had church today. amazing race. how fun. [really!!] i guess everyone wants to hear the evaney parts. i'll try. :P funny though... forgot totally how evan looks like [no memory.. sigh...] but when i type his name.. his image came to me.. weird..

yep. went to church with my sister. who went there one hour early just for me. [muax] and while we were walking towards the church [my father dropped us of ourside the hawker center for some strange reason] my sister suddenly said. hey! is evan going early too? nope... haha. yep. went to church saw lenoard in the lift. "hello!" mumbles.. hello.. you are... Su-min... right... nods. wonders how he ever heard of my name. surely.. *they don't talk about me during cell.. i'm not that "infamouse" right!? ..lift door opens.. walks out hurriedly to room 210. find that room is empty. except for a tab studying. says hi. shuts door to find that i nearly close it in lenoard's face. hurridly opens the door. yes. why is the room emtpy? we were supposed to meet at four? no? yep. they[belle joy and charisa] came at 4.20. wow. the worse thing was how unorganised they were. i think debbie was kinda pissed. 'cos she was scolding belle joy. and in the end she organised everything for us. by that time it was five 20. the game was supposed to start at five. ah well. everyone rushes down to start the game. i left with ruth and tab. walks out of the door and oh! who is sitting there in his sch u? ah!! and guess what? tab was there blocking my way. which leaves me [still] standing behind him! anyway. left for the urban room, started counting the colours on the wall [eight] ..they gave me a question with no ans. ..ah well... then... took less than 2 mins for me to get bored. walked back to church. peeps from behind the wall. and oh!! guess whose face was there right in front of me?? ..quickly walks away. anyway. took out my book to study [how hardworking!!!] amd forgot to close my bag [no wonder evan was smiling!! but... he couldn't have seen that embarassing sight.. i had my back to the wall!] then here comes dawn's group. asking me if i knew where elizebeth was. shrugged. wouldn't have told you even if i knew!! :) [oh btw!! you were supposed to be looking for me.. hee] then joseph comes.. alone "for evan's sake.. give me the clue!!!" what station are you looking for? ..to tell you the truth.. didn't even know if it was mine anot. yep. ..he dunnos as well. the block sth one.. guess its mine.. where is the rest of yr group? they're over there slacking. get them here! you mean the whole group must be here? ...said yes. but brought him to the urban room anyway. [do you want to run there to meet evan?] count the main colours. ..how many chances do i get?? *counts* 7. wrong. 6. nope. 5. nope 8! *gives clue and he runs off.* then dawn's group. the jon lo. 6. nope. 6.nope. 4. nope. 7 nope. 8.. 10.. 9... 11. yes. 8. takes clue..laughs and walks off. repeats what happened to evan. hmm... was i too....nice? ..should hace said.. "make up yr mind!" right!? ah.. who cares? yes. thats right. evan. stading there for a really long time. until his group runs past me. with evan walking right at the back. until he got quite near me and started running. whatever... can't stand me.. humphhh [oh. this was when he smiled. btw.. a kind soul.. who i don't know.. told me that i bag was open :) thx dear! :)] erm. lets see. poor me waited and waited although i knew no one else was coming. but just stayed there in case a group was realy really slow. then wen hui appeared. and persuaded her to go to ntuc with me... by bribing her.... with water. lol.

yep. walks towards the church. saw evan's group walking... Su-min!! where is the ..... didn't hear.. so i said dunno... then joseph shouts... Su-Min!! evan!! uh1!! *rolls eyes* to think of it.. don't think he saw. can't help it that my eyes are small right!!! and.. they come. and ask me for my clue!! well.. not really mine.. wen hui.. yep. so since we were walking in the same direction i was like.. you know that just now you all were the first?? ..then now.. like that.. then isaac was like really!?!? we wre firsst!?!? then josph was like.. yar lor!! i was first leh!!.. then he was like.. see lar!! when i was doing we were first leh!! ... then i passed it to you then like that. ermm.... yar anyway. on the way to ntuc.. saw grace at her station. ..the one where poeple had to eat bread with stuff. so i wanted to see.. ended up helping her. yep. i think i was pretty irritating at the station. 'cos i kept shouting. esp at joseph. haha. too bad. ...told you i was easily irritated right? ..just.. depends on my mood lar. :) yep. so ther was this group. [erui's] had to eat bread in water with peas. then this girl just refused to eat. spent really really long refusing. then at that time.. evan's group came.. so.. i went to "serve" them. [this was when i shouted at joseph. ..not really shouted lar.. raised my voice? ..dunno] there was this wheel he was supposed to spin. and he refused to spin!! and i was like.. spin. spin. spin!! and he lifted up the paper to see what was underneath. and i was like.. SPIN LAR! and he didn't.. so i gave the wheel to someone else to spin. "spin!" ..i ment to give it to isaac.. but i think it kinda looked like i was giving it to evan 'cos isaac was stading behind. then joseph took it and fake.. spin one round. then open. i was kinda irritated by then.. aso i was like.. can't remember what i said lar.. then i gave the board to the guy next to joseph [other side] and was like.. SPIN. and he did lar.. peanut butter and bread. so.. gave them the bread.. [i gave everyone except evan. 'cos he took it from wen hui. on purpose right!!!! humph!!!] yep. and joseph asked for more and i was like.. NO! ..sorry lar.. there wasn't enough bread. yep. so they left. melody still there struggling with her bread soaked in water. then grace came back with a big bag of... POPATO CHIPS!!! yay!! soo nice of her *muax* and we started piggin out right away. :) yep. finished out chips and melody was still there. then cheryl came with bananas. ate it 'cos it reminded me of swk. :) so.. waited there REALLY long.. grace wouldn't let us go. until a boy came to tell us to go back. then had to stay there and help to clear up. so.. by the time we reached... the games started ready. so.. yep. stood there with me fren. then oh!! evan was right in front of me!! stupid boy. so act pai. never tuck in his shirt. yr sch u leh!! not even pe lor! ans its like... tuck in.. not never tuck in properly. tuck out.. but also not tuck out. ..you know what i mean... i can't think if anyone who does that so it can;t be that i'm just.. nerdy. ..right!? right!? ..i dunno. i just am so nerdy. anyweay.. looked up. found my sister drooling at evan.. ah well.

yep. ice breaking games ended. then this funny isaac thing happened. but nvm. then.. they wanted to thank the amazing race people [thats meee!!!] but belle joy and charisa weren't there.. so they cheered for ruth and me only!!1 lalala...

yep. went home. my sister said that evan is getting less and less cute. ..and he doesn't have nice legs like mingsheng. who stares at people's legs? tell me! huh? er-jie! [opps]

oh. and we bought a new cage for squeak. she lovess it!! it has two levels, is made of wire [yuks] and cost $50. ..why is squeak so expensive to keep?

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking... [1 corinthians 13:1-8] if that is so, shouldn't i be happy for Dicky that he is about to be happily married? yes. happy. *wipes away a single tear.*

ah well. i still love lao shi. :) i forgot to bring my textbk today.. and she didn't scold me!! :) yep. and she played music on teh cd player she brought. yep. my cd. but *sigh* it is not confiscated... by sue lyn. i miss my cd. :( anyway... we all stayed in class during break to listen. damn nice leh!! and we ruished back during recess to listen again. and after school...last lesson was ipw.. lao shi lar.. then after that was chi. and lao shi played the music again. then when she walked out of the class.. gillian went to change the cd to micheal jackson.. black and white then when lao shi came back she was like "wah! hao da dan! zao fan le!!" lol. :)

you know.. i'm glad I chose this IPW group. I love it! [except for the "wakefield twins" :P] like.. you actually have people who actually bother about my suggestions and what i say. Unlike.. certain people. *rolls eyes* yep. We went to shop for cloth today [of course without the two of them] wanted to go to people's park. but darling Jing xuan wanted to go to sport light where everything is soo ex. stodd there arguing for quite long. then she offered to pay the difference.. so we went [but of course she didn't]. waited forever for the bus. took another life time to decide what cloth to buy. finally decided. ...and i wanna be the new creature!!! its soo nice k!! you know what Jing xuan is wearing?? she hasa grey furry top [for the bear] and a hot pink tail!!! arggh!!! soo unfair right!? ..i choose [suggested and argues over] the colours lor!!! soooo nice!! and what am i [the darling griffon] dressed in? brown furry bottem [as material as jx's its velvet i think] and erm.. smelly mask with feathers. ...still brown. sigh. yep. so got the stuff. yay!!! .went home. yep.

watched the jessica xuan show. nice.

omg!! can you believe how stupid i am? i actually missed the post fever100 meeting!! arggh1! i'm pissed wuth myself. how could i have mixed the dates? tell me?
stupid k!! here i am. thinking its tomorrow. then isaac comes online and i ask him what time it ends. and he tells me that it was today1!! arggh! how dumb can a person get? ..and i really really wanna go!! *breaksdown* :(

wish me luck for my test! (:

no school today. whee. went out for lunch at my father's fren house. got more ang baos. yay! :) Didn't expect any too. ..should the money go into my sugaring fund? ..should i have a sugaring fund? hmm.. we'll see! :)

yep. got un-pissed with Gloria on msn today. in fact... felt quite bad at being pissed with her. though it did not hide the fact that she bluffed me. yep. but.. dunno lar. dunno why i feel bad also. sigh.. i'm weird. so... yup. saw melody online finally. yay!! :) but felt kinda weird.. like we.. drifted apart? dunno.. didn't realy know what to say to her. and i kinda realised i totally forgot about her blog

yep. what else? i slacked the whole day again! but am I supposed to do for my lit and hist test? ..which is tomorrow!!! [and wed for hist but i dun have much time and have lots and lots to study] and its hist and lit!! what am i supposed to do? *faints* yep. getting the usual i-have-got-incomplete-work syndrom. and this time i know its soo soo true 'cos i have maths!! and i kinda like.. left my file in sch! arggh!! how!?

i feel damn stressed. i think weekends are bad for me. they make me stressed. on sunday nights lar. i miss the hols!! and ji iang ru yi ends tomorrow. :( nvm. theres still benny chan. yes. thats right. always look on the bright side. stay happy.

and i killed a beetle last night. soo proud of myself!!! first time i have ever ever done something like that!!! ah!! i threw a slipper on it and stepped on the slipper to make sure it was dead. ..but didn't dare to lift it up though... :P sad. yes. but... nvm.

well. what do i do for my lit test? i dunno.. pray and hope for the best? yes. sigh. ..only thing i can do now. right? sigh. this blog is soo full of crap. and deborah though *she was reffering to her. of course not right!? haha.. don't worry deborah. yr nice. :)

what else? just very worried for my lit lor. and hist. and i haven't done my sewing! omg!!! sigh.
weekends should last longer. like.. maybe for a month. i half wanna wish bord flu will give us another hol. but.. omg.. that is soo WRONG! i shouldn't be having tt though! arggh!

wah!! got testinomy to share!!
i somehow managed to get my d drive stuck. :S so traumatising k!! like yar.. suddenly cannot open. i was soo freaked out!! so asked everyone what to do. in the end my sister told me to asked my bro.. over the internet. so my bro asked me to find a small hole and poke with paper clip. and i did. then it hink i poked too hard. 'cos there was this funny noise. so my sister asked me to poke again.. and press open. then will i press.. suddenly.. the light went out!! i was soo freaked out!! and my bro said maybe had to replace lor!! [as you know i already broke the tap] in the end just restart the comp. then i prayed like mad. and guess what? God answers prayer!!! when he comp was on, the light was there. and when i pressed the button, the thing opened!!! ah!!! thank God man!!!..i was like.. jumping up and down!!! :)

yep. just wanted to share. :D

ohohoh!! and you known i lost my darling Cd, and i was praying and searching really hard. and i found it!! muax!! ...and i found another one.. i lost super long ago. [ looking for it 'cos the stupid D drive to get stuck]

yep, tts all.. until i think of somemore. :)

nth much happened today. basically slacked the whole day. tried doing some work but... lets just say it failed. ended up walking round the house. blocking my sister who was watching her mixue. [just bought new vcds, lucky darling]. yep. in the end... took a long break with nothing done. and after the break... never really got back to work :( yep. spent the "break" on the comp [duh] ended up chatting with sharon. [ao long nevr chat with her!!] who seemed to think that evan is 17 and angmoh!! i was like.. omg!! no!!! lolz. and erm.. what else? got pretty irritated wtith gloria today. 'cos there was this secrect that zoe told everyone. and i was asking her what it is. and last night i said issit this this? and she was like. nooooo!!! like zoe would ever do that. she would rather die etc... then today i asked her. and she said it was sooo long ago. [less than a week! please!] she forgot. then i said that someone told me she said this issit true and she said yes. please lor! sooo fake right. shes contridicting herself. and i got so pissed and she didn't evem realise it. and i kept telling her that she didn't make sense and she didn't get it. please lor! if you don't wanna tell me just say you don't. don't have to lie to me right. if you wanna lie to me you can make it more obvious right. *rolls eyes*

yep. what else? ..had steam boat for dinner. yay! :)

went to church quite early. around.. 4.45. then went to the ur counter no one was there. luckily belle joy appeard. like.. suddenly. eh! hi! so.. went into the church and found ruth and hsian ming there. yay.. this is the nice part. yep. becauase they will reserve the seats.. then choose where they want to sit and who they want to sit with. then when the person comes they will tell her where to sit. usually i sit with belle joy.. but today i came earlier they were choosing seats. so belle joy was like.. Su-min sit here, i sit here, [do you want to sit with me? yes] you sit here and charisa sit here! thenh ruth said she didn't want to sit with charisa. so belle joy say.. ok. charisa sit here. Su-Min sit here. i sit here. you sit here! ..but i want to sit with Su-Min!! ... but i want to sit with Su-Min! etc... so nice to hear k. like.. yar.. its nice to know that they actually want to sit with me 'cos i though that Ruth didn't like me. and i was wondering if belle joy was just like.. hanging out with me "becuase i have no friends" ..like **** for **. like yar.. so its really nice to know that they actually like me as a friend :D

yep. sermon was real good. learnt alot about God.. how I should behave and everything. and lar. i realised how.. not-good i am? ..dunno..

yep. so.. say with ruth. ..she told me alot of "personal stuff" which... i better not say. ...but some of it was rather interesting... haha. [its not about herself lar] so.. yep. loved today. :)

today chinese lesson was damn funny. the front part lar... amd back not the middle. ..yukyukyuk. can you beleive it? i got 2 [two!] for the stupid cloze passage thingy. arggh. sucky!! it was sooo hard!


chinese lesson was damn funny lar. the people kept wanting to "yum seng" so lept asking the teacher. the lao shi was like.. hey.. today is everyone's b'day. its ren ri. so we were like.. yay!! lets sing the b'day song!! so we all sang it [in chinese!!] then lao shi was like.. aiyo.. you all sing b'day song. never sing for me!! yesterday was my b'day leh! then we sang the song again. and "three cheers" her. then did the yum seng thingy. and lao shi was like.. aiyo! so messy! do again! 1,2,3~ so in the end we did it thrice. :) then after the stupid stuff there was still 5 mins. and lao shi wanted to teach. then we were like.. don't want lar. and she was like.. k lar k lar. lets "jiang fei hua" .and we did! :)

k lar. today was pretty normal. typical school day. half want to say that nth much happened. but... stuff did happen lar. stuff to blog about.

erm. yep. yar. hey!! guess what!? i have a short term memeory!!! i forgot what happened yesterday!!.. nvm. refer to last post. i added sth.

26th Jan

had a Traumatising bathing experience today. it was soo horrible!!! :( you know.. i was bathing. then i turned off the tap. and it was stilll dripping slightly. so i wanted to kinda. tighted in. and i pushed the thing in.. and there was the handle!! in my hands!! thenh i scream and was like.. pa!!! the tap came off!! then my father opened the door, andit was soo cold!! and then he couldn't fix it!!! then.. i had to walk out!! all cold and wet.. across the house... to the other toilet.. and bath in cold water!! ahh!! *screams and runs away with hands over her ears*

went to suntec for lunch today. yum. ate this Korean chicken thingy. nice! the chicken looked so dired up and gross when i took it. ..but turned out to be quite nice! yay!! ...and i tried kim chi. and sooo sour and nice! :)

went shopping after that. didn't get anything though. i want my Mango skirt!!!! :( it was quite nice k! wanted to wear it to school tomorrow. but couldn't get my size!! ..there was only 1 size there actually. mini-mini. i mean it! couldn't get the damn thing up! k. i know i'm fAT and everything. but still!! ...now to think of it.. i might have missed a botton or zip? arggh!! then there was thyis top i kinda liked. but when i picked it up and looked at the back... yuk! got a big shock!! ..i want my mango skirt!!1 :(

K. thats all for now. I keep feeling as though theres lots and lots of unfinished work to be done. but yet.... can't seem to think of it. having Sunday-monday blues. :(
and there loads of work pressing down on me. i need to get started.

yay!! went to church today!! guess who i saw??

k. woke up really really late today. but.. nvm. so.. slacked the morning then went to my dunno-who's house to visit my da yi. yep. so... etc lor. nth interesting happened. then... went to church!!! yep. and on the way belle joy called and was like.. are you in church yet? ..opps!! but [phew] i was not late... yet.

So.. arrived in chuch on time. quite high [sms-ed belle joy :i'm here!] due to the.. singing in the car [this is the song that doesn't end....] yep. so arrived in church. then... went there or worship. then everyone was dying.. so we went up for cell halfway [missed everyday!!!!] yep. and during cell. people called me nice!! ahhh!!! me! nice! aww... haha.. just had to say that. i mean... how often do people call me nice? yep. after cell. went down.. and it was pouring!!! and waited inside instead. but after a while went out. then ruth was like.. joseph is there. and belle joy went to find him and i was like.. joseph? what about his fren?
and oh!! he was there.. according to belle joy , "evan is there! do you want me to bring you to him?" but she didn't need to!! 'cos there came jospeh. ..with evan!! yep. so they all started talking lar. and evan was standing there laughing non-stop. weird!

then had to go meet my sister and i was like.. hes there!! ..where??? ..bring me!!1 ....but she didn't go lar. yep. thats all i think.

and Su-ying is so extremly obsesses with isaac i can't stand it! shes kinda worst than nic!

Yep. 2nd day of new year today. The 2nd half of it wasn't *that bad.

woke up with my sore throat gone. But body aching and still feeling sick. Had a delicious breakfast of pancakes. Made by my darling sister. :)

yep. then went to my Su gong's house. in my hot pink top! :) yep. so I went there... couldn't eat anything except that jelly thingy [auntie's speciality] and that dunno what.. but i could only eat one.:( so I made my sister eat ba gua for me. haha. yep. then i started feeling really really sick for some reason. felt like puking and everything. :( yep. so i felt horrible lar. but i saw a moniter lizard though. damn gross. and big. but nvm.

so.. went home after the a while. then went to sleep. woke up feeling fine. but when i went downstairs started feeling dizzy and started having a headache and everything. so took my temp and it was 37.5 sigh. then took panadol and went to sleep again. then when i woke up.. I was ok!!! yay!!! :D yep. so went to bath. then everyone started coming. so.. etc lor. received ang baos and stuff. and sharon called me hiao!!! hey!!! i'm not right!!! its just a cross back shirt lor!! yar lar. so anyway. went upstairs to play comp with my cousins. and we won the isketch again!! yay!!! :) haha... its childish lar... but its damn fun. three of us sitting on front of the comp screaming. :)

yep. so had dinner lor. damn sad. couldn't drink coke or eat oily stuff. though i ate it anyway lar. but still..

yep. then watched tv[Ji Xiang Ru Yi!!!] and cut cake lor [my gradma's b'day] and the cake was nice!! :) yep.

then everyone went home lar. then ym sister was like.. i wanna touch jun xu's hair!! it looks so hard and dunno dunno what!! then before he left she was like.. jun xu! can i touch yr hair? ..then she stretch out her hand and was going to touch ready.. then he moved away and was like.. dun want lar! ..dunno dunno what... hahaha... i was laughing lor!! ..she should make friends with zac-sth [dunno how to spell his name.. :P] man! damn funny one.. he will be standing/sitting there and the girl will all be touching his hair. lol :)

Happy CNY everyone! ..for some strange reason, this year's new year didn't have that feeling. like... we didn't even bother to watch the new year show. though we did stay up late. the next morning [which is today] everyone was so late in everything. we left muchmuch later. throughout the whole thing. We were just so tired and bored. And we receive much much less ang baos. though i came back with something really special-- a sore throat. :(

nevermind. Lets talk about what i enjoyed. erm. taking photos was fun. my two darling sisters were sooo proud of their clothes they insisted on taking full body pictures. :) Fodd was of course, good. though i ate really little for some strange reason. [though er... my little is not yr little] yep. the journey to my Uncle guan's house was fun too! sang through out the whole journey. which cause my father to make 2 wrong turns. but nvm.. made the journey longer. :) yep. and tingting was sooooo cute!!!! .though we left damn early. but! ooh!!! tingting!!

searching for Louis Koo pics for my cousin now. and omg! he is sooo cute!!! :D

yay. fun and interesting day. lets start right from the beginning. sooo excited in the morning. but everything was carp. even the concert. it was sooo cheena. like... they spoke in chinese and there was chinese dance and xiang sheng and this chinese performance. i was like.. huh... sheesh. yep. but the singing and red cross was quite nice. yep. then finally concert over. rushed back to class. then found out that we couldn't leave yet. but. yep. chinese teacher came and said that we could go. so rushed off with joanna.[spelling?] but i was like.. almost running ready [i just can't be bothered to run lar] and she was following lar. then waited soo long for the stupid bus-- they all came together. arggh!!! yep. so got of the bus. then called xin ying. and the five of them were waiting for me at the canteen. so.. whao. walked really fast towards the sch. the joanna didn't bother to follow. haha. feel so mean. :)

so. canteen. hi!!! aww... blar blar. and the five of us ment the four of them and heather. heather. I though i forgave her already. bur somehow.. i feel that i can't seem to forget. though i made sure i said hi to her and everything. but/ thats... only on the ouside... i'm just... trying my best not to do anything mean. like.. ignoring her totally and pulling everyone away from her. like... yar. :(

so.. went to see thw teachers. then waited damn long for the boys and yi-ming and company. in the end. decided to leave without them. sigh. i was so damn hungry leh. refused to listen to me and leave. yep. so we finally left. and on the way t the busstop, we saw them and waited for them. so you will think. see! Good thing you waited for them! no. they were going to cas' house. sigh.

yep. so we went to the bus stop and guess who i saw? Jun xu1 damn funny leh [and malu] 'cos the bus came, and someone tapped my shoulder. then i thought it was yao ying of xin ying. then i turned around and it was him lar. then i was like.. staring at him and thinking... huh... who is that? the suddenly i was like.. oh!!! Jun Xu!! .then hi!! haha... damn retarded.

yep. so went onto the bus. so super crowded. sigh. so. yep. went to cine. then everyine wanted to eat and long john's sliver. but i didn't! ...got my way again! :D So... ate it Bk!

yep. spent soo long looking for a chair for yao ying!! in the end wl just stole someone's chair ;) sorry.... person. :) yep. then... the boys came lor. but no place for them. so they left...to kfc i think. yep. so went to queue for food. so damn super long. then Xin ying said i'm lian!!! i'm not lor!!!! sheesh!!! i'm not right!? *asks sister* sister says shes not lian. yay. yep. then ooh!! cheryl and hannah and nic appeared!! like.. cheryl saw me. then like.. she came in to say hi. then hannah and nic followed. then i was trying to wave to hannah. but she was ignoring me. then suddenly she looked up and was like. oh! Su-min is here! hi!!! then i tried to wave to nic..who was standing right in front of me. and she was ignoring me as well. then suddenly she realised i was waving to her and was like. oh! Su-Min is here! hi!!! ...sigh... yep. so queued for damn long. and cheryl and company came back and left. yep. so cut queue here and there. finally bought my food!!! yep. then went back to eat. and guess who i saw? Deborah Khoo!! with Su-Ying! this world is damn small man!! like.. suddenly deboeah was right next to me and was like.. su-Min! and i was like.. huh? yr here! hi!!! then i kinda forgot and though that i was with gloria and the rest and felt so bad 'cos we didn't invite her and she was here. then.. i realised. haha. then suddenly.. Su-Ying was there as well! then she came and starting strangling me for some strange reason. so.. etcetc... then they left lar. then ohh!! i saw mira and steffi and christable!! so exciting huh!! people i know all over. then... the boys came back. 'cos we had 2 packets of fries left over. then the guys came lar. and ate... guess? ..2 fries!"cos they were dam full" wah lao! damn useless can! the justin said.. i don't mind finishing this though! ..eaming my onion rings.. then i said that i wanted it.. actually i didn't... hee.

yep. so went round walking. guys said theu wanted to go bowling. so they went up to check out the bowling alley. then we went shopping. thens when i found that our interest don't meet. to them... shopping is going to all the "cute" shopes and picking up stuff toys and other cute stuff and saying.. sooo cutee!!!! i was like... huh? shopping? no looking at clothes? and we walked to heeren and still no looking at clothes! i was like.. erm.. sheesh? oh!! they did stop at a clothes shop. but the clothes were kinda.... nvm. but.. nvm. i still love them! :) yep. so.. took 2 neoprints. turned out quite nice. excpet the dao one which looked... un-dao and i looked really fat. so... sigh.

k. who else did i see today? hm... jia yun -twice, cheryl and group again in heeren. rosland in heeren though i didn't say hi. steffi and group again... and oh yes! nicolas. yep. so exciting right.

k. went home for reunion dinner. fun. had nice food. then my cousins and I went up to play the comp. damn fun lor we were all screaminjg and laughing like shit. then... we won pictonary!!! yay!!!

k. thats all for now. happy chinese new year!

Its tomorrow. tomorrow! I seem really excited for some strange reason. should but gotten over my class by now... but still.. oh well!

Time really flies by. it seems to have slipped through my fingers without me even realising it. I can clearly remember this day of last year. year 2003. when i was new to the surroundings and unable to adjust. although i made new friends took nearly a month. damn slow] but... i really missed my class. and i was soo excited about the gathering. sigh.. i still remember talking about it to gloria and jia yun. :)
yep. now. 2004. same date. same school. same gathering. and i still feel excited [the feeling is diff though] but!!!! ibhave friends!!! yay!!! i loooovvvweeee my sch!!! ..although they make us go to sch on new years eve. but still! ok.. i'm mad.

nothing much happened today again. refused to go out. stayed at home to do hw. what a good girl!!! :D yep. took a few quizzes in the afternoon. when i was almost dying because of the hw. so.. .yep. i'm chocolate!! yum!! *bites her finger* ouch!

yep. watched shi zi lu kou. the Dicky ep. of course! yep. and for some strage reason..i caight myself smiling lots and lots of times.. except when he was dancing with *that girl. that girl! arggh! *fumes*
so... he was cute lar!! :D

oh!! my darling faher allowed me to go for the class gathering! yay!! muackies!! and hes going to let me come home at five!! five leh!! he asked me what hime i was coming home and said he wanted me to be home early and i asked him what time. ...sort of expecting 2 or 1 or sth... and he said 5!! omg!! yep. it ends at five. so. yep. planty of fun for mee!!! :D

k lar.. i know its kind of.. over responding. but i'm stuck at home everyday... parents hardly let me go out for some strange reason.... yep. so.. yay!!!

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went to church at 3.40 today. cool huh!? ..can't wait for the end of feb... then church will be like that forever. soo fun!!

yep. so we went to the hawker center. and i saw my sister! :) yep. ate popiah. then they all say i very... very.. dunno what lar. 'cos of the way i eat. haha. but [hey!] its not because of evan!! :(

yep. then went for service. sigh... i don't like service :( worship was nice though. yep. like the songs. yay. then sermon lor... boring. passed notes with belle joy. who insulted Dicky. :( yep. so after service. was stuck with my mother who was walking to auntie woon yeow. so.. stood there looking sian and oh! guess who i saw? with his two younger brothers. sooo cute!! ...but he looked like a chicken from the side!! ahaha.. yep. :) spike hair lar!! at least spike properly right!? ok. stop, i'm supposed to like him right!? yep. then he stroked his younger brother's head. aww..... haha,.

then went out for dinner...and to buy new year clothes. went to.. dunno where... the place where i saw vincent ng and tracer wong and jamie tan[tan?] and desmond ko and ..other people. yep. so went to the food court yto eat. ate this rice in the bamboo cup thingy. quite nice (: though got a little ne4 after a while. yep. so got superrr full. yum. then went to buy new year clothes lor. spent 2 hours in a single shop. can you believe it? wanted to spend more time shopping after that but kinda had to rush:( yep. so in the end bought 2 x back[ one of them is hot pink!!!!], a black skirt, and a purple shirt from op. then at the shopping centre my mother keep saying verrry nice. then when i went home my sisters all said yuk :( so mean k!! ..issit that ugly? :(

its sooo strange that whenever i walk into the science lab, my eye lids seem to drop down, twice its weight. and my brain seems to need more oxygen!! and i'm not allowed to out my head on the table. *rolls eyes* torture!! ..must be some kind of chemical reaction.

lao shi is damn nice! and funny! she teaches the same way as jing lao shi. but.. muuuuch better lor. i seem to be able to remember and understand. yes. actually understand!!! :) nice teacher. just that my chinese sucks. she called us* san ba. soo mean k!! jiayun kept trying to find out about her.. then she was like. [in chi] k lar. go back to the lesson. you all very san ba leh! keep asking about me personal things. what my age lar, what uni i'm from, my husbands surname.... shes damn funny lor!! ...not funny funny but... dunnowhat funny lar. [hmm...]

yep. Today was... The same as usual lar. Boring lor. i'm still pissed with *her. seems that she not only can't think for herself but is really fake. shan't elaborate.

hmmm... had squash.yes. i'm a senior!! oh. and i sort of forgot to mention yesterday.. Su-ying is damn nice. like... yar1 damn nice. ..but i'm damn mean to her. always bullying her and everything. haha :) most constantly remind myself not to. erm. hard... shes just soo nice to bully!!!! :P

k lar. i know i'm damn mean. and petty. and easily pissed. and blur. and irritating. and stupid. but sigh! anyway. who ask you to be my friend?? hmm... yes. don't stop. love you all!!! ..haha. i'm soo totally mad today. eso during squash. laughed non stop... then like.. laugh and serve at thr same time. kept missing. Su-ying will know! :) in fact. i got soo siao that i... shhh!!! nvm...

yep. k. what else? damn! just realised that i have ting xie tomorrow.. and i haven't learn!!!v its 11.42 at night i and have to go and sleep. arggh. chinese soooo sucks.

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k. this post is actually for yesterday. i was pretty busy..so didn't really have time to blog.

yep. hm... *thinks* nothing much happened actually. completed my commenwealth essay. though it kinda sucks. needs to be edited lar. 605 words. sucky right... yep. what else? started on my science hw. realised that i don'[t know a thing about atoms and electrons and protons. yuk.

yep. watched ju xiang ru yi. sucks lar. Dicky is depressed. i think hes wife just died. ..i wonder what will happened to make her alive again. hmm.... oh yes. its finishing on the 31st. sad. yes :(

yep. went to newton for dinner. yumyumyum. food was good. reallyreally good. had baby soting and chili stingray and lots of other stuff. but not satay. 'cos we're all sick of it. haha. how can one ever be sick of satay???? but. oh well. you do remember the post about my eating satay left over since 31st dec. yep. but it was kinda gross. saw three cockroaches at my table. all at once. sick lor!

oh. and according to my bro's gf[the one who speaks canto and was born on 8 feb. yes.] there was this survey. which actor do you think will still look attractive even when hes bald. Dicky was there. haha. no. 4

you go guy! :D

strong>Pissed. Sososo super pissed with channel u. waited in front of the tv for 3 hours. only that find that Dicky did not appear. *screams* Zhang JUn Bao1!!! arggh!! so wasted my whole night. and my energy. and everthing. and i realise. i do not only scream at zhang jun bao but at Life! as well. which stupid srticle said that he would be coming to singapore in jan for the stupid ren ci show? huh? using all my energy to prevent vulgarities from coming out. [no. stupid isn't vulgar] yep. and where the heck is he? arggh!!! *scream*

breaths deeply. relax. yep. ok. what? yar. what? stayed at home the whole day. so have nothing much to say. er.. i have to improve my behaviour greatly. yep. and erm. i dunno? i have been a good girl today. finished all my homework. hm... left with no choice actually. and oh! i do hate not being artistic. arggh! :(

yep. had a nice dinner. quite nice lar. hor fan[which i don't like] aand leftover crab[yum] and one satay stick. left over from the bbq [hmm...]


oh yes. must get started on my commonwealth essay. got a plot already. :) doing question 4. :)

yep. oh!! evan might be joining ushering!! haha :)

went to church today!! :D yay!!! ..yep. another week has passed without me seeing evan. but i do know where he lives now. exactly. :) yep. the very very bright one. that ons all the lights. i guessed correctly!!! :D ok..sheesh.

yep. went for cell today lor. wasted most of the time lar. 'cos there was no lessons. like.. during other stuff lar.. discussing stuff we will be doing..etc.. so very fun lor.. kept side tracking. talked alot of crap. :) like.. about teachers.. insulting them mostly actually ["hey!" said adeline] yep.. then LORT... ghost stories.. freaky.. then ruth sat reading in a corner. haha... nice to know there are other people scared of this kinda stuff. ..what if i can't fall aslep tonight? :) alot of mgs stuff lar.. so don't know what their saying. :) ohoh!!! and you know... from the end of feb... we will start church at 3!! soo cool right!! like spending almost the whole day at church. like at three..we got for cell. until 4. then we have a break until 4.30. then we go and pray for the service [all of us! ;)] until five. then we alll go for service which is giong to be converted intoa youth service. is that cool or what??? ..we're going to have a youth serviceeee!!! like.. no more all those slowwwww songs. and [hopefully] out of beat clapping. its sooo confusing for me.. 'cos i suck :( yep. so hopefully the worship team will be somthing like the fever 100 conference. yar?

oh yes!!! and i have sth imp to say!!! I..*pauses dramatically*... am going to be an usher!! sooo coool right!!! very mean lor!!! 'cos like.. adline was talking about service to church. and like.. what.. you can join drama and dance, church choir[you have to be back-up singer], board or usher. so like.. obviously usher.. its for the non talented people.. so like... erm.. dance and drama... no need explanation. church choir... i couldn't even get into the sc one. ..somemore back-up.. erm.. board. i'm sooo not artistic. so.. only ursher left right???? ..somemore got the most to do leh!! then when adeline asked me what i wanted to be i was like.. er.... ursher? and everyone shouted, "i know why!!!!!" [evan] hey!!! so meeeaaannn!!!! :D then adeline was like.. hey! you all kep quiet lar! very mean!! haha... i don't mind ;) yep. so topic moves to evan *grins* first. cheryl was like.. you know.. jx was telling mee... that Su-min was soooo excited to come to church today 'cos she can see him? "..who is *him???" ok.. shhhhh!!! ..then started talking about er.. what? yes. how evan is such a nerd. "he wears his socks until here!!" [knee] hey!! he wears ankle socks now. unlike me... stupid sucks sooo high. don't dare to fold 'cos i'm scared i'll get booked.

yep. so.. yes. usher. only one in the cell. :( .hope evan does that man. or at least... at least who... someone i know? actually.. can i have evan and someone i know? ..then i can talk the the person and look at evan. :)

oh yes!!! and i'm the teasurer!! soo funn! they actually trust meee!! yep. adeline was like.. treasurer? who can handle money?[and i was like.. moneymoneymoney!!!!] then belle joy was like... Su-Min!!! [dunno why..] so yep. me. treasurer. :)

sheesh. forgot. was about to save my post when i remembered. nicenice dinner. farewell party for my bother. abalone, scallop, duck, crab etc. :D suprisingly. i didn't burst. not this time! :D abalone, scallop, duck, crab. yum.

Damn it!!!! My post disappeared!!!! My nice sentimental post!!!! Arggh!!! pissed!!!! humphhh!

k lar. blog later maybe.

yep. today lessons officially started. but we didn't have lessons though. most teacher spent their time telling us their expectations.

yep. k.. what else. so far... teachers have told us about 2 projects. the chinese and om. .

yep. had pe today. had to run 2 rounds round the track. and jx being the sports captain had to lead! then i run with her lor.. humph!! i where go soo much staminer? finish running wanna puke. sigh. i want to be sporty. :( sigh... but thats the way God made me. so i can't complain. and must forgive mr teh and stuff[ notice i said mr teh!!] ..thats what my pastor said on sun. haha... try harder!!! :)

uh huh... what else... *thinks* yep. went for choir audition lor. super pissed. k. at first didn't want to say back, couldn't think of a song. then jia yun asked me to [i kind of wanted to lar..] so i was like.. k lor.. since zoe was going as well. so i went lor.. with no idea what to sing. so yep.. decided on hist maker in the end.:) nice song lar... just that i'm singing... anyway. went there at 2.50. waited until like.. 5.20? then went into the room to sing. and my voice couldn't come out!! ahhh!!! why??? wasted my whole afternoon!!

yay!! blogging time again!! but *sigh* no one tagged my blog... humph... tag leh.. people!!

yep. ..sometime... i hate the way people treat me.. its like.. as though i'm worth soo...little? like.. sometimes i just feel like jumping out and say hey! i'm here!! i'm alive!! i'm a person too you know!! but.. .yar... oh well!

yep. today was pretty boring. mmm... my sister woke me up from ym sweet dreams again. to go to church. yes. church is a wonderful place. ..but not when you have to wake up early in the morning :( i was like.. huh... ermm... yep. my sister wanted to watch mixue yesterday. so... sigh. yep. after after i was pretty wide awake. found that it was like.. 9? [went for the 10.30 service. and yes. its early.] and i was like.. ahh!!! wake me up sooo early!!! yep. so went to church late [even thogh i woke up sooo early :(] yep. then the last service was still there. so.. wait lor.. yep. worship was nice... nice songs :) then.. had holy communion with my family for the first time. yay!! how [un-]exciting. :D yep. haha.. then sermon... sigh.. wanted to sleep lorz.. finished nearly a whole box of sweets. haha.. but you can't blame mee!

uh huh.. then after that went to auntie molly[my mother's fren] house for housewarming. hey!! their hous is nice leh! damn cool!! then the food was nice also... sugh.. food is all i care about. but i can't help it what.. food is so wonderful and er.. wonderful??? don't wonder why i'm sooo fat. :(

yep. then blarblar.. came home lor.. did some stuff... here i am now.. yay!!

oh yes!! got my archives. all thx to sharon!! *grinz*

k. watching Ju Bao Pen now. typing at the boring parts [no Dicky].

yep. nothing much happened tpday lar. my father woke me up from my sweet dreams this morning telling me that my piano teacher was here. na di was like huh? ..'cos i sms-ed my teacher to tell her to start my lessons next week. then i was like.. tell her i'm tired!! ..but my father just walked off :(

yep. so piano lesson lar. the dunno what to do 'cos i never practice for so long.. but i got my notes there lar. so no scolding:) then i got back my exan thingy also. stupid examiner lar. so super ngiao lor!! first peice and scales praise so much give me three more marks lar! i mean, even if its not that good just give me my stupid marks so i can pass my stupid exam. now i have to do piano for another 6 months just becuase of you! humph!!

k. then what else.... nth much happened lar. watched ju bao pen lor. stupid show lar. bully Dicky. Feel like punching that stupid man's face. then that stupid woman. keep poking and slapping Dicky. wah lao!! wanted to slap her leh!! humph!

yep. what else... decided to go to church tomorrow. dunno why.. think its becuase my sister wanted to watch mixue. tut... so yep. sms-ed belle joy to tell her that i'm not going. sigh... felt soo bad. either late or can't go. haha. sorry belle joy :)

k. what else? had pizza for dinner. yum wah.. but so full. wanted to describe the food. but when i think about it wanna puke *pukes* k. but it was nice lar. arggh!! wanna pukeee!!! :(

yep. then went for a walk with my sisters after dinner. ...tagged along actually.. forced them to bring me :P yep. so we walekd the usual way lor.. past ny. then found that the way was blocked. so walked back. then i think my sister didn't walk enough. 'cos she as like.. lets walk back to minzhi's house[ er.. thats what i heard lar... dunno] and i was j/k.. no! lets walk to evan's house. my sister added backwards. and there we were! walking towars evan's house... backwards! yep. very xin qu leh!! 'cos like.. my oldest sister and me were walking backwards, holding my 2nd sister's hand, who was walking fowards lar. [i know..we looked damn retarded] yep. then my sister walk so fast.. very hard for me to walk. somemore her leg so long... like she walk one step i walk two lor!! so like.. yar. finally reached the top of the hill!! then my sister was like.. Su-Min.. we stand here and wait for you lar. then you run to evan's house and shout "evan!" then you run back to us. ..thats what er-jie suggested. ermm... yar. ok. yep so we walked toward his house and i was like.. i guess its that house.. can't be this [the three houses look exactly alike.. and my sister can't remember which one it is] etc. yep.. so walk lor.. then when we passed the last house my sister suddenly shouted "Su-Min!" and i was like hey!! ..but dun think he hear lar.. haha (: yep. so we walked down the hill. the turned around [the way was too long] then i was like.. imagine if he heard you shout my name.. evan would be damn freaked out lor!! then she was like.. shout belle joy lar! "belly joy! what you going here? huh?? visiting evan?" ..haha :)

first day of school. woke up at 6[with barely 3 hours of sleep]. soo not used to it. back to school again. yep. so waited for the school bus lor. and when it came i was like.. thats my sch bus?? ..haha.

yep. so reached ach around 6.40 or 50. the amphi theatre is now a canteen!! cool man!! like the part that goesn down.. they use boards to cover. ..then jx said that she was afraid that the boards would give way. haha :)

oh. and my mother broke her toe. its gross lor!!! like when i went to open the door she was limping.. then when i looked at her foot it was like.. blood flowing down her toe. like omg!! damn sick!! my poor mummy :(

nth much happened today lar. yep. boring day. watched abit of swk though. yay!! yep. k. had another bbq.. of the leftovers. nvm. its still nice though!! :)

k. what else? hmm... nth much lar. oh yes! today belle joy was at a party. and so was evan!!! arggh!! unfair k!!! humph... sigh.

yep. schools starting tomorrow. I really really don't want to go. but yet.. i feel kind of... excited? Like you know.. seeing my friends, and just school lar. its a nice place. being in sc is really diff from ny you know. yep. but i realised... that next year i will no longer be with my sister... like you know.. no one to talk to me.. help me carry stuff if i need to wear/take off my jacket, twll me to take out the sars form. remind me to brin this and that, wish me good luck and God bless for exams etc... haha.. sounds like shes dead!! nah.. shes off to JC. RJC not bad huh!? my sister!!! haha... :)

May god bless you in everything you do during the New Year!! :)

sigh... just realised that all my cousin [si yu and family] read my blog!! and i was like.. huh??? oh noo!!![er.. hi people! :P] yep. so just wanna ask people who read my blog to tag.. so at lease i know who is reading it. i know this won't really work lar... but try k.. please!! :)

yep. thx :)
ps. cheryl. .i know i'm sorta "copying" you.. but yar. i'm sure you don't mind!! :P

heya! Just wanna wish everyone Happy New Year[eve].

yep. Zoe woke me up at 12[heh.] this morning. And i was like.. not realy playing attention like just yar.. uh huh.. mm. then she was like oy. you sleeping ah? and i was like... yar. then she was like... k lar. go sleep. and i said ok. bye and hung up. haha... i'm mean right... but its best you poeple don't call me early in the morning. when i'm sleeping. (: actually.. it isn't really *that early lar. but just don't wake me up. :)

anyway. the day was quite boring lar. lazed around reading [reading!] until around 4.. then my sister [finally]let me have the tv. yep. so.. yay!! swk!1 here i come!! yep. so started watching. but barely 15mins. then my bro's frens came. so like uh.. ok... then dun care watch lar.. then my brother came [it was the part where the monk fainted] then my bro was like i can't stand that monk. [why?] he is so weak, uselesss, can't tell right from wrong, and he keeps scolding swk. and i like swk!! yay!!! darling brother!! go guy!!! :D

yep. then what happened.. went up to my sister's room feeling really bored... then i was like.. Siyu is coming right? and she was like yar.. think so... then suddenly siyu appeared [hi!] i was like.. huh... speak of the 'devil' the 'devil' is here...

then went to play with squeak... then my cousin was like.. hey.. you got another tv not? i wanna watch ben yue. and i was like. oh yar!!! dicky Cheung!!!! then rushed off to the tv to watch ji ziang ru yi. but shant talk about that 'cos it sucked. people bullying Dicky. humph. :(

then yep. went to eat. [yum] then after that my cousin saw the jttw vcds and was like hey!! jttw!! i wann watch! and i was like.. yay!! the rushed to put the vcd inside. yay!! yep.. so watched.. happy!! :) [finished it today btw] yep. then after that my auntie came and said[ in chinese] wow. this swk is soo cute. hes too cute lar. soo cute.. wasted being swk. [yay!! you go girl!!] then she was like.. do you know whats most attractive about swk? his eyes!! whao!! gd taste man!! i agree!! totally!! Dicky Chueng/swk is just soo mi ren. yep. then after that my cousin [who before said whats so gd about Dicky etc...] was like.. whose this ah? i was like.. swk lar!! then he wa slike.. nooo the actor. oh!! Dicky Cheung? huh??? This is Dicky Cheung??? oh man! looks soo different.

yep. then he wanted to see a pic of him. [ oh yes. then when i said last ep he was like. somemore! i want to watch till the whole journey ends] so like.. ok. then i was like.. wanna see his mtv? yes.. then after a while i was like.. you like him ah? ..abit lar... see!! what 2 eps. of swk can do to you?? yep.thats all for now. and oh! its new year!!
happy new year everyone!!

Reflections.

yep. todays the 30th dec. and after tomorrow, a new year will begin. i guess i want to look back into the year, and see what changes occured. and of course, pick out my bad points and try to improve them in the new year.

changes.
When i compare myself to what i was like when I stepped into sc on the first day of school, i see many similarities and differencees in me. I feel that i have learn alot throughout the year. for one thing... i have grown to love God more. and learnt alot about him. esp since this is the year i got baptised. yep. i learnt to sing with yr heart during praise and worship [k. maybe i'm stupid not to have known earlier... but i never really bothered]. and i actually started talking to God. like. other stuff besides my bedtime prayer... and asking HIm for things. which was something really bad. I also started doing my BSF more regularly. though that still needs to be improved. Yep. and of course, finally devoloped a bond with my church. feel kind of attached to it. and actually look foward to it every week. :) yep. I have also learnt to be more careful, and sensitive. becuase even thoguh i don't realise it.. i might hurt people's feelings... [sorry *you]. and well.. i have been a little more outgoing... and.. much more thick skinned and ego.. haha... believe me Deborah. i wasn't like that last year. [..maybe.. or do my p6 friends have anything to say?]. and maybe... becuase of everything that i've happened, i have matured, and become more jian qiang[?] and..obtimistic. i have also started to bother about stuff...like.. yar. stuff. and my appearance. changed?no? [fatter yes] like.. i bother to push my glasses up. less pimples [still alot though] brushed my hair properly, no bird's nest, clean my glasses daily.. etc... wow. i must have been really gross last year.. *shudders* yep. of course, this is the first time i'm actually doing reflections, and making new year resolutions. so.. poeple reading my blog.. don't laugh at me hor.

Happy Moments
of course, this year had many many happy moments. which was what help me to lived on. [haha.. i wasn't planning on killing myself though] yep. to think of it.. just going to school everyday, spending time with my friends and talking to them was a happy moment. finally making freinds with the people in my cell... esp belle joy... [cos i'm closest to her now] yep. and of course, going for the baptism classes, and finally getting baptised [after finally deciding to forget about waiting until a baptism date falls on 9th april so i can be like Dicky] of course, the many many Dicky shows and news about him. of course. getting all my Dicky Cheung vcds, my swatch watch, etc... and... doing well for the exams and test [though that was few] yep. and all the evan crap. haha... fun irritating people you know!!

unhappy moments
somthing i don't want to think about... so shan't really type much. all the falures i've experiences. in test..and everything/ though they have helped to shape my charecter, it wasn't nice while it lasted. [though for a person like me... it doesn't last very long...] losing my wallet. getting scolded. missing my Dicky shows... etc..

changes to make [new year resolutions]
most importently, to love God more and grow closer to him. start doing qt daily, on top of my bsf homework .concertrate on my bsf hw too. and ask God what he wants to tell me and stuff. apply what i have learnt. talk to God more. love him. be more like him. yep. then.. study harder. pay attention during lessons. do my hw. [all of them]. be a nicer person. don't be late anymore [esp. meeting belle joy] and.. yep. thats all i can think of. oh yes!! save lots and lots of money. diet.

oh yes. found out my class. 2gy with jing xuan and zhi ying.
and evan came back today.

arggh!!!!!1 why do my post alwayss diassapear?
nvm. everyting shall be in point form.

very tired. slept on the bus ride home.
journey there was bad.
missed 171.
waited.
alighted at where i lost my wallet to wait for 14.
bus took reallly long to come [other buses came 3rice]
met a mad man on the bus.
he was mumbling rubbish.
in some unkwon langauge.
to himself
could only make out die and father.
met my auntie.
brought us to eat nice food.
yumyumyumyum
beef noodles, chin chow and char kuey tiao.
fatfatfat
fat
fat
fat
went shopping.
tired.
had more chocolate after dinner.
fatfatfat

K. Today was fun filled and activity packed. yep. but i want to start with last night. yep. stayed up to watch edison chen. yep. and he was cute!! yay!! so.. yar.. drool... well.. it was a dumb show actually. but..nvm... then the female lead. was like.. some nobody.. and yar!! soo jealous!! [well.. my sister was.] yar.. the while i was watching.. [and staring at his face] out of the corner of my eye, at the bottem of the screen saw the words " zhang wei jian" and i was like... Dicky Cheung??? then faster look... but too late lor.. so like. sit there. glued to the tv. cannot leave during advertisments. then finally... saw it. yes. 8. phew manz... saw the advertisment for the show.. then look like him but not sure. show only half the face.. somemore soo fast. thank God i caught it manz!! :D

k. today now. woke up quite late.. the rushrush.. to buy my shoes. then go popular. then ntuc. and in the end.. i was late for church. i think belle joy is quite pissed with me.. 'cos i'm always late. and i really mean always. :( but shw was very nice lar.. didin't really say anything except "hurry up!! the games are starting!!" so.. phew... shes sooo nice!! .but i feel so bad lor. :( yep. so on the way uo she was like.. you know yr cousin was like hey... Su-Min is coming to chursh with you today ah?" and i was like.. yar! how you know? and she was like shes my cousin leh!!! haha..

then after that.. sat down there. then junxu came and said hi [hes not pissed right!?] and belle joy was like. see!! told you everyone remembers you!! and i was like.. hes my cousin!! haha... my and my cousins..

yep. then that uncle henry person was like.. oh.. i see a new face. whats your name? Su-Min. then a few epople turned their head swith like.. huh? look on their faces. so..yay!! maybe they remember me!! :D but.. shirylin wasn't there lor. P( so sad.. looking for her leh.. :(

yep. so like that lar... the teacher [who taught me] remember me lor.. they wre like.. hi! welcome back! [then talking to belly joy] you managed to persuade her to come back ah? then they asked me if i was comiong back. and i was like no.. felt soooo bad saying that lor!! but yar.. i'm not so free.. can't go church twice a week. unless its the hols lar... but well.. this is just a visit... you know..

yep. then went to east coast. quite a far journey. belle joy's father send. [thx :)] yep. i think hes nice lor... yep. then belle joy was talking about evan to me... and she was like.. ask zoe to piss evan off more.... and i was like.. er... evan doesn't hate me enought ah? and she was like... no! evan doesn't hate you! he sadi ready... he likes you as a fren! you know... remember.. he said in the sms that he likes most girls as frens.. except for ****, becuase she is soo rude. wah lao!! i think that was damn mean of him lor!! like. er... is he very polite? and somemore **** is very nice lor... well.. i think so lar... just that shes like.. sort of.. more mature... so don't really go and talk to her [but i do lar] but shes nice lor!! ... yar anyway... he was like.. most girls... and i'm quite sure he hates me.. unless she asked what about Su-Min.. like she did for ****.

yep. so belle joy's nicenice father dropped us off at macs. but it wasn't the meeting point!!! we were like.. ok! macs.. look for them. then cannot find!!! so like... call... then.. must go to the bbq pit. wah lao!! had to walk all the way there!! it was like.. sooo super far lor!! not even at bbq pit 27. and outrs was 11!! like.. really. supeer far. so we were like.. talking lor.. and i was like.. i want a bike!! then started talking about rollar blading... then topic moves to evan[ not my fault!!] and belle joy said that he plays golf. and is damnn good at kit. wah lao1!!! so rish for what!!! somemore his stupid p3 bro is getting a phone. samsung sth.. "better than mine k!" said evan. hey!! i'm sec 1!!! i don't have a phone. sigh.

and my stupid post just dissapeared. blogger sucks. :( yar anyway. yep. so went there lor. first place i went to was the beach. sigh.. i love the beach! like.. the waves splashing onto the sand, the foam, the sound of the.. the feeling of it when the water splashes your leg.. yar. everything lar.. including everyone [including me] screaming. :) yep. then had the bbq. i didn't really help though *blushes* yep. and auntie honey brought her baby [catlin] shes soooo omg cuteee!!! like yar. she kept looking at me and smiling. then everyone says she likes me!! aww.... :D yep. shes really really cute lor. was doing a mixture between "twinkie twinkle little star" and clapping. to me leh!! soo cutee!!

