hahaha. Singapore Idol special! heh heh. it was supposed to be sly alone but i felt stupid looking for his pic so yea. taufik!!! no. sly. (: i'm this wu liao person. yea.


sigh. sth wrong with blogger so i'm reblogging but nvm cos this is nice and colourful. i'm getting over tomorrow. hopefully by tomorrow and [again hopefully] ting weis gonna get me sth ;)


oh you know what i just realied!? nvm i'm not supposed to say. bahh.


hm. vote for sly. he mustmust win. so that irritating people will kill themselves. have i mentioned?

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hahaha. the Singapore idol special. it was supposed to be sly alone but i felt stupid searching for his pictures so.. yea. hahaha. nearly died when my sister caught me. humph.

you know what i just found out!? ok. i'm not supposed to say. but its unfair! bleah.

its tomorrow and i hope i don't feel to sad. bahh. oh and i haven't done my testimony. hurrr.

getoveritgetoveritgetoverit. i will! (:


oh and i'm still damn unfit. managed to run a littlebit today but damn slooowly. oh well. fat than fat la/. oh hmmm. what do i have to say? i've bought nearly eventhing i need for the trip. but i still feel unprepared. spiritually. i don't know. just four more days. excitment? whee~ but oh. we're waking up at 5.30. they said 6.30 at first and i was so happy. but it isn't that bad la. 'cos i was expecting four or sth. and lights out at 11 so.. more sleep than i get going to sch. (:


oh and i had a weird dream last night. just plain weird and well. i guess i can someone connect it to the day i had la. bits here and there but still. weird!

oh and go there. the erm. 2nd half of the "Singapore idol" post. it can replace my sat one. (:

oh yes. and i saw sly's mum today. or someone who looked alot like her.

sheesh i hate my self. i hate the entire world. and i'm so pissed of but i dunno who to hate. bahh!! i want to watch singapore idol livelive! i want to k! then my sister's fren actually got us tickets[iloveyoumuax] then i can't!? FKSDBNGIOSDJVGNHKOSDFD i'm pissed off.


then my mum was just being irritating i'm sorry to say this but anw she was scolding me k. i mean i'm already not going what more do you want from me? i'm already like so depressed1? sheesh. oidehnukho


i wanna cry. bleah. oh and i bought my stuff today. and its weird cos my windbreaker and trackpants matches and their all so big but heck.

oh. and let me introduce my all to ambition: to be a bitch.

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oh yay. happy erm. wedding? heh. adeline looks different. lol. pretty? (: haha it was sweet. lol. but i din like the ushering part. bleah. evil cheryl went and swopped with me. humph. ):


oh there are people at my house. they are irritating. well not all la. but a hugely irritating minority. i mean i'm trying to watch singapore idol so just shut up and leave me alone. i mean if you wanna watch then you just watch la but at least keep quiet. or you wanna talk then talk la i mean its like natural but not throughout the entire show 'cos people are trying to watch right. sommore its not even like some crap show with subtitiles its singapore idol leh! you wanna hear them sing sheesh man. so old ready. learn some manners. anw i accidently shut this guy up but too bad anw. i'm rude. bleah. oh yes. and you dun come to my house and insult my sylvester. its irritating.


you know i think i want sly to win. just for one reason: to see all those irritating people kill themselves or migrate or whatever. just awayy. its irritating. humph

oh yay! i finally finished that weird prayer thingy. anw its ugly but i don't care. i'm done my best and its always stupid to ask me to do stuff so too badd.


hmm. so nth much la. i getting seriously unfit and fatter and fatter but i can't do anything bout that 'cos i'm too unfit to exerise. hurrr. crap. but anw. i have to do sth bout that but i don't want to. humph. oh. and I need new clothes real badd. i think i'm gonna hafta spend my savings if my mum won't pay 'cos i'm dying. bahh. about time i realised.


thats all i think. channel U rocks. (:

today.

hmm just watched the singapore idol thing and it was too short. expected like.. i dunno. more. haha. taufiks weird. why was he crying? haha. strange..

oh yes. last night i thought i was dying. everything was flashing before me. hah. i thought there was sth wrong with my conchlea or i dunnowhat. anw it turned out to be the light and its still spoilt. bahh. i'm typing in darkness. lets just thank God i know where the letters are haha.

oh yes. happy thanks giving! :D

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just came back from my mission meeting. lol. its next week. 9 days. bleah. pretty freaky. and i think i'm no where near prepared now. how? haha.


debbie said i'm quiet and she doesn't hear my voice and i must talk to her if i have any troubles in cambodia. lol. its weird. but i mean you can't really expect me to talk when the poeple there all have their own nice little cliques. oh well. just be thankful i'm listening la.

oh yes. one thing exciting. today i went to the mission room and only the boys were there. so like whatever then ferdinand[i'm so nice. checked to get the spelling right] was like telling me i liked "that botak" and i had no idea what he was saying since i thought he ment isaac and.. why would i like him right then he mentioned kung fu soccer and then OH!! haha anw i was happy. can't remmeber what he said la. but it was good. lol. dickydicky. (: oh!! and he also said dicky is pretty as a girl!! i was like.. i know. :P


oh my mum brought me out for hightea today it was nice and i was very happy. (: though i wasn't really in the mood to eat. throughly dissapointed in myself. *frowns at self* ok lets see. scones, lemon meringue tarts, fondue [which i was craving for], and this nice potato thing, drumlets and alot of nicenice stuff la. oh and real vanilla ice cream. [with alot of moles] and nice rojak with only you tiao and cucumber and ya la.. veryvery ncie stuff. k. now i'm pissed at myself again. why din i eat more!? so ex summore!! BLEAH.

in memory of squeak.

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyoui
loveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouil
oveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiliveyouiloveyouilo
veyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouilov
eyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouilove
you.iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou

i'm sorry.

you will always remain in my mind. the cute little furball running all round the house. pulling at tissue tucked into the drawer, running in and out of the toilet paper roll. you're my most loved pet and always will be. i love you. i'm sorry.

"home is the hunter

home from the hills

and the sailor home from the sea"

the kung fu soccer song is in my head, and the only words i can make out is "na de qi fang de xia". oh well. ):

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squeaks in the hospital. she just had an operation and they put her on oxygen becuase shes so weak. well i don't know. is that whats best for her? i mean i really want her well again and back [and happy but shes always happy] then i can play with her and all that. but.. is that really whats best for her? i mean she doesn't really know whats going on, exept that shes in pain. but yet... bahh. i don't know. all i wish is that squeak will be well again. soon. sooner.

well on a brighter note, went to play squash with su ying today! haha nth much la. su ying treated me to lunch. lol. then we walked around orchard abit to digest our food. well if you ask me it wasn't long enough 'cos my food didn't feel digested. yea. i have forgotten how to play squash. play. or maybe i just couldn't be bothered too la. anw both su ying and i had a tummy ache so the game didn't last very long. bahh. must be macs. ):

so yea. mooched around. as deborah would say. pretty fun la. i wanna learn piano without grades too. but lol. at least mines all over. *smirk*

oh. today is 22nd nov. it seems like a "significant" date but i can't remember why. my p6 graduation maybe? bleah/

lit poem.

yay. who remembers the ever so wonderful lit poem we got for out emd of years? apprantly it was hidden sex meanings. its about prostitutes! sack julie wee la. i did so badly for that damn paper.

I am a cunnin' vending machine.

Lurkin in the hall,

so you can't kick me delicate parts,

i'm bolted to the wall.

Come on! drop in yr money.

don't lets hang about,

i'll do my level best to see

you don't get nth out.

i sees you all approachin'

the fagless and the dry.

all fumblin' in yr poclets.

and expectent in the eye,

i might be in yr place of work

or on the high street wall

trust me! in theory, i cater for you all.

Within these wondows i provide

for every human state.

hunger, night starvation,

and remmebering birthdays late,

just read the infomation

pop the money in -that's grand,

and i'll see absolutely nth

every drops down in yr hand.

i might be at yr swimming bath,

and you'd come, cold and wet,

with a shilling in your hand,

some hot soup for you to get,

and as you stand in wet

anticipation of a sup

i will dispense soup

but i will not dispense the cup.

and then its all-out war.

becuase you lost yr half-a-nicker,

mighty kicks and blows with brocks

will make me neon flicker,

but if you bash me up

so i'm removed, me pipes run dry

theres no way you can win

i'll send me brother by and by

once there was fridnly ladies.

years and years before

who stood with giant teapots

saying," what can i do you for?"

they'd hand you the proper change

and pour your cup of tea

but they're not economic so...

hand luck1 yr stuck with me.

haha heck. i think its those. ask my sister la.

