shit i was sick today. i mean throughout the whole year it would have been pretty nice but it just comes when the exams are nearing. oh wells. i prayed and slept and im all better now ! praise the Lord !


andand. I passed my chinese ! yesyesyes 1 i did ! praise the Lord ! hes seriously been working miracles ! i mean who would think i could pass with 31/80 and 36/80 for my chinese tests ! yesyes i did ! i passed overall. (: yes. He actually managed to soften miss xxxx [my chinese teacher la's heart of stone. i dont know hoe but He jsut did it ! ok heres what happened:
i had a freaking 49.1 marks. thats i mark to a pass ! now i wouldnt wanna ask for marks. but then she gave us so damn low for our computer project it was unbelievable. i mean it actually pulled my chinese compo average down and parts hard ! so i pointed out that she gave us 5/10 for clarity of words. get that. how clear the words are on the screen. i mean. five !? our words were freaking clear and everyone could see it but her. and sue lin spent about. i think ten minutes in total finding the exact right shade for each slide. gr.
so she refused and i said please becuase i only needed one mark to pass. and she said no and a whole load of crap which made me wanna say something reallyreally rude. but of course i didnt. and she even blamed ting wei for making me fail. like whatthehell? and well. she was reallyreally spiteful to kae ting as well but we shant talk about that.


so well. i was so damn pissed i didnt bother to organise i chinese file. i dumped the worksheets inside and put in on the table. then i bitched about her like crazy and went home and prayed like mad. honestly, i had no idea how someone like her would have a sudden change of heart. or a growth of heart. but i prayed anyway. then i started worrying that she would minus more marks [being spiteful] becuase in a fit of anger i had forgotten to file my chinese tests ! so i started worrying and praying harder and then i started thanking God for making me pass my chinese. yes. i had so little faith but i just kept thanking and thanking to make myself better. [and it did of course. i mean it started reminding me of His greatness].

so the next day in school she came to look for me ! and she told me my file was a total mess and i should go organise it properly. then she looked really uncomfortable and started talking with a whole lot of pauses and said that since i handed in my file when very little people did [actually i think that wasnt true :/] if i go back and do my corrections and organise it for her by the next day she would try and let me pass ! ahhh !!! i was so freaking happy i was just trying not to laugh/smile/scream. haha.


isnt God just so great !


well. i bet to skipped that. actually it just basically said that my chinese teachers really mean and wouldnt let me pass but God helped me to (:


dont you just lovelove Him ?

i have nothing much to blog about. kaps pretty nice for studying. [although a little unproductive] only i agree with jia yun -its a freaky place. where you see people you dont really want to. eww. but. at least i saw weilin twice. lol. im like. so nice to her.


i dont know if i have ever said this. but i'll say it again" im so damn fat im afraid i'll get stretch marks if i ever manage to lose weight ! ahhh ! [scream]

i hate geog. well. i hate plates. gr. divergent plate moment at constructive plate bounderies. and convergent plate movement at destructive plate boundries. erm. composite volcanoes is made out of pyroclasts and lava. becuase the acid lava solidifies at the pipe and blocks the passage. then the gas and lava is trapped under it resulting in an immense pressure. and when the pressure can no longer be sustained there will be a large explosion, and the pyroclast will fly out follwed by the lava. [which flows out]. then after a while the lava will solidify in the pipe and block the way again. and repeated errosions erruptions will result in a composite volcanoe. with a steep top and gentle sloping base. and it can have secondary volcanoes on its flanks. :/


haha. i bet you skipped that. im surprised i can even remember it. but well, i prayed to God for help. so even though i felt so lousy while studying i guess something would have came out of it ! (:


oh yes ! today i remember how my nice song sounds like. [the sonic edge one] after thinking for one week ! the worst thing is that i wasnt even thinking about it. the tune just came and i was like. what song is this ? OH ITS THAT SONG ! haha. it goes something like this. lalalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalalalalalalala. (:

yay i went to church today. and theres a weird show on tv with the er kang person in it. :/ok fine. that doesnt match.


church was great ! pastor jennifer preached about coporate worship. haha. and she was so funny ! lol. damn lame la. but at least she made me pay attention. haha. well. i really never thought of worship that way. i really thought it was just praising God and all that. but now i realised it so powerful ! haha. i shall try invite more people to church so that they can experience worship. (:


worship was great too ! i prayed before i went and i think I managed to focus more. (:


after church was exciting too ! erm. AHEM. hahaha.

ruth i miss you i miss you. haha i dreamt of you last night. then i woke up and lay on bed for a longlong time feeling sad. either that of i dreamt i was lying in bed feeling sad. i dont know. i was really tired. oh wells. email me alright? quickly. im waiting. (:


today was pretty much boring. except pe. we went outside school for a jog. haha. i seriously expected something much longer. but well. i suppose it was good. was untired but it still managed to lift my mood ! then we had. socalled training for out heart and mines damn weak. hahaha. im gonna train up baby'


then we climbed up the mud slope and slide down it ! haha. it was scary. climbing up. i was so scared i would roll down and didnt dare to hold on to the grass lest i pull it out and roll down. so i crawled on my knees and dug into the soil with my fingernails. now their dirty. [fine. not anymore] and my knees have cuts on them. gr. sliding down was funfun though ! in my opinion it wasnt muddy enough. as it was pretty rough. haha. i shant mention that ting wei and jia yun left me when i wanted to slide down and took the stairs.

I like the songs God He Reigns and You Are [? the one that starts with abba father] alot.


so God He Reigns is fine. but not You Are. since the only part i remember is "Abba Father". [well. i dont know why but that part was kinda running in my head. and you kinda wanna go on after the first two words. ] and i was searching for the song really really hard. and it isnt easy since i only know the first two words. and after thinking really really hard, i managed to find a source and found out the name of the songs "You Are", and it was by Sonic Edge ! now that sounds reallyreally cool. only of course it means the lyrics/song is impossible to get. gr.


ting weis irritated by her house too !

happy birthday !


hahaha. today jeows wife gave birth to a cute little baby boy ! hes eaten gelethan jeow ! haha oh wells. congrats mr jeow ! and may he never get to see this. hurhurhur.


there was little drilling today. and there was rain. really nice for maths. (: but i havent finish my revision paper. stillstill. i somemore feel smarter [praise the Lord !] i find myself able to do questions I was never able to ! and i mean through out my entire life. of course, i have yet to find out if they're correct. haha.


i nearly passed chinese ! 36/80. i think its my best ever [not counting the easier test.] no. seriously. five marks ! (: (:

went for ruths farewell party today. it was pretty sad. but still. it was funfun ! haha. i mean of course, after all i helped to plan it !


i was actually the first to arrive ! haha. suprising. ok. skip to after belle joy came. so then we started taking pictures of everyones body parts for an ahem. advanced version of five people you meet in heaven. haha. we wasted all our efforts in the end. since we didnt even have time to play the game. oh wells. its pretty nice and its in my camera [haha i just learnt how to spell it properly] and i'll load it up someday. (: it might even be my new blogskin if i decide to ditch the other one i did halfway. (:


so anyway. back to the party. everyone started coming and i played reversi with leonard and lost badly. hurhur. i knew i would lose from the beginning. but it was funfun ! (:
then we split into groups and played this weird crappy game. where you have to bullshit ! haha. thats exactly what im good at :crapping ! i think i was not bad. haha. as in serously ! shall try and get my sister to buy the game. she sort of mentioned wanting to. (:


then everyone left around three. after the lunch and cake[which everyone thought i baked. hurhurhur] and tabs speech and praying for ruth and hai pai pei which i lost so drastically to tamago. gr. haha. i shall beat her sometime !


then tab and ruth and belle joy and me went to addie's tv room to watch a series of unfortunate events ! hahaha. i agreed with belle joy that the guy was cute after about. well. ten mins before the show ended. haha. but his eyes arent nice ! then tab left and we were just sitting there deciding what to watch. haha. basically we flipped through every single channel and ended up watching zhen qing ! hahaha.
oh yes. and dear tamago was doing her homework quietly at one corner. :/


ok. this post is so. typical. today blablabla. haha. :/

19 more days, according to ting wei's countdown. gr.


went to hotel phonexphonix for the buffet thing today. gr. i swear the effects of any exercise/attempt at eating less done during the past month has wore off. in fact. i think i put on double the fats. and i dont even think its worth it. gr.
ok. back to the buffet. there wasnt much variety. i think four and a half tables in total. and its a normal table. not those longlong ones. so basically there was nothing much to eat. which sort of made me full pretty quickly. hm. the roti prata was good. haha. only it got sort of ne. so i had less than two. my advice is. dont go. :/ unless. they can sue me for saying that. then erm. yes. gogogogo.


i like diana wynne jones. (: and theres a new addition to my Ms maddox ! hahaha. hes cute

im sick of studying already. and i havent even started ! howhow. endofyears. gr.

watching tom cruise on arts central now. haha. hes hawt ! and looking at the photos, he was hawt for a long long time ! haha. it only i was born twenty years or so earlier. life with dicky would be much easier too !


i think im getting damn unfit now. i say think becuase i believe in mind over matter. and i think i could have done better if i didnt stop. but still. the feeling was brought forward by quite alot. around 3.1 km? gr. i cant even run 4k now ! had to stop at around 3.3. ahh. unhappy ! maybe it wasnt so worth it becuase it was doing nth to get rid of my tummy. gr. my tummys so big i think if i everever manage to get rid of it im gonna get stretch marks. but seriously. it needs to go ! any way of getting rid of tummies? oh forgetit. not like anyones gonna reply this.


ive completed 6 hours of lit lecture ! only three more to go and its all over. of course it means my holidays half gone. gr. theres no way to study with this weather here. it drives me mad !

happy birthday !

hahaha. how exciting ! todays my blog's birthday ! its two years old ! scream everyone ! scream ! haha. this is unbelievable. i cant believe i kept at this for two years ! i always thought i would stop after a month or so. hurhur. and my writing style has changed so much. only it still sucks. hurhurhur. oh wells. happy birthday blog ! you're just as dead as ever. (: i wanted to celebrate by changing my blog ! but i decided to postpone it. since it wasnt that nice of a present. :/


finally got sick and tired or the drilling and went with kap to run away from it. [of course after making ting wei go with me] then it turns out they are doing renovations ! gr. so then there was the annoying drilling and the pounding which sent vibrations all over the floor, accompanied by this weird sparkler-smokey smell. gr. needless to say. it was unproductive. and only tingwei could study and study as though nth was going on. hurhur. no way im going back. :/

today channel 8 had derrick hurhur. whats becoming of me ? oh today i realised that i have the tendency to like short guys ! i mean all the guys i like are short ! Dicky, matai, youknowwho, and even if you count derrick, hes short ! oh no ! does that mean i'll never grow tall of something ?i mean if you like short guys, you got to be short so match them right !? gr. that sucks. ohohoh. theres thomas ong ! haha. ok. maybe that will make me grow. (:


i wanted to go shopping today. but then my family was tired so i stayed at home and slept. until about 5. but before that we went to alexandra village to have claypot laksa. the stall was closed ! haha. my poor dad was freaking dissapointed since todays the third time he went. its my third time too. but i wasnt too dissapointed. haha. i dont like laska. so we went to tiong bahru and had nicenice chicken rice and goreng pisang and loumi complete with tauhui and chin chow ! ahahaha so happy !


i gotta start exercising. studying ?what studying?

oo. i think im getting sick of blogging. hah. maybe its only because i have nothing to say about my life.


well. my hair sucks and i hate it. haha honestly. there should be other things in life to think about. but yet. this gross hairdo is a major distraction


today during worship i realised that when you worship, besides making God happy, you also learn alot ! as in. christian lifestyle ? haha i dont know. lots of things sort of hit me. like how i keep saying[singing] that i wanna give my life to jesus, but yet i keep thinking about how gross i look ? i mean yes i look gross but i dont have to keep reminding myself. i should be doing better things such as watching my behaviour, sharing the gospel etc. that will also make me a happier person. (:


has flagday again haha. we walked from ang mo kio to bishan and took an mrt back ! then it sucked cos no one was donating to me and my tin was so light and i had so many stickers left. then jia yun gave her spot ! haha wow. how nice. then we went back and they gave us a dollar ! haha.


i want my hair back

woweee. time really flies. i still remember looking forward to august and wishing it would come quickly. now its all gone ! and that sucks cos my finals are twenty eight days away.


i cut my hair today. the hair dresser thinks that you cant shape/trim it becuase i wanna keep it long. she just chopped the bottem off and cut off my fringe. it sucks like crzy and i wanna go into hibernation until it all grows out ! >(

hm. happy early teachers day ! today was a pretty good day. save the fact i was dead tired. oh. and cramping throughout. stupid grapes


hm. so we had the aces day work out and the concert and zoe and i ran around the school and suffercated ourselves outside the staffroom to give the teachers their presents. haha. mrs tan told zoe and me we were muchmuch better the last few days. and keep it up ! haha. honestly i dont see a difference. but im glad she notice our. ahem. efforts.


after school went back to nanyang to meet my primary school friends. haha. i missed them. when i went only ying juang and yao ying were there. then the guys came to join us. haha. we were supposed to go shopping together. but then the guys changed their minds about going to sentosa and decided to join us. so we had an impromptu class gathering ! (: as usual we spent forever deciding where to go/what to do. and we ended up in [surprise surprise !] plaza sing to watch a movie./


hm. i swear all the teachers dont remember me. they're all like. delibrately daoing me i tell you. especially he lao shi. she asks everyone about ip except me. i mean even though its obvious i didnt go. she should still ask right !? haha.


thats about it i think. we went to pastamamina. wasted my 6.90. hruhur. and i wanted to save money ! shi min owes me ten bucks. (:


later we spilt before the movie and the girls went to macs to sit and gossip. haha. how interesting, (: according to weilin the next time i see her/them will be next year. hm. i'll miss you (: haha.

oh yay im done with the teachers day presents ! hahaha. my debut batch of cookies. oh wow. [the marshmellow ones dont count dont they dont taste like cookies. :/] haha. i think its not bad. in fact, i think its damn nice. whoever didnt eat it is missing out ! hahaha/


i have to finish my chinese worksheet like. now. [it was supposed to be due today] but i refuse to do it. because when they ask for the main charecter or journey to the west, i have to put tang seng. its freaking sun wu kong la !

maybe if i come online now i'll not use the computer tonight? then hopefully i'll be feeling better and be able to study. gr. i feel like a dried up mango. this moods just stopping me from studying/doing anything productive. gr./

hello ! hahaha im in a good mood! church was soo good. i walked out of it all smiley and happy. (:


haha. when we walked in the worship team were still setting up the place. there were carpets all over the floors, and this weird board-like thing draped with carpets. then the keyboard was at the centre of the stage. and there was acostic[however you spell it] guiter and a teeny drumset[although there were only two drums] and chairs for the backup singers. turns out they wanted to strip evrything down to the basics so we could really focus on God. haha it really worked! [i'll come back to this later. chronological order huhh.]
so afet we took off out shoes and prayed, pastor bee told us to walk around the room and pray for God prescence. at first i was praying a little, and looking around, but towards the end, i really felt God's prescence ! haha it was pretty amazing. then we had worship. hm. it was pretty short. so then we had sermon and went up for more worship. during that time i got pretty depressed. becuase it seemed like everyone was crying and hearing God's voice, but i just felt nothing ! and i didnt understand why ! so i just continued worshipping and prayed somemore. then pastor glenn came and spoke about faith. and how we should believe that Gods with us as is listening every though we dont really feel it. [well. sth like that.] so then i went up for prayer [for those who had problems seeking God] and it was pretty touching. haha. i mean the girl would pray in tongues, then in english, then in tongues again. and everything she said was so true ! it was like. she knew everything i needed and wanted. then halfway through she stopped for awhile. and told me that God was saying Hes just right in front of me. and waiting for me to go into His arms. and hes always there do me and willing to listen to whatever i say and answer my prayers [haha i cant remember exactly. but its more or less like that.] haha at that time i was just soo touched ! it was like all my emotions were swirling around and I cried two drops or tears. hahaha. im just not used to crying in public. but. oh wells. its just indescribable. haha.


isnt God just soso amazing. its like ive been looking all over and He was just right there waiting patiently. i guess i was just to blinded by everything else. haha. i'll try to have more focus from now on. (:


hm. i ate sososo much today ! haha. i had some cream bread to satisfy a sudden craving, and banana balls ! they are deeeeeelicious !


youlookedsogoodyoulookedsogoodyoulookedsososogood. (: hahaha .

ohoh i need to exercise! hahaha i think im menopausing. im eating too much! and its early menopause mind you. middle age.


my comps taking forever to load. and its just this particular site. which happens to the the one i want to see most. gr. its annoying.


haha i dont know what else to say. my blogs so dead i feel like stabbing it. it had english oral and it was weird. haha i had fifi.[ my sisters friends were astonded when you found out i called her by her proper name] which was. quite scary. i mean her face. :/ but she was pretty nice. haha. she appeared to be pretty interested in the convosation topic. i just hope i get high marks. (: