OHGOODNESS. i should have known something was wrong when i received an email from kenny that was ment for his poly cell.

Attached is the Gathering of the Peas (Poly Cell) Worship Roster for Januaryto March 2006.Please view it and changes will be made by monthly basis.

There will be guest guitarists and a worship leader as stated in the roster accordingly.Reason for the guest guitarists is to expose them to cell worship as part oftheir ongoing training.



30 Mar Julian[worship leader] SuMin / Jun Lynn [Guest Guitarist]


im a freaking guest guitarist ! ok if you think about it like that it sounds damn cool right. i mean guest guitarist ? its as thought people specially invited you to go play for them[though of course this isnt the case]. but im so lousy ! i mean how can you worship when theres some weird guitarist who pauses everytime she changes the chord. and cant strum nicely. poly cell somemore ! im going to get despised for life !

the nails on my left hand are short, but those on my right are freaking long ! HAHA. thats so gay.


today i figured [note its figured not learnt] how to play G7 and A7. and now im checking it on the site and ITS CORRECT ! haha. well. A7 is. the page is still loading. but anyway. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF ! hahaha. oh hang on. the page loaded. and its correct too ! WOWHEE.


haha i sound so overly-excited. sheesh !


zoe was so funny doing the crystal ball last night? HAHA. who wants to know her questions ! [memememe !]

i very very nearly got birks today.


sheesh ! so pissed ! i cant believe they didnt have my size ! and i missed being able to wear childrens shoes by about. two sizes. pissed !


oh well. as my sister said. i didnt go round thinking about it the whole day [like my skirt] so i guess i dont love the design that much. i think i shall wait for the new designs. [a freaking 3-4 months !] i guess it will be nicer. ah well.


went for jap dinner. ILOVEJAP. haha super freaking yummy ! especially deep impact. WOWHEE.


ps. yesterday was NOT my birthday !

SO loooking forward to new year.(:

today is my birthday ! hahaha. sheesh. the things i used to do. last night i was reading my blog. as in the first month's entries. oh goodness talk about embarrassment. i think im never going to be those people who die on their deathbed telling their grandchildren [or chidren] they lived a lovely life, and never regretted one thing they did. sadly theres always too many things i want to erase. small things, yes. but still. pretty much stuff i wish didnt happen.


ah well. at least its only been 15years. ive the rest of my life to live huh. better do something about it.


zoe REALLY wishes she can come to the new year partee [actually my brothers brithday celebration] on new years eve. hur. you'd think she wanted to come see me. or at least even to have yummy food. [such as roasted marshmellows. from the class chalet !] but NO ! its neither ! no mention of even wanting to see me ! talk about zhong se qing you.


hm i think i want to blog more at my xanga. more. varity. [even spellcheck !!] oh wells.

will i ever be able to lose what the holiday gave forced upon me ?

Merry Christmas !


haha this chirstmas was pretty great ! despite having to wake up at 6.25 in the morning. and feeling sleepy the entire day. i think i mostly enjoyed myself. ((: haha. with the church services and photographs and bonding with my cousins. i think i havent seen them since chinese new year ! and of course one of the things that totally MADE this christmas: turkey !! haha i kept eating and eating i think my cousin thought i was a freaking pig. haha. she kept asking me why i kept on eating. LOL. but hey i can help it alright ? its just tootoo yummy.


the musical was great ! haha. this time piers didnt even say he was three. haha. i bet he was too sleepy. and the actors were so high in the morning ! lol. haha. and the choir sang christmas carols ! WOWHEE. taking photographs was great too. i took it artaban ! in his old man costume. and then of course with ALL the cast and crew and some choir members. haha so many people were taking photos i felt like some star ! (: didnt get to take with hassan though. before i could catch him he peeled off his beard. ah well.


oh i tried learning the guitar from my cousin. haha i think he thinks I SUCK. ah well. hes good though. made me feel depressed again. haha. one of those im-never-gonna-be-able-to-play-so-well feelings.


I LOVE MY SISTER ! haha. AND BROTHER ! haha. sheesh i cant stand her. she ALWAYS gets the right thing ! haha im so touched. so got me a bible ok ! if you remember [and i bet you dont] i lost it at church camp. and i was so freaking depressed ! but now i have a pretty, new bible ! although its gonna be rather inconvinent, since all my highlighed stuffs are gone, and theres no index [i never memorise the books. jsut the position of the index ! haha.] THEY RAWK !


haha lastly. i love seth. and piers. haha. seth used to be so fierce. haha. my sister 'won him over by taking his picture' [quote jiejie] and i think i kinda miss them. along with CHOIR ! . i cant believe its all over now. ):

Merry christmas ! (:


its gonna be a great one this year. with the musical and food and parties. i know! especially since its TURKEY DAY. but then again. we must always remember christmas ! its always so touching to remember that jesus came to the earth to die. FOR US !

"and he was despised and rejected by men, pierced for our trangressions, ...the iniquity of us all !"


haha. anyway. this sounds pretty good friday-ish. but we nearly never remember how much pain He went through. i was reminded of it suddenly. and GOSH. its just so touching.


and also i noticed how God always answers prayers. even though its so tiny and you dont really take the prayer seriously. just something really short and then forgotten. but yet. if you would think back. i think you realised God answered it.


sheesh I thank God for jesus. im feeling really happy now. just thinking about it. (:

ilovepiers ! sheesh hes sooooo cute ! haha he gave me two honey stars. (: seriously i didnt wanna eat them !


i know you are sick of hearing this. but the musical seriously rocked today ! the actors remember ALL their lines ! wowhee. they rawk. [they even bought us presents ! (:] and the audience all laughed at the right times. haha. unlike yest they seriously laughed at everything ! lol. hannah was so funny ! she was sitting right in front so i was watching her when hassan came out, she jumped out of her seat ! haha sheesh ! i was laughing on stage. and the girl next to me was staring at me.


oh. and I COULDNT FIND ALL MY FRIENDS sheesh. maybe they were all avoiding me. but anyway. i only managed to give out ONE present today. to tab. sighsigh.


oh. and before service was SO embarrassing ! haha because my mum wanted us to save her seats. but obviously we couldnt. so when we went for choir at 6.10 there were already people queueing !! and i was like. hey my friend is there ! and my sister decided that i should get him to help me save seats.. quick wave ! haha so i had to turn around and wave !! and then ask him to help me save seats. SO EXTRA !! and the best part is that my mum arrived at 7.10, just when the queue reached the hawker centre, and just walked in through the door. !!!

sheesh im so happy the musical went well ! praise the Lord ! haha. it was SO crowded today people were standing ! and they laughed more. ((((:


piers is SO CUTE ! hahaha. sheesh. today i asked him how old he was. and he said two and three. and then after the show i asked him again. and he said "just two !" HAHA so cute !! and he talks to me now. less dao !


oh. there were people taking pictures with the actors after the musical ! WOWHEE. im SO. gonna do it. not so weird anymore !! ((((((:

got this from nat who got this got frankie who got this from michelle


http://media.spikedhumor.com/8944/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf

put your ear next to the speaker and stare at the sound waves. hard.

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

http://www.drawahouse.com/takethetest/index.asp?street=8bc1bfee141a9427bb09e3052479a788 [click]

spent my entire day baking. YOUR christmas present ! haha. well actually it wasnt really baking. cos i finished that really quickly. it was mainly the decorating. grr. i got so freaking pissed ok. the piping bag kept leaking. and i was so amazed when i found out i had no problem piping icing suger into lovely patterns. then the freaking bag starting leaking ! and the icing refused to come out. so i switched to a proper piping bag. [i was using a plastic bag] but that didnt work too. grr. SO LOSERISH rightt.


i got so freaking pissed and i had to practically PAINT the decoration using chopsticks. [my maid thought of that. quite smart huh.]


none of you can laugh when you get it ! otherwise i might just bite yr head off. my sweat and blood i do until wanna die ok. thats why the last few are so ugly.


oh. i wanna test my xanga. so pictures here

THE PREVIEW SHOW THE PREVIEW SHOW ! yayness. im so happy it went well. although some actors forgot their lines. but ! its gonna get better and better !


haha it was so tiring standing there. perce [however you spell it] said he was three again ! haha. after the show I wanted to go up to him and ask his age. sheesh HES SO CUTE ! and his sister too ! ((:


jon chan thinks my sister is the canteen vendor. who his mum buys bao from everyday. HAHA.

Leftover Pie tastes yummy ! haha note its Leftover Pie and not leftover Pie.


ok this sounds stupid. i should delete it. [yes i just did. HAHA.]


ITS TONIGHT ITS TONIGHT ! goodluck to my back. and shoulders.

erjie ! i lost my pearl !

*guitar stum*
God of truth and light [oh what have i done !]
ive lost this gift or pearl] of mine [and my sould cannot bear it ! ]

RANDOM.

i always thought it was freaking pro to play the guitar until yr fingers bleed. i mean its like. a stage the super pro guitarists went through. but for me, i just sit there and play and play until my fingers hurt so much the chords dont come out properly. then i have to stop. --no bleeding involved. THATS SO SAD AND UNCOOL !! )):


i need to start sending christmas cards. but im too lazy. heh. i keep thinking 'heck with the christmas cards this year' but then i feel so guity becuase people all over are asking for my address. sighsigh. you might not be receiving cards from me this year ok ? but i still love you alot and want to wish you merry christmas. (: of course of you go watch the musical and i know yr going you get a small present from me (: also if i meet you anywhere during the holidays before yr present rots. hur. if not then. TOO BAD.


oh i thanked jon chan for his autograph today. sheesh it was SO EXTRA ! i cant believe it did it. haha.

clickclick.

hm i woke up so early today ! for guitar class but i was still late anyway. haha. it wasnt really my fault though. i had to wait for my breakfast. [my mum and dad went to the market]


hm we had the christmas party today ! I SWEAR THAT GUY AT CAMP LOOKS LIKE JON CHUA. haha. seriously. i cant wait to get the photo ! maybe they are longlost brothers/cousins like belle joy said.


we played marlaky ! haha. ive been wanting to play it since forever. but it wasnt so fun today. haha. so we played muffia. haha. SO FUN. tamago SUCKS being gamemaster ok !! aside from all the stuff she does [or doesnt do] she presses the head damn hard la. so when you 'tapped' belle joy i could feel the entire sofa bounce. sheesh !


hur i dont know what to say already la. my train of thoughts was interupted. anyway it was fun. and tamago enjoyed herself. yayness.


OH. hannah was so funny when she saw jon chan ! she screamed so loudly everyone started at her. HAHA.

choir makes me fat. haha. i fiond i eat the most fattening things at night ! thats badbad. im supposed to be calling zoe now. but its 11.35 and i dont dare to. and her handphone with free incoming is in taiwan ! haha man i feel so mean.


LALALALA. my hair was so gross today. so i tied it up and went to church looking freaking ugly. bahh. i wish i didnt say hi to hannah. :/