hee. botak waiting to get his precious butt wet. (: 

fundraising.

it was a success!! haha thankfully we sold everything. like really everyeverything. whoo0p! debbie rocks. aha. and the nice person who bought 15eggs. [half of what lee ting wei would have bought if he came with his wife]. but. whee~

didn't do much. lol. slacking around. then su ying came and whoop! we wetted botak's butt. :D haha he loser la. butt so wet. whoop!! :D

so yea. what. they said my poster was nice. *egoego*

haha forced su ying to force isaac to buy stuff form me lol. so he simply bought it and gave it back. whoop. (: so yea. fun la. except for me legs. tired tired bahh. i'm blogging less and less. oh yea. evan tricked nat/nat tricked me. he didn't go. was looking forward to wet his butt. ):

and yea. wet butting rawks.

yea baby'

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todaytodaytoday.

i have nothing to say.

Singapore idol result show./

ahh. so nice so nice. Sly and taufik forever man!! :D

haha. the ambience there was wonderful. noisy and deafening and well. nice! ok lets see. we were pretty late but my darling zoe managed to get to the front anw. (:(: and yea. not as good seats as yest la. but pretty much nice. (:

so yea. loads of screaming. and before the show everyone was cheering for taufik. [haha. evans telling me his gay now. but heck. taufik rocks!] "taufik! taufik! taufik taufik!" lol. noisy. so then the show started. it was fun la. we were standing up and everything. lol. screaming for sly!!! he did the peace sign in my direction loads of times. mostly to the people in front of me who were doing the sign and screaming but haha. once it really was! lol. fle tspastic doing it back so of course i didn't! haha. screamed his name loads though. SLYVESTER!! :D

then yea. the results. it was freaky k. but yet. OILNDA GOT ELIMINATED!! lala. elation k. first when taufik got in then then sly. lol it was darn noisy. was jumping up and down and screaming k. lala. sly rawks. (:(:(:

then yea. nth much to write. feelings canh't be put on computer screens. esp when yr eng is as bad as mine but heck. SLY!! :D

oh. it suprises me. leandra doesn't seem popular. haha.

then theres haizard. apprantly hes attached but very nice. oh. but stupid. looks la. (:

Singapore idol

you know last night while watching the saw. i had a sudden urge to shout out "Dicky!" or "Dicky i love you!" for something to that effect. of course i didn't lest the mounds of people turn around and start jeering at me or sth. [i was sitting near the mike]. so instead, i simply started cheering for slyvester which though pretty far off, isn't that bad.

but now to think about it. the worst that would have happened would have been Dick Lee turning around, smiling in my direction, then waving.

not you la! :/

Singapore Idol.

boo. just came back from singapore idol. heh. coolcoolcool. (: ok hmm. lets see. i saw sly!! lol. not up close though. but heck. i want daphne. and maia and ohoh. haizard. aha. facefaceface.. like my sister says. (: yea so heck. i'll try to make as many poeple jealous as i can k. ok hmm. 'talked" to leandra. before the show. wanted to take a photo with her k. but anw she was rushing off and was like, "see you inside.." but heck. then after the show we were standing there and she came!! haha. took a photo with her. she touched me here. haha crapp. so afer that we heard lots of screaming anf went to see. christopher!! now a normal me woulnd't bother but there i was thinking about belle joy. so i went up and started snapping photos of him. just for her la/ oh and si. so yea. they were pretty good photos. i mean considering all the mobbing and squeezing. oh yea. i touched him. or he touched me. whatever. we just sort of bumped into each other. bahh.
dirty my jacket. :P anw he was rushing to the carpark lest he had to pay extra, and i din have a pen so. too bad. no autograph(:


hmm. so waited ages there. could have gone in early but anw someone was late and we missed the chance to go in. but nvm. we saw leandra. so yea. people la. oh yes. there was the hai ou dui person too. her legs are damnnnn nice. haha. then theres the phua chu kang boi too. he smiled at me lol. damn spas. he was insisting to some people that he was "just a commener" and "a normal person" _-_


ok so it was fun. lol. pretty much la. sly wa so cute. you know when they go on stage andstart getting ready while the other person is talking to gurmit? yea. he was like.. running. lol. haha. i dundundun want olinda to win. bahh. yea excitment. even during commercial breaks. it was practically screaming time. for christopher/leandra's autographs. etc. it was fun la. an experience. though i must say pretty much embarrassing too. bahh.

