teachers' day.

things are nevr the day you want it to be. ..oh well...

the day started out near perfect. sc always rawks. (: went to sch and took fotos... i [still] look retarded in all of them. oh well... so went with tingwei [and jx] to give the teachers their presents. i felt so bad standing there while tingwei gave presents, that i ended up giving them to the "i-will-not-give-anything-to teachers" so.. oh well. yep. then comes the nice part: everyone was crowding around Mrs bowness to give her their presents, and so did I. so she was about to walk off after she took my prezzie, but stopped. "oh look! this is so pretty!! see!" (: (: ... :P

the dance was fun! aha. so superr impromptu! we started like... running in circles!? oh well.... can't help it la. it was fun while it lasted... though it has certain negative effects.... such as the YMCA song running in yr head for days. oh well..

inter level games... student vs. teacher.. and the concert. the concert! the teachers' performace rocked. aha. mrs canham, mrs Goh and a. tan. :) a tan was e best!! typical pai student. haha they were so funny!

so we took another picture and went off. excitment of going back to nanyang, meeting my primary sch friends...
the beauty of the day ended then.

primary sch. it was a total disaster. my firststatement: nanyang sucks. second, would be that 6i isn't the same anymore; not to me.

first person i saw was mrs tan. ...straigh after that i got chased out of the staff room; which they locked. whats the point of visiting teachers when you can't see them? so i went to look for 6i, and thats then i found the difference. besdies being the only blue among the whites, the nynang and tch people have all been closly bonded by the camo they attended, what then, am I to them-- the quiet girl who used to be in their class? who cares about Su-Min anyway. feeling leftout and unwanted, i broke off from the group just as they were leaving for orchard --unnoticed. oh well. shan't talk about that anymore.. its depressing. ..someone tell me how i survuved 6 years in tt sch!

teachers' day's presents.

happiness.

yayee!!! got a Digi cam!!! finally!!! now i can finally take art shots and crap pictures! aha. and its so nice and small and light and flat and.. advanced. aha... happiness..

ok. now for the rest of today. watched volleyball bronze. russia vs. us. russia won!! yay!! they were like.. so damn good la! was supporting them all the way. (: then there was the cute guy. brook.... aha. ;)

thats about all la. slacked the entire day. oh well... i need to pass my zidu.

my sister bought mice and men. its so nice and new and ex... i dun wanna give it away, ): bahh. y did i hafta lose it.

bathing

sudden realisation. the new baby bath, which i hated so much.... what i have been "bathing" with all along...

"xtra moisteisture' "use with wastons shampoo"

thats right!! i have been bathing with conditioner! bahh. this is like... so gross and weird! bahh

6i

sigh. have been reading the 6i people's blogs. and have been reading bout how the nanyang/tch peeps had this camp, and all the 6i people were in the same group. bahh. i miss this soo much! i dunno.. just imagine going to a camp with all of them makes me feel so... ...

sometimes i wonder, whould i have remained in nanyang? not exposed myself to the rest of the world, by staying with the poeple i'm so familar with, and love so much.

oh well... i love sc anyway

satt.

went to orchard with jia yun todayy. whee~ aha. i think this was my first time. was damn sian at first. oh well. i'm like that every morning. you can't expect much rightt. yep. so we were there at 10 in the morning. all the shops were closed, and we were just walking around the closed shops. 'tard.

bought lao shis present! yay! and this trip was kinda... ____ [forgot e word:X] for me too. 'cos i decided what the get for the rest of the teachers aha.

so after that we went shopping. and had lunch. Jap food AHHH!!dicky's fav! :D

was dancing in the shower today! the YMCA one! wahaha. so lame. well. it was because my incosiderate sister, besides finishing up the chocolate and chips we just bought last night, using my makers without asking/even bothering to tell me bla... she brought the shampoo, conditioner and soap to the other bathroom and didn't bother to bring it back or even tell us? like.. sheesh lor!! so i was wet and cold and had nth to do, so i started doing the dance. wahaha. see jia yun! i practised!

flag day 2.

hmmm. today was pretty much fine... blabla. my blogs are super templated. oh well. can't help it. my life exists in blocks.

ok. so it was basically pretty much the same until flag selling. oh yes. had this geog quiz. written like.. whatever la. they didn't even bother to tell us? had like.. 16/25. only. bahh. my geog sucks la. i can't help it.

yep. so flag day. besides starting really late. they NKF had the wonderful idea of appointing places to people. so that the entire wrold would just crowd at one point. ...i mean, theres more to Singapore than orchard? lame lor. this person told Ting wei she was the 29th person to ask him for a donation. i was the 30th.

