the adventure camp sooo rocked! ahh!!! ..i miss it already!! ..it was soo omg fun lor!!

yep. went dragon boating today. ahhh!!!! funnn!!! ..don't you just lovee it?? .. i wanna go again!! ahhh!! *screams*yep. when we walked to the dragon boating place everyone was playing the bomb thing. yep. then they bomb to henry... like... no one said anything lor!! ..but the four of us [right at the back] were screaming.. haha :) yep. so fun!!! ..yep. then after that... i went to the boy's toilet!!! haha. how interesting huh. but hoe many girls has been to a boys' toilet? besides the time when you were really young and yr father forced you to 'cos he didn't wanna go to the ladies, but i doubt everyone has tt experience right? yep. so i went there... so cool!! [sheesh] 'cos we were all crowding round the toilet and the guy's one was empty. so went in lar... stinks. then when i went out this guy was waiting outside. and the teacher was there telling him to wait. ..opps!

yep. then it was time for dragon boating. ahh!! yep. went to take life vest, then the insturctor[i'm soo sorry... i have no idea how to spell his name.. ahh!!] gave me one with a huge huge hole... then when daniel was like... wah!! ..you better go take a new one man!
then it was time to enter the boat.we were like.. line up according to height!!! ...then no!!! line up according to weight!!! so like.. all the small people moved in front. then they were like.. ok! those above 47 come here!! ..then.. those who are 46 kg come here!! ..so i was like... standing there waiting for my weight to be called, then the insuructor was like.. you... come here and stand. and it was like.. er... right in front? like.. uh? the girl next so my is like... the smallest girl there.. and shes soo thin.. and like.. nearly ten kg lighter than me.. like.. omg! ..then asked around 3 rows back.. everyones like... 30sth lor!! i was like... huh? ..whats he doing??? [my sister said its because i look thin ..lalala~] yep. then the insturctor was like.. relax!! ..don't look soo scared!! ..hmmm... but gd thing i went in there lar... 'cos the boat was going to turn over to the other side... gd thing i'm soo damn fat huh... yep. then i realised i could row for nuts... 'cos the teacher was screaming at me from the "shore" yep. and i didn't even hold it properly until jia yun was like.. su-Min! hand wrong lar! ..and i was like.. how to hold?? .. and Daniel was like.. right at the bottem!! ..the jia yun scolded me for not knowing science and levers :( yep. but anyway... guess i held it correctly after that lar.. though i kept knocking jia yun's finger after that. heh... sorry! :( yep. then went to do floatation device. water was so dirty. and once i float i kinda.. couldn't go back.. and i know i looked damn retarded lar.. but who cares? yep. then had to go back.. and intructor had to push the boat back in and couldn't and was like... front people come and help!!! ...me?

then soon the race started. we got 2nd!!! yay!! *cheers* ..the there was a 2nd race and my arms were soo tired.. and the seawater kept splashing onto my face and went into my eyes :( and like.. couldn't rub it lor... we got 3rd!! ..yay1! ..yep. so we had to go back and my eyes hurt soo much.. i was like.. trying to prevent tears from coming out. then instructor was telling us that we looked very grumpy and stuff. ..wonder if he was referring to me.. 'cos everytime i did sth wrongly he would say.. "you all are wrong" so erm.. opps! :P yep. so went back... poured water out of our shoes though it still sponshed. yep. then it was sandcastle building, then we dance and sang songs. fun! yep. then it was time to shower. everyone took forever and by the time it was my turn, everyone had to go. ..but i ignore the teacher and went in lar. so i didn't shower properly :( yep. and i went out, only to realised i didn't bring my extra pair of shoes. look forward to a whole day of squishing in ditry, sandy wet shoes. pissed i did pack my shoes! ..put it in a plastic bag and right at the bottem of my bag! ..but in the morning my maid came and started complaining about the plastic bags i used [use this one!] please lor.. i didn't use the nice bags. it was the sucky ones. then she started changing my plastic bags and took out my shoes. please lor!! ..what is she trying to do? then she put everything back without my shoes, and becuase the sch bus was there, i just ran off. arggh! shes always doing that! then when i came home she was like.. wah!! now its my fault? sheesh!

yar. ok. anyway. went back to sch. and i touched Daniel's hair!! ahaha.. so nice!! ..hee. :P ..'cos i saw jx touching.. and i kinda wanted to touch it all along so i was like.. wah!! ..how come you touch?? ..can i touch? ..and she was like.. touch lar.. then asked me to just reached out and touch. and i was like.. er.. how can? so i was like... daniel! can i touch yr hair? ..and he was like.. y mine? go touch his lar! ..and we all were like.. his not nice!!! ..then we started asking instructor and mr hong to spike their hair. ..then after awhilw i was like.. hes so biased!! ..let you touch his hair never let me. and jx was like.. he let!1!!.. just that you dun want only.. what??? i want!! haha.. so i stood up and jingxuan and jiayun pulled my hand.. then i touched his hair!! ..ahaha.. so nice! :P

yep. so went back to sch and had debrief. our group's was soo fun!! basically played games lar. then we were like... forcing the insturctors to do the forfeit. 60 pushups!! lala~ yep. then i took off my horrible shoes and felt soo much better. no one minded. :) [gy is such a wonderful class] so like.. yar. we started playing dumb games lar[duck duck goose and blow wind blow]. ..but it was fun! yep. we were a little hai-ing our instructors. yep. but ..shariff!!!![heh. went to ask jia yun] is perverted can1! he was like.. blow all those wearing bra!! ..sheesh lor!! yep. so did alot lar... then Daniel did handstand and headstand, and Shariff sang a chinese song. *cheers* yep. then it was time to go back. and i breakdanced!! ..and did the string thing too!! ..basically most of my lame jokes and slappy stuff came out lar. i was trying to dig everything out. haha. yep. so we[or i was] were trying to slap the insutructors. yep. slapped Daniel once and Shariff twice. yay!!

after that everyone wanted to spend more time with out instructors. so we could lar. then jx was trying to do dunno what to Daniel, then he didn't let her... and she ran off to hide behind the wall, then when he walked pass she kinda jumped at him [from behind] and started messing his hair and stuff. yep.. so i touched his hair again :P then when we went down, everyone screamed.. "thank you!' then took water and slpashed at the insuctors, and later mr hong.. so fun lor!! ..they were drenched [not mr hong] its like.. Daniel ran off and a whole bunch of girls chased after him and started spraying him. yay!!!! :D
yep. then when shariff was standing there, and jx and i were standing next to him.. then jx was like.. hey!!! he got 6 pack leh!! ..and i was like.. where?? ..then she was like.. see!! and shariff was like.. oui!! why look inside my shirt one?? then jx said there!!! there!! can you see? [where?] there!! in the middle!! [where?] can you see the line there??? ..and i was like.. trying to look.. and sheriff was like... oui1! you two stop looking inside my shirt lar!! ..lol! :P

thats about it for today. yep. sigh... i miss the adventure camp. :(

yep to sentosa today. yep :) had the island race thingy. yep. what should i say... hmm... start from sch.

yep. our instructor was teaching us cheers[finally] yep. i feel soooo in love with a guy called henry. like... kept screaming "henry!!" [esp. yesterday] and like.. yar. but.. aiya.. henry not bad lar... dicky's bro right?? ;) yeep!! :P

ok. yep. in the bus i was telling mr hong about my beloved pink ping pong ball. lala~ i just loveee the story. quite funny everytime i just to the e... er... name part everyone [jingxuan and er.. a few people.. dunno who] will scream out names. haha.. of course i will scream too lar... but i normally get it my way 'cos its my story. so there! :)

yar so anyway... went to sentosa... yep. had the race thingy... wasted quite alot of time 'cos we kinda got lost. yep. walking in some trail and i kept tripping. and i heard the insturctor laugh at me k!! ...the first time i tripped i heard him laugh [humph!] then the second time he was like.. be careful! sigh.. i'm soo accident prone. :( yep. so like.. wandered around until lunch, which was... terrible. had instant noodles cooked by ourselves. ours took so long lor!! and like.. yar. we didn't even know how to light the solid fuel, instructors had to help us. yep. .soo nice of them!! but our noodles were damn soggy and overcooked though.. stupid insturctor lar... tell us its it wasn't cooked! ..then Lois was like.. but can we eat? and he said yar, if you don't mind getting a stomach ach. hmm... yep. but they are [still] nice lar. :) the one [with the hair] jx likes gave us a umbralla [it was going to rain] "in case you need it" ..we were using it to cover the food so the rain would not get it. we were like.. aiya.. we all nevermind lar!! ..cover the food k? haha... so dumb!! ..then we were supposed to cook for them, but they told us nvm, eat first. then they ended up eating raw instant noodles lor!! ..and they were like... nvm.. just pretend its mamee. ..then they also cooked their own sardine... i feel soo bad lor!!

oh!! ..you know the jx instructor?? yep. jia yun thinks hes damn rich!!! ahh!! ..hes hair very nice ah... i think so too... :P

yep. so the thing went on quite well after that, though it was raining. sucks lor. whats going to happen to my tan? yep. and they gave us raincoats and my hood kept blowing over. goof thing there was Lois' umbralla. :) yep. so sat the mono-rail for damn long. and jingxuan was sleeping on my shoulder. ..ow. then in one of the stations i saw a guy with the type of hair she likes. and i was like.. jxjx!! wake up!! ..nice hair!!.. then she woke up and screamed, talked for two mins, and went back to sleep. yep. the ride wasn't exactly enjoyable, due to the constant dripping of water on my leg. yuk. yep. so walked alot. .and my shoelace snapped!! ..my beautiful orange shoelace!! ...snapped!! ..just like that! ..and its only the 2nd time i'm wearing it!! ..so much for a shoelace man. :(
oh. and we went to the beach. ahhh!!! i lovee the beach!! its soo nice!! yep. though i sooo wanted to take off my shoes and socks.. but couldn't. so like.. yar. and jx was looking out for guys. ;) yep. so we went there... then there was this bridge we had to cross, and this guy was sitting on the bridge, like.. outside the rope... and omg.. i sooo wanted to kick him k!! i wa ssoo tempted!! ...but gd thing i didn't lar. :) yep. then blar... and went home lor... damn shacked. muscles aching. sigh...

oh!! ..and i got a new maid!! haha... soo nice right.. whatshername er.. *thinks* damn it lar.. can't remember... siti? ... sth like that lar. its michelle lai. anyway... she was soo nice lor.. helped me carry my waterbottle until the first monorail. haha. :) yep. and did i mention my new auntie?? ...deborah khoo.... auntie debbie!! *cheers*

apprantly Lois thinks i'm damn funny. kept laughing at me, so hard, she couldn't stop. and i kept asking her what and she would try to tell me, but only laugh even more. sigh.
i want a tan!! why can't i get one? :( i mean like.. yerterday.. it was soo damn hot... the sun was like.. blazing. and i even out sun tan lotion!!! but did i get tan? no! k lar. i did.. but only a little... like.. only my family members could see the difference.... sigh. i want a tan. :( then yesterday Lois was like.. nevermine. tomorrow lar, sure get tan one. yep. it was really hot in the morning, but it started raining after that..so.. you guessed it. and even worst!! lois got tanned!! arggh!! .i wan a tan!!! *wails* ok. nvm. there tomorrow. dragon boating. if i don't get scorched, i'm going to get damn pissed. but.. aiya... i'm sure to get a sunburn lor!! .like.. in cheerleading everyone got soo tanned, and i got burnt and everything peeled off and i was fair again. sigh... soooo loser for what!?
but oh! ..my nose is burnt though... a little. only my nose... kinda sticks out. :S

so evan doesn;t have msn. stupid.last year jonathan was like... oh!! evan is online now!!! ...let me tell him about you!! then he was like... i told him about you ready!! he added you to his msn!! ..and someone called evanrox@magix.com added me lor!!! ...gd thing i guessed its not evan and deleted the contact.... stupid jonathan lim.

had adventure camp today. whoop! ..the worst is over... looking forward to tomorrow and the day after!! :D

almost missed my bus [again] this morning. i seriously need to get up earlier. yep. so went to sch, scared.oh.. and we were trying to get mr hong and lao shi to wear our shoe laces.. yep. miss seah help lao shi put it on; a ribbon on her hair, so she kind of looked like the sy presents :P yep. then we were trying to get mr hong to put it on his hair too.. but he refused! so we were like. criss cross around yr leg!! ..and he did it! ..yay!! [it was ment to look dumb btw.. 'cos ballet shoes are like that..]

yep. then they started to intro our instructors to us and i was like.. jingxuan... that one very young leh!! ...you want not? and she was like.. yar!! very young!! ..but very ugly leh!! ....but i like his hair!! ..then she was a little crazy over him. yep. then in the bus she was like.. jillian!! ..that guy's hair very nice!! ..then jillian turned around and was like.. hey... that girl likes yr hair!! lol.


there was this game where everyone stands in a circle, and you have to pass the hoop round in a limited time? yes? yep. so we had to do it in this funny position, and the people were like.. trying to get the hoop through.. and i was like... wait!! ..do it backwards!! ..and i was right leh!!! *ego swells*


yep. after that was ropes.. ahh!!! ..i was soo super freaked out. yep. but in the end only did the easiest one lar.. 'cos there wasn't enough time... sigh. yep. so i was damn scared lar... then like.. when i was walking across the plank.. i was like.. holding on to the rope.. and the guy was like.. let go of the rope!! ..so i let go... then 2 secs later.. i was holding on the it again... then he scraemed at me again... haha. ..but i think he funnest part was when the guy lets you down. (: yep. but for jx it was.... exciting? ..like.. he would hold on to the rope.. the suddenly let go so she fall quite alot, then he stopped, and let go again, and she feel onto the ground. haha. :)

oh. and rosliand was telling her sarah story to the jx instructor and mr ong and mrs cahnam. only mra cahnam wasn;t scared lor... some guys... ohoh!! then i told her about my pink ping pong ball... lalala~ she was like... making slapping actions at me.. haha :) ooh!! ..anyone here hasn't heard about my pink ping pong ball???

yep. what else? *thinks* hm.. Lois is nice... yep. yep. dunno ready lar..

hey everyone!!! tag!!! tag k??

... yep. mon today.. but not-so-long week in front of me this time. adventure camp! whoop! [btw, its "making a joyful noise unto the Lord" ...invented by ramona[quimby] ..suddenly found it quite cute.. dunno why... haha..] yep. but quite freaked out.. the ropes thingy... already know i'll be scared :( yep. i'll do it! imgaine Dicky's face at the other end of the ropes. ;) ohoh!! did i mention??? dreamt of Dicky last night!! it was some funny scene from xiaobao that didn't exist. quite cute. iwith Dicky and ruby lin. he is just soo cute.. lala. :) wish my dream lasted longer.... *dreamy smile*

yep. almost got a heart attack this morning. like... people from other classes [ie. cheryl] said that ipw is due tomorrow. and like.... tomorrow??? tomorrow? hand up comtumes and props.
costumes : my costume is not touched. jingxuan's costume is incomplete.
props: what can i say.... its not touched!
so we were there freaking out, in the end jingxuan and tinwei could not take it. ran up to find mr hong. its due next sat. *phew* apprantly the other classes only found out today. cheryl was damn pissed.

yep. what else??? ...had telt match rugby. ahhh!!!!! :D it was soooo fun!!!! ...and i was violent! yay!!! ..gd thing too... it was our last chance. yep. lois didn't wanna run and gave me the ball. and before i knew it, i was in the middle of the field attacked by everyone. ..actually it was quite fun leh!! ...besides the fact that everyone heard my shirt split :S gd thing its fine though :) yep. so there you are.. people dragging from all over. tugs and pulls everywhere. i'm begin dragged to the ground. hair messed, where is my team mate? ..shirt pull, sides tickled, messed. finally... ball gets stolen. but do they let go of me? no! ..i still get tugged and pulled all over! ..the goal was already scored!! everyone hates that team! ..yes.. they won... [all the matches] but they were so... rough? like.. they shove you all over the place and stuff. ..not that i'm being a sore loser lar. ..the whole class says that. yep. the knocked my glasses down!!! ..and didn't even bother to pick it up... gd thing zhi ying helped manz... or my glasses would have ended up like deborah's... [it was the same team]
oh. and at the end of the game[not mine] marcia was bleeding, damn badly. it was gross. like... a wound on her knee, blood flowing down, staining her socks and her shoes. and there she was.. still smiling, as though nth had happened. marcia.

yep. went to tingwei's house for om again. she did my costume!!! lala~ and its sooo nicee lor!!! like.. nicer than the one she made for herself... though i din't know why... mines going to be covered with feathers. yep. but.. yay!!! ..its nice!! ..jx said i can wear it out... and i was like.. feathers... haha. yep. but its nice lar. *yay* drank "jolly shandy" some alcoholic drink. smells like bear. ..but tastes... nice... :) yep. what else??? stuff...

yep. went home at 6sth... sigh... om is soo time consuming. yep. so jingxuan and i were at the busstop... talking about.. dunno what.. then i was like... how come everyone tells me i looks so guai and innocent? ..the whole world says so lor!! then she was like... take off yr glasses! then she started messing up me hair... then she look. then mess again. then she wa slike.. too messy... aiya.. do yrself! ..let me see? yar. you look a bit more pai now! haha... so cool. ...so went home and asked the whole world.. everyone said i look better leh!! except my mother... i want contacts!! haha :)

today is a day that only comes once in four years.. cool huh. :)

guess who i saw in coro today? evan! in glasses! soo cool right??? ...haha.
my whole family went to coro without inviting me. how terrible. but since they woke me up from my sleep, i had to go. yep. so we were in the car, just outside coro, and i looked out of the window, and saw this guy in a grey shirt with his younger bro. ..then i was thinking to myself... could that be evan? ..no lar... its impossible. then... looks like him leh.. the way he like.. stands and walks, then looks at his hair, looks like him also!! then i exclaimed, "is that evan? omg!!! it is!" [and in front if my parents! think of that!] and my sisters were like.. where? where??? ah well.. my oldest sister caught sight of a figure walking into the toto shop. yep. so we all got out of the car and my sister was like... ewww!!! thats not evan lar! hes sooooo ugly lor! ..but she was looking at the wrong guy lar... haha. then i was like... actually i'm not sure if that is evan lar. maybe i saw wrongly... but.. maybe it is! so my sister took me to the back [where the toto was] the look for evan. so we wre like.. walking back.. and *gasp* there he was! in glasses!! walking in my direction. and my sister was like.. hes very cute leh!] yep. but i don't think he saw me.. 'cos once he was coming near i ran off. haha.. i wear until very ugly leh!! :P yep. so walk here and there, and saw him.. blar. and bought alot of food. ..funny how the little ntuc seems soo big suddenly. :P

yep. and oh!!! don't you just loveeee zhang jun bao??? i do!! ..he sent me the 2nd last ep. of ji xiang ru yi yesterday!! ahh!!! watched it tday.. i love him!!! :P

sometimes, i feel really unappreciated......

went to ting wei's house today. yay!! that place is so familar now... feels likes my 2nd home.... but not really lar. :P yep. so went there... did the mask. made the eagles' beak! whoop! at first it turned out like shit... then jingxuan showed me the obvious and obviously right way of doing it. sigh... yes. i dumb! so like. yep. did it. turned out fine though... erm.. nvm. yep. and jing xuan can sew soo omg well!!! jingxuan!!! i hate you!!!! yep. her stupid skirt and her stupid shirt turned out soo damn nice! [lala.. i chose the colours!] but.. haha... shes doing my costumes!! so.. yay!! :) [ps. i'm keeping the pants!! i don't care!! ...please?] haha. yep. and jingxuan kept "insulting" tingwei's younger brother. soo mean lor!! ..i mean like... yar... anyway. hes ok lar. :) yep. what else?? .. dunno.. can't really remember. jingxuan kept changing in the room, and we all had to turn around. jing xuan... so troublesome ah!! *wags finger*
om. and taking up so much time. tingwei thinks she will fall sick... and jingxuan is showing signs of sickness. oh well...

yep. then went to church. i was late. :( ..but belle joy was later :( yep. so went in. squeezed through evryone, feeling soo extra. and oh! hsuan ming was there standing next to joseph. so i asked her where belle joy is. auntie chowling said everyone was in front. so squeexed though the even more packed people, feeling even more extra, only to find that belle joy wasn't there. squeezed bak again. feeling all the more xtra. and went to find hsiun ming who said i could stand with her. yep. and she was standing really close to evan. why does it always seem as though i'm trying to attract his attention? ...i mean like... yar. ..thats how i feel lar. very... coincidental. ..hopen he doesn't think so. :P

yep. cell [and combined worship] was fun. like the song above all... suddenly. yay :) yep. cell was... fun lar. as usual. yay!

oh. apprantly evan reads hannah's blog [he uses the internet!!??] and hannah thought it was me k!!! hey!! i'm sooo innocent and cuteee... how could i do sth that would make anyone unhappy??? [ok fine.. alot of people have alot of things to say to this... fine!] yep. so.. thats not the point. ...he uses the internet!!!??? ...haha. fine lar. a stupid rich [arggh!!!] person like him probelly has his own comp. [like that stupid justin. justin- :(] :P actually... am i the only one in this world who doesn't have her own comp?? ...hope not man... yep. so.. yar. thats not the point. ...too! there is like.... sooo much crao in hannah's blog... and i am sooo. omg going to die. arggh.

btw. the soo nice to jingxuan!! ...found two cute and rich guys to intro to her[ remember how she keeps going on about "do you have a bro? how old? got gf? cute?" and "do you have a male cousin? how old? got gf? cute?" yep. so nicenice me.. found two guys for her!! ..cheryl keeps telling me that they are sooo cute.. and from what i read.. they are rich.. so.. yay!!! i'm soo nice right?? jingxuan, next time when you get married and have lots and lots of money, do remember me! haha. :p

k. what was i going to say? ...nvm

tag my blog!!! ...please? ..its damn sad!

damn dumb today. forgot lots and lots of thing early in the morning. first, i forgot my darling watch. how could i ever? yep. then.. brought an empty wallet to sch... forgot to put money in it. *wow* then.. this is the best part!!! it was only when i was on the sch bus when i realised that my ex. link card isn't giro. i need to top it up!! arghh!! damn dumb of me right... but thx to one understanding girl [zoe] and one super darling darling friend [rosliand!!!!] the day passed well. :)

yep. went to for walk this morning. with zoe and jing xuan and gloria. all the way to mobile. :) yep. bought mentose and walked back. whoop! i'm healthy.(:

yep. what else?? i've another mummy and daddy!!! ..its none other than.... mr hong and lao shi!! wahaha.. damn funny lor!! yesterday for some reason the class started calling her ma. then she was like.. yi ri wei shi, zhong shen wei mu k!


rosliand is damn nice. did i say that? she is!

ting wei said my plot is damn good. tingwei said. haha. :) and oh.. i soo suck at sewing... you people don't have to remind me. really! :)

zhang jun baO is sending me the ji xiang ru yi. don't you just loveee him??

k. though i should seperate the last post from this... 'cos i sound kinda "happy" so.. it doesn't match. i know it was damn sucky lar. but if i don't get just a little out... i'm really going to explode some day. i hate poeple who take advantage of you... and just seem to think you owe everything to them. its your duty to serve them. ..makes me want to slap her. ..i used to keep telling myself that its ok. but now... i just can't take it.

yep. went to ting wei's house for ipw. for what? i went there and wasted my time, and just got pissed with *her. ah well... bought the cloth. feel damn [dunno what] now.. my cloth is more ex than others!! ..i didn't do it on purpose. really! apprantly they didn't have the same type of material for the brown cloth. haha. hope they don't say anything tomorrow. esp *Her *rolls eyes*

k. what else?? ..marcia is really very nice... can't stand it!! ..haha.. it kind of makes me wonder if she dislikes me... shes soooo nice.. i can't tell. see lar marcia! chio and nice... arggh. :) nvm. at least the chio-ness isn't wasted... sooo suits her charecter!!! unlike... someone. yes... *her.

ohohoh!!! i passed my zi du!!! i got 7 leh!!! beat jillian!! the super super smart jillian!! [actually only by half a mark.. but.. still! :P] ...hist test... nvm lar. yep. and ooh!! i got a tan!! a t-shirt tan!! ..on my neck!! ..yuk right.. i think so too.. its like.. one "stripe" ..but... jing xuan says its very nice.. and makes me look healthy so... yay!! :D

today was normal. pissed of her *her again. sigh... i used up all my energy refraining myself from screaming at her. felt sooo tired. though i did end up arguging with her in the end. but it was short... too short. i didn't manage to get everything out. i find it weird, really weird. but.. i seem to.... really want to quarrel with her. just scream at her. get everything out. i'll just feel so much better. i know it. it seems that.. i don't treasure our friendship any longer. ..i want to! ..but... i no longer care. why? i need help. ....i need to breath. i need to get it all out.

nose sucked and sucked today. yuk. still sucking. :( ..and i;m damn stressed. yes its sunday again. sigh. i don't like sundays.

sigh.. don't you just love sats? i do! ..pity it only comes once a week. sigh. ): whats wrong with me? well... think i put on quite alot of weight today. slacked the whole day off again today. its thr type of day when you try to do everything, and end up doing nothing. ..you know how i feel. and what do i do? ...i have a gloeg test tomorrow. and everything is due tomorrow, or the day after. what am i to do?

Su ying is damn blur. she thought the acjc funfair is next month. hi mummy!!! ..i found someone as dumb as me!!! ..ahaha... *hi su-ying...*

sigh. i'm dumb. and depressed, and stressed. ):

got emails from my ny friends. apprantly, their lives suck. and they are damn depressed. i wanted to write an email to all of them. to comfrot them... tell them what to do... anyway. i wrote one line, and closed the box. why? ..i just couldn't think of what to write. why?

went to church today. think my grandfather was quite pissed even though he didn't say anything. do you think i should have stayed at home? ..it was.. after all, his b'day celebration. k. now i feel damn bad. :( no. but i seriously think we meaningless. we do the same thing every year. eat, talk, go home. its not like i actually talk to my grandfather when hes there or anything. k lar. i do. but... its not really a real convo... 'cos hes watching tv. and i don't even bother talking to my cousins... just go there and listen to their convo. k/ so what do we do during the celebration? eat, talk watch tv, cut cake. i went to church, ate , talked, watched tv, and cut the cake. ..did i miss anything?? oh well. yes. i'm a horrible girl. i know that. sigh.
chuch was... the same lar- fun! haha.. don't yiou just lovee church??? ..we wr ejust crapping and crapping non stop. and the msg was only like... sooo short. oh!! and adeline said i eat very daintily!!! whaha!! ..she gave us some giant pockey and we were eating and she said, only Su-Min eats daintly. ..then i looked around.. can't see the difference, she said i', the only one who actually bother to dunno dunno what... i think its becuase my stick broke. heh. :) and belle joy said i'm very good at all those slapping stuff. opps! :)

yep. so.. came home ate alot and alot. haha... i was soo hungry.. [sheesh man!! spelt it as hungary... geog is killing me!! ..the effects of the mapwork hasn;t worn off:(] stomach was grolwing non-stop during cell. wonderful adeline's wonderful pocky stick saved me... :) yep. so the food was nice lar. basically pigged myself out. ate and ate and ate non-stop. ..inculding the sweet my cousin was going to eat. [hehee.. thx :)] and the blueberry cheese cake was nice... yum!! my sister is damn funny. she asked junxu if he has a six pack. and he refused to answer. ..i say... he does! :P

su-ying asks when she ever said she was chio-er than me. i wonder... at least once every squash training? i mean... please lor. shes forever telling me that i'm sooo ugly and shes [so much] chio-er than me. i would know... everytime she says that she hurts my self esteem. i know i'm ugly k!!!.. but no one ever says that to me!! k lar. they do.. but not once a week!!! ..and they only do it sometimes.. actually.. very rarely. no one hurts my self esteem!! and when she says that i'll look at a mirror when i walk past it and think to myself.. and i really THAT ugly? ..i mean.. i kinda know i am... but not to a certain extent where no one actually wants to look at yr face! ..whatever lar. i'm crapping as usual. now everyone knows why my compos are all sooo longg!!! ..when i say crap..i mean crap. blar... and it is kinda irrtating having someone calling you a cowbu all the time btw.

ps. sorry isAac for spelling yr name wrongly... go change now k?

today was... fun. played rubgy for PE again, out in the hot sun. promised myself to be more violent... and i was!!! ..not as violent a jing xuan lar.. but still. violenter. pulled out someone's shoe also... wahaha... she was damn what man.. i pullsed out her shoe, ting wei pulled out her sock, someone pulled out her glasses, and she was being attacked on the grass. haha... who ask her to get the ball? ...but she scored a goal anyway. 'cos even though she had problems running her whole team was pushing her forwards so we couldn't do anything. yep. then when he came back to wear her shoe, jessica took it and threw in onto the track. so damn mean right!! see her to small and cute somemore... but i like! :D ..and i cut my finger!!..it bled!! :(haha. basically this team[opp team] was really really violent. and they didn't really care if anyone got injurd. my group was kinda pissed. but its really quite *what lar. they kicked felicia's face, and stepped on deborah's glasses. very *what lor!! they knocked her glasses onto the floor and i was screaming "stop!!! deborah's glasses!! don't step!!" ..and no one even bothered. deborah says there is permanent damage to her glasses. and jing xuan was damn pissed as well. oh well...

went to watch the friendly with rgs and chij. rgs was soo good lor!! ..and so is jillian. speaking of her... so looks so damn chio without her hairband lor!!... like ALOT...and shes already so chio!! ..*jealous* ..this class is sooo filled with chio people i can't stand it. :(

hihi. this blog is for yesterday. 'cos my wasted my stupid time doing that cme project. trying and trying to load on the pictures so that i slept at 12. but the pictures did not come out in the end :( so.. like.. hmm... should i hand it in without the pictures and lose ten marks for evidence, or hand it in on mon and lost markd for handing in late and wasting my time and effot and failing anyway? sigh.. cme. whats the point?

k... bad memory again. totally forgot what i was going to say :( erm... hmm... yesterday. had squash. yep. played with su-ying before it started and trashed her!!! yay!!!! :) then... coach said that mgs cca wants to play freindly with us. arggh. we are soo going to be trashed. ohoh!! squash!! do you know we saw germit singh!!! like.. su-ying and i were going to trhe toilet. then there was this guy refilling his water bottle. then.. omg!! its was germit singh!! ..then he was outsdie the squash court when we went in. cool huh!! and when we were playing.. becky came. amd she was soo omh excited. wahaha... but he looks damn depressed you know? ..like.. so quiet... i dunno. :(

k lar. really can't remember what happened. can;t be bothered to think also. ..should i change my blogskin?

played rugby during PE. haha... its like that lar... i'll never get used to snatching the ball. and its kinda weird when you apoligise everytime you hit someone. guess its just not for me. i think i was the only one who wasn't rolling on the grass. ah.. .can't help it. i'm refined :P i dunno lar.. i kinda try to help people get the ball.. but i never actually try to snatch it. oh wait.. i did. once.. i just didn't end up rolling on the ground. oh. but i did score a goal!!! ..its damn sad. wanna hear? haha... jing xuan, hugging her ball, runs from one side of the field to the other. till shes just outside the goalpost. then someone comes and attacks her.. so there a re rolling on the ground. then i saw the ball on the floor. ..so i picked it up and scored1!!! yay!!! ..haha :)

yep. what else? hmm... the day was.. like that lar. let off one lesson early for the music thing. missed history. arggh. anyway... yep. then gillian was this this mustard coloured shit, and zhi ying wanted to eat her. haha. then we were like.. k. jing xuan [orange] is the ketchup, gillian is the mustard, zhi ying [green] is the lettuce ..then i was like.. i'm the xtra!!! then there were like... Su-min is the bread... Su-Min and Lorriane is the bread.. then we kinda of ended there. ..what about the meat?? ..oh!! and lois was chilli. so like.. wow. lovely burgar manz. yar.. i was was like.. our burgar is bread and mustard and ketchup!! and everyone was like.. yuk. haha :)

yep. then went for the concert. damn siao. the whole group of us [sy ans gy] were all cheering for mad. like.. for no reason lor!! [to me lar].. just felt like cheering. hee. oh!! and i came up with a song!! ...sang to the tune of heal the world.

I look out my window and i see
Gloria Khoo is so ugly~
i think about the world.
it seems so very beautiful to me
but think about the air that we all breath~
its polluted by gloria!
i close my eyes and wish that i could see things differently,
maybe theres still time to change
together we can do it
togerher we can try,
together we can kill!
gloria~ khoo~
if the world is dying,
its up to you and I
together2
we can fo it if we try!!!

whoo!!!! *whistle* yes. i think its nice too. :P

oh!!! our class won $100 swensens vouchers. yay!!! ..looks like we are going to have a class outing... and make mr hong pay the balance of our bill! :P

oooh!! Guess what? I failed my chinese test! 17/40/ chi Rawks. esp my chi. damn dum b lar. i could have gotten 20. list marks for nth. pissed. now my mother is making me go back to that sucky tuition. please lor! i attenteded the first three classes. and i failed. that teacher keeps talking crap to her and she thinks its soo good. please lor. then she said maybe i can go to jiang if i go find out about it. yay. :)

k. what else? hmm.... lit. lit!!! yay1!! got my test back. guess how much i got??? upon 25?? 20!! yay!!! haha.. i'm damn go. yes. i know. but.. who cares?? ..i did soooo weelll for my chi i have to talk about sth else. yep. could have gotten 22!!! ..didn't have enough time to complete it. and you know what? Lois said that she came in late.. thats why we had less time. stupid.

yep. had music today. ..during recess. started to erm... stop liking it. taking too much of my recess lar! so like.. went in late today. apprantly MRs Goh was angry. and guess what?? ..i could hear from her playing!!! ..we wre like singing and i asked gloria if she was angry and she said yes. ..but when i looked she didn't seem angry.... dunno... better not be late... i'm too nice :)

hm... what else??.. stayed up until 12.30 to do that stupid lit essay [my darling sister came home in time to edit it. thank God man!! she spotted this big big mistake!!! ..and she stayed until 12.30 to help me too1! love you!! *muackies!!*] yar. then today... Miss wee let some people hand it in on wed, because they didn't edit it. wah lao! i stayed up until 12.30 leh! wanna give us extension tell us earlier can not??

hmm.. what else??? ..dunno.. damn crappy today..
ps. yay1!! yao ying tagged!!!

