Friday, December 31, 2004

byebye 2004, welcome 2005!

hating. forgiving. church. making friends. squash. 2gy. old friends. evan. failing tests. studying. Dicky. books. walletshop wallet. meepok. growing. chocolate. instant noodles. waffle town. bsf. fever o4'. my sisters. handphone. msn. multiple birthdays. cambodia. macs. digi cam. christmas cards. dissapointment. Singapore idol live. peelfresh. wedding. botak. countdowns. partner. yummilicious cookies. learning. God. talking. singing. eating spiders. cambodian hotties. sly. chips. bridge. reach camp. sunshine. niao nee. eating. comforting. basketball matches. nanyang/6i dissapointment. bullying the boys. pranking. squash friendly. loving<3. holding on. screaming. o4'


i want to thank everyone in my life. this year has been a beautiful one for me. (:(: thanks to you. shoutouts:
belle joy- hello. just want to thank you for being such a great friend. ignoring all my mah fan-ness. always sending me here and there. i'm truely grateful. (: heh. sorry for always being late or being early when i'm not wanted. it really nice having you as a church mate. so that i'm nearly never alone and for entertaining me when i'm bored during service. :P anyway thankew so much for being my friend last year when i was still quiet. you made me love church more! :)

ruth- heyy. nice getting to know you better during reach camp! well we're not-so-close now but still we spend time with each other. haha. nice being friends with you this year! yr so sweet. heh. good luch finding yr skirt! (:
ting wei- hey partner! haha yr one of the best partners! enjoyed sitting next to you alot and alot! haha. thanks for always being there for me. haha. esp when i'm walking alone behind! lol. and for.. well. smsing me when i'm bored. heh. haha i know its hard being my partner. with all my crap and everything. but you beared with it all! and yr always helping me when i don't understand what khong b/hong says. thc for yr endless patience. heh.love you!
jia yun- nice knowning you better this year. lol. last year you were simply the girl sitting in front of me. now yr still the girl in front of me. just that you throw my pens around. haha. thanks for all the times you made me smile/laugh.
jing xuan/joanna- heh. ex partners! nice sitting next to the two of you. and thx for bearing with my crap. esp joanna. oh! and thank you for always telling me how to write chinese words when we write compos. heh.
evan-i got to know you this year to! heh. it was weird how we got to know each other la. but i'm really happy to have you as a friend. (: well. despite the quarrels we still manage to keep our friendship! heh. anyway. thank you for talking to me and neevr being irritated with me. and well.. just being there for me la. eh.
qibin/justin/ferdi/ben/nicolaus- i only got to know you/started really talking to you this year. heh. thank you for chatting with me whenever i'm bored and bearing with my crap and.. well. entertaining me la. and thank you [qibin] for all the advice you've given me. [heh. mainly streaming] and haha i listened to what you said since you've just been through it and well.. 'cos yr older[heh. this sounds so familar!] so yea. thankew (:
botak- thx for..well. bearing with my crap online and mostly not sounding irritated. and thank you for listening to all my troubles and just being always there for me. haha. we;re not very close but i still appreciate you. yaye.
gloria- yay. my fone mate. heh. thank you for entertaining me whenever i'm bored. gossiping and listening to me talk nonsense and just crapping with me all through. well you've been a truely great fren. love u(:
tamago- my laming partner! haha thank you for talking to me when i was bored and quiet in the computer lab. lol. and thank you for helping to make me a better person and laming with me and being there for me and well.. just being jsut a great friend! (:
anyone i left out-thank you. well i might not have mentioned you but you truely have made a diffrence in my life this lovely year. you made it special for me(:
ps. my sisters: i know i left you out. heh. we talk. (:

okayy. this is really a thank you thing la. byebye 2004! you were a splendid year. i'll miss you. ): welcome! 2005!


okayy does this sound cheesy?

heh.

heh. i had a weird dream again. it was badd. erm for some strange reason ting wei and jia yun and jing xuan and i transferred to NYGH. then i was in like shi min xing ying and wei lin's class. pretty exciting right!? but it only took like the assembly to make me miserible. bleah. i was soo depressed and was thinking, "oh my goodness! and i still have four years in front of me! [actually only two la] when i was in sc it made me so happy!" then after sometime i decided i didn't care aabout ting wei/jia yun/jing xuan anymore. i was going to transfer back to sc! [then i started worrying if they would want me back].


ok. whats with dreams nowadays? heh. actually it hasn't ended la./ there are someone weird parts bt who cares rightt. hmm. went shopping today. it was unsth unaccomplishing?. anyway. i think[hope] i've managed to convince my mum i need a new wardrobe. she just doesn't seem to understand! thats unfair. heh.


hmm. happy birthday to my brother. I haven't paid him for his present. hm. we had pretty nice food. and a nicenice cake[! (:] but i didn't get enough rice. heh.


life is booooooooring! three more days to school. idon'twant.
i should be sleeping by now, or i would like to be sleeping now. but i just gave in to temptation and the meek cries for food from my tummy and went to to have something to eat! i ended up eating alot and is trying to stay wake to digest my food before sleeping. why do i always feel hungry? tuh!


hence.
the difference between eating oreos out of the tube of the packet:

