Friday, December 30, 2005

OHGOODNESS. i should have known something was wrong when i received an email from kenny that was ment for his poly cell.

Attached is the Gathering of the Peas (Poly Cell) Worship Roster for Januaryto March 2006.Please view it and changes will be made by monthly basis.

There will be guest guitarists and a worship leader as stated in the roster accordingly.Reason for the guest guitarists is to expose them to cell worship as part oftheir ongoing training.



30 Mar Julian[worship leader] SuMin / Jun Lynn [Guest Guitarist]


im a freaking guest guitarist ! ok if you think about it like that it sounds damn cool right. i mean guest guitarist ? its as thought people specially invited you to go play for them[though of course this isnt the case]. but im so lousy ! i mean how can you worship when theres some weird guitarist who pauses everytime she changes the chord. and cant strum nicely. poly cell somemore ! im going to get despised for life !

Thursday, December 29, 2005

the nails on my left hand are short, but those on my right are freaking long ! HAHA. thats so gay.


today i figured [note its figured not learnt] how to play G7 and A7. and now im checking it on the site and ITS CORRECT ! haha. well. A7 is. the page is still loading. but anyway. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF ! hahaha. oh hang on. the page loaded. and its correct too ! WOWHEE.


haha i sound so overly-excited. sheesh !


zoe was so funny doing the crystal ball last night? HAHA. who wants to know her questions ! [memememe !]

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

i very very nearly got birks today.


sheesh ! so pissed ! i cant believe they didnt have my size ! and i missed being able to wear childrens shoes by about. two sizes. pissed !


oh well. as my sister said. i didnt go round thinking about it the whole day [like my skirt] so i guess i dont love the design that much. i think i shall wait for the new designs. [a freaking 3-4 months !] i guess it will be nicer. ah well.


went for jap dinner. ILOVEJAP. haha super freaking yummy ! especially deep impact. WOWHEE.


ps. yesterday was NOT my birthday !

Tuesday, December 27, 2005


SO loooking forward to new year.(:
today is my birthday ! hahaha. sheesh. the things i used to do. last night i was reading my blog. as in the first month's entries. oh goodness talk about embarrassment. i think im never going to be those people who die on their deathbed telling their grandchildren [or chidren] they lived a lovely life, and never regretted one thing they did. sadly theres always too many things i want to erase. small things, yes. but still. pretty much stuff i wish didnt happen.


ah well. at least its only been 15years. ive the rest of my life to live huh. better do something about it.


zoe REALLY wishes she can come to the new year partee [actually my brothers brithday celebration] on new years eve. hur. you'd think she wanted to come see me. or at least even to have yummy food. [such as roasted marshmellows. from the class chalet !] but NO ! its neither ! no mention of even wanting to see me ! talk about zhong se qing you.


hm i think i want to blog more at my xanga. more. varity. [even spellcheck !!] oh wells.

Monday, December 26, 2005

will i ever be able to lose what the holiday gave forced upon me ?

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas !


haha this chirstmas was pretty great ! despite having to wake up at 6.25 in the morning. and feeling sleepy the entire day. i think i mostly enjoyed myself. ((: haha. with the church services and photographs and bonding with my cousins. i think i havent seen them since chinese new year ! and of course one of the things that totally MADE this christmas: turkey !! haha i kept eating and eating i think my cousin thought i was a freaking pig. haha. she kept asking me why i kept on eating. LOL. but hey i can help it alright ? its just tootoo yummy.


the musical was great ! haha. this time piers didnt even say he was three. haha. i bet he was too sleepy. and the actors were so high in the morning ! lol. haha. and the choir sang christmas carols ! WOWHEE. taking photographs was great too. i took it artaban ! in his old man costume. and then of course with ALL the cast and crew and some choir members. haha so many people were taking photos i felt like some star ! (: didnt get to take with hassan though. before i could catch him he peeled off his beard. ah well.


oh i tried learning the guitar from my cousin. haha i think he thinks I SUCK. ah well. hes good though. made me feel depressed again. haha. one of those im-never-gonna-be-able-to-play-so-well feelings.


I LOVE MY SISTER ! haha. AND BROTHER ! haha. sheesh i cant stand her. she ALWAYS gets the right thing ! haha im so touched. so got me a bible ok ! if you remember [and i bet you dont] i lost it at church camp. and i was so freaking depressed ! but now i have a pretty, new bible ! although its gonna be rather inconvinent, since all my highlighed stuffs are gone, and theres no index [i never memorise the books. jsut the position of the index ! haha.] THEY RAWK !


haha lastly. i love seth. and piers. haha. seth used to be so fierce. haha. my sister 'won him over by taking his picture' [quote jiejie] and i think i kinda miss them. along with CHOIR ! . i cant believe its all over now. ):
Merry christmas ! (:


its gonna be a great one this year. with the musical and food and parties. i know! especially since its TURKEY DAY. but then again. we must always remember christmas ! its always so touching to remember that jesus came to the earth to die. FOR US !

"and he was despised and rejected by men, pierced for our trangressions, ...the iniquity of us all !"


haha. anyway. this sounds pretty good friday-ish. but we nearly never remember how much pain He went through. i was reminded of it suddenly. and GOSH. its just so touching.


and also i noticed how God always answers prayers. even though its so tiny and you dont really take the prayer seriously. just something really short and then forgotten. but yet. if you would think back. i think you realised God answered it.


sheesh I thank God for jesus. im feeling really happy now. just thinking about it. (:

Saturday, December 24, 2005

ilovepiers ! sheesh hes sooooo cute ! haha he gave me two honey stars. (: seriously i didnt wanna eat them !


i know you are sick of hearing this. but the musical seriously rocked today ! the actors remember ALL their lines ! wowhee. they rawk. [they even bought us presents ! (:] and the audience all laughed at the right times. haha. unlike yest they seriously laughed at everything ! lol. hannah was so funny ! she was sitting right in front so i was watching her when hassan came out, she jumped out of her seat ! haha sheesh ! i was laughing on stage. and the girl next to me was staring at me.


oh. and I COULDNT FIND ALL MY FRIENDS sheesh. maybe they were all avoiding me. but anyway. i only managed to give out ONE present today. to tab. sighsigh.


oh. and before service was SO embarrassing ! haha because my mum wanted us to save her seats. but obviously we couldnt. so when we went for choir at 6.10 there were already people queueing !! and i was like. hey my friend is there ! and my sister decided that i should get him to help me save seats.. quick wave ! haha so i had to turn around and wave !! and then ask him to help me save seats. SO EXTRA !! and the best part is that my mum arrived at 7.10, just when the queue reached the hawker centre, and just walked in through the door. !!!

Friday, December 23, 2005

sheesh im so happy the musical went well ! praise the Lord ! haha. it was SO crowded today people were standing ! and they laughed more. ((((:


piers is SO CUTE ! hahaha. sheesh. today i asked him how old he was. and he said two and three. and then after the show i asked him again. and he said "just two !" HAHA so cute !! and he talks to me now. less dao !


oh. there were people taking pictures with the actors after the musical ! WOWHEE. im SO. gonna do it. not so weird anymore !! ((((((:
got this from nat who got this got frankie who got this from michelle


http://media.spikedhumor.com/8944/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf

put your ear next to the speaker and stare at the sound waves. hard.














Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=8bc1bfee141a9427bb09e3052479a788 [click]

Thursday, December 22, 2005

spent my entire day baking. YOUR christmas present ! haha. well actually it wasnt really baking. cos i finished that really quickly. it was mainly the decorating. grr. i got so freaking pissed ok. the piping bag kept leaking. and i was so amazed when i found out i had no problem piping icing suger into lovely patterns. then the freaking bag starting leaking ! and the icing refused to come out. so i switched to a proper piping bag. [i was using a plastic bag] but that didnt work too. grr. SO LOSERISH rightt.


i got so freaking pissed and i had to practically PAINT the decoration using chopsticks. [my maid thought of that. quite smart huh.]


none of you can laugh when you get it ! otherwise i might just bite yr head off. my sweat and blood i do until wanna die ok. thats why the last few are so ugly.


oh. i wanna test my xanga. so pictures here
THE PREVIEW SHOW THE PREVIEW SHOW ! yayness. im so happy it went well. although some actors forgot their lines. but ! its gonna get better and better !


haha it was so tiring standing there. perce [however you spell it] said he was three again ! haha. after the show I wanted to go up to him and ask his age. sheesh HES SO CUTE ! and his sister too ! ((:


jon chan thinks my sister is the canteen vendor. who his mum buys bao from everyday. HAHA.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Leftover Pie tastes yummy ! haha note its Leftover Pie and not leftover Pie.


ok this sounds stupid. i should delete it. [yes i just did. HAHA.]


ITS TONIGHT ITS TONIGHT ! goodluck to my back. and shoulders.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

erjie ! i lost my pearl !

*guitar stum*
God of truth and light [oh what have i done !]
ive lost this gift or pearl] of mine [and my sould cannot bear it ! ]

RANDOM.
i always thought it was freaking pro to play the guitar until yr fingers bleed. i mean its like. a stage the super pro guitarists went through. but for me, i just sit there and play and play until my fingers hurt so much the chords dont come out properly. then i have to stop. --no bleeding involved. THATS SO SAD AND UNCOOL !! )):


i need to start sending christmas cards. but im too lazy. heh. i keep thinking 'heck with the christmas cards this year' but then i feel so guity becuase people all over are asking for my address. sighsigh. you might not be receiving cards from me this year ok ? but i still love you alot and want to wish you merry christmas. (: of course of you go watch the musical and i know yr going you get a small present from me (: also if i meet you anywhere during the holidays before yr present rots. hur. if not then. TOO BAD.


oh i thanked jon chan for his autograph today. sheesh it was SO EXTRA ! i cant believe it did it. haha.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Saturday, December 17, 2005

hm i woke up so early today ! for guitar class but i was still late anyway. haha. it wasnt really my fault though. i had to wait for my breakfast. [my mum and dad went to the market]


hm we had the christmas party today ! I SWEAR THAT GUY AT CAMP LOOKS LIKE JON CHUA. haha. seriously. i cant wait to get the photo ! maybe they are longlost brothers/cousins like belle joy said.


we played marlaky ! haha. ive been wanting to play it since forever. but it wasnt so fun today. haha. so we played muffia. haha. SO FUN. tamago SUCKS being gamemaster ok !! aside from all the stuff she does [or doesnt do] she presses the head damn hard la. so when you 'tapped' belle joy i could feel the entire sofa bounce. sheesh !


hur i dont know what to say already la. my train of thoughts was interupted. anyway it was fun. and tamago enjoyed herself. yayness.


OH. hannah was so funny when she saw jon chan ! she screamed so loudly everyone started at her. HAHA.

Friday, December 16, 2005

choir makes me fat. haha. i fiond i eat the most fattening things at night ! thats badbad. im supposed to be calling zoe now. but its 11.35 and i dont dare to. and her handphone with free incoming is in taiwan ! haha man i feel so mean.


LALALALA. my hair was so gross today. so i tied it up and went to church looking freaking ugly. bahh. i wish i didnt say hi to hannah. :/

Thursday, December 15, 2005

just managed to get through today without snacking. but then everything was ruined the moment i came home from church. gr.


i miss running. ): gr i wish i were better. be one of those people who can run for like. an hour or 45mins and not get tired. ah well.


went for the musical thing today. [sheesh i dont know what to call it] haha they were doing all the technical stuff i think i was SO EXTRA ! i wanted to stay at home and watch wu chu cai hong ok. but anyway i got to watch more of it. haha i cant wait ! it looks better with all the lighting. i really hope God uses this to touch moremore people ! (((:


oh when we just went it they were doing mike test. meaning adjusting the volume for each person's mike. so they had to go up and say their loudest line, softest line, a normal line and sing a bit. so the person asked hassan to come on stage to do his lines. and belinda was like, "master ! master... master ? MASTER ! master!?"

HAHAHA.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

i can assure you. you're never gonna find me selling flags for cip hours again. aside from the fact i got my cip hours for the year, i realised even helping out at sgh is a much better choice ! sheesh i cant believe it was so stupid. was so sianish selling flags today. haha. ting wei and I slacked a little. :/


ohoh ! i got a reply ! i mean the letter i sent to the forum. from tammy tan. directer of SBS transit ltd. WOWEE. talka bout exciting ! ((:


you know last night before i went to sleep i was going to wash my face, but realised i left my facial soap downstairs. so i used my old facial soap, which happened to be mint flavoured [?] OH THE BURN ! THE BURN !

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

sheesh no one wants to talk to me ! oh fine. not anymore. but i had to say hi first !


hm had guitar class. joshua came ! oh wow so exciting. hur. yes i was strongly advised to cut my nails. :/


ohoh. you mustmust go watch the musical !! haha. if you cant make it theres a preveiw show. 21st dec [wed] 7pm i think. haha i dont know what else to say. jon chan was superr funny today. HAHA.


I DIDNT GET TO SEE MY SHOI !! NOT EVEN KENTO AND FREAKING ERYO DOESNT REMEMBER MEEEEE. grrr.

Monday, December 12, 2005

i feel like drinking milo. ): only its 11.35pm now and i just had bread and kaya. [yumyumyum.] hm. several years ago i had no idea bread and kaya would be such a treat. hur.


CHECK OUT TODAYS FORUM !! haha. my sister says i should clarify. its HOMEWORK. if not everyone will think ive nth better to do. and it was done by ting wei and me !! yea we rawk.


i hate myself for being so lousy. grrr. i seriously need to start exercising ! getting fat dude. hm. my face hurts when i try to stretch it. random. haha.


sigh friends is over. it seems like i have been in my sisters room watching friends every holiday since forever ! and yet last night we reached the end of season ten !! NO FAIR NO FAIR ! haha. i decided [or realised] my favourite is joey. <33333>chandler. mr beng [i can spell both mr and beng.] then rachel because shes pretty. [she used to be my favourite. becuase shes pretty]


IM GOING TO SEE SHOI TOMORROW !! i love dreamsss !!
i have no idea what has been filling up my days lately. haha lifes so. should i say meaningless? well it isnt but maybe empty. hurhur. ok thats just a random thought. i havent really been shopping/studying/reading/cip-ing/doing anything interesting lately and thats sad. only three weeks or so left ! gr. i seriously have to go do some shopping. ):


i think im like permernatly hungry. gr. oh for all you know that could have been my stomach ! anyways. ive been eating like crazy and im going to be freaking fat when i go back to school. try not to laugh to much will you. sigh. i need to exercise regularly ! it sucks i keep forgetting to. hurhur.


haha i want to watch the musical ! everything looks so nice. haha i should have joined the choir. kidding. everyone looked so weird with make up today. haha. artaban had red and white wrinkles ! (((:

Saturday, December 10, 2005

i have a xanga and its not only for protected entries i decided. haha. go tag. here. i think the username so totally sucks ! haha i was desperate.


went to newton for supper !! haha it was rad. sheet i love eating. we had erm baby squid [good], sambal stingray [good], hokkien mee [good] and satay [good] . haha sheesh fatness. it can all go and die.


i havent been to church for two weeks !
i havent been to coos for two weeks !
i havent been to coos services for two weeks!
i havent been to coos's sat service for two weeks !

hur.

Friday, December 09, 2005

UHHH BITCH !


oh im sorry. i just reallyreally wanted to say that. haha. i have a xanga now. its empty and i'll probably only use it for private posts but you may still go and comment and tell me how much i rawk. yea right. who am i kidding.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

yay today was a busybusy dayy. i was so freaking tired i fell asleep on a public bus. and i was alone. and i didnt know the way.


went to sgh to do cip. haha i fufilled several childhood dreams ! haha. there was endless chopping, endles stapling and endless tearing. oh paradise ! hurhur. and i also entered room with signs like "staff only" and "ONLY AUTORISED PERSONEL" and staffs toilets with passwords required !


i felt so damn freaking pro dilivering files to the doctors. only it got a little more complicated when we had to take out files. haha the nurse in room5 hates me i swear. according to ting wei shes always like that. :/


went to church. they kept us till nearly 11 ! haha tingwei i can memorise all the songs already ! i tried to see if i could today. just bits and peices there ! anyhows. the musicals looking better and better ! even though half the casts were missing. not sure about the choir though. rather inconsistant. hur. hope we dont screw up !! [pray for us !]


during the practice i was so bored ok ! haha. my sister was reading and reading and i could just sit there and stare at the actors. haha hassans bag is falling apart i hope it will survive the end of the musicals. [i hope more they will get a new bag but then it will be a waste]


oh wells. going to see shoi tomorrow ! provided i can wake up in time.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

HAHA zoe is so funny ! im like making up a whole load of shit and shes believing everything ! hahaha. its hilarious i tell you./ im sitting here laughing at my screen.


i bought my picks ! yesterday. haha. i now pity everyone within a 10m radius around me. haha. firstly i suck. and with the pick [which is too hard] my flaws are magnified. as it no longer hurts my fingers, it play much louder, and longer. and its totally gross ! HAHA. also, i enjoy sitting on the sofa strumming, with a thoughtful expression on my face. HAHAHA i think i look damn pro doing that. (((:
today is tuesday, 6th december.


went for my guitar class today. haha it was so boring ! and so quiet i think the kenny person [thats our teacher] was dying. oh wells. i learnt how to strum. haha actually its pretty hard. i mean if you try to strum it with real songs. well he never really taught us how to. so maybe it will be easier on sat ?


i felt so stupid carrying my guiter to church today. hurhur. first im not used to it. and unlike certain guitar players winkwink i do not look cool with the black thing on my back ! and it doesnt help that the freaking guitar is taller than me. so anyway. it could bear with all of for the sake of learning the guitar and hopefully looking a little cooler afterwards. but then before i left the house me mum stopped me. apprantly the pharmacist told her i have to avoid the sun. and she made me carry an umbrella. imagine how extremely retarded I looked [and felt] with a guitar, taller than me, on my back , carrying a blue foldable umbrella protecting me not from the rain, but the 3.30 sun. bahh! everytime someone walked past i would carefully arrange the umbrella so that it covered not only the sun, but my face.


today i seemed to keep seeing jon chan whereever i went ! so suay. gr.


most importantly:

THE OTHER WISEMAN
23&24 Dec : 7.30pm
25 Dec 8.30 & 11am


must go must go ! it looks really good ok ! and most importantly, im in it !! yes go and support me [hurhur] and bring all your friends ! theres a preshow preview if yr not free. but i cant remember when. anyway. the shows going to be really interesting. and its pretty touching. and if it interests you in any way, jon chan from sonic edge is in it ! he plays quite a major role since hes nearly always with the lead actor. so gogogo !
got this from: zoe
the ones in red are the ones that apply to me and the strikeouts are wayy of.

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer
.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people
.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids
.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
what about very
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets. i wish.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late. especially when they go on and on about being on time.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. oh how i wish.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter

i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have (had) braces. never gonna happen.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person. well. mostly.
i love to dance
.i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i like night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
redder!
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving. again, how i wish.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist. low c! low c!
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.

i have food allergies.
i love to read. sometimes.
i wish i were more motivated for school. a whole load more.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner
.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower
.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before duh.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows the full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew


Monday, December 05, 2005

me: oh look ! this soap is transparent ! so pretty ! [simple facial cleaning bar]
my maid: yea. keep washing yr face with it and yr face will be like that -- clear.


oh goodness my maid is so lame ! I nearly died i tell you.


ps. what happened to the sonic edge site ?

Sunday, December 04, 2005

yay im back im back ! im so happy i get to bathe in hawt water again. the one at camp was freaking cold. unlike radiate! where there were heaters !


haha i tell you i felt so freaking extra ! i was like the only person from coos in the entire camp ? the best days were the 2nd and last becuase i felt a sense of belonging. it was so cool becuase all the churches took turns to lead worship during service. obviously except mine. but actually no. because my church came to play !! and in my opinion it was, obviously, the bestest. coos rocks ! haha. it was so annoying when everyone was calling coos cruise/c-o-s. i was like. sheesh ! and they called fever05 fever100. hurhur.


it was pretty exciting ! haha . my group rocks.. in its own way. i guess we can be pretty enthu if we want to. even if its only the girls. we played shi zi lu kuo ! and the 100sec no ng thing. haha. seriously ive always wanted to try shi zi lu kuo. but maybe it isbnt so fun wuth the budget and without the car. hahaha. i was seriously ripping stuff from the Dicky episode. which i think i watched a gazillion times.

haha there were so many lookalikes in the camp. one or two wernt really lookalike but kinda reminded me of certain people. so its counted. haha. anyway. here was this person who looked like jonchua !! i seriously thought he was jonchua. i almost said hi ! haha so anyway i later realised he wasnt and on the last day [today] belle joy came and almost said hi to him too ! asnd jonchua wouldnt believe that there was a lookalike. so belle joy was trying to get me to take a photo. obviously it was so stupid. but anyway my friend happened to take a picture of he and his friends. out convo went sth like that.

me: can you send me that picture?
wei chin [thats my friend with the camera]: yea sure i'll send you all my pictures
me : ok thanks
belle joy: nonono ! ask him to focus on that boy!
me [feeling stupid] : can you erm. focus on the boy in the red shirt ?
wei chin : yes of course ! no problem ! i can give you his number and email also.

whatthehell.


i need a guitar pick. badly. haha. i was watching the people jam and i was learning to strum ! i mean for fast songs. haha. i tried it with my fingernail. but im only gonna do it once in case i damage it. hurhur. im just so lazy to walk across the road and get picks from wakemeup. if only the right person will be there when i go. arggh ! i havent seen you since forever!