amazing race ! haha. yes i went to help out. haha im such a slackerr. went to macs and had ice cream in the air con !


later i went to church and found belle and charisia and ben. haha. they were like. playing soccer ? rather ben was teaching belle joy. anyway. the prizes were sososo nice ! haha if only they let us take part. i bet we would have won. gr.


going for camp ! i dont know why im not excited. i just hope i make friends !

went to my mums school again ! heehee. today it was to go see shoi and koki. (: [and help out. yes.] but then i had several unpleasent dreams about the visit. so whe i realised shoi, koki, eroy and sayura all wernt there. i wasnt too surprised.


oh wells. i found a new kid. haha. the moment i realised shoi wasnt there, this boy came running past me. and i was like. oh ! this ones cute too ! haha. then later my mum told me alot of teachers like him. and hes jap too ! yes but seriously. hes cute. kento. hes dao too. of course after a while he was talking to me. haha. he speaks with a jap accent ! haha like finally. i think its freaking cute. and he climbs up my legs and does a backflip. kento ! kento !


i think im getting lazy. i seriously dont wanna leave my house anymore. unless its to go see the kids. :/

sheesh i feel so freaking fat and unfit ! i just hateit hateit hateit.


you know i cant stand it when people claim to be christians. and they go round putting on their friendsters and blogs and whatever "i love God" and oh i go to church blabla and all those stuff. and yet they contradic every word with their actions and entries and words. i mean i know my behaviour and attitude [especially] sucks like crazy and i have no right to go round judging people like that. but how can you say you want to evangelise while showing that kinda charecter? do you really think people will be attracted to God when they see you like that ? i mean its really sad when people go round bitching about this girl and they bitch and bitch and go, " oh. do you know shes a christian?"


ok. thats was weird. haha i bet you didnt read that anyway. i feel so stupid talking about that when my own attitude sucks like crazy. grr.

yay church today. (: haha cell was sososo sad ! only me and belle joy went. then we had service ! haha sonic edge led ! i kept staring at their hands. its so strange its hands and not faces anymore. i was seriously trying soso hard not to look at it. haha. oh well. i did learnt something. i think i rock. haha. now i should have less of a problem playing C. and well. less problems playing in general [my wrist wont hurt]. well i hope la. i mean i only tried it for like. 2 seconds.

cantwaitcantwait for monday !

yay. sonic edge is leading worship tomorrow ! hahaha. cant wait for service. (:


my mums says i can go to school with her when she goes. (: yayness. icantwaiticantwait. i only hope i'll get to see him and i wont get to sad later. ): holidays are so different. mondays rock.

dreams are freaky.

no more helping out at the holiday programme thing. ): have you ever tasted depression ? ineedchocolate


did taebo today[its like body combat]. funfunfun. only it was soso tiring ! haha i think i died around 26mins. but before that i had to stop for about a minute. thrice. haha but still. the cool her in front is so damn thin and are abs and rad ! hahaha. i shall workout and keep trying. i shall be able to do the entire thing by the end of the hols ! haha. hopefully that girl got her abs [and figure] by doing taebo. hahaha. i wish.


my mum promised me an electric guitar[i wanted drums but my family objected strongly] if i get 6 points for my o levels. who is she kidding man.

i love shoi/koki !!


sheesh i feel sososo sad everytime im reminded im never going to see them again. ive been begging and begging my mum to take the k2 class next year so that everytime i go visit her/help out in her school i get to see them. butbut. thats not even up to her. ):


but then comes the good news, which my mum didnt even bother to tell me [i overheard her talking to me sister. though not really since she said it in my face], theres an oncoming holiday camp for the kids. andand shoi is going ! shoishoi. (: koki might not. ): butbut. oh well. 1/2 is not bad. im offering to go help out for free. thats how bad i've been missing them today. ): sigh. my mum says shes not going to let me go. i only hope she was kidding. and i'll manage to convince her i will study if i go. [and i will !]


on a brighter note, URnanuim is out ! everybody say yipee ! i think i no loonger need guitar lessons since i can play all the chords in You Are. ((:


shoikoki shoikokeeee

This is love.