(:

Singapore Idol.

boo. just came back from singapore idol. heh. coolcoolcool. (: ok hmm. lets see. i saw sly!! lol. not up close though. but heck. i want daphne. and maia and ohoh. haizard. aha. facefaceface.. like my sister says. (: yea so heck. i'll try to make as many poeple jealous as i can k. ok hmm. 'talked" to leandra. before the show. wanted to take a photo with her k. but anw she was rushing off and was like, "see you inside.." but heck. then after the show we were standing there and she came!! haha. took a photo with her. she touched me here. haha crapp. so afer that we heard lots of screaming anf went to see. christopher!! now a normal me woulnd't bother but there i was thinking about belle joy. so i went up and started snapping photos of him. just for her la/ oh and si. so yea. they were pretty good photos. i mean considering all the mobbing and squeezing. oh yea. i touched him. or he touched me. whatever. we just sort of bumped into each other. bahh.
dirty my jacket. :P anw he was rushing to the carpark lest he had to pay extra, and i din have a pen so. too bad. no autograph(:


hmm. so waited ages there. could have gone in early but anw someone was late and we missed the chance to go in. but nvm. we saw leandra. so yea. people la. oh yes. there was the hai ou dui person too. her legs are damnnnn nice. haha. then theres the phua chu kang boi too. he smiled at me lol. damn spas. he was insisting to some people that he was "just a commener" and "a normal person" _-_


ok so it was fun. lol. pretty much la. sly wa so cute. you know when they go on stage andstart getting ready while the other person is talking to gurmit? yea. he was like.. running. lol. haha. i dundundun want olinda to win. bahh. yea excitment. even during commercial breaks. it was practically screaming time. for christopher/leandra's autographs. etc. it was fun la. an experience. though i must say pretty much embarrassing too. bahh.

(:

Singapore Idol.

boo. just came back from singapore idol. heh. coolcoolcool. (: ok hmm. lets see. i saw sly!! lol. not up close though. but heck. i want daphne. and maia and ohoh. haizard. aha. facefaceface.. like my sister says. (: yea so heck. i'll try to make as many poeple jealous as i can k. ok hmm. 'talked" to leandra. before the show. wanted to take a photo with her k. but anw she was rushing off and was like, "see you inside.." but heck. then after the show we were standing there and she came!! haha. took a photo with her. she touched me here. haha crapp. so afer that we heard lots of screaming anf went to see. christopher!! now a normal me woulnd't bother but there i was thinking about belle joy. so i went up and started snapping photos of him. just for her la/ oh and si. so yea. they were pretty good photos. i mean considering all the mobbing and squeezing. oh yea. i touched him. or he touched me. whatever. we just sort of bumped into each other. bahh.
dirty my jacket. :P anw he was rushing to the carpark lest he had to pay extra, and i din have a pen so. too bad. no autograph(:


hmm. so waited ages there. could have gone in early but anw someone was late and we missed the chance to go in. but nvm. we saw leandra. so yea. people la. oh yes. there was the hai ou dui person too. her legs are damnnnn nice. haha. then theres the phua chu kang boi too. he smiled at me lol. damn spas. he was insisting to some people that he was "just a commener" and "a normal person" _-_


ok so it was fun. lol. pretty much la. sly wa so cute. you know when they go on stage andstart getting ready while the other person is talking to gurmit? yea. he was like.. running. lol. haha. i dundundun want olinda to win. bahh. yea excitment. even during commercial breaks. it was practically screaming time. for christopher/leandra's autographs. etc. it was fun la. an experience. though i must say pretty much embarrassing too. bahh.

(:

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kept thinking todays tues. no idea why. so you can say it was a pleasent suprise when i saw the dicky show right after wo cai.


hmm yes. and its tomorrow, tomorrow tomorrow!! so exciting!! (: haha. can't wait.


had another mission meeting today. exciting lol. but I wonder, am i spiritually prepared for this? i mean i keep saying i wanna go and blablabla but the thing is am i really ready? i don't think i'm fully aware of the differences. like i'm there to serve and not be served and i mean it will be hard. the lack of sleep and everything else. but yet. i guess if i really really wanna go and for the right reasons.. it'll all pull through right? and at least i know for sure i'm not going for my frens simply 'cos my fren pulled out? bahh.


oh yea. and i've got a new song. (:

