hm. happy early teachers day ! today was a pretty good day. save the fact i was dead tired. oh. and cramping throughout. stupid grapes


hm. so we had the aces day work out and the concert and zoe and i ran around the school and suffercated ourselves outside the staffroom to give the teachers their presents. haha. mrs tan told zoe and me we were muchmuch better the last few days. and keep it up ! haha. honestly i dont see a difference. but im glad she notice our. ahem. efforts.


after school went back to nanyang to meet my primary school friends. haha. i missed them. when i went only ying juang and yao ying were there. then the guys came to join us. haha. we were supposed to go shopping together. but then the guys changed their minds about going to sentosa and decided to join us. so we had an impromptu class gathering ! (: as usual we spent forever deciding where to go/what to do. and we ended up in [surprise surprise !] plaza sing to watch a movie./


hm. i swear all the teachers dont remember me. they're all like. delibrately daoing me i tell you. especially he lao shi. she asks everyone about ip except me. i mean even though its obvious i didnt go. she should still ask right !? haha.


thats about it i think. we went to pastamamina. wasted my 6.90. hruhur. and i wanted to save money ! shi min owes me ten bucks. (:


later we spilt before the movie and the girls went to macs to sit and gossip. haha. how interesting, (: according to weilin the next time i see her/them will be next year. hm. i'll miss you (: haha.

oh yay im done with the teachers day presents ! hahaha. my debut batch of cookies. oh wow. [the marshmellow ones dont count dont they dont taste like cookies. :/] haha. i think its not bad. in fact, i think its damn nice. whoever didnt eat it is missing out ! hahaha/


i have to finish my chinese worksheet like. now. [it was supposed to be due today] but i refuse to do it. because when they ask for the main charecter or journey to the west, i have to put tang seng. its freaking sun wu kong la !

maybe if i come online now i'll not use the computer tonight? then hopefully i'll be feeling better and be able to study. gr. i feel like a dried up mango. this moods just stopping me from studying/doing anything productive. gr./

hello ! hahaha im in a good mood! church was soo good. i walked out of it all smiley and happy. (:


haha. when we walked in the worship team were still setting up the place. there were carpets all over the floors, and this weird board-like thing draped with carpets. then the keyboard was at the centre of the stage. and there was acostic[however you spell it] guiter and a teeny drumset[although there were only two drums] and chairs for the backup singers. turns out they wanted to strip evrything down to the basics so we could really focus on God. haha it really worked! [i'll come back to this later. chronological order huhh.]
so afet we took off out shoes and prayed, pastor bee told us to walk around the room and pray for God prescence. at first i was praying a little, and looking around, but towards the end, i really felt God's prescence ! haha it was pretty amazing. then we had worship. hm. it was pretty short. so then we had sermon and went up for more worship. during that time i got pretty depressed. becuase it seemed like everyone was crying and hearing God's voice, but i just felt nothing ! and i didnt understand why ! so i just continued worshipping and prayed somemore. then pastor glenn came and spoke about faith. and how we should believe that Gods with us as is listening every though we dont really feel it. [well. sth like that.] so then i went up for prayer [for those who had problems seeking God] and it was pretty touching. haha. i mean the girl would pray in tongues, then in english, then in tongues again. and everything she said was so true ! it was like. she knew everything i needed and wanted. then halfway through she stopped for awhile. and told me that God was saying Hes just right in front of me. and waiting for me to go into His arms. and hes always there do me and willing to listen to whatever i say and answer my prayers [haha i cant remember exactly. but its more or less like that.] haha at that time i was just soo touched ! it was like all my emotions were swirling around and I cried two drops or tears. hahaha. im just not used to crying in public. but. oh wells. its just indescribable. haha.


isnt God just soso amazing. its like ive been looking all over and He was just right there waiting patiently. i guess i was just to blinded by everything else. haha. i'll try to have more focus from now on. (:


hm. i ate sososo much today ! haha. i had some cream bread to satisfy a sudden craving, and banana balls ! they are deeeeeelicious !


youlookedsogoodyoulookedsogoodyoulookedsososogood. (: hahaha .

ohoh i need to exercise! hahaha i think im menopausing. im eating too much! and its early menopause mind you. middle age.


my comps taking forever to load. and its just this particular site. which happens to the the one i want to see most. gr. its annoying.


haha i dont know what else to say. my blogs so dead i feel like stabbing it. it had english oral and it was weird. haha i had fifi.[ my sisters friends were astonded when you found out i called her by her proper name] which was. quite scary. i mean her face. :/ but she was pretty nice. haha. she appeared to be pretty interested in the convosation topic. i just hope i get high marks. (:

oh yay its finally thursday! not that i was particularly looking forward to thursday, but i managed to get a nice loong nap this afternoon. (: that makes me happy, provided im able to sleep tonight. preferbly at 11.30. oh sigh. sorry ive ive pissed you off during the last two days. i know im been horrible irritable/bad tempered/snappish/annoying. well. its just lack of sleep. haha. anything that concerns sleeping [or rather, less sleep] pisses me off. (:


hm i have new found repect for that emaths woman. i mean teacher. erm. mdm lee? haha. i think. i mean even though she cant pronounce english properly, shes actually pretty nice! haha. i shall be nicer and try harder during emaths. (:

went for amazing race and botenical gardens today. haha. it was a last minute decision. and i didnt even sign up! but since ting wei, kae ting and jing xuan, who were so in need of clever and sporty people, asked me so nicely. i said oh all right i'll join. (:


haha we won we won!we had second overall! haha that was like. unbelievable. so anyways. thats not the point. Mrs desilva brought he son with her today. he was sooo freaking cute! haha i was considering ditching youknowwho for him. but i decided nevermind. haha. you know irritating people keep seperating me and him!? haha. first i was like. next to him. but it was pretty far. so i went off for a while and i came back. obviously intending to go a little nearer right. then this girl suddenly appeared out of no where! then she just push my bottle away and sit! how can like that!? so then later she left. and my boy was happily next to me. then suddenly this whole bunch of 2pr girls came and started harassing him [apprantly they were told to!] so he just walked off and sat somewhere else. then they sat. eh! so mean la! then after that half of thyem left and he saw and came back and sat next to me. and it was like. so near? then the girls came back and chase him away and sit! eh!!!! my boy leh!
hahaha. from now on im gonna be super enthu during pe/contact time/pc. then she'll love me! (:

a normal me works well under pressure. but for maths it just turns out the total opposite! and that sucks. ive gotta do something about it.


for to the planet fitness place today. hahaha. body combats so fun! punchpunch kickkick. ha!

i finally exercised ! hahaha. after i dont know how long. [or maybe it was on friday?] was super motivated by mrs bowness's health talk today. so i decided to go running. of more like it made me realise how fat i am. hurhur.
i think theres something wrong with my situps. i either

1. am suddenly unablt to suck in, since i dont really feel anything
2. stopped being able to do sit ups.

i dont know whats wrong! am i using my neck muscle too much? i trying to use my stomach! but i just dont feel it! and after im done and i stretch i dont feel anything too! and if i've stop sucking in, im gonna get stupid blugy muscles above my fat. oh yes. heres a word of advice to other people out there. you might think that the cross trainer doesnt work yr stomach[while running does] and dont bother to stretch. the fact is that it works the muscles under yr belly! i found out today when i was stretching. so always remember to stretch there, or you'll turn out my my with the ugly bulgy muscles. "its like fa t but when you press it is hard" thats what kimbo says. to think i was wondering where it came from.

oh. this question came out in some physics worksheet. and here my answer!

question: your right eye is blue. but when you look into the mirror, yr left eye is blue. why is that so?

answer: if you right eye is blue, obviously your left eye is blue! would you expect a red eye? well.. unless you're wearing coloured contacts. [like who wears different colours on different eyes anyway].

i think i didnt study enough for chem. im worried by everytime i look at my notes i just wanna go do something else. maybe i should just go force myself later. i gotta stop all these. gr. im gonna hate it [later] but acoording to my mum, that according to my pastor[ who pastor glenn has been saying that is super cool. haha], it only takes 40days and you'll get used to it. fortry freaking days! if i not wrong, thats all there is to my EOYs. haha.


went to claypot laska at alexendra village. but it was sold out! ended up eating hokkien mee and zhimahu. which tasted all watery and gross.


hm. got this from the sonic edge site. or rather, forum.

CITY ALERT

It has come to our attention that a Rev. Apollo C. Quiboloy will be in Singapore on 2 October 2005 (Sunday). He will be holding the open meeting at the Singapore International Convention & Exhibition Centre Auditorium Suntec City.

We first came to hear of this man during one of our trips to Davao City in 2004. We heard from the local pastors about a man on television in Davao who was claiming to be the Son of God. Upon watching some of his programmes, our team saw an eloborate throne built for Rev. Apollo in the church and he was claiming that he was "the way, the truth, and the life." At the same time, he used many of the Lord's words and personalised it to himself, calling himself THE SON.

We are now alarmed to learn that he is coming to Singapore and felt it necessary to warn the churches and believers in this nation concerning his meetings.

Here are some examples of his claims that have been taken off his website:

When asked if he is Jesus Christ in the Gentile body, his reply was:-
"More than 2,000 years ago, Jesus Christ came in the flesh to testify to all that God can dwell in a human body, in the life of a man. It is here now. The life that lived in Israel before is now here. He is now using a Gentile body (referring to himself). If He was able to come to the Jewish people, He can also come to the Gentile people." John 5:23 says, "That all men should honor the Son, even as they honor the Father. He that honoreth not the Son honoreth not the Father which hath sent him."

Concerning his role as the Son of God, he said this:-
"The life of Jesus Christ is in me. If there will be another book that will be included in the Holy Scriptures, it will be the book of the fulfillment of the Old and the New Testament. This fulfillment happened in my life when God called me."

Here are several other statements that he has made:-
"This great opportunity of sharing to you the divine wisdom and revelations He has bestowed upon me as His Designated Son in these last days."

"Don't miss your visitation. Hearken unto the voice of the Father now as He speaks through his Son. Treasure each word and each moment for this privilege is graced only to those who are true children of God, chosen and handpicked by the Father to receive His revelation through His Son."

He also uses Scriptures such as John 3:35, 5:20, 7:18, and 8:18 to refer to himself, even though these Scriptures are unique to Christ alone, thus making himself equal to Christ and alluding to the idea that salvation is through him.

Our Lord Himself warned us in Matthew 24:24-26, that " ...false christs and false prophets will rise and show great signs and wonders to deceive, if possible, even the elect. See, I have told you beforehand. Therefore if they say to you, 'Look, He is in the desert!' do not go out; or 'Look, He is in the inner rooms!' do not believe it."

As shepherds and watchmen in this city, we need to warn our people concerning these meetings. They should be avoided because one cannot underestimate the power of deception. We are warned by the Lord Himself about these things, so let us not fall prey. You can check out his website at www.kingdomofjesuschrist.org.


Sincerely
Yang Tuck Yoong
Senior Pastor
Cornerstone Community Church

todays saturday again. (: I like saturdays! it just seems to be what i look forward to every week. that, and friday, and sunday. or sometimes thursdays. haha. tuesdays are fine i suppose. if theres no test on that day/the day after. especially the day after! haha. so basically i dont like mondays. haha. it just makes sat seem so far away!


hm. tamago and i were being like so anti social today! we sort of hid in a corner and gossiped. haha. then halfway belle joy came running to us. apprantly arie stepped on a kitten! haha we all ran to look. eh the kitten was sooo cute! but it was in pain. and its nose was bleeding. some person brought it to the vet. it hope it turns out fine! its just too cute to die like that.


worship today was good! haha. he played the guiter. and I stood right in front of him. hahaha. he just looks so cool! so when worship started i was staring at the screen, like its some picture of my tommy and i'll never get to see it again or sth, so that i could focus! haha. i mean who starts at the screen the whole time. i usually look down, or straight, or up. haha. but then i just couldnt let myself look right. and it worked! with just a few minor distractions, i managed to worship God. i hope he enjoyed it. i wasnt good, but i shall continue trying! (:


haha. today at the toilet ruth made me excited. it lasted for two seconds. then i realised she was bluffing. :/ ruth made me cookies! haha. i havent eaten it but im sure its deeeelicious! haha. i love ruth's cookies! [but i love ruth more. hahaha. <3]>

the sermon was really good. what jennifer preached applied to me directly. especially since i prayed about worship. for Him tot each me how to really worship. and not just stand there and sing. i think i learnt quite alot. haha. youth services becoming better and better. in terms of what i learn. haha. for some reason i seemed to feel God prescence.just there, all over. (:
haha jeffiners not bad! i mean as a preacher. apprantly its her first time, but shes quite funny. and somehow, just manages to make me listen. haha. teachers should learn from her. (:

today is was a veryvery bad day. well it totally sucked. then i decided to look at it from a different perspective, and it wasnt so bad after all! thats right! i stopped looking at the hole and saw the yummilicious, chocolate-coated doughnut! (:


thats about all that happened today. i wanted to say im getting soo sick of pickle ball. then i realised we're not playing it again! and the best thing is we're going to the weights room! the nice new shiny big weights room! hahaha. (:
actually i havent seen the new wights room yet. and i doubt its gonna be nice, new or shiny. but still, its gonna be fun fighting for a machine. haha. and we get to wear pe everyday of next week! so as much as i hate the uniform, it means i get to run everyday! or actually, choose the days i wanna run! (:


i think im never gonna make it in drama. [not that i want to.] i not only cant act, im unable to even display my own feelings to others! gr.

my quiet time thing today said that i should never ever "give in to consequences". that includes me accepting all my bad results! i relised thats probably why i havent been doing well all my life. its just that i suck and wont do well so theres no point studying attitude. either that or it will be i'll study and do my best but i know im not gonna do well. and thats bad! i have been accepting all my bad results and said its really good for what i am now. but it isnt! becuase when jesus died and rose again, he overcame death, and satan. and that inculdes failure. which brings me back to the verse everyones so familar with.

i can do all things through christ who gives me strength.

i mean. ive been knowing it forever, but it never occured to me to think of it this way. so now i believe in God. that He can do all things for me. and im gonna go and study physics [although i havent really started. and dont understand. hurhurhur] i know im gonna do well. simply becuase. (: Praise Him! (:

i think im beginning to get stressed up. all the work piling and the lack of time. then theres the end of years next month when i never understood my work. gr. i need proper planning. of time i mean. and i should be studying for ss. not wasting my comp in front of the comp writing a blog no one reads. oh wells.


went for BSF today. erm yay! hahaha. its the firstfirst time i did my work properly [ie. focus.], prayed, and did it in parts! hahaha. so as you can see my answers were not bad, since i prayed for wirsdom and to be taught. well they wernt good, but they were correct! it felt so nice to be called so many times and have all the answers and see that mrs tan person nodding her head. hahaha. i think i suck.


ohoh. and God answers prayers. (:


hm. i swear j*** hates me. haha. theres no way you can google that. and i think squash is getting funner. played doubles with vanassa and min kiong [and natalie] today. and we won we won! 2/3! hahaha. the last part just sucked. we had like. 5 points. :/


i had a boootiful dream last night. i dreamt of you. i was so happy but it made me all sad becuase i knew that it would never be true, and that i would wake up and find everything all gone. and i did. oh well. at least i was distracted by some other weird dream. it was like. my dad opened up me knee. and i could see the inside. and it was like. muscle. fat. bone. you could see how much of it was there. and it was scary cos someone wanted to cut it off or sth. hahaha. it was weird opening it. like my knee was some kinda ziploc bag. and it didnt hurt. (:

random.

well. you probably dont know this. but my titles random. so this post is only here becuase im rotting away becuase i cant do my maths. so. hm.















thats right! drool! it looks so gorgeous doesnt it! all the cheese, and the lovely tomato sauce!?
















haha. tough.






it was really good though. okok. enough of food. it'll prabably make you hungru and have supper and make you fat. :/







oh but this is for charissa. (:


















hahaha. (: okok fine. but dont you think im a better photographer? (: kidding.
oh i have to show you my boootiful bag. i mean. its obviously nicer than belle joy's. (:

so nice right!? (:

oh i wanted to post pictures of my new doderant. but its not appearing. well i sound sick. but its really pretty! and it smells good too! hahaha. (:

intented to spend the entire afternoon today mugging up ss. but i just wasnt in the right mood. gr. ended up slacking around and just reading through. hope i'll remember something. oh. but then hope is a faithy word. so since i hope theres hope? hahaha. am i even making sense? well. i kinda am. to myself. (: trusting the Lord right? after all i prayed. and i tried.


played badminton with my sister. i trashed her i sucked! so now i can played neither squash, badminton, or tennis [i never could] .hahaha. heck. or pickle ball! what a loser. (:


i dont dare to weight myself anymore! im afriad the weighing scales will just explode. and the triple chocolate muffins are sooooooooo nice! hahahaha. random. (:

today was rather exciting. not excitingexciting, but exciting, i wasnt at home exciting. hahaha. thats how sad my life is.


went to help out in open house. it was boring la. and freaking hot. cos they turned of all the fans. and it made me all sweaty and stinkeyy. gross. oh but i did get to try playing handbells. hahaha. its weird. :/


then i went home and slept and went to orchard to meet my cell! (: i cant believe belle joy invited evan and evans friends to a movie and didnt invite me! belle joy im freaking hurt k!i might as well go waste away in the toilet bowl.

so anyway. we met a charles and keith. where i bought my new bag! haha. its super super nice!! and i love it! its so much nicer than belle joy's if you ask me. hahaha. and unlike what people have been saying about singaporean girls nowadays, this bag is neither mini, bimbotic, or fake von dutch/roxy/whatever brands the whole worlds using. and it is freaking nice!! hahaha. i love it. its so pretty and reminds me of my skirt to a tiny extent. haha. (: after eons of searching i finally got myself a bag. (: erm. c) [oh thats a nose].


im naggy. hm. then we went for lunch at the pasta resturant. or whatever its called. i had a chicken lagsana and is was goooood.


went for service and i was trying so hard to focus during worship! i mean i realised ive been practically wasting my entire life away thinking im alright when actually i suck. gr. at least it was a little better today! yep. went up for prayer and i believe God's gonna change me! no more irreverance. i might just kill myself even if God doesnt kill me. hahaha.


i meter! (:

you know, i think i'll never get used to tuition no matter how many times i go. every friday im like. oh yea. theres tuition today! damn. then i'll have to rush home and do my homework [usually incomplete] and kill all the other plans i have and rush for tuition! then during tuition i'll be really bored and sleepy and stone at the teacher and probably piss her off. hee. maybe she'll just think im quiet and shy. hahahaha.


i cant believe you just budged into my life and ruined everything for me. im counting down to when you dissapear, and i hope its gonna be soon! you annoy me. and you suck. and i suck for being a bitch. gr.

oh its the third post! (:

you know, after making my own blogskins [even though i cheat], I feel as if im never able to use a downloaded one again. it just feels too.. commen and, cheaterish. (:

i think it sucks that i look terrible in practically every single class photo! i mean thats the only thing people have to remember me by! [unless we keep in contact. but.] am i just unlucky or what? [i pick what] gr.


oh yes. i got back my emaths test today. the one i didnt study for. amazingly, i passed! (: (:. yea baby'. i shall continue praying and study harder. haha. only theres no harder cos there wasnt anything to begin with. (:


hm. today squash sucked. or rather. i sucked. hahaha. i missed everything and couldnt hit properly and was uttering some nonsense shit and singing the only two words i knew of the willy wonka song. [willy wonka, willy wonka] then we wasted like. ten minutes sitting on the floor cos we both refused to pick the ball. until pei wen like. came in. hahaha. natalie owes me chocolate. i dont care. :/

it has been a wonderful long weekend!

save the horrible drilling that just threatens to kill.

