gold! congrats to the handbells people!! haha. this year is so wonderful. we got gold for everything!! oh excpet for dance. we got gold with honours! X)
got out of running 2.4 today. im sick! and unprepared. and without ting wei. and kae ting. yea. so out of no where i had this horrible runny nose. which just made me not want to run even more. so i told everyone i didnt wanna run. cos i could breath. which i couldnt. i didnt my nose to be flowing all over me la! yea. somemore jing xuan and kae ting wern't running. they had an mc!! i didnt!so anyway i went to ask mrsd bowness. she said i sounded sick. it was a blessing in disguise!!
it looked soo funny. there were like ten sick people sitting there. and the rest of the class was running. go jia yun!!
Friday, April 29, 2005
Thursday, April 28, 2005
napfa sucked. i mean five stations. i got a bloody b! notice the aliteration. for emphasis. it stained my whole thing. ahhh!!! pissed off. stupid they wouldnt let me try. i was pretty sure i could have improved slightly. ): lets see
sit ups: A
pull ups : A
sit and reach: A [ love mrs linda lee!]
standing broad jump: A
Shuttle run: b!! bloody b!!
bahh. but standing broad jump was soo stupid! i jumped like four times. first time i slipped when i jump. and 2nd time i slipped when i landed!! i landed on my butt la. so super embarrassing. and it was in front of that stupid john teo [ok fine. he was nice today] so i jumped again and my butt was damn pain and i didnt even dare to jump properly. so he asked me if i watned to jump again and i said yes. only i couldnt! so i just gave up. whatever la. at least i got my A. haha. damn close la 188.5 crappish.
haha. im gonna train hard for next year. i promise. i gonna get A for my stupid shuttle run. but actually. speed is the only thing i didnt like. do. when i exercise. oh well. im gonna go at least 50 sit ups next year!!
2.4 tomorrow. scared scared!! ahh!! >( ting wei i wanna run with you. ): oh. and good luck (: you can do it!
sit ups: A
pull ups : A
sit and reach: A [ love mrs linda lee!]
standing broad jump: A
Shuttle run: b!! bloody b!!
bahh. but standing broad jump was soo stupid! i jumped like four times. first time i slipped when i jump. and 2nd time i slipped when i landed!! i landed on my butt la. so super embarrassing. and it was in front of that stupid john teo [ok fine. he was nice today] so i jumped again and my butt was damn pain and i didnt even dare to jump properly. so he asked me if i watned to jump again and i said yes. only i couldnt! so i just gave up. whatever la. at least i got my A. haha. damn close la 188.5 crappish.
haha. im gonna train hard for next year. i promise. i gonna get A for my stupid shuttle run. but actually. speed is the only thing i didnt like. do. when i exercise. oh well. im gonna go at least 50 sit ups next year!!
2.4 tomorrow. scared scared!! ahh!! >( ting wei i wanna run with you. ): oh. and good luck (: you can do it!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
im so proud of this entry im not gonna delete this. heck.
bitch [edit] booked me today. hurr. i mean if you booked me for untucked shirt or folded skirt of something i understand. but seriously. long fingernails!? my nails are hardly this short la! and like. she just refused to listen to any of my explanations. which were actually quite valid. but thats not even the point! what was she doing staring at my nails across the ailse. my hands were under my table! and she booked me for nails. i bet she was bored or something.
"oh look. im in a bad mood. lets find someone to book. its just so fun. pretending its just a warning and getting them a beta. then i'll have the highest chance of getting a good job in the future! oh look! its su min! lets see what i can book her for. oh no. her skirt is long. her belt is ine. her socks are damn high [darn! that would have gotten her a booking] shes not wearing any earrings. oh look! are those her hands under the table? i probably can book her for fingernails? i mean who cuts their nails everyday? there will probably be a little bit of white stuff for me to pick on!"
stupid bitch. its two warnings from a beta by the way.
bitch [edit] booked me today. hurr. i mean if you booked me for untucked shirt or folded skirt of something i understand. but seriously. long fingernails!? my nails are hardly this short la! and like. she just refused to listen to any of my explanations. which were actually quite valid. but thats not even the point! what was she doing staring at my nails across the ailse. my hands were under my table! and she booked me for nails. i bet she was bored or something.
"oh look. im in a bad mood. lets find someone to book. its just so fun. pretending its just a warning and getting them a beta. then i'll have the highest chance of getting a good job in the future! oh look! its su min! lets see what i can book her for. oh no. her skirt is long. her belt is ine. her socks are damn high [darn! that would have gotten her a booking] shes not wearing any earrings. oh look! are those her hands under the table? i probably can book her for fingernails? i mean who cuts their nails everyday? there will probably be a little bit of white stuff for me to pick on!"
stupid bitch. its two warnings from a beta by the way.
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
im spreading the love!! it has nearly touched the four coners of my class! yay. so exciting, everyones getting my love. well. kae tings and mine. i mean after all she started it.
- kae ting [she had a double dose!]
- me
- jing xuan
- zoe
- li shan
- denise
- ai xue
- hien [i think]
and other randoms! oh. mr jeow.and miss sie. haha. im all excited. soon the entire 3pr will get loved by all of us. x)
today was super sian. haha. i dont know why. ans no one got my corny joke. i mean its corny. but its not bad la! becuase miss sie was like. who else do you knoe who was corny. so i aws like. i know!! cornelius!! as in. corny-lious. and zoe like took so long to get it and she didnt even laugh. and jia yun was like. oo i understand! harry potter! oh well. it was mostly becuase certain people dont know cornelious is a name. however you spell it.
someone tell me what to do.