I've Got The Joy

There's anointing in the air, I can feel it eveyewhere

've got power in my sould, so let the river flow

Can you hear the rushing wind, it's blowing deep within

My spirit is alove, my life has been revived

Chorus:

I've got the joy, I've got the peace of mind

I've got the faith in the Holy Ghost

That fills me everyday

I've got the life, I've got the melody

I've got the Word

The Word of God, that sets me free

nice right? learnt it at oasis. (: hehe. kim pong's guiter rocks!!

oasis.

hmmm. just came back from the retreat in malaysia. it was fun la. what can i say? i was throughly refreshed, relaxed and realigned. yea. so lame right. i know. ok hm. what should i say? din really make new frens. you know why. and yea. learnt stuff la. though i'm bloated. food there was real good sia. (:


day 1:
went there la. hmm. we got a bigbig room. but not enough beds. _-_ yea. not bad la. twotvs but. found out to our immense delight. theres channel U and 8 and 5!! ahh!!.. then later, scv!! land before time marathon. yea baby'


so we went for the orientation. played the game where the wrote something on the paper [ie. likes the colour blue] and you have to find a person who fits the description and get e person to sign. yea. it was when I actually told people bout my every so "wonderful" nick name. niao nee. bleah. everyone was like.. niao nee!? and.. how did you get that name!? so anw. i got third k. i did i did. just tt i couldnt find the man. bahh. oh well.

i'm thankful for the extra three people in my group. yea. it started out with me and my two sisters and this guy. joshua. then the guy was a day late and my sister din go. so yea. weirdness. but yet. now, i'm just thr only person from 14-16 so.. yay. oh aqnd my leader is cool too. kim pong. he er, rears ants. and i love the way he plays the guiter!!! ..good voice too. so.. yea.

then was dinner. erm. goodgoodgood. honestly. they feed us like pigs. fortunately the foods real good so. heaven! lets see. prawns, chicken, duck, venison, tofu... all lovely! (:(:

then yea. back to my room. tv and sleep. erm. my feet were blue from cold.


day2.

Singapore idol.

bahh. how could they? daphne! she rocks la! with her lovely voice? and yea. that stupid olinda.i mean first she steals my leandra, then now daphne? i mean. go away man. i don't like you. i mean i was thinking. next week is really the ideal time to watch the show, since my three favourites are there [only maia missing. bahh]. but no. they come and ruin my perfect plan. stupid olinda go out!! oh yea. but then again. theres always next week. ahh.. the look on her face!! --or rather she better get out or else.


then they not only get daphne out. but when she sings "i will survive" they cut it off la! it was still so early. and i love that song! well. i love her singing that song. bahh.


theres a certain something i'll be looking forward to next week. aha. (:


oh. went to orchard with my sister. so exciting yea. anw. bought cheap sandals. for bathing in cmaps or beaches or whatever. anw i'm kinda regretting. its not that nice and pretty uncomfortable. dunno la. it just feels like its about to break anyime. bahh.

cycling.

hmm. went cycling today. it was weird. lol. used this new bike which isn't really new. hmm.. un used? maybe. anw it was dusty and dirty and kinda to high for me. short la/ can't help it.


yea it was weird. unsed to the bike and i was afraid i would just topple. lol. this neighbour-walking-his-dog was like staring. then he steered his dog away. humph. so yea. it was pretty much fun. effortless. feeling the wind in your face and yea. exercising without exercising. whoop. [who am i kidding man. exercising?] but. start la. :/


rest of the day was hmm. ohoh!! watched liu jing sui ye. pretty much boring but that stupid qianqian person spoiled the show. not like thats new new. and yea. stress. :P

cambodia and dreams.

the mission meeting was pretty much nice. if you ignore the fact that i still have no frens but whatever. so... yea. learnt more about cambodia. apprantly its supposed to be very poor/dangerous/dirty/unhygenic. plus i have no frens. but heck. i still wanna go. even without belle joy. oh well. at least these factors has confirmed the fact that i really wanna go from my innermost heart. not just to with or socalise or be with belle joy or whatever but i actually want to serve God and well.. help the cambodians and make a difference. so. yay? (:


hmm. had pretty much unnice dreams last night. one was of belle joy telling me she couldn't go to cambodia. then i wake up, and find out she really can't! bahh. super depressing and i'm all alone. the other was... the retreat in malaysia. yea. it was weird. we were in this double room [connected with a door] and apprantly we were supposed to sit according to our age groups. so then o had no idea where to go. but anw i realised that the people around me were all adults and went to the other room. ahh. found my sister, and started looking for sec2s. but then i realised. i'm the only 14 year old person. [not even irritating boys!] and well. the only person from 13-16 and. there was no one for me to find. so i sat down at an empty table all by myself.):


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Dicky and more dicky. yay...

-qu ba-

guilt.

you know, with all the never ending pop ups. the only person i felt bad giving the site to is magg. i mean shes just too nice! soo nice it makes me feel guilty giving the site to her. then she goes and clicks every single ok. bahh. too ncie too nice/


oh yea. and please don't visit my private blog.

managed to boil my bones last night. and my muscles too! hmm. bone soup. chinese eat it right?and muscle too. now its nice, soft, cooked and edible. who wants?


i was at suntect today waiting. and this guy, holding a bunch of clothes walked past, unknowingly dropping his red undies. like. of all things! red!


hmm. had a pretty nice lunch today. though i think i would have preferred subway. haha. maybe i should get over it. bla.


so know some people are so damn despo. i mean so what if people like/dun like you its no big deal. i mean you don't have to hint it in that way that whoever likes you or whatever. of you wanna show it off just do it openly. and i mean if the person doesn't, you don't have to react in that way. its call self denial. if you ask for the truth you just have to face it. and oh whatever. i'm not good and scolding people.

mylovelywallet.

you know yest i was looking at someones wallet. the one i nearly bought. and i realised.. i wouldn't be happy if i bought it! i wouldn't go around holding in my hand and showing it off and bla. i don't like it anymore -- its ugly!


oh well. i love my new wallet alot. (:

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bahh. blogger wasn't working yest. well it was la. all but mine. oh well.


hmm. mission training at church today. that horrible belle joy din go! i was like.. so extra? so ya. for one thing i didn't know where it was held. so just... followed the crowd? ..one advantage of being on time. haha. so basically spent nearly the entire time by myself. called ting wei during the free time and lunch. and she promptly entertained me. haha. bet poeple thought i was anti social or had ap or wadeva but who cares right. had a bad night last night and i wasn't exactly in the best of mood so.. heck.


so anw. the thingy itself was quite cool la. learning about cambodia and stuff. haha this is the best part. after everything ended there was an hour before service. so i went to the toilet to chill! haha crap la. so blabla and i ended up in the upper audi stoning. and i stoned and stoned until everyone came. oh yes. one thing. the seat at the upper audi suck for sleeping! don't even try k.


hmm. worship was kinda cool today. all the old st james songs. oh erm. yay.

this morning is woke up and said to myself, "yay! its thursday today! theres singapore idol!"
gahh. whats happening to me man. i'm actually looking forward to like Singapore idol and ren wo au you. oh. and i found tt fish show quite interesting. lol.


i have my newest and strongest wish now. well. not so new la. but i'm wishing it harder than before. i wanna eat and eat and never get fat. bahh. i feel like.. i dunno what. anw i eat non stop. and theres no way my fats ever gonna go away. bahh. >(


so my day today was slightly more enjoyable. tv. dicky, more dicky, piano, read, tv. (: yay. i like dicky. alot. like i dunno la. it was so overwhelming i was like screaming for no reason. but oh. hes just wonderful (:


oh well. i'm current very much enjoying staying at home. and its weird tt people keep asking me to go out now. and i just keep saying no and i feel terrible. but oh well. this staying-at-home will wear out sone enough and i hope tt there will be nice people[unlike me] to go out with me then. *grinz*

a lifetime dream.

you know my ideal life, besides the richguy-island one my sister also has [or rather i copied from my sister], is to live in the city [like so].


then sometime this year, though a slightly younger age would be more ideal, my father would decide he had enough of this city life. and he had managed to sell him company for a large sum of money [being rich before would be really nice. but my current lifestyle would be fine to. so.. savings or whatever] and managed to buy comfortable plot of land by the countryside. where we would farm for a living. they everyone in my family would cheer and be really happy and go on about how tt was what they always wanted and how much they read about it in books and bla. then my father would look at us sternly and tell us how farming is not an easy task and in spite of our sch work we much still help out and not complain. and we would happily agree.


so then we will move to the farm. it will be this homey place which is really old fashioned with like a fire place and wooden stairs [though they dun creak!] and hooks for ham in the kitchen and a huge warm oven and a dairy and a barn and this like... hidden room. but of course theres gonna be electricity and warm water.


so every morning i'll get up at 6 or 5.30 or whatever, and gunk up this enormous breakfast of bacon and stacks and stacks of pancakes with syrup and maybe even warm milk if i'm in the right mood. oh yes. and cocoa and all the nice food they eat la.


then i will milk cows and all feed the ougs and play with the dog and take care of the sheep. all but feed chickens 'cos birds suck.


then i will ride to school on my horse/pony whichever i decided is nicer. hmm... cow also can. (: so sch. its going to be this kinda rold school house. with interesteing lessons. so its going to be a small class. 17? yea. and everyones going to be inside. so theres only like 5 people my age. then i'm going to meet this cute boy [from ym class] hus really really nice and bla.


then i'll be like swimming in the waterfall or whatever, and making butter and cream and having a kitten of my own. then stuff like skiing and waxing syrup. then i grow tanned and muscular and don't ever have to worry about being fat because all the lifestyle.


so i'll grow up with tt cute guy and then his house is gonna be more high tec than mine and i'll be much happier. whee.


ahh. fantasis.


ps. have you ever wondered why yr piano teacher never allows you to put nail polish? 'cos i have wondered till now. long nails i can understand. but what can coloured nails do besides distracting you? and what can be more distracting ony r nails thn my beautiful ten colours and i played my piano perfectly well with tht so heck with the stupid teachers.


-Dicky rawks

it feels weird not counting down on msn anymore. haha. but heck. the dec holidays are here and i'm enjoying in. lets give you a short recap of my day-


sleepsleepsleep. till two. then rushrushrush. and huan xi you long zhi sth. Dicky la. then more dicky later. then readread. sleep. more reading. tv. bla. more tv and then the comp! whee~


so yea. nth much huh. but still i'm contented. just give me more and more money and i'm happy. lol. nahh. life isn't just about money. see! i'm so uhh. good. *retarded look*


you know it amazes me. when yr reading and watching television at the same time, it seems you are in three worlds at once! --in the hospital having someone relate memories to you, a fighting sch or whatever its called and of course, yr own house!


and speaking about reading... k fine. i shall stop la. hu cares about what this person thinks about books right. not like i do anw. bahh.


i wanna finish watching the champion. not an ep. per day like it is now. just staying up all night and finishing tt damn show and not think about it anymore. bahh.

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colours and style. lol. so sian. i'm a low-class hiao bahh. and i totally don't agree with that. becuase her so called high class hiao doesn't look high class it just looks fake and stupid and retarded. and well. my vcab isn't good enough for me to describe it but.. whatever.


so anw. she was supposed to teach us how to stand and walk and whatever, and what colours we should wear. but obviously i didn't learn anything 'cos i couldn't see.


so anw. the WITs thing was really interesting. there was this really cute guy? i dunno la. hes name was... xiao sth. really really cute with cool hair. lol. so its about this guy who is really good at soccer, but left the soccer team. and die to some complecated reason, wants to form a soccer team. so he goes round looking for poeple and fails, until he finds that cute guy. and then he knows a whole lot about soccer. this genuis. (: cute and smart. wonderful!! :D


oh heck. no one knows what i'm taking about. too bad la. then they changed and starting talking bout food. and after tt i went to sleep.


oh btw. you know i have been baptised for a year? how cool is tt? 2nd nov. yea baby.
then there also belle joy and cheryl and ruth and hannah and isaac and evan and joseph and jonlo. [i'm so nice. equal no. of boys and girls k] and the rest la. but. yay! one year. lol.

-babies can be cranky-

taltenttime.

ok. talenttime.
we were fine i guess. just that well... they were better.
so anyway. you did a great job k gy?
(:


got a sorethroat today. bahh. but whatever.
its not supposed to affect yr voice right? so.. yea.
didn't win anything. ):
meanies! all of them.
oh yes. we did. whats that?
consalation.
fine la. be grateful.


but camille was so darn cool!
lol. and i'm happy!!

kong fu soccer!!

today rocks!save the sch part but the rest is wonderful! guess? my sister got KUNG FU SOCCER!! ahhhhhhhh!! shes so lovely k! didn't tell me. then now, its here!!


i'm so happyhappyhappy i dunno what to say. :D

ok. now what. i dun wanna spoil this lovely post with the entire day. later la.

Dicky Cheung.

made this for my new blogskin. however the picture did not show for some strange reason and well.. i give up. bahh.