a bad start.

a warning on the start of a new day on the start of the new week on the start of the new term. bahh.

oh well. nothing much to blog about. ..but the exam stress is coming onto my. radiating from the surroundings and pressing me down. oh well. i need stress

offically 18 more days to the exam. i need to start studying. but... how?

was reading evan's blog. and arggh. even he is beginning to mug. and really mug like mad. but yet I. oh well. self-discipline. bahh.

na jia yun. the colum is widened. its fat and weird. go tag.

1st anneversary.

Happy birthday! + one week!

ok. quite hard to believe that i actually managed to keep my blog for such a long time. ..unlike a limp attempts to start a diary, this blog has actually followed me for over a year! reading my own blog, its strange to see how much i have changed and... maybe even matured during this year.

this blog keeps memories that have came upon as i walked through the path of life. some, beautiful and some ugly. however, these are the things that keep me going in life.

i wanna thank all those people who have helped me keep this blog going.

my ardent readers [none]
the taggers
and most importently: ME *ego*

hee. anw. i love you my darling blog!

an unexpected visit.

certain thoughts come to you. when you least expect it. and... its something that you don't want to think about. although it might bring a smile to your face. but yet... i don't know. its weird. i'm weird today. oh well... ...

[my title has two meanings!]

had a little chat with gloria today! ...haven't had a proper talk with her in ages. and so much has changed since then.. ... oh well. anw. she got baptised! today! oh well. but this gloria ah... goes to church to look at boys... and expects me to do the same... :P

byebye holidays. hello sc. oh well. it can't be that depressing. after all. sc rocks... oh well. ...hello sc. its the last day of the hols! today was dedicated to slacking. aha. had a nice looong sleep in the afternoonm *smiles contentedly* then slacked somemore. oh well. (:

an unexpected visit to church yay. belle joy called me at 6.20 to go. ...it started at 6.30 but heck. ...oh. and i wasn't supposed to be there! bahh, oh well. so halfway through the thingy i got an sms. ..didn't read it until we were downstairs eating. turns out to be from jonlo. "yr head is blocking me" someone shorter than me ... shorter than me. *grins proudly*

sep. 11

oh yay. church was damn fun!! :D haha.

ok. there was this weird pastor person. er... still dunno who. so anyway. i wasn't really listening and decided i should 'cos it sounded good from half of my ear so.. yeah! then at the very end, there was this healing thingy. and omg! it was soo cool! like to watch to people get healed instantly? its like... how amazing God's power is? and like.. so... whoa. could feel the holy spirit's presence in the room. (:

went to have dinner with belle belle j. shared a $4 plate of hokkien mee with her and she ate like.. 2 mouths and gave me the rest? ..didn't finish it though.. we were late. ): aha. -gluttons- so.. yeah. turns out we were sitting with bele joy's mission trip group. oh yay. so cool. haha/ worship was cool. din really get to jump though. we were extra. *looks at belle belle j.*

yep. so it was cool. i wanna go to cambodia. bahh.

hee. belle belle j.

bahh. currently fuming with my internet connection. it has a problem la. first my msn.. which isn't even really msn, gets dc at least once everyday. and it took forever for me just to get to this page. bahh. call windows slow. anw. get over it. i'm happieeee

went to supper at.. somewhere. saw charmaine oh and nick oh. aha. queenstown char kuey tiao is always the bestest!

-convo in the toplet a few days ago-

me: whats treason?
sister: i dunno
me: oh. *turns to oldest sister* whats treason?
sister: three reasons?
older sister: WHAT!? who are you? CHANDLER?

-

pancakes for breakfast. perfect fluffy airy ones, cooked for just the right amount of time, that melt in your mouth. (: aha. I like pancakes. (:

went out for dinner too! this seafood place in eastcoast... red sth. it was good mmmmmmh! i love it! aha.
chilli crab!!
fried mantou
scallop
fried toufu
mee goreng
baby sotong
fried you tiao
then ice cream for dessert. (: oh yay. happy and contented. the food was good. did i mention? oh yayee.

happiness is here to stay

today is a happie day!! lala~

went to little india with my family. went around looking at Ponjavis and other..well.. stuffs. i wants a sari. aha. yep. went to shing shong ..however you spell it.. and oh yay! happiness. lala. (:

bought lots and lots of stuff. (: that delicious cowhead cheese biscuit and wangwan, and..well. more buiscuits; the sugared one we all loved in kindergarden, chocolate chip cookie ones, wafer... ...
oh someone! tell me the meaning of happinesss!! (:

then i came home, and had sushi for dinner. (:

watched amazing race. aha. that cute guy... brandon? haha. oh. and the "pray out loud" part was so superr cool!

studying? bahh.

ex-pupils day

this day was nice the way it was. (:

was woken up early in the morning. ): was so super groggy and blur, "what day issit today? sunday? monday?"
ended up going to "ding tai feng" with my grandparents. tv and studying gone. bahh.

ended up being late in meeting my nanyang friends. got driven rightt to nanyang. i reached the place ealier than them. :P saw them walking in waving vigouressly at me. oh my darling friends. (: apprantly only yao ying went. wasted trip oh well. with the persuation of many, i went against my principles and "celebrated" ex-pupils' day. oh yay. and thank you yao ying for yr present. (:

din do much desides walk round the sch. in a certain point of time, me ended up in this room in the library watching under one roof. oh well.

walked home with yao ying and ying juang. was planning to come to my house to chat, but i deserted them when they went to look at the old primary sch. bahh. wanted to go. but well.. i wasn't supposed to be in nanyang at all. :X

memories... aha. peeping out of the class window into the "nice house" aha. remember the two little boys i used to look at. they were soo cutee!! used to sit at their table doing homework and.. well... get scolded by their father. aha. thats what yao ying says. hmm... wonder what has happened to the cute little boys...

-i miss pestering zhu chuan to draw Dicky for me, i miss sitting next to yao ying and copying ting xie from her. i miss sitting behind justin and having him talk all that crap. i miss sitting next to xin ying and day dreaming. i miss chasing shi min round the canteen for insulting dicky. i miss standing and eating for recess 'cos the tables were dirty. i miss fighting for the only clean table with the boys. i miss having the entire class look at me and kick me chair everytime he lao shi mentions liking a star. i miss rushing into the sch hall while the bell is rining and squishing into the row with all the other late comers. but yet... it will never feel that same again...

out.

oh yay. went out today. with jia yun and ting wei. jing xuan din wanna lug her tennis racket and water bottle along. she rather watch wan quan yu le at home. how mean (:

ended up not buying anything ): though i saw a pretty nice wallet at heeren... bahh. i need a wallet and a bag. ):
and clothes.
oh well....

sunday.

yay. today is a good day. (: leaves me with a sense of satisafaction and acheivement, and to a small extent... contented. aha (: oh how rarely i say this. ...it should happen more..

hmm... went to suntect with my family today. which isn't exactly the best thing when yr going to the exact place with your frens the exact following day. and then go you walk through the entire place with yr sister while yr parenst shop in carrefour. but oh well. had nice beef noodles. yayee!! then egg tart. nice too. i shall go eat an egg tart tomorrow. (:

ran 2.4 today. 15.10 oh yay. i was dying but its never as bad as when you run on a track. and least you don't stop to walk. ok hmm.... improved by 1 min 40secs. yay. my pathetic personal best. but you can't expect much when yr me and you have ran 2.4 3rice in y entire life. ok bahh. why am i explaining myself. this is my blog. mine. go ahead and laugh at me and get away from here. bahh.

thats all i think. and hmm... i don't like my face. bahh.

sat.

bahh. i need to study! badly.

oh well. took a cab to church. bahh. the sun was scorching on our beated backs, and we melted under the sweltering heat, resulting in beads, of what they call sweat, rolling down out foreheads, arms, and everypart of out body, collecting as a pool even as we walked towards our destination. ok fine. i can't write for nuts. ..and the cab came to my doorstep. but still! it was hot.

church... the songs were nice. (: happy. and the new sound system. nice too! it makes the music louder which makes me happy. aha.

just watched veggietales!! its soo cutee!! aha. more!1 more!!

(:

byebye sc hello holidays! well.. for now.

oh well. i think that describes my day. soon, i'll be in my sister's room watching spiderman2. a little late but... oh well. you know what spiderman always makes me think of? ...aha. ;)

[edit]

goal for the month: study and be nice to jing xuan.

oh yes. maths test. it was pretty much fine la... although i might have gotten the entire first page wrong but... arggh. oh well. can't help that.

do you know the muffin man?

2nd sep

returning to sch. arggh. unwilling oh well. at least there are elements to look forward to in sch. (:

had sewing today. i very proudly announce that i have complete my handfone/wallet pouch. oh yesyesyes!! so happy! and its...well. presentable. oh well. hope my new wallet can fit in. ...i'm not sure... dun know how it looks like yet. haven't bothered to choose. aha. :P yep. tingwei so nice. lol. and that dong bahh. shan't talk about her here.

returned of mice and men. arggh. my $15.59!!! *ouch* i was like.. showing miss goh and complaining to her.. and she was like.. lol. count how much each page cost. expensive k!! oh well. had the book test and i passed. eight hah! not bad... its my highest ever. but oh well... $15.59. bahh.

thats about all i think. oh yes. i'm a glutton spent like... five bucks on food today?

