Tuesday, December 30, 2003

Reflections.

yep. todays the 30th dec. and after tomorrow, a new year will begin. i guess i want to look back into the year, and see what changes occured. and of course, pick out my bad points and try to improve them in the new year.

changes.
When i compare myself to what i was like when I stepped into sc on the first day of school, i see many similarities and differencees in me. I feel that i have learn alot throughout the year. for one thing... i have grown to love God more. and learnt alot about him. esp since this is the year i got baptised. yep. i learnt to sing with yr heart during praise and worship [k. maybe i'm stupid not to have known earlier... but i never really bothered]. and i actually started talking to God. like. other stuff besides my bedtime prayer... and asking HIm for things. which was something really bad. I also started doing my BSF more regularly. though that still needs to be improved. Yep. and of course, finally devoloped a bond with my church. feel kind of attached to it. and actually look foward to it every week. :) yep. I have also learnt to be more careful, and sensitive. becuase even thoguh i don't realise it.. i might hurt people's feelings... [sorry *you]. and well.. i have been a little more outgoing... and.. much more thick skinned and ego.. haha... believe me Deborah. i wasn't like that last year. [..maybe.. or do my p6 friends have anything to say?]. and maybe... becuase of everything that i've happened, i have matured, and become more jian qiang[?] and..obtimistic. i have also started to bother about stuff...like.. yar. stuff. and my appearance. changed?no? [fatter yes] like.. i bother to push my glasses up. less pimples [still alot though] brushed my hair properly, no bird's nest, clean my glasses daily.. etc... wow. i must have been really gross last year.. *shudders* yep. of course, this is the first time i'm actually doing reflections, and making new year resolutions. so.. poeple reading my blog.. don't laugh at me hor.

Happy Moments
of course, this year had many many happy moments. which was what help me to lived on. [haha.. i wasn't planning on killing myself though] yep. to think of it.. just going to school everyday, spending time with my friends and talking to them was a happy moment. finally making freinds with the people in my cell... esp belle joy... [cos i'm closest to her now] yep. and of course, going for the baptism classes, and finally getting baptised [after finally deciding to forget about waiting until a baptism date falls on 9th april so i can be like Dicky] of course, the many many Dicky shows and news about him. of course. getting all my Dicky Cheung vcds, my swatch watch, etc... and... doing well for the exams and test [though that was few] yep. and all the evan crap. haha... fun irritating people you know!!

unhappy moments
somthing i don't want to think about... so shan't really type much. all the falures i've experiences. in test..and everything/ though they have helped to shape my charecter, it wasn't nice while it lasted. [though for a person like me... it doesn't last very long...] losing my wallet. getting scolded. missing my Dicky shows... etc..

changes to make [new year resolutions]
most importently, to love God more and grow closer to him. start doing qt daily, on top of my bsf homework .concertrate on my bsf hw too. and ask God what he wants to tell me and stuff. apply what i have learnt. talk to God more. love him. be more like him. yep. then.. study harder. pay attention during lessons. do my hw. [all of them]. be a nicer person. don't be late anymore [esp. meeting belle joy] and.. yep. thats all i can think of. oh yes!! save lots and lots of money. diet.

Monday, December 29, 2003

oh yes. found out my class. 2gy with jing xuan and zhi ying.
and evan came back today.
arggh!!!!!1 why do my post alwayss diassapear?
nvm. everyting shall be in point form.

very tired. slept on the bus ride home.
journey there was bad.
missed 171.
waited.
alighted at where i lost my wallet to wait for 14.
bus took reallly long to come [other buses came 3rice]
met a mad man on the bus.
he was mumbling rubbish.
in some unkwon langauge.
to himself
could only make out die and father.
met my auntie.
brought us to eat nice food.
yumyumyumyum
beef noodles, chin chow and char kuey tiao.
fatfatfat
fat
fat
fat
went shopping.
tired.
had more chocolate after dinner.
fatfatfat

