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i went to toa payoh in pajamas!
yea. basically thats the highlight of my day. lol.


ok woke up early today.
anw i went there late but heck.so went to do the banner.its sooo niceee!!
rocks man. sc/gy will see it tomorrow. (:


haha. its not bad.
maybe i'm actually pretty artistic in my head.
just unable to perform it physically. lol.
but the banner is nice la! :P


-rememeber to collect money tomorrow-

sigh. talenttime tomorrow.
wonder how we'll do. lol.
but we better not screw up, or we'll end up with simply nth. bahh.
honestly, i think out song will pull us down. its sucky la. admit it.
we go out of tune, out of beat, and esp my group. weird voices sticking out bahh. don't even know if we'll get the actions right. ah.


but then again, if gy isn't like that, would we even be gy?
still! out banner is soo nice! bahh.

last day of sch. bahh. give gy back to me. ):
i wan i wan!
bahh. phys chem. its a good choice yes.
but is it the best choice?
the best thing is that the best people are going there tooo!
but yet. right. will i be in their class/
and thats not the point.
i figured i couldn't fo phys since like.. pri sch?
that levers thing. i never got it. bahh.
and like.. ya! what if i flunk my 'o's?
bahh.
this is what God gave me right?
so i should stick to it?


today wasn't exactly an ideal last day of sch
i got bloody pissed off but this paticular girl in my class.
anw i bithced about her twice and my anger has more or less subsided
so i don't have to resort to my blog.
but anw shes annoying and i get angry thinking about it
but the worst it gone.


so anw. went out with ting wei and jing xuan and jia yun and ting wei.
nth much to say la.
mango freeze rocks.
and they are nice people to bitch to. (:

2gy04.

tomorrow is the last day of school. well, offically.
the thought it of it just makes me so sadd.
leaving my wonderful class. 2gy 04' ):


sigh. its alwaysalways the best class k.
it breaks my heart to leave it bahh.
lets see. no matter what happens we'll always be the noisest, funnest, bestest, slackest, friendliest, worst reputated-and well, my grammer sucks-, crappiest, most enthu class!!


i ran out of adj la. but still. i love gy the mostest. its even better than 6i. ...in a way...
its so different lol. 6i was so... mugger.
anw. stop comparing.

gy rawks.
and the lit thingy was fine.

ps. this is my most colourful most. apreciate it.

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i like big butts and i cannot lie!
hee. watched friends!!
tag!! (:


watched veggie tales [the chocolate factory thing] today. veggietales. lol. i don't wonder why miss leong stooped it halfway now. haha.. it became to.. christian after that!! ..that cow thingy... haha.
-if you like to talk to tomatoes!-

today was a boring day. spent it slacking/watching tv/playing the piano/reading/sleeping. basically i was bored. ..most of the time la.


yep. when bodrem gets into you you do really weird stuff. today was my 2nd attempt with wax. slightly better than the first la. my hair still doesn't spike though. sadd. how isit that guys can spike their hair and i can't? humph. so anw. it was gross again. so i ended up doing this weird messed up thingy which is... quite cool! (:


oh have i told you! you know those doors they have at taka? with the mirrors? the ones that are not connected to any wall? don't you always wish you use them wheneevr you walk past? well, i did! last fri! aha. (P


and here comes the best part.
happy flying dragon 2
. starring: Dicky Cheung, Zhang ting. [can't be bothere with the rest]
tues-fri, 3.30pm, channel U
starting this wed.
oh heaven... heaven!
life is always full of pleasent suprises. (:

church rocks!

yay. [refers to title].


"yay! piano rocks!" i can't believe these words came out of my own mouth today. its so.. weird and unlike me. i can recall meny months ago, when i was cursing the person who invented the piano .beethoven and mozart. yet now.. haha. weird. a strage passion has developed within me now that [piano] exam days are over. whee~


so anyway. liu xing hua yuan is getting boring. all the oh-so-romantic relationships where the guys can't act. its not funny anymore!! bahh. oh. but that yu sao person is cute though. aha. (:


yea. i wanna learn guiter. and drums. then again, the whole world does and i don't want to follow the crowd. another problem, of course, would be the unablity to press the strings of the guiter, producing off-key and ear piercing sounds, and well as the lacking sense of rythem in me. so yea... i shall stick to banging [and i really mean banging] incoherent notes on the piano. bahh.


church. yay. pastor glenn. and er well.. doing nth for cell. then dace creative arts ministry later. cambodia! its excites me. learning that little bit about missioning[ no such word. yes.] has made be feel nervous, yet excited. aha. can't wait!


jia yun: belle joy thinks i should wear my hairband. aha.
maybe i should just be used to looking horrible all the time. bahh.

happy b'day jing xuan !!

aha. we are such wonderful actresses. (: went to sch and wished jing xuan happy b'day and acted ignorant. then when she asked for her present i was like.. oh ya!!! aha. then she asked gloria and i was waving vigouressly at her to tell jx she didn't have it. at least she got the hint. (: ting wei and jia yun simply announced that jia yun didn't bring the present, after dumping it to li choo. so smart. aha. (:
everyone should listen to my advice. 'cos my advice is the best advice. you'll find yrself listening to my advice even if you don't right from the start. you'll find yrself walking a hige round, fighting an emotional battle within yrself, before finally following my advice.[;)] because my advice is the best advice!


haha. lau ting wei you horrible. how dare you dump/reject me!? all for that lee ting wei k! i dun care. jia yun is mineminemine now and you can't steal her from me. jia yun don't forget. aha.


oh yes. and i don't have a "unique" taste. or bad. whateverr. i admit that liking dicky is different. but i absolutely refuse to follow the senseless teenage majority and fall for people from "ou xiang jus", who can't act/sing and are un-cute. [edit] i do not like the earrings or whatever you picked out and everyone liked mine and so there. moreover, you bought the earring i chose and therefore yr taste is a bad as mine. so there. [read this after yr b'day] blogger deleted my post or it would have sounded much nicer. bahh.
disclaimer: if anyone feels offended or happened to be call uncute or that you cant sing or act im sorry. this is simply my opionion and you think you are good looking and can act and sing really well... well. im sure you can. (:

so pissed with the Singapore idol results. maia rocks la! how dare they vote her out? shes like.. one of the best!? bahh. bahh. when maia and slyvester was there i started screaming already. bahh.


ribena/mango freeze. (:

a story.

hi. let me tell you a story.

once upon a time, in the drive where kings and queens were crowned, there lived a group of close friends, wyearr, wyeemm, esswye and essemm. they met outside every evening [except weekends, though they did meet someones too], and played together.

what they played, of course, depended on the current craze. which was set by none other then them. it was noticed that other followed their "crazes" 2-3 years after they dumped it.

so one year, when essemm was 9, the craze was.. hopsotch! the things they did....
rules of the game:

1. feet and hands were both not allowed on the lines
2. only a maximum of three fingers can be one the ground at all times
3. when stones are thrown, they too cannot touch the line.
4. it is compulsary to jump from on square to another, if not it would be counted as "out"
5. you are only allowed to "twist" thrice per... i dunno what.
6. when you want to "twist" it must be said before you land.
7. can't remember the rest.

so.. yea. they often did weird stuff. like ever time a "far" jump was made, ywearr would make the following announcement, " these poeple have been trained professionally. Do not try this at home! Do not try this at home!"

then when the person missed, they would be the effect from her, "gwa... gwa...gwa..."

i remmeber vagely, once when it was time for esswye to "find" the stone, and essemm hid it. she balanced all the stones on a stick[picked from the ground], so that once anything was touch, the end clump would simply topple over and touch the line. needless to say, esswye was furious.

rushing home from sch each day to begin playing. ending punctually at 7 to watch tv [though it was only for certain shows, the hopsotch game often lasted till 8 until someone came and started scolding them], those were the days of essemms life.

haha. what was tt? ...how would i know? ...of course i know! just tt it was partially coded. so you probebly won't/ (:

finding yr sch bus empty is a freaky thing.

dance is fun!

for some strange reason, it seems as though its before the exams again.
it might have been due to the "survey" yest. which turned out to be some maths thingy which looked exactly like a test. not only a test, but one where we can't use the calculater.
then there was going to kap. eating ice cream and looking for warinthon. we didn't study, yes. ...but since when did we?
then today was the maths lecture.
its so.... examee!!


the dance is soo fun!!
dancers you rock!! doing a real great job!! keep up the good work!
haha. except for one thing. i can't dance! bahh. don't you just hate the feeling? baahh.
oh yes. then theres that.
save the dance jia yun! wahaha...

canon in D is soo nice to play!

st. james vs/ coos.

a thrid visit to st james. familarity and differences. strange la. strangely the poeple i talked to were all from coos. though there were only two. ..not my fault la. i don't know the people there. or rather, they no longer know me.


sigh. its kinda weird going back to st james. trying to reminisce the old times. but yet i find its different. i have never been to jym though i've always wanted to. what i'm missing is that "old childish boring" spk. and thats something i'll never get. oh well. at least i don't regret joining coos.

i want to talktalktalk about st james. but what i feel is inexpressable. oh well. a forth visit next week perhaps? we'll see.

belle joy: i know yr out there! tag my blog!!

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Open my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life
Spent with You
Chorus:
Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me
King of all days
Oh, so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor
Chorus
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
Chorus X2

all of a sudden, this song became so meaningful...

tamagon is so funny!!

- says:
humpty dumpty sat on the wall
- says:
humpty dumpty had a great fall
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
shit tamago
- says:
yea
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
i just put expiraed ear thingy on my ear
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
no wonder its so painful;!
- says:
HUH
- says:
U AH
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
how!?
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
so does my ear have problem or not?
- says:
might be
- says:
wash it
- says:
NOW
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
haha
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
k
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
ok now wad?
- says:
wash it
- says:
wif soap preferably
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
soap?
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
ee.. wad it sth happens?
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
k wait.. use dove
- says:
BODY SOAP
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
k
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
ok
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
washed
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
haha
- says:
ok
- says:
then DRY it
- says:
wif cotton mebbe
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
then?
- says:
ten
- says:
wait la
- says:
see got infectino or not
- says:
dun put anithing
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
haha
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
you very funny leh
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
like so... kiasee
- says:
no la
- says:
be on the safe side
- says:
then tmr can put liao
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:
haha k
[15days to the dec hols!] drowned rat and boy. bahh says:

hey. here i am blogging again. but whats so special? you know now... i'm blogging on my new LCD moniter!! ahh!! ahh... ok. thats another strikeout off my wants. ..just tt its not on the list but. ah!! so nice..

i love my comp!! and my wallet!! ahh. life is just filled with happiness and pleasent suprises.

bleah. suffering from diarrohea and it sucks. shan't go into further detail lest it becomes... whatsthatword.


hmm. we did play with bridge and titee and whatever. but i'm not happy. bridge was.. unsatisfying. no feeling i get when i play at home. its just like... "monotone" sian... gosh.


ok. that might have offended you* but. ehh. no offence ment la. sorry.


hmm. what else? sucky results. bahh. [still] trusting God. so... yea.

my current watch. love it don't you? but yet... ): 

happy. (:

hey people! [or non people. heck.]
i love you all!!! but most of all, I LOVE MY NEW WALLET!!
gosh its soo nice! and i love it soo much! was simply kissing it the entire time. (:


hmm. as you guessed. went out with my darling sister today.
and my wishlist needs to be updated.


had loads for lunch today [and i love my wallet] bloated. crystal jade. from my sister. (:
it was nice while i enjoyed it. aha. lets see.
carrot cake, shui jiao mian [dry], bo lou bao [with char siew], char siew so, siew mai and the new thing i tried: sth.. meat dumpling thing.


but it was good! the outside was crpisy, and the inside soft and sticky, yet not to sticky. then there the meat cut into peices. it blends perfectly with the skin, and practically melts in your mouth. so that you barely notice its there. but yet, it leaves you with a deep satisfaction, and the craving for a next bite. yumm....


aha. i love my new wallet. and i want a new watch. can't find it on the swatch site though. bahh. i love it!

3k, 4'ohms', 19.45

yeah baby'

day was spent at home in front if my comp. mostly the blogger page la. i now effectively have 5 blogs. which will more or less remain private until i learn to lock it. well. not so private now but.. at least you can't visit it when you want to.

bahh. keep thinking its sch again tomorrow. missing it. oh well. just hope my sister can get a full mc. ;)

spent the last hour on the fone with gloria. bahh. missing her.

random

[img]http://www.click-smilies.de/sammlung0304/sport/sport-smiley-009.gif[/img]

"and always look on the bright side of life!"
*whistles*

best for the last[or first in this case]!
tamago after being vandalised, first, by jasmin, then me. [jasmine did the lipstick and nose and blusher]

Miss singapore: Tamago. courtesy of ME. (: 

us.
[from right] jasmine, jia yun, ting wei and me looking gross [as always].
taken, again on teachers' day, during interlevel comp.

then after being only partially vandalised by me.
oh yes. didn't change the lighting 

the four of us.


from left. Jing Xuan, Me,, Jia yun and ting wei.

taken on teachers' day before we sneaked out. :X

overr.

aha. its really over. all over. no more father standing over me saying "aren't you having exams? why you still in front of the tv/using the comp?" or "either you watch tv or you study! don't do both at the same time!"

just my maid saying, "Su-Min! go study! go practise piano!" with a huge grin on her face.

ohoh... it really over! all over. well.. until next year that is.

hmm... pretty sian already. can't watch movies 'cos my sister is studying. wonder what mon/tues will be like. when everyone will be in sch/out. oh well. watch Dicky perhaps. (:

wrinkles in time? yes? no? yes i think...

overr.

it is finished!

haha. its like i'm quoting Jesus. and i'm in so position to do so. but... yea. over! no more! I still can't really believe it!

hmm. yest paper. eng and math. the eng paper was.. whoa nice. aha. dunno why... got really happy doing it. so yep. finished it really early and went to sleep. ahh... so refreshing! ..got dream summore! ;)

so anw. went out today. watched dodgeball!! so nice! aha. basically the plot was pretty much expected la. managed to guess like.. everything. but like... ya. its just so... spasticated! a break from studying.

everything else was pretty much sian. head was hurting the entire time. yea. went to juia yuns house.

wrinkles in time? yes? no?

sci tomorrow. Lord help me.

end of years.

bahh. i'm so sick of studying i can't stand it. oo! pun! aha.


so well... yeah. geog and science. bahh. God bless me. (:

today i was thinking about nanyang. when i was in p3. bleah tha teacher confiscated my bottle! just because i was drinking water k. like.. uhh.

-pray for me-

War Photographer


In his darkroom he is finally alone
with spools of suffering set out in ordered rows.
The only light is red and softly glows,
as though this were a church and he
a priest preparing to intone a Mass.
Belfast. Beirut. Phnom Penh. All flesh is grass.

He has a job to do. Solutions slop in trays
beneath his hands which did not tremble then
though seem to now. Rural England. Home again
to ordinary pain which simple weather can dispel,
to fields which don't explode beneath the feet
of running children in a nightmare heat.

Something is happening. A stranger's features
faintly start to twist before his eyes
a half-formed ghost. He remembers the cries
of this man's wife, how he sought approval
without words to do what someone must
and how blood stained into foreign dust.

A hundred agonies in black-and-white
from which his editor will pick out five or six
for Sunday's supplement. The reader's eyeballs prick
with tears between the bath and pre-lunch beers.
From the aeroplane he stares impassively at where
he earns his living and they do not care.

Carol Ann Duffy

today.

todaytoday. oh well. nth much happened. went to church really latee and got prayed for. exams la. oh well. trusting God now. yep. i can do all things through christ who gives me strength. aha.

hmmm. today was another slack day. bahh. 3 chapters of chi[only the words] and unseen poetry. bahh. but i'm trusting God and i will do well. so there! :D

hist.

hist paper today. bahh. so much to say, so little time. thanks to mrs bowness, i had all my answers nicely planned out the night before. but.. time constraint la/ the worst thing is that my writing was totally illegable. and by that i mean writing lines. so... yeah. pray hard that they* w3ill actually bother to read it? ..some marks are better than none you know.

so... oh well. just trusting God. it helps you know. faith. good results. no depression.

hmm. studying at kap. aha. saw shi min!! aha. so bad that xin ying wasn't there. like.. her entire clique was. scold her for being anti social. bleah. so ya. we were being noisy. the victor person sitting behind was practically glaring at us. and shi min stared. lol.

tingwei and tingwei. lala/-

they* can sense it i tell you! freaky? pure coincidence? or just me. aha. God la. (:

erm. and whats that i wanted to say? nvm/ happy childrens' day and first month! aha

-half day long hiatus-