yest/

bahh. i'm bored. so i'll simply add to yest' s series of boring events.

yay!!! i passed my zidu!!! praise the Lord!! prayer works sia!! aha. 'tard, i studied e wrong chapter... and couldn't be bothered to study again. bahh.. but still.. passed!! *grinz*

hmm.. pe was funny. aha. poor little sue lin sprained her ankle. n took forever to go for pe, and walk e 100m to the tennis court. then mrs lee saw her coming and was like.. when she steps into the court, i'll say, come girls! lets go to the hall! and you all stand up"

oh gosh!! the look on her face! priceless!! wahaha...

-hah to isaac! i'm gonna see yr botak face. gah!-

boo.

boo. in sch now, having music lesson. bahh. as though i want to learn about all those composers again!? bahh.

hmmm.... had mee pok for recess today. lala~ (:

sigh... i agree with jonathan[lin]'s ex nick.... bahh. its depressing. arggh. stupid jonathan. did you have to be right? arggh.

-depression-

yoyo

just realised i learnt the wrong zidu. bahh.

yep. had squash today. i lost to a bunch of sec ones! it was 2 vs 2. yep. we lost badly. oh well.... at least i won the 2-1 with them. aha. this shows how sucky su ying makes me. lol. ...but i must agree with justin though.. you'll never improve if you play with someone sloudier than you. but yet.. hu do i look for? arggh... i miss you melody... ):

ya. i "changed" my blogskin. haha. took off e pic. dun you think it looks so much sweeter? aha.


and one last exciting thing. haha. today, i finished singing bingo!! the entire song!! accomplishments! aha. (:

sc vs. rg.

i made a mistake. it was 5 traumatising incidents. not 2. two of which is private.  oh well, oh well.

hmm.. had the bball match today. i was cheated. bah. thought it was the nationals finals. haha. go isaac!! so.. ya. it was a gd match. even though we didn't win. the bballers played really well. sc bballers: you rawk! yea. and natasha phua was superr cool! she kept falling down to get the ball. there was once when she scored and just feel over. arggh. it felt terrible. then she left the game. omg, when she came running back i sooo wanted to cheer for her. but.. sigh. sorethroat.

so... yep. but were really gd la. ..but i think the Rg girls have a problem.  i mean like... ya. you were gd, but dun keep snatching our ball? we caught the ball and that is fair. dun keep snatching it or putting yr hand tehre so yuo can jump ball. bah! you dun see us doing that do you?

ok. ya. wad else? i forgot. bah. freak you belle joy!!!

traumatised.

ya. i'm traumatised today. minaly for two reasons. one of them is private[but will probably be exposed after some time], and the other..well...

My lip got stuck in a lollipop!traumatising!

yep. is was happily eating my lollipop. enjoying the wonderful taste of strawberries and cream, unware of the gigantic hole concealed within the pleasure. ah. that evil trap. so all of a sudden, without even realising it, i got my lip inside that vacuum. ah. that evil trap. so... yep. it was sucky. it didn't really hurt that much when you leave it alone, but just imagine this huge thingy hanging from yr lower lip. ...its not even hanging, 'cos you have to hold it there. then what made it worse was that my sister kept making me laugh. bah. it hurts when you laugh. quite alot. and i was laughing and laughing and was like.. oww... pain.... then i would start laughing again. the ow... pain.... ahahaha. and repeat. ..then my sister saw and started laughing, which made it all worse. bahh. so much there were beginning to get tears in my eyes. bah. so in the end, my sister told me to go find my mum, who told me to wash it. ..so after sticking my head under the sink for quite some time, i guess it came off.

bah. traumatising. ):

bahh.

bah. i feel bad. arggh. to think he trusted me but i betrayed him even before he could. bahh! oh well.  thank God hes being so nice about it. ..but its making me feel worse. bah.

ok well. today. gave Gloria her thingy. its edible. whoop!! :) haha. its encouraging you know. dun blame me for being such an egoistic ass.

and hmm. geog test. it was fine i guess. er. the MCQ and fill in the blanks. but. fill in the blanks. ahhh.

