I love God! hes sososososo amazing! today He showed me another miracle! okok. heres what happened.

i need to study for geog but have no time. but decided to do my fasting thing anyway. etc.etc. so then i realised i need to look for my chinese oral thing! becuase

1. i might get one more mark which gives me a higher chance of passing
2. if i have sth missing from my file she will "kuo hen duo hen duo fen" which basically means i cant pass!

so i freaked out cos i have alot to do. but basically that worksheet is like. no where! so i prayed reallyreallyreally hard. and tried my best to remove all doubts. and then when i was doing my fasting thing, there was just this voice in my head, telling me to go look in the chinese folder of my file. but when i was done and went to look i didnt bother cos i practically emptied my entire file looking for it. so i dug out all my old worksheets and looked through the entire stack. but it wasnt there! and i just kept hearing the voice telling me to go look in my file. so i said one last prayer and took out my file. and when i did, i suddenly remembered when i was looking all over for my maths worksheet, and found it in my file the second time i looked. so i flipped to the chinese folder and was about to empty it when there it was! right on top of everything! ahhh!!!!! Praise the Lord!! ilovehimilovehimilovehimilovehim. <3.>

pasar panjang cadbury song.

wouldnt it be nice to have a rip rap [breakwater]

mounds of soil [enclosed] in a geo synthetic [filter] cloth

to prevent the escape of the sand

and three layer of compacted rock

increasing in size from the inner most layer

absorbing energy and reducing erosion!

wouldnt it be nice!

oh wells. sonic fest is all over now. and im still alive. so maybe missing it isnt so bad after all. hm. but i really really wish i went. and evan got planet shakers and sonic flood's autographs! and he was supposed to get youknowwhos autograph for me but i guess he didnt see him. butbut. ruth says shes gonna try get it for me next week! actually tamago also said she'll help me get it come with me to get it so maybe i'll end up with like a gazillion. hahaha yeaa right. hm. maybe im treating him more like some star than a person. i realised ive been doing it for * last time. that made me feel really really bad.


you know. i never though this was possible but i think i kinda miss chua poh leng. like. oh my goodness! i wish she would come back soon soon. even meybe next year. but i guess she probably wont. i would have prayed and waited for a miracle. but then that would have been really really selfish.


church was not bad. the sermon was good although i didnt really understand it. (: the place was really empty without all the youths! oh well. i thought no one would be there but then i was wrong. haha. im not the only one! (:

today im happy. im happy because i grew! yes. i was so happy that when mrs deslver told me my height i didnt even say thank you. i screamed and jumped [yes. jumped!] away and announced my new height to the whole world. (: so now when someone asks me my height, i can proudly say 157. instead of the old, pathetic 156.5. although to think about, 157 isnt really something i can be proud of. oh wells. i believe that this is just the start of my growing process. i shall continue praying and trying out whatever might help in the increase of my height. and hopefully, this shall, in time, lead to my very-delayed growth spurt. hurhurhur.
note to my body: if you continue growing[please do], please only grow at the legs. prefebly slightly over 10cm. the body can grow maybe three. or maybe 12:1? then my legs shall me nice and long and beautiful and in propotionate to my body. (:


oh yes. of course taking height and weight isnt always wonderful. becuase i freaking grew fatter! yes! i put on 0.1kg! ahhh!! like how horrible is that. or maybe i can just bluff myself and say its the bones. although i think its more of bluffing myself im the weight they showed becyase it was with an empty stomach. bahh.


ok. so after the long crapshit about my height and weight, i am proud to say that my hair can be tied! yes! i shall soon be able to hide all the horrible split-end like [note the word like] stuff aticking out all over the place like some peice of shit. however, the ponytail is still beyond short and i shall have to wait a month or two before i can wear ot out of my house. so meanwhile, just bear with the grossness !! ):

yes i did it! freaking happy! (: who remembers the last last time i went jogging with my sister? yea. i gave in and started walking around princess of wales [?] road, and walked all the way home. but not today! hahaha. i think my stamina improved! i only walked for like. 20m. before nanyang. and then i ran home again! SuMIn is really proud of herself!


andand. praise the Lord! this is a summary of what He has been doing for me and maybe it will hit you and you will be astonded. ok. how sucky i am at my studies needs no explanation. and the results will say the rest! emaths: 15/25 amaths: 19/30 chem: 20/40 [freaking passed!!!!!!] physics: 23/35. and that might not seem good to you but think of my standard la. and how difficult the tests were. (:
oh. and the freaking thing is i got 30plus for my physc CA2. butbutbut! my mum didnt scold me! i was expecting murder or something. but she just said aiyoh! and ok. and then she even said. nevermind. i wont be on yuor report book what! and when i said i would she said. oh. is it? ohohoh i lovee her! (: [and God]


miss sie's leaving again. thats pretty sad although she hates me. :/ i mean. whats wrong with taking a little longer to find my worksheet? ok fine. it should be like. there. and everyones is. but itsnot my fauly im disorganised/not a good finder. and i dont believe i didnt even make a little progress this term. becuase i know i tried.

im freaking fat! ahhhh! i realised ive been stuffing myself like a freaking fat bitch for the past week. and now its time to stop. only of course its never so easy. gr. our body should be made so that it loses all its fat once you run 1k. then everyone will be all nice and skinny and booootiful! speaking of which. hahaha. long or short?


hahahaha. i just talked to gloria. she thinks im wonderful cos i remembered when she came back. actually i thought she came back like. a few weeks ago. hahaha. she thinks im super tyco. eh thats called smart la!


i think im hooked onto the julian cheung show!! i find myself thinking of it all day. and its one of the few things that make me look forward to weekdays! i mean its just too too nice. i want to vcds.


loving my cadbury ringtone! (:

i have a sudden urge to leave my hair long. i dont know why but i just wanna try it out! past experience tells me that its a bad choice and i'll look terrible. but i mean after learning how to take proper care of my hair, and looking all different from last time, this might just turn out fine! moreover, if it doesnt turn out i'll just go for a good haircut and the hairdresser will be able to anything he/she wants with my hair. there be no restrictions! so what do you think?
[ps. if your reading this will you just please tag an answer cos its gonna be super embarassing if no one does and i'll just have a impersonate someone and pretend]


today was pretty boring. oh i had two ice creams! ben and jerry and potong! red bean. hahaha. i wanna learn body combat. jia yun join me!

You have my heart
And I am yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power


And everything You hold in your hand
still you make time for me
I cant understand
Praise you god of earth and sky how beautiful is
Your unfailing love unfailing love
unfailing love
and you never change god you remain the holy one and my unfailing love
unfailing love


You are my rock the one I hold on to
You are my song and I sing for you


And everything You hold in your hand
Still you make time for me,
I cant understand Praise you,
God of earth and sky How beautiful is Your unfailing love
(unfailing, love unfailing love)
And you never change,
GodYou remain the Holy One and my unfailing love
(unfailing love)


(unfailing, love unfailing love)

this songs so beautiful! (: I love it. <3>

lalala. i went to a durian party! some durian by the park. :/ the durian was gooood. but the satay was better! i think i ate like a gazillion. fat hope. probably only 7. but it rawked. seriously. we went to ask for the contact. 40cents a stick!


then i went to church myself so i wouldnt be late. belle joy is freaking deaf. [oh happy belated birthday] i called and called her from across the street and was waving like crazy and she didnt even hear/see! and then she kept asking how her hair was. hahaha. belle joy i think you're becoming worse than me! like. seriously! at least im only showing off my tan! hahaha. kidding. but i have no idea what to get you!


hm. tamago. we shall go get autographs next week ok! hahaha. then maybe you shall see the contacts and agree that my taste is wonderful although i dont only go for outward beauty cos im nice and clever and wonderful. hahaha. so there!


oh yes. city bank didnt invite edison chen. or any of my boyfriends. i was counting on that. and then i'll take a picture with them and jingxuan can stop trying to steal them from me becuase their so obviously mine and guys are not your boyfriends simply becuase you say so! i mean they really have to be your boyfriend before you say they are your boyfriend. understand?


if i ever own a beetle i'll paint the top red with a black stripe in the middle. then i'll paint the fton black with a red stripe. then i sides will be green with three broken black stripes on each side. then i'll add black spots on top. so when i offer to drive someone and they say ewwwww SuMIn you own a beetle! i'll say no way!! thats a ladybug! cant you see? (:

its amazing. how i am awed by God again and again as i know more about Him each day. He amazes me. the way He answers my prayer so well. i never realised iti love Him. Hes just so wonderful. (:


im going for a durian partee!! and theres gonna be Macdonalds. im gonna get all fat! (:

i hope that comes out.


I ran today! on the school track! after like a gazillion years. im gonna start getting fit again i tell you. and getting sicks not going to stop me! haha i ran like 12 pathetic rounds. i was planning fifteen. but then i decided to just not kill myself. haha. i mean i just had my breakfast! haha. it was pretty fun though! especially when you know its the only thing that will warm you up when you're freezing. although you only begin pespiraring[whatthhell] after the fifth round. ok. let me describe it in detail.
the first round i was wishing and wishing in my head that tara would go away. hahaha. im sorry. but she appeared out of no where!
i spent the next three or so rounds praying. or talking to God. however you put it. but it wasnt really sucessful becuase i was planning to do it the entire time! haha. it was not bad. although i didnt really listen out.
the rest of the rounds i was singing in my head. it was goood. haha. i even clapped when it was time to! oh. except the 7th and 8th round. where i was going seven..seven...seven.. and eight...eight..eight... respectively. (: then at the last 50m of my 9/10th round felicia came and join me! and we jogged and jogged until denise joined us. but she only jogged 3/4s cos she only "wanted to get rid of her cramps. " hahaha. tothink about it felicia was pretty nice cos she had to jog slowly with me. i think she thought i was doing my actual 2.4 heh.


i love do it! and my happiness is all red and pwetty now!

watching the nike ad while running can be very motivating! (:


om the com lab now. and im freaking bored cos this thing doesnt have msn. and im all alone with keating becuase we're the only stupid people in the group! everyone elses gone to hip. or whatever its called.



yawnnnnnnn.

give me back my happiness!

my calves just experienced a slight burning sensation. it feels kinda nice. but its really weird! i hope it just means its burning fat or something. hurhurhur.


you know. what saddens me most when i try to tell others about christ is not when i get rejected. or, as in a certain someone's case. suddenly appear in a world where eating noodles requires full concentration. but its when they dont understand whats gonna happen to them muchmuch later, and dont wanna find out becuase they dont care! maybe its just me being my lousy self, or maybe its becuase i didnt pray hard enough. but something tells me i should just rejoice in the Lord because the seeds of salvation was sowed. (:


oh wells. i was craving tang yuans real bad today. all thanks to zoe's open sesame joke. well. whats good is that i actually got to eat it! i ate four! (: (: hahaha. the moment i got home i called my mum to buy some for me. although by the time i ate it the craving kinda subsided. but still! i love black sesame tang yuangs! maybe some day i shall just try the paste thing. just heard of it today! (:

my happiness broke. into five peices. gr. am I sway or what. i was its virgin wear. and i barely wore it for in hour! then plonk. and it was in two peices. then an hour or so later. zoe looked at it [after trying to fix it] and then plonk plonk plonk there was five peices. now i give up on any hope of its ressurection.
but it was pretty funny though. it was before flagraising after i was showing it off to everyone. [zoe had some hillsongs united band but of course mine got the attention(: ] and then jing xuan asked to look at it. and just as i just trying to take it off she said "hey its not very nice you know."
and i said" but i will be after im dont with it!" and just when i said that sentence i was about to "peel" of the strap and the whole thing crumbled.
and jing xuan was like. "hahaha. when you're done with it."
oh wells.


so then today i wasnt really concentrating on anything becuase i was budy thinking of my happiness. i mean its gone like that! and its barely lasted a day! lucky my swatch watch has lasted and given me my happiness when i needed it or i would have lost total hope. :/

oh guess what? they showed remember the titans last night! around ten or eleven. hahaha it was really a pleasent surprise! cos my dad was watching tian long ba bu and he switched channels. for some reason i turned my head around and decided I watched it before somewhere. so i asked my dad what show it was and he said he didnt know. but then just at that moment the title flashes across the screen --remember the titans!


hehe. i watched it just for memories sake. honestly i have no idea why all of us were so obsessed over sunshine. i mean it was such a small role! hahaha. i still remember gloria found sunshine goodlooking! (:


finally went for the paranakan buffet again! [everbody say yay] but then i realised it isnt that nice after all. oh wells. didnt really eat much again. which was . hm. quite sad. but then i didnt find the food that good after all1 oh but i had 6 durian puffs [or was it five] it was rad. i loved it! hahaha. cant wait for next week! (:


oh. and we discovered all our birthdays are clumped together. which isnt good becuase you eat all the buffets and nice stuff at one go! so we decided that everyone should pick one month and we can have sth nice once a month! so thats 10/12! and if you include erm. holiday specials its gonna be sth nice each month. so much less fattenting huh. [i'll take october!]


wanted to go watch baybeats today. since my sister wanted to go for the pushcart earrings anyway. but then we shopped and shopped and before we knew it it was time to go home! oh wells.


i've gotta start losing weight. reading about an anorexic girl somehow makes me feel so much fatter.

sometimes it makes me wonder. am i ever gonna meet such wonderful people? but then i must remember, im not everyone in the whole world. im not making sense.


went to cell today. had to miss youth service! grr. i hate missing youth service! and when i heard im missing next weeks and that the week after next is healing service i started to get all depressed. i mean thats three freaking weeks! but ive got it all cleared up so im going next week. yay. (: and if you are saying now that i dont care about church and the only reason im going is because he is there[especially you tingwei!], im telling you that you are wrong! becuase hes probably somewhere else practising for sonic fest and knowing that. i still reallyrealy wanna go for youth service. not everything about church is about him. theres worshipping and the sermons and of course Gods prescense. so stop saying i go to church for him alright!

in cell today we started talking about the rapture. and death. and the 2nd coming of christ. gr. it sounds all so close now and that scares me. i mean thinking of the possibitly that i'll be left behind freaks me out. what if im not strong enough? what if one wrong decision makes me betray christ? i dont want to. but yet. will I love God even when im tortured? will i still be able to praise HIm and love Him and trust in Him? gr. i'll never know until im tested. so i guess i'll just have to wait. and hope it never comes.



hm. i dont like the way i write. haha. blogs are no fun. becuase i wanna say something but yet i cant becuse if i do, everyone will know by monday and i cant show it off! gr. so yea.


went to wake me up music today to look for pastor glenn. the sonicedge tee shirts are for sale! oh goodness i never knew that! i shall buy it sometime. (: hahaha. and apprantly the sonic edge guy does know that there was such thing as the sonic edge limited edition watch becuase he gave me this strange look and said theres no such thing. later when pastor glenn came out and asked why we looked so scared. i mean obviously we would! he bounced out of no where and suddenly said "hello!" hahaha. it was so stupid. cos he gave me the watch and was like. "isnt it so cool?" and i was like "yea" [haha. note the size represents loudness and enthuism] and then he was like "come on! dont you think its cool? say its cool!" so i was like "yea it cool." hahaha. well it wasnt really my fault. [besides kinda doing it on purpose. :P] and it also wasnt my fault that halfway when he was talking i stopped looking at him. i was distracted by an umbrella. winkwink.

happy birthday!

yay. my er jie is 18 today. (: now she can buy wine and buy beer and learn to drive and erm. donate blood without parental consent. (: hapy birthday erjie!!!!!!!!! (: (:


ok. today was fine. hm. i was pretty tired cos i couldnt sleep last night. :/ but i played squash. and ive mastered my backhand! oh. and you know what ive just learnt in squash like today and on tuesday?

• ive been holding my racquet wrongly
• ive been hitting with my wrist, instead of with my shoulder.
• i dont swing my hand
• i dont lift up my hand early enough
• what else.

oh wells. thats pretty sad right. i mean ive been playing squash for three years already! oh wells.

hahaha. yest shun yee and I were being damn lame during physics. apprantly she wasnt in the mood to do experients. and she got damn high. she her highness made me lame with her! hahaha. like. in the end we did the experiment together. like. its suposed to be individual. hahaha. but we got the wrong answer anyway. so we just changed it! :/ haha. then she started talking about spiderman and batman and she started asking why theres a spiderman and batman but no cockroach man. so we started planning out cockroach man! ie. its enemy and its powers hahaha. okok. i shall come up with a story now. (:

cockroachman flattened his body as best as he could, circling the erm. badguy villian. all ready to attack. this was the moment! he swopped down at the villian's face, delibretly brushing his wings against it. a large claw-like thing attemped to squash him, but cockroach man escaped! he swooped down and saved the victems, who were then frozen from fear. he brought them to safty, but that as not all! out of nowhere, cockroachman's worst enemy appeared-- Mr BAYGON!! cockroachman shrivelled in fear, its legs kicking the air. but not for long! before mr baygone managed to spray him with his smelly salivia, cockroach man flew back into the air, and streched out his hands[ this is his weapon la. like spider man got spiderweb] a brown mess appeared from the centre on his plam, getting larger and larger, until it finally attached to the wall. it was a cockroach nest!! billions of nymphs crawled out of the nest, covering nearly every area of the ground. but this did not scare mr baygon! he simply hissed at them, his smelly salivia spraying the roaches. causes them to writhe and pain, and gradually, die. alas! cockroachman had been hit by the salivia too! there, he lay on the ground, tears forming in his eyes as he realised he would no longer be able to help cockroachkind. ..though they wernt at all kind. his legs gave a finaly kick, before he lay still on the cool ceremic tile, dead. who ask him to be so kaypoh. try to listen to what mr baygon was hissing?

ok la. that was a peice of shit. i think so too.

hello! hahaha. i cant believe it! i think im getting quite sick of the internet! hahaha. like real. but i think im now able to live my day without relly thinking of it. unlike last time where i use to spend like. 2 hours on it. haha. thats good. (: credits to julian cheung [and guo ke yin maybe] for being so goodlooking! (:


ohohoh. and praise the Lord! yesyes! again! isnt that He just sososo wonderful!? yay. i mean my maths was like kana sai. and i didnt like. understand my sister thought i was hopeless already. [but she still tried patiently. (: ] butbut i managed to do it! as in. attmept all the questions properly. not like what happens narmally on a maths[this kinda thing only happens for maths tests. and maybe chinese] test. and i did a question in one minute! that was amazing cos i skipped it since i didnt know how to do it. (: but yet! one minute! praise the Lord! ..i happly await my results. unlike emaths :/


you know. i have no idea why im sharing testimonies on my blog. since no ones reading it. oh wells.

wow chem was a killer. so was chinese oral. but once again, im putting everything in God's hands. i mean i have seen how he worked already how watching 5 mins of news on a month or so can actually apply to what they asked during oral. i mean.. coincidence? ..i think not! (: soso yep. i think i got an assurance from Him. but...im not sure. :/


oh after like how long i finally realised which guys are out! [as in. which face matches the name] gr. derrick! i mean hes like the bestlooking of the lot and his voice is not that bad anyway. how can he be voted out!? oh wells.


i think julian cheung is goodlooking. hahaha. its like im looking forward to 11 everyday for my show. thats like. not good. ..emaths. how!?

my lifes like a peice of shit-- all brown and long. no actually its becuase it sucks. [no im not gonna say then it should be a straw].


gr. im not happy im not happy im not happy! seriously. i could have killed myself. but then i realised i would die. so i decided it wasnt a good idea. [:/] oh wells. and its not only dying. it hurts. and i dont wanna suffer pain in any way. and it might leave a scar. and i'll die with a scar. or if i drink detergent it might stain my throat or intestine or whatever and then it wont look pretty. and then when i get cremated i'll be polluting the enviroment. and thats cos good becuase the polar ice caps might melt and some countries might be submerged under water. and then i would need a coffin and the trees will get cut down. but then. all these dont matter. what matters most is that you all will miss me. and you will cry. (:



ok. so anyway. church was nice as usual. haha. being an usher is so freaky! i mean althought i didnt really do anything. but still. haha. ohohoh he was there. (: and sonic edge lead worship!! yayyayyay. i like it. (:


sigh. my sisterS know now. :/
i AM a potential mugger! (:
even belle joy agrees.

i wanna go for sonic fest. i want i want i really do!


haha my brad pitt is so irrestable. haha. teachers always stop and look at it whenever they walk past. its happened twice already! both of them find him appealing in some way or other. (:


hm. today miss chua showed us this video about a girl who got disfigured in a car accident. only it was muchmuch worse. she wasnt just disfigured. her face melted and she had to go for 50operations just to stay alive. i dont know. but watching the vidoe really touched me. im not going into the whole thing about how we all complian about ourlooks blabla but shes just so happy. it sounds so cliche. but thats kinda how i feel. shes just so strong and.. wonderful. but what touched me most was how she forgived the guy so realidy, especially when she hugged his mother. i mean. im always talking about wanting to be more christ-like. but yet. compared to her im just a peice of shit. and shes only human! even though her face melted in the fire and she was totally disfigured. i think shes beautiful. more beautiful than anyone i've seen.


ok. that was still cliche.


one last thing. i can catch squash balls!

i wonder what will happen if i find out my teacher had spilled half a bottle of water on my essay. fortunately, students now are all smart enough to use waterproof pens for exams. but then, sometimes the teachers arent! (:


its all about priorities.

today i went out with my mum and my sisters and my brother. (: wow. thats practically a family outing! if only my dad went too. oh well. we had jap buffet. (: im beginning to think buffets are a waste of money because i get full so quickly. but at least i know when to start on the dessert! (:


so yea. the tempura was nice. i had two! (: come to think of it, two isnt enough. oh wells. what else did i eat. hm. nothing really memorable. oh the chocolate thing. and some pudding. oh goodness. they were good! especially the weird pudding thing. cant remember what it is. but it was sour. (: and the candyfloss machine was closed! for dinner only. grr. i really wanted that.


bought a black polotee. despite adeline asking why im always in black. [i only wore black twice!] i think blacks my colour. (: im gonna get a pair of black heels. then i think im done with black. hahaha yea rightt. but then again, i might be. cos well, im me!


i dont wanna go to school tomorrow! whines.

veryvery high heels. (: [not the ugly one though. this is quite nice. (:]

went out with my family today. apprantly for claypot laksa but it was sold out! yea the one at KPTkopitiam hahaha. i had hokkien mee. it was not bad. but i think queenstowns one is nicer. yes. buy from them. the uncle is nice and it tastes good too! and they also give you alot of prawn/sotong and only charge you 2.50 so its really a great alternative when the char kuey tiao queue is too long. (:


oh but before that we went shopping. and i tried on platforms! (: i nearly bought them but they were too ugly. haha. seriously i love the feeling heels give me. they make me feel so... tall! [aside from giving me nice calves] and yea. its just the feeling of being so high up and ..tall. it feels wonderful. seriously! i think when I grow up i'll be like those poeple who spend thousands on heels and get those super high ones. haha. its better than drinking or drugs or cutting yrself or whatever weird stuff people do. you get much higher that way! (: and really once you get used to it it fone to walk it. i wantwant uber high heels.


hm. thats about it for today i think. haha. my sister is so meeaaan. yes you erjie. you know why. and i had starwars mnms today! i lovelove it! (:

hm. you werent there today. again. oh well. it doesnt matter because I still enjoyed myself! but still. youknow. oh wellS.


yes i went to church today! and worship rocked! haha the band was so cool. [yea there was a new band] and the lead singer was not bad too! i mean his voice. only they sang songs i dont know. haha but still.


tamago had holy communion!! haha. i think im becoming more like belle joy. im actually looking forward to communion too! hahaha.


oh yes. i had cell today. adeline said im a model student! hahaha. then belle joy got all jealous and started saying she was a modelmodel student. haha. its ok belle joy! i know you live me! wah lao. im like trying to fit you into everything belle joy! you better appreciate. yea.


thats all i think. actually the funny-singer guy's voice is quite nice. and he plays the guiter. haha. unlike tamago's bassist. who has un ugly guiter. haha. its a weird shade of green! and a weird shape. unlike the lovely red one at the back!! (:


yea. im laming.

I heared everything you said about her. how do you think I feel now. when thats almost exactly how I feel about you. only half of thats never gonna happen to me. and now you are all happy doing youknowwhat and im watching by the side all alone. sigh. thats so stoopid.


ok. yes. actually that was pretty retarded. and i dont know whats happening in me now. its like. im all weird and i get irritated easily only this time i voice it all out. but me being me never voices it out fully and thats all weird! andand. i dont know la. i think im too lazy to spell out why im pissed or irritated or whatever. either that or i sort of dont wanna hurt the person feelings. but then it doesnt work that way becuase its worse when you dont say anything! grr. i dont know. im all weird. hopw it will end up in some positive change. (:


im all fat and i hate it! especially my stomach and thighs and butt. i aspire to do a hundred situps every morning only of course thats no possible because of school. and if i refuse to wake up earlier to do my QT obviously theres no way im gonna wake up at 5.30 for sit ups. i mean seriously! i barely sleep six hours [on normal to good nights] already!


this entry sounds pretty depressing. i think zoe hates me now cos im sort of making her do her maths quiz herself. hurhur. anywayS. i think Miss Sie is here to stay! (: