henry!!" [esp. yesterday] and like.. yar. but.. aiya.. henry not bad lar... dicky's bro right?? ;) yeep!! :P

ok. yep. in the bus i was telling mr hong about my beloved pink ping pong ball. lala~ i just loveee the story. quite funny everytime i just to the e... er... name part everyone [jingxuan and er.. a few people.. dunno who] will scream out names. haha.. of course i will scream too lar... but i normally get it my way 'cos its my story. so there! :)

yar so anyway... went to sentosa... yep. had the race thingy... wasted quite alot of time 'cos we kinda got lost. yep. walking in some trail and i kept tripping. and i heard the insturctor laugh at me k!! ...the first time i tripped i heard him laugh [humph!] then the second time he was like.. be careful! sigh.. i'm soo accident prone. :( yep. so like.. wandered around until lunch, which was... terrible. had instant noodles cooked by ourselves. ours took so long lor!! and like.. yar. we didn't even know how to light the solid fuel, instructors had to help us. yep. .soo nice of them!! but our noodles were damn soggy and overcooked though.. stupid insturctor lar... tell us its it wasn't cooked! ..then Lois was like.. but can we eat? and he said yar, if you don't mind getting a stomach ach. hmm... yep. but they are [still] nice lar. :) the one [with the hair] jx likes gave us a umbralla [it was going to rain] "in case you need it" ..we were using it to cover the food so the rain would not get it. we were like.. aiya.. we all nevermind lar!! ..cover the food k? haha... so dumb!! ..then we were supposed to cook for them, but they told us nvm, eat first. then they ended up eating raw instant noodles lor!! ..and they were like... nvm.. just pretend its mamee. ..then they also cooked their own sardine... i feel soo bad lor!!

oh!! ..you know the jx instructor?? yep. jia yun thinks hes damn rich!!! ahh!! ..hes hair very nice ah... i think so too... :P

yep. so the thing went on quite well after that, though it was raining. sucks lor. whats going to happen to my tan? yep. and they gave us raincoats and my hood kept blowing over. goof thing there was Lois' umbralla. :) yep. so sat the mono-rail for damn long. and jingxuan was sleeping on my shoulder. ..ow. then in one of the stations i saw a guy with the type of hair she likes. and i was like.. jxjx!! wake up!! ..nice hair!!.. then she woke up and screamed, talked for two mins, and went back to sleep. yep. the ride wasn't exactly enjoyable, due to the constant dripping of water on my leg. yuk. yep. so walked alot. .and my shoelace snapped!! ..my beautiful orange shoelace!! ...snapped!! ..just like that! ..and its only the 2nd time i'm wearing it!! ..so much for a shoelace man. :(
oh. and we went to the beach. ahhh!!! i lovee the beach!! its soo nice!! yep. though i sooo wanted to take off my shoes and socks.. but couldn't. so like.. yar. and jx was looking out for guys. ;) yep. so we went there... then there was this bridge we had to cross, and this guy was sitting on the bridge, like.. outside the rope... and omg.. i sooo wanted to kick him k!! i wa ssoo tempted!! ...but gd thing i didn't lar. :) yep. then blar... and went home lor... damn shacked. muscles aching. sigh...

oh!! ..and i got a new maid!! haha... soo nice right.. whatshername er.. *thinks* damn it lar.. can't remember... siti? ... sth like that lar. its michelle lai. anyway... she was soo nice lor.. helped me carry my waterbottle until the first monorail. haha. :) yep. and did i mention my new auntie?? ...deborah khoo.... auntie debbie!! *cheers*

apprantly Lois thinks i'm damn funny. kept laughing at me, so hard, she couldn't stop. and i kept asking her what and she would try to tell me, but only laugh even more. sigh.
i want a tan!! why can't i get one? :( i mean like.. yerterday.. it was soo damn hot... the sun was like.. blazing. and i even out sun tan lotion!!! but did i get tan? no! k lar. i did.. but only a little... like.. only my family members could see the difference.... sigh. i want a tan. :( then yesterday Lois was like.. nevermine. tomorrow lar, sure get tan one. yep. it was really hot in the morning, but it started raining after that..so.. you guessed it. and even worst!! lois got tanned!! arggh!! .i wan a tan!!! *wails* ok. nvm. there tomorrow. dragon boating. if i don't get scorched, i'm going to get damn pissed. but.. aiya... i'm sure to get a sunburn lor!! .like.. in cheerleading everyone got soo tanned, and i got burnt and everything peeled off and i was fair again. sigh... soooo loser for what!?
but oh! ..my nose is burnt though... a little. only my nose... kinda sticks out. :S

so evan doesn;t have msn. stupid.last year jonathan was like... oh!! evan is online now!!! ...let me tell him about you!! then he was like... i told him about you ready!! he added you to his msn!! ..and someone called evanrox@magix.com added me lor!!! ...gd thing i guessed its not evan and deleted the contact.... stupid jonathan lim.

had adventure camp today. whoop! ..the worst is over... looking forward to tomorrow and the day after!! :D

almost missed my bus [again] this morning. i seriously need to get up earlier. yep. so went to sch, scared.oh.. and we were trying to get mr hong and lao shi to wear our shoe laces.. yep. miss seah help lao shi put it on; a ribbon on her hair, so she kind of looked like the sy presents :P yep. then we were trying to get mr hong to put it on his hair too.. but he refused! so we were like. criss cross around yr leg!! ..and he did it! ..yay!! [it was ment to look dumb btw.. 'cos ballet shoes are like that..]

yep. then they started to intro our instructors to us and i was like.. jingxuan... that one very young leh!! ...you want not? and she was like.. yar!! very young!! ..but very ugly leh!! ....but i like his hair!! ..then she was a little crazy over him. yep. then in the bus she was like.. jillian!! ..that guy's hair very nice!! ..then jillian turned around and was like.. hey... that girl likes yr hair!! lol.


there was this game where everyone stands in a circle, and you have to pass the hoop round in a limited time? yes? yep. so we had to do it in this funny position, and the people were like.. trying to get the hoop through.. and i was like... wait!! ..do it backwards!! ..and i was right leh!!! *ego swells*


yep. after that was ropes.. ahh!!! ..i was soo super freaked out. yep. but in the end only did the easiest one lar.. 'cos there wasn't enough time... sigh. yep. so i was damn scared lar... then like.. when i was walking across the plank.. i was like.. holding on to the rope.. and the guy was like.. let go of the rope!! ..so i let go... then 2 secs later.. i was holding on the it again... then he scraemed at me again... haha. ..but i think he funnest part was when the guy lets you down. (: yep. but for jx it was.... exciting? ..like.. he would hold on to the rope.. the suddenly let go so she fall quite alot, then he stopped, and let go again, and she feel onto the ground. haha. :)

oh. and rosliand was telling her sarah story to the jx instructor and mr ong and mrs cahnam. only mra cahnam wasn;t scared lor... some guys... ohoh!! then i told her about my pink ping pong ball... lalala~ she was like... making slapping actions at me.. haha :) ooh!! ..anyone here hasn't heard about my pink ping pong ball???

yep. what else? *thinks* hm.. Lois is nice... yep. yep. dunno ready lar..

hey everyone!!! tag!!! tag k??

... yep. mon today.. but not-so-long week in front of me this time. adventure camp! whoop! [btw, its "making a joyful noise unto the Lord" ...invented by ramona[quimby] ..suddenly found it quite cute.. dunno why... haha..] yep. but quite freaked out.. the ropes thingy... already know i'll be scared :( yep. i'll do it! imgaine Dicky's face at the other end of the ropes. ;) ohoh!! did i mention??? dreamt of Dicky last night!! it was some funny scene from xiaobao that didn't exist. quite cute. iwith Dicky and ruby lin. he is just soo cute.. lala. :) wish my dream lasted longer.... *dreamy smile*

yep. almost got a heart attack this morning. like... people from other classes [ie. cheryl] said that ipw is due tomorrow. and like.... tomorrow??? tomorrow? hand up comtumes and props.
costumes : my costume is not touched. jingxuan's costume is incomplete.
props: what can i say.... its not touched!
so we were there freaking out, in the end jingxuan and tinwei could not take it. ran up to find mr hong. its due next sat. *phew* apprantly the other classes only found out today. cheryl was damn pissed.

yep. what else??? ...had telt match rugby. ahhh!!!!! :D it was soooo fun!!!! ...and i was violent! yay!!! ..gd thing too... it was our last chance. yep. lois didn't wanna run and gave me the ball. and before i knew it, i was in the middle of the field attacked by everyone. ..actually it was quite fun leh!! ...besides the fact that everyone heard my shirt split :S gd thing its fine though :) yep. so there you are.. people dragging from all over. tugs and pulls everywhere. i'm begin dragged to the ground. hair messed, where is my team mate? ..shirt pull, sides tickled, messed. finally... ball gets stolen. but do they let go of me? no! ..i still get tugged and pulled all over! ..the goal was already scored!! everyone hates that team! ..yes.. they won... [all the matches] but they were so... rough? like.. they shove you all over the place and stuff. ..not that i'm being a sore loser lar. ..the whole class says that. yep. the knocked my glasses down!!! ..and didn't even bother to pick it up... gd thing zhi ying helped manz... or my glasses would have ended up like deborah's... [it was the same team]
oh. and at the end of the game[not mine] marcia was bleeding, damn badly. it was gross. like... a wound on her knee, blood flowing down, staining her socks and her shoes. and there she was.. still smiling, as though nth had happened. marcia.

yep. went to tingwei's house for om again. she did my costume!!! lala~ and its sooo nicee lor!!! like.. nicer than the one she made for herself... though i din't know why... mines going to be covered with feathers. yep. but.. yay!!! ..its nice!! ..jx said i can wear it out... and i was like.. feathers... haha. yep. but its nice lar. *yay* drank "jolly shandy" some alcoholic drink. smells like bear. ..but tastes... nice... :) yep. what else??? stuff...

yep. went home at 6sth... sigh... om is soo time consuming. yep. so jingxuan and i were at the busstop... talking about.. dunno what.. then i was like... how come everyone tells me i looks so guai and innocent? ..the whole world says so lor!! then she was like... take off yr glasses! then she started messing up me hair... then she look. then mess again. then she wa slike.. too messy... aiya.. do yrself! ..let me see? yar. you look a bit more pai now! haha... so cool. ...so went home and asked the whole world.. everyone said i look better leh!! except my mother... i want contacts!! haha :)