Reflections.

yep. todays the 30th dec. and after tomorrow, a new year will begin. i guess i want to look back into the year, and see what changes occured. and of course, pick out my bad points and try to improve them in the new year.

changes.
When i compare myself to what i was like when I stepped into sc on the first day of school, i see many similarities and differencees in me. I feel that i have learn alot throughout the year. for one thing... i have grown to love God more. and learnt alot about him. esp since this is the year i got baptised. yep. i learnt to sing with yr heart during praise and worship [k. maybe i'm stupid not to have known earlier... but i never really bothered]. and i actually started talking to God. like. other stuff besides my bedtime prayer... and asking HIm for things. which was something really bad. I also started doing my BSF more regularly. though that still needs to be improved. Yep. and of course, finally devoloped a bond with my church. feel kind of attached to it. and actually look foward to it every week. :) yep. I have also learnt to be more careful, and sensitive. becuase even thoguh i don't realise it.. i might hurt people's feelings... [sorry *you]. and well.. i have been a little more outgoing... and.. much more thick skinned and ego.. haha... believe me Deborah. i wasn't like that last year. [..maybe.. or do my p6 friends have anything to say?]. and maybe... becuase of everything that i've happened, i have matured, and become more jian qiang[?] and..obtimistic. i have also started to bother about stuff...like.. yar. stuff. and my appearance. changed?no? [fatter yes] like.. i bother to push my glasses up. less pimples [still alot though] brushed my hair properly, no bird's nest, clean my glasses daily.. etc... wow. i must have been really gross last year.. *shudders* yep. of course, this is the first time i'm actually doing reflections, and making new year resolutions. so.. poeple reading my blog.. don't laugh at me hor.

Happy Moments
of course, this year had many many happy moments. which was what help me to lived on. [haha.. i wasn't planning on killing myself though] yep. to think of it.. just going to school everyday, spending time with my friends and talking to them was a happy moment. finally making freinds with the people in my cell... esp belle joy... [cos i'm closest to her now] yep. and of course, going for the baptism classes, and finally getting baptised [after finally deciding to forget about waiting until a baptism date falls on 9th april so i can be like Dicky] of course, the many many Dicky shows and news about him. of course. getting all my Dicky Cheung vcds, my swatch watch, etc... and... doing well for the exams and test [though that was few] yep. and all the evan crap. haha... fun irritating people you know!!

unhappy moments
somthing i don't want to think about... so shan't really type much. all the falures i've experiences. in test..and everything/ though they have helped to shape my charecter, it wasn't nice while it lasted. [though for a person like me... it doesn't last very long...] losing my wallet. getting scolded. missing my Dicky shows... etc..

changes to make [new year resolutions]
most importently, to love God more and grow closer to him. start doing qt daily, on top of my bsf homework .concertrate on my bsf hw too. and ask God what he wants to tell me and stuff. apply what i have learnt. talk to God more. love him. be more like him. yep. then.. study harder. pay attention during lessons. do my hw. [all of them]. be a nicer person. don't be late anymore [esp. meeting belle joy] and.. yep. thats all i can think of. oh yes!! save lots and lots of money. diet.

oh yes. found out my class. 2gy with jing xuan and zhi ying.
and evan came back today.

arggh!!!!!1 why do my post alwayss diassapear?
nvm. everyting shall be in point form.

very tired. slept on the bus ride home.
journey there was bad.
missed 171.
waited.
alighted at where i lost my wallet to wait for 14.
bus took reallly long to come [other buses came 3rice]
met a mad man on the bus.
he was mumbling rubbish.
in some unkwon langauge.
to himself
could only make out die and father.
met my auntie.
brought us to eat nice food.
yumyumyumyum
beef noodles, chin chow and char kuey tiao.
fatfatfat
fat
fat
fat
went shopping.
tired.
had more chocolate after dinner.
fatfatfat

K. Today was fun filled and activity packed. yep. but i want to start with last night. yep. stayed up to watch edison chen. yep. and he was cute!! yay!! so.. yar.. drool... well.. it was a dumb show actually. but..nvm... then the female lead. was like.. some nobody.. and yar!! soo jealous!! [well.. my sister was.] yar.. the while i was watching.. [and staring at his face] out of the corner of my eye, at the bottem of the screen saw the words " zhang wei jian" and i was like... Dicky Cheung??? then faster look... but too late lor.. so like. sit there. glued to the tv. cannot leave during advertisments. then finally... saw it. yes. 8. phew manz... saw the advertisment for the show.. then look like him but not sure. show only half the face.. somemore soo fast. thank God i caught it manz!! :D

k. today now. woke up quite late.. the rushrush.. to buy my shoes. then go popular. then ntuc. and in the end.. i was late for church. i think belle joy is quite pissed with me.. 'cos i'm always late. and i really mean always. :( but shw was very nice lar.. didin't really say anything except "hurry up!! the games are starting!!" so.. phew... shes sooo nice!! .but i feel so bad lor. :( yep. so on the way uo she was like.. you know yr cousin was like hey... Su-Min is coming to chursh with you today ah?" and i was like.. yar! how you know? and she was like shes my cousin leh!!! haha..

then after that.. sat down there. then junxu came and said hi [hes not pissed right!?] and belle joy was like. see!! told you everyone remembers you!! and i was like.. hes my cousin!! haha... my and my cousins..

yep. then that uncle henry person was like.. oh.. i see a new face. whats your name? Su-Min. then a few epople turned their head swith like.. huh? look on their faces. so..yay!! maybe they remember me!! :D but.. shirylin wasn't there lor. P( so sad.. looking for her leh.. :(

yep. so like that lar... the teacher [who taught me] remember me lor.. they wre like.. hi! welcome back! [then talking to belly joy] you managed to persuade her to come back ah? then they asked me if i was comiong back. and i was like no.. felt soooo bad saying that lor!! but yar.. i'm not so free.. can't go church twice a week. unless its the hols lar... but well.. this is just a visit... you know..

yep. then went to east coast. quite a far journey. belle joy's father send. [thx :)] yep. i think hes nice lor... yep. then belle joy was talking about evan to me... and she was like.. ask zoe to piss evan off more.... and i was like.. er... evan doesn't hate me enought ah? and she was like... no! evan doesn't hate you! he sadi ready... he likes you as a fren! you know... remember.. he said in the sms that he likes most girls as frens.. except for ****, becuase she is soo rude. wah lao!! i think that was damn mean of him lor!! like. er... is he very polite? and somemore **** is very nice lor... well.. i think so lar... just that shes like.. sort of.. more mature... so don't really go and talk to her [but i do lar] but shes nice lor!! ... yar anyway... he was like.. most girls... and i'm quite sure he hates me.. unless she asked what about Su-Min.. like she did for ****.

yep. so belle joy's nicenice father dropped us off at macs. but it wasn't the meeting point!!! we were like.. ok! macs.. look for them. then cannot find!!! so like... call... then.. must go to the bbq pit. wah lao!! had to walk all the way there!! it was like.. sooo super far lor!! not even at bbq pit 27. and outrs was 11!! like.. really. supeer far. so we were like.. talking lor.. and i was like.. i want a bike!! then started talking about rollar blading... then topic moves to evan[ not my fault!!] and belle joy said that he plays golf. and is damnn good at kit. wah lao1!!! so rish for what!!! somemore his stupid p3 bro is getting a phone. samsung sth.. "better than mine k!" said evan. hey!! i'm sec 1!!! i don't have a phone. sigh.

and my stupid post just dissapeared. blogger sucks. :( yar anyway. yep. so went there lor. first place i went to was the beach. sigh.. i love the beach! like.. the waves splashing onto the sand, the foam, the sound of the.. the feeling of it when the water splashes your leg.. yar. everything lar.. including everyone [including me] screaming. :) yep. then had the bbq. i didn't really help though *blushes* yep. and auntie honey brought her baby [catlin] shes soooo omg cuteee!!! like yar. she kept looking at me and smiling. then everyone says she likes me!! aww.... :D yep. shes really really cute lor. was doing a mixture between "twinkie twinkle little star" and clapping. to me leh!! soo cutee!!

yep. then had the bbq. food was nice lar. then my father suddenly turned up at 7. i was like? huh? soo early? then they were sooo nice lor!!! let me stay longer. went alll the way home leh!! sooo far somemore. *muackies to my darling parents:)* yep. then went to the beach again when it was dark. it was soo nice lor!! b ut pity i missed the sunset :( yep. maybe we were facing the wrong side lar.. 'cos i didn't see the sun. ok... yar. the beach at night was really nice. 'cos you could see buildings really far away. like.. really small. but like.. lights lar. you know.. yar. yar.. so stood there lor. nice.. waves. then a big one came and i was like.. oh no.. what if i get my phone wet? so like.. took it out of my pocket and held it up. then after awhile one wave came, that wet my shorts. so like.. er... lucky i took it out. then gave the pgone to someone to help me take care. like wow. i think its really God who gave me the wisdom. 'cos i really really big wave came, that wet my shirt lor!! so like k.. thank God. :) yep. the had fun playing/ started kicking water. then the boys follow. then they got scolded [ahaha] then we [belle joy and I] kicked at the boys, they the boys also kick. then kicked into belle joy's eye. [ow!!] yep. so they got scolded again. haha. too bad.

yep. then we went back to clear up.. then started chatting. then after auntie honey left, tab started throwing ice at this boy [collin] yep. then cheryl started throwing also. then colin startd throwing at the two of them. then cheryl grabbed the ice box and started throwing. so belle joy and me joined in. haha... then i was like.. splash the water at him!! so she started to empty the ice bags..etc.. but when she wantedf to splash him? ended getting herself all wet. haha.. nvm lar. then my darling father came.. so.. went home lor...


oh yes. then during church right.. belle joy was showing me her fone. like. the namelist. 'cosn she decorated some of the names. like Ñ for n.. that kind of thing lar.. so she was like.. "this one decorative, this one not.. this one decorative" etc.. then when she reached my name she was like look ah! look ah!! this one decorative. decorative ah!! lol.. so funny lor..

yoz!! its me again!! and guess what??? its.. blogging time!! *ignores everyone's sigh and groans*

yep... today.. nth much happened lar. went to church lor.. sat with belle joy and ruth and adeline as usual. yep. and belle joy gave me a christmas prezzie.. aww.. how sweettttt. yar ok.. anyway. i went to church late lar..well. later. so had to like.. squeeze into the row. and 'cos i was wearing hipsters, everytime i bend down can see my back. then there were boys sitting behind. so went i squeezed past ruth.. she pulled my shirt down. then i walked past belle joy.. she pulled my shirt down also. actually... its just my back. whats the big deal. not like anyone's looking!!

yar anyway... nice songs during worship. knew most of them... yay. yep. then jon lo was sitting behind me lar.. then kept kicking my chair. so irritating!! then eveytime I turned around he look like so innocent like that... k lar... i knpw he didn't do it on purpose. but still!! its irritating right!?

yar.. then belle joy and ruth wrote this funny love story. haha.. damn lame. heh.

yar.. then had the letter thingy for nicolette. then i left it on my chair 'cos we had to stand up and pray. then he read it lar. and was like.. Su-minnnn!! hey!! not my fault you read my letter right!!! ..and i can't think of whats wrong with it still. haha.. i'm slow.

yep. and my cousin reads my blog!! and you remember the post where i talked about him?? ..the christmas thing? yar!! and he read it!!! omg!! *blushes deeply* lucky he didn't really say much... heh.

SIGH.

just finished talking on the fone with belle joy.. kinda weird... don't really chat with her on the phone. chatted until her father scold her. heh. felt so bad.. haha.

dear sister.

k lar.. nth much happened today. got anothetr christmas prezzie. mr and mrs country pumpkin... thats gloria and isaac.. ahaha...

missed ji xiang ru yi. taped it though.

saw the Dicky- merry chirstmas thingy. sounded to like like.. lelelala. wo shi ji ziang ru yi de Dicky Zhang wei jian. well.. maybe i was too busy staring at his face?

yep. off to watch qiu tian de tong hua. taixi is cute.. yes *sighs* i admit. :(

kk. free now. so can give you a detailed descrpition of my christmas.

start from the Jtw k? k.. the vcds were my present too btw. yep. watched 2 ep.s the spider spirit one. Nice. [duh?] it was the part where en en falls for swk. and the chicken spirit [ji jing] pretends to be swk and tells enen that he loves her. 'cos its en en's greatest wish. soo sweet!!!

yar anyway. people started coming lor. then had lunch. turkey, ham, sushi, baked rice, potato sth.. chocolate. etc. lovely. :) and talked to my cousins lor. siyu and deborah started telling us about their church and church camps lor.. sounds fun. then my sister and I just sat there and keep quiet.. 'cos we both don't attend the camps and mission trips. heh.

yep. then we went to watch tv lor. and my cousin was there playing with emay[my brother's gf] and we were all so amused.

went to eat somemore. look at photographs.eat. more chocolate. then went upstairs. Lord of the rings!! two towers]. yay.. aragorn was soo cool!! and legolas too i suppose. when he was sliding down the stairs... haha. so.. finished the movie. and went on to "the making off" so nice. apprantly during the running scenes, aragorn had a broken toe, legolas a broken rib and gimly[dunno how to spell] a dislocated knee. thats mad lor!! like yar... mad!! yar! and the toe was gross. yuk.

k. so while watching. we started to open prezzies lor. that was like.. around nine. yep. actually we only had to prezzies to open. from aunties. yep. and i got my wallet. and i was like.. i got a wallet!! i got a wallet!! yay!! i'm so happy!! i got a wallet!! and my sister was like.. yar yar yar.. shh!!!!

yep. so after watching.. we went down and i was like.. i got a wallet!! etc... and my mother was like. your brother gave you a wallet too! and oh! 2 wallets!! and a $35 one too! fropm my brother. how nice off him :) i was so touched. :) yep. so opened that. and now i'm in a dilemma. which one to use?? k. the wallet that my brother gave me was black. leather. quicksliver. with lots and lots of compartments. then the one my auntie gave me was light blue. grey lining. and like... typical op wallet lar. and i dunno which one to use!!
went downstairs and ate the ice cream log cake. yum!! :D

forgot about a present yesterday. given to me in advance as well. in i totally didn't expect a present from her.

emay: the nice bracelet that she made herself. [ horrible!! i can't stand artistic people!!! yes. i jealous. ]
yep. thx!!:) sorry i forgot you.

My last post was incomplete. But this isn't a continuation. Just that I wanna thank everyone for the wonderful presents you all gave me. Cancelled lots of stuff from my wishlist! :D

My parents : the swatch watch and the op pencil case.
My Sister : the wonderful and expensive Journey to the West vcds and nice earrings.
My 2nd Sister : the wonderful DOMD 2000 vcds and the cross necklace :D
My brother : the nice quiksliver wallet :) I need one so badly.
Emay : the nice blue bracelet you made yourself :)
auntie : the nice op wallet :) i need one so badly.
auntie : the money. [money money money...]
2nd auntie : the er.. hook?
Adeline : the cross/ jesus keychain.

yep.. thats all for now... or all i can think off for now. except one. most imp
God for sending his son Jesus Christ. to die on the cross and wash away our sins. :D
yay...
yep. thats all for now.. unless i receive more prezies.. later.. (:

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

hope you enjoyed your chtistmas as much as I did!.. my christmas was not exactly very christmassy... but still. nice.

k. woke up at 11 as usual. then went downstairs and helped abit with the cards. then watched jtw 1 wonderful!! and everyone started coming. so waited until the show finish... then ran off to change lor.

yep. then christmas lunch, yumyum. and talk to cuzzies lor.. too bad sharon wasn't here :( k. very nice food lar. chocolate and stuff.

k. then watched abit of tv. then went up and watched lotr yay!!! until almost ten
then open prezzies lor.
dun feel like typing
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hi!! just wanna wish everyone an early merry christmas. Merry Christmas! And God bless. and er.. do remembet the true meaning of christmas.. it not just about presents. :) wow.. feel so.. "holy" hah.. to bad i'm far from it. nvm.. work harder...

yep. just came back from church. "Darkest Before Dawn" musical. ok lar... though my sister found it like.. horrible. nvm lar... nth new... [heh. dun kill me... you lovvve me!!!]

yep. watched it with belle joy and her malaysian group. ..thoughi sat with belle joy "i want to sit with Su-Min!" aww.. thats sweet! :) but we sat on top though. couldn't find good places. or actually... places. so. kinda blocked ontop.. [as there were people sitting ont he stairs] but could see lar. and apparently my father went to sleep. 'cos he was blocked and was fed up. well, lets just be thankful he didn't go for the 11.30 service.

yep. the rest of the day was boring lar. and erm. what else? oh!! watched swk. yep. the zhi zhu jing one. quite nice... yep. go Dicky!! :)

yay!! finally changed my blog template. nice? yar. i think so too.

gloria woke me up early in the morning. called me. chatted for a while.. then she had to go. yep. then... cheryl bought me a christmas present... but i didn't buy her. how? nvm... get her some earrings... what about the nice ones i've been eyeing? the other nice one went to gloria... so sad... she doesn't read my blog so safe to say... it was a fork and a spoon... arggh!! i want it!!

basically stayed at home the whole day lor... watched two eps. or jtw. boring ep.s ... sigh... can't i even enjoy my swk in peace? its all that stupid monk's fault. :(

watched ji xiang ru yi and tuo qiang shi jie 3. darren lim is a bad man. the situ gong zi. and Dicky is ...cute as usual. but that ji xiang doesn't like him. humph.. mei yan guang... but nvm.. see what happens in the future..or more like.. she will fall for him soon. yep.. ying zi... maggie is a bitch lar... but hah! shes dying soon... muhahaha.. k. so mean. sigh.

Better than life

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in your arms
And never let me go

You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you

Glory

Verse 1:
Great is the Lord
God almighty
great is the Lord on high
The train of His robe
fills the temple
and we cry out
highest praise

Pre-Chorus:
Glory to the risen king
glory to the Son
glorious Son

Chorus:
Lift up your hands
open the doors
let the king
of glory come in
and forever be our God

Verse 2:
Holy is the Lord
God almighty
holy is the Lord on high
let all the earth
bow before you
and crown You Lord of all

God is great

All creation cries to you
Worshipping in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful one Jesus Christ God's son

All Creation gives you praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns for eternity

God is great and his praise fills the earth fills the heavens and
your name will be praise through all the world
God is great sing his praise all the earth all the heavens
'cause were living for the Glory of your name The Glory of your name

All to you Oh God we bring Jesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us that all may hear and all may see

Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings (x4)

everyday

What to say Lord
It's You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much You mean to me now that
You have saved me Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday Lord I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me
In every single step I take
That everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, It's You I'll live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord

It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday

Went to orchard road with my mum. Didn't accomplish anything though. yep. but ate nice kaya toast. yum...

yep. bouth the lollipops. and gloria's earings. omg.. i want them!! ..one of them lar. it was a fork and spoon. arggh!! i want it!! then there was another ione.. lock and key. didn't buy that for her though. yep. such a pity i can't wear *that type of earing.. no fair!!!

k.. what else.. came home lor.. watched ji xiang ru yiiii!! yay.. and ying zi!! yep. then there was the joshua ang thingy... yep. the girl won lor.. ming hui sth... yep. i was hoping f1 would win.. shes cute. but nvm lar.. not kim wakerman can ready lar... eeeeee!!!

k.. forgot what i was going to blog about. nvm..

k. went to zoe's church. super malu... 'cos everyone kept saying hi and i was like.. er.... uh huh. so friendly for what.... sigh... crap.

er.. yep. then played games. had to do both! first was the pass the pokey stick thingy.. kinda like.. xing ren gan da kao yen. like.. yar.. pass with yr mouth.. everytime you pass you have to take a bite. i dont even know the people. so was... weird. then later zoe ask if i remember this guy..and i was like who? the guy who you passed the pokey stick to? haha. i didnt remember. so stupid.



next was the zhong ji mi ma thingy. then loser had to eat this digusting thingy. actually mine was ok lar... but i dont eat mustard!!!!!!!!!! gross. then after me was adam. ...he lost lar.. ahaha.... his thing was a disgusting green. then he had to eat last one with the most disgusting green stuff on it. then he ran of. and they were like.. adam!! eat lar!! then he went back and was going to eat it. then he saw it and was like... yuk! then he ran off. yep. then the person showed us the thingy. yes. mustard is good. yar.. in the end he scraped off the disgusting thingy (dunno if i can call it sauce) and ate it. yuk.

then walk up and down and up and down .. played uno.. etc.. then followed zoe home.. go bowl. she treated me!!! so nice!! gloria will be so jealous!! yep. my bowling sucks.. played 2 games... first game.. wah.. front so gd.. like.. 7.. 8.. spare.. then towards the end keep getting gutter-ball. so my "highest score ever" was ruined. then 2nd game.. the other way round. just no spare..

yep. then went to zoe's house. prankcalled ALOT. won't say who.. though they don't read my blog.. they are to find out somohow... :P

yep. then borowed zoe's hillsong cds. went home lor... yay.. so fun.

watched lotr today and it was so.. omg!! like.. ahh!!! so nice!!! i wanna watch it again!! like.. in the beginning i was like.. yawn.. i wanna sleep... then after that was wide awake. yep. aragon was cool. legolas was monkey. :P when he climbed up the elephant. ok... don't kill me. :)
yep... what elose... cried during the movie lor... but only cried once.. then my eye tired. heh. like.. wanna cry but then no tears... :P not like my sister... kept crying throughout. lol.

yar.. what else.. pop corn was gd. ate like... more than half of it :P coke and zapple tasted funny... sigh... back to the movie. yep. dunno what to say... i wanna watch it again. :( won't go into detail 'cos i need to go and bath soon.

yep. then had kfc. ponned tuition.. again. came home. yep. then zoe called. chatted with her for like.. an hour? yep. and found out that i could use to fone on my bed. so comfy!! :D yep. then went to sleep. woke up at like.. 8 ?

yay!! just found out that Dicky isn't getting married nexy year after all!! and hes coming to singapore next year jan. yay!! the world is so beautiful... the air is so fresh!! lala.. :D

haven't blog for 2 days already... 'cos my neice came to visit. she is now bugging me to play lotto with her. which means my blogging session is interupted. SIGH. brb...

Cops were after the Happy Star:

Hong kong tv star Dicky cheung came close to not completing his new drama series Happy and lucky.
"I was Filming in Hengdian in China one day when the gong an (police) came and asked to see me, “ said the youthful-looking 38-year-old in Mandarin.
“I thought, ‘what’s wrong? I didn’t visit any prostitutes’,” he said with a cheeky smile.
The Chinese police, having read reports that Cheung may have contracted Sars during the filming of the series earlier this year, had decided to pay him a visit.
But all that Cheung had was the flu, so the misunderstanding was cleared up, the and filming resumed soon after.
The actor was in town last Friday to promote the period comedy drama, which I a co-production between the Media-works’ channel U and Chinese Entertainment International, a Hong Kong-based production company.
Channel U co-stars Gou Liang and Darren Lim were also at the press conference held at the China Club.
While they said they found it difficult to act with Cheung – “He keeps making me laugh”, Lim complained jokingly—the Hong Kong television veteran had nothing but praise for the two.
“Gou Liang is a very strong partner to act with, “ said Cheung. “He is very articulate, and rarely flubs his lines.”
Describing Lim as a “charismatic villain”, he said , “ His portrayal of his character is different from how people would normally approach it. He was a dignified villain. “
In Happy and Lucky, Cheung again plays a comic role – the sole mail heir of a rich family who champions monogamy at a time when concubines are standard issue.
As fate would have it, he falls in love with two women, Ji xiang and Ru Yi and marries them both.
He also has to contend with a government official who is bent on revenge against them.
Of Singapore, Cheung said, “ it’s a place I wouldn’t mind settling down in future, when I’m not so busy.”
But will he be settling down any time soon?
With a smile, he replied, “ I’m thinking about it.”


Heh. Hope he decides to settle down here. :P

sigh.. don't feel like bloggin today. Dicky Cheung was in the newspapers. my mother woke me up and ten to tell me that. and i like... shot out of bed at once.. of couse.. i went back to sleep after reading the article and woke up again at one. heh.

yep... ying zhi is soo cute and funny. of course... dicky is muuch much better. watched ji xiang ru yi today. nice. but not enough Dicky. :( and i don't like esther kwuan. blar.. yep. but he was still funny and smart and cute... as always!!

btw.. anyone can send me the following songs : word, God is great, History Maker, beautiful, better than life.. and all the other songs we sang at the confrence.. thx :)

yay!!! its blogging time!! *yawns*

yep. went out with my family (except father) for lunch. yumyum. yep. first... went with my mother and sister to buy me slippers. like.. all not nice? ..but needed it quite badly.. so in the end went to heren to get the not-very-nice-but-still-quite-nice one. yep. its pinkish. and to me its quite nice. so i don't care what the rest of the world thinks. so there!

yep. then met my bro and siser at crystal jade kitchen for lunch. and omg... yum. like.. ha gao.. siew mai.. cha shao bso. and ma po sth to fu, and er... stuff. all just as delicious and mouth watering as each other. and mog.. my mouth water... stomach growling. arggh... anyway.. it was wonderful lar. yep.

then went to cold storage. blar. then bought brownies. yep. went home.

then.. watched Dicky Cheung. yum like.. the end if fang shi yu and future cops. *he rocks man!! can't wait for tomorrow!!
ji xiang ru yi!!

History Maker

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break; Kings and Queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it,
I'm living for you

Is it true today, that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise and the blind set free
Yes, it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a History Maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well, it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Chorus (x2)

Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms

woke up super early this morning to go to church. surprisingly, managed to wake up. yep. worship leader was jared. supposedly very good. but arggh... i miss the fever 100 worship team. so fun.... anyway. yep... felt really sleepy during church. should have gone for the sat service. yep.. after church.. saw nicolette. the cambodia team is back btw. yep... wonder when belle joy and the rest will come back. speaking of which. my bro is coming to singapore today. and yes, Dicky is going back to hk. *super huge sigh*

yep... had duck kuey tiao for breakfast/lunch. yep..then went home and slept. well... ate the duck kuey tiao first actually. but yers. slept.

sister woke me up by telling me we would be going to ikea. yep. so went. bought my clips. then walked around for quite long. ate the chicken wings and a little cake. yum. yumyumyum. it was chocolate btw... [hannah, cheryl and nic if you happen to be reading my bog ]. yep.. then walked around somemore. was starting to miss home when we reached the plants section.bought belle joy her cactus. sooo cute!! but the parsar malam one was sooo much cuter!! sigh.. nvm lar. yep... found out that the thorns are furry and not sharp!! :P

yep. this i must say. about irritating inconsiderate singaporeans. i must say that i'm not the perfect girl and role model. but oh well... lets just say if i'm bad, those people deserve to be shot. [yes. that bad]. yep. first we were standing there at the shop outside ikea. like.. next to the thing seeling food. like..the nice ice cream? yep. i and wasn't even blocking the way k. then this stupid irritating woman like pushed my bag quite hard and just walked past didn't even say sorry lor! whats her problem? no mouth ah? even if i'm blocking the way can just say excuss me right? or at least make a sound of obvious displease like my sister did. wah lao! think you old very great ah? my grandmother older than you k!

then the other time was when i was queueing to pay lar. like.. i was stroking my cactus. then this stupid woman suddenly jerk her hand my and pushed my hand, the one which was stroking the cactus. and like.. even though its not pain if you touch it its pain if the lijke.. press on it right. and i like like "ow!" then that stupid woman still dare to turn around and look at me like what... never even say sorry leh! ****** ***** lar! then there was a thorn stuck to my finger and my sister had to pluck it out for me. humph. stupid *****. then i was telling my sister to say "singaporeans are just so rude" super loud. and she said it.. not *that loud. but i'm sure the woman heard lar. then my sister was like.. you not singaporean ah? and i was like.. erm.... then she was like.. no.. you should say *raises voice* "some singaporeans are just soo rude!" yep. think she heard. hope she heard. but yes. i'm not angry.

k..thats all for now. belle joyis back... i think.will sms her tomorrow. and my brother is coming soon. sigh... think any of them met Dicky in the air port? :P

didn't go to church today. going tomorrow morning. *yawn* anyway.. I missed it. k. no more talking about it. stay happy. yes. i'm happy.

*plasters a big smile on face* yep... now for the joke of the day... week... month... year... centery.. milliunium... Zoe thinks **** is cute!!! wahahahaha... kk.. better not say the name. zoe will slaughter me. wahahahaha... but don't worry zoe. i'll let you see *him on 31st dec if i can. yep... so make sure you don't miss it!!! :P

i'm currently suffering from major depression. Dicky is in singapore! and yet i won't get to see him! sigh... so near yet so far... :(

sigh.. feel like puking. dunno why. anyway.. crap no mood to type. bye.

Sigh.. My posts do not appear. And that lack of tags isn't very encouraging too.

I realise, I don't have patience. patience is a vitue. and is what needing for jigzaw puzzles. thats why.. *** might not be getting her christmas prezie this year. sad right... BUT my wnderful sister saved the day. so she might be getting her present after all!!

saw the advertisment for the imm thingy. heard my heart breaking into a million pieces.

Su-Min would like to once again remind you not to mention Dicky to her. it breaks her heart. :(

sigh.. i'm really depressed now... :( Dickys coming to singapore and i think i won't get to see him :( really really sad lor... :( so if nay of you have to time. please go to imm this sat at 3. get his autograph for me aqnd tell him about me. thx.

wait... i wom't give up!!! PRAY AND TRUST GOD!! Hes going to help me see Dicky!!

Dear Lord,

As you know, Dicky Cheung is coming to singapore this fri. and he will be in imm on sat at 3. Lord, i pray that you will let me see him, as its my greatest wish. i know that it is hard.. but nth is impossible for you. Thank you Lord!
in Jesus' name i pray, amen!

yay!! done!! now all i have to do is trust Him and wait for a miracle!! yay.... *sings 'i walk by faith"

yeppie... feel much better now.. thank God :D

i'm [still] listening to Dicky Cheung. and omg.. i just realisedhow much i miss him!! like.. his beautiful voice...and everything! like.. i was singing at first.. then i heard his voice and realised how much i miss it! So i like.. forced myself to stop singing... and i am now sitting here quietly listening to him. sigh... i soo love him!! any feelings of him that has dissapeared is now back. ohh Dicky!!!!!

Sigh.. Yesterday's post didn't come out. Don't know why.. nevermind, nothing happened yesterday anyway! yeppie.. Don't know why I'm typing this too. Maybe 'cos i'm bored. yeppie.. Listening to "xin tu" know. Lovely song. Lovely voice. Lovely singing. But most of all. Lovely... Singer!!! Don't you love him the most? *muax!!* *envelopes Dicky with kisses* *Dicky ermerges 2 mins later full of lip stick marks on his face* er.. ok.... i'm abit mad...

ok.. Taking quizzes as well... As you can see. i'm soo innocent... child's kiss.... ok. anyway.. just finishing enjoying 2 wonderful ep.s of jtw1. so i'm bored now. sigh...

yepyep... the song has just changed. "shen ti jian kang" gloria's fav song. ..from this album lar. mines "xin tu" .but the "shen ti jian kang" mtv damn sad... cried when I watched it. ..and heard that it was very xing ku to film it to... sigh...poor Dicky... i'm pretty stupid... i just realised that if i blog and take quizzes.... i can't post to quiz on... unless i wait and ..yar... or what? nvm.. i'll think of sth! ok.. just did. opened another window :)

ok.. back to swk. [omg... Dicky really sings damn well!!] yep.. finally got over the crap of the stupid monk taking in disciples[disciple!! ahh!! :P]. ok lar... not crap.. but its really boring!! (defination of boring :no Dicky/sun wu kong) sigh.. i miss the qi tian da sheng sun wu kong monk... cuter :P not so irritating and usless... ok.. anyway... the first trial and the "meng mo" one. and..quite boring.. 'cos very little Dicky. sigh.. theres going to be this damn sad part where swk nearly dies. but.. not there yet lar... will save my tears for later..

ok.. finish 2 songs... xu xu shi shi. now onto gu du bu ku. sigh.. i'm just typing crap arn't I? just trying to past time. but..what to do? i don't feel like writing my story. sort of given up ready. ..don't feel like thinking and no ones reads it anyway. ..not that anyone actually READS my blog... but... i don't really have to thik when i write this soo...

hmm.. should i give you a little of joseph's crap??? what about this? DICKY CHEUNG RULEZ 4EVA and so do I yay!!! Dicky(and I) rule forever and ever and ever and ever.... muhahaha!!! er... relax... k..wait.. nice song coming up... *sings* ..too low...

k.. don't feel like taking quizzes anymore... busy singing... SHHH!!!

today sems really boring.. compared to the last four days. sigh.. miss my church :( ok.. i'll be going tomorrow... but thats different. the worship team will be different [:(] the speaker will be different and everything will be different... sigh... the conference was so super fun!! why did it have to end? well.. yes.. the people HAVE to go for theirmission trips.. but still! :P

ok... actually today wasn't really THAT boring.. just that its er.. more boring than yesterday?..i dunno.. like.. when you come back from a holiday and have a fun day.. but you rather be overseas having a "funner" time? ok... i suck at this.. lets just get back to my day.

er..went to replace my ez link card (finally). so went to take pictures.. which was.. sucky.. 'cos i didn't smile properly and my eyes were soooo small[ ok.. smaller than small?] 'cos i haven't really wake up yet. but nvm.. at least it was nicer than the last one which totally sucked then my mother and sister came.. and we went for lunch at this weird place. had mee pok which was really nice :) ..but i didn't finish it... dunno maybe.. maybe it was becuase of the freaky cat which was staring at me.. it was like.. staring straight at me... and i stared back.. and i still stared. then i looked away and look back... and it was still staring at me.. happened a few times..then i loked away for a longer time.. and looked back and got a shocj k. it moved closer to me and will still staring!! arggh.. freaky! and i screamed then i got out of my chair and hid behind my sister.. then the cat went off :)

yep.. then went to artfriend and popular 'cos my sister wanted to buy stuff to make her christmas cards.. she wanted to be creative this year...

uh huh.. then went to Bouna Vista Mrt to get my card replaced. yes! my ez link card! finally@@ no more standing infront of the bus trying to explain to the bus driver why i don't have a card fumbling over chinese words! no more filling my wallet with coins jsut go to church! no more digging the wallet for 5 cents just to take the bus! i have my ez .link card!! k fine... i'm mad.... but i have a msg for everyone. i'm not cheena!!! ok.. but maybe i am.. but you don't all have to speak to me in chinese!! arggh!!!

erm.. came home.. watched 2 ep. of jtw!! ahh!! swk!!!! i love you!!! oh Dicky :)

hello... in a really good mood now.. church was damn fun... like.. i was starting to get in a "high" mood.. and we were likie screaming and cheering and laughing and singing at the end.. sooo fun!! but like... so sad its the last day lor... i would want to go everyday if i had the choice :)

ok.. lets start at the beginning of the day.. er.. nth happened at that time. just that i was desprately trying to contact belle joy.. but..couldn't lar and i was like.. how? do i go for dinner not? how?? in the end.. decided to be DAMN thick-skinned... and i sms-ed belle joy n said if you ddon't reply me i'm just going with you for dinner... and i went..so..hee :P now you all know that you must reply my sms-es or you might find yrself stuck with me for a few hours! [i will pity you but.. who cares?:P]

er... went to church. like.. sat there all alone..couldn't find belle joy... then tab came and i was like tab!! company!! so.. we accompanied each other for awhile... she was wating for i sister and i was like looking for belle joy... and like yar.. her sister turned up. ok... then tab invited me to join them if wanted to.. but belle joy called. yay!! company! so i like.. walked out of church... er evan!! :P then blar blar... finally found belle joy... waited with her then Joseph appeared erm.. full of crap again :P can't really remember everthing... but evan if i do.. erm.. you don't wanna know k. oh.. then i showed belle joy my Dicky pic.. and joseph took it and was like... hey! this is the wei xiao bao right?! yes! hes the one with 8 wives... "7!" 8 including you lar... ok... :P

erm.. then belle joy started sms-ing evan.. like.. what should i[her] eat? and he was like.. char kuey tiao!!! yay... comment intrest ;) ..but the stupid queue was soo damn long... so.. didn't know what to eat.. waited somemore. then belle joy[still sms-ing evan] was like.. Su-min.. do you have anything to say to evan? erm... Dicky rulez. and she typed "evan rulez" SIGH.. and he was like.. tell and thank you and er... haha... (this part will continue later). but oh.. his damn mean leh... erm.. maybe not so nice for me to post it here.... but ..yar. ok.. in the end.. bought hokkien mee. which turned out to be. nice! then went back to church..then belle joy's phone had no more battery so borrowed mine lor... [don't sms so much ah! this phone is my sister's] erm... then she sms-ed evan saying that she borrowed my phone and he was like.. how many phones or no.s does she have? this no. is different you gave me! hm...

then went downstairs... saw joseph and evan.. joseph was asking what the last nsg was and belle joy was saying lar.. then i saw evan was there so purposly say very loud to joseph "and i didn't say evan rulez! i said Dicky!" hope he heard... haha.. :P
then belle joy was like "she uses her sister's phone and her mother's phone and her father's phone..." "why can't she use her own phone?" [evan] sigh.. i want a hp!! uh huh... alot of crap lar... 'cos joseph was there... don't think i'll list every detail.. and i still have alot to say... :P talkative.. yes i am.

erm. in the santuary... couldn't find seats!! ..in the end had to sit near the boys.. right behind isaac... and in row infront of his was evan's. yep.. so gloria-ed abit.. then before offering belle joy spotted some seats.. like.. 3 rows in front.. and it wasn't taken!! then offering.... then sermon started ready.. the 3 of us ran to the frontto sit. DAMN XTRA!! anyway.. i was.. 1 row in front of evan and 2 seats away. then started copying notes.. and i flipped to the back and wrote "Dicky rulez" and belle joy took itand showed it to evan. hmph.. [oh yes.. 4got to mention... joseph was like.. can you like evan back not? you always talk about Dicky leh! when you like evan never talk about him so much.. haha
the worship was gd.. as usual. so sad.. its the last day!! arggh!! yar lar.. don't feel lke typing anymore..

don't really feel like blogging today... i don't likr jonathan lo:( [and isaac:(] er.. what else? church was fun.. i really really want to go for the day pne as well. too bad i didn't sign up :(

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erm.... woke up at like.. 8 for some strange reason. Hungry.:( so.. ate a nonya zang. nice :)

decided to get started with my jigzaw. Realised that i suck the puzzle iserm.. weird? like... same colours and everything.. kinda like my sister's one.. but easier. So.. gave up after a while. :(

Went into the living room. Ooh!!! what do i see? huh huh? My new Jtw1 VCds! ok! that made my day.so.. sat down.. decided to watch 1(just 1) disk. Debated between "the making of" or the first ep. choose the first ep. dunno why.. just kinda feel like watching... you really get to notice more and more stuff as you grow older... or er.. sth like that.. :S yep.. it was nice... jsut that not enough Dicky :(

yep.. then crap crap... went to church... saw evan... blar blar. queued at the char kuey tiao stall for like.. 20 mins? and went home bringing the wonderful aroma of char kuey tiao with me... one can never have enough of char kuey tiao... sigh.. i'm soo fat:( *poke*

yep.. thats all i think.. (still) muackies to my darling sister for buying me the JTW1 vcds :D

Finished watching DIF4. arggh!! its sooo sad!! Xu Fei is a jerk :( i hate him.:(