• $2.80 on the meal
• $1 on the drink
• $0.80 on chips
• *0.70 on peel fresh
• 1.20 on the flower

so yeah.. tt adds up to er.. $6.50 which means i'm broke. bahh.

sc.

I love Sc!!!!

-just a random thought (:

happi teachers day!

happy teachers' day!!

haha. that was for my mum and sis. darlings (:

ok. thank you tingwei and jia yun and daddie! make me feel so loved.. aww... haha.

watched frens till two+ last night. contented. then i woke up at... one+ so.. yeah. nearly 12 hours of sleep. woot! :D

finished mice and men and the.. moving castle. mice and men was...i dunno... weird. it was pretty sad la. but.. well. was expecting more. the moving castle was so.. abrupt! the book was so thick and i wanted a much much better ending. oh well... i'll just stick to the book and leave the rest to my own imagination. which, as i say, will make me feel much better. bahh. diana wynne jones hardly has good endings. ):

ok whoa. i'm talking about books! so while we're at it. i wanna write a story. aha. about tine travelling. oh well. maybe after i set up all the rules and facts, complete my plot, and manage to get myself to study. bahh. i need to start.

teachers' day.

things are nevr the day you want it to be. ..oh well...

the day started out near perfect. sc always rawks. (: went to sch and took fotos... i [still] look retarded in all of them. oh well... so went with tingwei [and jx] to give the teachers their presents. i felt so bad standing there while tingwei gave presents, that i ended up giving them to the "i-will-not-give-anything-to teachers" so.. oh well. yep. then comes the nice part: everyone was crowding around Mrs bowness to give her their presents, and so did I. so she was about to walk off after she took my prezzie, but stopped. "oh look! this is so pretty!! see!" (: (: ... :P

the dance was fun! aha. so superr impromptu! we started like... running in circles!? oh well.... can't help it la. it was fun while it lasted... though it has certain negative effects.... such as the YMCA song running in yr head for days. oh well..

inter level games... student vs. teacher.. and the concert. the concert! the teachers' performace rocked. aha. mrs canham, mrs Goh and a. tan. :) a tan was e best!! typical pai student. haha they were so funny!

so we took another picture and went off. excitment of going back to nanyang, meeting my primary sch friends...
the beauty of the day ended then.

primary sch. it was a total disaster. my firststatement: nanyang sucks. second, would be that 6i isn't the same anymore; not to me.

first person i saw was mrs tan. ...straigh after that i got chased out of the staff room; which they locked. whats the point of visiting teachers when you can't see them? so i went to look for 6i, and thats then i found the difference. besdies being the only blue among the whites, the nynang and tch people have all been closly bonded by the camo they attended, what then, am I to them-- the quiet girl who used to be in their class? who cares about Su-Min anyway. feeling leftout and unwanted, i broke off from the group just as they were leaving for orchard --unnoticed. oh well. shan't talk about that anymore.. its depressing. ..someone tell me how i survuved 6 years in tt sch!

teachers' day's presents.

happiness.

yayee!!! got a Digi cam!!! finally!!! now i can finally take art shots and crap pictures! aha. and its so nice and small and light and flat and.. advanced. aha... happiness..

ok. now for the rest of today. watched volleyball bronze. russia vs. us. russia won!! yay!! they were like.. so damn good la! was supporting them all the way. (: then there was the cute guy. brook.... aha. ;)

thats about all la. slacked the entire day. oh well... i need to pass my zidu.

my sister bought mice and men. its so nice and new and ex... i dun wanna give it away, ): bahh. y did i hafta lose it.

bathing

sudden realisation. the new baby bath, which i hated so much.... what i have been "bathing" with all along...

"xtra moisteisture' "use with wastons shampoo"

thats right!! i have been bathing with conditioner! bahh. this is like... so gross and weird! bahh

6i

sigh. have been reading the 6i people's blogs. and have been reading bout how the nanyang/tch peeps had this camp, and all the 6i people were in the same group. bahh. i miss this soo much! i dunno.. just imagine going to a camp with all of them makes me feel so... ...

sometimes i wonder, whould i have remained in nanyang? not exposed myself to the rest of the world, by staying with the poeple i'm so familar with, and love so much.

oh well... i love sc anyway

satt.

went to orchard with jia yun todayy. whee~ aha. i think this was my first time. was damn sian at first. oh well. i'm like that every morning. you can't expect much rightt. yep. so we were there at 10 in the morning. all the shops were closed, and we were just walking around the closed shops. 'tard.

bought lao shis present! yay! and this trip was kinda... ____ [forgot e word:X] for me too. 'cos i decided what the get for the rest of the teachers aha.

so after that we went shopping. and had lunch. Jap food AHHH!!dicky's fav! :D

was dancing in the shower today! the YMCA one! wahaha. so lame. well. it was because my incosiderate sister, besides finishing up the chocolate and chips we just bought last night, using my makers without asking/even bothering to tell me bla... she brought the shampoo, conditioner and soap to the other bathroom and didn't bother to bring it back or even tell us? like.. sheesh lor!! so i was wet and cold and had nth to do, so i started doing the dance. wahaha. see jia yun! i practised!

flag day 2.

hmmm. today was pretty much fine... blabla. my blogs are super templated. oh well. can't help it. my life exists in blocks.

ok. so it was basically pretty much the same until flag selling. oh yes. had this geog quiz. written like.. whatever la. they didn't even bother to tell us? had like.. 16/25. only. bahh. my geog sucks la. i can't help it.

yep. so flag day. besides starting really late. they NKF had the wonderful idea of appointing places to people. so that the entire wrold would just crowd at one point. ...i mean, theres more to Singapore than orchard? lame lor. this person told Ting wei she was the 29th person to ask him for a donation. i was the 30th.

yep. and tingwei was so damn nice lor!! i mean like.. he came all the way to sc, to wait for us for like.. 40mins. then besides being not pissed at all, he comes and donates $10 to us! each! then he went home. all he got was like.. one pen lor!! tingwei: you rawk. aha.

so yep. went to wheelock place. superr sian at first. the place was damn crowded and everyone was ignoring me. ): stupid tigwei is damn lucky la! blah. so... bla la. jx wasn't even selling e pens properly... kept complaining that people din wanna buy from her? bahh. yep. there is this superr funny guy... he was like.. rummaging through his bag and i went up and ask him for his donation. so i wnt, "hi! would you like to make a donation? *guy continues looking into bag* its for the NFKCMF!" guy looks like and was like.. whoa! wahaha.. then he was like... wad wassit again? oh! NFKCMF issit? ...and bla... wahaha. oh well.

yep. i sold everything la. ..just hope the poeple will pay me back. ...you better lor !! bleah.

jia yun

i love


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na. happy?

todayy.

yayee!!! i love me partner!! yay!!! :) shes soo niceee!! lol.

haha. today did this cme thingy. er yay. we won! told you me and my partner were made for each other. ahahaa. so dumb la. this crossword puzzle thingy. basically ting wei came up with nearly everything la. so we won with the most filled up blanks. aha./ time out!!

hmm. skipped science for dental. whee~ have to go for scaling though. bahh. tingwei's teeth are about to explode!! aha...

tingwei and jia yun and jing xuan came over today. aha/ 'tarded la. we were all doing the CME and jing xuan was sleeping on the floor? like... uh? haha. so.. blablabla.

"dun stress miss Goh!"

I love Miss Goh! and God. God is so wonderful!! i'm like.. so shocked by His wonders!! ahh!! Miss Goh din scold me.. at all lor!! was so shocked!! ..have to replace the book though. oh well. my fault la... kind of..

eng lesson today was spasticated. aha. well. i was la. was so freaked that Miss goh would scold me... wanted to keep her in the best mood possible. lol. so e entire lesson i was like... "Dun stress miss Goh!" and.."shhh!" haha. 'tard. oh well. shes nice lor!! before i went to her was like.. dying... kept praying and praying. aha. then went i told her she was just like.. "oh noooo!!! how come? ..." yay. God does miracles!! whee~

i forgot what i wanted to say la. bahh.

jia yun and minmin should get me Dicky Cheung Vcds. lol.

deep fried bananas

deep fried bananas!! haha. it sounds nicer than goreng pisang. anw. it rawks! yay. haha. had a craving for it today. oh well. went to the dunno-where to eat supposedly good food. but it kinda sucked. oh well. was so uncontented i just wanted to keep eating. yep i was full. bahh. i just so hate that feeling?

sigh. freakin out. it tomorrow. what am I to do? pray harder... sigh. at times like this. the only thing i can do is trust God. all God. non of myself. bahh. i dun like that kinda thing. it makes me feel nervous. when i know i'm helpless . but... to think about it, itsn't that the best situation? ..when you leave everything i God's hands, so he can do whats best for you? no? though he might put you through hard times, everything is always for yr best. now i' on the solid rock, i can't screw up. 'cos everything shall be planned and done by Him. oh well. this does make me feel better. though not totally but. oh well. ok. pray and trust God.

stupid blogger is bullying me. so i shall use colours which spoils the emphasis but nvm. ): oh well. today. wasted my time la. went to eat then went to my granma's house. oh. and i slept there! (: then they came and woke me up and we went home. (: yayee. so nicee.

lee jia wei lost the match ): so sadd. oh well. the korean person was good. nice saves lor!! so.. oh well la. oh yes. i was being a Singapore flag today. well. i am being a singapore flag. yayee! then i went for a walk and everyone was staring at me. ): oh well. cool wad. :P

oh well. pray for me every one! (:

today.

i can't believe i'm saying this, but soccer rocks! haha. it was damn fun today la! i think the fact that people [esp tingwei] were shouting "go su-min!!" contibuted the everything. went to slack and be defender with tingwei. it was damn funny lor. esp when mrs lee was dribbling the ball. so i ran up to "stall for time". stood in front of mrs lee and pretended to block her. aha. then i prenteded to kick the ball, so she tried to kick as well, and kinda lost control, then tingwei, waiting behind, gets the ball and kicks it over to out teammates!! yay!! how intellegent. bwahaha. (: but the second time i just stood there and couldn't be bothered to move. so we started at each othfer for a little whilte and went round me.lol. but she is damn nice la... lets me kick the ball sometimes.. .. haha. basically it was simple tingwei being nice la. lol.

then er. bla. i'm addicted to icy tower. not being able to download it is hell. bah.

oh. went to jia yuns house. aha. being there has inspired me. ..my piano lol. ohoh.. reminder: bring piano bk for jia yun. arggh.

rain.

rain drops falling onto the ground. splashing onto the puddles on water, creating rings, that stretch out to the edges of the water, before dissapearing, gently.

rain. don't you think its a depressing sight that always looks so sad and unhappy? but oh... the rain. i like the rain! it makes me feel peaceful and happy! (:

thurs.

today was like any thurs la. pretty much fine. yay.

oh yes. apart from the hist test. the first question was pretty much fine. fine-my-hist-standerd. anw i didn't study. so heck the 2nd ques... uh. no idea what it was la. so.. crap. thats all la. dun like hist. hee.

so ya. had eng. now the very sight of Miss goh freaks me out. i hope i'll be able to get through this... alive. oh well. had debate today. i was e buzzer/time keeper/talking person. jia yun said i wanted it. ): now i feel like i'm taking everything to myself. bahh. so anw i was e buzzer. i wanted to say "sunshine!" when the time was up. but i didn't dare to. ...afraid of offending Miss Goh. and jia yun said, " not scared she scold you ah?!" so ya. i didn't. so sad. ): when can i stop being freaked of Miss goh? sooner or later? ...i choose, later. but yet. ..can't it just be over? bahh.

ok. then squash. went to waffle town with su ying. stupid nick oh bluffed me la. anw stepped into the shop [after complaining bout all e barker boys crowding the place] and this guy turned around. and tuen around again. it was evan!! aha. so freaky. so this kinda place also meet him. so anw. i was buying stuff. then sudden e boy appeared with his fone and was like.. "she wants to talk to you" haha. freaked out. ..but it was nat la. wanted to come watch me play squash. ..but i waited, and i waited, and she never came. ): oh well.
i think evan sees me as some kinda bloody despofreak again. this time it really isn't my fault. after eating we sit there and stone abit. but that su ying must come sit next to me, so it looks like we are sitting there looking at boys. so after that we left la. but su ying's kor just has to call her. so we walk into 7-11 so she can talk in peace. then she steps out after a while, and stands rightt outside waffle town. until evan and yinli comes out. then as they started walking, so did she. but it just happened that they went to the bus stop. su ying turned around and didn't see them, so she just said bye. then that evan said bye back. in a blooody fake tone. so i just rolled my eyes and walked off. i think he saw :X so then su ying walks and says she wants to take the bus too. of course i din wanna walk back to the bus stop with them? so as i walked i started complaining. and she said fine, if you dun wan to then we'll walk. you suck. *rolls eyes* then her kor called. and i decided it was best to take a bus. since it would make her happy. and.. well. su ying talking to her kor isn't exactly the best person to be with. esp alone. :X so then we go towards the busstop. oh no! bus coming! run!! so we run towards the bus, and it so happened evan and p/yin li go to the bus behind. then su ying started insisting that the bus didn't do to sc. it did. so after much arguement, i was like.. heck with my face, and went to the bus behind. ya. with evan and p/yinli. so then the bus drives off, and i happily waved gdbye to evan. but no. for some dunno what stupid reason the bus stopped. and we got on... .... evan was like.. "wads e point of getting on e bus when its also a few stops away?" ...wadeva. ok. maybe it was all coincidental. bahh. i was go bold e despofreaky parts.

bahh. heck. so then we go play squash, with mr yong. we won! we won! 9-8. ok fine. actually it was 9-10. but he gave us three chances. hee. so he bought us drinks. ..only gave us a dollar though, bleah. ):

lit-hist.

lit test today sucked. "All that glisters is not gold" how true is this statement.

i was so utterly shocked by the stament, i exclaimed, "shit!" you remember that was a test? ..the class ws dead silent, and the word that left my mouth resounded through the enclosed area. but anw heck with that. the worse thing was that i didn't know what to write at all. crap

ok. apart from that and not finding my eng book, my day was pretty much good. oh yay! bought mee pok in the middle of recess, making e entire group wait for me. bwahaha. i'm evil. and their nice. aha. oh well. then you get fries and qing teng[which isn't that nice after all] for lunch. oh the perfect meals.

then we started acting gay. haha. though i think jia yun is e only one hu can do it properly. ..she send shivers down my spine! bahh. ...haha.

trusting God

i think God spoke to me during my QT today. but yet.. did He? i dunno... guess i'll continue trusting me bout my eng bk though its freaking me out and trust that I wun into trouble for trusting Him.. er..-duh-

yep. today was pretty cool la. had this quiz thing in CS. it was so crap. i hate the way tingwei/jia yun/jx find everything and i just sit there and be useless. Why can't be just be able to do sth.

got a nice-looking postcard from jia yun. just that me with my professonial eyes saw the guy in the picture had great potential to be a marvous gay. so using my great skill, i gay-ed him. haha. i was laughing non stop. thx to joanna. then i started showing people my artpiece and they were all like.. gross!! ..except for tamago who wa slike "why are his ears so small!" _-_ jonlo has competition. wahaha...

talked to jx today. she seems quite depressed. oh well, maybe things will turn better for her la... after all i've been through all that. oh well...

had BSF today. haha. so cool! i'm in e senior level. lol. feels weird la. the class is like.. so mature and quiet? ..but we got my ** [can't remember!!] though. yay!! (:

today.

basically nth happened today la. my parents went and got a cross trainer, while i stayed at home and slacked. bahh. i seriously need to start studying. ):

"emptied" my file today. its so thin now. aha. got to sorting out my chinese and maths. proud of myself. :) so yay! (:

bahh. is it just me? i feel unwanted. alone. i dunno if... ..

flag day and oral.

"hi! would you like to make a donation?"

bahh. flag day is sucky. but yet... its kinda fun. (: you get a sense of satisfasction out of it. and somehow it kinda pays for all the stares, ignores, tiredness, sweat and acheing feet. oh well. it was fine la. ..and for a good cause. (: but dun you love nice people when you sell flags? they just make me feel so happy and like everythigns worth it. (:

• the nice man sitting down there who had a handful of coins and gave one to every girl who walked past
• the lovely guy who donated $10. you rawk sia!
• the weird girl who said, "ask and it shall be given"
• the nice people who gave me the money although it was tamago who approached them :P
  
• all the nice people who called me over to donate
• the nice people who took our their purse when they saw me
• those poeple who gave me $5, $2 or alot of coins
• everyone who donated (:

haha. went to tamago jessica and biwen. though i dun really know them.. besides tamago la. oh well. they were all nice. (: esp biwen who i dumped my jacket to. :X

went to church after that. and there was this superr nice lady who i asked for directions. she was superr nice. (:
reached there at 6. xtra... haha. poor belle joy sprained her ankle. awww. but i must say, she walks damn fast. haha. go belle joy! :P

ok. this is freaky. .but it kinda shows i know my fren well. :P like came online la. den evan said he din see me in church. so all along i was happily replying, thinking it was nic. until i asked him if church was fun, then he said of course! and i said yay! ..then i realsied it was weird for nic to say that. oh~ it was evan _-_ [e nick was evanish] so later nic comes online, and oo! he says the same thing. haha. (:


ok. now for oral. i was hoping for miss seah, and guess what!? i got her! aha. cool! hopefully i'll get marks like last years. :P k la. it was crappy. i kept saying words wrongly [ir. adding an "s" at the back for noo reason] and stuf. bahh. talked more for convo though. hope that will give me high marks :P

the wait was long and the room was cold, making me more and more nervous. ..waste mi time _-_

friday the 13th

*gasps* today is Friday the 13th! aww... freaky! ..haha. anw it rawked la. ...except for a certain bit but hu cares?

went to jia yun's house to "play!" whee~ so fun lor. we started caling people and takling crap. lol. Jonlo has a funny laugh... "like an old man" so tingwei says. so much that everytime he goes "hahaha" we all burst out laughing. i think he thought we were pretty mad. "why do you all keep laughing!?"

it was today that we discovered a freaky fact. jonlo sounds like nick oh and evan! both of them! freaky! haha. jia yun described the nick sounding one as "sick until wanna die.." or sth to tt effect. ...no wait. she said tt to nick..


damn it i forgot what i wanted to say! bahh.

beautiful memories--here to stay

I love God soo much! guess what!? i passed my science, and.. I passed my piano exam!! ahh!!! ahhh!!! ahhh....

its so... unbelievable miraculous!? like.... refer back to what i said on my piano exam!? and yet now!? 116!? ahhhh!!! :D [more details later]

ok.. maybe sch isn't that bad after all.

hmm... thats all i think. had my first mr. softie today. aha. feels like i'm drinking milk_-_ arggh. and it melted so quickly, like some island of frozen milk floating in milk. gross.

oh well. squash was fine. su ying injured me. bahh.

today.

maybe school isn't that bad after all... well today was fine!

got back my chinese test today. praise the Lord! i passed it!! not only that! i got one mark higher than what i aimed for! i know that results aren't exactly good la, but it chinese! and what do you expect when you spent nearly the entire day before the test watching tv? oh well. god's grace has pulled me through this test, now for maths.

art was funny la. after I completed my tee shirt. but that me being xtra me wanted to add a grey background to enhance the design _-_ just that things didn't go well, and i ended up with a grey splonge on my shirt. so the kind-and-free nice and helpful tingwei comes and helps me, and sacrifices her fingers and rubs white paint onto it. so its better la, but still, it sticks out like a sore thumb so i decided to jiang cuo jiu cuo, and do that to the entire shirt. then ms co. lee comes, " oy! what are you doing!!??!"
"er.. ya. trying to make a pattern.. 'cos right... it looks really boring, so i wanna make a pattern and.. ya..."
and she totally fell for it!
"oh.. but why not, instead of white, use blue? then it will look like the sea. this blue is nice! yea.. this blue is good. ..but make sure its not too thick ah!!"

yea.. mrs co. lee. the one hu could make out my made-up abstract design. (:

so the tingwei comes to help, and christy comes along, "oh!!! so nice!! [:D] esp the blue part, looks so.. artistic.."

wahahaha... wahahaha...


so went to tingwei's house for cme. it was retarded. _-_

me.

you know i feel really stupid sometimes... ... am i?

oh well.

stressed.

bahh.

• stuck baby sitting two energetic, sweet-demanding kids
• in the middle of a fren's complicated love problem in which i have probebly pissed both parties off.
• being forced to comfort a fren though i totally can't do it for nuts.

then to top it all up, i go all the way to pasir ris to cut my hair, and come back looking like a bloody ugly spotted albino tomato.

ok la. my day wasn't that bad (: went to visit my darling tingting today!! (: shes soo cuteee!! ahh!! but she was like... scared of me lor!! ...until i left then she came running to the door and waving happily, "byebye! byebye! byebye! ..." _-_ oh well. at least when i went back she was frenlier. (:

so of went went to er.. white sands, and ate lunch, then i got stuck as a baby sitter _-_ these two kids. they know white sands better than me. how much i have to take care off them? bahh. then they kept running all over the place, and bla. so anw they were irritating la. hee.

then i wanted to go shopping but then they were in the way. bahh. oh well. at least i bought nice slippers which makes me look like i'm about to get married _-_

oh well. i enjoyed my four and a half days holiday. (: esp. the half. :D and i'm totally not looking forward to going to sch tomorrow. bahh. i dunno what happened to my I-love-sch so much but.. yea.

hiphip hurrey! its a holiday!

yay! happy national day! -e real one- ...just tt it isn't big.

today was basically a waste la. didn't do much. ..but it was fun! haha. besically stayed at home and slacked.... then went to visit my granma. (:

yay. i love my grandfather. haha. hes so.. like... nice. i dunno. like firstly, hes really really cool. ..wun go into his hist la. and secondly, 'cos he cares so much for all of us. its just simple things like.. telling me not to drink carbonated drinks, or that I must drink green tea, or asking me how are my results and telling me to study hard getting good results like my older siblings or that i should exercise and...well.. not end up like my older siblings. :X yep. and hes like.. really nice and everything, he vuts out newspaper articles for us to tell us to study hard and whatever and.. even though i dun really bother to read it but.. yeah. its really sweet of him? and like... when we go we'll buy food for them and like.. eat together, and he'll be the one like. giving us the bowls, but after that he hardly eats, he'll just go to the kitchen and makes tea for all of us... and like... ya la. everything. yay. i'm love my gonggong. (:

so like.. yep. Singapore idol was.. _-_ it wasn't funny la. get people get "tears streaming outta their eyes" and "laugh so hard i fell off my bed!" like... _-_

ok. if any of you have love problem, feel free to come to me. after that intense couse [which i am still going through] i'm getting really pro. -- from a zero, to what i am now!!

happy one year. (;

happy national Day!eve.

hee. selling the sc squash tee is fun. lol. so now gloria owes me Dicky Cheung vcds. i dun care!!

satt.

what do you do when yr talking to two guys, who are involving you with their love problems?
i feel like Gloria who feels like nerrisa. bahh. MOV... ...

i love waking up late! :D walking down the stairs with a cheery smile and greeting everyone gd morning though you well know its afternoon. haha. yeah. i'm weird.

cartoon!

aha. cartoons. they amuse me. first how theya re so cute and all, and secondly, its amusing to always find out that people yr generation/age share the same cartoons with you.

we were at yao ying's house watchingg cartoons.. then er. powerpuff girls came out. so we started talking bout what cartoons we used to watch.
er.. power rangers, barney, care bears, veggietales, and captain planet!

aha.
captain planet! hes the hero!

haha. we all share the same cartoons! (:

beautiful memories.

ahh. today was wonderful. after the never-ending national Day performance, went to meet my darlings; yao ying[later], xin ying weilin, shimin. Sc ended late!! ..so i was late in meeting everyone la. but.. ya. they are nice people. (:

went to visit nanyang and i have concluded one fact. all Nanyang teachers have ap. *nods* oh! but not He lao Shi!! yep. heres what happened:

• we went to the staff room to go look for He lao shi, only to get chased out. "cos ex-pupils aren't allowed in the staff room"
• we went to find Miss tan instead, on our way out, and she told us to go wait for us outside.
• she comes out with the florial exibition tickets, and litarally EXTORTS money from us. "i know you have $10! take it out now!"
• then she gives us some shit about supporting yr Primary sch and how she always supports ex-students when they come sell stuff to her.

then the best part!

• She says, "I dun wanna talk to you all! dun ever come visit me again!
• and she storms off.

yep. problem right!? i mean... if we dun wanna buy we dun wanna buy. not like we got so much money to donate!? moreover, i spent so much money on my darling Sc where almost ALL the teachers are frenly!? bahh.

anw. enough of all that. 'cos my day rocked. so right after that He Lao shi comes out, and she just sat on the floor and started talking to us. yep. shes sweet. (: arggh. i love he lao shi!!! (:

then we went to the library to look for Mrs tan, but she wasn't there. and we ended up sitting down to decide what to have for lunch. the conclusion: we'll go to yao ying's house and order pizza. now, yao ying has nice hair! -anon- so. ya. that evil girl brought us by the long way. bahh. but we saw chen tai ming though. haha.

so there we were... just hanging around.. playing cards. then finally the pizza came. we happily, we turned on the tv... ...
ahhhhhhh!!!!Dicky Cheung!! the knife show! tv! ahhhhhhh!
they all got a shock la. then after lunch, went back to play more cards. and we left.

sigh.. i'm missing us. already. i mean like... we didn't to much and stuff, but its just so amazing how we all click together, and feel no awkwardness at all. and their just so nice and... ...
bahh. i really miss them now. ):

and did i mention!? weilin has spiky hair!! aha. so fun. i kept touching her hair. now shes...well. spiky hair! haha.. how original.

-they said i'm crazy! lol!!-

yest-- joys and sorrows

haha. my title is retarded. and makes to sense at all. ...sounds cool what!?

painted my squash racket pink! yay! no more staring at all the rackets wondering which is mine. bahh.

talked to yao ying and xin ying and weilin online today[yest]. ahh. memories. sigh... miss them alot and alot and alot. ): oh well. get to see them on fri [tomorrow].

sigh. do i never sppreciate what is placed before me? and years later.. ... will i look back into my life one day, and regret? is it really that we never appreciate ourselves, or that our lives are simply getting worse? bla. i'm just talking crap la.

yayeeee!!! Praise the Lord!! I passed my lit!! i passed my lit sia!! e lit test which made me come home all depressed!!! ah... God loves me. ..and I love HIm too!!!

ok la. that makes me sounds really hypocritical. but.. ya. He really loves me wad! *attitude problem voice*

ya./ so anyway. i didn't only pass.. but mamaged to get pretty good marks!! yay!! :D

gahh.

went to adam's road hawker center for lunch. that just about sums up today.

gah. no mood to study! i am sooo gonna fail all my tests! oh well.. i'll have to pray hard and reley on God's grace to pull me through!

bahh. all blogs are unaccessible. well. mine isn't. bahh. meanies! all of them! *pout*

nic went to church yest. how nice!!...didn't see him though. haha. nic if you reading this: gd boi! gd boi! lol... sorry ddin't reply you.. my mum was using the comp. haha. but i saw yr nic la!!! get over her sia!!!

..haha.

ok. now ts all blogs except mine.
gah!

yest/

bahh. i'm bored. so i'll simply add to yest' s series of boring events.

yay!!! i passed my zidu!!! praise the Lord!! prayer works sia!! aha. 'tard, i studied e wrong chapter... and couldn't be bothered to study again. bahh.. but still.. passed!! *grinz*

hmm.. pe was funny. aha. poor little sue lin sprained her ankle. n took forever to go for pe, and walk e 100m to the tennis court. then mrs lee saw her coming and was like.. when she steps into the court, i'll say, come girls! lets go to the hall! and you all stand up"

oh gosh!! the look on her face! priceless!! wahaha...

-hah to isaac! i'm gonna see yr botak face. gah!-

boo.

boo. in sch now, having music lesson. bahh. as though i want to learn about all those composers again!? bahh.

hmmm.... had mee pok for recess today. lala~ (:

sigh... i agree with jonathan[lin]'s ex nick.... bahh. its depressing. arggh. stupid jonathan. did you have to be right? arggh.

-depression-

yoyo

just realised i learnt the wrong zidu. bahh.

yep. had squash today. i lost to a bunch of sec ones! it was 2 vs 2. yep. we lost badly. oh well.... at least i won the 2-1 with them. aha. this shows how sucky su ying makes me. lol. ...but i must agree with justin though.. you'll never improve if you play with someone sloudier than you. but yet.. hu do i look for? arggh... i miss you melody... ):

ya. i "changed" my blogskin. haha. took off e pic. dun you think it looks so much sweeter? aha.


and one last exciting thing. haha. today, i finished singing bingo!! the entire song!! accomplishments! aha. (:

sc vs. rg.

i made a mistake. it was 5 traumatising incidents. not 2. two of which is private.  oh well, oh well.

hmm.. had the bball match today. i was cheated. bah. thought it was the nationals finals. haha. go isaac!! so.. ya. it was a gd match. even though we didn't win. the bballers played really well. sc bballers: you rawk! yea. and natasha phua was superr cool! she kept falling down to get the ball. there was once when she scored and just feel over. arggh. it felt terrible. then she left the game. omg, when she came running back i sooo wanted to cheer for her. but.. sigh. sorethroat.

so... yep. but were really gd la. ..but i think the Rg girls have a problem.  i mean like... ya. you were gd, but dun keep snatching our ball? we caught the ball and that is fair. dun keep snatching it or putting yr hand tehre so yuo can jump ball. bah! you dun see us doing that do you?

ok. ya. wad else? i forgot. bah. freak you belle joy!!!

traumatised.

ya. i'm traumatised today. minaly for two reasons. one of them is private[but will probably be exposed after some time], and the other..well...

My lip got stuck in a lollipop!traumatising!

yep. is was happily eating my lollipop. enjoying the wonderful taste of strawberries and cream, unware of the gigantic hole concealed within the pleasure. ah. that evil trap. so all of a sudden, without even realising it, i got my lip inside that vacuum. ah. that evil trap. so... yep. it was sucky. it didn't really hurt that much when you leave it alone, but just imagine this huge thingy hanging from yr lower lip. ...its not even hanging, 'cos you have to hold it there. then what made it worse was that my sister kept making me laugh. bah. it hurts when you laugh. quite alot. and i was laughing and laughing and was like.. oww... pain.... then i would start laughing again. the ow... pain.... ahahaha. and repeat. ..then my sister saw and started laughing, which made it all worse. bahh. so much there were beginning to get tears in my eyes. bah. so in the end, my sister told me to go find my mum, who told me to wash it. ..so after sticking my head under the sink for quite some time, i guess it came off.

bah. traumatising. ):

bahh.

bah. i feel bad. arggh. to think he trusted me but i betrayed him even before he could. bahh! oh well.  thank God hes being so nice about it. ..but its making me feel worse. bah.

ok well. today. gave Gloria her thingy. its edible. whoop!! :) haha. its encouraging you know. dun blame me for being such an egoistic ass.

and hmm. geog test. it was fine i guess. er. the MCQ and fill in the blanks. but. fill in the blanks. ahhh.

2. __________ is waste materials from the toilet.
Ans: Sewage.
 
so like obvious la. ...but that word, for some reason, slipped my mind. so i was like... used toilet paper retarded right? ahh. oh well... it was just one mark la. aim for my pass. await, and trust God. aha. (: 

 
 
 

chocolate marshmellows.

chocolate marshmellow cookies. the're traumatising i tell you.

first is the ingredients. which i solved after lugging that load from the coldstorage near acsb to Sc then back home again.

then, it was actually baking the thing. how i wouldn't be able to get it done on fri to give it to gloria, and when I was actually baking it, how i would get to cell group on time.

the worst thing is the packaging. arggh. that big gooey mess. belle joy's was fine. ..though it took forever. but gloria's? what do you do when you decided to make her happy and paste a big chunk of melted marshmellows on top? when the rooft of the box thingy is always too low? when yr afraid the base you make is too soft and will get crushed in the bus? and.. you know.. all e other things? bah-

making thing was a bad idea all together. bah-

oh well. at least hannah said it was nice. *smiles*

possessed

did melody just die or sth? i think i got possessed by her. arggh.

if you would read my msn covos... aha. arggh.  now i have walked in melody shoes. i pity her. arggh. i feel irritating. gosh. but.. arggh. whats wrong with meee?
MELODY GET  OUT OF MY BODEEEEEEEEE!!!

today.

LALALA~

ahhhhhhhhhhh!
oops. you didn't say boo? eh.

yar ok.i know. shh right. weell. this is my blog. to bad! you dun tag anw. so you have no say! bah! *sticks out tongue*

ok. sth wrong with me. but.. today was kinda nice la. hahaha!!! i went mad in sch. not mad la. just tt i was laughing non-stop. aha. joanna knows why :P

and... ya. blabla. baked belle joy's cookies. i think it kinda sucked. what do you think? arggh.  haha.  hope she doesn't puke too much. sigh, *depressed*

then went for cell. yay! so fun! ..and i actually saw sharon! haha. so.. ya. adeline treated us to pizza. lol. and.. yar la. yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


thought of the day: "yes! its gonna be counted!"

wahaha..

happy birthday/-

happie b'day belle joy!!?
 
ok. yar. today. went to school feeling terrible. wanted to die. arggh. but... dunno la. lit test made me feel better. ..not mentally though.

so.. ya. i have CIP hours!! aha. thank God for NYAA! (:

yep.v went to waffle town with Su-ying. the great dissapointment was that i could bsrely eat anything. ended up with.. er. mashpatotoes. yep. _-_  so then all of a sudden, this group of ACSb boys walk in la. and i was like.. omg! frederrick?  ya. so nvm la. he dunno me i dunno him. very happy right? but i made the dumb choice of telling Su ying i knew who he was? and she was like.. "whats his name?"
"frederrick"
Su ying *turns around and smiles*, " Hi! is yr name frederrick?"

he was like.. 0_O and so was I la. eap since once he turned around su ying immediately said, "she knows you!" and i was like... uh... from yr church.. yaya. bla.. stupid. maluating. arggh.

so.. ya. squash. yay!

happy birthday/-

happie b'day belle joy!!?
 
ok. yar. today. went to school feeling terrible. wanted to die. arggh. but... dunno la. lit test made me feel better. ..not mentally though.

so.. ya. i have CIP hours!! aha. thank God for NYAA! (:

yep.v went to waffle town with Su-ying. the great dissapointment was that i could bsrely eat anything. ended up with.. er. mashpatotoes. yep. _-_  so then all of a sudden, this group of ACSb boys walk in la. and i was like.. omg! frederrick?  ya. so nvm la. he dunno me i dunno him. very happy right? but i made the dumb choice of telling Su ying i knew who he was? and she was like.. "whats his name?"
"frederrick"
Su ying *turns around and smiles*, " Hi! is yr name frederrick?"

he was like.. 0_O and so was I la. eap since once he turned around su ying immediately said, "she knows you!" and i was like... uh... from yr church.. yaya. bla.. stupid. maluating. arggh.

so.. ya. squash. yay!

ouch.

ouch. sorethroat. bleah. sucky. i want to eat the ice cream and chocolate cake and chocolate muffin and go to waffle town ):
thank God i managed to convice my mum i can still play squash. what is a thurs without squash rightt.

sian during all the lessons la. its bad news. my brain has learnt to switch itself off when it sees miss wee. arggh.

ok. i'm supposed to talk about nat. so nat read this. nat you meanie,. i still know tt you ahve a blog that you didn't tell me bout. *hurt lookt*

-

In sooth i know not why I am so sad
it wearies me, you say it wearies you.
blabla./
 
i dun wanna study lit la. ):

ouchies. my nose is still hurting from all the blowing.
threepackets of tissue!! 

 My little boy #2:Daniel Lee

yest.

there is only three words to describe today yest : food and sleep. how wonderful is that man? let me give you a short recap of the day. i woke up at 11sth, went to change bla, and we left the house. had an enormous lunch at The Pines [arggh.  dun like this name, makes to club sound to classy] and went home. slept and woke up, only to find out that it was already 6sth.
 
haha. that was nice right.
 
ok. yep. went to this PIne Grill of have lunch. yep. i'm bloated. and i feel fat. bleah.  ok. lets see.
 
appetiser: salad, ham, chicken, macoroni salad, etc.
 
the potato salad was ok, i think the one my sister made was nicer. (: AThe ham... tasted weird. but the other peice was nice. the macorini has this gross mushy thing it it, which made me puke. -shant talk more-
 
then the chicken was good! *grinz*
 
so anyway as you can see, the food really wasn't that good la. i shall skip the main course and  go straight to the dessert.
 
[i was already bloated]
bread and butter pudding: how many times have you read about it in books [espicially enid blyton when you were young] and wondered what it was and how it tasted like? well, today, i found out! its nice la. kinda like.. those chinese eggy thingy, but has this slight buttery taste, and.. i dunno how to describe it. but it was good. :) go try it.
 
black forest cake: xiang gu's fav! aha. ok.. it was kinda nice la. blabla.
 
this cake i dunno what: nicenicenice.
 
waffles and ice cream: to my own disgust, i was so full by the time i got to that, i caould barely enjoy it. but still! its always good la. ...waffles and ice cream. (:
 
 
-sleep-

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

Sat.

yay. sat again! so fun!! ahaha. yep. once again, my day offically started when i went to church. yep.  church is fun! yay! aha. sth wrong me with. shhh!!! i've been high since like.. 9 till now :P
 
ok. so. yar. church was.. liddat la. then went to service. haha. belle joy and i were noisy. got scolded. bleah. i was so tempted to wave at lenord[however you spell his name] when i stood there at looked at us for being noisy.  but.. nvm la. aha.  yep. then we did offering!! aha. so fun! reminds me of my SPK days. lol. that teacher who loved me for i dunno what reason. aha. was telling gloria about it. yep. then jonathan was right there standing in the last row? we were like... uh.. *smile* hi... lol.
 
yep. so all this while we were plotting on how to hit evan and joseph. aha. that.. "you wanna sit there?" tingy. aha. so anyway. when it was really time, we screwed up. bah. belle joy managed to hit joseph [i think] but evan ran off when he saw joseph get hit. and just that that moment lenord walked past. ..you can guess what happened la. thank God it wasn't his face. :P
 
so.. yep. chatted with Gloria for 1h 50mins. totally wasn't expecting that! but.. yar.  so fun. lol. miss talking to her... shall call her some other time again. haha.
 
-thank you ruth for e cookies! :P-

blogger is getting weirder and weider. bah.
today was terrible yet wonderful. how should i put it?
the day itself started off badly. i actually got booked for low socks! i mean, the entire world knows how high my socks are. oh well. bad day la. then was science. my half-bench was the only one in the entire class without wires. so we ended up doing with tingwei and jia yun. then this blackmood came over me for no reason [and i really mean no reason] so i just stood there and stoned. then was recess. my macoroni

[Macoroni, macoroni, mac and cheese!

three times daily, pretty please!

Macoroni Macoroni, mac and cheese!

We love mac and cheese!]

was really dry. and it got really... ni. so i ended up wasting money and getting a drink.  ok. then came the worst part of the entire day; i lost my fone. it felt terrible. guessing where yr fone ended up and knowing so well you wouldn't get it back. bah.

 

on a brighter tone, i didn't care about being bookeed. and lesson was pretty fun. sat with jia yun. aha. i can totally understand why she is so deaf. sitting in front makes yr ears hurt! then i had nice beehoon for lunch, and then came the best part! I found my fone! praise the Lord! He really does wonders and amazes me so much. oh.. thank you Lord! (:

 

ok. now to the highlight of the day[after finding my fone]; dance concert!! :D ok. i was retarded. went there an hour early. bah! so i spent my hour sms-ing jx [thx dear!], hanging in the petrol kios and stoning at the bus stop. ah well... ... ok. saw cas. haha. and nick. lets say the interesting story on how we managed to recognise each other. so belle joy was waiting with me. [nicenice girl (:] and i had to use her fone to call evan and [once again] get nick's no. to call him. lol. he was like.. dun lose it again.  so i called him.. and he sadi he was upstairs.. and i went there la. ..then just as i walekd up the final step, he called and was like.. where are you.. blabla. so i was like.. uh.. upstairs.. blabla. and was walking and looking around, then this guy stuck out his hand. haha. so smart.. saw me talking on e fone. lol. yay. i am now looking at the comp and typing. i can do this. ahah. so. then. yep. dance concert. it was nicenicenice.  yep. sc dance rocks.  aha. saw cartoon. she looked damn freaked la. haha. (:

 

no time to give flowers... couldn't find jia yun and michelle. bleah. waste of my money. k la. this blog is kinda sucky. 'cos i'm amusing myself. typing while looking at the screen. ahaha. this rocks. ..needs more practice though.. oh well. blog another day huh, (:

 

 

squash.

yay. how was today? nice!! (: besides the fact i'm gonna lose $15 la. arggh. stupid. poor broke me. ):

had frenly with mg today. you'll never guess this-- I won! hahaha. hard to believe right!! i was soo happe i actually started talking to Su-Ying. lol. so yep. first round won her 9-1, second one 9-6or7. yay. so fun. ahaha.

got my new raquet. loveeee it! ahaha. its really nice la. mr yong was like.. "wah.. raquet so gd ah?" lol ['cos i won the matches] haha. yayeeee!! -elated-

sigh. who wans to go to the dance concert with me?

14th july

happe b'day er-jie!!
haha. (:

ok. today was rather pleasent... played street soccer. urggh. well... i touched the ball twice trice!! aha. and it didn't hit me. yay. improvement. ahah

ya. sister's b;day today. had hot plate which was kinda nice. then the cake.. omg!! base was oreo, a thick, solid layer. then the cake itself, was mainly just ice cream. the bottem and thinnest layer, was caramel, then second, cookies and cream, and the final layer was a thick satisfactory chocolate. finally, the top was decorated with generous chunks of oreos. oh my gosh.... what is heaven like!?

a miracle happened today!! guessed what!? lao shi was marking the chinese compos.. and she gave them to ting wei and then asked her to take out my script. yep. i kinda started fraeking out 'cos i thought i wrote rubbish and i failed and lao shi was going to kill me and make me re-do that damn thing? so i was like.. damndamndamn.
then lao shi came to me and said i wrote my compo well, and asked by to write type the thing out for her! i was like.. 0_o ..yeah.. sure! haha. its superr hard to imgaine!! like... me? chinese compo? never in my life...
wahaha.. this feels gd. lol. (: haha. i wrote bout the mission xchange haha. remember the poor :P


haha.mrs bowness rocks. she gave us 10mins recess. haha. i think i reaction was funny. -silence- ..mee pok!! me pok!!! *entire gy cheers* haha. so we all ran down and bought mee pok. yay!! mee pok!! :D

ok. i think i should give up on my mango shirt. can't find it. arggh. if only i didn't listen to my mum that day and tried it on. bleah.

ruth: hey ruth! can you go? tag my blog and say k? go ah!! pleaseeee!!! and er. ya. i said wrongly.. the dance concert starts at 8...not 7. heh. *blush* haha. gooo!!!

belle joy: -refer to ruth's msg- eh.

heehee. my mummee [isaac] is a stupid vain pok. lol.

-To err is human, to forgive, divine-

relieving childhood memories

today, for the first time in many many years, i decied to go cycling.

fortunately, i haven't lost this skill, and was able to go round the neighbourhood smoothly. aside from all the embarrassing i faced, cycling round that place in a bicycle i got when I was in primary 2, i must say i really enjoted that ride. effortlessly skimming alond the road, enjoying the breeze carress your face. ahh....

it also helps to thicken my skin.

-I should cycle more often. *nods.*

27th dec

hey. have i mentioned that i had the entire church fooled of my birthdate? wahaha. this is fun! :D

shoutouts-

belle joy: yo! remember the poor! ahaha. nice knowing you in church. lala~ stay cute always.. and GO BLOG!

ruth: heehee. my nicenice church i got to know really well in reach camp. so.. yay! that camp does help you make frens after all! haha. yep. my saviour!!!!!! lol. yay. love you loads!

evan: YEAH!! I CAN KEEP SECRETS!!haha.

isaac: heya my botak sunshine mummy!! you should come to church on sats la! i i wanna see yr botak head. lol. send me the picture k? :P

Gloria: yay!! my darling daughter and all time pervert!!!! you owe me swensens ice cream [though i wish you dun] and a tag. so there! oh yes. please notice that yr name is right after isaacs.... i think i shall add one for justin later. :P ok. yep. love yr abs of steel!! heehee. our darling pervert.. soo muscular!! wahaha.. ok. i owe you a b'day prezzie. arggn. wad do you want!?!? [a carton of suasages?]ok. yep. love you! *muackies*

justin: hey ex-daddy!!! haven't played squash with you yet. yep. remember you promised to let me win k? heehee. then maybe coach will think i'm super good and put me in the sch team. thats wad you want me to do rightt? hee.


Jingxuan: yo. you dun read my blog so i wun say much. haha. gd luck with jeffery. and his chinese bks. :P


auntie: yayee!1 my darling auntie!! you stupid chio bu. ..but nevermind, i still love you!! *muackies* heehee. i decided to give you something longer. 'cos yr sooo nice to actually bother to tag *glares at everyone* and well... 'cos evrything else is two liners and it look ugly. -ulterior motive- yep. besides being chio, yr supeer smart and spoty and is gd at lit and eng and arggh. this is making me hate you. >( haha. ok what. thc for being there for me everytime i need you. and.. bearing with all my crap and not beating me up 'cos i know you can and it will hurt real bad. however.. i must say its pretty fun testing yr limits. it amuses me. hee. ok. i want another tag. :P

melody: yo. come my church la. i know yr getting sick of sss boys. can't stay a nun much longer right? ..knowing you? ..i bet yr dying to burst out of the white robes.

sisters love you loads! *muax*

rosaliand: arggh. miss you loads! ...wish you didn't leave sc. bleah.

and who else- to all those nice people reading my blog. thx for bearing with all my crap. ahaha. but still. go tag this instant! esp you cheryl! i know yr out there!! *glares*

oh yes. one more
Miss wee: arggh.i know yr not reading this but i dun like you. i dun wanna do the lit essay and have that lit test. all i wanna do is slack. after you marked me soo low for lit last term i have hated that subject ever since. arggh go away. oh yes. i'm a model student and i tried writing my essay today. but i wrote a para and closed the window with a "ahh!! forget it! i'll never be gd at lit!" ARGGGH!

-- ok. what was that for? ..i dun hate her tt much..

early birthday celebrations today. yippee!! nice food! ahaha. k.. now i sound like isaac. _-_

ok. lets see what we had for dinner: nice beef, mash potato, stuffed chicken, veggies, fried wantan, mee sua, -and i can't remember- and blueberry cheesecake after. yum. (:

hmm.ok. what. this was a rather enjoyable night. though it rather made me wish i dun have to go to sch. arggh. holiday mood go away.

played bridge after all the eating and er.. i suck at it. ahaha. they kept saying, "why did you do that?" oh well. label me as stupid. yes... do. *grinz*

yeah. tt sounded weird. oh well. it wasn't ment to be negative! ahaha. sth wrong with mee.

I dun wanna go to schoool!!

bleah. lalala~ gd mood. lol.

oh that reminds mee. everyone... lets welcome back... the Sc canteen!!! they will be returning to the sec sch tomorrow! ahh...ahh...

mee pok and bee hoon and fries and the nice bao auntie.

sch recess rawks. (:

thought of the day: water is a stratigic resource- (:

-random thought-

I lovee my church!!! (:



ahaha. just a random thought. (:

just had a.. "personal" chat with jx. yep. ..i feel soo bad. arggh. to think she so benevolently forgave me after I... ...

just wanna make a public apoligy to her... yep. sorry Jx!!

yayee!!

yayee! heehee. thats my title. don't ask me why.

got out of bed at 12 this morning. on purpose. ahh.... the pleasure of not having piano lessons... .... the exam shall be places in God's hands!!

yep. went to church at 4 today. implicated the entire family. heh.

so anw. ya. church was.. fun la. didn't really do anything during cell. haha. i think hannah hates me. eck.

yep. went for service. ahh!!! sonic edge!!!!! ah!! niceee. and nice songs too. ...though i think our church was rather dead. like.. people on stage there jumping... then here were are clapping so lethargicly. i wanted to jump. but no one was _-_ so.. yeah. sermon was boring. ..we all left early. hee.

bleah. i wan to go for the sonic edge. and evans going to. bleah.

today.

appreciating what you've got. ..is that something i've not been doing? instead, complaining and being unhappy, and bitching to my blog? oh well.

haha. today tingwei asked me when i was free, to do the CME project. yep. ..even though i wasn't in sch, they took me into their group, instead of having Sue lin and jasmine and leaving me to "fend for myself". have i been a little too... ...

haha. i dunno la. ...maybe i'm just weird.

ok. today. nth happened. -ends blog-

nah. i'm not that kind. jonlo is wu liao. bleah. reminds me of what justin[was it him?] did ages ago. but jonlo is more wu liao la.

haha says:
wad talk your?
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
heh. sorry
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
lit sucks
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon so blur blur one
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
huh y?
: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
nevermind
: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
sumin
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
?
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haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon, change your nick
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hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hi hi
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hi
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
*yawn*
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
jon lo gas failed
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
*has
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
du-h
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
shit
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
genuis SuMIn can still tell the difference
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
bwahahaha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
!!i can't get the same font as evan
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
yeah! go evan!!
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
sumin
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
evan go change yr font colour
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
to pink or sth
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
love u
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
sumin
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
...then jonlo wun use it
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
im evan
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
jon
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
!!!
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hahahaha
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
i love u baby
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
i'm with the bolder font
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
yay!! go evan!!!
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
haha
[133 days to the dec holidays] -Suffering from depression- says:
and jonlo yr seriously outdated
::: looking back as my footprints get washed away by the rising tide says:
hee
haha says:
fine!!

haha. think you know wads going on right? yeah... yawns.

depression

-depression-

arggh. its thAT piano exam. sheesh. hmm... i don't wanna talk about it. lets just say i was so depressed, i missed out on a chocolate banana cake. arggh. i love you jie! (:

guess i'll just have to say what everyone has been telling me, "leave it to God" but... yep. sigh.. whats happening to my faith? yep. thats all I can do now lar. i'll trust in Him, as everything he does is always the best for me. anyway i've prayed and tried. its all up to God... nths impossible for HIm *grinz*

went to sch 20mins before the bell rang. haha should have gone shopping like i wanted to. cheap stuff at queesnway, and nice things in ikea. lol. theres a problem now.. i think... i was supposed to be in sch at 12.30.... but i went out for lunch... whoops. :S haha/ how leh? ..hope they dun question me. arggh.. it was raining la... i my bus took for ever to come...

yep. and jxs a big meanie. bleah you jx!!! i went to sch all depressed and was like... i'm gonna fail..... then this HUGE grin appeared on her face and she was like.. REALLY!?!? YOU FAILED!!! then still very happy.. she was like.. you failed last year right?! *nods* ..then in this gleeful tone, "and now yr gonna fail again!??!" and i was like... you very happy ah?! then she started laughing and was like... maybe you should take yr exam a few more times!!! blearggh. no thx sia..

squash. frenly was cancelled. nvm. it was pretty fun la. just that.. bleah. i'm stuck with the sec1 ones. yuk. so... did serving today. ..waste of my time... but nvm la. 'cos i can;t serve for nuts. i think i serve weird. 'cos when it was my turn coach told the sec ones they could serve like me. sigh.. where did i get my serving from?? Su-ying says its the tennis serve, coach says i hold my racquet wrongly, its the tennis way. ah. maybe i should take up tennis, i'm better at it than squash, can't reach the balls. sigh..


[edit]
then.. yep. thats about it i think. i know my last para makes me sound like some kind of ... [edit].. but... haha. i'm not k. oops... i'm not wad? oh yeah.. .you dunno..
sharon hurry up. -de-depressing-

its 10.56 and i'm freaking out real badly. arggh. ok. its 11.30 now. OMGOMG!!! exactly 12 hours! arggh! yar ok.. shhhhh.

God will bless me. God will help me. i will pass. yep. listen out there everyone!! If when i pass, its ALL because God helped me!! nth to do with me cos i suck but... yeah.

ok. today. can't remember leh. the biggest impression was.. hmm... getting abused during recess. haha. wish i was the onlooker man... would have been quite a show!! lol. ok. yep. so it started with TW writing suMin loves op all over the board. yep. so obviously i had to rub it off? ..then jx came and started pulling me. but thx to me "bullstrength" [as melody calls it] ...doesn't work lar. bwahahaha. DICKY POWER! :P yep. so it ended up with them trying to tie my leg to a table. arggh. my fingers! nvm. what matter sis that i still can play the piano. (:

photo taking... i'm short. bleah.

the day before.

7.27am -- 28 more hours to my piano exam. arggh!
9.27 am -- 26 more hours to my piano exam. oh no!!
11.27am. exactly ONE MORE DAY to my piano exam. arghh arggh. how!?!?
12.27 pm. its less than a day to my piano exam! arggh! freaking out!?!
1.27am.-- i am unable to concentrate.
2.27am -- 21more hours to my piano exam! freakeh!
3.27am-- 20more hours to my piano exam. it haunts my dreams..
4.27am-- 19more hours to my piano exam!! help!!!
5.27am-- 18 more hours to my piano exam. what am i to do?
6.27am -- breath in... and out... in.. and inoutinoutinout

arggh. i think you know how my day went.

everyone pray for me k?

i hateeeee can't stand mango! arggh! went all the way there to get my darling shirt. only to realise it wasn't there. arggh. devoted my entire day to shopping for nth. ..i could have done so much more! :(

yep. so i happily brought $50 out. to buy lots and lots of clothes. well. guessed how much i spent? well. ..lets see... besides the taxi fare... i bought this.. and spent money on that... ah! none wahpapa! yeah fine. wrong context.

yep. was super depressed when i walke round and round mango and couldn't find my lovely top. oh well... at least i got over that shopping mood? arggh. i knew it wouldn't last. oh poor me... i'll never get nice clothes!

so.. yep. that just about sums up today. oh yes. sth good. remember the sandals i see at reebok the other day? ..the one which didn't have my size? yep. i saw it again today. seems like i don't really want it anymoe. *grinz*

the ancherpoint piano exam place just freaks me out! ..what am i to do!?

-three more days. freakin out-

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME?: Lye Su-MIn
2. WHAT COLOR OF TOP ARE YOU WEARING??: black


3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?: nothing. too lazy to out in music


4. WHAT IS YOUR hPHONE NUMBER?: 9er... sth.

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: a mars bar


6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU

BE?: pink? ..or white


7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?: not hot. gd. (:

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?: lois i think.

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE

SEX?: hair. thx to jx.


10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU

THIS?: I stole this from deborah. so.. yeah!


11. Fav dance: elephants can dance!?! [oo! two meanings!]


12. FAVORITE DRINK?: sprit


13. WHO DO U LIKE?: Dicky. everyone la.


14. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?: hannah and ruth. yeah. hannah is a cowgirl from venus and ruth lives on teh streets, but is actually a daughter of this billionair. yep. shes real generous with me when it comes to money, ....oh. so thats why shes loves on the streets..


15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?: YOU DUN HAVE TO KEEP REMINDING ME HOW I'M SPORTY I AM LAR! squash?


16. EYE COLOR?: black.. but if you shine a torchlight into it, brown.


17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?: no. i'm NERDY


18. FAVORITE MONTH?: dec


19. FAVORITE FOOD?: lots.

20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?: harry potter three


21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?: christmas. or new years eve


22. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?: ask deborah.


31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S): monopoly?


32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?: sleep lar! -duh- ...and watch frens


33. FAVORITE SMELL(S): baby bathe. though not the one i'm using now and er...well. food.


34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR

TONGUE? : nope


35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?: er. sweet?


36. FAVORITE CAR?: wadever my sister likes. so.. er.. bm coupe?


37. FAVORITE FLOWER?: roses maybe. i dunno


38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?: none


39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?: two balls? yeah


40. FAVORITE DAY(S): sat


41. RED OR WHITE WINE?: i don't like wine. but they give us red wine in holy communion


42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?: go out for lunch


43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?: i'm underage la


44. LIFETIME GOAl??: spread the word of God and serve him. yeah.


45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN

THE MORNING?: I WANNA SLEEP!!


46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE? : 27th dec.

spent the entire day thinking of my mango top. oh gosh... this is bad. sigh... its just a phrase right? i think this shopping mood has gotten over me. arggh. not like theres anything wrong with that lar.. .i mean all of you know what kind of clothesi own. but.. yar. this kindathig shouldn't happen when
- yr supposed to be saving money to the poeple in laos, vietnam, china, philippians, cambodia and thailand.
- yr officially broke for the entire month
- you have 1 months worth of newspapers to read
- and half of anne frank while yr at it
- yr piano exam is just coming and yr hands are threatening to fail you.
- the sch term just started

so you see... shopping isn't the best thing to do just yet. however, i have already arranged a shopping trip with my sister, that is, tomorrow.
- i dun wanna dissapoint her :P
- i'll either get my shirt and be happy, or forget about it tomorrow
- i have $150 b'day money to spend *gasp*
- my clothes suck
- i'm not interted in reading newspapers for an entire day. seriously!
- i have piano lesson tomorrow already :(
- i wan my shirt k! and new clothes
- its e great singapore sale!! arggh!

so u see. i have totally no self control. arggh. we'll have to settle that.
- anne frank straight after blogging, regardless of who is online
- piano tomorrow. before going out
- newspaper had to fit it somehow, even ifs only the last two weeks.
- start mugging after sch starts
- piano and piano and more piano,

arggh. i soo have to stick to this? ...if i dun wanna fail everything that is.


ok. now for the rest of the day. family bonding. ahaha. we were sitting there playing slapjack. and its fun. (: then my sister started teaching my parents how to play bridge, and of course we started playing. yep. apprantly i have damn gd card luck. ..won everything la. :P

- i'm the chioest, cutest, smartest, most angelic, more generous, nicest, more hardworking, guaiest, everythingest person-- when i'm alone. -

sat.

today was boring, had my piano lesson and it sucked until i went to church.

so.. yep. went there la. stupid botak didn't go. bleah. so.. yep. liddat lar. belle joy kept saying evan was looking at me. uh... he was sooo obviously looking at ruth!?!? *innocent look*

yep. anw. then belle joy wanted to show me "sth funny" omg.. wahaha... it was thing picture of joseph in a magazine? sth bout.. is health or beauty more imp. then joseph was like.. "beauty is only an outward coverage..." blar. wah... so chim sia. :P yep. anw he looked retarded la. lala~

and... yep. went out with my parents for dinner. fish and co. i like the menu!! haha. cool. so anyway. the serving was super big and i'm stuffed. so yar. stupid lar. coke and sprit, they go call in kola tonic. uh.

went shopping afterthat. whee~ ...only the shops were all closed. bahh. nd i wan my lawman shirt. bleah. it was nice. but they had to run out of my size. bleah. depressing.

so i was pretty disspointed. being unable to find anymore shops, besides giodarno. however you spell that and just as i was about to leave, i spotted it! mango! ah. how could i have forgotten.
so.
i bought a shirt la. :D

today.

this is another or the "today" posts. haha. i'm sorry i can't think like a little la. ...not like you can see it anyway. so there!

hmm... wad happened today? oh yes. i get to pon SYF opening. lala~ its kinda weird lar... like i've been stressing all this while how to pon tt stupid thing, and I just got my mum to write some lame letter bout piano lessons. yep. so i handed it in today, but lao shi didn't even bother to read it. then, she started reading the names of those people who would be going. and guess wad!?!? she missed out my name! for some strange reason, marcia's and my names both had a cross on it. so... bwahahaha. :D the letter was redundant after all! :D

went to hariprasad. hahaha. managed to skip some of chinese for that. gloria rocks sia! ;) so... yar. my little boi is a stupid dao-ass. i dun like him anymore. :( and valarie doesn't remember me! arggh! did you hear my heart break? *piang*..

so.. yar. i'm happy to say i have fufilled my childhood dream of being a librarian today. i think i have done enough stamping to last me an entire life. ahaha. it was fun lar.
lalal. chopchopchop.. [thickthickstack]!

I miss reach camp. bleah.): REACH CAMP!!! ok. fine. sorry. but i was reminded of it today. ): during pe. we were playing captains ball. yep. i'm shallow. *nods*

so. yep captains ball lar. you know... its so... weird.. playing this game after going to reach camp? ...'cos i look at it and think how un-enthu my group is. and like... ater seeing my group's potential blocker block the ball, tong ni seems...nvm. thats all not the point.

I CAN NOW CATCH BALLS !!

you know how i used to volunteer as the catcher 'cos I knew how i couldn't play for nuts and always ended up missing the balls and making my poor team lose? yep. today it was different they said, "SuMIn be catcher" well. that doesn't make much off a difference because i know I suck as totally see throught their evil ploy of getting me out of the game, but. i actually caught most of the balls! most yay! haha. then they actually said, SuMIn is very good at catching balls!"

oh damn it. evil ploy. *smacks head*


jis yun thinks i look like a monkey.

ok. er. yes. squash. missss it! (: yep. played with Su-ying lar. arggh. got pushed back to the 3.30 slot. meanies. >( so. i was playing with Su-ying, and she hit the ball[duh] and WHAM! the racquet went flying with it. lol.

yep. thats all i think. called isaac and found out he has a gay partner! *gasps*