yep. then had the bbq. food was nice lar. then my father suddenly turned up at 7. i was like? huh? soo early? then they were sooo nice lor!!! let me stay longer. went alll the way home leh!! sooo far somemore. *muackies to my darling parents:)* yep. then went to the beach again when it was dark. it was soo nice lor!! b ut pity i missed the sunset :( yep. maybe we were facing the wrong side lar.. 'cos i didn't see the sun. ok... yar. the beach at night was really nice. 'cos you could see buildings really far away. like.. really small. but like.. lights lar. you know.. yar. yar.. so stood there lor. nice.. waves. then a big one came and i was like.. oh no.. what if i get my phone wet? so like.. took it out of my pocket and held it up. then after awhile one wave came, that wet my shorts. so like.. er... lucky i took it out. then gave the pgone to someone to help me take care. like wow. i think its really God who gave me the wisdom. 'cos i really really big wave came, that wet my shirt lor!! so like k.. thank God. :) yep. the had fun playing/ started kicking water. then the boys follow. then they got scolded [ahaha] then we [belle joy and I] kicked at the boys, they the boys also kick. then kicked into belle joy's eye. [ow!!] yep. so they got scolded again. haha. too bad.

yep. then we went back to clear up.. then started chatting. then after auntie honey left, tab started throwing ice at this boy [collin] yep. then cheryl started throwing also. then colin startd throwing at the two of them. then cheryl grabbed the ice box and started throwing. so belle joy and me joined in. haha... then i was like.. splash the water at him!! so she started to empty the ice bags..etc.. but when she wantedf to splash him? ended getting herself all wet. haha.. nvm lar. then my darling father came.. so.. went home lor...


oh yes. then during church right.. belle joy was showing me her fone. like. the namelist. 'cosn she decorated some of the names. like Ñ for n.. that kind of thing lar.. so she was like.. "this one decorative, this one not.. this one decorative" etc.. then when she reached my name she was like look ah! look ah!! this one decorative. decorative ah!! lol.. so funny lor..

yoz!! its me again!! and guess what??? its.. blogging time!! *ignores everyone's sigh and groans*

yep... today.. nth much happened lar. went to church lor.. sat with belle joy and ruth and adeline as usual. yep. and belle joy gave me a christmas prezzie.. aww.. how sweettttt. yar ok.. anyway. i went to church late lar..well. later. so had to like.. squeeze into the row. and 'cos i was wearing hipsters, everytime i bend down can see my back. then there were boys sitting behind. so went i squeezed past ruth.. she pulled my shirt down. then i walked past belle joy.. she pulled my shirt down also. actually... its just my back. whats the big deal. not like anyone's looking!!

yar anyway... nice songs during worship. knew most of them... yay. yep. then jon lo was sitting behind me lar.. then kept kicking my chair. so irritating!! then eveytime I turned around he look like so innocent like that... k lar... i knpw he didn't do it on purpose. but still!! its irritating right!?

yar.. then belle joy and ruth wrote this funny love story. haha.. damn lame. heh.

yar.. then had the letter thingy for nicolette. then i left it on my chair 'cos we had to stand up and pray. then he read it lar. and was like.. Su-minnnn!! hey!! not my fault you read my letter right!!! ..and i can't think of whats wrong with it still. haha.. i'm slow.

yep. and my cousin reads my blog!! and you remember the post where i talked about him?? ..the christmas thing? yar!! and he read it!!! omg!! *blushes deeply* lucky he didn't really say much... heh.

SIGH.

just finished talking on the fone with belle joy.. kinda weird... don't really chat with her on the phone. chatted until her father scold her. heh. felt so bad.. haha.

dear sister.

k lar.. nth much happened today. got anothetr christmas prezzie. mr and mrs country pumpkin... thats gloria and isaac.. ahaha...

missed ji xiang ru yi. taped it though.

saw the Dicky- merry chirstmas thingy. sounded to like like.. lelelala. wo shi ji ziang ru yi de Dicky Zhang wei jian. well.. maybe i was too busy staring at his face?

yep. off to watch qiu tian de tong hua. taixi is cute.. yes *sighs* i admit. :(

kk. free now. so can give you a detailed descrpition of my christmas.

start from the Jtw k? k.. the vcds were my present too btw. yep. watched 2 ep.s the spider spirit one. Nice. [duh?] it was the part where en en falls for swk. and the chicken spirit [ji jing] pretends to be swk and tells enen that he loves her. 'cos its en en's greatest wish. soo sweet!!!

yar anyway. people started coming lor. then had lunch. turkey, ham, sushi, baked rice, potato sth.. chocolate. etc. lovely. :) and talked to my cousins lor. siyu and deborah started telling us about their church and church camps lor.. sounds fun. then my sister and I just sat there and keep quiet.. 'cos we both don't attend the camps and mission trips. heh.

yep. then we went to watch tv lor. and my cousin was there playing with emay[my brother's gf] and we were all so amused.

went to eat somemore. look at photographs.eat. more chocolate. then went upstairs. Lord of the rings!! two towers]. yay.. aragorn was soo cool!! and legolas too i suppose. when he was sliding down the stairs... haha. so.. finished the movie. and went on to "the making off" so nice. apprantly during the running scenes, aragorn had a broken toe, legolas a broken rib and gimly[dunno how to spell] a dislocated knee. thats mad lor!! like yar... mad!! yar! and the toe was gross. yuk.

k. so while watching. we started to open prezzies lor. that was like.. around nine. yep. actually we only had to prezzies to open. from aunties. yep. and i got my wallet. and i was like.. i got a wallet!! i got a wallet!! yay!! i'm so happy!! i got a wallet!! and my sister was like.. yar yar yar.. shh!!!!

yep. so after watching.. we went down and i was like.. i got a wallet!! etc... and my mother was like. your brother gave you a wallet too! and oh! 2 wallets!! and a $35 one too! fropm my brother. how nice off him :) i was so touched. :) yep. so opened that. and now i'm in a dilemma. which one to use?? k. the wallet that my brother gave me was black. leather. quicksliver. with lots and lots of compartments. then the one my auntie gave me was light blue. grey lining. and like... typical op wallet lar. and i dunno which one to use!!
went downstairs and ate the ice cream log cake. yum!! :D

forgot about a present yesterday. given to me in advance as well. in i totally didn't expect a present from her.

emay: the nice bracelet that she made herself. [ horrible!! i can't stand artistic people!!! yes. i jealous. ]
yep. thx!!:) sorry i forgot you.

My last post was incomplete. But this isn't a continuation. Just that I wanna thank everyone for the wonderful presents you all gave me. Cancelled lots of stuff from my wishlist! :D

My parents : the swatch watch and the op pencil case.
My Sister : the wonderful and expensive Journey to the West vcds and nice earrings.
My 2nd Sister : the wonderful DOMD 2000 vcds and the cross necklace :D
My brother : the nice quiksliver wallet :) I need one so badly.
Emay : the nice blue bracelet you made yourself :)
auntie : the nice op wallet :) i need one so badly.
auntie : the money. [money money money...]
2nd auntie : the er.. hook?
Adeline : the cross/ jesus keychain.

yep.. thats all for now... or all i can think off for now. except one. most imp
God for sending his son Jesus Christ. to die on the cross and wash away our sins. :D
yay...
yep. thats all for now.. unless i receive more prezies.. later.. (:

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

hope you enjoyed your chtistmas as much as I did!.. my christmas was not exactly very christmassy... but still. nice.

k. woke up at 11 as usual. then went downstairs and helped abit with the cards. then watched jtw 1 wonderful!! and everyone started coming. so waited until the show finish... then ran off to change lor.

yep. then christmas lunch, yumyum. and talk to cuzzies lor.. too bad sharon wasn't here :( k. very nice food lar. chocolate and stuff.

k. then watched abit of tv. then went up and watched lotr yay!!! until almost ten
then open prezzies lor.
dun feel like typing
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hi!! just wanna wish everyone an early merry christmas. Merry Christmas! And God bless. and er.. do remembet the true meaning of christmas.. it not just about presents. :) wow.. feel so.. "holy" hah.. to bad i'm far from it. nvm.. work harder...

yep. just came back from church. "Darkest Before Dawn" musical. ok lar... though my sister found it like.. horrible. nvm lar... nth new... [heh. dun kill me... you lovvve me!!!]

yep. watched it with belle joy and her malaysian group. ..thoughi sat with belle joy "i want to sit with Su-Min!" aww.. thats sweet! :) but we sat on top though. couldn't find good places. or actually... places. so. kinda blocked ontop.. [as there were people sitting ont he stairs] but could see lar. and apparently my father went to sleep. 'cos he was blocked and was fed up. well, lets just be thankful he didn't go for the 11.30 service.

yep. the rest of the day was boring lar. and erm. what else? oh!! watched swk. yep. the zhi zhu jing one. quite nice... yep. go Dicky!! :)

yay!! finally changed my blog template. nice? yar. i think so too.

gloria woke me up early in the morning. called me. chatted for a while.. then she had to go. yep. then... cheryl bought me a christmas present... but i didn't buy her. how? nvm... get her some earrings... what about the nice ones i've been eyeing? the other nice one went to gloria... so sad... she doesn't read my blog so safe to say... it was a fork and a spoon... arggh!! i want it!!

basically stayed at home the whole day lor... watched two eps. or jtw. boring ep.s ... sigh... can't i even enjoy my swk in peace? its all that stupid monk's fault. :(

watched ji xiang ru yi and tuo qiang shi jie 3. darren lim is a bad man. the situ gong zi. and Dicky is ...cute as usual. but that ji xiang doesn't like him. humph.. mei yan guang... but nvm.. see what happens in the future..or more like.. she will fall for him soon. yep.. ying zi... maggie is a bitch lar... but hah! shes dying soon... muhahaha.. k. so mean. sigh.

Better than life

Better than the riches of this world
Better than the sound of my friend's voices
Better than the biggest dreams of my heart
And that's just the start

Better than getting what I say I need
Better than living the life that I want to
Better than the love anyone could give
Your love is

You hold me now in your arms
And never let me go

You oh lord make the sun shine
And the moon light in the night sky
You give me breath and all your love
I give my heart to you because

I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you
I can't stop falling in love with you
I'll never stop falling in love with you

Glory

Verse 1:
Great is the Lord
God almighty
great is the Lord on high
The train of His robe
fills the temple
and we cry out
highest praise

Pre-Chorus:
Glory to the risen king
glory to the Son
glorious Son

Chorus:
Lift up your hands
open the doors
let the king
of glory come in
and forever be our God

Verse 2:
Holy is the Lord
God almighty
holy is the Lord on high
let all the earth
bow before you
and crown You Lord of all

God is great

All creation cries to you
Worshipping in Spirit and in truth
Glory to the faithful one Jesus Christ God's son

All Creation gives you praise
You alone are truly great
You alone are God who reigns for eternity

God is great and his praise fills the earth fills the heavens and
your name will be praise through all the world
God is great sing his praise all the earth all the heavens
'cause were living for the Glory of your name The Glory of your name

All to you Oh God we bring Jesus teach us how to live
Let your fire burn in us that all may hear and all may see

Holy is the Lord
The whole earth sings
The whole earth sings (x4)

everyday

What to say Lord
It's You who gave me life and I
Can't explain just how
Much You mean to me now that
You have saved me Lord
I give all that I am to You
That everyday I can
Be a light that shines Your name

Everyday Lord I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
That I might come to know You more
That You would guide me
In every single step I take
That everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Everyday, It's You I'll live for
Everyday, I'll follow after You
Everyday, I'll walk with You my Lord

It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday
It's You I live for everyday

Went to orchard road with my mum. Didn't accomplish anything though. yep. but ate nice kaya toast. yum...

yep. bouth the lollipops. and gloria's earings. omg.. i want them!! ..one of them lar. it was a fork and spoon. arggh!! i want it!! then there was another ione.. lock and key. didn't buy that for her though. yep. such a pity i can't wear *that type of earing.. no fair!!!

k.. what else.. came home lor.. watched ji xiang ru yiiii!! yay.. and ying zi!! yep. then there was the joshua ang thingy... yep. the girl won lor.. ming hui sth... yep. i was hoping f1 would win.. shes cute. but nvm lar.. not kim wakerman can ready lar... eeeeee!!!

k.. forgot what i was going to blog about. nvm..

k. went to zoe's church. super malu... 'cos everyone kept saying hi and i was like.. er.... uh huh. so friendly for what.... sigh... crap.

er.. yep. then played games. had to do both! first was the pass the pokey stick thingy.. kinda like.. xing ren gan da kao yen. like.. yar.. pass with yr mouth.. everytime you pass you have to take a bite. i dont even know the people. so was... weird. then later zoe ask if i remember this guy..and i was like who? the guy who you passed the pokey stick to? haha. i didnt remember. so stupid.



next was the zhong ji mi ma thingy. then loser had to eat this digusting thingy. actually mine was ok lar... but i dont eat mustard!!!!!!!!!! gross. then after me was adam. ...he lost lar.. ahaha.... his thing was a disgusting green. then he had to eat last one with the most disgusting green stuff on it. then he ran of. and they were like.. adam!! eat lar!! then he went back and was going to eat it. then he saw it and was like... yuk! then he ran off. yep. then the person showed us the thingy. yes. mustard is good. yar.. in the end he scraped off the disgusting thingy (dunno if i can call it sauce) and ate it. yuk.

then walk up and down and up and down .. played uno.. etc.. then followed zoe home.. go bowl. she treated me!!! so nice!! gloria will be so jealous!! yep. my bowling sucks.. played 2 games... first game.. wah.. front so gd.. like.. 7.. 8.. spare.. then towards the end keep getting gutter-ball. so my "highest score ever" was ruined. then 2nd game.. the other way round. just no spare..

yep. then went to zoe's house. prankcalled ALOT. won't say who.. though they don't read my blog.. they are to find out somohow... :P

yep. then borowed zoe's hillsong cds. went home lor... yay.. so fun.

watched lotr today and it was so.. omg!! like.. ahh!!! so nice!!! i wanna watch it again!! like.. in the beginning i was like.. yawn.. i wanna sleep... then after that was wide awake. yep. aragon was cool. legolas was monkey. :P when he climbed up the elephant. ok... don't kill me. :)
yep... what elose... cried during the movie lor... but only cried once.. then my eye tired. heh. like.. wanna cry but then no tears... :P not like my sister... kept crying throughout. lol.

yar.. what else.. pop corn was gd. ate like... more than half of it :P coke and zapple tasted funny... sigh... back to the movie. yep. dunno what to say... i wanna watch it again. :( won't go into detail 'cos i need to go and bath soon.

yep. then had kfc. ponned tuition.. again. came home. yep. then zoe called. chatted with her for like.. an hour? yep. and found out that i could use to fone on my bed. so comfy!! :D yep. then went to sleep. woke up at like.. 8 ?

yay!! just found out that Dicky isn't getting married nexy year after all!! and hes coming to singapore next year jan. yay!! the world is so beautiful... the air is so fresh!! lala.. :D

haven't blog for 2 days already... 'cos my neice came to visit. she is now bugging me to play lotto with her. which means my blogging session is interupted. SIGH. brb...

Cops were after the Happy Star:

Hong kong tv star Dicky cheung came close to not completing his new drama series Happy and lucky.
"I was Filming in Hengdian in China one day when the gong an (police) came and asked to see me, “ said the youthful-looking 38-year-old in Mandarin.
“I thought, ‘what’s wrong? I didn’t visit any prostitutes’,” he said with a cheeky smile.
The Chinese police, having read reports that Cheung may have contracted Sars during the filming of the series earlier this year, had decided to pay him a visit.
But all that Cheung had was the flu, so the misunderstanding was cleared up, the and filming resumed soon after.
The actor was in town last Friday to promote the period comedy drama, which I a co-production between the Media-works’ channel U and Chinese Entertainment International, a Hong Kong-based production company.
Channel U co-stars Gou Liang and Darren Lim were also at the press conference held at the China Club.
While they said they found it difficult to act with Cheung – “He keeps making me laugh”, Lim complained jokingly—the Hong Kong television veteran had nothing but praise for the two.
“Gou Liang is a very strong partner to act with, “ said Cheung. “He is very articulate, and rarely flubs his lines.”
Describing Lim as a “charismatic villain”, he said , “ His portrayal of his character is different from how people would normally approach it. He was a dignified villain. “
In Happy and Lucky, Cheung again plays a comic role – the sole mail heir of a rich family who champions monogamy at a time when concubines are standard issue.
As fate would have it, he falls in love with two women, Ji xiang and Ru Yi and marries them both.
He also has to contend with a government official who is bent on revenge against them.
Of Singapore, Cheung said, “ it’s a place I wouldn’t mind settling down in future, when I’m not so busy.”
But will he be settling down any time soon?
With a smile, he replied, “ I’m thinking about it.”


Heh. Hope he decides to settle down here. :P

sigh.. don't feel like bloggin today. Dicky Cheung was in the newspapers. my mother woke me up and ten to tell me that. and i like... shot out of bed at once.. of couse.. i went back to sleep after reading the article and woke up again at one. heh.

yep... ying zhi is soo cute and funny. of course... dicky is muuch much better. watched ji xiang ru yi today. nice. but not enough Dicky. :( and i don't like esther kwuan. blar.. yep. but he was still funny and smart and cute... as always!!

btw.. anyone can send me the following songs : word, God is great, History Maker, beautiful, better than life.. and all the other songs we sang at the confrence.. thx :)

yay!!! its blogging time!! *yawns*

yep. went out with my family (except father) for lunch. yumyum. yep. first... went with my mother and sister to buy me slippers. like.. all not nice? ..but needed it quite badly.. so in the end went to heren to get the not-very-nice-but-still-quite-nice one. yep. its pinkish. and to me its quite nice. so i don't care what the rest of the world thinks. so there!

yep. then met my bro and siser at crystal jade kitchen for lunch. and omg... yum. like.. ha gao.. siew mai.. cha shao bso. and ma po sth to fu, and er... stuff. all just as delicious and mouth watering as each other. and mog.. my mouth water... stomach growling. arggh... anyway.. it was wonderful lar. yep.

then went to cold storage. blar. then bought brownies. yep. went home.

then.. watched Dicky Cheung. yum like.. the end if fang shi yu and future cops. *he rocks man!! can't wait for tomorrow!!
ji xiang ru yi!!

History Maker

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break; Kings and Queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it,
I'm living for you

Is it true today, that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise and the blind set free
Yes, it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a History Maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again

Well, it's true today that when people stand
With the fire of God and the truth in hand
We'll see miracles, we'll see angels sing
We'll see broken hearts making history
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Chorus (x2)

Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms

woke up super early this morning to go to church. surprisingly, managed to wake up. yep. worship leader was jared. supposedly very good. but arggh... i miss the fever 100 worship team. so fun.... anyway. yep... felt really sleepy during church. should have gone for the sat service. yep.. after church.. saw nicolette. the cambodia team is back btw. yep... wonder when belle joy and the rest will come back. speaking of which. my bro is coming to singapore today. and yes, Dicky is going back to hk. *super huge sigh*

yep... had duck kuey tiao for breakfast/lunch. yep..then went home and slept. well... ate the duck kuey tiao first actually. but yers. slept.

sister woke me up by telling me we would be going to ikea. yep. so went. bought my clips. then walked around for quite long. ate the chicken wings and a little cake. yum. yumyumyum. it was chocolate btw... [hannah, cheryl and nic if you happen to be reading my bog ]. yep.. then walked around somemore. was starting to miss home when we reached the plants section.bought belle joy her cactus. sooo cute!! but the parsar malam one was sooo much cuter!! sigh.. nvm lar. yep... found out that the thorns are furry and not sharp!! :P

yep. this i must say. about irritating inconsiderate singaporeans. i must say that i'm not the perfect girl and role model. but oh well... lets just say if i'm bad, those people deserve to be shot. [yes. that bad]. yep. first we were standing there at the shop outside ikea. like.. next to the thing seeling food. like..the nice ice cream? yep. i and wasn't even blocking the way k. then this stupid irritating woman like pushed my bag quite hard and just walked past didn't even say sorry lor! whats her problem? no mouth ah? even if i'm blocking the way can just say excuss me right? or at least make a sound of obvious displease like my sister did. wah lao! think you old very great ah? my grandmother older than you k!

then the other time was when i was queueing to pay lar. like.. i was stroking my cactus. then this stupid woman suddenly jerk her hand my and pushed my hand, the one which was stroking the cactus. and like.. even though its not pain if you touch it its pain if the lijke.. press on it right. and i like like "ow!" then that stupid woman still dare to turn around and look at me like what... never even say sorry leh! ****** ***** lar! then there was a thorn stuck to my finger and my sister had to pluck it out for me. humph. stupid *****. then i was telling my sister to say "singaporeans are just so rude" super loud. and she said it.. not *that loud. but i'm sure the woman heard lar. then my sister was like.. you not singaporean ah? and i was like.. erm.... then she was like.. no.. you should say *raises voice* "some singaporeans are just soo rude!" yep. think she heard. hope she heard. but yes. i'm not angry.

k..thats all for now. belle joyis back... i think.will sms her tomorrow. and my brother is coming soon. sigh... think any of them met Dicky in the air port? :P

didn't go to church today. going tomorrow morning. *yawn* anyway.. I missed it. k. no more talking about it. stay happy. yes. i'm happy.

*plasters a big smile on face* yep... now for the joke of the day... week... month... year... centery.. milliunium... Zoe thinks **** is cute!!! wahahahaha... kk.. better not say the name. zoe will slaughter me. wahahahaha... but don't worry zoe. i'll let you see *him on 31st dec if i can. yep... so make sure you don't miss it!!! :P

i'm currently suffering from major depression. Dicky is in singapore! and yet i won't get to see him! sigh... so near yet so far... :(

sigh.. feel like puking. dunno why. anyway.. crap no mood to type. bye.

Sigh.. My posts do not appear. And that lack of tags isn't very encouraging too.

I realise, I don't have patience. patience is a vitue. and is what needing for jigzaw puzzles. thats why.. *** might not be getting her christmas prezie this year. sad right... BUT my wnderful sister saved the day. so she might be getting her present after all!!

saw the advertisment for the imm thingy. heard my heart breaking into a million pieces.

Su-Min would like to once again remind you not to mention Dicky to her. it breaks her heart. :(

sigh.. i'm really depressed now... :( Dickys coming to singapore and i think i won't get to see him :( really really sad lor... :( so if nay of you have to time. please go to imm this sat at 3. get his autograph for me aqnd tell him about me. thx.

wait... i wom't give up!!! PRAY AND TRUST GOD!! Hes going to help me see Dicky!!

Dear Lord,

As you know, Dicky Cheung is coming to singapore this fri. and he will be in imm on sat at 3. Lord, i pray that you will let me see him, as its my greatest wish. i know that it is hard.. but nth is impossible for you. Thank you Lord!
in Jesus' name i pray, amen!

yay!! done!! now all i have to do is trust Him and wait for a miracle!! yay.... *sings 'i walk by faith"

yeppie... feel much better now.. thank God :D

i'm [still] listening to Dicky Cheung. and omg.. i just realisedhow much i miss him!! like.. his beautiful voice...and everything! like.. i was singing at first.. then i heard his voice and realised how much i miss it! So i like.. forced myself to stop singing... and i am now sitting here quietly listening to him. sigh... i soo love him!! any feelings of him that has dissapeared is now back. ohh Dicky!!!!!

Sigh.. Yesterday's post didn't come out. Don't know why.. nevermind, nothing happened yesterday anyway! yeppie.. Don't know why I'm typing this too. Maybe 'cos i'm bored. yeppie.. Listening to "xin tu" know. Lovely song. Lovely voice. Lovely singing. But most of all. Lovely... Singer!!! Don't you love him the most? *muax!!* *envelopes Dicky with kisses* *Dicky ermerges 2 mins later full of lip stick marks on his face* er.. ok.... i'm abit mad...

ok.. Taking quizzes as well... As you can see. i'm soo innocent... child's kiss.... ok. anyway.. just finishing enjoying 2 wonderful ep.s of jtw1. so i'm bored now. sigh...

yepyep... the song has just changed. "shen ti jian kang" gloria's fav song. ..from this album lar. mines "xin tu" .but the "shen ti jian kang" mtv damn sad... cried when I watched it. ..and heard that it was very xing ku to film it to... sigh...poor Dicky... i'm pretty stupid... i just realised that if i blog and take quizzes.... i can't post to quiz on... unless i wait and ..yar... or what? nvm.. i'll think of sth! ok.. just did. opened another window :)

ok.. back to swk. [omg... Dicky really sings damn well!!] yep.. finally got over the crap of the stupid monk taking in disciples[disciple!! ahh!! :P]. ok lar... not crap.. but its really boring!! (defination of boring :no Dicky/sun wu kong) sigh.. i miss the qi tian da sheng sun wu kong monk... cuter :P not so irritating and usless... ok.. anyway... the first trial and the "meng mo" one. and..quite boring.. 'cos very little Dicky. sigh.. theres going to be this damn sad part where swk nearly dies. but.. not there yet lar... will save my tears for later..

ok.. finish 2 songs... xu xu shi shi. now onto gu du bu ku. sigh.. i'm just typing crap arn't I? just trying to past time. but..what to do? i don't feel like writing my story. sort of given up ready. ..don't feel like thinking and no ones reads it anyway. ..not that anyone actually READS my blog... but... i don't really have to thik when i write this soo...

hmm.. should i give you a little of joseph's crap??? what about this? DICKY CHEUNG RULEZ 4EVA and so do I yay!!! Dicky(and I) rule forever and ever and ever and ever.... muhahaha!!! er... relax... k..wait.. nice song coming up... *sings* ..too low...

k.. don't feel like taking quizzes anymore... busy singing... SHHH!!!

today sems really boring.. compared to the last four days. sigh.. miss my church :( ok.. i'll be going tomorrow... but thats different. the worship team will be different [:(] the speaker will be different and everything will be different... sigh... the conference was so super fun!! why did it have to end? well.. yes.. the people HAVE to go for theirmission trips.. but still! :P

ok... actually today wasn't really THAT boring.. just that its er.. more boring than yesterday?..i dunno.. like.. when you come back from a holiday and have a fun day.. but you rather be overseas having a "funner" time? ok... i suck at this.. lets just get back to my day.

er..went to replace my ez link card (finally). so went to take pictures.. which was.. sucky.. 'cos i didn't smile properly and my eyes were soooo small[ ok.. smaller than small?] 'cos i haven't really wake up yet. but nvm.. at least it was nicer than the last one which totally sucked then my mother and sister came.. and we went for lunch at this weird place. had mee pok which was really nice :) ..but i didn't finish it... dunno maybe.. maybe it was becuase of the freaky cat which was staring at me.. it was like.. staring straight at me... and i stared back.. and i still stared. then i looked away and look back... and it was still staring at me.. happened a few times..then i loked away for a longer time.. and looked back and got a shocj k. it moved closer to me and will still staring!! arggh.. freaky! and i screamed then i got out of my chair and hid behind my sister.. then the cat went off :)

yep.. then went to artfriend and popular 'cos my sister wanted to buy stuff to make her christmas cards.. she wanted to be creative this year...

uh huh.. then went to Bouna Vista Mrt to get my card replaced. yes! my ez link card! finally@@ no more standing infront of the bus trying to explain to the bus driver why i don't have a card fumbling over chinese words! no more filling my wallet with coins jsut go to church! no more digging the wallet for 5 cents just to take the bus! i have my ez .link card!! k fine... i'm mad.... but i have a msg for everyone. i'm not cheena!!! ok.. but maybe i am.. but you don't all have to speak to me in chinese!! arggh!!!

erm.. came home.. watched 2 ep. of jtw!! ahh!! swk!!!! i love you!!! oh Dicky :)

hello... in a really good mood now.. church was damn fun... like.. i was starting to get in a "high" mood.. and we were likie screaming and cheering and laughing and singing at the end.. sooo fun!! but like... so sad its the last day lor... i would want to go everyday if i had the choice :)

ok.. lets start at the beginning of the day.. er.. nth happened at that time. just that i was desprately trying to contact belle joy.. but..couldn't lar and i was like.. how? do i go for dinner not? how?? in the end.. decided to be DAMN thick-skinned... and i sms-ed belle joy n said if you ddon't reply me i'm just going with you for dinner... and i went..so..hee :P now you all know that you must reply my sms-es or you might find yrself stuck with me for a few hours! [i will pity you but.. who cares?:P]

er... went to church. like.. sat there all alone..couldn't find belle joy... then tab came and i was like tab!! company!! so.. we accompanied each other for awhile... she was wating for i sister and i was like looking for belle joy... and like yar.. her sister turned up. ok... then tab invited me to join them if wanted to.. but belle joy called. yay!! company! so i like.. walked out of church... er evan!! :P then blar blar... finally found belle joy... waited with her then Joseph appeared erm.. full of crap again :P can't really remember everthing... but evan if i do.. erm.. you don't wanna know k. oh.. then i showed belle joy my Dicky pic.. and joseph took it and was like... hey! this is the wei xiao bao right?! yes! hes the one with 8 wives... "7!" 8 including you lar... ok... :P

erm.. then belle joy started sms-ing evan.. like.. what should i[her] eat? and he was like.. char kuey tiao!!! yay... comment intrest ;) ..but the stupid queue was soo damn long... so.. didn't know what to eat.. waited somemore. then belle joy[still sms-ing evan] was like.. Su-min.. do you have anything to say to evan? erm... Dicky rulez. and she typed "evan rulez" SIGH.. and he was like.. tell and thank you and er... haha... (this part will continue later). but oh.. his damn mean leh... erm.. maybe not so nice for me to post it here.... but ..yar. ok.. in the end.. bought hokkien mee. which turned out to be. nice! then went back to church..then belle joy's phone had no more battery so borrowed mine lor... [don't sms so much ah! this phone is my sister's] erm... then she sms-ed evan saying that she borrowed my phone and he was like.. how many phones or no.s does she have? this no. is different you gave me! hm...

then went downstairs... saw joseph and evan.. joseph was asking what the last nsg was and belle joy was saying lar.. then i saw evan was there so purposly say very loud to joseph "and i didn't say evan rulez! i said Dicky!" hope he heard... haha.. :P
then belle joy was like "she uses her sister's phone and her mother's phone and her father's phone..." "why can't she use her own phone?" [evan] sigh.. i want a hp!! uh huh... alot of crap lar... 'cos joseph was there... don't think i'll list every detail.. and i still have alot to say... :P talkative.. yes i am.

erm. in the santuary... couldn't find seats!! ..in the end had to sit near the boys.. right behind isaac... and in row infront of his was evan's. yep.. so gloria-ed abit.. then before offering belle joy spotted some seats.. like.. 3 rows in front.. and it wasn't taken!! then offering.... then sermon started ready.. the 3 of us ran to the frontto sit. DAMN XTRA!! anyway.. i was.. 1 row in front of evan and 2 seats away. then started copying notes.. and i flipped to the back and wrote "Dicky rulez" and belle joy took itand showed it to evan. hmph.. [oh yes.. 4got to mention... joseph was like.. can you like evan back not? you always talk about Dicky leh! when you like evan never talk about him so much.. haha
the worship was gd.. as usual. so sad.. its the last day!! arggh!! yar lar.. don't feel lke typing anymore..

don't really feel like blogging today... i don't likr jonathan lo:( [and isaac:(] er.. what else? church was fun.. i really really want to go for the day pne as well. too bad i didn't sign up :(

whatsed 2 ep. of jtw1 today. happy :) watched ep.2 and "the making of" which turned out to be quite borher laugh.���������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������������

erm.... woke up at like.. 8 for some strange reason. Hungry.:( so.. ate a nonya zang. nice :)

decided to get started with my jigzaw. Realised that i suck the puzzle iserm.. weird? like... same colours and everything.. kinda like my sister's one.. but easier. So.. gave up after a while. :(

Went into the living room. Ooh!!! what do i see? huh huh? My new Jtw1 VCds! ok! that made my day.so.. sat down.. decided to watch 1(just 1) disk. Debated between "the making of" or the first ep. choose the first ep. dunno why.. just kinda feel like watching... you really get to notice more and more stuff as you grow older... or er.. sth like that.. :S yep.. it was nice... jsut that not enough Dicky :(

yep.. then crap crap... went to church... saw evan... blar blar. queued at the char kuey tiao stall for like.. 20 mins? and went home bringing the wonderful aroma of char kuey tiao with me... one can never have enough of char kuey tiao... sigh.. i'm soo fat:( *poke*

yep.. thats all i think.. (still) muackies to my darling sister for buying me the JTW1 vcds :D

Finished watching DIF4. arggh!! its sooo sad!! Xu Fei is a jerk :( i hate him.:(