Sunday, December 28, 2003

K. Today was fun filled and activity packed. yep. but i want to start with last night. yep. stayed up to watch edison chen. yep. and he was cute!! yay!! so.. yar.. drool... well.. it was a dumb show actually. but..nvm... then the female lead. was like.. some nobody.. and yar!! soo jealous!! [well.. my sister was.] yar.. the while i was watching.. [and staring at his face] out of the corner of my eye, at the bottem of the screen saw the words " zhang wei jian" and i was like... Dicky Cheung??? then faster look... but too late lor.. so like. sit there. glued to the tv. cannot leave during advertisments. then finally... saw it. yes. 8. phew manz... saw the advertisment for the show.. then look like him but not sure. show only half the face.. somemore soo fast. thank God i caught it manz!! :D

k. today now. woke up quite late.. the rushrush.. to buy my shoes. then go popular. then ntuc. and in the end.. i was late for church. i think belle joy is quite pissed with me.. 'cos i'm always late. and i really mean always. :( but shw was very nice lar.. didin't really say anything except "hurry up!! the games are starting!!" so.. phew... shes sooo nice!! .but i feel so bad lor. :( yep. so on the way uo she was like.. you know yr cousin was like hey... Su-Min is coming to chursh with you today ah?" and i was like.. yar! how you know? and she was like shes my cousin leh!!! haha..

then after that.. sat down there. then junxu came and said hi [hes not pissed right!?] and belle joy was like. see!! told you everyone remembers you!! and i was like.. hes my cousin!! haha... my and my cousins..

yep. then that uncle henry person was like.. oh.. i see a new face. whats your name? Su-Min. then a few epople turned their head swith like.. huh? look on their faces. so..yay!! maybe they remember me!! :D but.. shirylin wasn't there lor. P( so sad.. looking for her leh.. :(

yep. so like that lar... the teacher [who taught me] remember me lor.. they wre like.. hi! welcome back! [then talking to belly joy] you managed to persuade her to come back ah? then they asked me if i was comiong back. and i was like no.. felt soooo bad saying that lor!! but yar.. i'm not so free.. can't go church twice a week. unless its the hols lar... but well.. this is just a visit... you know..

yep. then went to east coast. quite a far journey. belle joy's father send. [thx :)] yep. i think hes nice lor... yep. then belle joy was talking about evan to me... and she was like.. ask zoe to piss evan off more.... and i was like.. er... evan doesn't hate me enought ah? and she was like... no! evan doesn't hate you! he sadi ready... he likes you as a fren! you know... remember.. he said in the sms that he likes most girls as frens.. except for ****, becuase she is soo rude. wah lao!! i think that was damn mean of him lor!! like. er... is he very polite? and somemore **** is very nice lor... well.. i think so lar... just that shes like.. sort of.. more mature... so don't really go and talk to her [but i do lar] but shes nice lor!! ... yar anyway... he was like.. most girls... and i'm quite sure he hates me.. unless she asked what about Su-Min.. like she did for ****.

yep. so belle joy's nicenice father dropped us off at macs. but it wasn't the meeting point!!! we were like.. ok! macs.. look for them. then cannot find!!! so like... call... then.. must go to the bbq pit. wah lao!! had to walk all the way there!! it was like.. sooo super far lor!! not even at bbq pit 27. and outrs was 11!! like.. really. supeer far. so we were like.. talking lor.. and i was like.. i want a bike!! then started talking about rollar blading... then topic moves to evan[ not my fault!!] and belle joy said that he plays golf. and is damnn good at kit. wah lao1!!! so rish for what!!! somemore his stupid p3 bro is getting a phone. samsung sth.. "better than mine k!" said evan. hey!! i'm sec 1!!! i don't have a phone. sigh.

and my stupid post just dissapeared. blogger sucks. :( yar anyway. yep. so went there lor. first place i went to was the beach. sigh.. i love the beach! like.. the waves splashing onto the sand, the foam, the sound of the.. the feeling of it when the water splashes your leg.. yar. everything lar.. including everyone [including me] screaming. :) yep. then had the bbq. i didn't really help though *blushes* yep. and auntie honey brought her baby [catlin] shes soooo omg cuteee!!! like yar. she kept looking at me and smiling. then everyone says she likes me!! aww.... :D yep. shes really really cute lor. was doing a mixture between "twinkie twinkle little star" and clapping. to me leh!! soo cutee!!

yep. then had the bbq. food was nice lar. then my father suddenly turned up at 7. i was like? huh? soo early? then they were sooo nice lor!!! let me stay longer. went alll the way home leh!! sooo far somemore. *muackies to my darling parents:)* yep. then went to the beach again when it was dark. it was soo nice lor!! b ut pity i missed the sunset :( yep. maybe we were facing the wrong side lar.. 'cos i didn't see the sun. ok... yar. the beach at night was really nice. 'cos you could see buildings really far away. like.. really small. but like.. lights lar. you know.. yar. yar.. so stood there lor. nice.. waves. then a big one came and i was like.. oh no.. what if i get my phone wet? so like.. took it out of my pocket and held it up. then after awhile one wave came, that wet my shorts. so like.. er... lucky i took it out. then gave the pgone to someone to help me take care. like wow. i think its really God who gave me the wisdom. 'cos i really really big wave came, that wet my shirt lor!! so like k.. thank God. :) yep. the had fun playing/ started kicking water. then the boys follow. then they got scolded [ahaha] then we [belle joy and I] kicked at the boys, they the boys also kick. then kicked into belle joy's eye. [ow!!] yep. so they got scolded again. haha. too bad.

yep. then we went back to clear up.. then started chatting. then after auntie honey left, tab started throwing ice at this boy [collin] yep. then cheryl started throwing also. then colin startd throwing at the two of them. then cheryl grabbed the ice box and started throwing. so belle joy and me joined in. haha... then i was like.. splash the water at him!! so she started to empty the ice bags..etc.. but when she wantedf to splash him? ended getting herself all wet. haha.. nvm lar. then my darling father came.. so.. went home lor...


oh yes. then during church right.. belle joy was showing me her fone. like. the namelist. 'cosn she decorated some of the names. like Ñ for n.. that kind of thing lar.. so she was like.. "this one decorative, this one not.. this one decorative" etc.. then when she reached my name she was like look ah! look ah!! this one decorative. decorative ah!! lol.. so funny lor..

Saturday, December 27, 2003

yoz!! its me again!! and guess what??? its.. blogging time!! *ignores everyone's sigh and groans*

yep... today.. nth much happened lar. went to church lor.. sat with belle joy and ruth and adeline as usual. yep. and belle joy gave me a christmas prezzie.. aww.. how sweettttt. yar ok.. anyway. i went to church late lar..well. later. so had to like.. squeeze into the row. and 'cos i was wearing hipsters, everytime i bend down can see my back. then there were boys sitting behind. so went i squeezed past ruth.. she pulled my shirt down. then i walked past belle joy.. she pulled my shirt down also. actually... its just my back. whats the big deal. not like anyone's looking!!

yar anyway... nice songs during worship. knew most of them... yay. yep. then jon lo was sitting behind me lar.. then kept kicking my chair. so irritating!! then eveytime I turned around he look like so innocent like that... k lar... i knpw he didn't do it on purpose. but still!! its irritating right!?

yar.. then belle joy and ruth wrote this funny love story. haha.. damn lame. heh.

yar.. then had the letter thingy for nicolette. then i left it on my chair 'cos we had to stand up and pray. then he read it lar. and was like.. Su-minnnn!! hey!! not my fault you read my letter right!!! ..and i can't think of whats wrong with it still. haha.. i'm slow.

yep. and my cousin reads my blog!! and you remember the post where i talked about him?? ..the christmas thing? yar!! and he read it!!! omg!! *blushes deeply* lucky he didn't really say much... heh.

SIGH.

just finished talking on the fone with belle joy.. kinda weird... don't really chat with her on the phone. chatted until her father scold her. heh. felt so bad.. haha.

Friday, December 26, 2003

dear sister.
k lar.. nth much happened today. got anothetr christmas prezzie. mr and mrs country pumpkin... thats gloria and isaac.. ahaha...

missed ji xiang ru yi. taped it though.

saw the Dicky- merry chirstmas thingy. sounded to like like.. lelelala. wo shi ji ziang ru yi de Dicky Zhang wei jian. well.. maybe i was too busy staring at his face?

yep. off to watch qiu tian de tong hua. taixi is cute.. yes *sighs* i admit. :(
kk. free now. so can give you a detailed descrpition of my christmas.

start from the Jtw k? k.. the vcds were my present too btw. yep. watched 2 ep.s the spider spirit one. Nice. [duh?] it was the part where en en falls for swk. and the chicken spirit [ji jing] pretends to be swk and tells enen that he loves her. 'cos its en en's greatest wish. soo sweet!!!

yar anyway. people started coming lor. then had lunch. turkey, ham, sushi, baked rice, potato sth.. chocolate. etc. lovely. :) and talked to my cousins lor. siyu and deborah started telling us about their church and church camps lor.. sounds fun. then my sister and I just sat there and keep quiet.. 'cos we both don't attend the camps and mission trips. heh.

yep. then we went to watch tv lor. and my cousin was there playing with emay[my brother's gf] and we were all so amused.

went to eat somemore. look at photographs.eat. more chocolate. then went upstairs. Lord of the rings!! two towers]. yay.. aragorn was soo cool!! and legolas too i suppose. when he was sliding down the stairs... haha. so.. finished the movie. and went on to "the making off" so nice. apprantly during the running scenes, aragorn had a broken toe, legolas a broken rib and gimly[dunno how to spell] a dislocated knee. thats mad lor!! like yar... mad!! yar! and the toe was gross. yuk.

k. so while watching. we started to open prezzies lor. that was like.. around nine. yep. actually we only had to prezzies to open. from aunties. yep. and i got my wallet. and i was like.. i got a wallet!! i got a wallet!! yay!! i'm so happy!! i got a wallet!! and my sister was like.. yar yar yar.. shh!!!!

yep. so after watching.. we went down and i was like.. i got a wallet!! etc... and my mother was like. your brother gave you a wallet too! and oh! 2 wallets!! and a $35 one too! fropm my brother. how nice off him :) i was so touched. :) yep. so opened that. and now i'm in a dilemma. which one to use?? k. the wallet that my brother gave me was black. leather. quicksliver. with lots and lots of compartments. then the one my auntie gave me was light blue. grey lining. and like... typical op wallet lar. and i dunno which one to use!!
went downstairs and ate the ice cream log cake. yum!! :D

forgot about a present yesterday. given to me in advance as well. in i totally didn't expect a present from her.

emay: the nice bracelet that she made herself. [ horrible!! i can't stand artistic people!!! yes. i jealous. ]
yep. thx!!:) sorry i forgot you.
My last post was incomplete. But this isn't a continuation. Just that I wanna thank everyone for the wonderful presents you all gave me. Cancelled lots of stuff from my wishlist! :D

My parents : the swatch watch and the op pencil case.
My Sister : the wonderful and expensive Journey to the West vcds and nice earrings.
My 2nd Sister : the wonderful DOMD 2000 vcds and the cross necklace :D
My brother : the nice quiksliver wallet :) I need one so badly.
Emay : the nice blue bracelet you made yourself :)
auntie : the nice op wallet :) i need one so badly.
auntie : the money. [money money money...]
2nd auntie : the er.. hook?
Adeline : the cross/ jesus keychain.

yep.. thats all for now... or all i can think off for now. except one. most imp
God for sending his son Jesus Christ. to die on the cross and wash away our sins. :D
yay...
yep. thats all for now.. unless i receive more prezies.. later.. (:

Thursday, December 25, 2003

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

hope you enjoyed your chtistmas as much as I did!.. my christmas was not exactly very christmassy... but still. nice.

k. woke up at 11 as usual. then went downstairs and helped abit with the cards. then watched jtw 1 wonderful!! and everyone started coming. so waited until the show finish... then ran off to change lor.

yep. then christmas lunch, yumyum. and talk to cuzzies lor.. too bad sharon wasn't here :( k. very nice food lar. chocolate and stuff.

k. then watched abit of tv. then went up and watched lotr yay!!! until almost ten
then open prezzies lor.
dun feel like typing
bye]

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

hi!! just wanna wish everyone an early merry christmas. Merry Christmas! And God bless. and er.. do remembet the true meaning of christmas.. it not just about presents. :) wow.. feel so.. "holy" hah.. to bad i'm far from it. nvm.. work harder...

yep. just came back from church. "Darkest Before Dawn" musical. ok lar... though my sister found it like.. horrible. nvm lar... nth new... [heh. dun kill me... you lovvve me!!!]

yep. watched it with belle joy and her malaysian group. ..thoughi sat with belle joy "i want to sit with Su-Min!" aww.. thats sweet! :) but we sat on top though. couldn't find good places. or actually... places. so. kinda blocked ontop.. [as there were people sitting ont he stairs] but could see lar. and apparently my father went to sleep. 'cos he was blocked and was fed up. well, lets just be thankful he didn't go for the 11.30 service.

yep. the rest of the day was boring lar. and erm. what else? oh!! watched swk. yep. the zhi zhu jing one. quite nice... yep. go Dicky!! :)

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

yay!! finally changed my blog template. nice? yar. i think so too.

gloria woke me up early in the morning. called me. chatted for a while.. then she had to go. yep. then... cheryl bought me a christmas present... but i didn't buy her. how? nvm... get her some earrings... what about the nice ones i've been eyeing? the other nice one went to gloria... so sad... she doesn't read my blog so safe to say... it was a fork and a spoon... arggh!! i want it!!

basically stayed at home the whole day lor... watched two eps. or jtw. boring ep.s ... sigh... can't i even enjoy my swk in peace? its all that stupid monk's fault. :(

watched ji xiang ru yi and tuo qiang shi jie 3. darren lim is a bad man. the situ gong zi. and Dicky is ...cute as usual. but that ji xiang doesn't like him. humph.. mei yan guang... but nvm.. see what happens in the future..or more like.. she will fall for him soon. yep.. ying zi... maggie is a bitch lar... but hah! shes dying soon... muhahaha.. k. so mean. sigh.

Monday, December 22, 2003

Better than life

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in your arms
And never let me go

You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you

Glory

Verse 1:
Great is the Lord
God almighty
great is the Lord on high
The train of His robe
fills the temple
and we cry out
highest praise

Pre-Chorus:
Glory to the risen king
glory to the Son
glorious Son

Chorus:
Lift up your hands
open the doors
let the king
of glory come in
and forever be our God

Verse 2:
Holy is the Lord
God almighty
holy is the Lord on high
let all the earth
bow before you
and crown You Lord of all

God is great

All creation cries to you
Worshipping in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful one Jesus Christ God's son

All Creation gives you praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns for eternity

God is great and his praise fills the earth fills the heavens and
your name will be praise through all the world
God is great sing his praise all the earth all the heavens
'cause were living for the Glory of your name The Glory of your name

All to you Oh God we bring Jesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us that all may hear and all may see

Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings (x4)

everyday

What to say Lord
It's You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much You mean to me now that
You have saved me Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday Lord I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me
In every single step I take
That everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, It's You I'll live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord

It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday
Went to orchard road with my mum. Didn't accomplish anything though. yep. but ate nice kaya toast. yum...

yep. bouth the lollipops. and gloria's earings. omg.. i want them!! ..one of them lar. it was a fork and spoon. arggh!! i want it!! then there was another ione.. lock and key. didn't buy that for her though. yep. such a pity i can't wear *that type of earing.. no fair!!!

k.. what else.. came home lor.. watched ji xiang ru yiiii!! yay.. and ying zi!! yep. then there was the joshua ang thingy... yep. the girl won lor.. ming hui sth... yep. i was hoping f1 would win.. shes cute. but nvm lar.. not kim wakerman can ready lar... eeeeee!!!

k.. forgot what i was going to blog about. nvm..

Sunday, December 21, 2003

k. went to zoe's church. super malu... 'cos everyone kept saying hi and i was like.. er.... uh huh. so friendly for what.... sigh... crap.

er.. yep. then played games. had to do both! first was the pass the pokey stick thingy.. kinda like.. xing ren gan da kao yen. like.. yar.. pass with yr mouth.. everytime you pass you have to take a bite. i dont even know the people. so was... weird. then later zoe ask if i remember this guy..and i was like who? the guy who you passed the pokey stick to? haha. i didnt remember. so stupid.



next was the zhong ji mi ma thingy. then loser had to eat this digusting thingy. actually mine was ok lar... but i dont eat mustard!!!!!!!!!! gross. then after me was adam. ...he lost lar.. ahaha.... his thing was a disgusting green. then he had to eat last one with the most disgusting green stuff on it. then he ran of. and they were like.. adam!! eat lar!! then he went back and was going to eat it. then he saw it and was like... yuk! then he ran off. yep. then the person showed us the thingy. yes. mustard is good. yar.. in the end he scraped off the disgusting thingy (dunno if i can call it sauce) and ate it. yuk.

then walk up and down and up and down .. played uno.. etc.. then followed zoe home.. go bowl. she treated me!!! so nice!! gloria will be so jealous!! yep. my bowling sucks.. played 2 games... first game.. wah.. front so gd.. like.. 7.. 8.. spare.. then towards the end keep getting gutter-ball. so my "highest score ever" was ruined. then 2nd game.. the other way round. just no spare..

yep. then went to zoe's house. prankcalled ALOT. won't say who.. though they don't read my blog.. they are to find out somohow... :P

yep. then borowed zoe's hillsong cds. went home lor... yay.. so fun.

Saturday, December 20, 2003

watched lotr today and it was so.. omg!! like.. ahh!!! so nice!!! i wanna watch it again!! like.. in the beginning i was like.. yawn.. i wanna sleep... then after that was wide awake. yep. aragon was cool. legolas was monkey. :P when he climbed up the elephant. ok... don't kill me. :)
yep... what elose... cried during the movie lor... but only cried once.. then my eye tired. heh. like.. wanna cry but then no tears... :P not like my sister... kept crying throughout. lol.

yar.. what else.. pop corn was gd. ate like... more than half of it :P coke and zapple tasted funny... sigh... back to the movie. yep. dunno what to say... i wanna watch it again. :( won't go into detail 'cos i need to go and bath soon.

yep. then had kfc. ponned tuition.. again. came home. yep. then zoe called. chatted with her for like.. an hour? yep. and found out that i could use to fone on my bed. so comfy!! :D yep. then went to sleep. woke up at like.. 8 ?

yay!! just found out that Dicky isn't getting married nexy year after all!! and hes coming to singapore next year jan. yay!! the world is so beautiful... the air is so fresh!! lala.. :D

Friday, December 19, 2003

haven't blog for 2 days already... 'cos my neice came to visit. she is now bugging me to play lotto with her. which means my blogging session is interupted. SIGH. brb...