  • when you eat an oreo packet , you can't remember control the number you eat. its always in threes.
  • you tend to eat more with the tube, becuase you will think three is alot of eat and stop at say, one packet but with the tube you just go on
  • its easier to eat with the tube
  • erm i dunno la. i'm darn bored. maybe i should just go read

Thursday, December 30, 2004

thats not fair! why does meet the fockers have to be NC16? [oo. the "n" in my keyboard has nearly faded off!] oh well. next year i'll be fifteen then i'll be sixteen. yay. at leat i'm able to enter the idunnowhat room in the club right. haha/ oh well. i'll find some way to watch it. sadd super novas gone. humph. ):


hmm. krispy kremes rock. yay. (: haha


hmm. my photoblogs dead. thats mainly due to the fact that i can't seem to load photos onto my comp. oh which reminds to call eunice for the cambodia pics. (: anyway. i put some neos there la. with my team. go see if you want. oh and tag. (:


i feel like doing the 2004 thing and shoutouts. copying si. heh.

dreams

i had a strange dream last night. i dreamt that i moved house. or went there to stay for the rest of the hols. i don't know which. but anyway. the house was huge. and i didn't even finish looking at all the rooms. well i didn't bothered to la. and it was carpetted and had chandeliers hanging all over. and there were butlers and i had my own room and own personal toilet. [both very big.]


hmm. my room ad three beds. one was my own and one double decker one. for what, i don't know. [ok now i think we went there for the hols. i asked someone. haha] but there might have been for.. haha. i don't know. then the dining table was huge. and round. with a white table cloth. and of course many people clearing up the food. :P then my toilet had a marble floor. and erm there was a cubicle to shower in as well as a bath tub. but then i later became erm many many cubicles and alot of people all came to shower. [that was around when my dream changed] haha. dreams are weird huh.


ps. i'm not done with the house! haha. i don't care.:/

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

ohoh. i got my class. one day early [and before i prayed] but stillbutstill. 3Pr. yayyay. i'm excited. and i'm happy. going to be with zoe and ting wei and jia yun and jing xuan and hopefully tamago. (: haha now i'm thinking how i should write it. 3PR or 3Pr or 3pr? nah. not that. haha. okok i'm happy. (:(: the next thing is to not get hong. :/


today was eventful. i sang the twelve days of christmas twice. [completed] and erm deleted three or so eps or Singapore idol [yes it was hard):] and erm watched one and a bit of kung fu soccer and of course happy flying dragon and read around thirty pages of the chinese book. yay. now who says staying at home isn't good?


oh well. a few more days to 3rd jan. bleah. i'm scared. and idon'twann. ): oh well. looking forward to first jan though. youth service! (:(:


ps. my birthday is in less than a month! remember k? :P

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

watched the phantom of the opera today. with my sister. (: its nice whatt. haha but i didn't like the girl. christine. but yea. nice la. lalalalalalalalalala.. lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala..lalalalal music of the night.. :P


hmm. thats about my day la. i didn't manage to buy anything. ): depressing. bleah. oh did you watch living with lydia? that tisha person was there. and their gonna eat spoders on extreme gourmet next week. yay. (: haha. that was random!

Monday, December 27, 2004

-

i don't like puking. puking is badd. bleah. the last time i puked was i think p3. i remember ok. i puked and puked and my teacher wouldn't let me go home so i puked somemore till she did. then i missed getting presents from the japanese. ): however if you look on the bright side, you can think of how many calories i lost[or didn't put on]! F&N lehh. (:


today was hmm. haha. i like sylvester X)


ohoh. and happy birthdayy to mee!! (:(: i'm young okayy!


God rocks. (:

(:

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
you know i might have been sitting on the chair sly sat on?

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
hrloo

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=Dsays:
huh?

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
relly??

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
ya!!

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] :
so exiciting right!!??

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
what are the odds?

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
haha

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy
Boxing day!!=D says:
1526 to 1

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
ya but i touched quite alot of chairs

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
haha

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
dot

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
dun make him your idol

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
idol worship is unhealthy

glasses/. [tabitha thinks.. [or thinks she can]] says:
ya dicky better right

`(JËllÿƒÏŠh WøRlÐ_] Œ œ Œ œ Œ homework sucks... esp. during the holidays....BAKA Happy Boxing day!!=D says:
yupyup


(:

Sunday, December 26, 2004

humph my sister screamed into my ear and it hurts. bleah. ok anyway. christmas is over. like really really gone. i saw the suntect people keeping the christmas tree [oh you know its just a wire figure then they twine the "leaves around it?] yea. i miss it. i like christmas. well, i like singing christmas carols. ):


hmm. but the appreciation dinner rocked. i did manage to go! praise the Lord! [and too bad la isaac]yea so we went really early to go shop with ruth. but she didn't get anything. bleah so mean right. she just wouldn't listen to our advice and so she tried brainwashing belle joy to wear jeans instead of a skirt. humph.


yea so anyway it was cool. pretty posh.nice food and alot of tables. haha. the best part was the performances. lol. pastor derrick and pastor glenn rocks!!! esp pastor glenn! lol. during the model thing i was cheering for him superr loudly. and he won!! haha it was me!! [we had a clap-o-meter. so cool right!?] lol. he was so funny la.


and you know the dinner was held at the suntect ballroom? well i figured that i was stepping on the ground sly stepped on, and he might have sat on the chair i sat on! or haizard! then erm i touched the male toilet's door on purpose. 'cos i figured he woulg go to the toilet. whee~ (: ohohoh. and the waiter looked like taufik. haha


oh. and they thanked us. the stuff i mean. alot and alot. even sang a song that said "thank you thank you thank you] haha it was weird. maybe we should organise a party to thank them too!! they did so much more than us. oh well. Coos rocks!!

-

oh and my dad doesn'y want me to go for the aprreciation dinner and my only hope is bellejoy's dad sending my there though i feel quite bad because her dad is always sending me and i never send her and i'm not seeing my sister off at the airport. bleah. heartless? ):


anw. happy boxing day! (:

Saturday, December 25, 2004

merry merry christmas! haha this christmas was a pretty pleasent one for me la. the usual party with lots and lots of food. whee.


ok the morning was crap la. busybusy. and it was 1 and we were all not ready and freaking out. haha. my sister was cooking nice food la. yea. so the food was good. esp the lovely hasbrown thingy my sister made. and the fruit tarts. oh and turkey! yumyum (: i was pretty dissapointed with myself for feeling full so quickly.


haha no blogging mood now. but hmm. we were pretty crappy. lol. my two cousins and I went upstairs and started playing crappy games on the comp. lol. it was damn funny la. my cousin is damn zai. lol. then we got bored and played other stuff like erm . uno stacko and uno madness. lol. dig the games outta my cupboard k. haha spasst.


and erm well. merry christmas la! happy holidays~

Friday, December 24, 2004

merry Christmas

Merry Christmas! (:
-and God bless!-

enjoy the rest of yr hols okayy? and eat lots of food and get veryvery fat cos its time to party~ love you all! (:
God rocks (:
-SuMIn(:

christmas eve. (:

dear santa,

sorry for sending you this letter so late, but i figured youwon't need much time to prepare my simple present [k la. it was too early and then i forgot.but still yr santa], and i beleibe i have been a pretty good girl this year?


all i ask is to have straight hair. nice straight hair. or curlywavy. just not sticking out all over the place like now. thankyou santa! (:


-Su-Min(:
went for From Heavens' Throne today. it was nice!! yea tamago should have went. the baby jesus was so cute! and i saw kimbo sing!! lol. can't wait for out "debreif" debbie still remmebers. and she promised to tell us what we ate. you so never knoe i can come up and say i ate elephants or sth. lol. :p
but anyway. had a nice time giving out presents 'cos everyone called my sweet. lol. sounds familar.. haha. and erm yea. it works. and erm yea220-240volts and 25watts. k ruth? love you all(:
and Merry Christmas in advance!


Thursday, December 23, 2004

ok. now i blog again. (: okayy. christmas is in two[or one, depending on what time i finish this] days and i feel totally unprepared. i feel it has been sneaking upon me and now its jumping on my back. all this holidays i have been rejecting and rejecting people who ask me out [hahaha. except my cambodia team] then all of a sudden the holidays are over.


also i'm not particularly looking forward to this christmas since gift exchange has been cancelled and my sister will be lwaving for korea the following day. ya so i'll be missing my sister and i won't even be getting a few presents to keep me happy. bleah. but then again, we must always remmeber the true meaning of christmas. [oh. and then i have to go back to school after one week]


ok. unlike shanshan i'm gonna have a list on why i like christmas.

  1. i get to look at my prettyful christmas tree. [esp this year since my sister gave it a makeover]
  2. christmas shopping!! [and after christmas sales]
  3. jesus being born.
  4. all the nice christmassy stuff my church comes up with. ie. from heavens throne
  5. the beautiful lights in orchard and the butt shaking christmas tree
  6. christmas carols!! :D
  7. presents! [though not so much this year]
  8. partiess!! with yummilicious food
  9. seeing my cousins [though basically sharon.]
  10. the lovely feeling you get on that day
  11. idon'tknow. but theres more. anw. YAYEE!!
oh goodness! its 11.54 and i need to finish blogging by 12. if not the comp will show tomorrow's date instead of todays! bahh.


anyhow. merry christmas eve's eve! yay so exciting. i went shopping today! and met cheryl and joy and alecia! yay i like meeting people. (: oh and i bought a nice shirt from zara which, on second thoughs, isn't so nice after all. [okayy four mins] i look weird. bleah. but who cares. hahaha wearing it anywayy. waitress or no waitress. humph


this is the race against blog time! i think i'll end of here. tata'

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

yay. today i went to bugis to have yummilicousss beef noodles. and boluo bao. (: it was deeelicious! then i went shopping with my mum but didn't get anything. bleah. stupid only-shirt-i-liked didn't have my size. ):


went to visit my tingting!! lol. shesss still sooo cute!! though pretty scared of me at first. i love my tingting!! :D


oh yes. then my erm neices were playing with the pokemon toys and watching the show. so i sang a line of the song and they were like.. "huh? how you know?" then they started holding up the pokemon figures and asking me for their names. i forgoooooot!! nononooo. thats like so.. weird! aha. memories.


oh. and i cutted my hair. its ugly. hurrmph.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

the holidays are ending. booo. idon'twannnnnnnnnt. but then there’s Isaac who is looking forward to "the next half of the year" hurrmph. i'm already considering counting down to the holidays again. hmm. june or December?


oh is anyone going for the UR christmas party? hahaha. it sounds cool leh.


my sister thinks i'm weird. bleah. she said i have been weirder since i came back from cambodia. thats not true. i'm not weird.

Monday, December 20, 2004

hmm my days are getting boringer and boringer. today i spent mine on the sofa reading the chinese book [i got to page hundred!!] so as you can see i have nth much to blog about. hohum.


last night i was sniffing vicks and couldn't help but burst out laughing when i thought about our skit. hahaha it was the erm glue sniffing part. once during the practice, ben sniffed the "glue" and say "ahh!" then ferdi sniffed it and also went "ahh!" [and repeat] it was like.. some vicks advert or sth. ok i can't describe that but. LOL.


ok its quite surprising what bordem can do to you. despite all my "neopets!? ew!" i'm now at the neopets site. laugh at me everyone!

Sunday, December 19, 2004

ew

ew. today while bathing i poured out an unusually large amount of baby bathe, only to dump it on my hair. i was about to "spread" it around when i realised what i was doing.


grossgrossgross!!
its nice craving for chocolate, then having your family come back from NTUC-- with Kit Kat chunkys!! (:


1. B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S[my name is]
= SuMIn
[in the morning]
= i wake up
[all i need]
= erm. food?
[love is]
= patient, love it kind, it does not envy it does not... ...
[if i could see one person right now]
= Dicky. duhh.
[im afraid of]
= erm insects? alot of things..
[i dream about]
= whatever i'm thinking about during the day? i don't know. the other day i dreamt i was screaming at m****n. hmm..



2.H A V E Y O U E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked]
= ew.
[actually seen ur crush naked?]
= ewew.
[been in love]
=nope. sadly.
[cried when someone died]
= no on close to me has died.
[drank alcohol]
=erm no


3.T H I S O R T H A T .
[trash or sentimental]
= sentimental
[flowers or candy]
= candy! (:
[shutter or saw]
= huh
[tall or short]
= tall. ..but i'm short ):


4. W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . .
[what do u notice first?]
= looks. haha.
[last person u slow danced with?]
= my sister maybe. :P
[worst thing to say]
= to me? insult my dicky la.



5. W H O . .. .
[makes u laugh the most?]
=erm someone funny
[makes u laugh the easiest?]
=idon'tknow
[makes you smile]
=Dicky.. (:
[gives u a funny feeling]
= funny feeling. erm **
[has a crush on u?]
= do you even know me?
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]
= depends


6. D O Y O U E V E R . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someonespecial to I.M. u?]
= why don't you just talk to the person? no.. duh
[saved any conversations online?]
= my comp saves everything though i told it not to :/

.7. W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[u talked to]
= can't remember. my sister or father or mum. haha
[hugged]
= sister
[u instant messaged]
= erm botak i think
[u laughed with]
=myself. my sister din find my story funny ):


8. D O Y O U
[color ur hair]
= nope
[ever booted off in the chatroom]
= nope


9.H A V E Y O U/ /D O Y O U/ /A R E Y O U/ /C O U L D Y O U
[obsessive]
= not that i know of
[live without the computer?]
=yes!! in cambodia!! the tv too. hahaha
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]
= stupidtroublesome 137. pathetic la i know
[what's your favorite food?]
=i eat and eat..
[whats ur favorite fruit?]
= erm apples? mangoes? can'trememberwhatsthatcalled? i don't know
[like watching sunrises or sunset]
= sunset. i don't wanna wake up early
[what hurts the most?]
= .


10. Q U E S T I O N S. .. .
[easily]
= whatt?
[i want]
=to not do homeowork
[i wish]
= hurr. for alot of things. that i don't have to go back to school?
[i miss]
= cambodia
[i fear]
= God.
.[i listen]
= with my ears

byebye./

Saturday, December 18, 2004

out with mission team and my sister home. (:

national treasure with my mission team today. (: haha only edna was there when i went. haha we seriously didn't know what to do. so we went down and saw ben with stanley and went up and stoned somemore. bla. until cheryl came and we bought tickets. haha people owe me money. > [9.50] haha.


national treasure is soosoo nice! and its funny. lol. sat between ben and edna and ate nachos. haha. zoe's sister us right about guys having tissue when girls don't. lol. so we left for church and saw mag at the busstop! ok. then i shall skip cheryl's long 7 people story


haha. then comes the cool part. we were at the hawker centre and cheryl was then telling them about the ever-so-coincidental-and-cool part of the 7people story; the isaac part:

we were in the single story triple one, and she was telling hannah how when she was in a single story triple one she met isaac in the bus. then guess who comes in! botak!! so just at that moment, i noticed our table number. guess? haha.. triple one!!


ohoh. and my sister's home. (:(:(:(: she has lots of stories to share and so do I. but its cool to see the difference between a mission trip and a.. non mission trip.


okayy. this is a.. weird post. haha. heck :/

out with mission team and my sister home. (:

national treasure with my mission team today. (: haha only edna was there when i went. haha we seriously didn't know what to do. so we went down and saw ben with stanley and went up and stoned somemore. bla. until cheryl came and we bought tickets. haha people owe me money. > [9.50] haha.


national treasure is soosoo nice! and its funny. lol. sat between ben and edna and ate nachos. haha. zoe's sister us right about guys having tissue when girls don't. lol. so we left for church and saw mag at the busstop! ok. then i shall skip cheryl's long 7 people story


haha. then comes the cool part. we were at the hawker centre and cheryl was then telling them about the ever-so-coincidental-and-cool part of the 7people story; the isaac part:

we were in the single story triple one, and she was telling hannah how when she was in a single story triple one she met isaac in the bus. then guess who comes in! botak!! so just at that moment, i noticed our table number. guess? haha.. triple one!!


ohoh. and my sister's home. (:(:(:(: she has lots of stories to share and so do I. but its cool to see the difference between a mission trip and a.. non mission trip.


okayy. this is a.. weird post. haha. heck :/

Friday, December 17, 2004

i dream

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
The spirit there?
Where eagles dare to fly
In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
Where i am sure dreams are
Doesn't matter if i win
Or the colour of my skin
'cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And i dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart
Just wants to give in
And i dream
I can be
The hero thats in me
When i dream
I dream...
Theres a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat
If all you keep is pride
First or lastSlow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on
When worlds have come apart
Doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
'cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself
And i dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart
Just wants to give in
And i dream
I can be
The hero thats in me
When i dream
I dream
Of the moment
That forever will be golden
When the torches pass
All your dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dream
I can be
The hero thats in me
And i dream
I dream
oh. and look what I found. slysly(:

out with gloria and zoe.

stupid blogger deleted my post. anw. something interesting happened today. yeaa. i cut my nails (: see joyy! i'm a good girl! haha. but the stupid nail clipper was so blunt. bleahhh >(


hoohum. went out with gloria and zoe and zoe's *ahem* friend to get christmas presents. don't blame me if its ugly. ..thats all i can say. :/


oh what else. i forgot. >< ehh. cross eyed. ice cream joke. hehh.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

bleah

not-so-nice boys in my mission team. ben seems unable to absorb the fact that darling Dicky is bald. so too bad. hes all mine now.
i need a hero~ lala. bleah i don't like olinda. always skip her when yr watching singapore idol. understand? oh well. thats what i did la always do. :X


fedi says Dicky Cheung is very pretty as a girl.
ben says dicky is so shuai he might as well steal him.
erashes says... well erashes usually doesn't say anything

so if you ignore the fact that ferdi calls Dicky "that botak" [though now so much] and is always suaning me about him, and ben keeps calling Dicky Cheung Dicky lee [until he finally asked last night], the boys in my mission rock! hahaha. i can't believe i'm saying this. lol.



Wednesday, December 15, 2004

"until su-lin produces the song, i shall refuse to believe that she heard any such thing while shoe shopping in everbest, wisma, although it is a delightful story. "

so i go ask my sister "what song?" and she says, "tou ba, tou ba"
"tou diao!?"
then my sister happily says oh theres such song...

sly fanfics

okok i admit:i read sly fanfics. :/ but then you can't blame me. they were all over the fanfiction site and i was just soo amused. so anyway thats not the point la. i just got sick of reading the fanfics so quickly and i got them all mixed up. reason being they are all so templated and the same. ok heres a simple skeleton of a typical sly fanfic:


male lead: sly
female lead: daphne

minor charecters:
maia[daphne's fren]
taufik olinda christopher [sly's frens]
sometimes leandra or the rest of the 30 finalist as random roles.
judges as their teachers

  1. sly is the cool quiet sporty popular dao guy who has tonns of girls flirting with him all the time and wanting to be his girlfren
  2. daphne is the quiet, optimistic blabla girl.
  3. christopher usually likes daphne but she doesn't like him back. either that or he and maia are both flirts.
  4. daphne tries to make frens eith sly but always gets daoed
  5. of course she never gives up
  6. due to either sly daphne's lousy results they sit next to each other so the better one can help her/him
  7. so daphne will keep talking to him but he ignores her
  8. though sly finds himself falling for her and he keeps trying to stop himself but he can't
  9. he opens out to her becuase shes the only one who cares for him or whatever
  10. turns out sly has some tragic background blabla
  11. they confess their love for each other and live happily ever after. whee~

either that or sly will fall for his fan who asks for his autograph or whatever. thats the lamer version which i don't even read. bleahh

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

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did anyone watch mighty in-laws? [or whatever its call] hahaha vincent ng was wearing glasses! haha.


ok what else. i miss my sister alot. bleahh. fourmoredays. i can't wait to chat with her. haha.


sigh my father happens to think i keep going out. thats not fair. since i came back from cambodia i only went out once-with my mission team so you know it barely counts cos all we did was take neos. then before my trip i don't think i even went at all! k maybe once too. humph. talk about lack freedom. >(


oh. my fingernails felt weird from playing the piano. haha. i think i got the habit of curving them from typing. see! the comp is good for you! lol. i'm just sooo soo bored.


oh yess. i saw myself in tevee!! haha Singapore idol result show. lol. it was stoopid. (:

Monday, December 13, 2004

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i miss my sister. alot and alot and alot. bleah. so much i wasted money sending her a crap sms. anw i doubt she'll reply so.. whatever la.


ohoh i can't believe this. i bought a green skirt today. tuh! i feel so cheated k. both my mum and the stupid sales girl told me it was brown. and kept insisting though i said it was green. so heck la i bought it then while waiting for my father my mum checked the colour and it was green!! bahh.


hahaha i'm bored. bleahhh

Sunday, December 12, 2004

hahaha this is a little late but you know how squeezy it always is when big familes go out together for dinner or sth? so whenever we were young they would be like.. SuMIn go sit it the boot. hahaha so in cambodia it was crowded in the bus and i sat in the boot! hahaha i reallyreally did. lol. with joy and alecia and eunice. its so cool. (:(:


bleah stupid starawards. i can't believe joanna peh won the new comer thing. what about my felica chin!!?? and poorpoorpoor fiona xie. bleah chen liping and whoever. like who cares about them rightt.


the idol paradise song is in my head. lol. thats so stuupid. i'm bored. bleahh.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Have You Ever...
1. Tried to shoot a rubber band at someone only to end up shooting yourself? Yes.
2. Stared at a rotating ceiling fan to see if you can follow one of the blades? hahaha yea.
3. Pushed all the buttons in the elevator just because you could?
nope. thats stupid.
4. Known something is going to happen, and then it does?
yea. its freak
5. Totally ignored someone just to make them mad?
hmm.. no. but i do when i mad at her...
6. Gone up the down escalator?
er yea. duh... no i mean de.. _-_
7. Asked how much something was then realised the price ticket was staring you in the face?haha not that i know off..
8. Wondered why you were thinking about something?
yea
9. Went to the bathroom and realized you didn't have to go?
you mean like trying to shit and nth comes out? yea...
10. Watched your screen saver for a long period of time and found it entertaining?
Yeah, Haha.
.11. Tried to lick your nose?
yep. but i can't
12. Tried to rub your stomach and pat your head?
i'm trying. whats wrong with tt?
13. Answered a question so easy, wrong?
probebly
14. Hit something to make work?
Haha yeah, it works sometimes..
15. Gone in to buy something then realized you didn't have any money with you?
nope. i always check. it would be so embarrassing!
.16. Dusted your tables with your hands just for the heck of it?
nope
17. Stared into space for more than five minutes in one sitting?
probebly.
18. Counted how many stairs there were in a given flight of stairs? haha yea. alot when i was young
.19. Gotten mad at yourself because you couldn't stop thinking what you were thinking?
just really irritated la
20. Tried getting your socks off without using your hands?
ya duh! everyday after sch
21. Aked a question more than once in the same conversation?
hahaha i think i do that alot :X
22. Said something that was in a song?
think so..
.23. Deliberately closed your eyes for a period of time while walking?
yeah. haha.
24. Felt like someone was following you and no one was there?
yeah.
25. Crashed into someone while walking
think so... so stupid. haha
26. Been all alone and thought of something funny and laughed at it?
no la i don't laugh in public./ just smile. oh yea.. alone.. yea!
27. Wanted to fly?
who doesn't. more like teloporting
28. Asked yourself, am I crazy?
haha yea.
29. Been thinking something in your head and thought you said it out loud?
haha yes.
30. Walked down a sidewalk trying not to step on any cracks?
haha isn't that a phrase everyone goes through?
31. Burned things like paper,plastic,raisins... just to see how they burned???
heh, yes.no don't play with fire! ..only paper and leaves la..
32. Read the same paragraph in a book over and over and never remembering what it says.
haha yea. when i'm not paying attention.
.33. Heard your name called and no one was calling you?
yeah
34. Kicked the object you hurt yourself on?
no duh. that would hurt me even more
.35. Forgotten what you were about to say and get angry at yourself for not remembering it? yea kinda. :X


i have a pretty christmas tree! (:

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hahaha i'm bored. everyone online is daoing me.even edna went offline! bleah. >(


haha church today was soo spassstic. i didn't do anything. not even worship. haha. ohohoh evan was in jeans [duntellyou] (: haha oh we were with kimbo's cell. haha just there gosipping (:(: lol. but no one answered the questions lor. only kimbo :P hahaha.


oh then we went for dinner and to orchard to see the lights. alecia was so funny in the bus!! they were showing singapore idol [sly!!] and she was like.."let there be a jam... let there be a jam.." and [to the adverts], "faster!! faster!" haha she wanted to see herself on tv. "to see if i look fat" haha it was so funny. 'cos we were making so much noise i wanted to see people turn around and stare at her when she appeared. haha soo sad. she was still staring at the tv when the bus drove away...


haha so blabla and yay. everyone should tell me their secrets. haha

Friday, December 10, 2004

haha you know its so weird how cambodian time passes so slowly and singapore time passes so quickly. i mean its the total opposite. i love every min of cambodia but in singapore i'm like huhh whatever.


its weird how i came back to my usual routine so quickly. ok many not. since i only went for one week. but bleah. i [still] miss cambodia./ hahahaa i was so bored at home today. i went online and found alecia and we started gossipping about the trip ;) haha its so nice knowing whats going on within the team. lol.


i wanna learn the guiter. butt naked babies. hee. (:



- Posted by Hello
erastus; all in one drawing
-benjamin04'

Thursday, December 09, 2004

quotes.

"when i saw the room, i felt nothing.
when i saw the pictures, i felt something
after i watched the show, i felt like crying.
but i told myself no! so i didn't cry"
-on the pol pot thing.
"bimbo is used to describe a girl whos bimbotic
himbo is used to describe a guy hus bimbotic
kimbo is used for people with a weird sense of humour"
"kimbo the bimbo
who sat in a limbo
arms akimbo.... .."
-edna trying to say sth funny:P
erashes:stone.
stop being so erational! erashing. :P
i forgot the rest
but someone should cut his hair. hurhurhur. phua chu kang in the making (:

cambodia.

hello!! i'm back i'm back!! (: i miss my home and my family and my bed and my pillow and my bolster and hot water!! but most of all i miss cambodia. bleah. its such a wonderful place. the enviroment and my team [(:(:] and haha. the boys. :P cambodian guys are hot!! esp my boyfriends (:


oh yes. one importent lesson learnt: whenever you go for some stay over thing with me, remmeber to lock the door when u use the toilet. or i am sure the open it. bah. its traumatising i tell you. the first day. ferdi walked out of the toilet and the foor wasn't closed totaly. so i just opened the door and walked in. and erastus was inside k! gosh! not only unlocked but not closed too. then the next day i tried the door and it wasn't locked. so i opened it and *scream* debbie [edit]. bahh.


ok. God was truely amazing the this trip. but now for the details.


day1:
nth much that day la. i still ddn't know the team and well. we just didn't do anything. oh. but the food was good. and pretty cheap too! hurrmph. (: hahaha. i don't like **


day2: satt.
this was the day we visited the orphanages. erm the first one was really fun./ the children were all so enthu and cute! the best part was "mingling" with the kids. yea super funn. we ended up playing monkey with an enormous chushy toothpaste. (: the kids were soo cute!! esp the girls sister. (: haha. it was really fun. we pumped water and i touched a cow. moooo.

then was the other orphanage. hmm. mostly the same stuffs la. sang the songs for them though they wern't so enthu. yep. the played games with them. lol. joy's bf is soo gdlooking!! ):


day3:sun
insult ferdinand day. (: hahaha superr fun (: we ate with the cambodians after the church service and started learning their language. so soon we had a competition which turned into a khmer convo with ferdi. more or less insulting him la. funfun (: haha. then back to the 2nd orphanage. (: oh. i had to give a testi. maluated. ): haha. but our skit was so fun!! erastus is god. hahaha. oh and ben the lovely glue sniffer. 'cos he looks like hes sniffing glue with his vicks bottle. (: hahaha. our skit rocks. lol.
then after everything was fellowship. hmm. played stuff like pass the hot potato and blow wind blow. lol. the cambodians have a weird obsession with fashion shows and monkies. hahaha. but lisa and ferdi rocks! lol. haha the dancing part was weird. this girl came up to me and taught me the cambodian dance. which is hard. bleah. i can't co-ordinate my hands and feet. bleah. haha but shes nice. "darling" haha. [thats her name btw]. oh and the baby is so cute! and joy's boyfren ):
then was dinner at this weird place. oh and our lovely bridge gathering. cheryl and me make the best partners! haha.


day4: mon.
bully erastus day. hmmm we moved to the vilage orphanage. haha. started out with free time playing with the kids. of course we all found are own hot guy and boyfrens. (: haha. kimbo and i taught the kids monkey.it was simple. she was holding the ball and threw it to kimbo and we pointed at the ball, then kimbo and waved our hands[and in saying no] and it got it k!! clever children! we overcomed the language barrier. lol. it was fun k. esp my boyfren. so cute as the monkey. (: haha/ then we went to play with the hammock. lo. its fun k. though it feels like yr about to fall of anytime but. yea. :D
then we started trying to make the boys fall out of the hammock. lol. erastus kept falling off la. [it was bully erastus day remember?] then ben fell of once[i think] and ferdinand refused to get on it. humph. hahaha. we got the little boys to chase after erastus and tickle him. :P


oh and then we strted painting the place. haha. it was cool la. started with the wall thingy. erm sand paper to get the paint and dirt off. blablabla. nth much la. then we were like painting the fence and later the wall again. got to use brushes and rollers! superr cool. thought what was not so pleasent was when we found ants/spider webs/frogs etc.
oh did i mention? cambodian food rocks. no matter where. (:(:
oh then was bathing. the worst la. erm lets see k. pitch dark. girls toilet. no light. scoop. water with insects. spider webs. hmm. anw we lived through it la. we were washing our hair outside fi4rst and the guys were looking down from the window staring and asking what we were doing. sheesh. so we survived. debrief rocked. the guys came over and helped us catch insects/set up our sleeping bags then pck talked for like 2mins and they all left. then i shfited down to the bottem bunk 'cos i found spiders in the webs. bleah if only i found them earlier someone would have caught it for me. bahh. oh and i talked to my frenly bf. alot. he was always outside my room. (:(:


day5: tues
ben the glue-sniffer day only that didn't work out. humph. oh breakfast was good. had this nice cambodian bread with condensed milk.

then we started weeding the field. it was pretty erm. notnice. the weeds were enormous and grew in "bushes" too many red ants and my hands hurted. but oh my bf is very strong. haha apprantly we were working around a cobra's nest. freaky huhh.
slacking. oh i learnt the nana dance. haha belle joy. i know one k.
oh then we freaked out before the youth service. because apprantly they din know they were in charge of the entire thing. (: haha we did are skit again. and lisa's testi. blabla. so soon we were exploring the village. haha it was really cool. like we saw cows and more cows and rice fields and pigs etc. i mean how often do you get to see that kinda thing? never in singapore! haha. then on our way back this weird guy came up to me and asked nme to each him eng. then started asking me like weird ques. [then the next day he came up to me again and was weird and later went up to me and told me **** humph. weird. :P] so.. yea i made frens. kenya issit? (: and the girl i partnered for the dance. (: lalala.

night was better. hahaha. i was talking to the boys while bathing [all three sepratly] with eunice. they were in the next cubicle and in was stupid. they make weird noises like bathing! its like *insert sick noise* !!! the water is sooo cold!! *insert sick noise*!! the water is so cold! yea and repeat. i kept asking them to shut up but of course they wouldn't so i started singing the "be like a tree" song to ferdi and we all sang! ahaha. "i wanna be like a tree.."

then we went to the boys room for bridge. aha. so fun so fun. (:

debreif was freaky. 'cos we didn't know what to do for feeding the 5000. totally. oh well. God's grace pull us through. praise the lord! (:


day6: wed.
feeding the 5000. we had to wake u and 4.30 but all went welwellwell. i must stress that our preperation was 0. but it was really touching. the response we got. even from the morning boy. :P hahaha. i swear benjamin looks like larry. though no one seems to agree. bleah. and yea. the stories we told them. we had to leave after a while la. reallyreally sad. ): missing my bf already. ):

visited this museum thingy. the place where pol pot kept the people. it was really sadd. i mean like. how could they had been tortured like that!? bahh the feeling there was.. indescribeble. but you really should go experience it.

so bought stuff and we had dinner. this is the part k. we were at the resturant early and went to stroll by the river. then this guy came with a basket of hmm. bored, spiders, cockroaches, locust, scorpions etc. then guess what guess what? i ate spiders! *gasp* its nice la. like this big. black, hairy. a tarantula. oh. full grown[i think]

ok the food at the resturant was real good. like really heaven. even after the other food! (: there were lizards though. spasssst. after the meal we were telling jokes and stuff and a lizard was above ben. so ferdi was like forcing his mouth open facing the ceiling so poo would fall in. so they were kinda struggling and then pck stuff a banana in. lol!!

day7:thurs.

our last day ): reallyreally sad k. bahh. we had our last breakfast and one love [!(:] and it rocked. as always. blabla and we went back and played bridge. the plane ride too, was mainly a bridge meeting. so happened that cheryl hannah and me were together. so ben moved to the empty row behind us and whoop! [perfect seats huh] .

yea. so here we are! (:

see. the trip rocked so much. though most of the nice parts weren'y really there. but yea. stupid ferdinand kept trying to scare me in the mornings. well. when ever we walked past each other la [2/3 of the mornings in auntie marion's house]. stupid. glasses rock. ahaha.

ohohoh. chips!!! (: and butt naked babies. (: my clever little boyfren can write chinese. and speak to. a little la. stinkeyy toilets without lights. all insects should just dieee. i love my story cube. edna mode. and i sat in the boot. (:(:


Friday, December 03, 2004

hello. at the airpost now. gg to cambodia. heh. hahaha. i miss my mummy ): lol. the last time i took a plane was... ... and without mny family too! (:

haha. pray for me. i think i better go. love you! (:

Thursday, December 02, 2004

boo. will be flying off to cambodia tomorrow. whee~ can't wait. haha. pretty freaked though. and i'mve not done withstarted packing. bahh. anw. byebye all. (:


oh yes. but i figured you people will be doing yr christmas shopping. and i figured that with christmas and all, [like 27th dec ;)] my wishlist should be updated so....


  • Bodyshop "born lippy"strawberry lipbalm
  • Bodyshop sugar and spice lipbalm [it smells so edible!]
  • " " grapeseed bodybutter
  • wong fei hong returns
  • kung fu soccer
  • lao you gui gui
  • Xi you ji 2 [or you can just get mediacorp to repeat that. (:
  • lost 10kg
  • a day out shopping by myself so i can put the clothes i want here
  • that swatch watch. and that and that.
  • just lots of money so i can buy rendom stuff (:

ok. thats just a not-so-nice one thats there for the moment.

i love you all loads and hope you love me too! (:(:

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

hellohello. sly lost. humph he shouldn't have. ): stupid hannah ng called me while i was in the taxi. i wanted to find out myself. ): oh well. i like sly anyway. ): humph. halfway through the meeting i had a headache and i instatly knew sly lost. humph. now i'm home and it won't go away. oh and i killed my left hand.


i like sly anyway. humphhumph. ):


oh i heard a particular friend of mine was in a wedding gown carrying the sign "marry me taufik" humph. madness. and shes supposed to be a sly supporter. bleah.