Wednesday, June 30, 2004

pink toothpaste

My parents get to use pink toothpaste! >(

(:

and all of a sudden, things seem much better. *grinz* oh well. to always help to pray and not kill yrself. (:

yep. today was rather... chocolatey. yum. lala~ chocolate makes me fat happy. happy *nods* thats what importent isn't it? who cares about being fat and pimply? happy. and contented. oh cheryl. i promise to make you drool tomorrow. well...i'll try! (:

watched barney today. *grinz* haha. it was cute la.

there was a farmer who had a dog
and ingo was his name oh'
b-i-n-g-o! b-i-n-g-o! b-i-n-g-o!
and bingo was his name oh!

yar. then after a while i got bored and ended up watching the channel 8 show. then when i realised what i was supposed to be watching and switched back, they were singing the i love you song. oh well... (:

you know, noe i'm kinda, much mor relaxed for my exam? ...not so.. freaked? but today i realised that once i'm nervous, my entire peice will simply crash and... oh dear !!
my mum says, "oh! thats easy! just relax and dun be nervous!"

yes. that easy. oh well...

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

troubles.

one can never have everything in life. but yet... one does not need everything in life. one doesn't want to have everything in life! well... i don't. but yet... somtimes... the simplest things are hard to get. arggh. all i want id tobe happy. happy and happy always. is that hard? oh well... [edit] but.. arggh. love you* always... ):


sigh. ok. i know i sounded weird. but.... yar. sigh. anywayz! praise the Lord! i'm ok!! lalala~ prayer works!! yay!!! yep. its much happier being mostly healthy... even though you have to go to school. but... oh well. schs... fun.... some of it la.

sc allows handphones!! lala~ did i mention? its cool. weird to be sc girls talking on the fone, smsing and playing games openly. ahaha.

ohoh!! i think i just got an electric shock. how cool its that? think. ...'cos iot wa supeerrr... little if it was one

ahhh!!! *hair fuzzes up*

Monday, June 28, 2004

ouch. i'm sick k ): ok. i feel sick. not happy. ):

first day of sch today. yep. i dun like it. :( i want my holidays back. arggh. ): its.... i dunno how to describe it la. but i' finding it hard to stay optimistic. oh well... maybe its just for today? arggh. i hope.

went to watch harry potter again. yep. finished 18oz of pop corn by myself. *claps* and a pig lar. ...wonder how much weight i out on today... :S

ok. i'm feeling sick.

evan can't go to SC dance concert ):

Sunday, June 27, 2004

today.

haven't bathed standing up in ages![not counting reach camp] and... omg.. how can anyone stand standing up when they are bathing? it soo.... sucky?

yep. my dad finally re-installed the tap. well.. not finally. 'cos i'm against it. ...why waste the effort right!? but anw. i dun like it. the water that comes out is so... weak. ..so it takes forever for me to bathe. but even after i'm done, i feel unclean, do i bathe somemore. and.. yar. and according to my father its supposed to massage but obviousloy the water is soo weak that you dun feel anything? damn! i was looking forward to that! [and i know that it has nth to do with how my house is 'cos the water is soo much stronger for the other taps].

so anw. sch tomorrow. i really dun wanna go. arggh. ...wonder what i'm gonna forget to bring. ...hope its nth.

wonder who i'm gonna sit next too
wonder what that new girl is like
wonder who is my new pe teacher
wonder how i'll do
wonder if i'll get along better with my frens

arggh. i dun wan sch to start. ): life should be filled withn holidays and church camps. bleah. >(

Saturday, June 26, 2004


haha. drew this on msn while chatting with gloria, when we realised we are both wearing the reach camp shirt. chemistry! (:
i think its not bad... haha.  Posted by Hello
YOU
BLOODY
MAINLAND!


DUN YOU


DARE


BLACKLIST MY


DARLING
DICKY!!!!!