went to help out at my mums kindergarden. sheesh im aching ! hahaha. the children soso noisy and energatic ! clamouring all around me and talking non stop. hahaha. especially joe and eroy. i reallyreally wished they were KOKI AND SHOI. haha i love them i love them. sheesh shoi was so shy ! he like. totally refused to look at me. let alone talk. [which was kinda how i got to koki] haha. when i first went up to shoi and said hi he saw me and quicky turned. then koki heard, turned around, saw me and smiled. oh man his smile..

ok. im not really in the mood to blog- all happy and airy. but. more pictures here.

dreams and stuff. (:

last night i dreamt that i was talking to my mum. then she suddenly said, " im going to buy you an electic guitar" OH MAN. hahaha i was so shocked and happy. although i had no idea what the hell i was going to do with an electric guitar. BUT STILL.

got these here.
jo: mrs lye, koki hit me with his waterbottle!
mrs lye: koki, what did you do to jo?
koki: *deer in headlights*
mrs lye: koki, did you hit jo with your waterbottle?
koki: *stricken dumb nodding*
and a few minutes later -- shoi like a young colussus, with jo and koki struggling one in each hand --
mrs lye: shoi, what is it?
shoi: they were .. they ...
mrs lye: they were quarrelling?
shoi: koki say, say sorry already still tell mrs lye!


eroi: mrs lye, i want a sweet
children, severally: he took one already! mrs lye, he already ate his sweet!
mrs lye: eroi, have you taken a sweet?
eroi: dunno
mrs lye: dunno? you forgot already ?
eroi: yes.
mrs lye: what colour sweet did you have?
eroi: yellow


i get to see Shoi tomorrow !! ((:

yay i went to church today ! haha it was great ! [yes i stopped using bolds becuase i think it doesnt appear] i felt throughly refreshed. maybe it was due to the lack of distractions [yes i do know its my own fault] but yea. its like God's prescence was there and i never felt it before. well i kinda did but not so early. and i was just. enjoying myself a whole load, soaking in His prescence and praisingHim. haha. i feel so crazy. like i missed church for a week and im acting like i missed it for a year or something. but man ! i lovelove worship !


haha service today was so funny ! the pastor thought brian or whatever his name is was cambodian. and kept shouting to him in khmer. and brian just kept nodding and smiling and the pastor thought he understood ! HAHA.


watched harry potter !! haha it was not bad ! but then there were times i was so scared. ): hahaha. cedric diggory was so cute. haha. when he jumped down from the tree I was like. whoa. hee. its so sad he dies so quickly. haha. they should have just killed krum or something. hes fat.


pastor glenn rocks !! (:

i like shoi ! ((:


there was to choir today. so i couldnt go get URanium ! bahh. oh wells. yes i was extremly bored. i want to watch harry potter. thats two days away. so is church. cant wait ! (:

gack. i think i'll never ever be able to play the guitar. never in a billion years. talka bout lack of talent. bahh.

yay i watched sky high. haha oh man its so freaking lame. especially the twist at the end. HAHA. i think i might want to watch it again. cant wait for harry potter !! ((:


went to my mums kindergarden. shoi ! it was love at first sight i tell you !

kung fu soccer

starring: Dicky Cheung and whoever

mon-friday, 5.30-6.30pm

channel 8.

it rawks ok. especially Dicky. remember to watch. although the front may be quite boring.

pastor glenn rocks ! hahaha. aside from the fact he cheated me into telling him --- haha.


life has been about the same lately. [yes it has only been two days] but i have been trying to teach myself the guitar[no more guitar lessons. bahh] and i learnt a few chords ! haha. yayness. apprantly URanium has chords to You Are !! ((: cantcant wait although i doubt i'll be able to play the song with my lousy guitar skills. :/


i have been slacking loads and eating loads. and just wishing i could get thinner. and thinner. but oh wells. you dont always get what you want huh. i just got to start exercising again.


bsf is over ! well. for the rest of the year anyway.

My blog is worth $14,678.04.
How much is your blog worth?

haha. (:

you know ive alwaysalways wanted to watch 'days of our lives', just to see what its all about after all the stuff friends say about it. but of course thats impossible although they show it in Singapore, since its at 5am in the morning. well i just fell asleep, and will not be awake very soon.


but at the chalet, when we stayed up all night and went to macs at about 5+, i watched it !


and yes, its reallyreally stupid.