2. __________ is waste materials from the toilet.
Ans: Sewage.
 
so like obvious la. ...but that word, for some reason, slipped my mind. so i was like... used toilet paper retarded right? ahh. oh well... it was just one mark la. aim for my pass. await, and trust God. aha. (: 

 
 
 

chocolate marshmellows.

chocolate marshmellow cookies. the're traumatising i tell you.

first is the ingredients. which i solved after lugging that load from the coldstorage near acsb to Sc then back home again.

then, it was actually baking the thing. how i wouldn't be able to get it done on fri to give it to gloria, and when I was actually baking it, how i would get to cell group on time.

the worst thing is the packaging. arggh. that big gooey mess. belle joy's was fine. ..though it took forever. but gloria's? what do you do when you decided to make her happy and paste a big chunk of melted marshmellows on top? when the rooft of the box thingy is always too low? when yr afraid the base you make is too soft and will get crushed in the bus? and.. you know.. all e other things? bah-

making thing was a bad idea all together. bah-

oh well. at least hannah said it was nice. *smiles*

possessed

did melody just die or sth? i think i got possessed by her. arggh.

if you would read my msn covos... aha. arggh.  now i have walked in melody shoes. i pity her. arggh. i feel irritating. gosh. but.. arggh. whats wrong with meee?
MELODY GET  OUT OF MY BODEEEEEEEEE!!!

today.

LALALA~

ahhhhhhhhhhh!
oops. you didn't say boo? eh.

yar ok.i know. shh right. weell. this is my blog. to bad! you dun tag anw. so you have no say! bah! *sticks out tongue*

ok. sth wrong with me. but.. today was kinda nice la. hahaha!!! i went mad in sch. not mad la. just tt i was laughing non-stop. aha. joanna knows why :P

and... ya. blabla. baked belle joy's cookies. i think it kinda sucked. what do you think? arggh.  haha.  hope she doesn't puke too much. sigh, *depressed*

then went for cell. yay! so fun! ..and i actually saw sharon! haha. so.. ya. adeline treated us to pizza. lol. and.. yar la. yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


thought of the day: "yes! its gonna be counted!"

wahaha..

happy birthday/-

happie b'day belle joy!!?
 
ok. yar. today. went to school feeling terrible. wanted to die. arggh. but... dunno la. lit test made me feel better. ..not mentally though.

so.. ya. i have CIP hours!! aha. thank God for NYAA! (:

yep.v went to waffle town with Su-ying. the great dissapointment was that i could bsrely eat anything. ended up with.. er. mashpatotoes. yep. _-_  so then all of a sudden, this group of ACSb boys walk in la. and i was like.. omg! frederrick?  ya. so nvm la. he dunno me i dunno him. very happy right? but i made the dumb choice of telling Su ying i knew who he was? and she was like.. "whats his name?"
"frederrick"
Su ying *turns around and smiles*, " Hi! is yr name frederrick?"

he was like.. 0_O and so was I la. eap since once he turned around su ying immediately said, "she knows you!" and i was like... uh... from yr church.. yaya. bla.. stupid. maluating. arggh.

so.. ya. squash. yay!

happy birthday/-

happie b'day belle joy!!?
 
ok. yar. today. went to school feeling terrible. wanted to die. arggh. but... dunno la. lit test made me feel better. ..not mentally though.

so.. ya. i have CIP hours!! aha. thank God for NYAA! (:

yep.v went to waffle town with Su-ying. the great dissapointment was that i could bsrely eat anything. ended up with.. er. mashpatotoes. yep. _-_  so then all of a sudden, this group of ACSb boys walk in la. and i was like.. omg! frederrick?  ya. so nvm la. he dunno me i dunno him. very happy right? but i made the dumb choice of telling Su ying i knew who he was? and she was like.. "whats his name?"
"frederrick"
Su ying *turns around and smiles*, " Hi! is yr name frederrick?"

he was like.. 0_O and so was I la. eap since once he turned around su ying immediately said, "she knows you!" and i was like... uh... from yr church.. yaya. bla.. stupid. maluating. arggh.

so.. ya. squash. yay!

ouch.

ouch. sorethroat. bleah. sucky. i want to eat the ice cream and chocolate cake and chocolate muffin and go to waffle town ):
thank God i managed to convice my mum i can still play squash. what is a thurs without squash rightt.

sian during all the lessons la. its bad news. my brain has learnt to switch itself off when it sees miss wee. arggh.

ok. i'm supposed to talk about nat. so nat read this. nat you meanie,. i still know tt you ahve a blog that you didn't tell me bout. *hurt lookt*

-

In sooth i know not why I am so sad
it wearies me, you say it wearies you.
blabla./
 
i dun wanna study lit la. ):

ouchies. my nose is still hurting from all the blowing.
threepackets of tissue!! 

 My little boy #2:Daniel Lee

yest.

there is only three words to describe today yest : food and sleep. how wonderful is that man? let me give you a short recap of the day. i woke up at 11sth, went to change bla, and we left the house. had an enormous lunch at The Pines [arggh.  dun like this name, makes to club sound to classy] and went home. slept and woke up, only to find out that it was already 6sth.
 
haha. that was nice right.
 
ok. yep. went to this PIne Grill of have lunch. yep. i'm bloated. and i feel fat. bleah.  ok. lets see.
 
appetiser: salad, ham, chicken, macoroni salad, etc.
 
the potato salad was ok, i think the one my sister made was nicer. (: AThe ham... tasted weird. but the other peice was nice. the macorini has this gross mushy thing it it, which made me puke. -shant talk more-
 
then the chicken was good! *grinz*
 
so anyway as you can see, the food really wasn't that good la. i shall skip the main course and  go straight to the dessert.
 
[i was already bloated]
bread and butter pudding: how many times have you read about it in books [espicially enid blyton when you were young] and wondered what it was and how it tasted like? well, today, i found out! its nice la. kinda like.. those chinese eggy thingy, but has this slight buttery taste, and.. i dunno how to describe it. but it was good. :) go try it.
 
black forest cake: xiang gu's fav! aha. ok.. it was kinda nice la. blabla.
 
this cake i dunno what: nicenicenice.
 
waffles and ice cream: to my own disgust, i was so full by the time i got to that, i caould barely enjoy it. but still! its always good la. ...waffles and ice cream. (:
 
 
-sleep-

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

Sat.

yay. sat again! so fun!! ahaha. yep. once again, my day offically started when i went to church. yep.  church is fun! yay! aha. sth wrong me with. shhh!!! i've been high since like.. 9 till now :P
 
ok. so. yar. church was.. liddat la. then went to service. haha. belle joy and i were noisy. got scolded. bleah. i was so tempted to wave at lenord[however you spell his name] when i stood there at looked at us for being noisy.  but.. nvm la. aha.  yep. then we did offering!! aha. so fun! reminds me of my SPK days. lol. that teacher who loved me for i dunno what reason. aha. was telling gloria about it. yep. then jonathan was right there standing in the last row? we were like... uh.. *smile* hi... lol.
 
yep. so all this while we were plotting on how to hit evan and joseph. aha. that.. "you wanna sit there?" tingy. aha. so anyway. when it was really time, we screwed up. bah. belle joy managed to hit joseph [i think] but evan ran off when he saw joseph get hit. and just that that moment lenord walked past. ..you can guess what happened la. thank God it wasn't his face. :P
 
so.. yep. chatted with Gloria for 1h 50mins. totally wasn't expecting that! but.. yar.  so fun. lol. miss talking to her... shall call her some other time again. haha.
 
-thank you ruth for e cookies! :P-

blogger is getting weirder and weider. bah.
today was terrible yet wonderful. how should i put it?
the day itself started off badly. i actually got booked for low socks! i mean, the entire world knows how high my socks are. oh well. bad day la. then was science. my half-bench was the only one in the entire class without wires. so we ended up doing with tingwei and jia yun. then this blackmood came over me for no reason [and i really mean no reason] so i just stood there and stoned. then was recess. my macoroni

[Macoroni, macoroni, mac and cheese!

three times daily, pretty please!

Macoroni Macoroni, mac and cheese!

We love mac and cheese!]

was really dry. and it got really... ni. so i ended up wasting money and getting a drink.  ok. then came the worst part of the entire day; i lost my fone. it felt terrible. guessing where yr fone ended up and knowing so well you wouldn't get it back. bah.

 

on a brighter tone, i didn't care about being bookeed. and lesson was pretty fun. sat with jia yun. aha. i can totally understand why she is so deaf. sitting in front makes yr ears hurt! then i had nice beehoon for lunch, and then came the best part! I found my fone! praise the Lord! He really does wonders and amazes me so much. oh.. thank you Lord! (:

 

ok. now to the highlight of the day[after finding my fone]; dance concert!! :D ok. i was retarded. went there an hour early. bah! so i spent my hour sms-ing jx [thx dear!], hanging in the petrol kios and stoning at the bus stop. ah well... ... ok. saw cas. haha. and nick. lets say the interesting story on how we managed to recognise each other. so belle joy was waiting with me. [nicenice girl (:] and i had to use her fone to call evan and [once again] get nick's no. to call him. lol. he was like.. dun lose it again.  so i called him.. and he sadi he was upstairs.. and i went there la. ..then just as i walekd up the final step, he called and was like.. where are you.. blabla. so i was like.. uh.. upstairs.. blabla. and was walking and looking around, then this guy stuck out his hand. haha. so smart.. saw me talking on e fone. lol. yay. i am now looking at the comp and typing. i can do this. ahah. so. then. yep. dance concert. it was nicenicenice.  yep. sc dance rocks.  aha. saw cartoon. she looked damn freaked la. haha. (:

 

no time to give flowers... couldn't find jia yun and michelle. bleah. waste of my money. k la. this blog is kinda sucky. 'cos i'm amusing myself. typing while looking at the screen. ahaha. this rocks. ..needs more practice though.. oh well. blog another day huh, (:

 

 

squash.

yay. how was today? nice!! (: besides the fact i'm gonna lose $15 la. arggh. stupid. poor broke me. ):

had frenly with mg today. you'll never guess this-- I won! hahaha. hard to believe right!! i was soo happe i actually started talking to Su-Ying. lol. so yep. first round won her 9-1, second one 9-6or7. yay. so fun. ahaha.

got my new raquet. loveeee it! ahaha. its really nice la. mr yong was like.. "wah.. raquet so gd ah?" lol ['cos i won the matches] haha. yayeeee!! -elated-

sigh. who wans to go to the dance concert with me?

14th july

happe b'day er-jie!!
haha. (:

ok. today was rather pleasent... played street soccer. urggh. well... i touched the ball twice trice!! aha. and it didn't hit me. yay. improvement. ahah

ya. sister's b;day today. had hot plate which was kinda nice. then the cake.. omg!! base was oreo, a thick, solid layer. then the cake itself, was mainly just ice cream. the bottem and thinnest layer, was caramel, then second, cookies and cream, and the final layer was a thick satisfactory chocolate. finally, the top was decorated with generous chunks of oreos. oh my gosh.... what is heaven like!?

a miracle happened today!! guessed what!? lao shi was marking the chinese compos.. and she gave them to ting wei and then asked her to take out my script. yep. i kinda started fraeking out 'cos i thought i wrote rubbish and i failed and lao shi was going to kill me and make me re-do that damn thing? so i was like.. damndamndamn.
then lao shi came to me and said i wrote my compo well, and asked by to write type the thing out for her! i was like.. 0_o ..yeah.. sure! haha. its superr hard to imgaine!! like... me? chinese compo? never in my life...
wahaha.. this feels gd. lol. (: haha. i wrote bout the mission xchange haha. remember the poor :P


haha.mrs bowness rocks. she gave us 10mins recess. haha. i think i reaction was funny. -silence- ..mee pok!! me pok!!! *entire gy cheers* haha. so we all ran down and bought mee pok. yay!! mee pok!! :D

ok. i think i should give up on my mango shirt. can't find it. arggh. if only i didn't listen to my mum that day and tried it on. bleah.

ruth: hey ruth! can you go? tag my blog and say k? go ah!! pleaseeee!!! and er. ya. i said wrongly.. the dance concert starts at 8...not 7. heh. *blush* haha. gooo!!!

belle joy: -refer to ruth's msg- eh.

heehee. my mummee [isaac] is a stupid vain pok. lol.

-To err is human, to forgive, divine-

relieving childhood memories

today, for the first time in many many years, i decied to go cycling.

fortunately, i haven't lost this skill, and was able to go round the neighbourhood smoothly. aside from all the embarrassing i faced, cycling round that place in a bicycle i got when I was in primary 2, i must say i really enjoted that ride. effortlessly skimming alond the road, enjoying the breeze carress your face. ahh....

it also helps to thicken my skin.

-I should cycle more often. *nods.*

27th dec

hey. have i mentioned that i had the entire church fooled of my birthdate? wahaha. this is fun! :D

shoutouts-

belle joy: yo! remember the poor! ahaha. nice knowing you in church. lala~ stay cute always.. and GO BLOG!

ruth: heehee. my nicenice church i got to know really well in reach camp. so.. yay! that camp does help you make frens after all! haha. yep. my saviour!!!!!! lol. yay. love you loads!

evan: YEAH!! I CAN KEEP SECRETS!!haha.

isaac: heya my botak sunshine mummy!! you should come to church on sats la! i i wanna see yr botak head. lol. send me the picture k? :P

Gloria: yay!! my darling daughter and all time pervert!!!! you owe me swensens ice cream [though i wish you dun] and a tag. so there! oh yes. please notice that yr name is right after isaacs.... i think i shall add one for justin later. :P ok. yep. love yr abs of steel!! heehee. our darling pervert.. soo muscular!! wahaha.. ok. i owe you a b'day prezzie. arggn. wad do you want!?!? [a carton of suasages?]ok. yep. love you! *muackies*

justin: hey ex-daddy!!! haven't played squash with you yet. yep. remember you promised to let me win k? heehee. then maybe coach will think i'm super good and put me in the sch team. thats wad you want me to do rightt? hee.


Jingxuan: yo. you dun read my blog so i wun say much. haha. gd luck with jeffery. and his chinese bks. :P


auntie: yayee!1 my darling auntie!! you stupid chio bu. ..but nevermind, i still love you!! *muackies* heehee. i decided to give you something longer. 'cos yr sooo nice to actually bother to tag *glares at everyone* and well... 'cos evrything else is two liners and it look ugly. -ulterior motive- yep. besides being chio, yr supeer smart and spoty and is gd at lit and eng and arggh. this is making me hate you. >( haha. ok what. thc for being there for me everytime i need you. and.. bearing with all my crap and not beating me up 'cos i know you can and it will hurt real bad. however.. i must say its pretty fun testing yr limits. it amuses me. hee. ok. i want another tag. :P

melody: yo. come my church la. i know yr getting sick of sss boys. can't stay a nun much longer right? ..knowing you? ..i bet yr dying to burst out of the white robes.

sisters love you loads! *muax*

rosaliand: arggh. miss you loads! ...wish you didn't leave sc. bleah.

and who else- to all those nice people reading my blog. thx for bearing with all my crap. ahaha. but still. go tag this instant! esp you cheryl! i know yr out there!! *glares*

oh yes. one more
Miss wee: arggh.i know yr not reading this but i dun like you. i dun wanna do the lit essay and have that lit test. all i wanna do is slack. after you marked me soo low for lit last term i have hated that subject ever since. arggh go away. oh yes. i'm a model student and i tried writing my essay today. but i wrote a para and closed the window with a "ahh!! forget it! i'll never be gd at lit!" ARGGGH!

-- ok. what was that for? ..i dun hate her tt much..

early birthday celebrations today. yippee!! nice food! ahaha. k.. now i sound like isaac. _-_

ok. lets see what we had for dinner: nice beef, mash potato, stuffed chicken, veggies, fried wantan, mee sua, -and i can't remember- and blueberry cheesecake after. yum. (:

hmm.ok. what. this was a rather enjoyable night. though it rather made me wish i dun have to go to sch. arggh. holiday mood go away.

played bridge after all the eating and er.. i suck at it. ahaha. they kept saying, "why did you do that?" oh well. label me as stupid. yes... do. *grinz*

yeah. tt sounded weird. oh well. it wasn't ment to be negative! ahaha. sth wrong with mee.

I dun wanna go to schoool!!

bleah. lalala~ gd mood. lol.

oh that reminds mee. everyone... lets welcome back... the Sc canteen!!! they will be returning to the sec sch tomorrow! ahh...ahh...

mee pok and bee hoon and fries and the nice bao auntie.

sch recess rawks. (:

thought of the day: water is a stratigic resource- (:

-random thought-

I lovee my church!!! (:



ahaha. just a random thought. (:

just had a.. "personal" chat with jx. yep. ..i feel soo bad. arggh. to think she so benevolently forgave me after I... ...

just wanna make a public apoligy to her... yep. sorry Jx!!

yayee!!

yayee! heehee. thats my title. don't ask me why.

got out of bed at 12 this morning. on purpose. ahh.... the pleasure of not having piano lessons... .... the exam shall be places in God's hands!!

yep. went to church at 4 today. implicated the entire family. heh.

so anw. ya. church was.. fun la. didn't really do anything during cell. haha. i think hannah hates me. eck.

yep. went for service. ahh!!! sonic edge!!!!! ah!! niceee. and nice songs too. ...though i think our church was rather dead. like.. people on stage there jumping... then here were are clapping so lethargicly. i wanted to jump. but no one was _-_ so.. yeah. sermon was boring. ..we all left early. hee.

bleah. i wan to go for the sonic edge. and evans going to. bleah.

today.

appreciating what you've got. ..is that something i've not been doing? instead, complaining and being unhappy, and bitching to my blog? oh well.

haha. today tingwei asked me when i was free, to do the CME project. yep. ..even though i wasn't in sch, they took me into their group, instead of having Sue lin and jasmine and leaving me to "fend for myself". have i been a little too... ...

haha. i dunno la. ...maybe i'm just weird.

ok. today. nth happened. -ends blog-

nah. i'm not that kind. jonlo is wu liao. bleah. reminds me of what justin[was it him?] did ages ago. but jonlo is more wu liao la.

haha says:
wad talk your?
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
heh. sorry
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
lit sucks
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon so blur blur one
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
huh y?
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hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
nevermind
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sumin
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
?
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haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon, change your nick
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hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hi hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hi
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
*yawn*
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
jon lo gas failed
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
*has
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
du-h
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
shit
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
genuis SuMIn can still tell the difference
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
bwahahaha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
!!i can't get the same font as evan
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
yeah! go evan!!
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
sumin
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
evan go change yr font colour
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
to pink or sth
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
love u
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
sumin
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
...then jonlo wun use it
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
im evan
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
!!!
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hahahaha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
i love u baby
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
i'm with the bolder font
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
yay!! go evan!!!
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
and jonlo yr seriously outdated
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hee
haha says:
fine!!

haha. think you know wads going on right? yeah... yawns.

depression

-depression-

arggh. its thAT piano exam. sheesh. hmm... i don't wanna talk about it. lets just say i was so depressed, i missed out on a chocolate banana cake. arggh. i love you jie! (:

guess i'll just have to say what everyone has been telling me, "leave it to God" but... yep. sigh.. whats happening to my faith? yep. thats all I can do now lar. i'll trust in Him, as everything he does is always the best for me. anyway i've prayed and tried. its all up to God... nths impossible for HIm *grinz*

went to sch 20mins before the bell rang. haha should have gone shopping like i wanted to. cheap stuff at queesnway, and nice things in ikea. lol. theres a problem now.. i think... i was supposed to be in sch at 12.30.... but i went out for lunch... whoops. :S haha/ how leh? ..hope they dun question me. arggh.. it was raining la... i my bus took for ever to come...

yep. and jxs a big meanie. bleah you jx!!! i went to sch all depressed and was like... i'm gonna fail..... then this HUGE grin appeared on her face and she was like.. REALLY!?!? YOU FAILED!!! then still very happy.. she was like.. you failed last year right?! *nods* ..then in this gleeful tone, "and now yr gonna fail again!??!" and i was like... you very happy ah?! then she started laughing and was like... maybe you should take yr exam a few more times!!! blearggh. no thx sia..

squash. frenly was cancelled. nvm. it was pretty fun la. just that.. bleah. i'm stuck with the sec1 ones. yuk. so... did serving today. ..waste of my time... but nvm la. 'cos i can;t serve for nuts. i think i serve weird. 'cos when it was my turn coach told the sec ones they could serve like me. sigh.. where did i get my serving from?? Su-ying says its the tennis serve, coach says i hold my racquet wrongly, its the tennis way. ah. maybe i should take up tennis, i'm better at it than squash, can't reach the balls. sigh..


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then.. yep. thats about it i think. i know my last para makes me sound like some kind of ... [edit].. but... haha. i'm not k. oops... i'm not wad? oh yeah.. .you dunno..
sharon hurry up. -de-depressing-

its 10.56 and i'm freaking out real badly. arggh. ok. its 11.30 now. OMGOMG!!! exactly 12 hours! arggh! yar ok.. shhhhh.

God will bless me. God will help me. i will pass. yep. listen out there everyone!! If when i pass, its ALL because God helped me!! nth to do with me cos i suck but... yeah.

ok. today. can't remember leh. the biggest impression was.. hmm... getting abused during recess. haha. wish i was the onlooker man... would have been quite a show!! lol. ok. yep. so it started with TW writing suMin loves op all over the board. yep. so obviously i had to rub it off? ..then jx came and started pulling me. but thx to me "bullstrength" [as melody calls it] ...doesn't work lar. bwahahaha. DICKY POWER! :P yep. so it ended up with them trying to tie my leg to a table. arggh. my fingers! nvm. what matter sis that i still can play the piano. (:

photo taking... i'm short. bleah.

the day before.

7.27am -- 28 more hours to my piano exam. arggh!
9.27 am -- 26 more hours to my piano exam. oh no!!
11.27am. exactly ONE MORE DAY to my piano exam. arghh arggh. how!?!?
12.27 pm. its less than a day to my piano exam! arggh! freaking out!?!
1.27am.-- i am unable to concentrate.
2.27am -- 21more hours to my piano exam! freakeh!
3.27am-- 20more hours to my piano exam. it haunts my dreams..
4.27am-- 19more hours to my piano exam!! help!!!
5.27am-- 18 more hours to my piano exam. what am i to do?
6.27am -- breath in... and out... in.. and inoutinoutinout

arggh. i think you know how my day went.

everyone pray for me k?

i hateeeee can't stand mango! arggh! went all the way there to get my darling shirt. only to realise it wasn't there. arggh. devoted my entire day to shopping for nth. ..i could have done so much more! :(

yep. so i happily brought $50 out. to buy lots and lots of clothes. well. guessed how much i spent? well. ..lets see... besides the taxi fare... i bought this.. and spent money on that... ah! none wahpapa! yeah fine. wrong context.

yep. was super depressed when i walke round and round mango and couldn't find my lovely top. oh well... at least i got over that shopping mood? arggh. i knew it wouldn't last. oh poor me... i'll never get nice clothes!

so.. yep. that just about sums up today. oh yes. sth good. remember the sandals i see at reebok the other day? ..the one which didn't have my size? yep. i saw it again today. seems like i don't really want it anymoe. *grinz*

the ancherpoint piano exam place just freaks me out! ..what am i to do!?

-three more days. freakin out-

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?: Lye Su-MIn
2. WHAT COLOR OF TOP ARE YOU WEARING??: black


3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?: nothing. too lazy to out in music


4. WHAT IS YOUR hPHONE NUMBER?: 9er... sth.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: a mars bar


6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU

BE?: pink? ..or white


7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?: not hot. gd. (:

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: lois i think.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE

SEX?: hair. thx to jx.


10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU

THIS?: I stole this from deborah. so.. yeah!


11. Fav dance: elephants can dance!?! [oo! two meanings!]


12. FAVORITE DRINK?: sprit


13. WHO DO U LIKE?: Dicky. everyone la.


14. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?: hannah and ruth. yeah. hannah is a cowgirl from venus and ruth lives on teh streets, but is actually a daughter of this billionair. yep. shes real generous with me when it comes to money, ....oh. so thats why shes loves on the streets..


15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?: YOU DUN HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING ME HOW I'M SPORTY I AM LAR! squash?


16. EYE COLOR?: black.. but if you shine a torchlight into it, brown.


17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?: no. i'm NERDY


18. FAVORITE MONTH?: dec


19. FAVORITE FOOD?: lots.

20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: harry potter three


21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?: christmas. or new years eve


22. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?: ask deborah.


31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S): monopoly?


32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?: sleep lar! -duh- ...and watch frens


33. FAVORITE SMELL(S): baby bathe. though not the one i'm using now and er...well. food.


34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR

TONGUE? : nope


35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?: er. sweet?


36. FAVORITE CAR?: wadever my sister likes. so.. er.. bm coupe?


37. FAVORITE FLOWER?: roses maybe. i dunno


38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?: none


39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?: two balls? yeah


40. FAVORITE DAY(S): sat


41. RED OR WHITE WINE?: i don't like wine. but they give us red wine in holy communion


42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?: go out for lunch


43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?: i'm underage la


44. LIFETIME GOAl??: spread the word of God and serve him. yeah.


45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN

THE MORNING?: I WANNA SLEEP!!


46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE? : 27th dec.

spent the entire day thinking of my mango top. oh gosh... this is bad. sigh... its just a phrase right? i think this shopping mood has gotten over me. arggh. not like theres anything wrong with that lar.. .i mean all of you know what kind of clothesi own. but.. yar. this kindathig shouldn't happen when
- yr supposed to be saving money to the poeple in laos, vietnam, china, philippians, cambodia and thailand.
- yr officially broke for the entire month
- you have 1 months worth of newspapers to read
- and half of anne frank while yr at it
- yr piano exam is just coming and yr hands are threatening to fail you.
- the sch term just started

so you see... shopping isn't the best thing to do just yet. however, i have already arranged a shopping trip with my sister, that is, tomorrow.
- i dun wanna dissapoint her :P
- i'll either get my shirt and be happy, or forget about it tomorrow
- i have $150 b'day money to spend *gasp*
- my clothes suck
- i'm not interted in reading newspapers for an entire day. seriously!
- i have piano lesson tomorrow already :(
- i wan my shirt k! and new clothes
- its e great singapore sale!! arggh!

so u see. i have totally no self control. arggh. we'll have to settle that.
- anne frank straight after blogging, regardless of who is online
- piano tomorrow. before going out
- newspaper had to fit it somehow, even ifs only the last two weeks.
- start mugging after sch starts
- piano and piano and more piano,

arggh. i soo have to stick to this? ...if i dun wanna fail everything that is.


ok. now for the rest of the day. family bonding. ahaha. we were sitting there playing slapjack. and its fun. (: then my sister started teaching my parents how to play bridge, and of course we started playing. yep. apprantly i have damn gd card luck. ..won everything la. :P

- i'm the chioest, cutest, smartest, most angelic, more generous, nicest, more hardworking, guaiest, everythingest person-- when i'm alone. -

sat.

today was boring, had my piano lesson and it sucked until i went to church.

so.. yep. went there la. stupid botak didn't go. bleah. so.. yep. liddat lar. belle joy kept saying evan was looking at me. uh... he was sooo obviously looking at ruth!?!? *innocent look*

yep. anw. then belle joy wanted to show me "sth funny" omg.. wahaha... it was thing picture of joseph in a magazine? sth bout.. is health or beauty more imp. then joseph was like.. "beauty is only an outward coverage..." blar. wah... so chim sia. :P yep. anw he looked retarded la. lala~

and... yep. went out with my parents for dinner. fish and co. i like the menu!! haha. cool. so anyway. the serving was super big and i'm stuffed. so yar. stupid lar. coke and sprit, they go call in kola tonic. uh.

went shopping afterthat. whee~ ...only the shops were all closed. bahh. nd i wan my lawman shirt. bleah. it was nice. but they had to run out of my size. bleah. depressing.

so i was pretty disspointed. being unable to find anymore shops, besides giodarno. however you spell that and just as i was about to leave, i spotted it! mango! ah. how could i have forgotten.
so.
i bought a shirt la. :D

today.

this is another or the "today" posts. haha. i'm sorry i can't think like a little la. ...not like you can see it anyway. so there!

hmm... wad happened today? oh yes. i get to pon SYF opening. lala~ its kinda weird lar... like i've been stressing all this while how to pon tt stupid thing, and I just got my mum to write some lame letter bout piano lessons. yep. so i handed it in today, but lao shi didn't even bother to read it. then, she started reading the names of those people who would be going. and guess wad!?!? she missed out my name! for some strange reason, marcia's and my names both had a cross on it. so... bwahahaha. :D the letter was redundant after all! :D

went to hariprasad. hahaha. managed to skip some of chinese for that. gloria rocks sia! ;) so... yar. my little boi is a stupid dao-ass. i dun like him anymore. :( and valarie doesn't remember me! arggh! did you hear my heart break? *piang*..

so.. yar. i'm happy to say i have fufilled my childhood dream of being a librarian today. i think i have done enough stamping to last me an entire life. ahaha. it was fun lar.
lalal. chopchopchop.. [thickthickstack]!

I miss reach camp. bleah.): REACH CAMP!!! ok. fine. sorry. but i was reminded of it today. ): during pe. we were playing captains ball. yep. i'm shallow. *nods*

so. yep captains ball lar. you know... its so... weird.. playing this game after going to reach camp? ...'cos i look at it and think how un-enthu my group is. and like... ater seeing my group's potential blocker block the ball, tong ni seems...nvm. thats all not the point.

I CAN NOW CATCH BALLS !!

you know how i used to volunteer as the catcher 'cos I knew how i couldn't play for nuts and always ended up missing the balls and making my poor team lose? yep. today it was different they said, "SuMIn be catcher" well. that doesn't make much off a difference because i know I suck as totally see throught their evil ploy of getting me out of the game, but. i actually caught most of the balls! most yay! haha. then they actually said, SuMIn is very good at catching balls!"

oh damn it. evil ploy. *smacks head*


jis yun thinks i look like a monkey.

ok. er. yes. squash. missss it! (: yep. played with Su-ying lar. arggh. got pushed back to the 3.30 slot. meanies. >( so. i was playing with Su-ying, and she hit the ball[duh] and WHAM! the racquet went flying with it. lol.

yep. thats all i think. called isaac and found out he has a gay partner! *gasps*