I DUN CARE IF ITS TRUE OR NOT. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT!!!

iddat26th june.

piano and class hour at miss lee's house. bleah. it sucked. was the first to play 'cos i had to go for church. well. made a fool of myself la. happy? >( went there and freaked out lar. and my playing is bad already. what would you expect right!? so..yep. thankfully i don't know anyone there, except sharon lar. and i won't be seeing them anymore.. except next week. but.. oh well...

miss lee wants me to aim for a higher pass. ...oh wait... that was before.

oh well. piano made me late for church. bleah. but. whatever. it wasn't my fault. so there! ...oh wait. ....if I go for SYF opening next week, what happens to my class hour... and church? arggh. its always liddat. everything clumps together in a day. then the rest of the time i'm soo free. but.. yes. being free is gd. *nods*

yep. so went to church. did reflections [uh]and apprantly i'm joining ushering. they need poeple.. yep. wondering if. hes joining. lol. :S its not my fault la. i dunno anyone there? ..not like he will be much help but...you know... at least i'll having sth to do.. :P k lar... i think ruth is joining with me. lala~ :D

Friday, June 25, 2004

remember the poor!

remember the poor!! ahaha. (:

oh well. yep. went to the whatsitcalled. mission xchange. yep. got lost again. sigh. whats this with me and getting lost going to ACJC. that shows that its a horrible place. haha. oh yes. but be thankful tt they lent us the place. hmm...

yep. think it was quite.. meaningful lar. dunno how to say. hm...

oh! and you know i nearly died today!?!? like... the speaker? [danny issit?] yep! hes tt UFM1003 guy!?!? AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO INTERVIEWED DICKY!! ohmygosh ohmygosh. *jealousy* and like... yar. i looked at him. and i wanted to gouge out his eye balls and pull out his ears and mouth and cut of whatever part of his body which had any contact with Dicky and keep it. ): arggh. ohmygosh... i just realised? when Dicky talked to that guy?? the sound waves which came from within him touched every part of his body!! arggh arggh arggh. i'm going mad. i admit. but. you know... so near yet so far...
i am unable to express my feelings...
sigh. ):

and...yep. (:

Thursday, June 24, 2004

ruth didn't go for the mission exchange ):

anw. it was nice. and i dun wanna wake up early tomorrow ):

praise the Lord!! --blessings

As you can see from my title [which you can't see] this post is to er... show you how i have been blessed by God today. 'cos... dunno. 'cos i feel that god has been blessing me alot lately and i wanna tell everyone so you all will love God and oh. appreciate and actually notice yr blessings? i dunno la. i just feel like doing this. not like anyone reads my blog anyway.

- making me miss the bus[watching it drive off] so i got to my piano lesson on time. [we took a cab after waiting for like... how long]

- placing soo many empty cabs on the road.

- giving me suuuuch a wonderful sister who paid for the ride and "lent" me money for my lunch, or else i wouldn't have any money left :S

- giving me a nice piano to play on

- letting me now how sucky my thrid peice is and that the two peices i have been freaking out on is fine

- let me know now [really now] that practice helps :P

- giving me the bus rightt after i prayed for it

- giving me a brain*

- this nice guy at the petrol station who told me how to go there

- etc.

yep. just say until there lar. seee!! sooo many!! lala~

* that should teach me to depend on myself! yep. went on the bus, the bus driver, after making me speak in chinese[!!] agreed to tell me when to alight. however, he didn't realise it was dover road.. when it was lar. so thankfully, me, guessing that that was the stop, and seeing that there were poeple in ACJC uni there, asked and got off. _-_

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

stress

stressed. with going-to-fail piano playing, and being unable to go to ACJC. everyone pray for me. ):

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

cutting hair.

going to the hairdressers'; a regular adventure. leaving your home to that place, and never know whats its going to be like when you return. how you feel, how you look...

well. I havw managed to keep the adventure pretty toned down the last few times. by going to this... "not bad" hair dresser. travelling all the way to pasir ris [it only costs $5!!]and only returning with shorter hair[though not to short, like the way they do it in coro] with comments of "you look the same" though i always wonder where my hair has gone to.

oh well. today today. went to cut my hair with gloria. at this place in ang moh kio."reds... sth" beceuse it was the cheapest, and looked... better then the one next door, which offers the same prices [though gloria had to pay a dollar more :P] so. yar. wondering how i would look. and....well.

my frens say, "it looks the same lar... but..."
my family says, "it looks exactly the same, just that..."

my frens , " ...its neater lar.. and..."
my family, " ... its alot messier. i was wondering what happened to it."

my fren, " .... now you look more.. youthful."
my sister, "and you look older now, because everything is so flat"

oh well. for me. its ok. but... i think i kinda wasted my $7 'cos my entire reason for cutting hair was so that it would not stick out all over, but the woman seemed to proud of it that she didn't wanna touch it even after what i said.
and.. well... WHERE HAS ALL MY HAIR GONE TO??


well.. so how I look... you kinda have to see for yrself. ...though I doubt you'll notice it. (:

hariprasad.

waking up early in the morning before rushing to the comp to check thestreet directory. Then leaving the house after a hasty breakfast.

excitement.

God's blessings.... buses come at once. yep. and a cranky bus driver. ok lar. not cranky. just a bit mad. :S bleah. bus at the speed of a monorail. hows tt? (:


so. alighted the bus, unsure of where to go, as i walk forward nervously. as i advance towards the destination[though i didn't know], greeted by the shouts and screams of laughter by the children, a smile appears on my face. hariprasad!! :D soo cuteeee!!

so yar. it was fun. i love valerie. shes dao. and i thought she hated me. ...but before i left she came to me to show me her bag (: and she doesn't talk to anyone!! :D so she talked to me a little. ....and i squirted water into her eye ): ....thought she was pissed at me but... nvm.

and all the little indian children. superr cute!!

and my little boy!!!! ahhh!!!! hes a silly dao-ass though :( oh well. at least he didn't cry when i touched him... ;)

so.. yar. before playing with the children.. helped them do stuff. they said we were very fast and God-sent. :D pretty fun lar... and they gave us earrings. :S didn't expect that at all.



lalala~ i loooove hariprasad. i wanna go on thurs. but... well... theres the mission exchange. Priorities my dear, priorities... ...

my little boi ):

I WANNNNNN MY


LITTLE


BOI!!!!!!!




>(

Monday, June 21, 2004

you know, its soo nice to turn on the tv and say, "omg!! hus that!!! issit.... Dicky!?"

and then think to yrself, "no lar... can't be... then omg!! it is!!"

lala~ Dicky shows [still] every mon-fri.(:


sigh. i dun wanna fail my piano exam. someone help me ):

Sunday, June 20, 2004

thought this looked kinda cool. (:


If I were a month I'd be: April. 'cos an angel was born in that month. ...or dec. 'cos its nice. (:
If I were a day of the week I'd be: sat. 'cos its my fav day. (:
If I were a time of day I'd be: 7pm? or... maybe. midnight. yeah... that would be cool! (:
If I were a planet I'd be: some small undiscovered planet
If I were a sea animal I'd be: a whale.
If I were a direction I'd be: west.
If I were a piece of furniture I'd be: a sofa
If I were a historical figure I'd be: bill gates? or his wife... 'cos he was rich and famous.
If I were a liquid I'd be: water. simple yet essential
If I were a tree I would be: an old oak.
If I were a stone I'd be: not diamond. ..i dun wanna end up on drill tips. :S
If I were a bird I'd be: i dun like birds. -- one that doesn't shit on people's heads.
If I were a weapon I'd be: a bullet-proof tank. or... aircraft carrier?
If I were a flower or plant I'd be: a cactus. no one likes them but i do!
If I were a kind of weather I'd be: a thunder storm. ..or.. windy. o
If I were a musical instrument I'd be: a violin.
If I were an animal I'd be: lets see... dicky's favourite dog?
If I were a color I'd be: baby blue!! ...or pink. or white. or grey. depending on my mood :P
If I were an emotion I'd be: happy. ..or stone.
If I were a vegetable I'd be: a baby tomato.
If I were a sound I'd be: screaming. bwahaha.
If I were a shoe I'd be: nike
If I were a book I'd be: SuMIn-- the bestest.
If I were a body part I'd be: heart. yeah. people die without me!! :D ok er... baby finger?
If I were a shape I'd be: circle
I am: me. (:
I think: that... yar. i think. (:
I know: that the holidays are ending. ):
I want: to pass my piano exam. *freaking out*
I have: a dream...
I wish: that i'll be happy always. (:
I hate: i love everyone? ...trying lar.:P
I miss: reach camp? you*
I fear: whoa. lots. cockroaches :(
I hear: silence is golden. -- the air-con, fan, and my self typing.
I search: for.. my sister's teith envolopes?
I wonder: how, i wonder why. sheesh. i wonder whats wrong with me.
I regret: doing stuff that i regret? ...k. that sounds plain weird.
I love: God. :D
I care: about me memememememe *ego*
I Laugh: when i'm high. ..or when i think sth is funny -duh-
I am not: perfect.
I dance: i don't dance! fine: d
I cry: when i'm unhappy
I do not always:
I fight: for my rights!?
I write: because i enjoy doing so.
I confuse: myself. and others. ..i don't know!?
I listen: to whats happening around me in the world.
I can be found: when you want me. ...or sometimes even when you don't but.. yar.
I need: to start studying. ..just that I dun plan to. ..oh well..
to pass my piano exam
I am happy about: the way things are even though they might not seem to go well all the time. (:


merchant of Venice

oh yes. i have another thought. [actually i have lots... but... yar]

shakespeare [damn i can't spell his name!] sucks.

attempt to read Merchant of Venice.[ok. i can't spell that too!] and yar. omg... firstly. i didn't understand a thing. secondly the moment i started reading the book I got a headache. arggh.


and thank God for my sister. ;) somehow i think there should be a sisters' day. (:

today. (:

yep. father's day celebration as usual lar.

woke up at 8sth suprisingly. arggh. my mother shall never threaten to wake me up at 8.30 again. :( so.. yar. my father came back. yay!! (:

yep. duan wu jie is coming. ...didn't know. :X

father's day celebration was... normal lar. just... food and food. but oh! starving yrself for half a day does help in losing weight. even though you eat loads later. lalala~

thought of the day[oh! like nic]: char kuey tiao and popiah and you tiao and chocolate it not a good combination.

happy father's day!!

happee father's day!!! *mauckies* to my [real] father out there!! though yr not reading this.

thx for being such a darling, and always being there for me! (: love you loads!! forever and ever avd ever.

*muax*

Saturday, June 19, 2004


he looks charming. finally shaved!! and oh! its autographed! :) Posted by Hello
went to church today. (:

yep. horrible jasmine dao-ed me. like.... whatever!? so like... yar. saw her right... and i was about to say hi, but she just walked past. so... yar. nvm lar. then i went upstairs, and she was standing behind me, but i didn't notice lar. then isaac walked past. and you know what she did? YOU KNOW WHAT THAT HORRIBLE PERSON DID!? ...she went to him and said hi!! "Hi isaac!" like... uh! whatever!?!? *piang..*

yay. feeling fat and contented. [fine. i am fat... and contented] had queenstown char kuey tiao and popiah and you tiao and chocolate after. ahh..... :D

sigh... washed of my "cheesebuns!" bleah. it gone now. felt so sad doing it. because cheryl actually said it looked so perfect it looks printed... or sth to that effect. [ok.. this sounds sick. ...if you think of it in.. that way. but.. nvm. we shan't huh!] yar. like... me!!! my handwriting looking anything like printed.. omg... lalala~ *ego*

sigh. mission mall clashes with my piano. i duuunnn waaaannnnn!!! >(

Friday, June 18, 2004

"I've just treated myself to a car - BMW 318 Coupe - black colour. I love BMW's - can't wait til I'm 17 in September when I can drive it! For now, I just love sitting in it with the engine purring! " -- Tom Felton.

omg!! don't you hate him!? arggh! BM coupe!! [my sister's dream car] arggh!!! ):

Xiao Yu Er yu Hua Wu Que
Dicky's newest show. yep. the poster makes it look really old.. but i can't wait! ...could never imagine Dicky as Xiao Yu Er... oh well... he looks really young... (: Posted by Hello

Quotes

Year of the Griffin

"no," said the intruder. "my lips are sealed by oath. B ut you can’t let my drown in orange juice. It is not a manly death."

"Finn’s pajamas were a wizardly purple flecked with little stars..."
- oo! Like joseph’s pants!? :P

Thursday, June 17, 2004


Isaacs going gi!! Posted by Hello

*jealousy* [done by si] Posted by Hello
i'm sick of my life ): piano exams cominf and i'm gonna fail it. bleahhh

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

today.

i have completed my "du hou gan". yay!!! lao shi rawks. "i don't care what you all do. just come up with less than 400 words" oh well. i only understood one story [i read two and... a few startings] but yet! there it is! completed! (:

went to my mum's fren's house. yep. shes just started learning the piano. playing all those children praise songs... yep. so we all started playing. ...memories!!! ..partly of spk and of course... grade one piano lar. on man.. miss those days. everything was just so..nice and simple. (: lala~

and omg!! don't all of you remember a dozen a day!?!? its all over now!! lala~


-still missing reach camp
i miss reach camp i miss reach camp i miss reach camp... ):

reach camp-- rawks

Reach camp rocks!! Ahh!!! Missing it already!! Oh well.. it was nice while it lasted.

Can’t belive this, but I survived three and a half days without
- My family
- the tv
- my hp
- the comp
- Dicky Cheung
- The fone
- My bed and bolster
- Etc.

Yep. Three days! Maybe this goes to show such things arent that imp after all [besides my family] and I can actually do without them. (:

Learnt many many things from the camp, grew closer to God [ I hope] ..and.. learnt a lot about him lar. The speaker was damn good. Yay!! ..if it wasn for him, I would have fallen asleep during the lectures. Haha. (:

Of course, there were many first times in the camp as well. Like er.. bathing with a pail and a scoop? It was pretty fun actually... and surprisingly none of us found the water cold. Bleah. I wanna go back to the camp. ):

Spent most of my time there with ruth. Kinda weird lar... that it was her and not belle joy or Gloria. But still, shes damn nice. Yep. (: got to know her a lot better?

Yep. Brought Gloria to the camp. Yay! Felt kinda weird sharing this "rivate" part of my life with her but stil... it was fun! (: haha.

Okok. Now for the details.

Day one: Friday.

Ultimate sianess. It was early in the morning and I didn't know anyone in my group. Ok fine....I did. But er... Isaac and jonlo? So... yar. They separated Gloria and me!! Like.. how could they? So. Anw. Nat slapped pastor bee. Haha. It was the breakdancing thing just that she didn't do it properly. So.. yar. What surprised me was that pastor bee had to impression of it last night. Oh well...

Ok. So... I was in the junior team. ..no chance to play rugby. But. Oh well. Floor ball and captains ball and street soccer lar. First day was simply training.. but I was kinda boring. Comments? Street soccer sucks. After explaining the rules, they "trained" us right? So.. yar. Two cones in a row, kick the ball around it and into the goal. My ball went in a straight line and flew off in the opp. Direction. twice!

Hmm.. then there was lunch. Ok, food at the camp was.. edible. (: so.. yar. I was forced from my table with Gloria and mambo and nic to go sit with my group. Since I went there late, I ended up sitting with the "older" people. So while people of my age group were sitting there happily chatting, there I was, quietly eating and day dreaming. Oh well. After some time, the people of course starting talking to me. Which is fine, besides the fact they had taken a liking to throw me a question whenever my mouth was full, or especially when I just put food into it. So they would be asking me a question while I desperately chew my food so that I can answer them, while they repeat their question while staring intently at me, leaving me with no choice but to answer at once. So there I would be, trying to answer my question without opening my mouth, and try to hide the food from sight, while feeling barbaric and uncivilised. Anw. That's not the point. As Isaac was the junior leader and was late, they were talking bout him. so they started asking me if I knew who he was and I was like.. yar.
and told her lar. And you know what she replied?

"oh!! Hes the popular cute guy right!?!?"

I was like.. o_0 then she asked me

"hes cute right!?!?"

oh my gosh.. I hid my face behind the box and mumbled, "er... ok lar.."


yar lar. So.... Blarblar and it was night time!!! Watched this movie "return of the titans" yep. Nice lar. Funny and quite meaningful.. sunshine!!1 :D

day2: sat.

yay!! Belle joy and ruth!! Haha. (: so anw. Floor ball. ...realised that its actually kinda fun lar. So yar. Training. Hit the ball round the cones and back. Mummy [or all the boys actually] was damn pro. So.. yar. I was the last girl. Super maluating since everyone was watching me. Yep. So the 2nd time, was "comp" lar. I was still the last girl… just tt it wasn’t so bad 'cos there was the boys behind me. So.. anw. We had to the for forfeit [we lost] the super intelligent boys got us doing 15 push ups. 15!!! ..but... whatever lar.

Yep. So floor ball comp. We rock!! We rock!! We got into the finals!! Yep. Basically I was just er.. poking the balls and passing it to the boys so they could score. Apparently Isaac scored a lot of goals. Yay! Go mummy!! (:

Yeah! Asano rawks!!! (:

Yar. So we [nic glora mambo ruth bj Hannah and me] were sitting there singing retarded songs. Er... sponge bob square pants, bob the builder, power puff girls and.. yar. You get the picture. Wahaha. (:

Okok. Then this is the best part. Yar. So we were supposed to come up with this skit, and the characters needed are:

-a feminine guy
-a goody two shoes
- slow person
- "bo chap" person
- a bad tempered person
- a joker
- arrogant opposing team members
- coach and referee
- narrator.

So... yar. It was planned that Isaac was the feminine guy and jonlo was the goody two shoes and Sophia was the "bo chap" person and I was the bad tempered person. Like... wahaha.. go mummy! Sunshine!! Yep. Ok. So.. blarblar lar. Then they were like.. ok. For the bad tempered person, get someone hu looks angelic, then when she flares up, everyone will get a shock. Ohoh. Guess who guess who? Wahaha.. I always knew I'm an angel. Aw… [Isaac was like.. oy!oy!]

Yar. Ruth came to our [bj and my] room to sleep. (: we chatted till 12, but I still couldn’t fall asleep. As usual. Oh well…

Day3. Sunday.

Street soccer and captains ball.

Street soccer was like floor ball. Won two drew one, then lost in the finals. But anw. The game was still sucky. 'cos I dun like soccer. Even though Dicky likes it. Yukyukyukyukyukyukyuk. ): and Isaac only allowed me to sit out for one game. just one!!! Bleah. Yar. Then in the third and horriblest game, I got hit by the ball. Trice! like er.. ow!?

Yep. Then er.. bbq? Yep. It was sucky too lar. Like.. a metal tray, charcoal and starters and they called it a bbq. And basically I missed most of it and didn't get to eat anything because of certain... personal reasons. But.. yar. Fire took forever to start. And yar. Then was the skit performance thingy. Feminine guy became jonlo. And omg!! He was damn funny lar! Like.. whoa. Wahahaha! So.. yar. Basically it was super impromptu. All we planned was the cheer and everything else was like.. uh. But still! Third!! We got third!! Yeah!! ASANO RAWKS!!! (:

Yep. So lights out at 11 became lights out and one. ..then nicenice victor gave us an extra hour of sleep. Haha. (: yep. Then went to bath. Ahhh.. ruth my idol… it was freaky. We were bathing halfway then the lights went out. Twice! Yep. I started screaming and pretending to cry. Wahaha. But still. Its not sth nice k. yep. So darling ruth save us. haha.

So.. yep. That night no one bothered to go and sleep. We were just sitting there and chatting and eating marshmallows even though I brushed my teeth. But yar. Went to sleep at two. Kinda early lar.. but I kinda totally zonked out for the first time in three days. Superr tired without really realising it. Haha. (:

Day4. Monday

Arggh. Our last day. ..so super sad. ): anw. Got out of bed really reluctantly. But… yar. Yep. So yar. Uncle sam didn't preach tt day. ): so... er. You can say I wasn't really listening. *blush* yar. So anw. Blarblar. then prize giving. And we were 2nd!! ASANO!!! LALALA~ we rawk sia!!! *melody* but. Yar. So the prize was er.. socks and a waterbottle. I think I got the nicest socks. Haha. Isaac and jonlo's were like... wahahaha. So..yar.

So to summarise the entire camp in a negative way, I'm un-sporty and I suck. ):

Went out with bj and ruth for lunch at ikea. Yep. Her nicenice mother brought us there. Hmm.. had the meatball thingy. Yep. Think the sauce was damn nice... but the jam was xtra lar. Haha. It was just sitting there and I was wondering what I was for. So I tried it with the potato and it was.. gross? Then I tried it with the meatball and like.. ewww!! Totally ruined the taste? So I ate it alone and it tasted horrible anyway so..yar. the jam sucks. And I think you should ask them not to put it 'cos it mixes with the sauce and then you can't eat it.

Yep. Then belle joy's nicenice mother sent me home and I er... kinda didn't know the way *blushes* but.. yar.

So I came home and missed everything. My bolster!!! :D and.. yar. Bathing with a shower and a seat. And warm water!!!



Yep. So its me. Typing here at home now. And. Bleah. I miss reach camp... badly. ):

Word count: 1589 words. (:

Thursday, June 10, 2004

my sisters in tioman. ): i missed her. bleah. nvm.. at least its only one day.... then i'll be off the reach camp!!! ..then when I come home all happy, she'll be home!! :D
reeeeeaaaaaccccchhhhh.

gloria got accepted into NJ. i seriously don't know if i'll be happy or sad... like.. i know its sth she wants, and has worked for [i think] and i should be really happy for her and proud of her.. but.... does she have to leave sc? last year it was melody and now her? is it going to be zoe next year? and me all alone when i am in sec four? is it fated that i have to lose all my best friends, and in their place, gain.... ...

arggh. that was depressing ):

anw. freaked out doing piano practice today. it suddenly occurred to me how sucky i am, and how slim the chance of passing is. and.. yar. well... i was kinda getting into it when gloria had to call. oh well... she said i was good. (:

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

today is ryan's b'day[according to nat]. happy b'day ryan! (:

and yar.. i live a boring life.

two more days to reach camp .and gloria isn't leaving early. :D

ta'

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

ecstasy.

ohoh oh my gosh!! i soo need to blog about this!

ok. my sister, wants me to transfer stuff for like.. like.. from my shared folder to her folder. and ohoh!! what do I find? this hugeee chunk of Dicky songs, which i downloaded and forgotten about? and this advertisment with Dicky without his shirt!! ahhahhhahh!!! *jumps up and down and fades into the distace*

i miss kazza ):

a love letter.

you know.. i was going through the file i used last year and i found sth wonderful. remember the time... we were helping gloria write those love letters? ahaha. i found the one she* wrote to justin. haha. my skills have deproved, i must say.
though i still like melody's best. (:

ok. anyway. the letter:

my one and only cutie pie,

I have millions to say to you, but where should I begin?Let me just start here:

everytime i close my eyes i see your face
when i'm eating, i think of you
when i am walking, i think of you
even when i'm sittingworking i think of you
when i hold someone's hand, i imagine it is yrs,
when i am hugging my pillow, i pretend its your head
everytime i close my eyes, i see your face.
day and night i think of you. but when i try to forget you, all i am think of is yr huge innocent eyes and cute little hair [ahem!], yours hand which fits so nicely into mine. your arms, which nrvgrt failed to give me warmth and most importently, those beautiful lips, which kissed me so tenderly that night [omg!!!!!!!]

i reaslied that i am hopelessly in love with you. you are the wind and I am the sand, and whereever you go i will follow. Even if its to the ends of the earth. and there, i shall wait for you always.


waiting for you tonight,
gloia ang.

ps. you might not know it, but i'm already yours..



omgomgomg!! this is like.. soooo bad!! i didn't write this. arggh. to think of it... i don't think this was the original copy... i remember it to be better... thisis probably what i wrote after reading zoe's.... ;)

Sunday, June 06, 2004

welcome home.(:

Welcome home! says Su-Min
and thank you for the present!
..think its kinda cool that i still can get birthday presents now!! lala~ (: jealous! all of you. [i say] ..i know.. its ok.

its.. nicenicenicenicenice. (:
a crossnecklace and ear rings. (:

...freaky how it always seems poeple read my blog.
..maybe i'm just transparent.

hah!

Saturday, June 05, 2004

harry Potter 3: the movie.

oh well. caught Harry Potter 3 today. i say it sucked. what about you? missing parts, added parts and stuff that are just.. plain weird. oh well, oh well.

ok. lets start from the beginning. reception and a goody bag... which was.. kinda nice. then came people, dressed up as witches and hp and...stuff. oh well. i;ll say their costumes are fake, but i wanna dress up too. :(

so after one hour. we went up to catch the movie, which started late btw. and my sister was grumpy as the place was over crowded with children. then the poeple come by repeatedly testing the mike ["testin"] which was so obviously already working. so. finally. the movie starts. ..no wait. these dressed-up poeple have stuff to say!!

"Welcome! to Harry Pott the movie [or sth to tt effect] blarblar. let the school term, begins!"

..and then these witch-like people went round giving presents to thoses little kids and didn't give me one. >(

now. the movie. bleah. don't even feel like talking about it. i think the entire thing insulted my book three. ): ..and that mexican director person sucks. so there!
and everything is just.. soso totally different from what i imagined. and... yar. sucky. ): ):

oh well. long long posst!! :D
oh. and i missed church and FOP. ):

Friday, June 04, 2004

channel u.

i love them!!!
don't you!!

hmm.. lets see. mk on monday to fridays.[7-8pm] then happy dragoning every monday [12-1pm] and~ chess warriors every friday[1.30-2.30pm]! then to top it all up, DOMd2000 every sunday!

ok fine. so i've watched everything already. and i have the VCDs for mk amd DOMD. and i've watched the rest of the shows. but still! what does that mean? dicky and dicky and dicky and dicky!!! oh!! ..and more dicky!!

ohohoh. channel u loves Dicky too!! :D

miss you.

farewell dinner for ros today. or i guess you can call it a welcome one for christie, but. ohoh. i miss you* ): keep in touch k?

guess i shouldn't feel so sad since we have bever been the closest bestest frens and there always msn and stuff but. still. shes just.. always always there. you know.. rosaliand. ):

amazing how much she can change in so little time! i mean like... four days?
was shocked to see and big smiling ros with red streaked hair and re-pierced ears and. yar. the rest of the clothes were her-like. just those two major changes, but.

had dinner has pastamania [sp?]. and i still think its expensive no matter what you say. so there! ohoh!! and nicenice icecream from crepes and cream. (:

bleah. i still miss.... them* oh well. oh well. ):

and i have a barney obsessed sister. :S

arggh.

- this post is total rubbish, and only added becasue i am bored. you might not wanna read it-

i just recieved a call from my piano teacher; she forgot about my replacement lesson. Forgot!
you might also wanna nkow that she called after reading my sms, asking her what time my lesson was[after waiting and waiting even though half an hour of 1 o'clock has passed]
arggh. after painstakingly practising two hours a day. shes not here not hear it!
oh well, oh well. i'm just not significant enough, am i?

Thursday, June 03, 2004

they don't show titles. ):

oh well.
new blog!! out! (:
..i always thought it looks better with the pictures though...
oh well. (:
nicenicenicenicenice.
and pink and white. :)
i like it.
do you?

no ones going to the rosaliand fairwell dinner tomorrow. ):
bleah.
loney and leftout.
..maybe i should have went of with belle joy
oh well.
i wanna go to the FOP. ):
bleah.
too bad then. (:

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

subway.

mustered up all my courage.
and put awawy all my... can't-standerdness.
but. *ugh* i'm still sick of it*
well... kinda of lar.

but. ohohoh!! eat bite brings back memories.
so you can say i savoured it anw. (:

ohoh. subway sandwitches.
i have been like... puking at the sight of the shop till now.
seriously don't know what got intop me to make me go in but.
you can't blame me!?
subway sandwitches three times a day?
like.. *pukes*

oh well. expensive meals. (:

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

-smses-
melody: hi mdm chan, i'm melody lee. can i go swimming for training today?
me: o_O hi melody. i'm mdm Lye. no. i want you to do cross country and weights.
melody: ok hi mdm lye. what do you mean by cross country?
me [thinkin she got the msg]: *wah.. so guai ah?* yr a good girl melody. i have great plans for you [_-_]. ok. first, i want you to run 5km, then sprint another 2km and end by jogging 3 km with 2kg weights on each leg.
-fone starts ringing-
me: hello!?
*hears voice in the background*: shh!!! she asnwer ready!!!
melody: hello???? hus that?
me: SuMIn?
melody: huh:
me: SuMIn!!
melody: SUMIN!?!? YR SUMIN!?!?
me: er... yar...
melody: AHHHHHH!!!!!!!


lol. waste my 26 cents...