oh i loveee the starwars mnms! they are just too pretty! i like erm white, light green, black, red and grey. (: and dark chocolate tastes nice. i mean the sweetness covers it up. so its. just right. yep. i think i shall be buying alot of the limited edition starwars mnms.


today is ditch sly day! hm. it pretty much sucked. becuase. well. it was boring. my plan to rack the ceremony was all ruined. due to. well. lack of response.


ohoh. im all excited! today benjamin said that its normal to not be able to press the string when you first play the guiter! that means i have hope! i shall play the electric guiter one day i tell you. i shall be damn pro. so there.

i hate coughing. gah. come let me tell you coughing has affected my life largely. in less than 24hours.

scenerio one:

i was sleeping. and you know i take like ages to fall asleep. so i just fell asleep. when i was woken up by myself coughing! so yea. i was so sleepy and wanted to sleep. but i was just there coughing and coughing. so i came up with three solutions.
1. wake my mum up and ask her what to do
2. go downstairs and drink warm water and wake my maid up, while risk waking the entire neighbourhood up if i dont get the alarm thing in time
3. sneak into my sisters room and get the alarm thing and wake her up, then go downstairs, risk waking my maid up, and drink warm water.
4. wake no one up and cough to death.
yea. so i chose 4. which sucked. anyway i fell asleep after awhile. and stopped coughing. praise the Lord!

scenerio two:

i was in the Mrt. yea. i coughed non stop all the way from the interchange to queenstown. and i didnt dare to eat my strepsil as there was a policeman there. and i was afraid he would fine me. ): so yea. it was soso bad that this stranger sitting next to me asked if i was ok and if i needed tissue. hm. i dont know why people keep offering tissue. i mean i cant stratch my throat with it anyway. haha. someone enlighten me.


scenerio three:

this is the worst. during BSF. i mean you know how quiet BSF is? theres like nothing to cover up my coughing. so yea. it was during the lesson. and i just couldnt stop. and i was forcing myself to shut up but it only resulted in this puking noise. so yea. it was sososo bad that the teacher stopped her lesson twice to ask me if i was ok. gr. so yea. in the end the teacher gave me like. chewing gum. :P which kinda helped. i dont know why too. the people were staring at me! ahh! funny thing was that after that everyone started coughing too! lol. either they were nice enough to share the stupidness with me or i passed it to them. hur.


went for the omnimax thing today. the place so cool! goodness. its like. round. and im too lazy to describe.


yea. went to jurong pojt with ting wei. my watchs all gone now. out of stock. can you believe that? oh well. at least now im a hundred dollars or so richer. look on the bright side yea. dont let yrself fall into depression.


2.4 in two days. im just gonna die.

yay i didnt go to school today! i finally had one of those days. when you wake up early in the morning to go to school. and when you sit on the toilet bowl peeing you close yr eyes and think that all you want now is to go back to bed. and i did! i can tell you that i feels wonderful. X)


wasted away at home. hm. im still gonna fail my emaths test. howhow. i need to do well. badly. just want to pull up my marks by that bit! hm. SuMIn is unhappy.

i have a sexye singing voice. x) yes. its all nice and low and idontknowwhat. thats all thx to my throat. if you want you can ask my throat what happened. but i think its too busy bullying me to answer you.


had paranakan buffet today. thats when i decided to bully my throat back and not care about it. but i still ate less than i normally would. hm. blessing in disguise? anyway. thr food was really good! though as usual i think i didnt have enough. its always like that. i get so full during buffets. ):


the durian puffs were heaven! oh mygoodness. i screamed when i ate the first one. then i saved the 2nd one but it was ruined. by the tiramisu taste in my mouth[which is took becuase it had a peice of chocolate on top with said "tiramisu". cuteness!]. ): then there was this durian pudding [which i didnt take] theres no pudding in it la! its durian! pure durian! you can even like. feel the durian! i wish i ate it now. but well. i didnt wanna kill my throat too much. ): then the mocha ice cream! good. wanted to try green tea. lol. it just sounds too gross. but then again. fullness and fat and phlegm.


hmm. what else did i have? an alfafa tomato sandwitch! X) [i thought the tomato was ham. and i took the alfafa by mistake. it was on display but got stuck to mysandwitch] ham and smoked salmon sandwitch [again i though the salmon was ham] and you tiao rojak!! and prawn porridge and chicken siew mai and alot and alot and alot. X) SuMin is happy. (:


i went shopping! i want levis jeans. and that british india skirt. and well. alot of things. sad. ):

today was pretty depressing. becuase i saw... ya.


went jogging with jia yun this morning. hahaha. i so totally suck. im gonna fail my 2.4. howhow? oh well. i didnt even run the stupid 2.4 today la. did such a teeny bit. oh goodness. i so need to do well this year! blabla.


went for service. it rocked! joy lead worship and there was this guess speaker. joshua something. yep. meaningful. but i wasnt paying full attention the entire time. because. yea.


oh guess what. i nearly got knocked down by cars today. get that. not car. cars. it was so super embarrassing evan and joseph and jonlo and i dont know who else were laughing at me. so stupid. becuase belle joy and me were walking like right at the back. 2m away from evan and joseph who were already like so far behind? so when everyone crossed the road we were left behind! and obviously i didnt wanna wait there alone so i just ran. ahhhh...

boo. today is a bad day. then it turned out pretty much ok towards the end.


went to make my ic with kae ting. the stupid photo thing some pok shit la. firstly i left my shirt in school. had to wear kae tings stinkeyy shirt. haha i mean it was nice of her to lend it to me. but she ran eight rounds in that shirt! yea. so i was in a white shirt with a white background with a white face in a black and white photo. so was kae ting la. then yea. they made me take off my glasses! i mean i look so gross! had to wear their ugly glasses and i couldnt see so the stoopid picture turned out cross eyed. and then they didnt even let me smile! oh goodness. who takes are photo of you and not let you smile?


2nd depressing thing is that im simply too fat. we were trying jeans at levis, and i took like 2X although it was obviously much too small. because it was the only one on the rack and i was too lazy to ask the sales girl. so i was practically squeezing into the jeans. and i couldnt get it!! so i went to ask the sales girl for my size. and it was still to small! i was so darn depressed la! so fat and gross. bleah.


ok then the happy part. i came home and realised that stupid levis has yr jeans two sizes smaller. so as it turns out, i seem to have lost some weight! X) and as for my ic. well. i guess its gonna spend most if its life in my dad's drawer.


kae ting so thin!! she fits into levis 24 jeans. thats like what la! ihateherihateherihateher. nah. i still love you! X) lol today jeow was so stupid. he was trying to explain zoe's heart problem her, and it sounded like some electic circuit la! of course it was all wrong. but it was soo funny! physics is like all over him. and i had to run eight rounds all by myself. ):

today i ran a teeny bit. i think i need to start running again or i'll turn into some obese shit.


theres something i wanted to blog about today. only i cant remember what. oh well. hm. got our lit CA1 results today. i got a b4!! that was like totally unexpected. i mean 11 people failed and the highest was a b3. and i actually got a b4! i mean. whoa. but it was pretty much rubbish la. i had 59.95. rounded up. x)


oh i like told kae ting that the glasses thing was bluff. all jing xuans failt la. cos she was like eating so little and jing xuan told me it was because shes saving up to pay me back. then i felt so bad. so i told her. it turns out she would have saved up anway. bahh. should have collected everything and returned it to her. at least i would have gotten some reaction.


oh yes. and something really cool happened today! im just amazed at God's.. well. wonders and everything. last night before i slept, something just came to me, maybe it was God speaking, i dont know [im still unable to reconise His voice, sadly] but i realised that i had alot of unforgivess. like there are two million people i keep bitching about. and yea. its just wrong. i thought of what this preacher said, that unforgivenss give satan a foothold in yr life. and of course you wont want to give satan a foothold in yr life! so i prayed to God and told Him i wanted to forgive those people, and i gave all my angwr and hatred to Him. however. today, i realised i only forgave one person! [which is deborah from 1gy, though its partially becuase she didnt make noise today]. so yea. today's PC was about forgivness again. chua poh leng said that unforgivness rots us. if left alone. so after school i prayed to God, telling Him that im still unable to forgive certain people, and i asked Him to teach me how to forgive. so after praying i treated the problem as solved, asi knew God would definately asnwer me prayer. and when i did me quiet time, there it was! th title for the day; forgive and forget. the passage answered nearly everything i didnt know, even questions i didnt ask! and praise God!


bought the limited edition starwars mnms today. stupid thing costs like a dollar more? but still. its really pretty. i mean the colours. especially white and green! shall post the pictures up soon. (:

happy birthday tamago! and well. miss soh. haha we are soo nice to miss soh! planned this elaborate birthday surprisefor her. only of course the class didnt know about it. we actually planned to turn off all the lights, and have the entire class hide under the tables. so when she coems in and thinks theres no one there, we'll all jump out and sing happy birthday! then we would sing happy birthday in chinese. and english again. and chinese again. and repeat this for a few times. then get her to blow out the candles and cut the cake [which we drew on the board] then while shes all touched and happy, begin singing happy birthday to tamago and ting wei and kae ting and me and everyone else in class. a few times. sadly we only managed to sing happy birthday in english and chinese. without hiding under the table. sad right.


i think my beautiful belt should have pictures of straberries, rasberries and blueberries on it. then it will be berry nice! x)

i have no idea why my blogskin says no racism or sth. because i am a racist! a true blue racist. against black people person. so if you are anything except chinese and black with rebonded hair and is 2nd wife of takuya, 1st wife of jay chou and ex 2nd wife of sylvester, i like you!! X)


jia yun gave me a surprise! (: today during geog chua poh leng was talking about rivers. "so this part of the chanel, is deep, and wide! now those of you who go to church will know this song.. *breaks off into deep and wide* so you see student! geography... is everywhere!" whatever man...

today was. well. chinese filled. besides God. i know im going to fail this test. oh whatever la. i did study for it. oh well. at least i know nearly the entire class failed. but lao shi hates me so much i know she'll try to make me do badly.


now blogskins hate me too becuase it refuses to let me search the word "red". ok. basically today was sianned becuase of the weather and chinese. so im sorry to whoever i talked to today. i was just sian ok.


dad: do you want to go for a walk with me in the evening?
sister: walk? where?
dad: mac-ri-chi [sorry la. i cant spell that]
sister obviously startled: mac-ri-chi? nonono! i dont go for walks in places with insects!

(:

i love jia yun and ruth. (: <3>

yay. just wanted to say that. (: yay. i love my belt too! i think its nice. even though no one noticed it. next week i shall wear and shorter shirt to show it off. so there!


spent nearly the entire day in church today. how exciting! although that was mainly cos i woke up and one twelve sth. yes. i like church.


had prayer walk. around queensway sec. i believe that somethings gonna happen even though we dont see it. yes. thats have. and i need to be consistant it prayer. i think i lack consistancy. oh well.


had this guy to come and preach to us. hm. i wasnt really listening during sermon. but i thought the end part was like whoa. i mean at the end when he was praying and everything. cheryl suddenly exclaimed that there was golden sparkles all over him. and there was! like all of a sudden he was glittering here and there. afterwards my sister mentioned that she felt God's presence in tghe audi. and when i recalled back. i remembered not wanting to leave the place, becuase i just felt so awed and touched. oh well. God just so rocks doesnt he?

got my belt today! yea i think its pretty nice. no matter what everyone says. or rather. you. haha you know who you are. and my sister thinks its pretty nice too which makes me happy. and the more i look at i the nicer i like it. so lets just hope the feeling stays.


had the nice balley ice cream. yay!! it brings back memories. although i dont know if its good or bad ones. i mean i only ate the balley ice cream a few times in my entire life. like when i was young. haha. it was whenever i took my piano exam! because, well. the place sold the balley ice cream la. so yea. i always looked forward to piano exams. so i could eat my balley ice cream. haha. i just found it facinating. then after a few years the examination venue changed. and there was no more balley ice cream for me. ):


back to shopping. i bought my hoops! haha. smaller hoops are so much cheaper. and they suit my hair! stoopid haircut la. ive always wanted huge hoops. oh well. i still look pretty weird with them on but nvm. (: and i found my pencil case! only all the nice ones are black. they should have ti nice and red. then everyone will like them.


sigh. reconsidering buying my nike watch. i mean its like. 130? even though i really really want it but its pretty much a waste of money. i mean i can buy so much more with 130? like erm. 65 cups of balley ice creams. and it costs more than my swatch watch! haha. another reason is that i realised the watch looks alot nicer in pictures. but still. bleah. should i or should i not?

yay today is a happy day. dont ask why cos i dont know.


pray hardhard for my geog test tomorrow! i must do well.


today my glasses like broke. dont ask how. it just like. came off. stoopid lousy quality thing. had to go all the way to queenstown to get it fixed. and the man still wanted to charge me for a new frame! like go and die la. so yea. he did it for free. and he was like can you come back after half an hour? so yea. imagine walking around queensway shopping centre half blind. but i tried the berry nice yoghurt! haha. sadly i didnt do my "berry nich yog-hurt!" thing. i felt too stoopid without my glasses. and the lady looked so old and fierce. yea. it was not bad la. just... not worth 2.50.


im looking for jay chou and takuya kimura's photos. i feel stoopid.

I stand before You Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus You're all I need


My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus You're all I need


Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I want to spend eternity with You
And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different
LordI know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
I want to be with You
I want to be with You


And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God
Is where I want to stay



i was trying very hard to think of thing song when i was running. of course all i could remember was the chorus. haha maybe running with zoe tomorrow will be better. wonder if it will even work out. :/


my birthdays all over now. haha. how unexciting. but nvm. theres always next year. and i shall plan my wish well. and blow hard. haha. kae tings birthday next!! haha all excited. cant wait to give her her present. and see her scream. haha. half of it was my idea! ..the better half. :P


hm. i am not some cheena pok la you stupid ben. i found another hauru fan. (: haha. so exciting right. no one can resist a hottie like hauru la. haha. considering watching goodluck. but i dont think i'll even allow myself to like tk la! i cannot have so many people guys in my life of i'll have no space for other things. just hauru and Dicky and ___ is enough. haha. oh yes. we're divorcing sly! cant wait for the official ceremony on the 20th. [our 3rd month anniversary] speaking of which. today is my fourth month with matai! oh yay. we were ment to be! lub<3.>

hm. jeow "preached" to us about forgiveness today. he called himself a pastor. i'll say his the worst ever. i mean boring. seriously la! pastor derek in healing service is better than him! not that pastor derek is boring. but in healing service you hear everything twice. once in english and once in weird chinese so yea. later he started playing music. and we stayed back to listen after everyone left. got caught in the rain for nth la! secrectly, i thought he was trying to show off his songs. like showing us his very hip [although the songs are so old] but. you know. haha. :/


im beginning to see a change in you. not that it bad. it makes me feel really good. but its just unlike you. its probably just her. but maybe we should try and find out. (: yes. kaypohness in me. (:


oh yes i did it. 5k without distractions. but im still a cheater. i run with a low resistance. X)

I lub kae ting!

my bitrthday! (:

happy birthday too me! (:
today is a gazillion red cars day. becuase its my birthday!! yes it was a lovely day. (: haha thankew and thankew to everything who wished me happy birthday and bought me presents [they are all nicenicenice]. i shall save my thankew list for later. (:


of course chinese was good for another reason. haha. its when i opened my present! hauruhauruhauru hothot! (:


cut my cake at night. am proud of the fact i managed to blow out all the candles. especially since they were all so far apart! which is so exciting becuase it means that my wishes are suresuresure to come true.


and my cake was yummilicous! ice cream and oreo. i just cant describe it. anway im just too high to blog. and im going to fail physics and maths tomorrow. yaye.

yay its one day to my birthday! and im all excited. i dont know why but this year's birthday just seems like it will be much nicer than last years. grins. haha. i've gotten four presents so far! exciting? yes!


hm. i dont know why but pauline soh seems to be getting better now a days. i dont know. theres just that bit of niceness. but yet.. haha. maybe its how she feels about us. mixed feelings. or maybe i just biased. bla.


thats about all i think. some 88.3 people came to out school to advertise their silly radio station. last year they promised us they next time they came they would bring some nice person. this year they said the same thing. bleah. bluffers.


then they let us off late for recess. like 11.45 oh well. everyone had to queue but i was there with zoe's present! haha. it was pretty embarrassing though. i mean sitting alone with on huge tuppawear[spelling.] and three thermos flasks. haha. but still. it was really really nice. thankew zoe. lub. <3

I simply remember my favourite things, and then i wont feel so bad! (:


went out for my birthday lunch today. it was nicenice. althought not exactly woowheee nice. yep. it was some buffet thing and some hotel. mostly jap food. and yes i like jap food! its dicky fav food! X)


ok. the sushi was nice. the orange and green one. i didnt dare to try purple. the seaweed one had mayo so it isnt nice. yep. the sushi was really tasty! haha. dunno la. just.. different. and the tempura was rad. it looked so cold and mushy and tasteless. but when i actually ate it, it was the exact opposite! it was like warm, and crispy, and the prawn was. i dont know la. nice. but i only ate two. i was like soo full. haha the desert was not bad too! the cheesecake. and mango pudding. and ice cream. and chocolate truffle. and chocolate mousse. oh goodness. i feel the fatness now.


went to visit my grandparents. had this long talk about christianity. sigh. it occured to me halfway that there was a spiritual battle going on. i guess we should just keep praying and believing. becuase God always wins! (:


i think running rocks. increased the resistance today. i still suck.

two days to my birthday!! (:

youth service today rocked! i mean it always rocks but today it rocked more than usual. it was the official launching of youth service!it started out with this stompish thing. which was not bad la! i thought it was really cool. especiall the whistle becuase it was so nice and loud and ear piercing. then was the dance. yay. go cheryl and hannah and erm debbie. haha.


worship was good. i could feel the presence of the holy spirit in the place and well it felt really nice. just standing there and worshipping God. (: the songs were nice too! and the worship team. lalala. l love youth service.


then they had some brick building thing and sermon and then we were to place the brick picture on the wall they had built previously. and i was soo embarrassed okayy!! becuase we were lining up to get on stage, and the people were standing in a row giving out the brick cards. i tell you1 when people give thing out they should stretch their hand sout all the way! anyway. pastor edwin [?? ..the guy in the yellow shirt] was like. giving it out. but since belle joy and ruth didnt take the card. i didnt take it. but i thought that we should so i was like. stretching out my hand and taking it back.. yea. then he was like "oy you want tot ake yr card anot!?" and belle joy turned around and was like oh. and she took it. so i was like there. and extra. and i tried taking it from him. but he wouldnt give it to me!!! so the hand thing happened again and he wa slike laughing. dont wanna take the card.. dunno what... and i was like. sooooo extra!! gosh. so pastor glenn was like next to him and i was like oh no. how. then he also didnt give it to me! like he was holding the card right in front of him. so i was like heck. and i snatched it from him. ahhh!!! so embarrassing!! bleah. haha.


oh and youknowwho was there today. like after how long. yep he was wearing contacts. (: didnt see him at first. was looking around for him when i finally spotted him. lol. maybe he was in church all along but i just didnt see him because he changed to contacts. lalalala. i feel stoopid. im blogging about ahem.


thank you evan. (:

i think running is good for you. like seriously. it improves yr mood and makes you feel untired and hopefully burns fat. ok fine. it should. because thats one if the reasons im running. but seriously. running makes me eat more. ok./ today my 2.4 speed improved again. and the best thign was i didnt do the sprint at the last 100 or so metres thing. yea. not bad. 13.40. yay!! (:


all worried about the real 2.4 i mean thinking of running on a track freaks me out. i dont think i can make even 2.4 without walking. how am i gonna get my gold howhow? and i mean its not even thirty points. its just some pathetic gold. bahh.


sports day today. yea we didnt win. like i mean that was expected la. but i think im getting pretty sick of our banner. i mean the way the class just leaves the whole thing to the three of us to handle. oh well. at least its over. only thing thats left is plucking out the mops! yea we played a trick on jeow. happy april fools hahahaha. i cant believe he even fell for it. it was so retarded. and he got all excited. oh well.


went out with ting wei and jia yun. yay i found my belt! and im highly depressed because my ins all screwed now. i mean with my current hair im going to look horrendous! oh well. no one looks nice in their ic right. ):