Monday, April 25, 2005
Sunday, April 24, 2005
i find myself thinking and thinking of you. and the watch i dreamt of lastlast night. it was just soo wonderful. and i had it all! it was all mine. my dad gave it to me. sigh. if i find it anywhere i promise i'll do all i can to get it. even if it means flying to the south pole and paying alot and alot. ): let me describe its beauty. though it will be pretty hard.
it looked something like the skin watch. but the face was a little smaller. then it was a normal watch. as in not digital. but at the left side of the watch, half hidden, was two buttons. and its actually a timer. or whatever its called. ya. little mubers will appear right at the bottem of the face. coolness.
then the strap was metallic. it was reallyreally nice. i dont know how to describe.
and it was guess. i think.
niceness!
i want you. so bad.
it looked something like the skin watch. but the face was a little smaller. then it was a normal watch. as in not digital. but at the left side of the watch, half hidden, was two buttons. and its actually a timer. or whatever its called. ya. little mubers will appear right at the bottem of the face. coolness.
then the strap was metallic. it was reallyreally nice. i dont know how to describe.
and it was guess. i think.
niceness!
i want you. so bad.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
yayyay. today is a goodgood day. X) church and everything about it rocks. even the erm. less Godly parts. haha.
today i saw Miss Soh's boyfriend!! clapclap. it was pretty funny la. becuase we were like eating in the hawker centre. or rather adeline was eating. and ruth just went to buy her butterfly when service ended! so i was like ahh!! service ended! lets so look quickquick! and adelines was like oy. wait for us la. so i sat on ruth's chair. becuase it gave a better view. but then she came back and chased me off! so i was left like. standing there and staring at the direction of the church! and ohoh she came!! so i like ran to my seat. and the entire table was staring at her. hahaha. then i had a good stare at her boyfriend. and she saw me and waved and came over to talk. only we were daoing her. esp adeline! lol.
think i learnt quite alot in church today. about giving God nothing but the best. and ya. i mean. i dont. like at all. neither my time nor my emotions or anyanything. oh well. i shall try. harder. oh. and worship today was great!
haha. during cell pastor glenn was like peeping into our room, and i thought he was like. some old man! lol. then becuase he kept looking cheryl opened the door to see who he was and said hi and everyone said hi to him! and i was like. staring at him wondering how come everyone knew that old man. then she opened the door a little more and i realised it was pastor glenn! oops.
..something else nice happened today... (:
today i saw Miss Soh's boyfriend!! clapclap. it was pretty funny la. becuase we were like eating in the hawker centre. or rather adeline was eating. and ruth just went to buy her butterfly when service ended! so i was like ahh!! service ended! lets so look quickquick! and adelines was like oy. wait for us la. so i sat on ruth's chair. becuase it gave a better view. but then she came back and chased me off! so i was left like. standing there and staring at the direction of the church! and ohoh she came!! so i like ran to my seat. and the entire table was staring at her. hahaha. then i had a good stare at her boyfriend. and she saw me and waved and came over to talk. only we were daoing her. esp adeline! lol.
think i learnt quite alot in church today. about giving God nothing but the best. and ya. i mean. i dont. like at all. neither my time nor my emotions or anyanything. oh well. i shall try. harder. oh. and worship today was great!
haha. during cell pastor glenn was like peeping into our room, and i thought he was like. some old man! lol. then becuase he kept looking cheryl opened the door to see who he was and said hi and everyone said hi to him! and i was like. staring at him wondering how come everyone knew that old man. then she opened the door a little more and i realised it was pastor glenn! oops.
..something else nice happened today... (:
Friday, April 22, 2005
yesterday my post dissapeared. i thought it posted. but apprantly i didnt. blogger always cheats me. hur. anyway. it was a nice long post about how electric guiter lessons are a total rip off. hur.
oh yes. happy birthday! to my darling sister. :7 crooked smile. (:haha so cute. i invented it just for her.
erm. i hate coughing. thats right. today was coughing fit senerio four. geog lecture. who can think of a worse timing? ..i mean besides assembly. yea. this time really everyone turned around and started. oh well. blame myself for giving in and having mee pok right. guo tiao gan yao cu zhi yao rou, to be more exact. X)
and erm. thats about it i think. my days are getting more and more boring. and. potatoless. oh. i passed my geog! and physics! 17.5/25 [yes! the one i expected to fail!] and well. 21/35. yea!imagnie! i actually had like. 70% for geog! which isnt that good but still not bad. which shows that if you trust God, everything is possible! even with a paper you couldnt finish [the entire page was worth 11marks] you still can get 17.5! [i got 4.5 marks for the entire page] praise God! He just rocks too much.
oh yes. happy birthday! to my darling sister. :7 crooked smile. (:haha so cute. i invented it just for her.
erm. i hate coughing. thats right. today was coughing fit senerio four. geog lecture. who can think of a worse timing? ..i mean besides assembly. yea. this time really everyone turned around and started. oh well. blame myself for giving in and having mee pok right. guo tiao gan yao cu zhi yao rou, to be more exact. X)
and erm. thats about it i think. my days are getting more and more boring. and. potatoless. oh. i passed my geog! and physics! 17.5/25 [yes! the one i expected to fail!] and well. 21/35. yea!imagnie! i actually had like. 70% for geog! which isnt that good but still not bad. which shows that if you trust God, everything is possible! even with a paper you couldnt finish [the entire page was worth 11marks] you still can get 17.5! [i got 4.5 marks for the entire page] praise God! He just rocks too much.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
oh i loveee the starwars mnms! they are just too pretty! i like erm white, light green, black, red and grey. (: and dark chocolate tastes nice. i mean the sweetness covers it up. so its. just right. yep. i think i shall be buying alot of the limited edition starwars mnms.
today is ditch sly day! hm. it pretty much sucked. becuase. well. it was boring. my plan to rack the ceremony was all ruined. due to. well. lack of response.
ohoh. im all excited! today benjamin said that its normal to not be able to press the string when you first play the guiter! that means i have hope! i shall play the electric guiter one day i tell you. i shall be damn pro. so there.
today is ditch sly day! hm. it pretty much sucked. becuase. well. it was boring. my plan to rack the ceremony was all ruined. due to. well. lack of response.
ohoh. im all excited! today benjamin said that its normal to not be able to press the string when you first play the guiter! that means i have hope! i shall play the electric guiter one day i tell you. i shall be damn pro. so there.
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
i hate coughing. gah. come let me tell you coughing has affected my life largely. in less than 24hours.
scenerio one:
i was sleeping. and you know i take like ages to fall asleep. so i just fell asleep. when i was woken up by myself coughing! so yea. i was so sleepy and wanted to sleep. but i was just there coughing and coughing. so i came up with three solutions.
1. wake my mum up and ask her what to do
2. go downstairs and drink warm water and wake my maid up, while risk waking the entire neighbourhood up if i dont get the alarm thing in time
3. sneak into my sisters room and get the alarm thing and wake her up, then go downstairs, risk waking my maid up, and drink warm water.
4. wake no one up and cough to death.
yea. so i chose 4. which sucked. anyway i fell asleep after awhile. and stopped coughing. praise the Lord!
scenerio two:
i was in the Mrt. yea. i coughed non stop all the way from the interchange to queenstown. and i didnt dare to eat my strepsil as there was a policeman there. and i was afraid he would fine me. ): so yea. it was soso bad that this stranger sitting next to me asked if i was ok and if i needed tissue. hm. i dont know why people keep offering tissue. i mean i cant stratch my throat with it anyway. haha. someone enlighten me.
scenerio three:
this is the worst. during BSF. i mean you know how quiet BSF is? theres like nothing to cover up my coughing. so yea. it was during the lesson. and i just couldnt stop. and i was forcing myself to shut up but it only resulted in this puking noise. so yea. it was sososo bad that the teacher stopped her lesson twice to ask me if i was ok. gr. so yea. in the end the teacher gave me like. chewing gum. :P which kinda helped. i dont know why too. the people were staring at me! ahh! funny thing was that after that everyone started coughing too! lol. either they were nice enough to share the stupidness with me or i passed it to them. hur.
went for the omnimax thing today. the place so cool! goodness. its like. round. and im too lazy to describe.
yea. went to jurong pojt with ting wei. my watchs all gone now. out of stock. can you believe that? oh well. at least now im a hundred dollars or so richer. look on the bright side yea. dont let yrself fall into depression.
2.4 in two days. im just gonna die.
scenerio one:
i was sleeping. and you know i take like ages to fall asleep. so i just fell asleep. when i was woken up by myself coughing! so yea. i was so sleepy and wanted to sleep. but i was just there coughing and coughing. so i came up with three solutions.
1. wake my mum up and ask her what to do
2. go downstairs and drink warm water and wake my maid up, while risk waking the entire neighbourhood up if i dont get the alarm thing in time
3. sneak into my sisters room and get the alarm thing and wake her up, then go downstairs, risk waking my maid up, and drink warm water.
4. wake no one up and cough to death.
yea. so i chose 4. which sucked. anyway i fell asleep after awhile. and stopped coughing. praise the Lord!
scenerio two:
i was in the Mrt. yea. i coughed non stop all the way from the interchange to queenstown. and i didnt dare to eat my strepsil as there was a policeman there. and i was afraid he would fine me. ): so yea. it was soso bad that this stranger sitting next to me asked if i was ok and if i needed tissue. hm. i dont know why people keep offering tissue. i mean i cant stratch my throat with it anyway. haha. someone enlighten me.
scenerio three:
this is the worst. during BSF. i mean you know how quiet BSF is? theres like nothing to cover up my coughing. so yea. it was during the lesson. and i just couldnt stop. and i was forcing myself to shut up but it only resulted in this puking noise. so yea. it was sososo bad that the teacher stopped her lesson twice to ask me if i was ok. gr. so yea. in the end the teacher gave me like. chewing gum. :P which kinda helped. i dont know why too. the people were staring at me! ahh! funny thing was that after that everyone started coughing too! lol. either they were nice enough to share the stupidness with me or i passed it to them. hur.
went for the omnimax thing today. the place so cool! goodness. its like. round. and im too lazy to describe.
yea. went to jurong pojt with ting wei. my watchs all gone now. out of stock. can you believe that? oh well. at least now im a hundred dollars or so richer. look on the bright side yea. dont let yrself fall into depression.
2.4 in two days. im just gonna die.
Monday, April 18, 2005
yay i didnt go to school today! i finally had one of those days. when you wake up early in the morning to go to school. and when you sit on the toilet bowl peeing you close yr eyes and think that all you want now is to go back to bed. and i did! i can tell you that i feels wonderful. X)
wasted away at home. hm. im still gonna fail my emaths test. howhow. i need to do well. badly. just want to pull up my marks by that bit! hm. SuMIn is unhappy.
wasted away at home. hm. im still gonna fail my emaths test. howhow. i need to do well. badly. just want to pull up my marks by that bit! hm. SuMIn is unhappy.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
i have a sexye singing voice. x) yes. its all nice and low and idontknowwhat. thats all thx to my throat. if you want you can ask my throat what happened. but i think its too busy bullying me to answer you.
had paranakan buffet today. thats when i decided to bully my throat back and not care about it. but i still ate less than i normally would. hm. blessing in disguise? anyway. thr food was really good! though as usual i think i didnt have enough. its always like that. i get so full during buffets. ):
the durian puffs were heaven! oh mygoodness. i screamed when i ate the first one. then i saved the 2nd one but it was ruined. by the tiramisu taste in my mouth[which is took becuase it had a peice of chocolate on top with said "tiramisu". cuteness!]. ): then there was this durian pudding [which i didnt take] theres no pudding in it la! its durian! pure durian! you can even like. feel the durian! i wish i ate it now. but well. i didnt wanna kill my throat too much. ): then the mocha ice cream! good. wanted to try green tea. lol. it just sounds too gross. but then again. fullness and fat and phlegm.
hmm. what else did i have? an alfafa tomato sandwitch! X) [i thought the tomato was ham. and i took the alfafa by mistake. it was on display but got stuck to mysandwitch] ham and smoked salmon sandwitch [again i though the salmon was ham] and you tiao rojak!! and prawn porridge and chicken siew mai and alot and alot and alot. X) SuMin is happy. (:
i went shopping! i want levis jeans. and that british india skirt. and well. alot of things. sad. ):
had paranakan buffet today. thats when i decided to bully my throat back and not care about it. but i still ate less than i normally would. hm. blessing in disguise? anyway. thr food was really good! though as usual i think i didnt have enough. its always like that. i get so full during buffets. ):
the durian puffs were heaven! oh mygoodness. i screamed when i ate the first one. then i saved the 2nd one but it was ruined. by the tiramisu taste in my mouth[which is took becuase it had a peice of chocolate on top with said "tiramisu". cuteness!]. ): then there was this durian pudding [which i didnt take] theres no pudding in it la! its durian! pure durian! you can even like. feel the durian! i wish i ate it now. but well. i didnt wanna kill my throat too much. ): then the mocha ice cream! good. wanted to try green tea. lol. it just sounds too gross. but then again. fullness and fat and phlegm.
hmm. what else did i have? an alfafa tomato sandwitch! X) [i thought the tomato was ham. and i took the alfafa by mistake. it was on display but got stuck to mysandwitch] ham and smoked salmon sandwitch [again i though the salmon was ham] and you tiao rojak!! and prawn porridge and chicken siew mai and alot and alot and alot. X) SuMin is happy. (:
i went shopping! i want levis jeans. and that british india skirt. and well. alot of things. sad. ):
Saturday, April 16, 2005
today was pretty depressing. becuase i saw... ya.
went jogging with jia yun this morning. hahaha. i so totally suck. im gonna fail my 2.4. howhow? oh well. i didnt even run the stupid 2.4 today la. did such a teeny bit. oh goodness. i so need to do well this year! blabla.
went for service. it rocked! joy lead worship and there was this guess speaker. joshua something. yep. meaningful. but i wasnt paying full attention the entire time. because. yea.
oh guess what. i nearly got knocked down by cars today. get that. not car. cars. it was so super embarrassing evan and joseph and jonlo and i dont know who else were laughing at me. so stupid. becuase belle joy and me were walking like right at the back. 2m away from evan and joseph who were already like so far behind? so when everyone crossed the road we were left behind! and obviously i didnt wanna wait there alone so i just ran. ahhhh...
went jogging with jia yun this morning. hahaha. i so totally suck. im gonna fail my 2.4. howhow? oh well. i didnt even run the stupid 2.4 today la. did such a teeny bit. oh goodness. i so need to do well this year! blabla.
went for service. it rocked! joy lead worship and there was this guess speaker. joshua something. yep. meaningful. but i wasnt paying full attention the entire time. because. yea.
oh guess what. i nearly got knocked down by cars today. get that. not car. cars. it was so super embarrassing evan and joseph and jonlo and i dont know who else were laughing at me. so stupid. becuase belle joy and me were walking like right at the back. 2m away from evan and joseph who were already like so far behind? so when everyone crossed the road we were left behind! and obviously i didnt wanna wait there alone so i just ran. ahhhh...
Friday, April 15, 2005
boo. today is a bad day. then it turned out pretty much ok towards the end.
went to make my ic with kae ting. the stupid photo thing some pok shit la. firstly i left my shirt in school. had to wear kae tings stinkeyy shirt. haha i mean it was nice of her to lend it to me. but she ran eight rounds in that shirt! yea. so i was in a white shirt with a white background with a white face in a black and white photo. so was kae ting la. then yea. they made me take off my glasses! i mean i look so gross! had to wear their ugly glasses and i couldnt see so the stoopid picture turned out cross eyed. and then they didnt even let me smile! oh goodness. who takes are photo of you and not let you smile?
2nd depressing thing is that im simply too fat. we were trying jeans at levis, and i took like 2X although it was obviously much too small. because it was the only one on the rack and i was too lazy to ask the sales girl. so i was practically squeezing into the jeans. and i couldnt get it!! so i went to ask the sales girl for my size. and it was still to small! i was so darn depressed la! so fat and gross. bleah.
ok then the happy part. i came home and realised that stupid levis has yr jeans two sizes smaller. so as it turns out, i seem to have lost some weight! X) and as for my ic. well. i guess its gonna spend most if its life in my dad's drawer.
kae ting so thin!! she fits into levis 24 jeans. thats like what la! ihateherihateherihateher. nah. i still love you! X) lol today jeow was so stupid. he was trying to explain zoe's heart problem her, and it sounded like some electic circuit la! of course it was all wrong. but it was soo funny! physics is like all over him. and i had to run eight rounds all by myself. ):
went to make my ic with kae ting. the stupid photo thing some pok shit la. firstly i left my shirt in school. had to wear kae tings stinkeyy shirt. haha i mean it was nice of her to lend it to me. but she ran eight rounds in that shirt! yea. so i was in a white shirt with a white background with a white face in a black and white photo. so was kae ting la. then yea. they made me take off my glasses! i mean i look so gross! had to wear their ugly glasses and i couldnt see so the stoopid picture turned out cross eyed. and then they didnt even let me smile! oh goodness. who takes are photo of you and not let you smile?
2nd depressing thing is that im simply too fat. we were trying jeans at levis, and i took like 2X although it was obviously much too small. because it was the only one on the rack and i was too lazy to ask the sales girl. so i was practically squeezing into the jeans. and i couldnt get it!! so i went to ask the sales girl for my size. and it was still to small! i was so darn depressed la! so fat and gross. bleah.
ok then the happy part. i came home and realised that stupid levis has yr jeans two sizes smaller. so as it turns out, i seem to have lost some weight! X) and as for my ic. well. i guess its gonna spend most if its life in my dad's drawer.
kae ting so thin!! she fits into levis 24 jeans. thats like what la! ihateherihateherihateher. nah. i still love you! X) lol today jeow was so stupid. he was trying to explain zoe's heart problem her, and it sounded like some electic circuit la! of course it was all wrong. but it was soo funny! physics is like all over him. and i had to run eight rounds all by myself. ):
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
today i ran a teeny bit. i think i need to start running again or i'll turn into some obese shit.
theres something i wanted to blog about today. only i cant remember what. oh well. hm. got our lit CA1 results today. i got a b4!! that was like totally unexpected. i mean 11 people failed and the highest was a b3. and i actually got a b4! i mean. whoa. but it was pretty much rubbish la. i had 59.95. rounded up. x)
oh i like told kae ting that the glasses thing was bluff. all jing xuans failt la. cos she was like eating so little and jing xuan told me it was because shes saving up to pay me back. then i felt so bad. so i told her. it turns out she would have saved up anway. bahh. should have collected everything and returned it to her. at least i would have gotten some reaction.
oh yes. and something really cool happened today! im just amazed at God's.. well. wonders and everything. last night before i slept, something just came to me, maybe it was God speaking, i dont know [im still unable to reconise His voice, sadly] but i realised that i had alot of unforgivess. like there are two million people i keep bitching about. and yea. its just wrong. i thought of what this preacher said, that unforgivenss give satan a foothold in yr life. and of course you wont want to give satan a foothold in yr life! so i prayed to God and told Him i wanted to forgive those people, and i gave all my angwr and hatred to Him. however. today, i realised i only forgave one person! [which is deborah from 1gy, though its partially becuase she didnt make noise today]. so yea. today's PC was about forgivness again. chua poh leng said that unforgivness rots us. if left alone. so after school i prayed to God, telling Him that im still unable to forgive certain people, and i asked Him to teach me how to forgive. so after praying i treated the problem as solved, asi knew God would definately asnwer me prayer. and when i did me quiet time, there it was! th title for the day; forgive and forget. the passage answered nearly everything i didnt know, even questions i didnt ask! and praise God!
bought the limited edition starwars mnms today. stupid thing costs like a dollar more? but still. its really pretty. i mean the colours. especially white and green! shall post the pictures up soon. (:
theres something i wanted to blog about today. only i cant remember what. oh well. hm. got our lit CA1 results today. i got a b4!! that was like totally unexpected. i mean 11 people failed and the highest was a b3. and i actually got a b4! i mean. whoa. but it was pretty much rubbish la. i had 59.95. rounded up. x)
oh i like told kae ting that the glasses thing was bluff. all jing xuans failt la. cos she was like eating so little and jing xuan told me it was because shes saving up to pay me back. then i felt so bad. so i told her. it turns out she would have saved up anway. bahh. should have collected everything and returned it to her. at least i would have gotten some reaction.
oh yes. and something really cool happened today! im just amazed at God's.. well. wonders and everything. last night before i slept, something just came to me, maybe it was God speaking, i dont know [im still unable to reconise His voice, sadly] but i realised that i had alot of unforgivess. like there are two million people i keep bitching about. and yea. its just wrong. i thought of what this preacher said, that unforgivenss give satan a foothold in yr life. and of course you wont want to give satan a foothold in yr life! so i prayed to God and told Him i wanted to forgive those people, and i gave all my angwr and hatred to Him. however. today, i realised i only forgave one person! [which is deborah from 1gy, though its partially becuase she didnt make noise today]. so yea. today's PC was about forgivness again. chua poh leng said that unforgivness rots us. if left alone. so after school i prayed to God, telling Him that im still unable to forgive certain people, and i asked Him to teach me how to forgive. so after praying i treated the problem as solved, asi knew God would definately asnwer me prayer. and when i did me quiet time, there it was! th title for the day; forgive and forget. the passage answered nearly everything i didnt know, even questions i didnt ask! and praise God!
bought the limited edition starwars mnms today. stupid thing costs like a dollar more? but still. its really pretty. i mean the colours. especially white and green! shall post the pictures up soon. (:
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
happy birthday tamago! and well. miss soh. haha we are soo nice to miss soh! planned this elaborate birthday surprisefor her. only of course the class didnt know about it. we actually planned to turn off all the lights, and have the entire class hide under the tables. so when she coems in and thinks theres no one there, we'll all jump out and sing happy birthday! then we would sing happy birthday in chinese. and english again. and chinese again. and repeat this for a few times. then get her to blow out the candles and cut the cake [which we drew on the board] then while shes all touched and happy, begin singing happy birthday to tamago and ting wei and kae ting and me and everyone else in class. a few times. sadly we only managed to sing happy birthday in english and chinese. without hiding under the table. sad right.
i think my beautiful belt should have pictures of straberries, rasberries and blueberries on it. then it will be berry nice! x)
i think my beautiful belt should have pictures of straberries, rasberries and blueberries on it. then it will be berry nice! x)
Monday, April 11, 2005
i have no idea why my blogskin says no racism or sth. because i am a racist! a true blue racist. against black people person. so if you are anything except chinese and black with rebonded hair and is 2nd wife of takuya, 1st wife of jay chou and ex 2nd wife of sylvester, i like you!! X)
jia yun gave me a surprise! (: today during geog chua poh leng was talking about rivers. "so this part of the chanel, is deep, and wide! now those of you who go to church will know this song.. *breaks off into deep and wide* so you see student! geography... is everywhere!" whatever man...
jia yun gave me a surprise! (: today during geog chua poh leng was talking about rivers. "so this part of the chanel, is deep, and wide! now those of you who go to church will know this song.. *breaks off into deep and wide* so you see student! geography... is everywhere!" whatever man...
Sunday, April 10, 2005
today was. well. chinese filled. besides God. i know im going to fail this test. oh whatever la. i did study for it. oh well. at least i know nearly the entire class failed. but lao shi hates me so much i know she'll try to make me do badly.
now blogskins hate me too becuase it refuses to let me search the word "red". ok. basically today was sianned becuase of the weather and chinese. so im sorry to whoever i talked to today. i was just sian ok.
dad: do you want to go for a walk with me in the evening?
sister: walk? where?
dad: mac-ri-chi [sorry la. i cant spell that]
sister obviously startled: mac-ri-chi? nonono! i dont go for walks in places with insects!
(:
now blogskins hate me too becuase it refuses to let me search the word "red". ok. basically today was sianned becuase of the weather and chinese. so im sorry to whoever i talked to today. i was just sian ok.
dad: do you want to go for a walk with me in the evening?
sister: walk? where?
dad: mac-ri-chi [sorry la. i cant spell that]
sister obviously startled: mac-ri-chi? nonono! i dont go for walks in places with insects!
(:
Saturday, April 09, 2005
i love jia yun and ruth. (: <3>
yay. just wanted to say that. (: yay. i love my belt too! i think its nice. even though no one noticed it. next week i shall wear and shorter shirt to show it off. so there!
spent nearly the entire day in church today. how exciting! although that was mainly cos i woke up andone twelve sth. yes. i like church.
had prayer walk. around queensway sec. i believe that somethings gonna happen even though we dont see it. yes. thats have. and i need to be consistant it prayer. i think i lack consistancy. oh well.
had this guy to come and preach to us. hm. i wasnt really listening during sermon. but i thought the end part was like whoa. i mean at the end when he was praying and everything. cheryl suddenly exclaimed that there was golden sparkles all over him. and there was! like all of a sudden he was glittering here and there. afterwards my sister mentioned that she felt God's presence in tghe audi. and when i recalled back. i remembered not wanting to leave the place, becuase i just felt so awed and touched. oh well. God just so rocks doesnt he?
yay. just wanted to say that. (: yay. i love my belt too! i think its nice. even though no one noticed it. next week i shall wear and shorter shirt to show it off. so there!
spent nearly the entire day in church today. how exciting! although that was mainly cos i woke up and
had prayer walk. around queensway sec. i believe that somethings gonna happen even though we dont see it. yes. thats have. and i need to be consistant it prayer. i think i lack consistancy. oh well.
had this guy to come and preach to us. hm. i wasnt really listening during sermon. but i thought the end part was like whoa. i mean at the end when he was praying and everything. cheryl suddenly exclaimed that there was golden sparkles all over him. and there was! like all of a sudden he was glittering here and there. afterwards my sister mentioned that she felt God's presence in tghe audi. and when i recalled back. i remembered not wanting to leave the place, becuase i just felt so awed and touched. oh well. God just so rocks doesnt he?
Friday, April 08, 2005
got my belt today! yea i think its pretty nice. no matter what everyone says. or rather. you. haha you know who you are. and my sister thinks its pretty nice too which makes me happy. and the more i look at i the nicer i like it. so lets just hope the feeling stays.
had the nice balley ice cream. yay!! it brings back memories. although i dont know if its good or bad ones. i mean i only ate the balley ice cream a few times in my entire life. like when i was young. haha. it was whenever i took my piano exam! because, well. the place sold the balley ice cream la. so yea. i always looked forward to piano exams. so i could eat my balley ice cream. haha. i just found it facinating. then after a few years the examination venue changed. and there was no more balley ice cream for me. ):
back to shopping. i bought my hoops! haha. smaller hoops are so much cheaper. and they suit my hair! stoopid haircut la. ive always wanted huge hoops. oh well. i still look pretty weird with them on but nvm. (: and i found my pencil case! only all the nice ones are black. they should have ti nice and red. then everyone will like them.
sigh. reconsidering buying my nike watch. i mean its like. 130? even though i really really want it but its pretty much a waste of money. i mean i can buy so much more with 130? like erm. 65 cups of balley ice creams. and it costs more than my swatch watch! haha. another reason is that i realised the watch looks alot nicer in pictures. but still. bleah. should i or should i not?
had the nice balley ice cream. yay!! it brings back memories. although i dont know if its good or bad ones. i mean i only ate the balley ice cream a few times in my entire life. like when i was young. haha. it was whenever i took my piano exam! because, well. the place sold the balley ice cream la. so yea. i always looked forward to piano exams. so i could eat my balley ice cream. haha. i just found it facinating. then after a few years the examination venue changed. and there was no more balley ice cream for me. ):
back to shopping. i bought my hoops! haha. smaller hoops are so much cheaper. and they suit my hair! stoopid haircut la. ive always wanted huge hoops. oh well. i still look pretty weird with them on but nvm. (: and i found my pencil case! only all the nice ones are black. they should have ti nice and red. then everyone will like them.
sigh. reconsidering buying my nike watch. i mean its like. 130? even though i really really want it but its pretty much a waste of money. i mean i can buy so much more with 130? like erm. 65 cups of balley ice creams. and it costs more than my swatch watch! haha. another reason is that i realised the watch looks alot nicer in pictures. but still. bleah. should i or should i not?
Thursday, April 07, 2005
yay today is a happy day. dont ask why cos i dont know.
pray hardhard for my geog test tomorrow! i must do well.
today my glasses like broke. dont ask how. it just like. came off. stoopid lousy quality thing. had to go all the way to queenstown to get it fixed. and the man still wanted to charge me for a new frame! like go and die la. so yea. he did it for free. and he was like can you come back after half an hour? so yea. imagine walking around queensway shopping centre half blind. but i tried the berry nice yoghurt! haha. sadly i didnt do my "berry nich yog-hurt!" thing. i felt too stoopid without my glasses. and the lady looked so old and fierce. yea. it was not bad la. just... not worth 2.50.
im looking for jay chou and takuya kimura's photos. i feel stoopid.
pray hardhard for my geog test tomorrow! i must do well.
today my glasses like broke. dont ask how. it just like. came off. stoopid lousy quality thing. had to go all the way to queenstown to get it fixed. and the man still wanted to charge me for a new frame! like go and die la. so yea. he did it for free. and he was like can you come back after half an hour? so yea. imagine walking around queensway shopping centre half blind. but i tried the berry nice yoghurt! haha. sadly i didnt do my "berry nich yog-hurt!" thing. i felt too stoopid without my glasses. and the lady looked so old and fierce. yea. it was not bad la. just... not worth 2.50.
im looking for jay chou and takuya kimura's photos. i feel stoopid.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
I stand before You Lord
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I want to spend eternity with You
And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different
LordI know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
I want to be with You
I want to be with You
And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God
Is where I want to stay
i was trying very hard to think of thing song when i was running. of course all i could remember was the chorus. haha maybe running with zoe tomorrow will be better. wonder if it will even work out. :/
my birthdays all over now. haha. how unexciting. but nvm. theres always next year. and i shall plan my wish well. and blow hard. haha. kae tings birthday next!! haha all excited. cant wait to give her her present. and see her scream. haha. half of it was my idea! ..the better half. :P
hm.i am not some cheena pok la you stupid ben. i found another hauru fan. (: haha. so exciting right. no one can resist a hottie like hauru la. haha. considering watching goodluck. but i dont think i'll even allow myself to like tk la! i cannot have so many people guys in my life of i'll have no space for other things. just hauru and Dicky and ___ is enough. haha. oh yes. we're divorcing sly! cant wait for the official ceremony on the 20th. [our 3rd month anniversary] speaking of which. today is my fourth month with matai! oh yay. we were ment to be! lub<3.>
hm. jeow "preached" to us about forgiveness today. he called himself a pastor. i'll say his the worst ever. i mean boring. seriously la! pastor derek in healing service is better than him! not that pastor derek is boring. but in healing service you hear everything twice. once in english and once in weird chinese so yea. later he started playing music. and we stayed back to listen after everyone left. got caught in the rain for nth la! secrectly, i thought he was trying to show off his songs. like showing us his very hip [although the songs are so old] but. you know. haha. :/
im beginning to see a change in you. not that it bad. it makes me feel really good. but its just unlike you. its probably just her. but maybe we should try and find out. (: yes. kaypohness in me. (:
oh yes i did it. 5k without distractions. but im still a cheater. i run with a low resistance. X)
And give You all my praise
Your love is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
My life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all I need
Jesus You're all I need
Hold me in Your arms
Never let me go
I want to spend eternity with You
And now that You're near
Everything is different
Everything's so different
LordI know I'm not the same
My life You've changed
I want to be with You
I want to be with You
And I will sing for You always
'Cause in Your presence God
Is where I want to stay
i was trying very hard to think of thing song when i was running. of course all i could remember was the chorus. haha maybe running with zoe tomorrow will be better. wonder if it will even work out. :/
my birthdays all over now. haha. how unexciting. but nvm. theres always next year. and i shall plan my wish well. and blow hard. haha. kae tings birthday next!! haha all excited. cant wait to give her her present. and see her scream. haha. half of it was my idea! ..the better half. :P
hm.
hm. jeow "preached" to us about forgiveness today. he called himself a pastor. i'll say his the worst ever. i mean boring. seriously la! pastor derek in healing service is better than him! not that pastor derek is boring. but in healing service you hear everything twice. once in english and once in weird chinese so yea. later he started playing music. and we stayed back to listen after everyone left. got caught in the rain for nth la! secrectly, i thought he was trying to show off his songs. like showing us his very hip [although the songs are so old] but. you know. haha. :/
im beginning to see a change in you. not that it bad. it makes me feel really good. but its just unlike you. its probably just her. but maybe we should try and find out. (: yes. kaypohness in me. (:
oh yes i did it. 5k without distractions. but im still a cheater. i run with a low resistance. X)
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
my bitrthday! (:
happy birthday too me! (:
today is a gazillion red cars day. becuase its my birthday!! yes it was a lovely day. (: haha thankew and thankew to everything who wished me happy birthday and bought me presents [they are all nicenicenice]. i shall save my thankew list for later. (:
of course chinese was good for another reason. haha. its when i opened my present! hauruhauruhauru hothot! (:
cut my cake at night. am proud of the fact i managed to blow out all the candles. especially since they were all so far apart! which is so exciting becuase it means that my wishes are suresuresure to come true.
and my cake was yummilicous! ice cream and oreo. i just cant describe it. anway im just too high to blog. and im going to fail physics and maths tomorrow. yaye.
today is a gazillion red cars day. becuase its my birthday!! yes it was a lovely day. (: haha thankew and thankew to everything who wished me happy birthday and bought me presents [they are all nicenicenice]. i shall save my thankew list for later. (:
of course chinese was good for another reason. haha. its when i opened my present! hauruhauruhauru hothot! (:
cut my cake at night. am proud of the fact i managed to blow out all the candles. especially since they were all so far apart! which is so exciting becuase it means that my wishes are suresuresure to come true.
and my cake was yummilicous! ice cream and oreo. i just cant describe it. anway im just too high to blog. and im going to fail physics and maths tomorrow. yaye.
Monday, April 04, 2005
yay its one day to my birthday! and im all excited. i dont know why but this year's birthday just seems like it will be much nicer than last years. grins. haha. i've gotten four presents so far! exciting? yes!
hm. i dont know why but pauline soh seems to be getting better now a days. i dont know. theres just that bit of niceness. but yet.. haha. maybe its how she feels about us. mixed feelings. or maybe i just biased. bla.
thats about all i think. some 88.3 people came to out school to advertise theirsilly radio station. last year they promised us they next time they came they would bring some nice person. this year they said the same thing. bleah. bluffers.
then they let us off late for recess. like 11.45 oh well. everyone had to queue but i was there with zoe's present! haha. it was pretty embarrassing though. i mean sitting alone with on huge tuppawear[spelling.] and three thermos flasks. haha. but still. it was really really nice. thankew zoe. lub. <3
hm. i dont know why but pauline soh seems to be getting better now a days. i dont know. theres just that bit of niceness. but yet.. haha. maybe its how she feels about us. mixed feelings. or maybe i just biased. bla.
thats about all i think. some 88.3 people came to out school to advertise their
then they let us off late for recess. like 11.45 oh well. everyone had to queue but i was there with zoe's present! haha. it was pretty embarrassing though. i mean sitting alone with on huge tuppawear[spelling.] and three thermos flasks. haha. but still. it was really really nice. thankew zoe. lub. <3
Sunday, April 03, 2005
I simply remember my favourite things, and then i wont feel so bad! (:
went out for my birthday lunch today. it was nicenice. althought not exactly woowheee nice. yep. it was some buffet thing and some hotel. mostly jap food. and yes i like jap food! its dicky fav food! X)
ok. the sushi was nice. the orange and green one. i didnt dare to try purple. the seaweed one had mayo so it isnt nice. yep. the sushi was really tasty! haha. dunno la. just.. different. and the tempura was rad. it looked so cold and mushy and tasteless. but when i actually ate it, it was the exact opposite! it was like warm, and crispy, and the prawn was. i dont know la. nice. but i only ate two. i was like soo full. haha the desert was not bad too! the cheesecake. and mango pudding. and ice cream. and chocolate truffle. and chocolate mousse. oh goodness. i feel the fatness now.
went to visit my grandparents. had this long talk about christianity. sigh. it occured to me halfway that there was a spiritual battle going on. i guess we should just keep praying and believing. becuase God always wins! (:
i think running rocks. increased the resistance today. i still suck.
two days to my birthday!! (:
went out for my birthday lunch today. it was nicenice. althought not exactly woowheee nice. yep. it was some buffet thing and some hotel. mostly jap food. and yes i like jap food! its dicky fav food! X)
ok. the sushi was nice. the orange and green one. i didnt dare to try purple. the seaweed one had mayo so it isnt nice. yep. the sushi was really tasty! haha. dunno la. just.. different. and the tempura was rad. it looked so cold and mushy and tasteless. but when i actually ate it, it was the exact opposite! it was like warm, and crispy, and the prawn was. i dont know la. nice. but i only ate two. i was like soo full. haha the desert was not bad too! the cheesecake. and mango pudding. and ice cream. and chocolate truffle. and chocolate mousse. oh goodness. i feel the fatness now.
went to visit my grandparents. had this long talk about christianity. sigh. it occured to me halfway that there was a spiritual battle going on. i guess we should just keep praying and believing. becuase God always wins! (:
i think running rocks. increased the resistance today. i still suck.
two days to my birthday!! (:
Saturday, April 02, 2005
youth service today rocked! i mean it always rocks but today it rocked more than usual. it was the official launching of youth service!it started out with this stompish thing. which was not bad la! i thought it was really cool. especiall the whistle becuase it was so nice and loud and ear piercing. then was the dance. yay. go cheryl and hannah and erm debbie. haha.
worship was good. i could feel the presence of the holy spirit in the place and well it felt really nice. just standing there and worshipping God. (: the songs were nice too! and the worship team. lalala. l love youth service.
then they had some brick building thing and sermon and then we were to place the brick picture on the wall they had built previously. and i was soo embarrassed okayy!! becuase we were lining up to get on stage, and the people were standing in a row giving out the brick cards. i tell you1 when people give thing out they should stretch their hand sout all the way! anyway. pastor edwin [?? ..the guy in the yellow shirt] was like. giving it out. but since belle joy and ruth didnt take the card. i didnt take it. but i thought that we should so i was like. stretching out my hand and taking it back.. yea. then he was like "oy you want tot ake yr card anot!?" and belle joy turned around and was like oh. and she took it. so i was like there. and extra. and i tried taking it from him. but he wouldnt give it to me!!! so the hand thing happened again and he wa slike laughing. dont wanna take the card.. dunno what... and i was like. sooooo extra!! gosh. so pastor glenn was like next to him and i was like oh no. how. then he also didnt give it to me! like he was holding the card right in front of him. so i was like heck. and i snatched it from him. ahhh!!! so embarrassing!! bleah. haha.
oh and youknowwho was there today. like after how long. yep he was wearing contacts. (: didnt see him at first. was looking around for him when i finally spotted him. lol. maybe he was in church all along but i just didnt see him because he changed to contacts. lalalala. i feel stoopid. im blogging about ahem.
thank you evan. (:
worship was good. i could feel the presence of the holy spirit in the place and well it felt really nice. just standing there and worshipping God. (: the songs were nice too! and the worship team. lalala. l love youth service.
then they had some brick building thing and sermon and then we were to place the brick picture on the wall they had built previously. and i was soo embarrassed okayy!! becuase we were lining up to get on stage, and the people were standing in a row giving out the brick cards. i tell you1 when people give thing out they should stretch their hand sout all the way! anyway. pastor edwin [?? ..the guy in the yellow shirt] was like. giving it out. but since belle joy and ruth didnt take the card. i didnt take it. but i thought that we should so i was like. stretching out my hand and taking it back.. yea. then he was like "oy you want tot ake yr card anot!?" and belle joy turned around and was like oh. and she took it. so i was like there. and extra. and i tried taking it from him. but he wouldnt give it to me!!! so the hand thing happened again and he wa slike laughing. dont wanna take the card.. dunno what... and i was like. sooooo extra!! gosh. so pastor glenn was like next to him and i was like oh no. how. then he also didnt give it to me! like he was holding the card right in front of him. so i was like heck. and i snatched it from him. ahhh!!! so embarrassing!! bleah. haha.
oh and youknowwho was there today. like after how long. yep he was wearing contacts. (: didnt see him at first. was looking around for him when i finally spotted him. lol. maybe he was in church all along but i just didnt see him because he changed to contacts. lalalala. i feel stoopid. im blogging about ahem.
thank you evan. (:
Friday, April 01, 2005
i think running is good for you. like seriously. it improves yr mood and makes you feel untired and hopefully burns fat. ok fine. it should. because thats one if the reasons im running. but seriously. running makes me eat more. ok./ today my 2.4 speed improved again. and the best thign was i didnt do the sprint at the last 100 or so metres thing. yea. not bad. 13.40. yay!! (:
all worried about the real 2.4 i mean thinking of running on a track freaks me out. i dont think i can make even 2.4 without walking. how am i gonna get my gold howhow? and i mean its not even thirty points. its just some pathetic gold. bahh.
sports day today. yea we didnt win. like i mean that was expected la. but i think im getting pretty sick of our banner. i mean the way the class just leaves the whole thing to the three of us to handle. oh well. at least its over. only thing thats left is plucking out the mops! yea we played a trick on jeow. happy april fools hahahaha. i cant believe he even fell for it. it was so retarded. and he got all excited. oh well.
went out with ting wei and jia yun. yay i found my belt! and im highly depressed because my ins all screwed now. i mean with my current hair im going to look horrendous! oh well. no one looks nice in their ic right. ):
all worried about the real 2.4 i mean thinking of running on a track freaks me out. i dont think i can make even 2.4 without walking. how am i gonna get my gold howhow? and i mean its not even thirty points. its just some pathetic gold. bahh.
sports day today. yea we didnt win. like i mean that was expected la. but i think im getting pretty sick of our banner. i mean the way the class just leaves the whole thing to the three of us to handle. oh well. at least its over. only thing thats left is plucking out the mops! yea we played a trick on jeow. happy april fools hahahaha. i cant believe he even fell for it. it was so retarded. and he got all excited. oh well.
went out with ting wei and jia yun. yay i found my belt! and im highly depressed because my ins all screwed now. i mean with my current hair im going to look horrendous! oh well. no one looks nice in their ic right. ):
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