yep. and tingwei was so damn nice lor!! i mean like.. he came all the way to sc, to wait for us for like.. 40mins. then besides being not pissed at all, he comes and donates $10 to us! each! then he went home. all he got was like.. one pen lor!! tingwei: you rawk. aha.

so yep. went to wheelock place. superr sian at first. the place was damn crowded and everyone was ignoring me. ): stupid tigwei is damn lucky la! blah. so... bla la. jx wasn't even selling e pens properly... kept complaining that people din wanna buy from her? bahh. yep. there is this superr funny guy... he was like.. rummaging through his bag and i went up and ask him for his donation. so i wnt, "hi! would you like to make a donation? *guy continues looking into bag* its for the NFKCMF!" guy looks like and was like.. whoa! wahaha.. then he was like... wad wassit again? oh! NFKCMF issit? ...and bla... wahaha. oh well.

yep. i sold everything la. ..just hope the poeple will pay me back. ...you better lor !! bleah.

jia yun

i love


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na. happy?

todayy.

yayee!!! i love me partner!! yay!!! :) shes soo niceee!! lol.

haha. today did this cme thingy. er yay. we won! told you me and my partner were made for each other. ahahaa. so dumb la. this crossword puzzle thingy. basically ting wei came up with nearly everything la. so we won with the most filled up blanks. aha./ time out!!

hmm. skipped science for dental. whee~ have to go for scaling though. bahh. tingwei's teeth are about to explode!! aha...

tingwei and jia yun and jing xuan came over today. aha/ 'tarded la. we were all doing the CME and jing xuan was sleeping on the floor? like... uh? haha. so.. blablabla.

"dun stress miss Goh!"

I love Miss Goh! and God. God is so wonderful!! i'm like.. so shocked by His wonders!! ahh!! Miss Goh din scold me.. at all lor!! was so shocked!! ..have to replace the book though. oh well. my fault la... kind of..

eng lesson today was spasticated. aha. well. i was la. was so freaked that Miss goh would scold me... wanted to keep her in the best mood possible. lol. so e entire lesson i was like... "Dun stress miss Goh!" and.."shhh!" haha. 'tard. oh well. shes nice lor!! before i went to her was like.. dying... kept praying and praying. aha. then went i told her she was just like.. "oh noooo!!! how come? ..." yay. God does miracles!! whee~

i forgot what i wanted to say la. bahh.

jia yun and minmin should get me Dicky Cheung Vcds. lol.

deep fried bananas

deep fried bananas!! haha. it sounds nicer than goreng pisang. anw. it rawks! yay. haha. had a craving for it today. oh well. went to the dunno-where to eat supposedly good food. but it kinda sucked. oh well. was so uncontented i just wanted to keep eating. yep i was full. bahh. i just so hate that feeling?

sigh. freakin out. it tomorrow. what am I to do? pray harder... sigh. at times like this. the only thing i can do is trust God. all God. non of myself. bahh. i dun like that kinda thing. it makes me feel nervous. when i know i'm helpless . but... to think about it, itsn't that the best situation? ..when you leave everything i God's hands, so he can do whats best for you? no? though he might put you through hard times, everything is always for yr best. now i' on the solid rock, i can't screw up. 'cos everything shall be planned and done by Him. oh well. this does make me feel better. though not totally but. oh well. ok. pray and trust God.

stupid blogger is bullying me. so i shall use colours which spoils the emphasis but nvm. ): oh well. today. wasted my time la. went to eat then went to my granma's house. oh. and i slept there! (: then they came and woke me up and we went home. (: yayee. so nicee.

lee jia wei lost the match ): so sadd. oh well. the korean person was good. nice saves lor!! so.. oh well la. oh yes. i was being a Singapore flag today. well. i am being a singapore flag. yayee! then i went for a walk and everyone was staring at me. ): oh well. cool wad. :P

oh well. pray for me every one! (:

today.

i can't believe i'm saying this, but soccer rocks! haha. it was damn fun today la! i think the fact that people [esp tingwei] were shouting "go su-min!!" contibuted the everything. went to slack and be defender with tingwei. it was damn funny lor. esp when mrs lee was dribbling the ball. so i ran up to "stall for time". stood in front of mrs lee and pretended to block her. aha. then i prenteded to kick the ball, so she tried to kick as well, and kinda lost control, then tingwei, waiting behind, gets the ball and kicks it over to out teammates!! yay!! how intellegent. bwahaha. (: but the second time i just stood there and couldn't be bothered to move. so we started at each othfer for a little whilte and went round me.lol. but she is damn nice la... lets me kick the ball sometimes.. .. haha. basically it was simple tingwei being nice la. lol.

then er. bla. i'm addicted to icy tower. not being able to download it is hell. bah.

oh. went to jia yuns house. aha. being there has inspired me. ..my piano lol. ohoh.. reminder: bring piano bk for jia yun. arggh.

rain.

rain drops falling onto the ground. splashing onto the puddles on water, creating rings, that stretch out to the edges of the water, before dissapearing, gently.

rain. don't you think its a depressing sight that always looks so sad and unhappy? but oh... the rain. i like the rain! it makes me feel peaceful and happy! (:

thurs.

today was like any thurs la. pretty much fine. yay.

oh yes. apart from the hist test. the first question was pretty much fine. fine-my-hist-standerd. anw i didn't study. so heck the 2nd ques... uh. no idea what it was la. so.. crap. thats all la. dun like hist. hee.

so ya. had eng. now the very sight of Miss goh freaks me out. i hope i'll be able to get through this... alive. oh well. had debate today. i was e buzzer/time keeper/talking person. jia yun said i wanted it. ): now i feel like i'm taking everything to myself. bahh. so anw i was e buzzer. i wanted to say "sunshine!" when the time was up. but i didn't dare to. ...afraid of offending Miss Goh. and jia yun said, " not scared she scold you ah?!" so ya. i didn't. so sad. ): when can i stop being freaked of Miss goh? sooner or later? ...i choose, later. but yet. ..can't it just be over? bahh.

ok. then squash. went to waffle town with su ying. stupid nick oh bluffed me la. anw stepped into the shop [after complaining bout all e barker boys crowding the place] and this guy turned around. and tuen around again. it was evan!! aha. so freaky. so this kinda place also meet him. so anw. i was buying stuff. then sudden e boy appeared with his fone and was like.. "she wants to talk to you" haha. freaked out. ..but it was nat la. wanted to come watch me play squash. ..but i waited, and i waited, and she never came. ): oh well.
i think evan sees me as some kinda bloody despofreak again. this time it really isn't my fault. after eating we sit there and stone abit. but that su ying must come sit next to me, so it looks like we are sitting there looking at boys. so after that we left la. but su ying's kor just has to call her. so we walk into 7-11 so she can talk in peace. then she steps out after a while, and stands rightt outside waffle town. until evan and yinli comes out. then as they started walking, so did she. but it just happened that they went to the bus stop. su ying turned around and didn't see them, so she just said bye. then that evan said bye back. in a blooody fake tone. so i just rolled my eyes and walked off. i think he saw :X so then su ying walks and says she wants to take the bus too. of course i din wanna walk back to the bus stop with them? so as i walked i started complaining. and she said fine, if you dun wan to then we'll walk. you suck. *rolls eyes* then her kor called. and i decided it was best to take a bus. since it would make her happy. and.. well. su ying talking to her kor isn't exactly the best person to be with. esp alone. :X so then we go towards the busstop. oh no! bus coming! run!! so we run towards the bus, and it so happened evan and p/yin li go to the bus behind. then su ying started insisting that the bus didn't do to sc. it did. so after much arguement, i was like.. heck with my face, and went to the bus behind. ya. with evan and p/yinli. so then the bus drives off, and i happily waved gdbye to evan. but no. for some dunno what stupid reason the bus stopped. and we got on... .... evan was like.. "wads e point of getting on e bus when its also a few stops away?" ...wadeva. ok. maybe it was all coincidental. bahh. i was go bold e despofreaky parts.

bahh. heck. so then we go play squash, with mr yong. we won! we won! 9-8. ok fine. actually it was 9-10. but he gave us three chances. hee. so he bought us drinks. ..only gave us a dollar though, bleah. ):

lit-hist.

lit test today sucked. "All that glisters is not gold" how true is this statement.

i was so utterly shocked by the stament, i exclaimed, "shit!" you remember that was a test? ..the class ws dead silent, and the word that left my mouth resounded through the enclosed area. but anw heck with that. the worse thing was that i didn't know what to write at all. crap

ok. apart from that and not finding my eng book, my day was pretty much good. oh yay! bought mee pok in the middle of recess, making e entire group wait for me. bwahaha. i'm evil. and their nice. aha. oh well. then you get fries and qing teng[which isn't that nice after all] for lunch. oh the perfect meals.

then we started acting gay. haha. though i think jia yun is e only one hu can do it properly. ..she send shivers down my spine! bahh. ...haha.

trusting God

i think God spoke to me during my QT today. but yet.. did He? i dunno... guess i'll continue trusting me bout my eng bk though its freaking me out and trust that I wun into trouble for trusting Him.. er..-duh-

yep. today was pretty cool la. had this quiz thing in CS. it was so crap. i hate the way tingwei/jia yun/jx find everything and i just sit there and be useless. Why can't be just be able to do sth.

got a nice-looking postcard from jia yun. just that me with my professonial eyes saw the guy in the picture had great potential to be a marvous gay. so using my great skill, i gay-ed him. haha. i was laughing non stop. thx to joanna. then i started showing people my artpiece and they were all like.. gross!! ..except for tamago who wa slike "why are his ears so small!" _-_ jonlo has competition. wahaha...

talked to jx today. she seems quite depressed. oh well, maybe things will turn better for her la... after all i've been through all that. oh well...

had BSF today. haha. so cool! i'm in e senior level. lol. feels weird la. the class is like.. so mature and quiet? ..but we got my ** [can't remember!!] though. yay!! (:

today.

basically nth happened today la. my parents went and got a cross trainer, while i stayed at home and slacked. bahh. i seriously need to start studying. ):

"emptied" my file today. its so thin now. aha. got to sorting out my chinese and maths. proud of myself. :) so yay! (:

bahh. is it just me? i feel unwanted. alone. i dunno if... ..

flag day and oral.

"hi! would you like to make a donation?"

bahh. flag day is sucky. but yet... its kinda fun. (: you get a sense of satisfasction out of it. and somehow it kinda pays for all the stares, ignores, tiredness, sweat and acheing feet. oh well. it was fine la. ..and for a good cause. (: but dun you love nice people when you sell flags? they just make me feel so happy and like everythigns worth it. (:

• the nice man sitting down there who had a handful of coins and gave one to every girl who walked past
• the lovely guy who donated $10. you rawk sia!
• the weird girl who said, "ask and it shall be given"
• the nice people who gave me the money although it was tamago who approached them :P
  
• all the nice people who called me over to donate
• the nice people who took our their purse when they saw me
• those poeple who gave me $5, $2 or alot of coins
• everyone who donated (:

haha. went to tamago jessica and biwen. though i dun really know them.. besides tamago la. oh well. they were all nice. (: esp biwen who i dumped my jacket to. :X

went to church after that. and there was this superr nice lady who i asked for directions. she was superr nice. (:
reached there at 6. xtra... haha. poor belle joy sprained her ankle. awww. but i must say, she walks damn fast. haha. go belle joy! :P

ok. this is freaky. .but it kinda shows i know my fren well. :P like came online la. den evan said he din see me in church. so all along i was happily replying, thinking it was nic. until i asked him if church was fun, then he said of course! and i said yay! ..then i realsied it was weird for nic to say that. oh~ it was evan _-_ [e nick was evanish] so later nic comes online, and oo! he says the same thing. haha. (:


ok. now for oral. i was hoping for miss seah, and guess what!? i got her! aha. cool! hopefully i'll get marks like last years. :P k la. it was crappy. i kept saying words wrongly [ir. adding an "s" at the back for noo reason] and stuf. bahh. talked more for convo though. hope that will give me high marks :P

the wait was long and the room was cold, making me more and more nervous. ..waste mi time _-_

friday the 13th

*gasps* today is Friday the 13th! aww... freaky! ..haha. anw it rawked la. ...except for a certain bit but hu cares?

went to jia yun's house to "play!" whee~ so fun lor. we started caling people and takling crap. lol. Jonlo has a funny laugh... "like an old man" so tingwei says. so much that everytime he goes "hahaha" we all burst out laughing. i think he thought we were pretty mad. "why do you all keep laughing!?"

it was today that we discovered a freaky fact. jonlo sounds like nick oh and evan! both of them! freaky! haha. jia yun described the nick sounding one as "sick until wanna die.." or sth to tt effect. ...no wait. she said tt to nick..


damn it i forgot what i wanted to say! bahh.

beautiful memories--here to stay

I love God soo much! guess what!? i passed my science, and.. I passed my piano exam!! ahh!!! ahhh!!! ahhh....

its so... unbelievable miraculous!? like.... refer back to what i said on my piano exam!? and yet now!? 116!? ahhhh!!! :D [more details later]

ok.. maybe sch isn't that bad after all.

hmm... thats all i think. had my first mr. softie today. aha. feels like i'm drinking milk_-_ arggh. and it melted so quickly, like some island of frozen milk floating in milk. gross.

oh well. squash was fine. su ying injured me. bahh.