k. today was damn stressful :( soent nearly the whole day diong my lit essay. and didn't get any help from me lit-pro sister. sigh... should have completed it earlier.

besides doing that crap essay.. what did i do.. hm... went out for lunch at this tim sum place.. food was damn ex. not ex. lar... overpriced? yep. but food was..ok... lar. damn full. yep. thwn went to macs to eat ice cream. and oh!! guess who i saw??? Yao ying!! i was going to buy ice cream with my sister.. then loked up.. isn't that Yao ying?? ..it was lor!! ..but didn't really talk to each other. sad.. yep. so ate ice cream.. then went to buy slippers. and oh man! saw heather. my ister saw her actually.. who would look at her man? yar lar.. after today i kinda realsied i haven't really forgave her. thought i have... well.. this kinda of thing is hard... esp. after 4-5 years. like.. yar. i keep telling myself that i have forgiven her.. but now when i actually see her.. i kinda realised i haven't. and i dunno how to. sigh. anyway. bought sandels. $3 only leh!!!.though the quailty is quite bad... but that do you expect right? ..also bought one size smaller 'cos they didn't have size 5. ..i wear size 4 sandels... how sad can i get? so.. yep. one more pair of sandels to add to my pathetic collection of.. erm... one. sigh.. thats how sad i am.

yep. then walked around. yar. damn stressed by my essay leh. what if i fail? arggh!! *runs off*

Happy Valentines day everyone! *muax*

watned to find a new skin for valentines, but realised i couldn't be bothered. anyway my skin is pretty valentine-ish. don't you think so?

slacked the whole day today. i'm soo going to fail my sec 2. and its the streaming year! oh. had piano lesson. Miss Lee was trying to tell me about the feeling you should have while you are playing a peice. esp. a slow one. ..she thinks i have it [but] but it sort of needs to be... devoloped? then she started on how music is like painting a picture, the diff chord and ornaments are different colours. then that freaked me out. creates a feeling of.. dislike for music now. for i person with my artistic "talent" ..its best you don't use art to make examples. so then. issit true that artistic play the piano well? ...sharon is an example!

sonic edge soo totally rocked! ..and the songs were so meaningful..though i didn't know some of them. but i was kinda hoping for like.. better than life or sth. nvm... all the same. :D yep. but it was really soo damn nice. [the music...] like omg! the drums! and there was this part when there was no music.. and everyone was singing... then the drums came in and then the music. ah!!! and there was another one. like.. the band was playing, then they sll stopped suddenly. for like.. 5 secs. then they all played together again. ah! k.. i know that when you worship the music and songs are not importent. its God and everything. but.. yar! nice music makes me happy. and God wants you to be happy when you praise Him. k fine. wring context. whatever... :)

belle joy said my hearts nice!! my ugly heart!! i heard her!! i passed it to her and she looked at it and she was like. "nice leh!" awww... my heart.. nice!! me!! with no artistic talents!!! yay!! my lousy effot wasn't wasted manz. then she was trying to stuff the heart in her wallet. like.. op wallets all have the plastic pockets? ..yar. she was trying to out the heart inside. then it was to big. then she tried to out in into the tranparent thing. too big also. then she tried putting it into the net thing... dunno where it went in the end.

yep. sermon was good. about worshiping God again. learnt more about how.. badly i treated worship. hmm... must change.

yep. then went to great world city with my parents. me the dian deng pao. :( nvm. i'm sure they love me alot and alot so they are still very happy :P yep. had the same rice thingy as the last time [yes. i'm boring] .but after that i kinda realised why i liked it so much. it was HONGKONG food!! ..look how fated *we are? yep. then went shopping. didn;t buy anything though ): wanted to go to the shops upstairs, but by the time i finished with those downstairs, the shops were closing. so.. sigh :( but there was this kinda nice jacket. but they only had m. and my mum said that jackets had to be big. ..so i didn;t buy :( yep. then went home. yay!!

oh!! i have a mother!! a 3rd mother... yay1! guess who??

yay!! holiday today. went to my darling tingting's house. she is sooo cutee!!! like omg1! k. woke up at 7 this morning [and on a non-school day!] took MRT for like.. 1 hour? then went to have Macs breakfast. wow. haven't had it for soo long!! ..never managed to wake up early enough. heh.

yep. then went to my da-yi's house and ooh!! tingting!! shes sooo cuteeee!! I missed her!! yep. so played with her until like.. 10? then went to cut my hair!! yay!! its sooo much neater now! and it isn't short!! ..though it kinda looks short.. but she just layered my hair alot more. and cut the top part. so.. its nice. well...neat at least. no more "branches" sticking out. [bird's nest] yep. then played with tingting somemore. until.. 2? then went home. but on the way walked past a shopping centre. so.. bought stuff!! yay. got this new shirt.. quite nice lar... except for the front... where theres this hole and ribbon[theres xloth undeaneath so its not revealing.. i don't wear revealing cloths k! Gloria!] yep. then went to ntuc.. blar. then went home! ..and because poor me woke up and 7, i ended up sleeping in the train. haha.. my poor mother.. *muax* yep.. then went home[changed train 'cos my mother was going somewhere else]. and can you believe it? i almost missed the station! like.. my mother was telling me five stops. and at the 2nd or 3rd stop there was this cute little ang moh baby and omg.. she is sooo cuteee!! [kichikichikoo!!! ..as melody would say] so i was busy starting at her. then 2 stops later some irritating RGS girls came up. and i wasn't paying attention to the thigny lar.. then when the MRT stopped i was like.. how come so long? ..then i listened out for the thing that says the station? ..but the stupid RGS girls were talking so loudly i couldn't hear. [sorry yao ying!! ..no offence] so i looked out.. and i saw the plactic thing "newton" ..so i was like.. opps!! ..and ran out of the Mrt. *phew* thank God man. :)

yep. finished two books today. amazing huh! ..think so too. yep. and my stpid tag=board isn't working. it doesn't let me tag! irritating! so erm.. leaving my msg here?

Su-ying: huh? perfect plan for what? ..short term memory heh. and don't you dare bully MY Dicky k! *fierce look* yao ying too!! humph...
ps. Zoe has been bathing for 1h 1mins. ..can't believe it.

sylvester: erm.. sorry. but who are you? ..and whats wrong with SCGS girls? .. i nkow i'm not a very nice person but you can't judge the whole Sc by me.

haha. reading Su-Ying's blog. well.. just finished. she was talking about us planning to erm.. "how to sabotage time" as she calls it. damn funny leh!! nicenice Su-Ying agreed to walk me to the bustop [traffic light actually.. but nvm. still very nice:)] then we were planning to ...erm..... sth. and it was damn dumb and funny lor. laughing like mad. [actually i told her what to do lar.. i'm more evil:P]

oh.. and i got "A" for ther CS bugs and flowers thingy. yay!:P

what else... lao shi and mrs Bowness was nice, :) and oh! mrs canham too, :)

wasted my time making valantines day stuff for my cell.wasting my marker ink manz! :P haha. i'm damn mean right. i think so too. [sheesh]

was reading my zoe-entry. k lar... think i shouldn't have be soo mean. ..i wasn't that pissed.:) so.. if yr reading this.. sorry k. .but i'm not going to delete it. :P

you know.. i was talking to Su-ying [as usual] and the topic moved to Zoe. and like... we both find her damn irritating. sometimes. i mean like.. she goes round and does stupid things that affect our lives totally. and she doesn't bother think about how we feel or probably just doesn't care. i mean like.. yar. she just does stuff like that and expects us to talk to her and act like nothing has happened. i mean i do... but it really gets on my nerves. i have to stop myself from screaming at her.

like... for ex. Su-ying.. i was like.. "bullying" her and calling her isaac's gf. [in front of zoe] and i mentioned that Su-Ying talks alot about isaac. and zoe.. obviously. starts calling Su-ying isaac's gf too. njow. theres nth wrong with that [though Su-Ying might object] but she has to go round telling the whole world, including those who don't know Su-Ying] that shes isaac's gf. .and no. on one knows isaac. i mean.. how childish can one get? and no. she doesn't stop there. she goes on... to tell isaac that half the sch knows about it. and puts the blame on me! not that she said directly.. but she just said do you knows half the sch knows blar.. and isaac said issit Su-min? and she says don't worry.. i will help you.... spread it!! but if you were isaac you would definatly think that it was me and zoe is the innocent party right!? ..no ike my reputation isn't bad enough... [sorry.. i know it kinda sounds like its about me.. but actually i;m complaing for su-ying]

yep. and shes so.. heartlessly insensitive that she goes and... arggh. i just can't say it out. but it makes me wanna scream at her. before that say she told me that she would do it.. but i didn't believe her.. i mean.. who would do sth so.. childish and despicable. its.. a joke carried wayyyy tooo far. i mesn stuff like prank calling i can laugh along but *this? ..scream at her? no... she would call me a wet blanket. *rolls eyes* and now.. shes threatening to do it on sat. [valentines day] if she does it.. i'm not going to control anymore i tell you. i ready told her that i would "jue jiao" if she did that. i mean it k. i'm warning you...

its like.. really really very *what. like.. once we were chatting and i jokingly said sth like i know who you like... she blew up at me and was like.. Su-Min1 i tell you. i'm never ever going to tell you a secret again. you can't keep secrets. i very dissapointed in you.. etc... i mean hi!! who was the one who spilled out a secret and nearly broke my friendship with gloria? i mean like.. she likes junxu [erm.. hi..?] and hes there sitting there in my msn list.. but do i ever do anything? no? becuase i havge the basic commen sense of how she would feel!?

whatever lar. when i stared writing i felt more erm.. lighthearted? ..but now i'm getting pissed... no use getting myself worked up over a small matter..
anyway.. i'm mising my benny chan.. bye!

Happy b'day DICKY!!

yep. just wanted to wish someone very special in my life a verry happy birthday. this day is special for you. it comes only once in a lifetime [so does everyday. but this is more special:)] i hope that this day has truely been a meaningful one to you. one year has passed quickly. and alot of things has happened. I'm sure you have matured and grown wiser throughout the year. many saddening events [like the death of anita mui] has happened. but i'm sure it has contributed to the growth to yr charecter in one way or another. don't worry. just stay happy and keep smiling.. always. :) don't worry. even though yr 39. you don't look old at all. and

i will love you always!!!

haha. just wanted to wish my very special darling [Dicky] happy b'day. i know he doesn't read my blog and it sounds damn stupid. but ah well... who cares?


found out that the sonic edge is coming next week for praise and worship. can't wait1!

yep. came come and played hearts and titee. family bonding. yay. ok... what was i going to say? i have no idea. nth imp i guess.


"everyone lives for a reason, whats yours?"

it set me thinking. but i didnt get far. i dont have TIME to even think about some mind-boggling major issue like this. THIS is the sad state of my life.

this.. i got from ..someone's blog. think it kind of applied to me. i have heard this question. yes. it set be thinking. but besides the hasty answer of "for God" i never got any further. never ever bothered to think.
yes. what is my reason for living? ..what is God's purpose for me? in my case. i actually have the time to think. but.. i guess i never bothered.
ok. while typing.. the answered kind of came to me. it sounds kinda lame here but... makes sense.
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read purpose driven life! ..haha.. so coincidental. my mother was asking me to read the book just now. and.. i refused. came to the comp... first blog i went to... and saw that? ...could it be....
oh. another thing came to my head... a worship song.. you are my purpose for life! you are my reason for living...
ah well.. i guess my hasty answer of "for God" is right too... sigh.. i now have to add "reading purpose driven life" to part of my everyday stuff. hope i'll have enought time for everything!! :)

ps. oh yes. wanna wish emay and deborah's cute little bro happy b'day too! *muax*

ps. 1385 words!! :)

had church today. amazing race. how fun. [really!!] i guess everyone wants to hear the evaney parts. i'll try. :P funny though... forgot totally how evan looks like [no memory.. sigh...] but when i type his name.. his image came to me.. weird..

yep. went to church with my sister. who went there one hour early just for me. [muax] and while we were walking towards the church [my father dropped us of ourside the hawker center for some strange reason] my sister suddenly said. hey! is evan going early too? nope... haha. yep. went to church saw lenoard in the lift. "hello!" mumbles.. hello.. you are... Su-min... right... nods. wonders how he ever heard of my name. surely.. *they don't talk about me during cell.. i'm not that "infamouse" right!? ..lift door opens.. walks out hurriedly to room 210. find that room is empty. except for a tab studying. says hi. shuts door to find that i nearly close it in lenoard's face. hurridly opens the door. yes. why is the room emtpy? we were supposed to meet at four? no? yep. they[belle joy and charisa] came at 4.20. wow. the worse thing was how unorganised they were. i think debbie was kinda pissed. 'cos she was scolding belle joy. and in the end she organised everything for us. by that time it was five 20. the game was supposed to start at five. ah well. everyone rushes down to start the game. i left with ruth and tab. walks out of the door and oh! who is sitting there in his sch u? ah!! and guess what? tab was there blocking my way. which leaves me [still] standing behind him! anyway. left for the urban room, started counting the colours on the wall [eight] ..they gave me a question with no ans. ..ah well... then... took less than 2 mins for me to get bored. walked back to church. peeps from behind the wall. and oh!! guess whose face was there right in front of me?? ..quickly walks away. anyway. took out my book to study [how hardworking!!!] amd forgot to close my bag [no wonder evan was smiling!! but... he couldn't have seen that embarassing sight.. i had my back to the wall!] then here comes dawn's group. asking me if i knew where elizebeth was. shrugged. wouldn't have told you even if i knew!! :) [oh btw!! you were supposed to be looking for me.. hee] then joseph comes.. alone "for evan's sake.. give me the clue!!!" what station are you looking for? ..to tell you the truth.. didn't even know if it was mine anot. yep. ..he dunnos as well. the block sth one.. guess its mine.. where is the rest of yr group? they're over there slacking. get them here! you mean the whole group must be here? ...said yes. but brought him to the urban room anyway. [do you want to run there to meet evan?] count the main colours. ..how many chances do i get?? *counts* 7. wrong. 6. nope. 5. nope 8! *gives clue and he runs off.* then dawn's group. the jon lo. 6. nope. 6.nope. 4. nope. 7 nope. 8.. 10.. 9... 11. yes. 8. takes clue..laughs and walks off. repeats what happened to evan. hmm... was i too....nice? ..should hace said.. "make up yr mind!" right!? ah.. who cares? yes. thats right. evan. stading there for a really long time. until his group runs past me. with evan walking right at the back. until he got quite near me and started running. whatever... can't stand me.. humphhh [oh. this was when he smiled. btw.. a kind soul.. who i don't know.. told me that i bag was open :) thx dear! :)] erm. lets see. poor me waited and waited although i knew no one else was coming. but just stayed there in case a group was realy really slow. then wen hui appeared. and persuaded her to go to ntuc with me... by bribing her.... with water. lol.

yep. walks towards the church. saw evan's group walking... Su-min!! where is the ..... didn't hear.. so i said dunno... then joseph shouts... Su-Min!! evan!! uh1!! *rolls eyes* to think of it.. don't think he saw. can't help it that my eyes are small right!!! and.. they come. and ask me for my clue!! well.. not really mine.. wen hui.. yep. so since we were walking in the same direction i was like.. you know that just now you all were the first?? ..then now.. like that.. then isaac was like really!?!? we wre firsst!?!? then josph was like.. yar lor!! i was first leh!!.. then he was like.. see lar!! when i was doing we were first leh!! ... then i passed it to you then like that. ermm.... yar anyway. on the way to ntuc.. saw grace at her station. ..the one where poeple had to eat bread with stuff. so i wanted to see.. ended up helping her. yep. i think i was pretty irritating at the station. 'cos i kept shouting. esp at joseph. haha. too bad. ...told you i was easily irritated right? ..just.. depends on my mood lar. :) yep. so ther was this group. [erui's] had to eat bread in water with peas. then this girl just refused to eat. spent really really long refusing. then at that time.. evan's group came.. so.. i went to "serve" them. [this was when i shouted at joseph. ..not really shouted lar.. raised my voice? ..dunno] there was this wheel he was supposed to spin. and he refused to spin!! and i was like.. spin. spin. spin!! and he lifted up the paper to see what was underneath. and i was like.. SPIN LAR! and he didn't.. so i gave the wheel to someone else to spin. "spin!" ..i ment to give it to isaac.. but i think it kinda looked like i was giving it to evan 'cos isaac was stading behind. then joseph took it and fake.. spin one round. then open. i was kinda irritated by then.. aso i was like.. can't remember what i said lar.. then i gave the board to the guy next to joseph [other side] and was like.. SPIN. and he did lar.. peanut butter and bread. so.. gave them the bread.. [i gave everyone except evan. 'cos he took it from wen hui. on purpose right!!!! humph!!!] yep. and joseph asked for more and i was like.. NO! ..sorry lar.. there wasn't enough bread. yep. so they left. melody still there struggling with her bread soaked in water. then grace came back with a big bag of... POPATO CHIPS!!! yay!! soo nice of her *muax* and we started piggin out right away. :) yep. finished out chips and melody was still there. then cheryl came with bananas. ate it 'cos it reminded me of swk. :) so.. waited there REALLY long.. grace wouldn't let us go. until a boy came to tell us to go back. then had to stay there and help to clear up. so.. by the time we reached... the games started ready. so.. yep. stood there with me fren. then oh!! evan was right in front of me!! stupid boy. so act pai. never tuck in his shirt. yr sch u leh!! not even pe lor! ans its like... tuck in.. not never tuck in properly. tuck out.. but also not tuck out. ..you know what i mean... i can't think if anyone who does that so it can;t be that i'm just.. nerdy. ..right!? right!? ..i dunno. i just am so nerdy. anyweay.. looked up. found my sister drooling at evan.. ah well.

yep. ice breaking games ended. then this funny isaac thing happened. but nvm. then.. they wanted to thank the amazing race people [thats meee!!!] but belle joy and charisa weren't there.. so they cheered for ruth and me only!!1 lalala...

yep. went home. my sister said that evan is getting less and less cute. ..and he doesn't have nice legs like mingsheng. who stares at people's legs? tell me! huh? er-jie! [opps]

oh. and we bought a new cage for squeak. she lovess it!! it has two levels, is made of wire [yuks] and cost $50. ..why is squeak so expensive to keep?

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking... [1 corinthians 13:1-8] if that is so, shouldn't i be happy for Dicky that he is about to be happily married? yes. happy. *wipes away a single tear.*

ah well. i still love lao shi. :) i forgot to bring my textbk today.. and she didn't scold me!! :) yep. and she played music on teh cd player she brought. yep. my cd. but *sigh* it is not confiscated... by sue lyn. i miss my cd. :( anyway... we all stayed in class during break to listen. damn nice leh!! and we ruished back during recess to listen again. and after school...last lesson was ipw.. lao shi lar.. then after that was chi. and lao shi played the music again. then when she walked out of the class.. gillian went to change the cd to micheal jackson.. black and white then when lao shi came back she was like "wah! hao da dan! zao fan le!!" lol. :)

you know.. i'm glad I chose this IPW group. I love it! [except for the "wakefield twins" :P] like.. you actually have people who actually bother about my suggestions and what i say. Unlike.. certain people. *rolls eyes* yep. We went to shop for cloth today [of course without the two of them] wanted to go to people's park. but darling Jing xuan wanted to go to sport light where everything is soo ex. stodd there arguing for quite long. then she offered to pay the difference.. so we went [but of course she didn't]. waited forever for the bus. took another life time to decide what cloth to buy. finally decided. ...and i wanna be the new creature!!! its soo nice k!! you know what Jing xuan is wearing?? she hasa grey furry top [for the bear] and a hot pink tail!!! arggh!!! soo unfair right!? ..i choose [suggested and argues over] the colours lor!!! soooo nice!! and what am i [the darling griffon] dressed in? brown furry bottem [as material as jx's its velvet i think] and erm.. smelly mask with feathers. ...still brown. sigh. yep. so got the stuff. yay!!! .went home. yep.

watched the jessica xuan show. nice.

omg!! can you believe how stupid i am? i actually missed the post fever100 meeting!! arggh1! i'm pissed wuth myself. how could i have mixed the dates? tell me?
stupid k!! here i am. thinking its tomorrow. then isaac comes online and i ask him what time it ends. and he tells me that it was today1!! arggh! how dumb can a person get? ..and i really really wanna go!! *breaksdown* :(

wish me luck for my test! (:

no school today. whee. went out for lunch at my father's fren house. got more ang baos. yay! :) Didn't expect any too. ..should the money go into my sugaring fund? ..should i have a sugaring fund? hmm.. we'll see! :)

yep. got un-pissed with Gloria on msn today. in fact... felt quite bad at being pissed with her. though it did not hide the fact that she bluffed me. yep. but.. dunno lar. dunno why i feel bad also. sigh.. i'm weird. so... yup. saw melody online finally. yay!! :) but felt kinda weird.. like we.. drifted apart? dunno.. didn't realy know what to say to her. and i kinda realised i totally forgot about her blog

yep. what else? i slacked the whole day again! but am I supposed to do for my lit and hist test? ..which is tomorrow!!! [and wed for hist but i dun have much time and have lots and lots to study] and its hist and lit!! what am i supposed to do? *faints* yep. getting the usual i-have-got-incomplete-work syndrom. and this time i know its soo soo true 'cos i have maths!! and i kinda like.. left my file in sch! arggh!! how!?

i feel damn stressed. i think weekends are bad for me. they make me stressed. on sunday nights lar. i miss the hols!! and ji iang ru yi ends tomorrow. :( nvm. theres still benny chan. yes. thats right. always look on the bright side. stay happy.

and i killed a beetle last night. soo proud of myself!!! first time i have ever ever done something like that!!! ah!! i threw a slipper on it and stepped on the slipper to make sure it was dead. ..but didn't dare to lift it up though... :P sad. yes. but... nvm.

well. what do i do for my lit test? i dunno.. pray and hope for the best? yes. sigh. ..only thing i can do now. right? sigh. this blog is soo full of crap. and deborah though *she was reffering to her. of course not right!? haha.. don't worry deborah. yr nice. :)

what else? just very worried for my lit lor. and hist. and i haven't done my sewing! omg!!! sigh.
weekends should last longer. like.. maybe for a month. i half wanna wish bord flu will give us another hol. but.. omg.. that is soo WRONG! i shouldn't be having tt though! arggh!

wah!! got testinomy to share!!
i somehow managed to get my d drive stuck. :S so traumatising k!! like yar.. suddenly cannot open. i was soo freaked out!! so asked everyone what to do. in the end my sister told me to asked my bro.. over the internet. so my bro asked me to find a small hole and poke with paper clip. and i did. then it hink i poked too hard. 'cos there was this funny noise. so my sister asked me to poke again.. and press open. then will i press.. suddenly.. the light went out!! i was soo freaked out!! and my bro said maybe had to replace lor!! [as you know i already broke the tap] in the end just restart the comp. then i prayed like mad. and guess what? God answers prayer!!! when he comp was on, the light was there. and when i pressed the button, the thing opened!!! ah!!! thank God man!!!..i was like.. jumping up and down!!! :)

yep. just wanted to share. :D

ohohoh!! and you known i lost my darling Cd, and i was praying and searching really hard. and i found it!! muax!! ...and i found another one.. i lost super long ago. [ looking for it 'cos the stupid D drive to get stuck]

yep, tts all.. until i think of somemore. :)

nth much happened today. basically slacked the whole day. tried doing some work but... lets just say it failed. ended up walking round the house. blocking my sister who was watching her mixue. [just bought new vcds, lucky darling]. yep. in the end... took a long break with nothing done. and after the break... never really got back to work :( yep. spent the "break" on the comp [duh] ended up chatting with sharon. [ao long nevr chat with her!!] who seemed to think that evan is 17 and angmoh!! i was like.. omg!! no!!! lolz. and erm.. what else? got pretty irritated wtith gloria today. 'cos there was this secrect that zoe told everyone. and i was asking her what it is. and last night i said issit this this? and she was like. nooooo!!! like zoe would ever do that. she would rather die etc... then today i asked her. and she said it was sooo long ago. [less than a week! please!] she forgot. then i said that someone told me she said this issit true and she said yes. please lor! sooo fake right. shes contridicting herself. and i got so pissed and she didn't evem realise it. and i kept telling her that she didn't make sense and she didn't get it. please lor! if you don't wanna tell me just say you don't. don't have to lie to me right. if you wanna lie to me you can make it more obvious right. *rolls eyes*

yep. what else? ..had steam boat for dinner. yay! :)

went to church quite early. around.. 4.45. then went to the ur counter no one was there. luckily belle joy appeard. like.. suddenly. eh! hi! so.. went into the church and found ruth and hsian ming there. yay.. this is the nice part. yep. becauase they will reserve the seats.. then choose where they want to sit and who they want to sit with. then when the person comes they will tell her where to sit. usually i sit with belle joy.. but today i came earlier they were choosing seats. so belle joy was like.. Su-min sit here, i sit here, [do you want to sit with me? yes] you sit here and charisa sit here! thenh ruth said she didn't want to sit with charisa. so belle joy say.. ok. charisa sit here. Su-Min sit here. i sit here. you sit here! ..but i want to sit with Su-Min!! ... but i want to sit with Su-Min! etc... so nice to hear k. like.. yar.. its nice to know that they actually want to sit with me 'cos i though that Ruth didn't like me. and i was wondering if belle joy was just like.. hanging out with me "becuase i have no friends" ..like **** for **. like yar.. so its really nice to know that they actually like me as a friend :D

yep. sermon was real good. learnt alot about God.. how I should behave and everything. and lar. i realised how.. not-good i am? ..dunno..

yep. so.. say with ruth. ..she told me alot of "personal stuff" which... i better not say. ...but some of it was rather interesting... haha. [its not about herself lar] so.. yep. loved today. :)

today chinese lesson was damn funny. the front part lar... amd back not the middle. ..yukyukyuk. can you beleive it? i got 2 [two!] for the stupid cloze passage thingy. arggh. sucky!! it was sooo hard!


chinese lesson was damn funny lar. the people kept wanting to "yum seng" so lept asking the teacher. the lao shi was like.. hey.. today is everyone's b'day. its ren ri. so we were like.. yay!! lets sing the b'day song!! so we all sang it [in chinese!!] then lao shi was like.. aiyo.. you all sing b'day song. never sing for me!! yesterday was my b'day leh! then we sang the song again. and "three cheers" her. then did the yum seng thingy. and lao shi was like.. aiyo! so messy! do again! 1,2,3~ so in the end we did it thrice. :) then after the stupid stuff there was still 5 mins. and lao shi wanted to teach. then we were like.. don't want lar. and she was like.. k lar k lar. lets "jiang fei hua" .and we did! :)

k lar. today was pretty normal. typical school day. half want to say that nth much happened. but... stuff did happen lar. stuff to blog about.

erm. yep. yar. hey!! guess what!? i have a short term memeory!!! i forgot what happened yesterday!!.. nvm. refer to last post. i added sth.

26th Jan

had a Traumatising bathing experience today. it was soo horrible!!! :( you know.. i was bathing. then i turned off the tap. and it was stilll dripping slightly. so i wanted to kinda. tighted in. and i pushed the thing in.. and there was the handle!! in my hands!! thenh i scream and was like.. pa!!! the tap came off!! then my father opened the door, andit was soo cold!! and then he couldn't fix it!!! then.. i had to walk out!! all cold and wet.. across the house... to the other toilet.. and bath in cold water!! ahh!! *screams and runs away with hands over her ears*

went to suntec for lunch today. yum. ate this Korean chicken thingy. nice! the chicken looked so dired up and gross when i took it. ..but turned out to be quite nice! yay!! ...and i tried kim chi. and sooo sour and nice! :)

went shopping after that. didn't get anything though. i want my Mango skirt!!!! :( it was quite nice k! wanted to wear it to school tomorrow. but couldn't get my size!! ..there was only 1 size there actually. mini-mini. i mean it! couldn't get the damn thing up! k. i know i'm fAT and everything. but still!! ...now to think of it.. i might have missed a botton or zip? arggh!! then there was thyis top i kinda liked. but when i picked it up and looked at the back... yuk! got a big shock!! ..i want my mango skirt!!1 :(

K. thats all for now. I keep feeling as though theres lots and lots of unfinished work to be done. but yet.... can't seem to think of it. having Sunday-monday blues. :(
and there loads of work pressing down on me. i need to get started.

yay!! went to church today!! guess who i saw??

k. woke up really really late today. but.. nvm. so.. slacked the morning then went to my dunno-who's house to visit my da yi. yep. so... etc lor. nth interesting happened. then... went to church!!! yep. and on the way belle joy called and was like.. are you in church yet? ..opps!! but [phew] i was not late... yet.

So.. arrived in chuch on time. quite high [sms-ed belle joy :i'm here!] due to the.. singing in the car [this is the song that doesn't end....] yep. so arrived in church. then... went there or worship. then everyone was dying.. so we went up for cell halfway [missed everyday!!!!] yep. and during cell. people called me nice!! ahhh!!! me! nice! aww... haha.. just had to say that. i mean... how often do people call me nice? yep. after cell. went down.. and it was pouring!!! and waited inside instead. but after a while went out. then ruth was like.. joseph is there. and belle joy went to find him and i was like.. joseph? what about his fren?
and oh!! he was there.. according to belle joy , "evan is there! do you want me to bring you to him?" but she didn't need to!! 'cos there came jospeh. ..with evan!! yep. so they all started talking lar. and evan was standing there laughing non-stop. weird!

then had to go meet my sister and i was like.. hes there!! ..where??? ..bring me!!1 ....but she didn't go lar. yep. thats all i think.

and Su-ying is so extremly obsesses with isaac i can't stand it! shes kinda worst than nic!

Yep. 2nd day of new year today. The 2nd half of it wasn't *that bad.

woke up with my sore throat gone. But body aching and still feeling sick. Had a delicious breakfast of pancakes. Made by my darling sister. :)

yep. then went to my Su gong's house. in my hot pink top! :) yep. so I went there... couldn't eat anything except that jelly thingy [auntie's speciality] and that dunno what.. but i could only eat one.:( so I made my sister eat ba gua for me. haha. yep. then i started feeling really really sick for some reason. felt like puking and everything. :( yep. so i felt horrible lar. but i saw a moniter lizard though. damn gross. and big. but nvm.

so.. went home after the a while. then went to sleep. woke up feeling fine. but when i went downstairs started feeling dizzy and started having a headache and everything. so took my temp and it was 37.5 sigh. then took panadol and went to sleep again. then when i woke up.. I was ok!!! yay!!! :D yep. so went to bath. then everyone started coming. so.. etc lor. received ang baos and stuff. and sharon called me hiao!!! hey!!! i'm not right!!! its just a cross back shirt lor!! yar lar. so anyway. went upstairs to play comp with my cousins. and we won the isketch again!! yay!!! :) haha... its childish lar... but its damn fun. three of us sitting on front of the comp screaming. :)

yep. so had dinner lor. damn sad. couldn't drink coke or eat oily stuff. though i ate it anyway lar. but still..

yep. then watched tv[Ji Xiang Ru Yi!!!] and cut cake lor [my gradma's b'day] and the cake was nice!! :) yep.

then everyone went home lar. then ym sister was like.. i wanna touch jun xu's hair!! it looks so hard and dunno dunno what!! then before he left she was like.. jun xu! can i touch yr hair? ..then she stretch out her hand and was going to touch ready.. then he moved away and was like.. dun want lar! ..dunno dunno what... hahaha... i was laughing lor!! ..she should make friends with zac-sth [dunno how to spell his name.. :P] man! damn funny one.. he will be standing/sitting there and the girl will all be touching his hair. lol :)

Happy CNY everyone! ..for some strange reason, this year's new year didn't have that feeling. like... we didn't even bother to watch the new year show. though we did stay up late. the next morning [which is today] everyone was so late in everything. we left muchmuch later. throughout the whole thing. We were just so tired and bored. And we receive much much less ang baos. though i came back with something really special-- a sore throat. :(

nevermind. Lets talk about what i enjoyed. erm. taking photos was fun. my two darling sisters were sooo proud of their clothes they insisted on taking full body pictures. :) Fodd was of course, good. though i ate really little for some strange reason. [though er... my little is not yr little] yep. the journey to my Uncle guan's house was fun too! sang through out the whole journey. which cause my father to make 2 wrong turns. but nvm.. made the journey longer. :) yep. and tingting was sooooo cute!!!! .though we left damn early. but! ooh!!! tingting!!

searching for Louis Koo pics for my cousin now. and omg! he is sooo cute!!! :D

yay. fun and interesting day. lets start right from the beginning. sooo excited in the morning. but everything was carp. even the concert. it was sooo cheena. like... they spoke in chinese and there was chinese dance and xiang sheng and this chinese performance. i was like.. huh... sheesh. yep. but the singing and red cross was quite nice. yep. then finally concert over. rushed back to class. then found out that we couldn't leave yet. but. yep. chinese teacher came and said that we could go. so rushed off with joanna.[spelling?] but i was like.. almost running ready [i just can't be bothered to run lar] and she was following lar. then waited soo long for the stupid bus-- they all came together. arggh!!! yep. so got of the bus. then called xin ying. and the five of them were waiting for me at the canteen. so.. whao. walked really fast towards the sch. the joanna didn't bother to follow. haha. feel so mean. :)

so. canteen. hi!!! aww... blar blar. and the five of us ment the four of them and heather. heather. I though i forgave her already. bur somehow.. i feel that i can't seem to forget. though i made sure i said hi to her and everything. but/ thats... only on the ouside... i'm just... trying my best not to do anything mean. like.. ignoring her totally and pulling everyone away from her. like... yar. :(

so.. went to see thw teachers. then waited damn long for the boys and yi-ming and company. in the end. decided to leave without them. sigh. i was so damn hungry leh. refused to listen to me and leave. yep. so we finally left. and on the way t the busstop, we saw them and waited for them. so you will think. see! Good thing you waited for them! no. they were going to cas' house. sigh.

yep. so we went to the bus stop and guess who i saw? Jun xu1 damn funny leh [and malu] 'cos the bus came, and someone tapped my shoulder. then i thought it was yao ying of xin ying. then i turned around and it was him lar. then i was like.. staring at him and thinking... huh... who is that? the suddenly i was like.. oh!!! Jun Xu!! .then hi!! haha... damn retarded.

yep. so went onto the bus. so super crowded. sigh. so. yep. went to cine. then everyine wanted to eat and long john's sliver. but i didn't! ...got my way again! :D So... ate it Bk!

yep. spent soo long looking for a chair for yao ying!! in the end wl just stole someone's chair ;) sorry.... person. :) yep. then... the boys came lor. but no place for them. so they left...to kfc i think. yep. so went to queue for food. so damn super long. then Xin ying said i'm lian!!! i'm not lor!!!! sheesh!!! i'm not right!? *asks sister* sister says shes not lian. yay. yep. then ooh!! cheryl and hannah and nic appeared!! like.. cheryl saw me. then like.. she came in to say hi. then hannah and nic followed. then i was trying to wave to hannah. but she was ignoring me. then suddenly she looked up and was like. oh! Su-min is here! hi!!! then i tried to wave to nic..who was standing right in front of me. and she was ignoring me as well. then suddenly she realised i was waving to her and was like. oh! Su-Min is here! hi!!! ...sigh... yep. so queued for damn long. and cheryl and company came back and left. yep. so cut queue here and there. finally bought my food!!! yep. then went back to eat. and guess who i saw? Deborah Khoo!! with Su-Ying! this world is damn small man!! like.. suddenly deboeah was right next to me and was like.. su-Min! and i was like.. huh? yr here! hi!!! then i kinda forgot and though that i was with gloria and the rest and felt so bad 'cos we didn't invite her and she was here. then.. i realised. haha. then suddenly.. Su-Ying was there as well! then she came and starting strangling me for some strange reason. so.. etcetc... then they left lar. then ohh!! i saw mira and steffi and christable!! so exciting huh!! people i know all over. then... the boys came back. 'cos we had 2 packets of fries left over. then the guys came lar. and ate... guess? ..2 fries!"cos they were dam full" wah lao! damn useless can! the justin said.. i don't mind finishing this though! ..eaming my onion rings.. then i said that i wanted it.. actually i didn't... hee.

yep. so went round walking. guys said theu wanted to go bowling. so they went up to check out the bowling alley. then we went shopping. thens when i found that our interest don't meet. to them... shopping is going to all the "cute" shopes and picking up stuff toys and other cute stuff and saying.. sooo cutee!!!! i was like... huh? shopping? no looking at clothes? and we walked to heeren and still no looking at clothes! i was like.. erm.. sheesh? oh!! they did stop at a clothes shop. but the clothes were kinda.... nvm. but.. nvm. i still love them! :) yep. so.. took 2 neoprints. turned out quite nice. excpet the dao one which looked... un-dao and i looked really fat. so... sigh.

k. who else did i see today? hm... jia yun -twice, cheryl and group again in heeren. rosland in heeren though i didn't say hi. steffi and group again... and oh yes! nicolas. yep. so exciting right.

k. went home for reunion dinner. fun. had nice food. then my cousins and I went up to play the comp. damn fun lor we were all screaminjg and laughing like shit. then... we won pictonary!!! yay!!!

k. thats all for now. happy chinese new year!

Its tomorrow. tomorrow! I seem really excited for some strange reason. should but gotten over my class by now... but still.. oh well!

Time really flies by. it seems to have slipped through my fingers without me even realising it. I can clearly remember this day of last year. year 2003. when i was new to the surroundings and unable to adjust. although i made new friends took nearly a month. damn slow] but... i really missed my class. and i was soo excited about the gathering. sigh.. i still remember talking about it to gloria and jia yun. :)
yep. now. 2004. same date. same school. same gathering. and i still feel excited [the feeling is diff though] but!!!! ibhave friends!!! yay!!! i loooovvvweeee my sch!!! ..although they make us go to sch on new years eve. but still! ok.. i'm mad.

nothing much happened today again. refused to go out. stayed at home to do hw. what a good girl!!! :D yep. took a few quizzes in the afternoon. when i was almost dying because of the hw. so.. .yep. i'm chocolate!! yum!! *bites her finger* ouch!

yep. watched shi zi lu kou. the Dicky ep. of course! yep. and for some strage reason..i caight myself smiling lots and lots of times.. except when he was dancing with *that girl. that girl! arggh! *fumes*
so... he was cute lar!! :D

oh!! my darling faher allowed me to go for the class gathering! yay!! muackies!! and hes going to let me come home at five!! five leh!! he asked me what hime i was coming home and said he wanted me to be home early and i asked him what time. ...sort of expecting 2 or 1 or sth... and he said 5!! omg!! yep. it ends at five. so. yep. planty of fun for mee!!! :D

k lar.. i know its kind of.. over responding. but i'm stuck at home everyday... parents hardly let me go out for some strange reason.... yep. so.. yay!!!

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went to church at 3.40 today. cool huh!? ..can't wait for the end of feb... then church will be like that forever. soo fun!!

yep. so we went to the hawker center. and i saw my sister! :) yep. ate popiah. then they all say i very... very.. dunno what lar. 'cos of the way i eat. haha. but [hey!] its not because of evan!! :(

yep. then went for service. sigh... i don't like service :( worship was nice though. yep. like the songs. yay. then sermon lor... boring. passed notes with belle joy. who insulted Dicky. :( yep. so after service. was stuck with my mother who was walking to auntie woon yeow. so.. stood there looking sian and oh! guess who i saw? with his two younger brothers. sooo cute!! ...but he looked like a chicken from the side!! ahaha.. yep. :) spike hair lar!! at least spike properly right!? ok. stop, i'm supposed to like him right!? yep. then he stroked his younger brother's head. aww..... haha,.

then went out for dinner...and to buy new year clothes. went to.. dunno where... the place where i saw vincent ng and tracer wong and jamie tan[tan?] and desmond ko and ..other people. yep. so went to the food court yto eat. ate this rice in the bamboo cup thingy. quite nice (: though got a little ne4 after a while. yep. so got superrr full. yum. then went to buy new year clothes lor. spent 2 hours in a single shop. can you believe it? wanted to spend more time shopping after that but kinda had to rush:( yep. so in the end bought 2 x back[ one of them is hot pink!!!!], a black skirt, and a purple shirt from op. then at the shopping centre my mother keep saying verrry nice. then when i went home my sisters all said yuk :( so mean k!! ..issit that ugly? :(

its sooo strange that whenever i walk into the science lab, my eye lids seem to drop down, twice its weight. and my brain seems to need more oxygen!! and i'm not allowed to out my head on the table. *rolls eyes* torture!! ..must be some kind of chemical reaction.

lao shi is damn nice! and funny! she teaches the same way as jing lao shi. but.. muuuuch better lor. i seem to be able to remember and understand. yes. actually understand!!! :) nice teacher. just that my chinese sucks. she called us* san ba. soo mean k!! jiayun kept trying to find out about her.. then she was like. [in chi] k lar. go back to the lesson. you all very san ba leh! keep asking about me personal things. what my age lar, what uni i'm from, my husbands surname.... shes damn funny lor!! ...not funny funny but... dunnowhat funny lar. [hmm...]

yep. Today was... The same as usual lar. Boring lor. i'm still pissed with *her. seems that she not only can't think for herself but is really fake. shan't elaborate.

hmmm... had squash.yes. i'm a senior!! oh. and i sort of forgot to mention yesterday.. Su-ying is damn nice. like... yar1 damn nice. ..but i'm damn mean to her. always bullying her and everything. haha :) most constantly remind myself not to. erm. hard... shes just soo nice to bully!!!! :P

k lar. i know i'm damn mean. and petty. and easily pissed. and blur. and irritating. and stupid. but sigh! anyway. who ask you to be my friend?? hmm... yes. don't stop. love you all!!! ..haha. i'm soo totally mad today. eso during squash. laughed non stop... then like.. laugh and serve at thr same time. kept missing. Su-ying will know! :) in fact. i got soo siao that i... shhh!!! nvm...

yep. k. what else? damn! just realised that i have ting xie tomorrow.. and i haven't learn!!!v its 11.42 at night i and have to go and sleep. arggh. chinese soooo sucks.

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k. this post is actually for yesterday. i was pretty busy..so didn't really have time to blog.

yep. hm... *thinks* nothing much happened actually. completed my commenwealth essay. though it kinda sucks. needs to be edited lar. 605 words. sucky right... yep. what else? started on my science hw. realised that i don'[t know a thing about atoms and electrons and protons. yuk.

yep. watched ju xiang ru yi. sucks lar. Dicky is depressed. i think hes wife just died. ..i wonder what will happened to make her alive again. hmm.... oh yes. its finishing on the 31st. sad. yes :(

yep. went to newton for dinner. yumyumyum. food was good. reallyreally good. had baby soting and chili stingray and lots of other stuff. but not satay. 'cos we're all sick of it. haha. how can one ever be sick of satay???? but. oh well. you do remember the post about my eating satay left over since 31st dec. yep. but it was kinda gross. saw three cockroaches at my table. all at once. sick lor!

oh. and according to my bro's gf[the one who speaks canto and was born on 8 feb. yes.] there was this survey. which actor do you think will still look attractive even when hes bald. Dicky was there. haha. no. 4

you go guy! :D

strong>Pissed. Sososo super pissed with channel u. waited in front of the tv for 3 hours. only that find that Dicky did not appear. *screams* Zhang JUn Bao1!!! arggh!! so wasted my whole night. and my energy. and everthing. and i realise. i do not only scream at zhang jun bao but at Life! as well. which stupid srticle said that he would be coming to singapore in jan for the stupid ren ci show? huh? using all my energy to prevent vulgarities from coming out. [no. stupid isn't vulgar] yep. and where the heck is he? arggh!!! *scream*

breaths deeply. relax. yep. ok. what? yar. what? stayed at home the whole day. so have nothing much to say. er.. i have to improve my behaviour greatly. yep. and erm. i dunno? i have been a good girl today. finished all my homework. hm... left with no choice actually. and oh! i do hate not being artistic. arggh! :(

yep. had a nice dinner. quite nice lar. hor fan[which i don't like] aand leftover crab[yum] and one satay stick. left over from the bbq [hmm...]


oh yes. must get started on my commonwealth essay. got a plot already. :) doing question 4. :)

yep. oh!! evan might be joining ushering!! haha :)

went to church today!! :D yay!!! ..yep. another week has passed without me seeing evan. but i do know where he lives now. exactly. :) yep. the very very bright one. that ons all the lights. i guessed correctly!!! :D ok..sheesh.

yep. went for cell today lor. wasted most of the time lar. 'cos there was no lessons. like.. during other stuff lar.. discussing stuff we will be doing..etc.. so very fun lor.. kept side tracking. talked alot of crap. :) like.. about teachers.. insulting them mostly actually ["hey!" said adeline] yep.. then LORT... ghost stories.. freaky.. then ruth sat reading in a corner. haha... nice to know there are other people scared of this kinda stuff. ..what if i can't fall aslep tonight? :) alot of mgs stuff lar.. so don't know what their saying. :) ohoh!!! and you know... from the end of feb... we will start church at 3!! soo cool right!! like spending almost the whole day at church. like at three..we got for cell. until 4. then we have a break until 4.30. then we go and pray for the service [all of us! ;)] until five. then we alll go for service which is giong to be converted intoa youth service. is that cool or what??? ..we're going to have a youth serviceeee!!! like.. no more all those slowwwww songs. and [hopefully] out of beat clapping. its sooo confusing for me.. 'cos i suck :( yep. so hopefully the worship team will be somthing like the fever 100 conference. yar?

oh yes!!! and i have sth imp to say!!! I..*pauses dramatically*... am going to be an usher!! sooo coool right!!! very mean lor!!! 'cos like.. adline was talking about service to church. and like.. what.. you can join drama and dance, church choir[you have to be back-up singer], board or usher. so like.. obviously usher.. its for the non talented people.. so like... erm.. dance and drama... no need explanation. church choir... i couldn't even get into the sc one. ..somemore back-up.. erm.. board. i'm sooo not artistic. so.. only ursher left right???? ..somemore got the most to do leh!! then when adeline asked me what i wanted to be i was like.. er.... ursher? and everyone shouted, "i know why!!!!!" [evan] hey!!! so meeeaaannn!!!! :D then adeline was like.. hey! you all kep quiet lar! very mean!! haha... i don't mind ;) yep. so topic moves to evan *grins* first. cheryl was like.. you know.. jx was telling mee... that Su-min was soooo excited to come to church today 'cos she can see him? "..who is *him???" ok.. shhhhh!!! ..then started talking about er.. what? yes. how evan is such a nerd. "he wears his socks until here!!" [knee] hey!! he wears ankle socks now. unlike me... stupid sucks sooo high. don't dare to fold 'cos i'm scared i'll get booked.

yep. so.. yes. usher. only one in the cell. :( .hope evan does that man. or at least... at least who... someone i know? actually.. can i have evan and someone i know? ..then i can talk the the person and look at evan. :)

oh yes!!! and i'm the teasurer!! soo funn! they actually trust meee!! yep. adeline was like.. treasurer? who can handle money?[and i was like.. moneymoneymoney!!!!] then belle joy was like... Su-Min!!! [dunno why..] so yep. me. treasurer. :)

sheesh. forgot. was about to save my post when i remembered. nicenice dinner. farewell party for my bother. abalone, scallop, duck, crab etc. :D suprisingly. i didn't burst. not this time! :D abalone, scallop, duck, crab. yum.

Damn it!!!! My post disappeared!!!! My nice sentimental post!!!! Arggh!!! pissed!!!! humphhh!

k lar. blog later maybe.

yep. today lessons officially started. but we didn't have lessons though. most teacher spent their time telling us their expectations.

yep. k.. what else. so far... teachers have told us about 2 projects. the chinese and om. .

yep. had pe today. had to run 2 rounds round the track. and jx being the sports captain had to lead! then i run with her lor.. humph!! i where go soo much staminer? finish running wanna puke. sigh. i want to be sporty. :( sigh... but thats the way God made me. so i can't complain. and must forgive mr teh and stuff[ notice i said mr teh!!] ..thats what my pastor said on sun. haha... try harder!!! :)

uh huh... what else... *thinks* yep. went for choir audition lor. super pissed. k. at first didn't want to say back, couldn't think of a song. then jia yun asked me to [i kind of wanted to lar..] so i was like.. k lor.. since zoe was going as well. so i went lor.. with no idea what to sing. so yep.. decided on hist maker in the end.:) nice song lar... just that i'm singing... anyway. went there at 2.50. waited until like.. 5.20? then went into the room to sing. and my voice couldn't come out!! ahhh!!! why??? wasted my whole afternoon!!

yay!! blogging time again!! but *sigh* no one tagged my blog... humph... tag leh.. people!!

yep. ..sometime... i hate the way people treat me.. its like.. as though i'm worth soo...little? like.. sometimes i just feel like jumping out and say hey! i'm here!! i'm alive!! i'm a person too you know!! but.. .yar... oh well!

yep. today was pretty boring. mmm... my sister woke me up from ym sweet dreams again. to go to church. yes. church is a wonderful place. ..but not when you have to wake up early in the morning :( i was like.. huh... ermm... yep. my sister wanted to watch mixue yesterday. so... sigh. yep. after after i was pretty wide awake. found that it was like.. 9? [went for the 10.30 service. and yes. its early.] and i was like.. ahh!!! wake me up sooo early!!! yep. so went to church late [even thogh i woke up sooo early :(] yep. then the last service was still there. so.. wait lor.. yep. worship was nice... nice songs :) then.. had holy communion with my family for the first time. yay!! how [un-]exciting. :D yep. haha.. then sermon... sigh.. wanted to sleep lorz.. finished nearly a whole box of sweets. haha.. but you can't blame mee!

uh huh.. then after that went to auntie molly[my mother's fren] house for housewarming. hey!! their hous is nice leh! damn cool!! then the food was nice also... sugh.. food is all i care about. but i can't help it what.. food is so wonderful and er.. wonderful??? don't wonder why i'm sooo fat. :(

yep. then blarblar.. came home lor.. did some stuff... here i am now.. yay!!

oh yes!! got my archives. all thx to sharon!! *grinz*

k. watching Ju Bao Pen now. typing at the boring parts [no Dicky].

yep. nothing much happened tpday lar. my father woke me up from my sweet dreams this morning telling me that my piano teacher was here. na di was like huh? ..'cos i sms-ed my teacher to tell her to start my lessons next week. then i was like.. tell her i'm tired!! ..but my father just walked off :(

yep. so piano lesson lar. the dunno what to do 'cos i never practice for so long.. but i got my notes there lar. so no scolding:) then i got back my exan thingy also. stupid examiner lar. so super ngiao lor!! first peice and scales praise so much give me three more marks lar! i mean, even if its not that good just give me my stupid marks so i can pass my stupid exam. now i have to do piano for another 6 months just becuase of you! humph!!

k. then what else.... nth much happened lar. watched ju bao pen lor. stupid show lar. bully Dicky. Feel like punching that stupid man's face. then that stupid woman. keep poking and slapping Dicky. wah lao!! wanted to slap her leh!! humph!

yep. what else... decided to go to church tomorrow. dunno why.. think its becuase my sister wanted to watch mixue. tut... so yep. sms-ed belle joy to tell her that i'm not going. sigh... felt soo bad. either late or can't go. haha. sorry belle joy :)

k. what else? had pizza for dinner. yum wah.. but so full. wanted to describe the food. but when i think about it wanna puke *pukes* k. but it was nice lar. arggh!! wanna pukeee!!! :(

yep. then went for a walk with my sisters after dinner. ...tagged along actually.. forced them to bring me :P yep. so we walekd the usual way lor.. past ny. then found that the way was blocked. so walked back. then i think my sister didn't walk enough. 'cos she as like.. lets walk back to minzhi's house[ er.. thats what i heard lar... dunno] and i was j/k.. no! lets walk to evan's house. my sister added backwards. and there we were! walking towars evan's house... backwards! yep. very xin qu leh!! 'cos like.. my oldest sister and me were walking backwards, holding my 2nd sister's hand, who was walking fowards lar. [i know..we looked damn retarded] yep. then my sister walk so fast.. very hard for me to walk. somemore her leg so long... like she walk one step i walk two lor!! so like.. yar. finally reached the top of the hill!! then my sister was like.. Su-Min.. we stand here and wait for you lar. then you run to evan's house and shout "evan!" then you run back to us. ..thats what er-jie suggested. ermm... yar. ok. yep so we walked toward his house and i was like.. i guess its that house.. can't be this [the three houses look exactly alike.. and my sister can't remember which one it is] etc. yep.. so walk lor.. then when we passed the last house my sister suddenly shouted "Su-Min!" and i was like hey!! ..but dun think he hear lar.. haha (: yep. so we walked down the hill. the turned around [the way was too long] then i was like.. imagine if he heard you shout my name.. evan would be damn freaked out lor!! then she was like.. shout belle joy lar! "belly joy! what you going here? huh?? visiting evan?" ..haha :)

first day of school. woke up at 6[with barely 3 hours of sleep]. soo not used to it. back to school again. yep. so waited for the school bus lor. and when it came i was like.. thats my sch bus?? ..haha.

yep. so reached ach around 6.40 or 50. the amphi theatre is now a canteen!! cool man!! like the part that goesn down.. they use boards to cover. ..then jx said that she was afraid that the boards would give way. haha :)

oh. and my mother broke her toe. its gross lor!!! like when i went to open the door she was limping.. then when i looked at her foot it was like.. blood flowing down her toe. like omg!! damn sick!! my poor mummy :(

nth much happened today lar. yep. boring day. watched abit of swk though. yay!! yep. k. had another bbq.. of the leftovers. nvm. its still nice though!! :)

k. what else? hmm... nth much lar. oh yes! today belle joy was at a party. and so was evan!!! arggh!! unfair k!!! humph... sigh.

yep. schools starting tomorrow. I really really don't want to go. but yet.. i feel kind of... excited? Like you know.. seeing my friends, and just school lar. its a nice place. being in sc is really diff from ny you know. yep. but i realised... that next year i will no longer be with my sister... like you know.. no one to talk to me.. help me carry stuff if i need to wear/take off my jacket, twll me to take out the sars form. remind me to brin this and that, wish me good luck and God bless for exams etc... haha.. sounds like shes dead!! nah.. shes off to JC. RJC not bad huh!? my sister!!! haha... :)

May god bless you in everything you do during the New Year!! :)

sigh... just realised that all my cousin [si yu and family] read my blog!! and i was like.. huh??? oh noo!!![er.. hi people! :P] yep. so just wanna ask people who read my blog to tag.. so at lease i know who is reading it. i know this won't really work lar... but try k.. please!! :)

yep. thx :)
ps. cheryl. .i know i'm sorta "copying" you.. but yar. i'm sure you don't mind!! :P

heya! Just wanna wish everyone Happy New Year[eve].

yep. Zoe woke me up at 12[heh.] this morning. And i was like.. not realy playing attention like just yar.. uh huh.. mm. then she was like oy. you sleeping ah? and i was like... yar. then she was like... k lar. go sleep. and i said ok. bye and hung up. haha... i'm mean right... but its best you poeple don't call me early in the morning. when i'm sleeping. (: actually.. it isn't really *that early lar. but just don't wake me up. :)

anyway. the day was quite boring lar. lazed around reading [reading!] until around 4.. then my sister [finally]let me have the tv. yep. so.. yay!! swk!1 here i come!! yep. so started watching. but barely 15mins. then my bro's frens came. so like uh.. ok... then dun care watch lar.. then my brother came [it was the part where the monk fainted] then my bro was like i can't stand that monk. [why?] he is so weak, uselesss, can't tell right from wrong, and he keeps scolding swk. and i like swk!! yay!!! darling brother!! go guy!!! :D

yep. then what happened.. went up to my sister's room feeling really bored... then i was like.. Siyu is coming right? and she was like yar.. think so... then suddenly siyu appeared [hi!] i was like.. huh... speak of the 'devil' the 'devil' is here...

then went to play with squeak... then my cousin was like.. hey.. you got another tv not? i wanna watch ben yue. and i was like. oh yar!!! dicky Cheung!!!! then rushed off to the tv to watch ji ziang ru yi. but shant talk about that 'cos it sucked. people bullying Dicky. humph. :(

then yep. went to eat. [yum] then after that my cousin saw the jttw vcds and was like hey!! jttw!! i wann watch! and i was like.. yay!! the rushed to put the vcd inside. yay!! yep.. so watched.. happy!! :) [finished it today btw] yep. then after that my auntie came and said[ in chinese] wow. this swk is soo cute. hes too cute lar. soo cute.. wasted being swk. [yay!! you go girl!!] then she was like.. do you know whats most attractive about swk? his eyes!! whao!! gd taste man!! i agree!! totally!! Dicky Chueng/swk is just soo mi ren. yep. then after that my cousin [who before said whats so gd about Dicky etc...] was like.. whose this ah? i was like.. swk lar!! then he wa slike.. nooo the actor. oh!! Dicky Cheung? huh??? This is Dicky Cheung??? oh man! looks soo different.

yep. then he wanted to see a pic of him. [ oh yes. then when i said last ep he was like. somemore! i want to watch till the whole journey ends] so like.. ok. then i was like.. wanna see his mtv? yes.. then after a while i was like.. you like him ah? ..abit lar... see!! what 2 eps. of swk can do to you?? yep.thats all for now. and oh! its new year!!
happy new year everyone!!