[edit]


the bible said to not complain. which was, of course what i have been doing previously. and something i really want to continue doing. but still. i shall try to be optimistic, and blog about the good parts of my trip only ! hm.


we had secret recipe ! yumyumyum. chocolate indulgance and chocolate banana. man i felt truely indulged. the cakes were soso good. i just wanted to die. layers upon layers of chocolate and cake and more chocolate ! and even banana !! then we washed everything down with an ice blended mocha [which costs 8 freaking bucks for that mini cup] and a hazelnut latte. yumyumyum. after all the yummy food we were all super full and happy. so we went and bought somemore to bring home ! my dad and i happened to pick the same things to buy. but then when i went with my mum she kinda went crazy and bought everything on display. hahaha. we spent about. 70 ? haha. dont you lovelove malaysia ?


oh so whatelse was good ? hm we bought loads of food. haha. and i found jackfruit chips ! they were really yummy. but all gone now.

HAHAHAHAHA. im so freaking happy. ok maybe not la. but still. hahaha. how i wish ruth was online. then i could tell her. maybe i shall tell zoe on sunday. HAHAHAHA. man i wanna laugh. zoe if you wanna know call me. haha. i doubt you do. ok. im now in a freaking good mood. i just feel like laughing !!


ok anyway. my butt still hurts ! haha. i dont know why. i mean it cant be from the cycling since i only cycled for about. half an hour max? but thats only if you add up the cycling in the afternoon, and the trip to macs and back. hmm. maybe its my butts way of complaining its too fat. :/


went for a mini jog today. mini because i was jogging really slowly and i dont think i actually exercised with that speed. hurhur. it sucks really. i dont think i'll be jogging for a long time. i think i agree that changing routes veryvery often is better. oh wells. i definately did muchmuch better than the last time i took that route. yea. so anyway. it basically was reallyreally good[meaning not tired] until about twenty or twenty five minutes. then i got the oh crap im freaking tired i dont wanna run anymore feeling. so i changed my mind about extending my route. and just ran home. but it was only when i just reached when i realised the tiredness was mental ! but i couldnt be bothered to fight agianst my mentalself and continued running home. i didnt do 30mins. think i only got 29. arggh. unless i started slightly before. and the worst thing was that after i ran i didnt get the oh hell i just killed my body running sastisfaction. it was like i barely exercised. and i was even too lazy to stretch ! arggh !


sheesh i have to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow. the food and shopping better be good.


ruthruth. im waiting for my manymany tags and i shoutout ! haha. hows this ? i think the old one was so much nicer. ):

im ponning choir now. cos im tired. hurhur. why the hell did i leave so early ? bahh. should have stayed and eaten free pizza by jeow. haha.


yes im back from the chalet ! it was funfun. well, the first day and the next morning anyhow. after that i got kinda sick of the game mahjong. or rather, spending most of my time watching jing xuan/jia yun.whoever play ! haha.


haha we didnt sleep the whole night ! haha thats totally true becuase we only slept in the morning. around 6am. we wanted to watch the sunrise but then. everyone was looking too ghostly and so we decided it was best to sleep. anyhows. it was funfun cycling to macs at 5am in the morning on borrowed bikes. hawt cakes ! yummy !


and then there was the barbaque. haha. i lovelove roasted marshmellows. however you spell it. bestest when its all brown and looking like idontknowwhat. kae ting ! we must do a proper mv ! hahaha.


ah yes.
happy birthday yao ying ! (:

chalet ! chalet !

ok ruth. i made the new picture already. haha. seriously i cant see how its obscene ! so anyway. i removed any of the pictures that poeple might see as obscene. its not as nice. i might not use it. haha. maybe i'll just use the red one. reds soso nice ! oh man ruth. im like so nice to you.


i think allison is a nice name. haha that was random. honestly i think im just going to keep getting fatter until i explode. seriously. i got to start exercising ! sigh i want to grow taller. i want to be tall and thin. like kahlen ! of course that shall never be possible. like how i shall never be a model.


ok i was digressing. went to shing shong with my mum today. and we bought loads of yummy food ! yumyum. (: bigbig enormous packet of super ring. and roller coasters ! and of course about a kg wirth of biscuits and loads of other stuffs. and a haphaphappy day. (:

had lunch at tiong bahru food centre. yummy chicken rice. hee. was debating between lormee and chicken rice. and i simply couldnt decide ! oh wells. i like tiong bahru food centre. although ive only been there twice. :/


hm i think a jogging companion. i get bored easily. when im bored i dont wanna run. gr. jia yun ! help ! haha. im getting too unfit and muchmuchmuch too fat ! gr. not nice.

i had a series of rather weird dreams last night. one of them was of me being pregnant ! imagine that ! it was really freaking. since i obviously cant get pregnant. and i was imagining myself being on the headlines of all the newspapers !
so thats not the point. anyway, i was at the doctor. they should be a scan of my baby. and i saw the foetus in my tummy ! haha. it felt really weird having a baby inside [sheesh i should seriously feel it ! ] and it just felt so.. fragile. like it might die anytime inside. which kinda scared me. accroding to my sister thats how its supposed to feel !


haha you know whatt. its getting really freaky. i could seriously feel the baby inside me. i wonder what this dream means ! haha. i need a prophet-interpreter like the kings did !


watched the last episode of the michelle yip/raymond lam show today. sighsigh. poor michelle yip.

yay its sat ! haha. its the first sat in a longlong time i dont have to like. study and count down how many hours there is left to church [therefore making myself hurry].yay ! its freedom for the next 6 weeks or so. happy . (:


sermon today was rather impactful. about compassion. [ yes tamago thinks the speaker was wonderful. ] which i so totally lack ! yes i think ive been hardening my heart over the years. after watching all the nkf shows and hearing about all those disasters. and youy know. compassion should not even be about just those major incidents ! ah well. i shall ask God for more compassion. hopefully it willr really show it my daily life. well. more of make me do actualy stuff.


ok thats about it. iloveyou ruth. (: haha. and i cant believe yr listening to all my crap. and RESPONDING. (:

kahlens so hot. and now so is my blog ! be careful not to stay here too long. yr comp might just melt. and now ruths complaining and wants me to change it.


ok. now she and pinli have managed to convince me that i should change it. but shes so pretty ! and my sister thinks its fine. sighsigh. ok i;ll leave it for a few days. if you think i should change it. tag and say so ! i promise i will if people really think its freaking obscene and pollutes your mind. anyway i figured about 1 person reads my blog every 5 days so it shouldnt be doing much harm.


ok. pinli:
hm i think i only got to know to last year. but knowing you made that year so significant to me ! you are like the clouds in the desert. so rare and beautiful. you are like the sun in the horizon. splashing beauty with you where ever you go. ...[this means that i said so much. but theres no space] and most importantly, you help me with my blogskin ! yay. thankew pinli.


hurhur.

i think ive deleted and reloaded the kahlen picture at domainlx about a gazillion times ! i keep thinking making new blogskins are so fun and exciting. i just keep forgetting how mahgan and anooying it is for me. just for me. i think im giving up. for the moment.


intended to have a nice long jog in the evening. havent excercised since like. forever. but then. by the time i ate breakfast it was like. two. [i shant mention what time i got up] and i think i ate like. a gazillion waffles. so i was so full when i went to watch friends with my sister. and after i think 5 episodes my mum came home with bee hoon and no hiang[ok how do you spell that] ! and by the time i finished eating [and it even fuller] it was 5 ! gr. running plans spoilt by food. think of that !


went to my mums old cell leaders house for some gathering. man i wanna live there ! it looks like a castle ! sighsigh.

sheesh. pissed ! i spent a freaking forever doing the picture for my new blogskin. now it refuses to be uploaded/transferred to my other comp/save in my gmail/save in a diskette. it freaking looks like im gonna have to redo the whole thing and i spent eons ! arggh.

yay the holidays have officially started ! well. technically it started offically yesterday. but this is my blog. so i get to say what i want !

here a list of things i plan to do during my holidays. im not sure how many will actually get done. but. anyway:

• study. maths, physics, english [well i have to do somethinga bout it], chem in dec.
• get closer to God/try and get to know Him better
• loads and loads of CIP
• guitar classes ! (:
• camp and sleepover (:
• go to church at least trice a week. [thats super off. because im just trying to do something i know i will do]
• shopping. alot. get a pink shirt. and add [other] colours to my wardrobe !
• find the Dicky show in my sister's comp and watch it !
• get the NEW sonic edge cd. [which i think will be out in dec] and hopefully get autographs ! (:
• whatelse ?

oh yes. i think my new blogskin will be ready soon. my blogs getting freaking hawt i tell you ! (:

i think Kahlens freaking hawt.


















maybe my new blogskin will be dedicated to her. (: