obs tomorrow!! byebye civilisation. haha im excited. and i promise to come back tanned. haha. i better. or ill get alll depressed. ):


today was hm. normal i supposed. obs frenzy. though i pretty much wush i could have spent it reading howls moving castle. haha. the books so good. howls goodlooking. haha/ then there was this part he called himself sylvester oak. (: grin


haha. i cant wait for obs!! lalalalala. and i forgot to do my maths test. oops. (:

hello. erm. no new year. yes. it feels weird not starting with happy new year now.


school today was normal. had ten round run. and i can say i did it! though not really. cos i walked. despite. well. everything. haha it makes me feel bad sometimes. how people always put in the extra effort to help me. but most of the time i dissspoint them. oh well. at least i did it! (: lol. but before pe as pretty funny. cos my class was going down, and we met sweaty, tired looking sy girls. then deborah was like. today. today run 2k. so i thought she managed to run 2k. and showed the good sign.and she looked at me. then i realised we were gonna do the ten round run! ahh!


hm. thats all i think. haha. had sports heats. gd job jing xuan! *beams* i told you you would win becuase i said you would! hahaha.

):

happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year!):


how depressing. today is the last day of chinese new year. no more wishing people happy new year! ): oh well. i guess there are other things to be happy about.


had this jap steamboat thing for dinner. pretty cool. hahaha. esp since everything. or nearly everything had this salty sweet flavour. esp the veggies.


slacked at home la.wish i went out with ting wei and zoe. wanted to see what she was wearing. i mean seriously. dont you think... ?


bleah. i have lots of homework undone. howhowhow?


oh. and for the last time in a l0nglong time. happy new year... ):

stuck-

happy new year! bleah. it makes me feel all depressed thinking that chinese new year ends tomorrow. i mean its like too soon! and the worst part is that i dont get to say my last happy new year. esp mon. it was like how wasted!? haha ok nvm. start on today.


hmm. i cut my hair! haha thats like how exciting. hahaha. i was bored you see. and yuo all know my hairs getting to longish to spike. so i was like whatever and i cut it! hahaha. i thinki its not bad. yes. potential to be a hair dresser! i shall cut howls hair! hahaha.


lala. come my church. (:

happy new year! hmm.

today i left school early. thats becuase school sucks and wanted to skip my chinese test. kidding. i was sick la. duhh. oh but i did wanna skip the chinese test. thats the only thing that made me being unhappy and feeling horrible and not being able to go out tomorrow seem a little better. but i doo want those heels! hm. apprantly chinese test was really hard. and feng rong was talking non stop. haha. sorry to saythis but i'm glad i missed it. i mean its not really possible to study while accumilating a huge pile of used tissues next to you.


ok. hmm. today. is it the day deborah from 1gy was running up the down the ailse of the bus being incredibly noisly without even opening her mouth? haha. whatever. i was annoyed. i glared at her. unfortuanately for her she had her face right in front of mine and was looking straight at me. hm.


oh i tolded kae ting about houru! or rather howl. haha she got all excited and im excited too!! hahaha. someone to share my joy. lol it was funny. i went to sit and only zoe was there. so i told her i developed a little something for a certain someone over the weekend. [only i kept mixing the words up. dont ask why] and she started asking me "whowho?" haha. so of course i had to wait till kae ting came. haha. then kae ting didnt get what i ment when i repeated that line. and zoe was like "she like a guy laaa!! duuhhh leh!" so i asked for houru's picture and she was like ahh!!! you like houru!!!??? lol. i think zoes gonna die. and theres a new arrangment. for the morning. the sly wives sitting together! then the jay chou fans on the left, and howl lovers on the right! (:


oh zoe went home to!! haha. you could tell jeow didnt believe we were sick. becuase he went to call chua poh leng. either that or he didnt dare to touch us. :D. bleah i havent missed school in eons.

i love church! hahaha. (:(: today i went so early. like four. and i felt soso extra. haha.i mean i went to the cell room three or so times and everytime i would past the toddlers room. and there were two people standind outside the room like that X__X and everytime i walked past they would stare look at me and i just felt so stoopid. haha. so at 4.20 belle joy finally came. (: oh. and i saw her again.


cell today was fun. haha. i just realise how convienent our cell is. i mean tab and charisa were late and debbie and glenn had dissappeared. so we had worship on our own and we prayed for our tests. and then we like only had to pray for two people's worth of tests! haha. becuase the sec twos are all in mgs and the sec threes in sc. haha. so exciting!! :D yea. so todays cell was about BGR. lol. debbie was soo funny we were just laughing and laughing through out the entire time. so much so that i get the feeling when I laugh too much in the morning. lol. and we were all imitating debbies "keep quiet" action. and debbie was like "oy! stop imitating me! you can never do it with my sort of class!" haha then cheryl was like. hey! why are all the glenns coming to our cell and sharing abour relationships!? hahaha. i noticed that too! lol. haha. it was funny. (: yesyes. higher chance of getting abs.


then had service. hm. i sat on the floor!! hahaha. funfun. oh and there was this guy sitting on front. with super spikey hair [the type jing xuan would love] and then there were like flies all over it! gross or what!? haha.


and you've changed. you really have. i mean ive notice before and i never wanted to say it. but now its simply getting too much. i cant believe you chose ___ over ___. even ___s finding you despo.er. ok that was. coded but anyway belle joy will totally understand this. haha. fine i simply quoted what we said. but. whatever. haha. i just wanted to get that out. (:


happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happy birthday to meeeee! happy birthday to ... ... us! :D


ohmygoodness i got sent home by a stranger!

i hate blogger. they always do this to me. i mean always. bleah today is that woman's birthday. probably what made it so bad. i mean think about it. 30 years ago on this day that woman was born. then twenty five years or so later she comes and steals my Dicky from me, ruining my entire future. how does that feel?


ok. i shant let her ruin my day. hmm. had english today. miss chua told us she would fail our letter if we write like that. humph. oh and we got back our commemwealth essay. im gonna tutor gladies. haha. i think shes gonna fail after that. i'm sorry. haha shes so nice. and she still thinks im a cambodian scholar. well. according to her. (:


we pissed miss sie off. ):


oh and glenn was in the papers today! hahaha. proud of the fact i spotted him. hm. (: haha. he looked so weird! i was like flipping through the papers and was like hey! isn't that glenn? and it was! lol.

happy new year!


bleah im scared. geog test tomorrow and i feel like so unprepared. and i havent done my physics/amaths homework. oh goodness. twenty nine hours a day isn't enough. seriously. i mean twenty four hours sounds like alot but more than half of it is given to sleep. and school. we should have more time to sleep.


today english lesson was so fun! lol. we had group discussion for letter writing. something about yr uncle offering to pay for yr six week language course in england. so you had to chose which school you want. and also know that yr uncle is concerned about yr safety, happiness and future. so kae ting and i started crapping. like erm we should take the smaller school. becuase the classes are smaller and it would mean that we have a higher chance of being a chiobu in the class. then all the guys would like us. then the class is smaller you get to sit nearer the hot guy and he would notice you and you might even get to sit next to him becuase there was a higher chance! and there was a higher chance of the guy liking you beause you have a higher chance of being a chiobu!
then we started talking about the family. like it would be safter blabla. then kaeting started again. so we continued. there might be a hot guy in the family we stayed in, and that would take care of our happiness, safety, and future! and we would get to interact with him more. and he would take care of us and protect us everytime we go out. then when we want to marry him we know that his parents will like us becuase they know us already [it isn't really we, more of I but whatever] and then theres all those places with the nice views and its so romantic and we can spend more time together. also we get individual attention from the teachers and it would also be a good thing because the teacher might be hot! then he'll get to notice us. haha then also erm. it would be safer staying in the families house than in the hostel. becuase in the hostal theres alot of people and the guys wont notice us and think we're chiobus. then in the middle of the night we might get raped! haha. there was more but i cant remember. and lol. we sound so despoish but it was so funny! haha. then we wrote the letter and we wrote to uncle sly!! so kae ting and I started saying stuff like. hey uncle sly, how are you? you are just sooo goodlooking yr smile makes my heart melt. yr voice is so nice...


had squash today. i trained in evan's road! becuase its evans road! haha. played with vanessa and tara. haha. and the best part was i walked home! lol. so exciting. and i legt early too. haha. so slackish.


when i grow up im going to have two sons. ones going to be called evan and he will stay in evans road. the other will be called adam and he will stay in adams road! :D

happy new year! eh. very soon i wont be able to say this. ): makes me all depressed to think about it. hahaha.

oh darn is just got scolded. ):

yay today is high day. and its everyones birthday! hahaha. so exciting. then today i'm back to wishing everyone happy new year! :D oh.


haha i think lack of sleep makes me high. seriously. haha today i was laming around in school again. i think it kinda means i wasn't paying attention but whatever. i wouldn't have gotten anything in anyway. yea. and today jeow was so funny!! i was laughing and laughing non stop although i was the only one. becuase he was writing on the board, and there was no more space. except for a little bit in the middle. so he drew a line. and it went like this: ____/\___/'~~~~ [imagine they join.] lol dont you think its so funny! and i mean the words wernt even like that. they were in a totally straight line. except for one part where it jutted out abit. but there was where the straight part was!! eh i think its very funny la! hahaha.

oh. todays total defense day. i exchanged my ration coupon for a packet of biscuits!!b :D i mean how exciting is that? seriously. like i lost my coupon and they were like nvm. just take the biscuits [i mean i might just starve to death or sth] so i was like waitwait. then i took a coupon from the stack and exchanged it! coolcoolcool. (:
oh then we started filming advertisments for the bisuits. i mean the packet said cream crackers butthere wasn't an ounce of cream in it. so jing xuan bit into it and said ooo! creamy! and it sounded soo much likie one of those spastic adverts i just had to turn it into one. hahah then we continued coming up with adverts!! :D they should hire us okayy! i'm the script write cum director cum lead actress [with jing xuan] ahaha. so exciting!!


icant remember.

eh its valentines day and i'm all alone. i miss my cambodian boyfren! matai. hes in cambodia and hes all alone too and i bet hes thinking of me. ): <3

today is a one yellow car day. but we should still change it to red because its valentines day! haha. and i saw alot of red cars today on my way home. haha. weird. only there were many many couples walking [even outside coro] and i felt so lonely. aww. hahaha.


actually today wasn't as bad as i expected. heh i didn't get into trouble! althought i nearly failed my chem test [and i mean nearly. i mean i just found one more mark and i passed] and my geog answers went missing! unfairness. i actually stayed back in school to do it! and zoes one went missing to. bleah. thank God that woman chua poh leng didnt make us stand.


oh chua poh leng was so funny during geog! she said she all looked dead and was like.. why? thinking bout yr boyfrens? then she started being all nosey and asking who has boyfrens. i tell you we told her crap lor! hahaha. then she said that me must tell her everything that happens today because shes interested. and she can give us advice. _-_ then after that she went to jing xuan and was like why jing xuan.. you also got boyfren ah? tell me la.. and jing xuan was like.. yaya! SuMins my husband! and i turned around and said yayayaya. we took wedding photos already! then she got all grossed out and said we were disgusing. and shouldn't get involved in that kinda relationship. and she rather we get a boyfren than do this. she believed every single thing we said okayy. i mean none of it was true. except the ting wei and tingwei. ;)


happy new year! i mean valentines. (:

today i bought my first bottle tube of gel! ahh so exciting!! its so nice and big and smelly. haha. and i'm the pro-est becuase i only got it in sec three. unlike... ;)



oh yes. happy new year!

today is a five red car day. hahaha. so exciting right?!


went for some family lunch thing. which was.. not bad. and why i was late for the gathering or whatever its called. haha anyway the gathering was nicenice. haha i tell you. belle joy is my only good friend. shes the only one who listens to my happy new year/wishes me happy new year back /shakes my hand. all you horrible friends people out there go learn from her. kidding. but you still should learn from her.


yea so we spent our time there playing stoopid games. hahaha, such as. hmm. sissy my baby. lol. i dont know whats with primary school games now, but i seem to always be playing them. :D haha. then we played the animal game! haha i looooove it! sofunsofun. then we got faster and faster and belle joy got all confused, (: haha then the guys were like staring. i mean besides insulting. esp that stoopid isaac yip. so we started getting more people to play and i was like eh. botak you play la. then you can be botak *makes exagerrated [sp?] action or botak rubbing his head* then this guy was like yea! make some cool action. like sexy. then we were like.. sexy botak! and did the actions to the rythem. lol. played bridge. loveeeee it! i won!! :D okayy. whats with that face.


church was funfun. oh. i saw miss soh. all thanks to that ferdinand chua. wah i didnt know what to do lor. like should i go up and talk to her? but anyway i went of to meet that ferdinand and when i came back she was gone. so TOO BAD. unless i see her again.


lalala. i just found like twenty four dollars. i forgot. church rocked. (:

today is CNY. so i must write in red. heh. today is rated 2 red cars. haha. less boring than yest. alot less. only i have to go to school tomorrow. ><


started out by going to my su gongs house. haha. all the little boys are soooo cute! esp the hairy one and the gege. haha and i ate alot and alot. unlikes yest i mean seriously. my mouth never stopped. hahaha. by the time i went back to the car i was practically bursting. and i haven't felt like that in ages! haha. cant help it la. the ba gua was ohso wonderful. unlike the drydry one i have been eating. its soft and chewy. and AHHHH. i miss my bagua. maybe if i make this a darker shade of red and add bits of black. testing. haha./ crappish.


and the hairy boy was superr funny. haha. he was like playing with the toys [cutting up the turtle] and i was like.. what you doing! and he was like this is the meat. yea. thats not the point. he was telling me how the kangaroo was his daughter and the turtle was his son. so i picked up this red dinosaur and was like.. then whats this? he hesitated for a moment and muttered.. this is my daughter, this is the son... then. this is the moon! lol! so darn cute la! hahaha. then i was laughing and laughing and telling my sister and he picked up another toy and was like.. so this is the cloud! :D


came home and played cards. with my family. hahaha. so nice right. i had like six kings for taitee. c) aw so cute. yea then i went to sleep. until like four thirty. haha i feel quite smart la! cos my dad was sleeping on the two seater sofa. and my sister was lying on the three seater sofa. so only left the one seater which was like. uncomfortable. and i didn't wanna go upstairs cos the aircon was on and i was so hot. haha so i took likr six chairs and put then together. like in two rows. so it become a bed!
bd
bd <- haha like that. then i took my bolster and pillow and feel asleep.
bd.
so smart right? i think so too lor.


hm. then my cousins came over. wah my cousin was like chasing me away from the comp so he could use it. _-_ and we tried playing games again. haha. failed but. whatever. haha.


idontwannagotoschool.
):

happy CNY!

lala. i have nth to say. this years cny is boring. i spent alot of time smsing. though not really. haha. i ate very little and drank very little and got very little ang baos. boo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

happy birthday Dicky!! i love you. muaxmuaxmuax. (:


today was fabulous! rated a 12 red car day. at least. firstly being Dicky's birthday [which starts of with the at least four cars] and the two sucessful gatherings. really. it was rad.


well hes 40 now. twenty-five years older than me and well i dont know what. but still. i promise to love you forever and ever. you were supposed to get married this year. and i was dreading it. like mad. but now a guess its not so bad. after the decision you made. (:


this day started out with school. hmm. new glasses. yaye. haha. we were taking photos before the concert even started. i wanted to meet my target of twenty pictures before the end of the day. hahaha.

the gathering rocked! haha. met yao ying at the busstop and went back to change. then we went to nanyang and met everyone. haha. forced the class to take a class photo. yay. went to cine. hm. people wanted seoul garden. but i didn't. haha. and yao ying and zinging and shi min and weilin too. so us and the boys went off to the basement to eat at the *ahem* foodcourt. of course there wasn't aywhere to sit so we sat on the floor. right next to the fountain like some refugee camp. _-_


ended up and yuners suite. haha. spent like forever deciding what to do and ended up with truth or dare. lol. we and justin were the only lucky ones who didn't have to do anything! (: haha. cos they wanted everyone to end up with something. so in the end it was simply asking those who didn't do. and from the start they kept saying SuMin hasn't done yet. SuMin hasn't done yet. and i just sat there and kept quiet [oh but it was Shu Min]. and they forgot! whee. haha.


the guys are getting sick. lol. i cant believe yuner suggested blind mans buff and they got all excited. well not really. but you can guess what they were saying. so yea. this is the best gathering ever. we spent every min together and yea. it was real nice,. remmebering the old times. haha.


reunion dinner. WE PLAYED CARDS AND CHATTED! lol. thats like how rare. i mean we usually do our own stuff. but this time, once again everyone was together. yay. [i'm rushing cos its gonna we 12] then after everyone left my sisters and i sat around the table and sung lame songs. FUNFUN

today.

just went to collect my new glasses. heh i like it i like it. (: oh but the man spent like an hour rechecking my eyes. i got like damn freaked la. thought i would have to change glasses again or sth. i mean likle he started doing the normal stuff. then started checking and i was like. ohno. its blur! then he did dunno what. and went out with my glasses muttering something. and he went for a really long time. and came back and measured my eyes and tested them somemore. with my old glasses too. then i got worried cos i thought my new glasses would be taken away from me. so he checked somemore and we went out and he mention something about very big increase in degree [and i got scared again] and pupil distance [and i thought my eye was dying]. but praise the Lord! i'm here typing with my glasses unable to see clearly. haha.


school was normal. blabla. hound dog is was stuck in my head. haha thanks to miss soh. so later mrs see was telling us that she owed mr jeow ten mins of her lesson. and if she didn't return it roday he would hound her. so i was like. then you tell him you ain't nth but a hound dog! haha. so lame.


wowhee. meeting up with primary school friends tomorrow. can't wait. it is indeed reunion day! haha and its Diky birthday. lalala. (:


finished kung ku soccer today. its nicenice. hahaha. only the endins pretty weird. heh. i'm beginning to like gallen lo. well for that show. i tried watching that zhong wu yan thing and was like whatever. haha. but dicky rocks okayy. he was like how sweet. (: (:


hellos down. so i loaded the photos onto imagestation. http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2131061509 though sths wrong.

today jing xuan jia yun and ting wei came over. haha it was rad. haha we baked brownies and this un-pronouncable thing that tasted good. haha pretty sucessful. though the bronie tasted like cake. hmm. we should melt the butter and sugar. yes.


then after lunch we played bridge. erm six rounds [just enough for me to only shuffle once]. haha. jia yun still sucks okayy! she still mixes up all the suits. and forgets that shes whoever's partner. lol. jia yun. slowly go and practice la. haha.


fooled around then we watched ghost. haha it was funny! and pretty sweet la i suppose. though not really. haha. and gayish and a teeny bit scary. esp the face part. haha. though i have no impression of it now. except that i screamed. haha. and the one where carl and his fren died and the black figures took them away. it just made me think of hell. andhow they would suffer forever. i mean its like what the pastor said yesterday. how would you like it if you just had to do homework and have tests everyday forever and forever. hells the same. only its much worse. yr burning in the fire and getting tortured and i don't know what. but how would anyone like that? how could anyone like that? oh well.


ting wei left after that. then jia yun jing xuan and i crapped around. haha. took pictures and filmed i dream again! haha. shall post them on my photoblog sometime. after hello starts working. (:


i want my glasses i want my glasses.

(:

i know i' not the same
everythings so different
everythings so different Lord.


well thats how i felt during worship. i think i've been learning more and more during worship now. i mean how i should worship God and all that. i don't know if its cambodia or the youth service but it just feels so different now. and i like that difference. maybe it last. (:


went new year shopping with jia yun and ting wei today. well i felt pretty bad cos i think i wasted their time. esp. ting wei. i mean they kept asking me what i wanted/where i wanted to go and i didn't know. and they just brought me here and there and well. basically wasted their afternoon with me. well thats how i felt. idon'tknow. sorry k.


i want that billabong skirt. and nike and ripcurl bag. so badd. well i'll probebly getting two of the three. if my mum keeps her word [for the skirt] and i find the bags and get money for it that is.


went for church. cheryl and hannah and jonlo were in the bus. and i reached church superbly early. haha pastor glenn came to our cell today. (:


lalala. church rocked. as usual. except when belle joy made me super extra. haha.


.

i was super guai today. don't ask whyy. cos i don't know and i'm trusting God for emaths[and amaths too]. cos thats the only thing i can do. ho hum.


miss soh was damn ramdom today la. she was going through the essay with us. then she was like "and you would be waffleling! and sylvester wouldn't like it." i tell you my head like shot up. and she was like. hahaha just testing you all. _-_


my mum said i behave gayly. thats mean. ):