yay today i went shopping and nothing else ! oh i managed to change my jeans which were too big. [despite the no exchange policy. yay.] sigh my old jeans were a gazillion times nicer ! but they were out of size35 so i had to take a different design. ah well. at least it fits.


and we also had yummy dimsum from crytal jade. yummy !! ((:


andand. after lunch we walked around and i got my levis jeans ! oh prettypretty. (:


ok i need to do homework.

oh man today is that womans birthday ! everbody say ewwwwww. happy birthday la. someones so old already !! kidding.


okok. aside from being ewwww's birthday today was great ! went to church and pastor jennifer preached ! ok and this is so not the point but she got fake pumas from hk for 8bucks ! to think my sister paid 14. HAHA. but i bet hers is better quality.


andand. well thats about it. my days pretty boring. oh yay.

sheesh i miss shoi ! [and koki and joe] i miss him like crazy and i only found out today ! hahaha. so i was really sad when i saw him. ah well. it was great ! haha. when i reached my mums school it was only 1.30. so i went to this empty room to sit. [my mum insists that she invited me into her class but i refused. thats not true.] so i walked out to go to the toilet and who do i see ?

"shoiiiiiii !!"
whose that.


ok so anyway. i also saw kento who is like super dao im not going to give him food anymore ! >(. yes so after that they all went downstairs and there was shoi !! haha. he was quite dao too actually. so i went to talk to koki who was really shyy. smiling at me. haha. and i was like. eh you dont remember me ? remember yr concert ? and then all of a sudden joe comes running towards me and said, "i remember you ! the concert back stage !"


wah sheesh joe is like how sweet ! so i sat there talking to them and asking them how to say ugly in jap [i forgot already] and then i think shoi was feeling a little left out because i stopped talking to him after he daoed me. so he turned around and was like, "i know how to spell yellow ! y-e-l-l-o-w !" ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:


ok. basically today was great and i ponned tuition and im really tired. ((: [and call me boring but i had jap food again !!]

this morning was the worstest i had in a veryvery long time ! i woke up pretty late but still sleepy. and did my usual morning stuff and had lunch [which took very long and wasnt in my schedule] and rushed out of the house. and it was already 12.30 and the sun was so hot and i was swearing like mad. and i ran all the freaking way to my mums school and just when i reached it the school bus left ! bahhhhhhhhhh.


ok that totally sucked i was freaking pissed. and shois leaving soon. i hope he doesnt. ok anyway. i cut my hair today ! it was a freaking gazillion times better than the tony and guy acad i promise you. [its acad too. hahaha but its only a trim so who cares]. but my hairs so short ! like reallyreally short its really sad. ah well.


and then we went and had coffee and kaya toast and shopped abit and my mum decided she felt like eating again. so we went and had jap food ! [haha. because i watned it duh] and it was deeeeeeelocious ! yummyummy. i decided that jap food rates 2nd on my list. [1st is singaporean. duh] its just sooo yummy !


japjap !! <3

this morning was the worstest i had in a veryvery long time ! i woke up pretty late but still sleepy. and did my usual morning stuff and had lunch [which took very long and wasnt in my schedule] and rushed out of the house. and it was already 12.30 and the sun was so hot and i was swearing sweating like mad. and i ran all the freaking way to my mums school and just when i reached it the school bus left ! bahhhhhhhhhh.


ok that totally sucked i was freaking pissed. and shois leaving soon. i hope he doesnt. ok anyway. i cut my hair today ! it was a freaking gazillion times better than the tony and guy acad i promise you. [its acad too. hahaha but its only a trim so who cares]. but my hairs so short ! like reallyreally short its really sad. ah well.


and then we went and had coffee and kaya toast and shopped abit and my mum decided she felt like eating again. so we went and had jap food ! [haha. because i watned it duh] and it was deeeeeeelocious ! yummyummy. i decided that jap food rates 2nd on my list. [1st is singaporean. duh] its just sooo yummy ! and i reallyreally wanna have jap food on my birthday. [which happens to be 1 month 2 weeks and 6days away] haha.

my erjies homeeee ! ((((((((((((:


yayness. ok. more tomorrow.

come let check out the goals i set at the beginning of the year.
meepok gan
guo tiao gan
meefen [not so important anymore]
chicken patty [they dont always sell !]
horfan
madonna boobs
mee rebus
fries
that potatoe thing
qingteng
and all the other yummy stuff ! x)


happy valentinesn day ! lovelove. where my kimono ?

today is truely a significant day of my life. i got a danna ! hahaha. imgaine that ! at the young age of sixteen. and tomorrows valentines day my danna better give me a kimono. i made her him promise. haha and im giving her him a fann !! haha. only i cant draw for nuts i dont know what it looks like. oh yes. and from now on please only call me by my jap name. which happens to be kereii-san. haha. if you want you can translate it to english. but dont call me by my chinese[current] name ! haha im a new person with the backing of my danna.


actually i was supposed to be sayuri, with kaeting being chairman and all, but i couldnt let myself be called that ! im just not pretty enough dont insult the pretty sayuri with her lovely eyes and zhang ziyi and the veryvery cute/pretty girl who acted in the show. so i have to think of my own name and what can be better than kereii ? suits me like crazy dude !

oh yes i got back emaths today. it w2as so lousy i was so pissed becuase i could have done sososo much better ! talk about not reading questions ! [and be careless.] gr i could have gotten 27 but now im stuck with that ugly looking a2. plat.


oh and today we had pe and we ran so slowly ! haha so fun ! i thought we had been running forever but it was only 5 rounds !! hahahaha.

andand. my mum said i can go visit her on thursday ! haha. i cant wait. and i hope she doesnt change her mind ! (: ive been waiting for very long already. haha. and my danna got jealous cos im ditching her for some other jap guys ! but anyway.


andand. thats all i think. 1 month and 1 week and 13days ! start planning. hyuk.

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!


hahaha. this is about the last time this year i can say it ! haha. thats sad ! im wishing like everyone now. and i ate tang yuan. it was yummy. the black sesame one. actually i only like the inside.


ohoh. and heres the good news. I FOUND MY VALENTINE ! boyfriend. hahaha. guess whoo. [s]he pretended to agree to get me roses. im too smart to be bluffed okayy. hahaha.

haha you know now nearly everytime i take out my phone someone will say, " oh man ! how come you have that phone ? i want it !!" haha


today was so sianish. and im going to fail my nyaa thing soon. gr. haha. i finally wrote my stupid blogging essay which sucks ! and actually its not realy done yet. i just cant think of a conclusion. oh well. and i cant do differenciation to ! eh i need tuition. ):


haha. i think my lifes really boring i have nothing to say !! ah well.

oh yes. i bought new shoes ! i think their really cute. and i got them at half price and thsy bwere just about my only comfort today.

oh sheesh i hate chinese i hate chinese. ive always known chinese isnt for me alright ? especially not as a studying subject. gr. pissed


ok i guess i shall just have a accept it. and believe that its all for the best ! ok i was seriously really depressed but i prayed before quiet time. sort of asking Him WHY ? WHY ME!!!


ok the passage was something to this effect.

those who walk closely with God will understand all of God's promises. and mold their life accordingly with whats in the bible. those who walk closely with God should know that God promises to always give us what we ask for as long as it works with his will. [ie. getting 6 points.] and also understand that just becuase his promises are not working not it doesnt mean its not gonna work ever. ok thats basically the two lines that made me go whoa. ok it kinda applies to me i only hope i interpreted it the right way.

wheres my valentine?


hahahaha. its valenties day next tuesday and i have no boyfriend ! zoe wants a 2 hour boyfriend to watch one movie with her. i told her i'll get her one if she pays for the ticket ! hahaha. to bad someone isnt willing.


hahaha. i want a one day boyfriend ! everyone refuses to be my boyfriend becuase they all want to be the girl ! [like duh. so do i] haha. and yang jing xuan i will never be your boyfriend you can just give up. haha sheesh she was so annoying today ! she kept like leaning over and saying "boyfriend ! boyfriend !" ting wei said shes TOO despo cos she hasnt had a boyfriend in eons ! HYUKHYUK.


tomorrows olevel results and a gazillion people are just dying of scardness ! hahahaha. and im getting olevel chinese. so now im telling myself not to be scared AT ALL because i must have faith if not i would have been praying for nothing ! okok. yesyes i believe thst God knows me and he knows the effort i put in and he knows where i wanna go and how well i will do and so whatever i get is for the best ! (((:


yay God rocks !

baahh tagboards always spoilt. im like so annoyed. now i remember why i changed to flooble. [besides it being prettier]


ok anyway. thats like so not the point. today is a great day ! becuase its dicky's birthday !!


happy birthday Dicky darling !! ((:

wowhee. artistic. ok that was a really nice picture of him. i initially wanted to make a blogskin. but i changed my mind. haha. dude it shows hes special !

also happy birthday emay, deborah's brother, ryan and the last person i forgot. haha. dude you're not the star todayy.

today i saw a rainbowwww !!


it was soo pretty. i was staring at it during the national athem. watching it fade. sigh its really so beautiful. and i was thinking of God's promise. and well besically the fact the he created it and how amazing He is.


oh. and tina neoh is actually quite nice ! hahaha. shes quite funny too ! i kept laughing during english and nyaa.

shopping today was REALLY badd. pray for my chem test.

name five of life's simplest pleasures that you like most ,and name five other people to do the same.try to be creative and not to use what has been written:

1. i love making instant noodles. it makes me really happy to know i will be able to survive if somehow i get stranded on some desert island, even though coconuts never crack no matter how hard i try to smash them.
2. ok no one knows this but when im reallyreally stressed i listen to my bird tape. its extremely therapeutic. i especially live the tweeting sound the redheaded bluffin makes ! sigh singapore has too little birds.
3. sweeping the dirt from the road into my gate. GOODLUCKGOODLUCK. for some reason it also annoys my maid alot. shes really funny when shes angry.
4. counting the amount of rice i can hold in my hands to see if it grew bigger. i wish i had longer fingers !
5. when im in the right mood, i like the squint really hard. if i look hard enough, and the rooms really bright, i can almost see oxcygen's protons !!!

jayla. shes probably zoe's COOLEST friend ! [i dont know her but i saw her on zoe's links]. oh besides me of course ! i must be just about the only person in the world who can see protons !!

today church was awesome ! haha i could reallyreally feel God's prescence ! especially when we were singing "i will worship you" [those exact words] i dont know. i just felt.. strange. i cant remember how now. but it was cool ! ((:


oh and today when i was prayed for i felt kinda shakey. not like. jelly wobble but just shaking a little here and there. haha. is it just me being strange, or was God really working ? :/


ANDAND. today i had the best hei ever ! heck with the fish and the vegetables. it was nearly all cripsly thing ! ((:

i think i got stretch marks. either that or a wrinkle from being too fat. from i now i promise to only sit straight. so the wrinkle will never get any deeper, and hopefully dissapear !


i was so annoyed just now but we shall not talk about it. and i hate tuition becuase it ends so late. she just keeps be back until i finish my work. i'd much rather do it at home even though i keep forgetting to do it i get much more time to think even when i rush at the last minute ! andand she thinks she being so nice but i dont want to stay there alright ! >(


ok. that was about the worse parts of my day. i love today becuase its friday ! and i didnt realise it was friday ! so after emaths mrs tan[who im liking more now (:] was like, "ok, those who have questions stay back. otherwise you can go" so it was the lessons right after recess and i was like go? isnt there like one more lessons or something ? and then i realised it was friday !! ((:


i change to tagboard ! even though its ugly and has no archives. but SOMEONE promised to tag my board regularly if i change ! and apprantly i'll get more tags. so. HINTHINT.

today i got freaking booked. uh! so pissed ! i waited for the bus for fifteen minutes. i mean hello ! its four buses it shouldnt take fifteen minutes for them to come ! so anyway. not i have three points and its only febuary and its just another 3 points to a beta. i want to get into a jc alright ! >(


ok on a happier note, today we wore our own clothes to school ! i was so very sian i just wore some random thing which i think everyone saw me in a gazillion times. but that doesnt becuase. its not like i have a revolving wadrobe bursting with clothes anyway.


so we took very little photos but anyway they are all here [click].


after that we went to have lunch ! [mostly to accompany jia yun before ballet] so we tried out the Mad jack place and seriously dont go there. its not actually expensive but if you think about it its not really worth the money. somehow it gave me the impression that they just took forzen whatever from the fridge and fried it. and it wasnt even say fried or whatever very well becuase my chicken patty in the burger was out of shape ! and they took like so super long i dont know what to say. ah well. it looked really good when i drive pass it everyday.

i wish i were thin .


frownfrownpoutpout.


random. hahaha. i spent the entire day today more or less stoning at home. haha. fine i wasnt stoning i was reading. oh wow. haha. memoirs or a geisha. actually i didnt want to re-read the book becuase it was so dusty. but then last night i got freaking bitten by mosquitoes so i couldnt sleep [it was just more itchy than usual ! and there were so many small bites instead of a few big bites so its harder to scratch. but anyway.] and my dad's room was locked so i couldnt go enjoy the aircon. hahaha. so anyway. in desperation i decided to turn on the lights and make full use of the time. only i had nothing to make use of my time with and i couldnt find a nice book to read. haha the nicest happened to be that. ah well.


ok that so wasnt my point. i havent touched any homework and in fact i have no idea if i have any ! the worst thing is that i left everything in school becuae i went shopping on friday and didnt want a heavy bag. MEHH. howhow.


and i still dont know what to wear.


got this from nat's xanga.


Friendster was real

Everyone would have over 500 friends and clone themselves into 3 (therefore, they have 3 friendster accounts)

Everyone wouldn't know half of their friends

Conversations would sound like this "How are you?" Sent. "Good, how are you?" Replied.

During a long conversation you'd have to say "Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: all right, well call me later."

Everyone who doesn't like their face--it will be replaced by a tilted smiley face. (If you don't get this, think: people who don't upload any pics at all on the friendster)

People's faces would be anime pictures intead of real human faces with a nose, a pair of eyes etc

Everyone would live anywhere they liked.

Everyone's hobby would be "Dunn0x lehhs.. heHex~"

Everyone's favourite books would be "DuNcH rEad B0oks.. ii n0tx a nErd nia~!!!!!!!!!!!"

Everyone's favourite movie would be "to0 mUcH tuu nAm3 siaX~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

If you were a fat person, people would only see you from the shoulders up.

People would be able to photoshop out pimples on their face.

Your attraction to someone would be based on their favorite clothing label, their favorite band, and a survey.

All males would drive impoted muscle cars.

All females would own thousands of branded LV bags.

Everyone one would be walking around with a full length mirror infront of them and camera in hand.

Girls would have faces with the following description: Eyes opened up big, cheeks sucked and lips puckered two feet off their faces.

The phrases "Yo," "your hawt," or "hit me back some time" in a testimonial would attract the opposite sex.

All you have to do to attract someone is to give them alot of testimonials.

There would be a lot of youthful looking 99 year olds.

Blogs would be required reading and any random thought in your head would be shared with everyone.

It wouldn't be odd to have Brad Pitt in your circle of friends.

Hello Kitty would be a real person.

When it was time for bed you would say you're "Undergoing Maintenance."

You would have to paint and decorate your room with a Friendster Profile Editor/CSS.

When someone said something funny, you'd actually roll around on the floor and laugh your fucking ass off.

"Friend Whoring" is equal to STD's.

"Fuckin Friendster!" is the only universally known term in any language to show anger.

At nights when you are asleep you would get people running in your room that you don't know saying. "It's 4 a.m., I can't sleep, someone talk to me." in a testimonial

Anytime you walk into someones house they have the same video or song playing all the time, non-stop for three months straight.

People would get their houses looks/decorations changed every week.

People would run up to you, tell you a random message, and you'd have 17 minutes and 13 seconds to pass it along before a ghost came to your house and raped your dog.

People would inexplicably be stuck in their homes for hours unable communicate with the out side world because some asshole put up a large white wall in front of every door and window with a note attached saying Sorry but an unexpected error has occurred

Taking 50 pics of yourself would be Photography

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modern And a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelength Maybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same color Or get married in a traditional white kimono!

href="Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

yay !! jap ! jap !! ((:

went to my su gongs house today ! hahaha the yummy bagua place ! and nice jelly also. with all the friendly gugus. i think its one of my favourite houses. the bagua is so thick and soft and yummy. ((:


and i saw my hairy boy. hahaha sheesh ! hes so big now ! and hes not actually hairy anymore. bit hes so cute . and he looks jap ! hahaha. japs rock !


today was muchmuch nicer with my loong nap last night. hahahaha. (:

oh help. I just woke up and its 11.56pm.


this year i didnt enjoy chinese new year as much as i should have because i was SO sleepy ! haha. i just wanted to go back into the car and sleep. haha. the best place was my dayi's house which had AIRCON ! haha. and the food was great too ! u like the other houses which had limited variety. theres like this enormous ba bao he thingish full of suanmei ! although i only ate one kind. haha. its so nice and ive never seen it anywhere else ! some purple flower thing. and the boy was really cute ! haha.

emaths is so strange ! with all the shearing and stretching anf enlargement i feel like a computer. microsoft powerpoint to be exact.

went out with my primary school friends yesterday. oh man i miss them ! being with them and my sc friends are like so different. oh sheesh it was rad. we had long john's and we went to coffee bean. haha. of course in between we spent like forever deciding where to go. OH SHEESH SHI MIN IS LIKE SO TALL ?

and then weilin wanted to play a game where everytime we see someone we know we get the person to take a group photo for us. so anyway. hahaha.


we watched memoirs of a geisha ! haha it was pretty good. (: and the little girl was so pretty/cute ! she looked a little like gongli/zhang zi yi [ i cant remember who i thought of] and most importantly the show was JAP ! hahaha. yayness.

i finished my CMW essay. like finally. it was so stupid and retarded i cant believe i handed it in !!

and happy new year to you too !! (:

OH SHEESH ! i think i pms. anyway. im like SO annoyed now. bahh.


pray for my ss test !

ok apprantly zoe wants me to do this. hahaha.

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
other functions of the phone. if the.. [hahaha. thats my 6111 user guide thing]

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
and ?

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
JIEKUAN ! hahaha. but on the comp it would be DICKY.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
11.30

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
11.37. haha. man !

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my sister's tv.

7. When did you last step outside?
6.50. hahaha. BEE ASS EFF. ew the teacher was so naggy alright !

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
haha.zoe's answers la.

9. What are you wearing?
some ugly racer back [which i ditched about two years ago but decided to wear under my jacket] and jeans. and my watch. and my hair. hyuk.

10. Did you dream last night?
yea i guess. i dont remember it though. once i dreamt that i went to cambodia and some prison warden sneaked me out of prison to see matai. haha. it was during war.

11. When did you last laugh?
hahahaha. when i saw koki's poopoo picture.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
blank.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
my phones acting strangly ! eh it better be ok. i dont want a cranky phone.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
haha. shush !

15. What is the last film you saw?
CON i think. haha that was eons ago but the white witch was SO COOL !

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
personally i think millions isnt enough. what about billions ? anyway. of course my samsung d600, 500c and 300 all together. if jingxuans nice to me i might just give her one. i'll buy the osims igallop thing for everyone in the world and we can all show off our flat tummies ! (: of course my beautiful island. and another special desert island free from insects for me to stay in and eat coconuts everyday. but i wont get fat becuase i'll be running on the beach and swimming with sharks. and if they try to bite me i will cut off their fins. (: bm coupe for my sister. loads of lovely clothes and heck, whatever you want i will buy for you. (:

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
i can get really annoyed by ignorance. even though im not very smart myself !

18. If you could change one thing about the world,
poor counties will be less poor. at least have enough to eat everyday and send their children to school. and they will all have a change to hear about the gospel.

19. Do you like to dance?
no becuase i suck at it. if i were better then, YES DUDE !

20. George Bush.
wowhee. beautiful blue eyes and red streaked hair. (:

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
jermaine or allision or.. aiyah. go look at my name book

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
ditto.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
YES DUDE! haha. japan and america and cambodia and england and taiwan[for yummy food]

.24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
"i was naked and you clothed me, i was hungry and you gave me something to eat..." that of course means i lived and a nice and Godly and loving life.

25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
1. RUTH
2. whoever wants to
3. whoever wants to
4. oh shush.

sheesh i dont like chem prac ! at first it was pretty exciting but now i think im just so sick of it. and my hands a so groosly shakey ! i keep spilling the power especially ! i think its psycological la. but becuase i should be able to ! gr. and i keep spilling sodium hydeoxide which is gross and soapy. [but thankfully not ammonia which is so smelly ! ]


so anyway. the ammonia gas is smelly enough, but today we had to do liquid ammonia ! i swear i was just walking around the bench capping the stupid bottle. gr. i can even smell smmonia vaguely now !

my so called diet has been a total failure ! in fact i think i have been eating more than i ever have been. i thank God for my foresight, so that i bought a pregnant looking dress which totally hides my tummy ! ((: i believe theres power in words. im going to be as thin as kahlen. but just someday, but soon !


haha. sheesh i love my new phone ! hahaha. its so bootiful and lovely ! haha. i have been 'practising' the sliding on my imaginary 6111/samsung D600/500c since last monday ! haha. thats how much i was looking forward to getting it.


((:

HAHAHA im SO happy ! haha im so happy i could scream !!

wouldnt you !?

service today was great ! haha. and belle joy went ! i thought she wouldnt.


anyway. pastor jennifer preached today [HAHA she was so funny]. about watching out tongue ! haha it was so apt. i dont know she she made me realise how super much i sin with my tongue. and i mean its geting worse and worse ! and your tongue reflects your heart so you can kinda say my heart was brown an icky. [i say used becuase today God cleansed my heart !] ((:


so from now on i resolve to:

1. stop gossiping
2. stop gossiping. [hard]
3. stop being sarcastic [very hard]
4. stop complaing [quite hard]
5. be nice and encouring to those around me !
6. pronouce my th and say thee instead of the before vowels

ok 6 has no relevances whatsoever but it is related to my tongue and anyway it is gonna help me do well for my oral.

looking forward to tomorrow . hope it works out ! ((:

oh man you better not dissapear ! i will be very sad i promise.

finally completed my new year shopping ! haha. sheesh im so tired. and my clothes make me look fat. but i dont care since im already so damn freaking fat. ah well.


WAH SHIT JASMIN'S WATER STORY IS SUPER HILARIOUS. HAHAHAHAHA.

oh. i think i might be getting my 6111 ! samsung D500c costs a freaking 500 according to jing xuan, and my mum wont buy it for me. haha. still its nice of her to get me a new fone. YAYNESS !

im supposed to be on a diet but i ate four cookies today. haha that seriously sucks. and my entire house smells of baking cookies which isnt helping much.


i cant believe i forgot about the before new year baking when i resolved to diet until chinese new year ! anyhow. i still have to look nice in my clothes. so the diet stays. i hope


ok i just had beef kuey tiao from geylang. i think my so called diet has been flushed down the toilet bowl.


today during CE [supposedly CME without the M. ] some people from i cant remember where came to give us a talk. haha. it was some sports organisation for the disabled. it was really cool ! haha. especially the game for the blind. haha. i thought it was damn smart to put a bell in the ball for them. i shall try it some day ! who wants to play with me ? only of course we're gonna to end up crashing into each other. BUT THATS WHERE THE FUN IS, DUDE !


ok. i kinda want to go and do my cip there. like on a weekly basis. but then im swayed really esaily so we'll just see how it goes ! oh. and this 100m record holder guy talked to us to ! hahaha. it was so funny becuase he kept laughing at mrs neo. and then he was so freaking nervous when he had to talk to us ! haha. and when he said how old he was nearly the entire school went 'oooooo' HAHAHA.

i like miss beh because she bought me ice cream. (:

in the tuxedo yesterday jennifer love hewitt had beautiful hair. however if you looks closely you'll notice her fringe curls outwards, kinda the way mine does. although i know my hair is never going to become a beauty like hers, that is rather comforting . (:


today during pe we had to run for ten minutes. we[jia yun ting wei and I] only did seven rounds. but thats ok becuase we were going really slowly. sheesh i havent exercised its ages ! ok i keep saying that. this just shows i suck[ok find i dont. becuase i just rock too much !]. anyway. my stamina is just about the same, if not maybe worse. or better. i cant remember. haha. but i got tired around the 7th round. which sucks. when i told jia yun she was chiding me. oh man 1 what a friend ! kidding.


i think thomas ong in ai de zhang men ren is damn sweet. haha. its sad i know i'll never get a boyfriend like that. especially if hes jap.

21 jan.


yea man ! cant wait ! ((:

SHEET i hate my hair ! its already like SO GROSS in school. imagine it maybe a gazillion times worse. sheesh ! why cant it grow faster ? bahh. sheesh. i hate it hate it !!


oh a brighter note. haha. we sang YOU ARE today ! yayness. it was like the first song and i was so happy to hear it. (((:

friday, 13th jan.


finally had pe after i think eons. haha. i love the pok shit weighing machine, i lost 1.1kg ! i think all my muscles turned into fat. not surprising since ive been eating like a freaking pig and NOT exercising. i wish sc had those fat percentage thingy. haha. NO FAIR.


jing xuan i hate you ok ! haha you just had to announce my weight the everyone ! not that it matters, but i cant believe you got that random weight correct ! haha. BE MY GODMA


i hate the measuring tape thingy in the wall. i didnt grow ! grr. i know im supposed to be grateful for everything but i hate my grossly gross shortness and my stumpy legs. i only hope its INACCURATE[like the weighing machine] .


sheesh. why do maths teachers always tell me i look tired ?

went shopping today. with jing xuan and jia yun. hyuk. i got my skirt ! only i went home and read the receipt and it turns out to be a dress. so its a tube dress and my boobs are too teeny to hold it up ! haha i bet you a million bucks its gonna fall if i jump.


jing xuans a freaking bra saleswoman. ONLY FOR THE BOOBLESS. [which means smaller than mine. ] HAHAHAHA.


kae ting and i were learning jap. hyuk . a-i-u-e-o. i can now write KOKI. hahaha. sheesh my jap sucks. no matter how i write it just looks weird. never ever like jap. bahh. i swear it has something to do with my inability to draw.

OH SHIT LESSONS !


yes i know they started ages ago. BUT STILL ! im still completing my homework in time but it better last ! i also need to study since im still wasting my afternoons away. gr. sec 4. freakish o levels.


im going SHOPPING ! ((:

i resolve not to study properly until after chinese new year. ba gua and pineapple tarts. WOWHEE.

haha today was a great day ! it was basically so cold you dont wanna do anything. although i DID do stuff. about two vcds of Dicky cheung ! rocks doesnt it ?

wah lao. stupid dvd player died on me just as i was watching my dicky cheung. and it only got as far as the theme song ! gr. now my vcds stuck inside. bahh. i wanna watch ! freaking player.

yayness i went shopping today ! hahaha. finally after i think. eons. didnt get anything much. spent most of my time at far east looking for the hairband/rubberband shop. and the clothes my sister like. they are seriously made only for people with like. kahlen's figure. sheesh ! i need some serious dieting ! only of course its never gonna happen. especially after i had meepok, 2 enormous cookies, ice cream and like. half a packet of jackfruit chips today. that of course, doesnt include meals.


i like this forever 21 skirt ! haha my sisters think its damn gross. but i must [quote tamago] 'change my image !' hahaha. i just want to try something different. my shoppings never going to get done ! and my sisters already finished ! [now you dont wonder why i have like. just a few tops, and jeans every week].


you know how i keep saying marcus and jon chan are so damn old. and i thought they were 18 and 24 respectively, and they turned out to be 25 and 31 ? [oh look. but the age difference is damn accurate ! hahaha] anyway. i just found this[click] and oh sheesh they look so young !

yay it sat and church rocks ! haha. pastor glenn gave belle joy the maddac fest shirt ! haha SO UNFAIR i want one too ! its SO nice ok ! but it was out of stock. bahh.


belle joy got chicken pox ! and shes recovering so she has a phua chu kang mole. HAHA. i think its like the only time i get to see her with less-than-flawless skin. haha. she took a photo for me ! yes belle joy rocks. except for the fact shes freaking BIASED ! sheesh !


it was raining so hard we cabbed to church. hahaha. we made belle joy pay. and she even had to pay for jonchua ! merry christmas belle joy !


pressing onward,
pushing every hindrence aside.
only for You
'cos i want to know You more.

yay the first weekend of the year ! [last week isnt counted because school only started this week].


on the way to the bus stop jing xuan, zoe and I were trying to communicate in canto. hahaha. it was super hilarious since we can hardly say anything ! like 'i dont know you' would become 'ngor mm ji dou lei hai bing gor' sheesh ! then i was trying to say 'gun kai' [hang hoi] but it came out as ha-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA hoi.


todays a great day because i saw SHOI KOKI KENTO ! yayness ! kentos so freaking dao. haha koki was SO SHY but shoi was surprisingly friendly ! haha. hes voice is so lowww. hee.

photocopying worksheets nearly killed me today.


actually im photocopying them now. with my scanner. and its taking eons ! so while i wait for my scanner, which i taking its time to print each individual worksheet, i figured i might as well go online now, so idont have to do it tonight ! so now im pretending its at night. hurhur.


todays the first day with official lessons. i think i lost like a gazillion worksheets. the ones they gave us after exams last year. [so you can see its totally not my fault] anyhow, the teachers seem quite nice. even the chinese woman seemed to have put some effort in preparing for ther lessons ! the english person is also not as annoying as i expected. in fact shes actually quite nice ! maybe i shall do well in english.


during chinese we were given this survey to fill in. and the last questions was something how to make students be more interested during chinese lesson. HAHA TO YOU WOMAN !

schools back ! haha it sucks. well not really but i got a headache from waking too early. hope i'll get used to it. dont wanna waste my entire year of afternoons sleeping again ! haha. maybe i will. i seem to study better at night ! (:


i think i kinda missed them ! haha. surpeisingly i didnt see them much during the holidays ! infact i didnt even see jiayun once. anyhow we just sat around and chatted. haha sheesh i cant believe its our last year ! haha. kae ting, zoe, jing xuan and me plan to set up a band ! hahaha. kae ting's vocalist. jing xuans drummer, zoes bassist and im guitarist cum keyboardist. hahaha. sheesh its been a loong time since we just sat around and talked nonsense like that ! just like our hotel dream !of course thats never gonna happen since none of us can do all those. except maybe kaeting who can sing ! [duh].


this year im sitting next to jingxuan so perhaps shes gonna influnce me to study harder. haha. I WANT TAMAGO LAI BEHIND ME ! [wow michelle. you should be crying tears of joyyyy] and sheet all our good teachers are gone ! except maybe jeow who was bluffing us he wasnt going to teach us ANYMORE. sheet i hate mrs n**h and so stupid fake accent. it annoys me like crazy i hope shes at least a good teacher and i pass me lit/english. bahh.

today as a way of mourning for the end of the holidays, i spent the entire day in my pajamas ! hahaha. i have no idea why i just decided not to change out. since its the last day. i brought my bolster with me whereever i went too ! sheesh !


anyhow. school tomorrow ! heres the list of things i must finish before school ends:

meepok gan, guo tiao gan, meefen, chicken patty, horfan, madonna boobs , mee rebus, fries, that potatoe thing, qingteng and all the other yummy stuff !


yayness. i wonder what im having for recess tomorrow. thats just about the only thing im looking forward too ! sheet i hate all you j3s out there. except maybe the guys. HAHA.

happy new year !


went to church this morning. i cant believe i managed to wake up ! hahaha. credits to my sister. eunice was leading worship oh goodness.


had another barbeque and the marshmellows are GONE. haha. sheet they were so yummy !


oh yes. i might be getting a new phone. and a new number [my own. so its final. i promise] soon ! WOWHEE.

is it just me, or does my towel, bolster and several other stuffs smell of barbeque ?


I wanna go to the esplanade !
just to catch "the last band who played at the esplanade in 2005, and the first band who played there in 2006"

happy new year !


sheesh ! its 2006 already ! may the olevels never come. ):


watched CON today. haha. i didnt think it was that good. i mean i only got intersted at the back. like the last 45mins or so. before that i was realylreally bored. like my sister said, the children were really mean to each other ! even lucy ! and shes so young. and being in Narnia as king and queens for about twenty years didnt even change them one bit. sheesh.


oh but the white witch was reallyreally cool ! especially when she 'killed' edmund. long live the queen ! (:


had some barbecue for my brothers birthday. haha i think im damn pro at doing satays la. hahaha.


normally at this time of the year i'd be doing new year resolutions. but they arent any since i never ever keep them. just, run the race well i guess. and be a salt and light to the world. ((:


oh. no shoutouts too. cos im lazy. maybe later. (:

SHOIKOKISETHPIERCEKENTO. ((: