i try so hard to forgive you, but everytime i look at meself the hatred bubbles up again.


10 things you want:

1. red pencil case
2. nike watch
3. my fringe
4. new phone
5. nike handbag
6. levis bag[s]
7. that belt
8. heelsheels
9. Dicky Cheung!
10. wah i cant think of so many things at once la swatch watch strap

9 things you love:

1. red.
2. my bolster
3. my bed
4. my camara
5. the feeling you get after running
6. sleeping
7. my squash raquet
8. church!
9. foodfood.

8 days you like:

1. sundays
2. saturdays
3. christmas
4. new year (chinese)
5. my birthday
6. new years eve (english)
7. and chinese
8. holidays

7 things you saw:

1. the clouds
2. my mee pok
3. physics tys
4. sound of music
5. black marker
6. hauru!
7. my fone

6 things you hear:

1. the tv
2. the fan
3. myself typing
4. the fone ringing
5. music
6. me sniffing

5 people you talked to:

1. ting wei
2. zoe
3. oldest sister
4. my mum
5. my 2nd sister

4 places you visited

1. school
2. the toilet
3. tony and guy
4. church

3 things you look forward to"

1. my brithday
2. shopping
3. party!

2 things to do:

1. stone
2. tell lame jokes

1 thing you hate:

1. that bloody hairdresser.

i think hauru is hot. like. still. i dont care how outdated i am. hauru is hothothothothot. (:


cant wait for the sonic edge festival! even though its like. what. three months away. yep. im all excited. planet shakers and hillsongs united [and many many more!] and going to play! thats like. how cool. everybody must come. i dont care. (:


today was erm. boring. i stayed at home the entire day and felt bad for not studying. hm. i really really need to do well for my chem test tomorrow.

here i am. chatting with two guys. ones talking to me about Dicky and the other hauru. and both of them are, directly or in directly, asking me if i want to be with dicky/hauru. and i say yes and they will want me and they both tell me its impossible and wake up. talk about mean friends. who tell lies.


this morning i was just thinking about when i was young. and one of my biggest self-attenable wishes was to be fat.ter but now im all fat and gross i want to be thin again. life is just sosos unfair. we should just be like inflatable of something.


went to church today. youth service and it rocked as usual! (: sang mostly oldold songs during service. like those i used to sing during SPK. nevertheless. it was really meaningful. it had all something to do with Jesus dying for us, and rising again. (: the song during offering was "Lord I life yr name on high" halfway through the song i realised i could sing it with my mind entirely on something else. hm. not good.


sermon was on building bridges. halfway through i really needed to pee. so yea. you can see i couldnt pay my full attention.): i listened though. it was really meangingful. about building bridges. yep. jesus is a bridge for us. and we are to extend the bridge out to others! yep. and i thought the video thing was nice. lol. hannah was like so embarassed. but i thought she was pretty good. haha. cant believe she didnt tell us! lol. then caem the best part. we crossed the bridge! that was like. how cool. haha.


pastor glenn was like so dao. i went to hi to him after service. becuase im friendly and unproud and he gave me that okayy. why are you here look. what i was like how extra la!! shouldnt have listened to him humph.


i want to go to sonic fest!!


tennineeight more days.

today is good friday. the day jesus died for us on the cross to cleanse us of our sins. i think i havent really got down to thanking God yet. and come to think of it, i havent done my Qt. oh well.


went to church today. for the "visual sermon" didnt really get most of it. but certain parts were pretty sad. youknowwho was being youknowhat as usual and i got youknowwhat and youknowwhated and she youknowwhated. ok fine. i couldnt think of any other you know somethings for youknowwhatever.


went to my ah tios funeral. it was pretty saddening. i mean i dont really know him and everything. he just used to be his man sitting quietly watching tv when i went to visit my da yi and minmin and yingying and tingting. and i would see him and not know what to call him and freak out. oh well.


came back and went to shing shong. bought lots and lots of food. yes. it made me real happy. the bestest thing is that everythings so cheap. well. cheaper. haha. i mean we spend alot less. bought lots of biscuits. ie cowhead. oh goodness i love that. yea. im all prepared to get fat. like a cow. i just cant wait for tuesday. when i get to cut my hair. its getting so darn out of shape now. i just want to shave bald. oh yes. thats only for the 22nd of each month right. :P


went to this chinese high resturant for dinner. it was pretty good. haha. had sharks fin. oh goodness i miss it! i mean the one we had at new year was all watery. and without crab. unlike this one. then there was like sea bass [i dont usually eat fish] and other yummilicious things. stuffed. (:

zoe amuses me. she thinks that one marshmellow has one calory. like. good luck to her diet. haha. i think it should be at least 10. hm. 50g is 159 calories. haha. i cant believe i went to check. do you know that there are twenty three different colours of m&ms to choose from? you can also print a message on it! random.

english today was funny. we had to write this news paper articlee. with the proper format. and we wrote about sylvester!! about erm. how he broke up with maia becuase of his three wives. and he married her becuase he was drunk, and mistook her for one of his wives. ahaha. (: then we like pasted hauru's picture as the journalist and pasted our picture and drew maia and sly. lol. we were damn high la.


banners nearly done. good job SuMIn! [and zoe and ting wei] (:

i, me, promise that by the 23rd march 2006, and this time, i shall be [edit]. ok that was private. wait yew laurgh at moi howz?


school today was erm. normal. yea. i love mrs logan! shes the bestest funniest teacher ever. hahaha. although chem lessons always seem rather loong. but shes so funny!

i want to runrunrunrunrun. only i cant. ): and i want my nike watch. and a new phone cover. i want i want i want. and to think i just re-wrote my english essay about the tsunami. about erm. how i realised that materials are unimportent. and i no longer care about clothes and phones and camaras and whatever thing. *coughs* yea right.


i think the mee pok queue is getting shorter. that makes me happy. (: or maybe i should start being healthy for recess. like today. i had yoghurt[crap.] for dinner. and one kiddo. kiddos rock! (: that was becuase i just ran and everyone had dinner already. haha. so i just took my yoghurt so i could eat in front in the tv. with company. now i all hungry again. :/


run through it, ran through it.
what the heck la. its no big deal.

updated wishlist. (:(:

kae ting came over today. we watched spirited away! haha. whats his name? haku. yea. but i dont think hes goodlooking. haha. haurus the best. im not going into anime. but the show was nice. although it was just missing.. well. hauru. (:


zoe came and we went to church. failed to come up with a plan. saddening. so we just stood and the entrance maybe prepared to do something impromptu. but she just didnt turn up! so we gave up and went in. and then zoe was like "miss soh!"and we all turned and looked and oh goodness! miss soh was there! and she seemed really happy to see and was was smiling really widely and waving non stop. [edit] oh and we saw her boyfriend! hahaha.


had worship and service. worship was nicenice as usual (: zoe thinks its super cool. i think kaeting was pretty lost. haha. hope she wont get scared away or sth. :/ ohoh. blablabla thinks pastor glenn is gdlooking!! and she liked him for like 10 mins. lol. i was like suaning her. hahaha. chatting with her on the fone now. she hopes her boyfren will dress like that. haha. [edit].


i dont wanna talk about the sermon cos someones gonna read this. winkwink. :P then after church kae ting and zoe xcame over. and we saw sylvester sing! haha kae ting and i are gonna cut our hair like sly!! haha. i think it'll totally kill me. lol.

today whatever diet of eat in moderation and healtily crap was thrown away. today was all about oil, stuffing yrself, sugar, fat. putting on weight. and no doubt i did today. alot. anhd i didnt exercise. i woke up too late for my 5k. plat. ):


today, shopping sucked becuase:

1. i did not buy anything. anything
2. i didnt get my hair cut
3. i didnt watch a movie
4. i didnt see anyone i know [dont ask. i always seem to]
5. i didnt see dicky. or sylvester. or hauru. or matai

but then right after zoe left, i saw mag!! then i knew that the day was about to take a turn, and i would buy something. and i did!

met zoe to cut my hair. only to find out that the placed closed down. so yea. we went all the way to bugis only to find out it was under renovation crappish! yea. then at suntec we found another one. and zoe and ting wei were like telling me to cut. but then i said that all the people were old and my hair would probebly turn out really auntie. and they said it wouldnt. so we were just standing there watching the people cut their hair. then suddenly, the scissors seemed to spin out of the guys hands, and he nearly cut the old mans ear! gosh. like how freaky is that.

shopping was gross la. nth seemed to fit me. my 19.90 jeans cost 60 all of a sudden. and my levis bag dissapeared. and so did everything i like. whateevr la. i just wanted to like. die or something. lunch was nice though. erm. teriyaki chuicken. hm.

no mmod to blog. let me tell you about my dream. i dreamt of matai last night. i miss him. ): let me tell you about my dream. for some strange reason me and this whole large group of people were like being locked up. like some war thing, and everyone goes to prison? and i just knew that we were going to be tortured. so of course i didnt wanna go. anyway they all forced us in and i was like. staring at the prison guards. and i decided that one of them looked cambodian. so i asked if if he was cambodian and he was yes and stood up and got all excited. and even though the chance was soo tiny. i asked him if he knew matai. and he said yes!! and he got even more excited and he pulled me away from the crowd and ran off with me somewhere and brought me to this place. and there was matai! sitting on the chair! ahh. matai so hawt so hawt.(:

now that my diets all gone, lifes looking much better! i mean besides the fat. i wanna wake up early tomorrow. then i realised my parents would be sleeping. bahh.


went to adelines house for cell today. yay i got my "i kissed dating goodbye!" haha. how exciting. and adeline cooked for us. well she pretended she was going to cook for us becuase all she made was the potato salad. oh. and she cut the mushrooms! haha. shant be mean anymore. :/


fatfatfatfat. what do i do now that my diets all gone?
today i ate:

1. half a sausage bread and half a cranberry bread
2. mee pok and two fried wan tons
3. spaghatti with sushi and rojak and salad
4. peel fresh white grape alo vera
5. 2 1/2 wangwangs.

yea. fatt.

im proud to announce. i have offically ended my diet.


it was the doughnut. that doughnut. it simeply spoilt everything. i mean my diet was going on pretty well. let me tell you what i ate today.

1. one ham and cheese sandwitch
2. 2/3 cup peel fresh white grape alovera [half and one third]
3. fried rice for lunch
4. 20 or so corn brands [i was hungry!]
5. a tiny peice of pear
6. rice with sweet and sour pork and portugese chicken
7. 1 and a quarter doughnuts
8. one merci chocolate [preline]

so you see. my diets all gone. i had like. gazillion calories stuffed down my body. oh well. cant be helped. i mean my sister bought doughnuts today. and my other sister started eating it. and oh goodness i looked sososo good! so i said "i think i should end my diet." and i did! haha. i think it was worth it. and the chocolate too. (:

so right after that i called zoe and said" zoe this is SuMIn. i am proud to announce that i have offically ended my diet" then i hung up. for effect. though it was pretty much ruined becuase she replied before i could hang up. but. haha. too bad.

oh. and i didnt have yogurt and apple for dinner today. actually i was considering bananas. but well. i was hungry la.

thats all about today i think. aero modelling was crap. and chem tys was a killer. i only did like. one. oh well. that sucked.

day2.

today i did something i never imagined i would. something that I have never even thought of doing, never in my life. tell you what it is later. (:


my diet plans showing only a slight improvement. im still eating alot. although i am now able to list the things ive eaten. which is a really good start. ok hm. things i ate today.

1. ham and cheese sandwitch with cereal. as in the one you put in milo and drink. [higest metebolism. i figured]
2. peel fresh guava
3. beehoon with two peices of fried chicken and a little egg
4. i cup of peel fresh white grape alovera [two half cups]
5. half an orange
6. two brownies. [one was rather large):]
7. bread. cranberry and olive or sth.
8. apple and yogurt.
   

so as you can see i ate alot. and im supposed to be dieting. and i did zero leglifts today. [i did 40 yest]. and im confiding every single little detail of my diet to my blog. goodness.

went to school for the aero modelling thing today. jia yun forgot. i cant believe that. we went to the toilet to call her. and apprantly she was "at home sleeping" lol! so erm yea. it was pretty much a waste of time. our wing broke.

today i ran 5k. in 30mins. :D yes. that was what it was all about. im proud of myself. (: played hillsongs in my mums room. that took my through. hm. halfway in the running i was practically saying gasping the words out. no tune. but yes. i think this is good. im proud of myself. [repetition]. grins. (:

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testin. but yes. hes hawt.

zoes getting freaky. scary. ): anyway. my diet plan was more or less a failure. but that doesnt matter. becuase i stil have my entire life ahead! [until i start losing weight] so yea. so SuMIn! you can go it!


haurus too hot. i do not go to jap animae. only him.

worship

yest during worship, i couldnt help but notice this woman in front, dressed in blue, dancing to the music and waving her arms around. then i thought to myself. whats she doing? does she realise shes the only one doing this? then it came to me. i realised that worship was all about God, and not the people around you. she was the only one focasing on God himself, and rejoicing in His name, just as the cambodians did. they didnt care what others thought of them, as all that was in their mins was worshipping God.

i realised that i am still unable to do that. to focus on God alone, and ignore my surroundings. when will i be able to?

today i stayed at home and did maths. wow. what a good girl. like yeaa right. i nearly died la. its like how sian. like when i started i was like. ahh!! i got this right! im so clever!! then ohoh i got this right again. i feel so smart! but by the time i got to question 10 i was already half dead. like there was part a, b, c, d! and sometimes e!


ok nvm. shant talk about that. went to church this morning. like early in the morning. thankfully i felt more awake then i usually feel when i go to the sunday morning services. haha didnt like the speaker though ended up smsing belle joy. [real smsing. haha] who was like telling me how prefect i was. kidding.


im fatfatfat. ):

happy birthday grandpa! :D


yea. hes 85. how exciting right. we had a celebration [dont know if i can call it party]. thats why i missed church. cant wait for next week though! even if it means schools starting again. haha. sats just seem incomplete without church.


woke up this morning afternoon all ready to go sun tanning. i mean before i lose my tan entirely. [its beginning to fade off] so i went downstairs bringing with me sunblock and two story books. and i met my mum. who told me i was mad. [it was 12] so i waited till like three. which was supposedly a better time to go in the sun. and i told my sister i was gonna go sun tanning. and she told me i was mad again. "... yes! afternoon sun makes you tan! but it also makes you have skin cancer!" ok fine. so i didnt go. all the excitment for nth. someday i shall wake up at 8 and go sleep out in the garden. humph.


yea. sharon didnt come today. bleah. but the food was nice. i got full really quickly. then we just sat around and talked. haha. pretty much boring. without my companion. haha. nah. i dont feel like blogging bout the thingy. nth much happened. byebye.

boo.

i passed my maths test! yes! praise the Lord. once again His grace pulled me through. i mean passing is clearly impossible with my understanding of log. but then, prayer always works! yay. and erm. trusting Him for my lit test. again. i mean i dont see how but God works miricles. yay.


tues:
had this tea making thing. kae ting jing xuan and i were laming around as usual. esp when it we drank the tea. becuase the woman said that even though the cup is very small, we must drink it in three sips. so kae ting and jing xuan and i would like do the cheers thing and say "sly!" everytime we drank. then we had to keep making more tea becuase he didnt have enough of slying.


basically life has been boring these few days. oh yes. i mortal knows who i am. after like. the first letter. talk about losers.


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good morning! heh. i just felt like saying that. dont ask why. hm. im lonely now. no one to talk to on online. plat. boreeeeeeeed.


first day of school after OBS. i think i just wasted my entire term away. the years fault i tell you! its so arranged that just before i get into the studying mood more holidays come. then i start to slack again. oh well. havent been doing well in any tests. just got back two today. oh well. lets just say i scraped through again. the usual failing then asking for marks and passing [for phys.] andandand. for lit, i passed!

went to gimo hawker centre for lunch today. it was pretty sad. i mean everything was closed. all i got to eat was the duckrice. and abolling [howveer you spell that] and the waffle/pancakes. and i stole some erm. carrot cake. like damn sad la. the beef kuey tiao stall dissapeared. like tamgos towel. and the nicenicen dessert stall was closed. i mean when will i ever get to try those yummilicious food my sister was talking about for a year? oh well. the food was nice la. (:


came home. had this like.1/2 dunno what marathon. i mean a weeks worth of it. haha. not bad la. i like that show. that christopher lee person is so sweet! lol.


hm. i shall go continue my obs post. (:

hm. day one back from obs. yes. i think i woke up pretty early. with a stomache ache. i shitted like trice since yest. theres gonna be a forth soon. yesyesyes. outcome of constipating yrself for five days. hm. i regret not shitting in the open. hahaha. something i wanted to try. but i was just too lazy to dig the hole. hahaha.


went to church today. it was funfun! as uaual. hahaha. cell was bout dating again. i love listening to all those interesting stories! lol. oh and pastoe glenn preached!! he was so funny. hahaha. and yea. sermon was really meangingful. about worship. yep. think i should change my attitude. hm.


was showing off my tan to everyone!! even jonlo. lol. cheryl said im alot tanner. and i was wearing my jacket so she could only see my face. grin.


qt today was about consistency. hm. i felt bad. but this time its really God speaking directly to me. i mean after not doing my qt for like 5 days. thwn this comes. yes. i lvoe it when god talks to me. haha.


im like rushing. thats cos im on the fone with zoe. i made her hold on so i could finish this. :P ta.

i'm back!!
civilisation!

i miss home. i miss hot water. . I miss clean toilets. I miss nice food. I miss the car. I miss my friends. I miss the television.I miss my family I miss the computer. I miss my Dicky. I miss my fone. I miss blogging. I miss my bolster. I miss hot/cold milo. I miss my glasses. I miss eating whatever i want. I miss slacking. i miss my bed. I miss my blanket. I miss not having insects near me. I miss you*.


i got tanned!! yes i did i did! and i have a plaster tan to prove! hahaha. that sucks. and i shouldnt have worn such a big shirt. :/ it made the t-shirt tan so low! hm. anyway it was fun la. though i was sianess on the first two days. perked up on the third. hahaha. tamago kept telling me she never knew i had a serious side. and that it was good and i should show it more often. hahaha. i mean. that isnt my serious side la. its my like blackest face. or sianned face. i cant remember which. hahaha. whatever.


day 1:
off to OBS! was pretty excited. wishing real hard to be in ting wei/kaeting/jiayuns group. bleah i wasnt. but tamago was with me la. and vanassa. so i guess it wasnt so bad. haha. out instructor is Cindy. hm. no comments. k la. quite nice. haha. then tamago and I were like saying how we should have gotten a Male Malay instructor. cos they are the best. haha. then we started pitching our tents. and went to kayak. but it rained. so we just ate dinner. (: haha. our tents were so nice. like our group pitched it the fastest and it was like the best tents. yay marco polo. (:i slept at night la. suprisingly. haha. bathed. in the stinkeyy toilets.


day2:
mini trek down the base 1. for the rainbow at the end of it. turned out to be kayaking. hm. it was fun. we did capsise drill. and tamago's glasses fell into the sea. ofcourse the list goes on. hm. her pe shirt got blown away by the wind, her towel dissapeared into midair, her slippers nearly got swept away by the flood and her bra got stolen by dogs. it was esp funny when her slippers nearly got swept away by the flood and she was acting all depressed in the morning. i wanted to laugh so bad. only i didnt dare to laugh loudly. hahaha. yea. so we went to bathe. the toilets were so clean and nice!! nd we had like cook food. real nice. not like. from a can. :/


did rock climbing and practiced belaying. i tell you tamago nearly killed me. when i let go of that stopid pole she didnt even hold the rope la! luck i like held on to the metal thing. [and i screamed at her, "tamago! you wanna kill poeple ah!" but i mean i got a shock] then i still had to like. stand there and wait for her to get ready. _-_ . went for rock climbing. i reached the top!! like four times. i mean i climbed halfway and didnt wanna continue cos i was just dying. [dont ask why] but of course no one would let me go down until i reached the top. and i kept like falling every few seconds which just proves how tired i was. so i would like gather all my energy and climb to to top and touch that rock. then i would fall. so this continued like three times. and i just wanted to die. until the forth time i touched it for a little longer and they let me go down. like whatever la. i know im a loser. oh and that tamago lai was in front of me and climbed up sooo fast. i was her belayer and i jsut wanted to die. she was like some stuoud monkey stretchching here and there and she reached the top in two mins and i had to like pull and pull the rope!? yea. so after dinner. we had to trek back. in the dark. it was freaky i tell you.

ohohoh! and i founded my first ever allergy: fibre glass. oh goodness it sucked. even ducttape didnt work and it hurted all over my arm. ever one just had to hit me there. then we gave cindy the nickname ducttape! hahaha. i thought of it. grins.


day3:
trekked like 3km though it felt more like 10. carrying our heavy bags and the stoopid tent. i just wanted to die. ok id didnt, that iwas the day i started feeling better. yea so out campsite was this erm antsy place. and our toilet was this peice of emtpy ground facing the sea. so whenever you wanted to pee you had to go in this big group and have someone bring a poncho to cover you. and when you wanted to shit you had to dig a six inch deep hole. hah. oh and we had a bathe in the quarry. after this boat bulding activity. out boat was olopocram. which is marco polo backwards. yes i thought of it again, (: i think its quite smart la. anw the bopat like sucked. ebverything fell apart. so too bad. yea. so the queary was fuhfun./ we swam around and did weird stuff like slapping cindy. anw she like blocked of out hands so many time. like trust us already! haha. then we played like. snowwhite and thwe seven dwarfs. and cindy was snow white and tamago was the prince. so cindy got like freaked out and started swimming away and tamago was chasing after her calling "wo de mei ren!!" haha. the water was so nice. (:


day 4:
we kayaked round the island! like 16km and we only stopped once. who hasnt seen my tan? which i had even though it started raining halfway?and my stupid partner chering was laughing at me becuase i was scremaing then my tan was gone. but it was fun anyway. even though irritating poeple kept like bumping into us. after a while we got like paraniod. and started screaming at people who came near us. holding out our oars saying, "nonon. yr nopt coming near us" then we would push their boat away. haha. oh and i was singing the sailor song! i mean it was just so.. apt. haha. then when it started raining i sang with christ in the vessel we can smile at the storm. and i smiled at the storm. cos christ was with me. haha.
when it was rainign i stated thinking of hot milo!! like how nice it would taste. then we were like shivering in this room they brought us too. and everyone was talking about what they watned. and i said i wanted a hot bathe. and hot milo. then at that moment, the door opened and a hand holding a bottle stuck in. and the person holding the bottle was like.. hot milo. aahh!!!!


had like. out last dinner. cambell soup./ yumyumyum.


day5:
nth much la. just left la. pretty sad cos we got bonded unknowingly. and yea. went back in a speed boat. coolness!! then we went and had ice cream and stuffs. hahahahahahahahahaha. came back. and when i lay on the bed, oh my goodness. i was soo nice i wanted to cry!! boohooo

obs tomorrow!! byebye civilisation. haha im excited. and i promise to come back tanned. haha. i better. or ill get alll depressed. ):


today was hm. normal i supposed. obs frenzy. though i pretty much wush i could have spent it reading howls moving castle. haha. the books so good. howls goodlooking. haha/ then there was this part he called himself sylvester oak. (: grin


haha. i cant wait for obs!! lalalalala. and i forgot to do my maths test. oops. (:

hello. erm. no new year. yes. it feels weird not starting with happy new year now.


school today was normal. had ten round run. and i can say i did it! though not really. cos i walked. despite. well. everything. haha it makes me feel bad sometimes. how people always put in the extra effort to help me. but most of the time i dissspoint them. oh well. at least i did it! (: lol. but before pe as pretty funny. cos my class was going down, and we met sweaty, tired looking sy girls. then deborah was like. today. today run 2k. so i thought she managed to run 2k. and showed the good sign.and she looked at me. then i realised we were gonna do the ten round run! ahh!


hm. thats all i think. haha. had sports heats. gd job jing xuan! *beams* i told you you would win becuase i said you would! hahaha.

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happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year! happy new year!):


how depressing. today is the last day of chinese new year. no more wishing people happy new year! ): oh well. i guess there are other things to be happy about.


had this jap steamboat thing for dinner. pretty cool. hahaha. esp since everything. or nearly everything had this salty sweet flavour. esp the veggies.


slacked at home la.wish i went out with ting wei and zoe. wanted to see what she was wearing. i mean seriously. dont you think... ?


bleah. i have lots of homework undone. howhowhow?


oh. and for the last time in a l0nglong time. happy new year... ):

stuck-

happy new year! bleah. it makes me feel all depressed thinking that chinese new year ends tomorrow. i mean its like too soon! and the worst part is that i dont get to say my last happy new year. esp mon. it was like how wasted!? haha ok nvm. start on today.


hmm. i cut my hair! haha thats like how exciting. hahaha. i was bored you see. and yuo all know my hairs getting to longish to spike. so i was like whatever and i cut it! hahaha. i thinki its not bad. yes. potential to be a hair dresser! i shall cut howls hair! hahaha.


lala. come my church. (:

happy new year! hmm.

today i left school early. thats becuase school sucks and wanted to skip my chinese test. kidding. i was sick la. duhh. oh but i did wanna skip the chinese test. thats the only thing that made me being unhappy and feeling horrible and not being able to go out tomorrow seem a little better. but i doo want those heels! hm. apprantly chinese test was really hard. and feng rong was talking non stop. haha. sorry to saythis but i'm glad i missed it. i mean its not really possible to study while accumilating a huge pile of used tissues next to you.


ok. hmm. today. is it the day deborah from 1gy was running up the down the ailse of the bus being incredibly noisly without even opening her mouth? haha. whatever. i was annoyed. i glared at her. unfortuanately for her she had her face right in front of mine and was looking straight at me. hm.


oh i tolded kae ting about houru! or rather howl. haha she got all excited and im excited too!! hahaha. someone to share my joy. lol it was funny. i went to sit and only zoe was there. so i told her i developed a little something for a certain someone over the weekend. [only i kept mixing the words up. dont ask why] and she started asking me "whowho?" haha. so of course i had to wait till kae ting came. haha. then kae ting didnt get what i ment when i repeated that line. and zoe was like "she like a guy laaa!! duuhhh leh!" so i asked for houru's picture and she was like ahh!!! you like houru!!!??? lol. i think zoes gonna die. and theres a new arrangment. for the morning. the sly wives sitting together! then the jay chou fans on the left, and howl lovers on the right! (:


oh zoe went home to!! haha. you could tell jeow didnt believe we were sick. becuase he went to call chua poh leng. either that or he didnt dare to touch us. :D. bleah i havent missed school in eons.

i love church! hahaha. (:(: today i went so early. like four. and i felt soso extra. haha.i mean i went to the cell room three or so times and everytime i would past the toddlers room. and there were two people standind outside the room like that X__X and everytime i walked past they would stare look at me and i just felt so stoopid. haha. so at 4.20 belle joy finally came. (: oh. and i saw her again.


cell today was fun. haha. i just realise how convienent our cell is. i mean tab and charisa were late and debbie and glenn had dissappeared. so we had worship on our own and we prayed for our tests. and then we like only had to pray for two people's worth of tests! haha. becuase the sec twos are all in mgs and the sec threes in sc. haha. so exciting!! :D yea. so todays cell was about BGR. lol. debbie was soo funny we were just laughing and laughing through out the entire time. so much so that i get the feeling when I laugh too much in the morning. lol. and we were all imitating debbies "keep quiet" action. and debbie was like "oy! stop imitating me! you can never do it with my sort of class!" haha then cheryl was like. hey! why are all the glenns coming to our cell and sharing abour relationships!? hahaha. i noticed that too! lol. haha. it was funny. (: yesyes. higher chance of getting abs.


then had service. hm. i sat on the floor!! hahaha. funfun. oh and there was this guy sitting on front. with super spikey hair [the type jing xuan would love] and then there were like flies all over it! gross or what!? haha.


and you've changed. you really have. i mean ive notice before and i never wanted to say it. but now its simply getting too much. i cant believe you chose ___ over ___. even ___s finding you despo.er. ok that was. coded but anyway belle joy will totally understand this. haha. fine i simply quoted what we said. but. whatever. haha. i just wanted to get that out. (:


happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happy birthday to meeeee! happy birthday to ... ... us! :D


ohmygoodness i got sent home by a stranger!

i hate blogger. they always do this to me. i mean always. bleah today is that woman's birthday. probably what made it so bad. i mean think about it. 30 years ago on this day that woman was born. then twenty five years or so later she comes and steals my Dicky from me, ruining my entire future. how does that feel?


ok. i shant let her ruin my day. hmm. had english today. miss chua told us she would fail our letter if we write like that. humph. oh and we got back our commemwealth essay. im gonna tutor gladies. haha. i think shes gonna fail after that. i'm sorry. haha shes so nice. and she still thinks im a cambodian scholar. well. according to her. (:


we pissed miss sie off. ):


oh and glenn was in the papers today! hahaha. proud of the fact i spotted him. hm. (: haha. he looked so weird! i was like flipping through the papers and was like hey! isn't that glenn? and it was! lol.

happy new year!


bleah im scared. geog test tomorrow and i feel like so unprepared. and i havent done my physics/amaths homework. oh goodness. twenty nine hours a day isn't enough. seriously. i mean twenty four hours sounds like alot but more than half of it is given to sleep. and school. we should have more time to sleep.


today english lesson was so fun! lol. we had group discussion for letter writing. something about yr uncle offering to pay for yr six week language course in england. so you had to chose which school you want. and also know that yr uncle is concerned about yr safety, happiness and future. so kae ting and i started crapping. like erm we should take the smaller school. becuase the classes are smaller and it would mean that we have a higher chance of being a chiobu in the class. then all the guys would like us. then the class is smaller you get to sit nearer the hot guy and he would notice you and you might even get to sit next to him becuase there was a higher chance! and there was a higher chance of the guy liking you beause you have a higher chance of being a chiobu!
then we started talking about the family. like it would be safter blabla. then kaeting started again. so we continued. there might be a hot guy in the family we stayed in, and that would take care of our happiness, safety, and future! and we would get to interact with him more. and he would take care of us and protect us everytime we go out. then when we want to marry him we know that his parents will like us becuase they know us already [it isn't really we, more of I but whatever] and then theres all those places with the nice views and its so romantic and we can spend more time together. also we get individual attention from the teachers and it would also be a good thing because the teacher might be hot! then he'll get to notice us. haha then also erm. it would be safer staying in the families house than in the hostel. becuase in the hostal theres alot of people and the guys wont notice us and think we're chiobus. then in the middle of the night we might get raped! haha. there was more but i cant remember. and lol. we sound so despoish but it was so funny! haha. then we wrote the letter and we wrote to uncle sly!! so kae ting and I started saying stuff like. hey uncle sly, how are you? you are just sooo goodlooking yr smile makes my heart melt. yr voice is so nice...


had squash today. i trained in evan's road! becuase its evans road! haha. played with vanessa and tara. haha. and the best part was i walked home! lol. so exciting. and i legt early too. haha. so slackish.


when i grow up im going to have two sons. ones going to be called evan and he will stay in evans road. the other will be called adam and he will stay in adams road! :D

happy new year! eh. very soon i wont be able to say this. ): makes me all depressed to think about it. hahaha.

oh darn is just got scolded. ):

yay today is high day. and its everyones birthday! hahaha. so exciting. then today i'm back to wishing everyone happy new year! :D oh.


haha i think lack of sleep makes me high. seriously. haha today i was laming around in school again. i think it kinda means i wasn't paying attention but whatever. i wouldn't have gotten anything in anyway. yea. and today jeow was so funny!! i was laughing and laughing non stop although i was the only one. becuase he was writing on the board, and there was no more space. except for a little bit in the middle. so he drew a line. and it went like this: ____/\___/'~~~~ [imagine they join.] lol dont you think its so funny! and i mean the words wernt even like that. they were in a totally straight line. except for one part where it jutted out abit. but there was where the straight part was!! eh i think its very funny la! hahaha.

oh. todays total defense day. i exchanged my ration coupon for a packet of biscuits!!b :D i mean how exciting is that? seriously. like i lost my coupon and they were like nvm. just take the biscuits [i mean i might just starve to death or sth] so i was like waitwait. then i took a coupon from the stack and exchanged it! coolcoolcool. (:
oh then we started filming advertisments for the bisuits. i mean the packet said cream crackers butthere wasn't an ounce of cream in it. so jing xuan bit into it and said ooo! creamy! and it sounded soo much likie one of those spastic adverts i just had to turn it into one. hahah then we continued coming up with adverts!! :D they should hire us okayy! i'm the script write cum director cum lead actress [with jing xuan] ahaha. so exciting!!


icant remember.

eh its valentines day and i'm all alone. i miss my cambodian boyfren! matai. hes in cambodia and hes all alone too and i bet hes thinking of me. ): <3

today is a one yellow car day. but we should still change it to red because its valentines day! haha. and i saw alot of red cars today on my way home. haha. weird. only there were many many couples walking [even outside coro] and i felt so lonely. aww. hahaha.


actually today wasn't as bad as i expected. heh i didn't get into trouble! althought i nearly failed my chem test [and i mean nearly. i mean i just found one more mark and i passed] and my geog answers went missing! unfairness. i actually stayed back in school to do it! and zoes one went missing to. bleah. thank God that woman chua poh leng didnt make us stand.


oh chua poh leng was so funny during geog! she said she all looked dead and was like.. why? thinking bout yr boyfrens? then she started being all nosey and asking who has boyfrens. i tell you we told her crap lor! hahaha. then she said that me must tell her everything that happens today because shes interested. and she can give us advice. _-_ then after that she went to jing xuan and was like why jing xuan.. you also got boyfren ah? tell me la.. and jing xuan was like.. yaya! SuMins my husband! and i turned around and said yayayaya. we took wedding photos already! then she got all grossed out and said we were disgusing. and shouldn't get involved in that kinda relationship. and she rather we get a boyfren than do this. she believed every single thing we said okayy. i mean none of it was true. except the ting wei and tingwei. ;)


happy new year! i mean valentines. (:

today i bought my first bottle tube of gel! ahh so exciting!! its so nice and big and smelly. haha. and i'm the pro-est becuase i only got it in sec three. unlike... ;)



oh yes. happy new year!

today is a five red car day. hahaha. so exciting right?!


went for some family lunch thing. which was.. not bad. and why i was late for the gathering or whatever its called. haha anyway the gathering was nicenice. haha i tell you. belle joy is my only good friend. shes the only one who listens to my happy new year/wishes me happy new year back /shakes my hand. all you horrible friends people out there go learn from her. kidding. but you still should learn from her.


yea so we spent our time there playing stoopid games. hahaha, such as. hmm. sissy my baby. lol. i dont know whats with primary school games now, but i seem to always be playing them. :D haha. then we played the animal game! haha i looooove it! sofunsofun. then we got faster and faster and belle joy got all confused, (: haha then the guys were like staring. i mean besides insulting. esp that stoopid isaac yip. so we started getting more people to play and i was like eh. botak you play la. then you can be botak *makes exagerrated [sp?] action or botak rubbing his head* then this guy was like yea! make some cool action. like sexy. then we were like.. sexy botak! and did the actions to the rythem. lol. played bridge. loveeeee it! i won!! :D okayy. whats with that face.


church was funfun. oh. i saw miss soh. all thanks to that ferdinand chua. wah i didnt know what to do lor. like should i go up and talk to her? but anyway i went of to meet that ferdinand and when i came back she was gone. so TOO BAD. unless i see her again.


lalala. i just found like twenty four dollars. i forgot. church rocked. (:

today is CNY. so i must write in red. heh. today is rated 2 red cars. haha. less boring than yest. alot less. only i have to go to school tomorrow. ><


started out by going to my su gongs house. haha. all the little boys are soooo cute! esp the hairy one and the gege. haha and i ate alot and alot. unlikes yest i mean seriously. my mouth never stopped. hahaha. by the time i went back to the car i was practically bursting. and i haven't felt like that in ages! haha. cant help it la. the ba gua was ohso wonderful. unlike the drydry one i have been eating. its soft and chewy. and AHHHH. i miss my bagua. maybe if i make this a darker shade of red and add bits of black. testing. haha./ crappish.


and the hairy boy was superr funny. haha. he was like playing with the toys [cutting up the turtle] and i was like.. what you doing! and he was like this is the meat. yea. thats not the point. he was telling me how the kangaroo was his daughter and the turtle was his son. so i picked up this red dinosaur and was like.. then whats this? he hesitated for a moment and muttered.. this is my daughter, this is the son... then. this is the moon! lol! so darn cute la! hahaha. then i was laughing and laughing and telling my sister and he picked up another toy and was like.. so this is the cloud! :D


came home and played cards. with my family. hahaha. so nice right. i had like six kings for taitee. c) aw so cute. yea then i went to sleep. until like four thirty. haha i feel quite smart la! cos my dad was sleeping on the two seater sofa. and my sister was lying on the three seater sofa. so only left the one seater which was like. uncomfortable. and i didn't wanna go upstairs cos the aircon was on and i was so hot. haha so i took likr six chairs and put then together. like in two rows. so it become a bed!
bd
bd <- haha like that. then i took my bolster and pillow and feel asleep.
bd.
so smart right? i think so too lor.


hm. then my cousins came over. wah my cousin was like chasing me away from the comp so he could use it. _-_ and we tried playing games again. haha. failed but. whatever. haha.


idontwannagotoschool.
):

happy CNY!

lala. i have nth to say. this years cny is boring. i spent alot of time smsing. though not really. haha. i ate very little and drank very little and got very little ang baos. boo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

happy birthday Dicky!! i love you. muaxmuaxmuax. (:


today was fabulous! rated a 12 red car day. at least. firstly being Dicky's birthday [which starts of with the at least four cars] and the two sucessful gatherings. really. it was rad.


well hes 40 now. twenty-five years older than me and well i dont know what. but still. i promise to love you forever and ever. you were supposed to get married this year. and i was dreading it. like mad. but now a guess its not so bad. after the decision you made. (:


this day started out with school. hmm. new glasses. yaye. haha. we were taking photos before the concert even started. i wanted to meet my target of twenty pictures before the end of the day. hahaha.

the gathering rocked! haha. met yao ying at the busstop and went back to change. then we went to nanyang and met everyone. haha. forced the class to take a class photo. yay. went to cine. hm. people wanted seoul garden. but i didn't. haha. and yao ying and zinging and shi min and weilin too. so us and the boys went off to the basement to eat at the *ahem* foodcourt. of course there wasn't aywhere to sit so we sat on the floor. right next to the fountain like some refugee camp. _-_


ended up and yuners suite. haha. spent like forever deciding what to do and ended up with truth or dare. lol. we and justin were the only lucky ones who didn't have to do anything! (: haha. cos they wanted everyone to end up with something. so in the end it was simply asking those who didn't do. and from the start they kept saying SuMin hasn't done yet. SuMin hasn't done yet. and i just sat there and kept quiet [oh but it was Shu Min]. and they forgot! whee. haha.


the guys are getting sick. lol. i cant believe yuner suggested blind mans buff and they got all excited. well not really. but you can guess what they were saying. so yea. this is the best gathering ever. we spent every min together and yea. it was real nice,. remmebering the old times. haha.


reunion dinner. WE PLAYED CARDS AND CHATTED! lol. thats like how rare. i mean we usually do our own stuff. but this time, once again everyone was together. yay. [i'm rushing cos its gonna we 12] then after everyone left my sisters and i sat around the table and sung lame songs. FUNFUN

today.

just went to collect my new glasses. heh i like it i like it. (: oh but the man spent like an hour rechecking my eyes. i got like damn freaked la. thought i would have to change glasses again or sth. i mean likle he started doing the normal stuff. then started checking and i was like. ohno. its blur! then he did dunno what. and went out with my glasses muttering something. and he went for a really long time. and came back and measured my eyes and tested them somemore. with my old glasses too. then i got worried cos i thought my new glasses would be taken away from me. so he checked somemore and we went out and he mention something about very big increase in degree [and i got scared again] and pupil distance [and i thought my eye was dying]. but praise the Lord! i'm here typing with my glasses unable to see clearly. haha.


school was normal. blabla. hound dog is was stuck in my head. haha thanks to miss soh. so later mrs see was telling us that she owed mr jeow ten mins of her lesson. and if she didn't return it roday he would hound her. so i was like. then you tell him you ain't nth but a hound dog! haha. so lame.


wowhee. meeting up with primary school friends tomorrow. can't wait. it is indeed reunion day! haha and its Diky birthday. lalala. (:


finished kung ku soccer today. its nicenice. hahaha. only the endins pretty weird. heh. i'm beginning to like gallen lo. well for that show. i tried watching that zhong wu yan thing and was like whatever. haha. but dicky rocks okayy. he was like how sweet. (: (:


hellos down. so i loaded the photos onto imagestation. http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2131061509 though sths wrong.

today jing xuan jia yun and ting wei came over. haha it was rad. haha we baked brownies and this un-pronouncable thing that tasted good. haha pretty sucessful. though the bronie tasted like cake. hmm. we should melt the butter and sugar. yes.


then after lunch we played bridge. erm six rounds [just enough for me to only shuffle once]. haha. jia yun still sucks okayy! she still mixes up all the suits. and forgets that shes whoever's partner. lol. jia yun. slowly go and practice la. haha.


fooled around then we watched ghost. haha it was funny! and pretty sweet la i suppose. though not really. haha. and gayish and a teeny bit scary. esp the face part. haha. though i have no impression of it now. except that i screamed. haha. and the one where carl and his fren died and the black figures took them away. it just made me think of hell. andhow they would suffer forever. i mean its like what the pastor said yesterday. how would you like it if you just had to do homework and have tests everyday forever and forever. hells the same. only its much worse. yr burning in the fire and getting tortured and i don't know what. but how would anyone like that? how could anyone like that? oh well.


ting wei left after that. then jia yun jing xuan and i crapped around. haha. took pictures and filmed i dream again! haha. shall post them on my photoblog sometime. after hello starts working. (:


i want my glasses i want my glasses.

(:

i know i' not the same
everythings so different
everythings so different Lord.


well thats how i felt during worship. i think i've been learning more and more during worship now. i mean how i should worship God and all that. i don't know if its cambodia or the youth service but it just feels so different now. and i like that difference. maybe it last. (:


went new year shopping with jia yun and ting wei today. well i felt pretty bad cos i think i wasted their time. esp. ting wei. i mean they kept asking me what i wanted/where i wanted to go and i didn't know. and they just brought me here and there and well. basically wasted their afternoon with me. well thats how i felt. idon'tknow. sorry k.


i want that billabong skirt. and nike and ripcurl bag. so badd. well i'll probebly getting two of the three. if my mum keeps her word [for the skirt] and i find the bags and get money for it that is.


went for church. cheryl and hannah and jonlo were in the bus. and i reached church superbly early. haha pastor glenn came to our cell today. (:


lalala. church rocked. as usual. except when belle joy made me super extra. haha.


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i was super guai today. don't ask whyy. cos i don't know and i'm trusting God for emaths[and amaths too]. cos thats the only thing i can do. ho hum.


miss soh was damn ramdom today la. she was going through the essay with us. then she was like "and you would be waffleling! and sylvester wouldn't like it." i tell you my head like shot up. and she was like. hahaha just testing you all. _-_


my mum said i behave gayly. thats mean. ):

boo.

i ate ice cream today [it was limegreen] fatness. and i think the auntie cheated my money. like the ice cream was practically melting inside the packet. i mean before i could even take it out. like whateverr okayy. and i do not eat ice cream weirdly. seriously. the stick is for you to hold it with. no?


oh. and i have a new found idol: Miss sie!! she doesn't watch tv which is like ohmygoodness impossible. well for me la. like even in cambodia we used to watch tv in One Love. haha once there was this cantonese show [can't remember which] and i got like so excited. oh but she was annoying. kept calling brad pitt rabbit. though i must say i was pretty amused when she went OHH! YOU MEAN BRAD PITT!! yes i've heard of him before. lol. and she said she was suprised i didn't show her "some weird photo today." ):


lalala. emaths test tomorrow. who hasn't studied? MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! :D ):

hzgg

i think i miss huan zhu gege. one. esp after the crap one their showing now. oh ziwei. i mea ruby lin ziwei...

perseverence pays.

after fruitless shopping trips, totally out of shape clothes, weird cuttings and depression. i finally bought my new year clothes! hahaha for one day whateverr ok. don't rub it in. its a start. and so you see. my font is red-- to match my shirt. okok description. since i didn't tell what my glasses looked like yest. ok my top is the red esprit three quater sleeve one. with the two lines from each side of the front and the sleeves. and my skirts the demin lawman one. i think that needs to explanation. ok splendid. now everyone knows what i'm wearing on the first day of new year [or 2nd] and maybe to school or church. yippee! [not].


spent a sianed day at suntec today. well. besides the time i got my clothes. yea. homework not done. whateverr ok. i'm gonna fail my sec3 year.

actually blawk nailpolish is pretty cool. hahaha i just coloured two of my nails black. cos i found the pen i was looking for. (:


church today was pretty sianish. i wasn't listening to the sermon. hahaha i miss youth service already! i mea i missed worship last weeek and this week like half of its in chinese. ): its healing service this week. bleah. haha. fine i'm ____. oh but before-church was funfun. haha. more like yummilicious. bought a birthday cake for tab. awfully chocolate!! haha yumyum. happy birthday tab!


made new glasses. hmm. think we got cheated but whatever. it pretty cool cool! yesyes. shall keep you all in suspense and not tell. (: though tingwei knows but whatever.


ohno i forgot what i wanted to say!

thisisfor yest.

Won't you Lord, take a look at my hands
Everything we have, use it for Your plans
Won’t You Lord, take a look at out hearts <3

Mold it, refine it. as You set us apart.


Went for the fever hotbuzz today. I think God touched me again. He made me realize things that have never occurred to me before. And realize how wrong I was. Serving and loving the poor is not about enjoyment. Not about convenience and preference. But giving everything I have. everything. not just what I have been doing. Giving them extras and praying for the Cambodians only when I’m really free and in the mood. Not giving them my all/


Since I came back from Cambodia, I've been talking about the dirty toilets, fun bathing experiences [in the dirty toilets] irritating Marian, funny stuff, and how I've been enjoying myself. But yet I forgot about the most important thing, and the very reason I was there; God. I failed to boast, or even think, of how God worked in me. How God showed Himself to me and what he did for me, us. And all the Cambodians. In Cambodia my doubts about Him were cleared. Questions I have been asking and asking. But yet never tried to listen for an answer. In those days He truly existed. I wanna go for a mission trip again this year.


Went new-year shopping today. Brands I can't buy from
-cantrememberwhatitscalled
-levis
-hushpuppies [?]
-can't remember already. But got a lot.

So yea. It sucked. I’m never getting new year clothes! ):


Blabla. I ran today. Haha leeetle 1k. shall improve on that. And get fat. Oh my auntie called me fat. Pui. Think I don’t understand. Humph. She called my sister fat too. Dontlikeher.


Gloria came back today. Imissherimissher. Oh and i touched evan's hair. Haha finally

good day. (:

happy 1 2/3month to me! haha i know his name now. matai. see. what a significance. shows that our love <3>

haha today rap/break was soo fun. kaeting and i were like madd. i wore my sylvester badge on my chest and was like showing it to everyone. then during break i took out the flag and lent kae ting my badge and we were parading round the school singing its my life. haha seriously. we're the only ones still crazy over SI. but it was fun okayy. then we started drawing on the white board. i was like drawing a crappy taufik. then jerry. then kae ting took my flag and tried to draw sly. then me jeow walked in. he was soo. whatever la. started touching and stroking the deformed poster of jerry ong. then it happened. the :D -> (: -> : -> >( -> blackness. freaky.

my grandfather is so funny. hahaha and cool. apprantly he used to catch fish when he was in china. whenever it rained. so today he was watching this show where zhen guo chen went to catch fish with people. so the pulled the first net and there was nth. then they pulled again and there was this leetle fish. then my grandfather burst out laughing! lol. i was super amused. esp since my grandfather doesn't usually laugh. HAHAHA.


boo. my stupid liquid paper is so sucked up. i was squeezing it and squeezing it and then the liquid paper started flowing out from the sides. now my fingers are all stained and so is my maths worksheet. which, btw, i didn't bother to finish. bahh.

thid blog is getting deader and deader and i mean my posts cos tagboard is deaded anw but whatever la. no mood okayy. just that i won't give up on this. so there!


whoooo wants to.. oh. i forgot. ohya. go shopping with me on friday? i need new year clothes.

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slow down! we're going too fast! haha yea. heard that. we all need more time. and i want a longer weekend. and more shopping time.


SuMin is not happy with Levis. they should have XS. blablabla. internet connection down i think. blogging is becoming so sianish. no mood. humph. lalala./

i shall have a doodlebook! isaac's hair rocks. :D

booooooooooo. i ate dog meat. ok it was more of black than brown but thats not the point! like ew. i can't believe it!! ok. nvm. i shall stop.


mission meeting today. it was pretty dead. hmm. so sad edna mode couldn't come. and joy and alecia. bleahh. hmm. i miss cambodia. i was just looking at the photos eunice took. and i want to go back. bleahh.


was doing the hospitality corner today. ruth makes yummilicioussssss cookiess!! :D evan is fair. lol. and i foeced the guys to take cookies from me.

taufik's face is so stripy. lol. 

sylvester day.

:::run for sylvester !!::: yesyes. 20th jan. remember. today is sly day. we do everything for sly. oh. and it was started by none other then his third and favourite wife -- me la. haha. ...i think.


mr jeow kept pronounsing sylvester as slyvester. then he was like can you all take that down? and why won't you all support jerry? hahaha.

went out with jing xuan and zoe and kae ting. spent like 30 bucks? oh yes. i cutted my hair. erm it looks like a chicken. though zoe says its funky. [not funkaye. or funkeh. funky.] and she wants to cut like me. haha thats gonna be wayyy cool okayy. like two girls sitting together with the same hairstyle. HAHAHA.


highlight of today :I dream MV.
location: cine toilet, basement.
it was super fun! and spassstic! haha. we were in the back of the toilet. where hardly anyone goes. hmm. i'll try to post it up if it can. it rocks okayy! just need improvement. haha we did it twice. and reharsed once. cos we forgot lyrics. hahaha it was funny okayy. then during the reharsal this group of hua chong girls came in and we all ran into the toilet and slammed the door shut. lol. and erm ya. we took neos. sly based.


bought evans present. don't know if he'll like it.

engraved this during RAP. Dicky i love you alot. 

oo. guess what i found? ok fine. i couldn't link that. only zoe knows. hahaha can't wait to tell her tomorrow!! lol. ok whatever i feel like some obsessed girl. but it wasn't delibrate okayy. i just found out and had to go try. not my fault la! i wanna to see [edit].


lol. today's rap lesson was sooo funny! we now have erm singapore idol on our notice board. and some freaky vampire-looking sly next to the clock. lol. president picture! i'm his thrid wife! and favourite. (: hahaha. (: shit.. i can't see what i'm typing. sphjsphswpa.


i engraved dicky on my arm again. it hurt alot you knoww. stoopid people kept whacking it. pain okayy.


i really don't know what to say. oo. i get to play the trombone on tues. most likely. haha. yay. :D


ps. i have ten butterflies!

measure me!

hey its not fair! not one wants to measure me. humph. hello. will you be my butterfly? i promise to love you alot and sing you the birthday song everyday.


hmm. i got sneakers! from Miss soh. haha. so nice okayy. i saw the snickers and and screamed. then answered the next question. and got my sneaker! it was yummilicious. :D


today mr jeow's brand thing looked like a goat. or reindeer. can't remmeber which. heh. oh no. haha so funny. i was like staring at it.


oh i just realised. theres dicky everyday of the week! whee. love<3 you*.

schoolblablabla.

i'm still not talking to suying. only she doesn't know. lol. that is like soo petty. hahaha.


i counted four yellow cars in the school bus today. and it was only like. while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. i pretty much freaked out like whoa. haha. but three of them were taxis. stoopid scgs girls. go and ruin my day. hahaha. kidding. my day was pretty nice. lol.

hmm. you know those little cheat money things people used to buy in primary school? [thankfully i didn't] it was this plastic sheet, usually pink or yellow] then you could write on it with this plastic stick and when you were down you just lifted the plastic sheet off and you could use it again? kinda like a whiteboard but more cheapskate and unrealiable. well my tablecloth can do just that! :D



oo. and i freaked out during geog. Mrs Chua looked like she was in a really bad mood and i couldn't fine my oh-so-neatly-done answers and my mindmap. i practically killed my entire table. then i found out it was all in my file. all nicely placed in the geog folder. tkenhj9ey8h3w9hng.

whats today's date? hahaha nvm. i woke up late today. then slacked and went back to sleep. hur. i love sleeping! :D it makes me happy.


hoho i ate alot today. i'm turning fat. like santa. i don'twant. okayy. sincei'm bored. let me list out what i ate today. [oo. i forgot] erm woke up. hookien mee. then erm sultana biscuits then hee be hiam rolls. oh heck. i can't remmeber. anyway it was alot laa. haha.


oo. i found my kung fu soccer vcd! after looking for it for like eons. i was getting real desprate today. and sad. ): haha. but its here! its here! yaye. i shall watch it. and watch it. and i'm behind channel u. :/


edna mode no longer looks like edna mode. its depressing.

youth service (:

worship rocked today!! the band was nice the songs were meaningful and nice and joy is back!! yay! i miss joy! she rocks! haha. it was so much more active today. we all went up to the front and jumoed and jumped. yaye. (:


and pastor glenn preached. lol. hes damn lame la. and spasssstic. but sweeet too. haha. too hes erm wife. or ex girlfriend. haha. yawn. i dont know what to say about him laa.


oh and i have a balloon! first it was purple. and i blew it up nice and long. then we all started throwing our balloons all over. it was nice and prettyful. balloons everywhere! (: but thats how i lost my balloon. so then i caught another balloon, which was nice and orange and huge and hard and highly huggable. then the boy sitting behind me told me to give my balloon "to the new comer" so i gave it to him and the newcomer didn't want it and he gave it to his fren who tossed it away! my beautiful balloon! then they were all bursting balloons and i was very sad. ): but nvm. i have a replacement! :D


oh we lost the natball match. badly. sorry 3pr but we tried out bestest. well we didn't la. but we didn't have enough players. and we didnt wanna play. anyway we had nice nice time crapping. and this is crappy. whatever.

school.

lol. my maid is so funny. she still hasen't gotten over sly yet. uo till now shes insisting that he won but the votes won't counted. wah lao. haha.


from now on i will try to:

1. drink alot of water
2. eat vegetables
3. sleep early
4. exercise.

thats hard. ):

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bahh.i've resorted to going to tagboard.com for more colours. not like thats much help. but. oh well. hmm. now i wanna laugh whenever i see certain people. lol. oh. and zoe has joined me in my search! haha. we are going to share gossips and not let anyone else find out. lol. but really. alot of interesting things! hahaha. :P


okayy. i'm getting too lazy to blog. and edit and whatever. and i did the mindmaps wrongly. tuh.


hmm. i don't wanna say this, but i think i'm getting sick of squash. the passion just isn't there anymore. and i don't bother to run for the ball. and miss it. and dislike squash even more. well thats not right. because i wanna love squash -my cca. even though it doesn't get my points. and i'm supposed to train hard and join squash in JC. but now i can't! oh well. maybe its just a cycle. maybe if i force myself to be enthu and hit all the balls i'll start liking it again. bahh.


okayy. i don't know what to say. my tagboard is dead again and i don't care anymore. oh. i should edit my previous post. lazy la./

Raulph Lauren

cheapskate brand

bally

timberland

giodano

italy brand

ck/polo/tommy/ican'trememberwhat.

guess who?

*hint: colour.

sucker uppers.

today's rap lesson was supeerr funny! lol. i laughed and i laughed and i laughed. only thing missing was the abs. ): okayy. this is gonna be a today blablabla para. so if you don't want just skip this.

yea so this started yest when i told ting wei my observation about how mr jeowwears ralph lauren shirts everyday. and she said that he wore timberland pants. so of course i had to come up with more information.

1. find out the brand of his socks and shoes
2. count the legs on his shirt and find out if it was real.

so the brand of the shoes and socks were impossible as his shoes had no brand written on it and his socks , though high, were, well. covered. so we settled with counting legs. heck la i;m too type

• ting wei came to our seat and talked loads of crap. asking him to let us off doing the graph
• we all stared at his shirt
• i saw four legs, zoe saw three.
• i asked him for permission to go to the staffroom, all along staring at the legs.
• soe was staring like.. i dunno what
• then he exclaimed, "what are you all staring at arh!?"
• shit. runs off.
• argues with zoe
• stares at shirt again. alot.
• jeow goes away and comes back exclaiming, i know what you all are staring at la! its four legs!
• we go on to find out the brand of everything else. oh. and tell lame jokes. hahaha.

ok. thats lame. i have no mood to blog. i'm up to the neck in homework and i need to study for chem. oh. and my theme is highly sucessful. alot of new gossips. yaye.

sucker uppers.

Youth service 2

So give us clean hands

and give us pure heart

Let us not lift our souls to another

yaye. 2nd youth service of the year. hm/ it was nice again. though worship was pretty dead heh. no more sonic edge. ):

thought the sermon was pretty meaningful. about being holy. i don't know. it seems really hard to think about being holy. like its the world we're living in! but then it came to me. whatever temptation we face, whatever difficulty we meet, we can overcome it. becuase God is always there. He cares for us and will never give us something bigger than we can handle. thinking about that makes me seem so much better. nothing is impossible with God around. (:

ok i don't know if that made sense to you. but i hope it did anyway. sat across the aisle from joseph. and hes damn lame la. lol. and damn perverse too! hahaha.

oh. and thankew evan. haha you rawk. though heck. yr not seeing this. and hm. i shan't spread rumours bout you la. after you were so nice. haha. but belle joy is slow! lol.

life is getting boring-er and boring-er. a routinewhich simply repeats itself everyday. and it goes yakyakyakyakyak. just like [edit] talking and it simply won't stop.


oh yes. today on my way home i saw a chip! and i started screaming "chip!chip!" after making sure no one was around. when i got nearer i stared at him and nearly burst out laughing becuase he did have the deprived look on their face like kimbo said. and i started thinking about the contented cambodian chips and laughed more so i had to turn my face so i wouldn't be too rude anyway the chip was staring at me. i think he thought i was mad. lol.


but i had this traumatising experience too! nevermind. and i don't wish to remember it so nevermind. but its soso sick! so nevermind. heh.

ok. i want hot pink but there isn't hot pink here. so i shall be like Christopher. who dyed his yellow food red. I am going to dye my ugly brown font hot pink. [christopher doesn't like brown too].ok. yaye.


lessons have started and its plain weird. well its nice to know my brain is still functioning pretty normally, just that i'm still pretty slow and. well, I mix days up.:/ and i still have no idea why. like i think two days have passed when only one has ect. oh well. at least there hasn't been many days for me to mix up. ho hum. oh! maybe its becuase i used to sleep so much. so like i only had half a day. hahaha. weirded.


okayy. i just forgot what i wanted to say. hm. i watched LOTR during lit today. it was boring. ohoh!! we changed out seating arrangment. i'm with zoe! yay! [edit]haha. i look forward to the many days of crapping ahead. and singing. just that zoe might just die. (:


haha i'm lookinjg forward to tomorrow for three reasons. ok maybe four. its a friday. we end early. we raid Nj/nanyang/whatever ANDANDAND the best one! [ok how do i code this] i keep secrets! :D

3Pr. hm this just feels soso weird. i kept saying it feels damn weird to say i'm in threepr. so many times i guessed I kinda got used to it. but yet when i comes to writing it down, that becomes so different. and real. hm. 3pr3pr3pr. heh.
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first day of school blues. ok la. it wasn't that badd. got Mr jeow. can you imagine that? like male form teacher four years running[unless they change it next year]? the chances are like 1/46827602749672046729 la. oh yes. but i got none of the teachers i was hoping for. humph. though they all seem nice la. yay.


oh yes. the long awaited hour has arrived. or arrived. and went. finally. after a two-month long wait. i dunno what else to say to dramatise it. i ate mee pok! and not just mee pok, but sc mee pok! whoopedooda! it was deeelicious! :D


haha i'm the a maths rep. with jia yun. self volunteered. eh. so super enthu on the first day of school. [who am i kidding] just like the p2 tamago who volunteered to be the toilet rep! yaye.



eh i slept from 12-3 last night. then i couldn't get back to sleep. humph. zoe owes me cookies. heh.

God answers prayer. He really does. do you know that? and He loves me. and every single one of you out there. (: thats so comforting. it makes me smile. (:

kungfu soccer is a nice show. you know that. a veryvery nice show. and theres dicky. heh. but i'm neginning to like that hou jin person more and more. he was so sweet in the last few episodes! haha and the erm turkey person too. so sadd. bleah. actually i like most of them. except erm tie ru bing and yen zhen bei. their irritating. but yet tie ru bing is funny. haha.


ok schools tomorrow. i'm nervous. i'm dreading it and yet i'm excited. hm. how? hahaha. should i work hard this year? i don't wanna. oh well. see you all soon la. lurff you. (:


looking forward to satt. heh.

happy new year to you too!!! (: yay. heh. this morning i realised i didn't do any new year resolutions. but then i figured there wasn't a point since they are always broken. i mean like.. which of my last year's resolution did i keep right. ok fine. i'll do one. Live life to the fullest, stay happy always and smile/laugh alot. yaye.


ok. we had our first youth service today! heh heh it rocked. funkyeh. ok i don't know what to say. worship was coolcool. and good. hmm. but i must learn to focus on God. like not care about anything around me or what others are thinking. just like the cambodians. yea. and it was interesting la. ..like i listened to the sermon. :P quite alot of praying.. pretty like erm fever 100 and we ended more than an hour late! heh.


oh yes. one thing horrible bout today. my stomach still lurches when i thinking of it. erm the cary kuey tiao had, for ocne no queue and of course i bought some. but then i forgot to tell the uncle "no hum" or ham. howveer you spell it. and i bit into one by accident! i wasn't careful enough! it was truely gross. i puked. well i nearly did la. i stopped myself so nothing came out but, gross!! its like.. i don't know. blood. but smelly. yukyukyuk.
lesson learnt: always tell the char kuey tiao man not to put hums. don't assume he knows.


oh then there was this weird guy in yellow boots who kept asking me to buy drinks. i keep telling him no thankew and he doesn't wanna go away and even after he does he keep coming back. until this uncle was like.. "how many times you wanna ask her?" tuh. i shall never buy from him. anyway i usually only buy from those three people. heh