Disorder Rating

Paranoid: Moderate

Schizoid: Low

Schizotypal: Moderate

Antisocial: Low

Borderline: Low

Histrionic: High

Narcissistic: Moderate

Avoidant: Low

Dependent: Low

Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mvURL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

today is a bad day. its a freaking bad day. unless of course you look at it on the bright side, and then maybe it cant be that bad becuase after all school was fine and i caught charlie and the chocolate factory which was pretty good! oh wells. i think i have to go shopping in the near future. at least to get that green shirt.


i feel in love with this skirt at forever 21 today. it was so nice! and it wasnt even short! hm. it was knee length [though of course in my case it was slightly below the knee]. and it was white and a-line. [and i keep typing alone, so i bet its owner sucks] it was so pretty! there were like multi coloured stiches. like. one lie of red, then yellow, then blue, then green. then a space, and repeat. butit cost a freaking 50bucks! so obviously i didnt buy it. so then i walked around for a while and realised i loved it soso much, i just had to go back! so barely 10mins later i went back, determined to empty my bank account for that skirt. but then, then! it was already gone! i cant believe this! it sucks.

hm. school was fine. waited forever for the concert to start. haha. it turned out pretty short! (: haha the dance and choir were good. shant say more. went shopping with zoe after that. [which sucked] lol. it made me feel as though i was the only one shopping! gr. i felt so bad. but oh wells. when im shopping and i feel bad, nth much comes out of it.


so then it was the movie. haha it was goood! jonny depp was so wonderful/ and willy wonka was so funny! haha. and childish. and the ompa loompa's dances were.. funny too! haha. basically the movie was super funny! haha. especially when charlie got the golden ticket. haha. someone in the cinema screamed. then we all cheered. lol. so lame there. but there was this group of freaking annoying boys who came in half way. probably without tickets and they stood right in the middle and blocked everyone. gr. haha. i feel like watching the movie again. even though it wasnt oh-so-wonderful. it was so funny! (:


then we went to toast and had a muffin and some chocolate tart. so i cut a peice of the chocolate tart of, only to find a strand of hair embeded in the chocolate. pretty commen for me. but its gross! so we had it changed and everyone got a bite out of it except me! so right after it was changed, we found a strand of hair on the muffin. gr. it was so stupid! so then i had a peice of the muffin, and bit of the tart, and just had another bite of muffin, when i freaking bit my tongue! ew there was so much blood i thought i was gonna die. talk about a bad day. [of course theres more but im not gonna bore you with my erm. crapshit.]


hm. i cAnt remember. so.. the end. (:

ok. im gonna try do a photoblog. dont blame me if the pictures dont turn out!


hm. went to sell flags again. gr. this time i went with ting wei and didnt let that stupid tamago and jasmin seperate us. so first we went to bishan. that placed sucked. it was super ulu and the poeple there were dao and blacked face and refused to donate to us. totally ignored us. except for three kind boys who donated. get that. only three. and it was the girl we approached. only she didnt wanna donate and the guys pitied us or something. so we went to ang mo kio, realising it is the best and friendliest place! haha. funny thing was that tamago, jasmin and lois didnt the exact same thing! haha. so we stood at the same bus stop and this time, i didnt have to run after people begging for donations. i just stodd there and asked occasionally and people come donate to me! ting wei.

we even left our marks! (:

so then we went to KFC [yes. even though i promised to boycott it i gave in. i never really liked chickens anyway] i think i wasted my money la. i ate the variety value meal or whatever its called. so they gave me a shooms burger, i peice chicken, drink, the cos-law[however you spell it] and mash potato. so i ate the burger, and drank the drink. then i had like half of the chicken and i was just too full to continue . so i left my chicken there [tamago and jasmin later came and finished it] and kept my cos-law and mash potato for later!

so i left it in my bag. and half an hour later i started smelling this smelly smell. i thought it was just me or something. and left it alone. but it was only when i went to the toilet, i realised the freaking cos-law broke and ozzed all over my bag. [no picture. i was too traumatised]. so i threw everything away. into the rubbishbin! grr.


so finally to the highlight of my day! yes! i went to shape my eyebrows! haha. went to zoe at the weird smelling place. [the room was quite nice la. minty. but not the outside.] so i was clever enough to make zoe go first. and meanwhile, i slacked!

before and after shots.

me

zoe.

wah. it was freaking pain la. then the woman was like. pay money come here and suffer ah. hahhahaha. but no pain, no gain la! whatever man..


ok. now for after!

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me

zoe


wah lao. look la. my eyebrows came with a price.

-this tissue contains my tears.
and now im damn depressed cos everyone says it sucks and looks cheapskate. i might as well go and die. i feel so freaking cheated.


yea the pictures suck. who can help me resize it?

now lets all pretend im anorexic, and my day ends at 2pm. [ie. a typical day is only 14 hours long]

calorie intake: 200 [?]
weight: shut up la!


this morning i rewarded myself for being able to get out of bed. i drank some birds nest. yes, its probably good for me, but with each mouthful i couldnt help but think of all its hidden calories, the rock suger that they cunningly mixed into in. i went to school and ran. ten rounds. it made me feel really lousy. theres no way ten rounds is going to help me lose any weight. i've gotta run more, work harder, to be perfect.
i didnt eat during break again. distracted myself by doing maths questions. then it was pe. i ran around as much as i could, hitting all the balls. losing calories. recess was a torture, sitting at the same table as my friends, who were enjoying steaming bowls of meepok. just looking at it brought tears into my eyes. those were the days. but still, i managed to pull through. and i knew, the sacrifice is worth it.
2pm. i waited eons for miss sie to turn up. and she finally did. i made another day without eating. save the birds nest, that hm i cant think of a word birds nest.


hahaha. oh yeaa right. then it goes on to afternoon. where i stuff myself1 haha. if only days really end at 2pm. haha. of course im not anorexic! evyerything is purely fictional. well, nearly!

yesterday i realised to my utmost horror, that while the december holidays are gradually nearing [91 days], the end of years are next month! thats 6 more weeks! i cant believe time has just flew by like that. i mean ive barely even recovered from my december hols, needless to say, the junes ones. and then wham! the exams just come smack you on the face. gr. i need to start studying. i need to.


went for physics remedial today. haha. it was good! i now have a whole new insight to physics! yes! i believe this is going to do me good! and sacrificing squash once a week is certainly worth it! (: hahaha. I learnt and refreshed so many things, such as jia yun's apple theory! (: hahaha. i dont wanna go when mr tang teaches.


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i get constipated after 11 every night. :/


lalala. im emtpy. today is fat day. and im freaking proud of my SS marks. higest ive ever gotten in my entire life! inclusive or history. [but not lit] hahaha. before i got it back i was freaking out. i expected 15 or something. but i was like. nononono. im not scared. i did super well. i have faith in God. and i did! haha. God never fails you when you believe in him. (: i mean. fine it wasnt superbly well. but its was not bad! 20/25. hahahaha. (: <>

i think im getting sick of the school comp. theres nearly nothing to do there. :/

yes its good news! hahaha. oh goodness i just killed yinli. :/ and the sectwos shall be eternally stuck in level4! (:


haha. went for BSF today [bee.ass.eff.] without my sister. yea. she left me like all alone with no friends. and half the class evaporated. now its only me, kinberly and yihui left. and the guys. like only three guys too. haha. hope mpre turn up next week. haha. especially cheryl.
hm. but one thing wonderful about bsg is that theres no homoletics! well. for the time being. hahaha. today we had some quiz thing and my group had one freaking point! hahaha. as compared to twenty eight which ike's group had. haha. it was unfair cos we had the old testement and both samuel and I didnt know a thing. in the end i gave up and sat there and watched him. and the teacher came to help. haha.


i think i might be changing my blog. as in. the style. [not nessecarily sucessful] but then i'll have to pick a good date. in sync with. hm. i wonder what?

hello. at the com lab now. using the new macs! hahaha. its pretty cool. a gazillion times faster than all the other old school comps. but of course no where near the speed of my house comp! hahaha. kidding.


hm. missed like half of my julian cheung show yest. but thats cos i was busy looking at pretty girls. from america's next top model! haha. only one or two are pretty. but i love their figures! all the bones sticking out. so nice! hahaha. i sound sick.

hm. you know i was thinking about it the other day. and i realised that everyone knows i dont like plums! as in the taste. but everyone knows except the plum itself. it thinks i love it. [i cant decided on he or she cos its purple] and thats becuase i eat it when im desperate and also becuase i love sour plums or whatever its called. [suan mei]. hahaha. stupid plums. i hope my dad stops buying them. :/